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Hello everyone. Welcome back to my channel, Lum Moon Tarot. So everyone, I'm here with a late night love reading. Yay. Just take what resonates, leave the rest behind. And thank you so much everyone. Thank you for being up this late at night with me, you guys. I love you. I'm sorry I wasn't here for you last night. I was out with my daughter trying to catch a litter of kittens. Okay. Yeah. Um, the stray kittens, and we couldn't catch them, but we left them like five cans of cat food and we're going to go back until they're more comfortable with us, you know. So, um, yeah, wish us luck. But that's what I was doing last night, you guys. I'm really sorry. Sorry I missed you, but you know, life happens, right? But um, yeah, thank you to all of my subscribers. You guys rock. Welcome. Welcome to everybody new here. You rock, too.
Okay, so tonight I'm picking up on um, it feels like a masculine. Okay, but it it doesn't have to be. It could be a woman or a man. Just take it how it resonates with you, but I feel like there's there it just feels like a man who is exhausted. Okay, that's really what it feels like. It feels like, you know, somebody who's just like, how do they say it? At their wick's end. Okay. They can't um handle the pain anymore. They don't they don't want to fight anymore. They don't want to be away from you anymore. This is the the soulmate connection here. This is you. They want to be free. Free themselves from I feel it's a it's a family group. That's what it feels like. So, this person's family at one point, they didn't want you two together. I feel like they sabotaged this connection. They told this person that um, you know, no, don't get with the collective. No, not the collective. No, the collective is not your type. The collective is not for you. You could have been just different from from this whole entire group. They could have seen your differences as as some kind of threat. Okay.
Um, I feel like you're you're more powerful than all of them and they could probably feel that. You probably have more integrity than all of them together and they probably could feel that too. So, their family members did not want you two together and they um, you know, I heard practically begged. They practically like dragged this person away from you. Okay? Not and I'm not saying this person made their own decisions. Okay? I'm holding them accountable here. Okay? They're holding themselves accountable as well. All I'm saying is they got a lot of pressure from their family not to be with you and they listened to their family and their family actually sabotaged this and talked this person into walking away from you. I feel like they made a very like quick decision. They didn't feel good about it at all. I I feel like they were in like hangman energy, right? constantly stuck, thinking about you, not knowing what to do, feeling powerless, feeling like their hands are tied, okay? Like they couldn't break free from the opinions of their family. And if they if they tried, their family would I don't know, maybe their family treated them horribly, okay? Put them down a lot.
But you know, now this person is kind of coming out of hangman energy, okay? And they're getting some kind of confidence here only because they're pushed to the limit to the point where they can't take this anymore. They are pushed to the like seriously the limit in this. They cannot they can't stand feeling the T of swords anymore. This person's been heartbroken over you, okay? They've been in a whole lot of pain, constantly thinking about you constantly. This see you live rentree in this person's mind. They think about you 24/7 because they're they're feeling heartbroken without you. But in reverse, this person doesn't want to feel this way anymore. They don't want to feel the heartache of losing you anymore or being away from you. This person feels like they're missing out on your life and they want to share it with you. Do you know what I'm saying? They want to experience life with you. This person when when they made that decision to um listen to their family's opinions and leave you behind. I feel like it kind of shattered this person. It did. They I they felt heartbroken about that, but they didn't say anything about it. Okay. And they betrayed you in the process. And this person's been living with that guilt as well. That's another thing that's been on their mind, okay? Is what they did to you. So, the guilt has been eating them alive. The pain of losing you, all of this is too much for them to bear. Okay.
I'm also feeling like this person has not been able to sleep at night. You know, we've got 10 swords here. So, we're already in the eight and the nine of swords, right? Unable to sleep at night, thinking about you, always having you on their mind. Okay, if they're if they are sleeping, they're having nightmares about you. This person is physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted because they lost you because they listen to the wrong people tell them what to do. They listen to these people tell them who they should and shouldn't be with or who they shouldn't should and shouldn't love. And you know, this person is guilty. Guilty of betraying you. Guilty. I feel like they probably ghosted you or they were um, you know, very harsh. Possibly gave you a cold harsh cut off. Okay. They are accountable for this, you know. I feel like all these people, all these people are responsible for this, for hurting you, you know, but they're realizing a lot here that they shouldn't have listened to these people. So now now they they like stand up, right? This is coming in in reverse. This is in reverse. This also came out in reverse originally. Um, so now they want to change all of this. They just can't bear this anymore. They can't keep carrying the pain of 13 swords. Okay, that's a lot of mental anguish, emotional, mental anguish, a lot of heartache because that, you know, they know they need to do right by you and they don't want to be without you and they know they shouldn't have listened to their f their nasty family's opinions of you.
Okay, so this person is now taking a stand. Okay, they're taking a stand with this nasty family. Okay, and the nasty family is going to be told off cuz this person is now going to be defending this connection, going up against the opinions of their family who, oh, believe me, these people, these are people who um tell this person how to live their life, okay? And up until this point, they've always listened. And these people always, you know, they always had them make the wrong decisions, okay? And they're realizing this. This is like a light bulb that goes on. This person's realizing, "Oh my gosh, I have been being led by these karmicy people my whole life. And every time I'm either taking a loss, ending up stuck, getting in trouble, suffering a loss. Okay? They're always losing every time they listen to these people and they're realizing that. So, yeah, they're going to be standing up. They're going to be telling these people off. They're going to be telling their family to back off that it's their life and they're in love with you. They're going to be speaking the truth. They're going to be confessing how they feel. They're going to be telling their their whole family that they're in love with you. And when they do, their family flips out. These are people who get really angry. It it um it's it gets worse really fast, right? Um, it escalates very quickly is what I wanted to say. Yeah, these are people who are very fighty, argumentative, very bullyish. They do not want you two together, you know, but this person is going to take a very strong stand because they want you back. Okay, they want you back. So, this is what's about to happen with this particular connection.
Um, you could be dealing with a Pisces, a Libra, Gemini, Aquarius, Virgo, Aries. You could be a Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn. See, this is what they want. And it's almost like you're sitting on this horse and your energy is just calling to them. Just calling to them, right? Um, it's giving me a scene from the uh from the musical South Pacific. Okay. Yeah. Like something like I hear them on the wind, right? I'm sorry. Yeah. Um, so there your your energy is calling to this person. They can't take it anymore. They can't take the pain and the guilt and the constant thoughts and the tossing and turning and the nightmares and pacing the floors in the middle of the night at 3:00 a.m. cuz they can't get you off of their mind. Um, yeah, they can't take it anymore. You know, like this person doesn't want to fight. They don't they don't want to they don't want to fight with anybody. They don't want to hurt anymore. They don't. They just want to come to you. This is someone who's like um they're mentally and emotionally burnt out. Okay. And feeling empty, unfulfilled. You know, that's how they've been feeling ever since the day they walked away from you. I feel like this person regretted it. They regretted it. They were just in hangman position feeling like they were stuck. Okay, stuck having to listen to these people. But now they're realizing here they don't have to listen to these people. They don't have to listen to these people. And their family, I am telling you, their family is going to be angry. Angry. Oh my gosh. Furious. They're going to get hostile. This this could get hostile, but this person is going to fight their way through it now. Okay? It's like they know what they have to do. They've got to confront the people who want to stand in between this connection, you know, but these people are going to be so I rate. They're going to they are they're going to be beyond furious. That this person wants to come back to you. I don't know what it is that this family doesn't they just don't want you together. I I I don't know what that is. Um, I would just want to get some tarot on it. Why uh why doesn't this family want these two together? Divine. Why? Look at how burdened this person is from your past. Yeah, they they're I feel like they're jealous of you. They're jealous. They're envious. There's something different about you. Uh, I feel like you were good to these people, too. You were good to them. You know, one of the things they don't like about you is that they couldn't they couldn't make you become like them. That's I I I I don't know how else to say it. I feel like no matter what people put you through, you always stayed good, kind, um caring, you tried to be helpful. You really tried. I think I feel with each and every one of these family members, you tried. Okay. Like there it didn't change you. They couldn't like you no matter what you were like um it was it's kind of like Cinderella and the stepsisters, right? You stayed pure and sweet and good. That these people they they didn't like that you had integrity, dignity, you know, you were different. They didn't like it. And when this person walked away from you, look at them. Look at them. Look at them. As they walk away from you, look at how burdened they were. 10 of Wands. This person did not want to walk away from you, but they had always listened to these toxic family members before, so they listened to them that time, too. And it ended up being the worst mistake of their life. Cuz all those people wanted to do was stand in between this connection. And that's the truth. I just feel like this the these this family you were you were I think you were of a higher caliber of a person than them. You were you were higher quality than them. You you had uh confidence in yourself. You had a kindness, a kindness about you that these people, people like that, they don't understand kindness. You know, you you had a dignity about you, a gentleness about you, very sweet energy is what I'm picking up for you. And these people, they they weren't like that. They were toxic people to start off with. So, of course you stood out. Of course you did. And they didn't like that about you. And this person, oh my gosh, they regretted it. They've been regret. They've regretted this ever since the moment they walked away. Yeah. They've been feeling hopeless. See, that's them in that hangman energy, right? Feeling stuck, powerless, like their hands are tied. Okay. But now they're coming out of this hopeless energy. Yeah. They've been longing for you this whole time. This whole time, this person's been longing for you. They've been keeping it quiet, though. Okay? They haven't said anything. But I feel like even their family knows though that they've been hurting over this, you know, they want to come back around. But this is this is like the opinions of their family irritating them, aggravating them. Does they don't stop they don't stop telling this person what to do, criticizing the things that they want. And pushing them towards the things that they don't. And this person foolishly listens every time. They know they've been a fool. It's right here. They know they were a fool to listen to their family's opinions when it came to love. And now this person wants to turn this around. Okay, I'll leave this out. They want to turn this around now.
All right. So, let's see what they want to say. Um, you or them could be a water sign. Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio, Virgo. I've got Virgo, Aries. Um, I also have Capricorn out here. Uh, but I feel like that's the jealousy and rage of their family. I started having insomnia since we last spoke. I bury myself in work to forget you. Yeah, they can't get you off of their mind, though. They can't. This person could possibly have become somewhat of a workaholic. They sink into work to try to get over you, but they can't. The distance between us is killing me. I long to hear your beautiful voice again. I still feel connected to you, but I've waited too long to reach out. Is it too late for us? Being apart has been more difficult than I can accept. And that's what this is. They can't accept this anymore. They can't deal with it anymore. They can't stand it anymore. Okay, we're talking 13 swords here. You know, at 10 swords, it's man down. They can't bear it. This they've got 13. That's a lot of mental and emotional anguish, a lot of guilt as well for what they've done. But the longer they've carried this guilt, right? Um, which is ever since they walked away from you, like the last day you spoke, ever since then, this person hasn't been able to sleep. They've been heartbroken. They've been lovesick. Okay. Um, and ever since then, they've been experiencing that. And through through the all of this time and separation, it gets worse and worse and worse. And then and then you add in the fact that they're trying to keep it all inside cuz they feel like they can't talk to anybody about how they feel about you. You know, they know they made a mistake and then they think about how it must have been for you. How how did this hurt you, right? And the guilt is just like um overwhelming to this person cuz they know that you didn't deserve to be hurt the way they hurt you. You didn't deserve that. You didn't do anything wrong. You were actually the kindest person out of this whole entire group. Everybody knows it. You didn't deserve to have your heart broken by this person. Yeah. And and then they say the timing just wasn't right for us. I feel like that's what their family was telling them at the time. Yeah. People around me keep talking about you. That's their family. Do you still love me? I'm just trying to make it through the day. Yeah. The uh here's the thing. It's the way they're saying this. Do you still love me? I'm just trying to make it through the day. If you could just tell me if you love me or not. Just give me something here. Anything. Throw me a bone here. Collective. Can you just maybe maybe give me a sign? Please give me a sign that you still care. Right. Yeah. It's time for me to heal now. See this person, man. They just don't want to feel this way anymore. They just don't want to feel this way anymore. They um and they they want you back. They want you back, you know. So, this person, they're standing up to their family. Their family is going to be absolutely enraged. Okay. Um, enraged here. And then this person is about to show up. Okay, they're about to show up. Two of cups, the fool card that this person is about to take action.
All right, so um, get ready because they are coming in and um they they want to talk. This is just a communication, right? I feel like this person's going to be trying to handle this talk very gently, very gently. Uh, they want they want to make things up to you. They want to make this right. They want to make it better. Okay. But um, they know they have to like they don't even know if you're going to give them time at like the time a day to have a conversation. They don't know. Like I said, I I feel like this person is just uh, you know, waiting for a sign from you. Any kind of sign. This is It's not really waiting for a sign. It's like begging for a sign from you. Please just let me know something. Do you still have feelings for me? Do you still love me? Is there a chance? Please, can I talk to you? Like, it's that kind of energy. Yeah, they they can't stay away anymore. Okay, for whoever this is for, this person's about to just show up. Okay, surprise. So, get ready. Yeah, they can't stay away any longer. Anyway, that's what I have for this reading. I do hope this helps. I hope it resonates. And if you like this video, please hit that like button. Yay. Subscribe to my channel, you guys. Join this awesome soul tribe. And until next time, everyone, take care of you and peace out.