Sasha Beart | The Cody Tucker Show #154

All right, welcome back to another episode of the Cody Tucker Show. As always, I'm your host, Cody Tucker. Today, I'm joined by a very special guest, the one and only, Miss Sasha Beart. How are you doing?

Terrible, terrible. [ __ ] terrible. I lost my vape. I know. Is it really the end of the world? I think so. I walk around the apartment with you guys and trying to find it. I already checked in the bedroom, and I already checked in the restroom. Now I'm checking in the living room. Okay.

And here I am. Sasha Beart, Russian horror, straight from Moscow to LA. We suck your guys' bigs. Jesus. We have very different lives, I tell you. In a good way. I mean, you know, you seem to be enjoying it. Of course, I do. Of course, if I'm not going to enjoy what I'm doing, then I'm just going to stop doing it. No. Yes, yes, for sure. Okay. [ __ ] the vape. [ __ ] I have one moment, but it's just with a terrible taste, and the color is also terrible. And I'm so careful of which kind of colors around me in my life, 'cause I'm a stylist. My education is a stylist, so colors are important.

Wait, what? So, like, what's a bad color? What is a bad color? This is [ __ ] bad color. Uh oh, my god. Yeah. Why? Why my titties is different? This is your [ __ ] damn. No, I mean, this is this is the up. Makes me no. Well, yeah, the hold on. My right. Yeah, one looks like it's down more than the other. Am I wrong about that? Yeah. Oh, well, same here. Trust me, if I was wearing what you're wearing, it'd be, uh, yeah, we'd be looking about the same. I love your T-shirt. They say Misfits. Yes. Do you like The Misfits? Of course. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. What's your favorite band? Do you have like a go-to, like your favorite, like, like if you could only listen to one band for the rest of your life, who would it be?

Tough question. I know. Probably, if it's going to be until the rest of my life, it's probably going to be some jazz band, just because it's easy to listen to and it's no, you're not going to die of mental disorder. Fair enough. Okay. What's the best song? Do you listen to music when you have sex? So the problem is, since I'm in porn, since three years, I'm in porn. I don't have sex out of work ever since three years. So actually, I met one dude a couple of days ago, and I f[ __ ] for free. I kind of, we can kind of say that the virginity is, whatever how we call it. Yeah, yeah. But it was cool to [ __ ] with someone for free, just because I like him, just because I want him. It was so actually incredible. Yeah, that is it's a love story almost. No, shut up. Like a Disney movie. Shut up. No, so what was the question? I'm sorry. Well, I was gonna ask if you listen to music when you have sex, because some people. Yeah. So we, we listen. No, we did not listen. There was some Netflix on the TV. Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's become like the new music is to just have, you know, like some [ __ ] movie on. No, when I've been, you know, I quit, um, escorting. It's going to be almost a year. It happened in Tel Aviv. Uh, I kind of spoke with the gods and I understood that I should to stop to be a prostitution, which I have been for certain years of my life. Yeah. So, so when I've been escorting, I was a wild, independent escort girl. Uh, and I've been always staying in the five-star hotels and, um, parading around and always with music. Absolutely always. Because for me, sex, it was like performing. It's still kind of performing. Definitely when I'm performing. Yeah. You are actually performing. Yeah. Actually performing. Yeah. With the client, for me, it was like one hour. He paid me for one hour. He came to my hotel room. And since I, the moment I open the door for him or meet him downstairs, if the elevator has cards, you know that [ __ ] yeah. So in the moment I met the new client or the regular, whenever I give him this dream, I sell him a dream experience. Spend this hour with Russian [ __ ]. So I'm kind of playing a, a game with him, a role of teasing, seducing him, and everything. And the music is a big part of this game because from the first second, I feel which kind of vibe the client has. So I kind of trying to match it with the right music to make him be happy and become regular. Because when he's hitting, it's all about regular clients, right? They, yeah. Some of them, I know them for 10 years. Yeah. That's God. That's an interesting, like, that's such an interesting way of like of living, like just an interesting work. I mean, so and to say it's good and bad, it's hard and easy, it's have so many different faces. That's it. Yeah. It's, we can speak hours and hours about high-class escorting, which is prostitute, prostitution as well. But there's so many already spoken about it, and it's just, it's, it's not a black and white, it's gray. No, definitely. I mean, most things are. Most things, exactly. Because people will look at porn in the, in the same way they'll look. There's a lot of people who look at it very black or white, like they either hate it, they hate everything about it, think it shouldn't exist. Or there's people who love it. But I think a lot of the time, there's like a gray. Because to me, there's like porn where I'm like, I'm not really into this, but I ultimately want it to exist. Like, I don't want it to. For me, porn, it's, it's only positive. Only. I don't see any negativity in porn. For me. Okay. I don't, speaking about other people. For me, yeah, porn literally saved me. I will say it. Look, yeah, straight in the camera. Porn literally saved me. Because of porn, I quit drugs and alcohol. Yeah. Without porn, I was dead. Probably be dead. Probably. See, there is, I think a lot of people would never think that that happens. Yeah. This is crazy. This is crazy. You know, I tell you why? Because about the sobriety, um, you know, nobody can help you to quit addiction. Not your wish, not wish of your friends or family. Actually, nothing. Because opinion of your family and friends, don't, you don't really care actually about you. You personally hate yourself, you know? Because it is all about addiction. When you hate yourself and you're trying to kill yourself with this [ __ ] poison. So the only one thing that can help you to quit addiction, to quit alcohol and drugs, it's a dream. As soon as your life has a purpose, and you finally understood what is your dream. Me at age of 32, it was become, uh, the porn star. This is was my dream. And I find out that it's been a dream of all my life since I was a teenager. That's what I was wondering. Yeah. And as soon as I get a purpose of waking up every day and be the best version of myself, drugs and alcohol became like a predator. A predator, you understand? Yeah. Sorry, my English is so bad. So I was like, that [ __ ] is not for me anymore. Yes. I, I'm with you. I, I mean, I had some issues, uh, I mean, with like drinking. Then I quit drinking about, like, all unfortunate for sure. Like, I, I quit drinking about four or five years ago. And, Co, I mean, there's no thank you. And there's, I mean, I have no idea where I'd be if I hadn't quit. But nobody made me quit. Like, it was just because I was like, really sick of just being drunk and miserable. I personally, been sick of being miserable. And yes, yes. I was tired of waking up feeling like just like a piece of [ __ ] all the time. Yes. Yeah. And, yeah, you gotta have. Oh my god. Oh, it was getting like so bad. I would wake up at like 5 o'clock the next day, like six o'clock the next day, like in the evening, and just be like, uh, I'm going right back to sleep. Like I was doing nothing with my life. Which, you know, some may say I'm still doing that. Uh, but, uh, you know, yeah, I, uh, no, I think it's awesome that you were able to do that. It's a hard thing to do. People who don't have issues with, um, addiction, don't understand that it is not easy. Like, it is, like, they don't see it that way. They're like, yeah, just quit. It's like, well, all right. I mean, lucky people. I, I envy them. I envy people who had a good childhood and grow up without, uh, trauma and stupid addiction. I envy them. I'm looking on Instagram of that [ __ ] that don't have any tattoos, they never color their hair, and they just look happy and good family, and I'm like, I [ __ ] envy you [ __ ] because. But those people are boring. You don't want to be like that. I want. No, no, I'm not sure that they're boring. In their universe, in their matrix, she's not boring. Am I understand? So, uh, people tell me, oh, you know, Sasha, because you quit, you had that big trauma and everything, you know, you learned from it, you became a better person. I don't [ __ ] want to learn from that [ __ ] bro. Can I get born like mentally healthy and that's it? Why should I? You find the mental health. I just want to be me. You know? Yeah. Yeah. Sometimes I do get tired of, uh, having to overcome things. Like, it'd be nice if they just didn't exist. Because for a lot of people, they don't exist. Like, they don't have to deal with, like, the kind of [ __ ] we deal with. Or, you know what I mean? I'm not saying all of our stuff is the same. Spend time to take care of something else beautiful, maybe art, or maybe cooking, or maybe. I had so many talents when I've been a kid. I remember I've been cooking since I'm like age of six by myself in the kitchen. I've been doing the clothes by myself because I never had money. I'm from a very poor family. I've been doing shoes by myself. I remember. Crazy, because there was no shoes. And I, I've been studying to be a stylist, so I always want to be a chic girl. Even the shoes by myself. And because of the stupid drugs and alcohol, I wasted all my time on getting [ __ ] up instead of to, uh, be a talented, to do something. Yeah. To pursue. Yeah. To pursue the things you wanted to do as a kid. But you can do that now. Okay. Thank you so much. I'm [ __ ] 35 years old. So poor old. Well, you're not old. I mean, and the only one talent I have is starting this. I mean, it's a good talent to have. Like, I think you got more talent. Porn. Porn. Thank you to exist. I mean, like, thank you so much because you literally saved me. I'm saying it again. Porn saved me in all the ways. Because again, if no porn, what I'm going to do? I mean, like, I can't make big money with any other talent because they, I, I do not pursue them when I had. Yeah. I know I'm good on all comedy or in something else, but I'm not that good. I know I can try, but I want big money, you know? Because I already, I got big money at the age of, age of 17, as soon as I start to suck dicks. I always suck dicks of some billionaires. I mean, like, who else? Yeah. Yeah. We've all been there. Yeah. And I don't want to lose it, you understand? Well, you don't have to lose it. No. I, like, it's quite difficult for me. Look, I'm 35, and for example, if I don't want to be a slut anymore, if I don't want to make money with my whore, what I can do now, you know? This is a question. This is a question. But this is not really a question for me again, 'cause 'cause I love to suck dicks for money. You are incredible. My God. But, but I'm not saying to stop. It literally turns me on when I know that I'm getting paid a bunch of money. Literally. Because when I'm standing on my knees, this moment, and I know that I [ __ ] had to do that dick is hard, they can because he paid for you, you know, or director paid for it, and I'm like, oh, I'm such a [ __ ] and it turns me on. Oh, oh, so such a native Russian. And I'm like, makes me come. Really, just the idea that that's what you're doing. That's awesome. That you found it on that level. Because it's not just physical submission. When you had to suck dick for money, you mentally submit, right? And combination of these two submissions, that I'm, I'm already on my knees, and you already choking me and deep throating me, and also mental submission that I has to, no matter what. This is like. But see, you come across as being a very like dominating person. I am. So probably that's why when I'm performing, I like to be the opposite. So do you? So is that, do you think that's normally how it is? Like, whatever you are in your personal life, you want the opposite sexually? I don't know. I'm not a sexologist. Well, I know, but I mean, you have some, you know. I don't know other people. I don't know. Yeah. Yeah. But for you, that is true. Like, you want something different? No, baby. I just want, it just turns me on when the man is more stronger than me, mentally, physically. Obviously, you're stronger than me. I'm speaking mentally, right? Because another way, I will just eat you for breakfast, you know? So as soon as you're mentally more intellectually, you know, yeah, than me, it turns me on. And then in the bed, I will follow your orders. And this is hot. Because that's why we are here. We are woman and man. We planned these roles of the one who takes and the one who gives. Because I accept literally, and you give me literally. So I'm kind, you know? So, yeah. So I should to be submissive because I accepted you inside me literally. And you have to take it when you want to take it because, yeah, this like, yeah. I understand. I know what you mean. My God. Do you like? Question, where's my vape? No, now I lost my vape. I think it. Wait, you lost that one too? No, the, yeah, the blue one. The Jesus Christ. Okay, whatever. Wait, aren't you holding it in your hand? No, it's the other one. My vape. Vape. Okay, okay, I got you. My God. Just very, very. But it's okay. I have many vapes. One of my Russian friends, he brings me a lot. He's taking care of me. I like when a man's taking care of me. It turns me on. Yeah. That is incredible. Jesus. Do you like the attention that you get? Of course. It's all about attention. Come on. Why I get this? Why I get this tee? Why I get this lips? Why I get this hair? Why I get this ass? Why I get this nails? Why I put this [ __ ] perfume on? The [ __ ] wake up every single day. It's all for attention. But does it matter? Matter to you whether it's good or bad, or do you just want? Do you just like that people notice? Good or bad? I don't understand how that attention can be bad. Well, if somebody looks at you negatively, you know, I'm sure people do. For example. Well, because when they look at me and say, cringe, this moment. Sure. Yeah. I mean, I'm sure people do sometimes. I mean, all the time. I have so many haters. A lot. That's what I'm saying. So does that, that doesn't bother you though? That's what. First time when I got hate, so I arrived to America with 4,000 followers. And today I have 100. No, all platforms together, actually, like a 300,000. That's pretty good. Yeah. It's got very fast. And as soon as I start to get followers, I start getting hate. Like, proper hate. Like, come on, [ __ ], we're here to just push you down, you know? Like, so I got depressed. I got depressed for a couple of weeks. Yeah. And then I spoke with my daughter because there was so much hate also about her, about me as a bad mother, and this and that. And so most of the haters is the people who don't understand my sense of humor. And I have kind of like a Ramy Mor sense of humor. Yeah. Or like Big Bang Theory, uh, or Silicon Valley. My favorite type of teacher. Okay, gotcha. Yeah. So not everyone gets. I know. No problem. And I told my daughter, I'm like, [ __ ], like, I have so much hate. I don't know what to do. I'm depressed. And she's like, Mom, why do you get hate? I'm like, because they don't get the joke. And you know what my daughter said? She's 11 years old. She's like, Mom, but not everyone has a sense of humor. I'm like, you're right. I mean, true. I mean, like, yeah, I shouldn't be mad at them. So I don't mad at my haters anymore. They're just there. And actually, they, these people who always put hate under each of your posts, they're your the main fans. Yeah. Come on, dude. Come on. Go. You know, you don't like me, just unfollow, bro. Unfollow. Yeah. It is very true. The more, yeah, the more attention I've gotten, the more I've been like, God damn, there are a lot of people that do not like me. And I mean, it kind of, I mean, it bothered me at first a little bit. I was like, Jesus, I didn't do anything to you. But over time, I just think it's funny. Like whenever I read, like, I'll read some stuff that is so bad, and I'm just like, this is the funniest thing ever that you would take your time out of your day to say, you know, anything to me, really. But, you know, yeah. That is. I just imagine you get so. Do you do when you check your DMs, which I can't imagine you do all the time, but when you do, like, what is like some of the wildest [ __ ] people have said to you? Not necessarily a bad way. Okay. Normally, I screenshot it and post it on the Instagram. The wildest [ __ ] yeah. I cut names, of course. Yeah. Yeah. Uh, but I don't remember. It doesn't stay in my head, you understand? Yeah. Yeah. I got you. Yeah. Do you? I mean, because obviously I've seen a lot of your scenes, but and it's pretty extreme, like it's pretty intense. Oh, come on, bro. Easy peasy lemon squeezy. Easy. What? There is no way that what you're doing is easy peasy. Oh, it's just like classic, classic. Yeah. Yeah. You know what is funny? That before the porn, I've been masturbating on three dicks in the air, fisting, double fisting, all that stuff. And as soon as it's become my everyday life now, I search for something more extreme. I was very curious to ask because of like the porn that you do and how extreme it is, I was wondering if you went the opposite and were like, I want things. Both, both, both. Okay, okay. I become very sensitive. I, I want a hug. I want to touch. I don't want penetration. I want more teasing, teasing. Because then I can come just from teasing. Because when the penetration starts, most of the time my brain is switching up and I'm like, okay, Cera, all that [ __ ]. You know? So to switch all these parts, I need to be, um, yeah, what you've been speaking about. I for, I kind of did too. No. Uh, so whenever you're saying that you're trying to find things that are like more extreme. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But another, um, when I'm masturbating at home, I like some time to time. Gorn? Really? No. Recognize? Amateur. Like, amateur. Amateur. Amateur. Amateur. So next level American amateur, you know? Like, so super amateur gay porn. Super amateur gay porn. Like, some grandpa and some one neighbor, some doctors, or all that stupid gay amateur porn. So do you recognize me? Yes. Yes. Yes. I know you. Yeah. I thought maybe you did. Jesus. No, that really. I mean, what is it about gay porn that turns you on? Like, is there something specific? Yeah, because it's weird as hell. Of course. My orgasm is in my inside my head. I'm telling it's here. Okay. Yeah. Yeah. So as soon as it's weird, three dicks in the ass, two f[ __ ] in the ass, or whenever milk out of your butt, or four in my universe. Because, well, that's, I mean, like, it should not be like that, but it's like that. Same with animal sex. Should not be like that, but it's like that. And that what makes me calm. Yeah. But that's a normal Tuesday for you. I mean, yeah. Holy hell. Yeah. Our lives really are very different. My God. No, you don't. No, no, no. What do you mean, no? Not very. Yeah, maybe. I don't know. Well, I can assure. I look, I've never had three, uh, dicks in my ass at one time. How many did you have in your ass? I mean, uh, if I'm sober, does it count? No, I'm kidding. No. Um, I'm, I'm agree with you. No. Um, I mean, despite what most people might think, I've actually had zero. So. Okay. I mean, there's always time, I guess. But, uh, yeah, no, it's, it's, it's never been a thing. I mean, I was in Boy Scouts for a while, and then I wasn't in Boy Scouts. Which I don't know, connection to D. Boy Scout and dicks in the ass. Uh, well, there's a. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. You might not get that. There's a, a big stereotype of like, Boy Scouts having a, getting, uh, sexually assaulted by their head guys, kind of like Catholic priests. Oh, yeah. American, American [ __ ]. Interesting. I think I was some documentary. Yeah. There's a few. Yeah. It's kind of a Catholic priest situation. That's how I discovered all about America. Watching documentaries on Netflix. I learn in English, and I also learning what's happening here in your country. Because it's interesting. You guys like making myths, like making what? Mess? Oh, a mess. Like, like a mess. How? Like, just doing horrible stuff to people because, uh, yeah. No, no, no, no. It's not what I mean. Uh, everything like different from Russia. Well, that very behavior, everything, society norms, the, yeah. Interesting. And America kind of obliged me to follow them. Because if I want to be part of society, I have to follow the society rules, at least try to. But it's quite difficult for me because I was a rebel for 35 years of my life. I live in, um, in, um, how it's called? [Music] Um, autocracy. No, not. Well, not a dictatorship. No, they call it differently. Is it not autocratic? Isn't that what? Yeah, I think yes. Yeah. That's how. Yeah. And autocracy. Yeah. Yeah. And because, and so we kind of all rebels, desperate. We don't really have a constitution that we have to follow, you know? And because we have a dictator and everything, completely different way of being a human being in a society. MH. And then I arrive here and I'm like, okay, okay. So if I want to be part of this very interesting, uh, place on the planet, Los, better to learn how to be, um, nice character, you know, nice NPC character, just, just try to be the nice one. Interesting, because I have a lack of ability of communication completely. For example, for example, in Russia, nobody calls nobody. Make a phone call. It means, uh, you're not well-educated if you're going to give me a phone call. Really? Do phone calls? And here is about phone calls. So what is? I don't even have. I don't. I never practiced in my life. That's interesting. Yeah, because I hate. I hate texting. I hate it so much. And, you know, to speak with someone in reality, it's a way of communication, you understand? Yeah. Uh, so, yeah, I just want to always apologize to everyone that I hurt with my content because it was not intentional to hurt. I just don't have, um, borders. Why? I mean, you're not hurting anybody. Oh, so many people telling me that I hurt them a lot. No, no. I mean, those are just people that are trying to get, you know, get your attention and make you feel bad. I mean, no, there's nobody who's, because they could just not watch it. Like, I mean, if they are hurt by it, they did it to themselves because they know who you are, know what you do. I mean, no, no. I'm speaking about people who don't know who I am, of course. The people, this first impression, you know? Okay, I gotcha. Yeah. But of course, the people who know my story is different. But I don't, I just, it's not about it. I just, um, tell you the truth, you know? I, I deeply, deeply traumatized and unhappy person. And every day it's fighting for happiness. I think there's many people like that because of our generation and the generation of our parents and all the wars and everything. Um, so when I bet to someone or when I say something bad or call someone bad, it's just when I'm unhappy with myself. When I hate myself, you know? I'm like, ah, I'm not happy. Life is [ __ ] and then I spray this poison out of my mouth. But I start to point it now and I'm like, why do I scream on my daughter? Why did I say it? Ah, just because I hate me. And this specific moment, I'm like, oh, okay, okay, okay. Then start to work with yourself. Find the happiness. Find the happiness. You can be just happy without reason. This is good because we're always searching for a reason to be happy. And I think this is not good. We need to find, like, happiness without a reason. Just because I'm 35 years old and I'm still [ __ ] alive and my body is [ __ ] working. So thanks God for it. And that's what I start to do now. Every morning, kind of thanks God for that. At least I'm still alive. Yeah. I mean, like, yeah. And starting to work, working on being just happy a priori. Helping me to don't speak [ __ ] around anymore. No, I understand for sure. I definitely notice for myself that whenever I'm feeling a little, uh, just pissed off about whatever that I am way more likely to say something horrible to someone. And I try not to do it, but I cannot help it sometimes. Sometimes. At least, at least you see it. Only you. It's already work. Yeah. I mean, I, I definitely. They just blind you know. Most of the people. Well, a lot of people don't want to see anything negative about themselves. So they, they, they push that all to the side and they say like, no, no, no, I'm, I'm great. Everything about me is great. Delusional. Delusional. I've been delusional as well. That's how that's what's happening now. This kind of delusional going away and I'm kind of, ah, okay, I'm bad. Right. But do you feel? I mean, but you still feel confident about yourself? I'm sure. Like when you look at yourself, do you feel confident about like how you look, how you present yourself, um, like your brain, like your personality, like, like overall? Do you feel confident? It's a good question. But, uh, confident. Interesting. Interesting. I'm 100% confident, but I always question myself nonstop about everything. My look, my action, my thought. But it doesn't. But when you do that, it doesn't make you lose confidence. It just makes you're just evaluating yourself. Like you're, you're looking at. Yeah, you're trying to find out like, are there things I need to be changing? Like, am I screwing up? Yes. Yeah. But that's, but that's how you make yourself a good person. That's not a lack of confidence at all. Yeah. But, yeah, I don't know. Complicated. Is philos. Yeah. I mean, if you, if you look at yourself and you're happy with yourself, that's confidence. It doesn't mean it doesn't mean there aren't things you change. And I'm not happy in the same time, you understand? I'm like, I'm happy, but I'm not happy. So let's fix it. I mean, like, but you want to fix it. Like, you don't just say, oh, well, I guess this is how I am. Um, blah, blah, never, never. Well, see, but then that's a confidence too. Because if, if you have something you don't like, and you do nothing about it, that's somebody who has no self-esteem. But if you have something in you that you don't like, and you want to change it, that's because you respect yourself and you want to be, you know, the best person that you could be. I, I, I did not know that some people, they, if they want, they don't change. I don't understand why. Because some people don't care about who they are. They just don't give a [ __ ] how they can. Don't care about who they are. I mean, who they are. You would be surprised. There's a lot of people that have no respect, like, you know, no self-esteem. And it's good to know that you still want to change the things that you don't like, but you're happy with the things that you do like. Because that is the sign of somebody who is confident. So you just got your ass done, right? It's already second time. And next week I get in a short time. So what do I mean? Is it just like an injections that you're doing? Or it's a Mexican silicon? It's injections. Yeah. Okay. So how many do you do? Like, so you're just, you do three, and then that's it? I mean, as much as I want. As much as I want. As much as I get. How much do you? I have money only for one more. Ah, gotcha. Is it really expensive to do? It's crazy expensive. Crazy. Really. It doesn't. I mean, yeah, I guess it would be, but, yeah, I mean, is it, what's the, like, so after you get it done, after you get one injection done, like, is it super painful? It seems like it'd be super painful. You don't. I don't feel anything. Zero. What? Really? Zero. Like, it didn't make your. Well, yeah, I know that, but I'm talking about afterwards. Like, it doesn't. Why? No. Jesus. Maybe you just have a really, you probably have a really, really strong pain tolerance. Yes. Yeah. I would imagine. I mean, you have, yeah, you've definitely done some things I was like, I don't think the average person could do this. I just, I like live. It feels like I already lived a couple of lives. That's how it feels. I mean, you kind of have. I mean, you've done quite a bit in a short amount of time. I mean, you made a pretty big name for yourself. You know, I'm working on it. I'm working on it. I mean, it's working pretty well, I would say. Like, I mean, thank you. Thank you so much. No problem. I mean, you're everywhere. So I mean, that's good. Not yet. Not yet everywhere. Not W Goa. That's, yeah. Is there, are there any other things that there's a where I should to be true, but I'm not there yet? Other anything things that you like? Any other procedures that you want done besides like the ass injections? More. Yeah. Like any other procedures? Like, do you want to do like another boob job? Like anything? Yeah. I want to work on my face. To do what? To like, what are you gonna do? I want to do a lift. Really? Little bit of cat eyes, maybe a little bit. Because I'm [ __ ] old and I hate that. You're thir. You're not old. I'm feeling. I want to lift my face. Wait, wait. Oh, like that? Yeah. Look, look, look. Oh, like that? Yeah. Okay. I need a doctor. Can someone lift my face for free, please? Uh, I'm sure there are quite a few who would. So that's, that's the look you want? That's what you're going for? H. One more time. Yep. So right there. That's that's perfection. Huh? Yeah. Okay. There. I mean, if that's what you want to look like, hell, I could probably do it. I mean, God, yeah. No, I want a big tit. Of course. I want a big tit. I mean, how much bigger would you go? Double. I want a double size. It now it's 300. No, 650. And I want 1,300 cc. Really? Double, double size. I'm going to double size it. I'm gonna. Now, there is, there is no way you go twice that big. That's that's huge. It's no, it's not huge. [ __ ] small tities. Come on. All right. Sure. This is small. Okay. Sir, when I, when I went to the dinner date with Mystic, Aaron Mystic. Uh-huh. And I'm like, I've been sure that I have big titties, but next to Ebony, I'm having a [ __ ] small tit. That's true. Yeah. She's coming on. I have a small tit. Yeah. She's coming on tomorrow, so that'll actually be interesting. Yeah. Yeah. She is fascinating. I love her. Oh, yeah. Yeah. So is that the size you would go for? No bigger or smaller? No, I, well, I don't know. 3, I mean, I don't know what that looks like. It's like a Britney Cage. Okay, gotcha. Yeah. I know. Yeah. Yeah. She has tits also. She has that's pretty big. Because every time a [ __ ] perfect. Yeah. Because every time she's, every time she's been on W, it's another thing we have in common. No, every time she's come on, it is like distracting. Like they, I mean, that is, they are out there. Like, God damn. Okay. Yeah. That is. So is there, I mean, so there is a limit? Like, there's a limit where you're like, okay, I would definitely not go more than that? Or do you think you would get to the 1300 and say, actually, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, okay. I was just wondering. I play, I play, uh, volleyball also. So. Oh, that'd be real hard if you're holding your hands out like this, trying to. Oh my God. Yeah. It's, it's even now, it's a little bit difficult. You see? Yeah. So when I do this, the tits is already here. And I also have this long nails. So I kind of learn, teach myself to play like, like higher up. Up my. Yeah. We kind of, we have the same issue, really. It's kind of same, same, same. Yeah. My volleyball career is probably over. Yeah. Yeah. Do you have, like, to you and a guy, like, anything that's like a non-sexual turn-on? Like, what's something like in a guy or a girl that like just turns you on, but it isn't even sexual? Money. Money. Money. Money. Yeah. Well, we have that in common too. Yeah. Your ability of making money. I mean, if you're able to make big money with your passion, this is [ __ ] turns me on as hell. What's big money like to you? Money. Well, I mean, to you. Do you have like, like if a guy told you, let's say you went on a date with a guy, he does, um, he owns like a [ __ ] business, whatever the business is, and like, is there a certain amount of money where you're, you're like, eh, that ain't enough? Or do you care? I don't know. I never ask how much money you make. I never asked this question. So I don't. Much money? Never. You should ask why. But no, no, why? No, if you have money, I see. I don't need to ask you. Well, some people can pretend like they have money and then actually not have hardly any. I mean, that's basically. I also see. Don't worry. Yeah. I mean, that's basically what every rapper in the past 20 years has done. I see everything. Yeah. But there's not like a certain amount to you that is like, I mean, like, as soon as you can buy everything, anything you want, yeah, anytime you want, you have enough money. Yeah. I would say. Because it's, I don't talk about private jet. You don't have to buy a private jet, but as soon as you can buy the ticket on a private jet anytime you want. So this is, uh, the amount of money you should to have. So if you need to fly tomorrow to Paris, you fly with a private. That's not with yours. I just. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, you don't want to be unreasonable. Yeah. Exactly. That's what I'm speaking about. As soon as you can rent a huge 10 floors yacht in the next to the Sandra for one week with your friends, then you might have. Yeah. Yeah. So some guy working at like an In-N-Out, he ain't really gonna have much of a chance with you. [Music] Huh? Yeah. No, I mean, I know what you mean. Look, I kind of, I have my version of that as well, for sure. Like, um, uh, it's so easy. Why I like rich guys? The answer is so easy because I never had a father. Mhm. So I nobody never taught me anything. And I never studied in school. I never studied in university. But it doesn't count. I've been just getting [ __ ] up. Yeah. So nobody never taught me. And as soon as I meet a rich man, they all teach me something. All of them experience, their smarts, and they teach me things. Different billionaires teach different stuff. I've been dating with one dude that's been teaching me physics a lot because I love physics. And especially physical space, household, time and space, and astrophysics. Astrophysics. He's been teaching me a lot. Other dudes, I've been [ __ ] with dudes who created the Bluetooth. His name is Henry. Henry Sword. Sam. I met him in Khan in a nightclub, and then we spent like a weekend in his yard. I've been actually pregnant already, but just one month pregnant. It was. And he's been also, you know, like, yeah. These dudes is like my, the top for me. The top of the top is Elon Musk. Yeah. This is the man who instantly turns me on. Just, just really. Little Elon? Huh? Yeah. The most. Oh my God. Yeah. Also, I like Jordan Peterson. You like, like Jordan Peterson? I want, I, I want him so badly. Jordan, I want you so badly. Can you my and telling me something smart, like philosophy, keep fingering me and telling me like how the universe is working? Let me tell you, I, you know, I'm not saying I'm a fan or not a fan of Jordan Peterson. I don't think he is ever gonna do that to anybody. That seems like the most unsexual person on the planet. No, he's so healthy, he's so stylish, he's a confident. I mean, like, how someone like that doesn't turn on? Well, I'm not saying he might not turn you on, but I don't think he would be able to do what you're wanting him to do. What do you think I want him to do? Well, what you just said. I mean, I mean, I think he would be, uh, he seems kind of like a, uh, like a missionary fella, you know? Like they can be a good missionary, you know? Okay. Well, all, yeah, that's. Can put dick in my ass even in. See, that's what I'm saying. That's where I'm at. I don't think Jordan Peterson is the type to go, you know, through the back door. He seems like a front door only top guy. But then, never know. You never know. Yeah. I imagine you could probably be pretty persuasive. Persuasive? Uh, like you would be able to convince him to do it. I don't like to convince anyone on anything. You don't. I don't. This is annoying me. This is I, this is I wasting my energy convincing someone. Wasting my energy because they should. There's a bunch of billions people on the planet. Of course, there's only one Jordan Peterson. That is true. For the Jordan Peterson, if you don't want my back door, just keep telling me smart stuff and then you can [ __ ] very gently my [ __ ] if this is way you like. I mean, like, of course, I'm submissive. I can submit whenever you want, bro. Like, let me tell you, I, uh, I did not think this that that was going to come up at all today. Uh, you wanting to have sex with Jordan Peterson. That was not on my list of things that, uh, I thought thought was going to be talked about. But I'm glad it was. You know, life is full of interesting surprises. So my God. So what's a, like, an immediate turn-off for you? Like, something that if a guy does or doesn't do, you're like, [ __ ] this. Begging. If he's begging me for time, this is instant turn-off. Yeah. He keeps telling me like, why you disappear? Why do you disappear? Oh, gotcha, gotcha. Like he's constantly trying to keep up with you to try to like get you to talk to him. Like that kind of thing. Ah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. It's weird. Why you don't answer? Yeah, that's that's a tough one. I don't know what to say. I mean, like, there's always a reason why I don't answer. Yeah. Yeah. And even if you didn't have a reason, I mean, who gives a [ __ ]? Like, you don't have to answer to people. That's kind of the fun about, you know, having a phone is you can choose whether or not to answer people. But I will say maybe I answered you, but just in my head. I do that all the time. Yeah. I answer people in my head all the time and then think and like legitimately think that I messaged them back and I didn't. And I'll get a message like three or four days later like, hey, like, what's up? Happens to everybody. Knows it. That sometimes you forgot to reply. Or answer. And you. Yes. Yes. So, you know what's crazy is that like, so I am kind of the same way as far as like me, like I don't like, I would never like beg somebody or like, you know, constantly go on and on. But I like it if somebody does it to me. Isn't that kind of weird? Like, of course, of course. Because we all want to be seen and heard. We all need attention to have a purpose to wake up, you know? I don't know. It's so deeply, but, um, different, you know, when you like someone, you want, he gives you attention. When you don't really like someone, you don't want them to give attention. I don't know. Yeah. It's, it's a weird. Yes, it's very weird that you're supposed to pretend like you don't like someone when you do like them. Which I think is kind of [ __ ], but it is the way the world works. Only in America? Is that really just an American thing? This is my biggest problem. [ __ ] in America that they [ __ ] have to pretend that they like someone. If I don't like them, [ __ ] they cheer. And they have to. No, no, no, no. I'm not talking about networking. Smile. Networking smile. No, I am, I'm completely with you for that. No, I'm talking about there's a thing like if you're trying to, you know, hook up with someone or date someone where you were supposed to pretend like you don't like them instead of just saying like, hey, I like you and would like to go out with you or whatever. I never do like that. Why? That's the thing. I mean, that's how I never do like that. I always say that I like you. Why pretend that I don't like you if I like you? But if a guy does that to you, like if a guy pretends like he's not really that interested, does that turn you on more than the guy? I hate that [ __ ] [ __ ] off. I hate it. But that, so that might just be an American thing then? Because like someone pretended he don't like me. Yeah, then they will just burn your house. And the gross. But that, so I think that might just be an American thing then? Because that's how that's how we've always been wrapped. It's like, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Is to be like, to not show someone that you're that interested. To kind of like, not, yeah, like, you know, like, hey, don't, you know, if you really like this person, don't tell them. Like, you don't want to tell. I can't to do with this kind of person. Not as a, not as a. No, no, because I, I all my life think that I have a little bit like small, I don't know how to say, like the spectrum of us syndrome. Oh, spectrum. Spectrum.

So I saw on the Spectrum at the beginning, cuz like, there's no way I can get what you mean, like no way, right? And I try to like understand, and I'm like, "Look at you," and I'm like, "[ __ ] it." Yeah. So, uh, and why we start to speak about it? What was? Well, I mean, that was, I was just curious like if there were things that turned you off about someone? Like, like where? No, no, no, no, no, no. Why we start to speak about that? Um, uh, ah, bro, come on. It's all we, it's all we. I do have, I do have some random questions I wanted to ask you that are just random, off-the-head questions. What is? Oh, well, we kind of did answer this, but maybe not. What? So whenever you first came here to the US, what did you think was like the weirdest thing about Americans or just how I? Yes, this is what we've been speaking about. American, the people who don't show their feelings, who don't show feelings. Or because I have a little bit of an issue, if you don't show me your feelings, I don't [ __ ] know what you mean. I mean, like, so please, like, be very, very open, man. So easy. There was one dude, like, three couple of days ago, and every time when he turned his face to me, and whenever he said, all his emotion was on his face, on his eyes, on his mimic. And I'm like, even if he said just yes or no, I'm like, it's like, so for me, it was so easy to get him. He's not hiding his emotion, and it was, it was so cool, so easy to communicate with this person. I don't have to guess, right? What do you really mean? Do you really want, or you don't really want? All that [ __ ] you know? Yeah. Don't like. Well, that is, yeah, that's that bothers the hell out of me. It's like, I don't want to have to try to guess what you're thinking. Just tell me what you're thinking, because I can't. I can't. Nobody really can. No, I mean, I, I kind of can, but then what if I'm wrong? But like, exactly. In the end, you're always wrong. You never can get in some head. Different matrix, different program, different. I believe that we all live in, um, in a simulation. This is what I believe. On maybe. I mean, I kind of think I kind, I have so many proofs on my side, you know? And that's why I'm kind, I come to get in your computer inside. Yours [ __ ] off. Oh, yeah, yeah. My, I mean, I would not want to be inside this brain ever. And I am. So what does that tell you? So I only can think that I know what you, what you mean, just from my perspective and my experience. Yes, that's it. Because all, all this is working only because of the database inside. What is experienced, right? That's it. If it was not experienced by you, or by your, uh, part of your family as well, mothers and grandmothers, they, they also. Them here also. Yeah. Experience. And there's just like no way going to understand what you really mean. Yes. I, I completely agree. Do you have, is that, is there a movie that everybody loves, but you hate it a lot? All of them, really? Okay. Like, no, no. A lot, a lot, a lot. All the dumb movies I hate. Okay. All the damn American movies I hate. I like only movies when the director is playing with me and shows me his interpretation of that scene, for example. And I like when the director plays with my feelings, when he knows that this will touch my heart because this is his interpretation of that, um, problems or whatever. Like, oh, I know what you, how you know. I like when the director takes me, draws all the movies and giving me different feels and experiences and makes me cry and scare and hate myself and hate everybody. This is a movie, not goddamn [ __ ] you know? Like, so like, what, like, what movie comes to mind when you like that, you're thinking of like a movie that you really love? Yeah, we're speaking mostly the TV show that I like, but it's like, um, uh, the comedian TV show that I'm telling, Silicon Valley. Yeah. And also, it's very good. English humor, very good English humor. You, what? Wait, what is it? IU five? IU five? No, I haven't seen it. The, the main, uh, character is Dr. House. Oh, Hugh Laurie. House, M.D. What is his name? The English actor. Hugh Laurie. Laurie, Laurie. So he, and it's so good. English humor, whereas nobody's laughing, you know? Nobody's laughing. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. His door was broken, and he's like, his door is broken. They're in a spaceship on the future spaceship. And someone comes in his room, and he's like, "Yeah, yeah, come inside. My door is always open." Yeah, but it's broke. So it's all the humor is like that, you know? Like, uh, satire. It's a satire. Satire. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I gotta. Okay, that's an interesting one. What about the movie? The good movie. There's many good movies. For example, Run. Do you know this movie? What movie? Run. Run. It's the main character, it's a mother, uh, played by the actress from American Horror. Yes, yes. Sarah Paulson. Yes. I know. I know what movie you're talking about. I haven't seen it yet, but it's, it's on my list. It's so, it's interpretation. The director, um, shows his interpretation of a toxic mother. Okay. Oh, right. Isn't she like? So it's all the, yeah, because the daughter's like in a, is she in a wheelchair? Paralyzed? Medication? Right, right, right, right, right. But you don't look at this. You don't look to this on this story. Everything what the mother says to the daughter, we all say to our kids, you know? You know what it means to be a poison mother? We all sometimes. So he just shows you the, the crazy version of it. But the, what she's saying, and she's playing [ __ ] amazing. She's a great actress. For me, number one. This is the actress number one for me. Really? Okay. The way she's playing this psycho. So I is like, oh my God, it's like, we should be more nice and kind to our kids. Yeah. No [ __ ] nice movie. Yeah, that's, that's a good. Yeah, I'm going to watch it tonight. And it's not just about it. Also, it's awesome. I remember now what, how the director did it. It's not just about that she gave her some medication to paralyze her. It's about how the kid finally getting out of their parents' house in the age of 18, for example, right? Because this is because she loves her too much. It's all about she paralyzing her with medication because she loves her too much. Yeah. And this is exactly what parents do to their kids. They love them too much, and they lock them inside their house, apartment life, you understand? And the kids come to because kids need to fly. Wings. Yes. Spread their wings, you know? So this is what this movie shows. It's showing how it's important. And the last moment, she kicks her. She's like, Jesus, free. And she stands up from the chair. She's like, "Now I'm free. Now I'm an adult, not a kid anymore." Nice movie. I'll watch it tonight for sure. Yeah. Yeah, it was on my list. I just haven't watched it yet. Yeah, it looked really interesting. So I do like movies like that a lot too. I just like weird movies, like horror movies mostly, but like anything kind of, um, like, um, what's a movie? Have you ever seen Antichrist? It's Lars von Trier movie. He makes really good movies. Like The House That Jack Built. Um, I mean, I like, uh, like Silence of the Lambs. Um, I like The Exorcist. I mean, uh, I like Fargo. I like Dexter. I like House M.D. Of us. Yeah. So I'm not really into TV shows. I'm more, more just like into movies mostly. Older shows. Yeah. There's a few that I like, but not many. I love Miss TV show. You know this TV show? Yeah. I mean, I know the show, but I've never seen it. It's some English. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Was very good actor also. I forgot his name. The, the psycho. Yeah. English people play so good. They're very good. Yeah. Definitely. They're way. Yeah. I mean, they're way better actors than Americans. Yeah. Well, I mean, I'm, we're running pretty low on. Yeah, we're a little over an hour. This has been awesome. I have had a blast talking with you. I don't want to keep you, you know, too long. So, um, before you go, plug, promote anything you'd like? Where could people find you? All that good stuff. Yeah, guys, uh, it's easy. Just go to my personal web, mommy Mercy. And there's all my links to all my social media, whatever else you want, you know? Sounds good.