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Hello Pisces, welcome to Lotus Heart Tarot. Sorry, I have to just fix that for a sec. Okay, welcome to Lotus Heart Tarot. I'm super happy to see you. We're going to dive right into your three-month reading. This should have been done, um, around April 1st, but we had our rib injury, and so we are doing it now. We are still going to cover April, um, even though there's just a week left. I like to really look at theโexcuse me, I had to sneezeโI like to really look at the ongoing themes and sort of put everything in perspective. You're free to skip April if, if it's not important to you, um, but we're going to get a general overview of what to expect in the next three months. Here, what can Pisces expect in the next three months, over the course of April, May, and June? Please, spirit, show us what is the theme of these three months for Pisces.
Oh wow, okay. You guys, literally, I had a dream last night that was so beautiful and so vivid. Oh my god, oh my god. Okay, I'm going to tell you about my dream because it's relevant to your reading, clearly. I was driving; I have a Jeep that doesn't have a topโlike I don't keep the top on it or the windows in it. I do have doors on it, but like it's basically like open air, like that's how I like to roll. And my husband and I were drivingโjust onโI have no idea, but it was just like a street here in Florida. It looked like all the other streets, you know, but it was like pasture land, and we're driving, and I looked up in the sky and I could see the sun and the moon, and they were like this to each other, and there was like a sunset here, and I said to my husband, "Oh, isn't that gorgeous?" I said, "My god, the sun and the moon; I've never seen them like quite that close to each other like that with the sunset." Which, if you think about it, with the sun and the moon being in the positions in the sky where they were, the sunset would not have been happening. You know what I'm saying? But anyway, it was a dream, and it was just beautiful. It took my breath away. And then I realized that I could actually see a planet, and that maybe what I was seeing wasn't the sun and the moon, but like a planet and the moon, and and it was justโoh, it wasโit was a full moon; it was absolutely beautiful. And we kept driving, and in Florida there are like banks of trees along the road that sometimes block your view of the sky, but Florida is so flat, youโyouโour skies are just breathtakingly beautiful. It's like my favorite part of living in Florida is the sky. And, um, so we go past this bank of trees, and I look up and I see what I think is Jupiter and Saturn in the sky, and I said to my husband, "Oh my god, I think that was Mercury." And I think this is Jupiter and Saturn in the sky, and you could just see them very clearly, but you couldn't see Saturn's rings. And then all of a sudden I could smell the ozone, and then there was lightning, and I was like, well, maybe I can't see Saturn's rings because the lightning is going where the rings would be, you know, like it's disrupting it. But when the lightning hit, it lit up the sky, and there was just no question about it; we could see the planets, and they were huge, and you could see fine details, kind of likeโum, I don't want to say like the James Webb telescope, but like much more like that than we could ever really truly see with the naked eye. And then we drive, and there's this another bank of trees, and by this point everyone around us is pulling their car over, and my husband's like, "Maybe we should pull over." And, um, so but we keepโwe keep going, 'cause there's this bank of trees, and we want to get past it to pull over, so we get past the bank of trees and we pull over, and there in the sky is Mars, and Venus is justโit looks like Venus is just resting on Mars, and it was justโoh my god, it was so gorgeous. And I lookโI turn around, and my husband is talking to this man and this woman that are about our same age, and he's having a great conversation with them, and then I start chatting with them, and we're like, this is phenomenal; like I've never seen anything like this; it's gorgeous. No one was worried about it; no one had any fear about it; we were all just like completely gobsmacked by it. And, um, and and then I started talking about this book, *Orbital*, that I read, and how beautiful it is and what a short book it is. And actually, IโIโIโI have bought this for like everyone in my life because I love this book so much, um, and thisโthis is a copy that I have for a friend of mine, um, but this is the book, and you guysโoh my goshโlike I highly recommend this book. Itโitโit's just a very short book; it's very short, um, very easy to read, and it's just beautiful. It'sโit'sโum, being on the International Space Stationโuh, it's gorgeous. Anyway, how all this relates is soโeven when I woke up this morning and I was telling my husband about my dream, um, theโthe lightning going through Saturn was reallyโit just likeโitโitโit kept bringing my focus back, and it was like I smelled the ozone, and then the lightning lit up the sky, andโoh yeah, I was like fumbling around trying to take pictures, and then I was like trying to take video so I could show my kids, as if they weren't seeing the same thing. I don't know, it was just crazy, but it was so beautiful. Anyway, the thing about this Distant Thunder card wasโand with that Saturn cardโI went to go take a shower, and this is probably TMIโno, not reallyโum, but you know how you always have your best thoughts, andโum, itโit occurred to me that there is some kind of karmic cycle or some kind of like something that we're being released from, where you know Saturn kind of is our teacher through hard lessons or throughโI don'tโI kind of feel like it's like a stingy kind of energy, you know? Jupiter is this very bonific, generous planet that exโwe expand with, and we grow with, and we, you know, haโhaveโit'sโit's justโIโI love Jupiter, um, but Saturn sort of freaks me out. It's the ruling planet of Capricorn. If you have strong Capricorn in your chart, and I know that Saturn made some kind of move astrologically, but I have no idea what it is, but what I got was that this lightning was coming, and it wasโit was breaking us free of some kind of karmic cycle or some kind of, um, limiting force or factor in our life. And if you look at your cards, you have Distant Thunder and a Breakthrough is at Hand, Breaking Trail. Anyway, I don't know, but to me that is very significant, um, and it felt like something for the entire collective, not even just Pisces or just me or just anyone that dreamt it; it was like thereโeveryone was pulling their car over; we were talking to random strangers; it was, you know, it was everyoneโeveryone was in on this. So, um, we're being released from some kind of some limiting force, you know? CapricornโI meanโsorry, Saturn is also associated with the Devil card, you know, things that keep us held down, you know, um, and so anyway, you have this Distant Thunder, Clear the Air. And when this card first turned over, you see how she's kind of waiting for someone; she's up on this balcony, sort of waiting for someone to show up, and it's like they haven't shown up; they haven't shown up; they haven't shown up. And then she looks out and sees this thunder, and it is kind of giving me this vibe of like someone that you've been waiting for, you may finally hear from, or you may get some kind of message from, or, you know, something is going to break free with someone I feel like that you have been waiting for, um, and you know, with this Breaking Trail, it says a breakthrough is at hand. It is giving me this vibe of like, you know, you canโyou can put in work towards something if you want to at this time; like something is being freed up, and you will be able to work on something that you have not been able to work on, something that you have been waiting for. It can be a relationship; itโit could even be like a career or some kind of opportunity or some kind of chance, like maybe you've been wanting to move somewhere, um, but you needed a visa or something like that; it's like it may be coming through here. With this Clear the Air, IโI feel like there is someโforโfor a lot of you, there is some kind of conversation here where there's a lot of honesty, where there's a lot of just like, yeah, thisโthis is what was really happening there, or this is what I was really thinking or feeling there, or there's just a lot of honesty, or like, I'm never going to be able to be the person that you want me to be, orโum, you know, I've done a lot of work, and here's what I have to show for it, you know? Itโit's like, whatever it is, I feel like it's truthful; I feel like it breaks some kind of silence; it breaks some kind of something that we've been chained to, however that goes. I don'tโI don't actually even think that's the important thing; it may feel like the important thing to you now as you sit and listen to this reading, but it's breaking you free of something so that you can break new trailโeither you're breaking it with that person or with that opportunity, or you're getting news that that is a door that is shut, in which case you can put your head down to a new direction, and it seems like you will be able to do that; like that's part of this lightning energy. The minute the lightning struck in my dream, you could really see the planets; it was like I was questioning what I was seeing until the lightning struck, and then there was no question; it was like, "Whoa, that's what I'm seeing." The only question was, "Where are Saturn's rings?" Um, okay, so all of that being said, here we go, guys. For Pisces, please, spirit, for the month of April, what does Pisces need to know for the month of April?
Okay, wow, guys, a new romantic cycle begins, the new moon in Libra, and my god, you have the full moon in Libra, um, a win-win outcome is forecast, and the full moon in Leoโdon't let pride get in your way. But we have a full moon cycle here for Libra, um, and we just had that gorgeous pink full moon in Libra, and here it's showing up, so something is getting revealed to you, and it may be something that you were manifesting back in October, uh, and it is getting revealed to you, and there is something here where it is cautioning youโlike I said, I feel a lot of honesty is possible in a conversation, and you know, pride is something that keeps us from taking risks; pride is something that keeps us from expressing our full truth, and so just keep that in mind. Take everything as it resonates; youโyou and your intuition are theโthe ones that know best for you, right? Um, so just keep that in mind, but always do what resonates; no one knows more about your life and what you need than you do. For Pisces, please, spirit, what can youโoh my god, Pisces, seriously, what the [ __ ]โoh my god, I'm like shaking; I am like shaking; I am shaken; I am just literally shaking; I am shaken to the core. See, thank God, IโI debated and I debated and I debated, am I going to do April? Am I going to do April? Am I going to do April? And then I was like, "Yes, you're doing April." And thank God, because I knew it was setting something up. There is something coming together, and whatever it isโeither it isโitโthere's things happening underneath the surface that you cannot see or that you're not aware of right nowโmay have been triggered by that beautiful full moon in Libra, um, may haveโyou know, the full moon in Leo is in Aquarius season, soโlike right before your birthday, likeโum, the end of January, beginning of February, so that time frame, and this one couldโthere may have been an ending, and now there's a new beginning; there mayโlike it could be anything, you know, your own situation. So definitely, you guys, this reading, above all other readings that I have ever said this forโlisten to your own intuition; let your own intuition guide you, like I said. And there's that red string of fate that ties us together with our soulmates in this life. Guys, I can'tโI can hardly even function right now; I feel like I got struck by lightning, um, thereโI feel there is someone waiting; I feel like I need to put my glasses on and just actually read this to you. Okay, "She waits patiently, her fingers gently feeling the satin thread that binds them together. She knows he will come, but the waiting is killing her. Timing is an important factor in life; we all have to go through time where we have to wait, show patience, and let the lifeโthe universe do as they wish. And so she waits for him, knowing that she too has many things she must finalize before they meet and again and finally come together." Oh my god, you guys, someone that you've been waiting for, or something that you've been waiting for, that is part of your destiny, and it probablyโintuitively you always felt that or knew thatโit is coming together right now, and itโitโit'sโit's coming together. Okay, coming together. "She looked over at him, and for a split moment she swears she did not recognize him. Today feels different, she thinks to herself as their eyes connect. He smiles at her, an inner knowing that today has transformed; new feelings are emerging, and you are seeing someone in a new light. What was not there before, whether felt yet or just not yet known, is now making itself known for you." See, there's some kind of honesty; there's something that's coming to the surface; there's something that's being expressed that wasn't expressed before. Now we have this Misunderstood card, whichโjust can you see that picture? Okay, let your intuition work on this stuff, too. All right, Misunderstood: "One of the hardest burdens to bear is being misunderstood by other people. All of us at one point or another experience looking into the eyes of another person and realizing that he or she simply does not see us the way we see ourselves and probably never will." Oh my god, remember the other day when I said to you guys, we just want our magic to be seen by the other? You are being asked to keep an open mind and heart about others and allow yourself to absorb information as you receive it and look a little deeper in people. I freaking give up. I was making my smoothie this morning, and I was listening to a song that I've listened to a thousand times; it's like it's a playlist that I commonly put on in the morning, and in the beat I kept hearing, deeper, deeper, deeperโin the beat of the song. I can't remember what song it was, but I heard deeper, deeper, deeper in the thing, and now here it says, and look a little deeper into people. Okay, now we have New Beginnings on the bottom of the deck, and it says, "Something is about to change, good or bad; something is coming. This carโyes, this card can also reflect an intention that was cast to bring forth something into existence; the birth of something, carrying something, something coming to life; change in a relationship; something coming to light; a new feeling has sparked and stirred feeling." Okay, okay, you definitely have someโsome new beginning that is coming into play here. I think some things are happening in order to fully bring this about. Iโfor some of you, could you see this new beginning actually in April? It's possible; it is possible. But, um, for many of you, do I think that what is happening is happening underneath the surface? Someone is either preparing; someone is getting brave; there'sโthereโit's the end of some cycle that isโthe beginning of a new cycle is about to begin. Okay, okay, waitโoh my gosh, I'm like beside myself with this; oh my goodness, Pisces, Lord have mercy. For Pisces, please, spirit, can you please show us what does Pisces need to know? Oh my gosh, and then you get the Firefly, oh, with the man. Okay, you haveโokay, wowโoh my god, oh my god, lookโlook at that Tinkerbell-like fairy on his shoulder. Do you know what? I read, 10 out of 10 people that visit Iceland believe in elves when they leave; 10 out of 10 people who leave Iceland believe in elves when they leave. I think I'm going toโI'm going to have to take a trip to Iceland, you all. Wow. Okay, remember when we got this full moon in Leo and I said it happens during Aquarius season? So you're getting another mention of Aquarius here. So for some of you, you're dealing with an Aquarius or someone that has a strong placement of Aquarius in their chart, or there was something that happened inโum, you know, Aquarius time, which is January 22nd to February 21st, thatโum, it may have been some kind of ending, or it could have beenโI mean, it could be anything, justโyou know, what was happening in your life at that time. All right, youโbut it's the Star card energy that you're getting, and this is hope and optimism. You know, some of you may have stood your ground; you may have not settled; you may haveโum, made a difficult decision, and you know, sometimes when we say, okay, that I deserve more than this, weโwe have to walk away; we have to grieve; we have to go through that whole process. But the something more doesn't just show up right away; we have this time and this space to heal after that tower falls or after we stand our ground or after we, you know, make up that space for ourselves. Andโand thenโand it showโthen the reward of making that choice and choosing ourselves shows up. But there's also, with the energy of the Star card, something very fated, something very destined, something about divine timing here, um, I'mโjust because you have this falcon thing, it feels like you saw something from a higher level perspective or acted upon something, um, that you intuitively knew or felt. And you know, a lot of times we intuitively feel something, and then we don't act on it, and we wait for it to show up in the material world, and then we act on it; then we say, "Oh wow, you know what? IโI've known this for a while; I'veโI've seen this for a while now; I have to act on it." This, with the falcon energy and the Star card energy, it feels like youโlistening to your intuition before it actually even really manifested in the material worldโlike you chose a course of action that reflected, um, your highest and best of yourself, and youโlistening to thatโyouโheeding the warning of thatโyouโallowing yourself to see that picture. Okay, for some of you this can be like a move or a career change or something where it's like you're looking at the higher level perspective and you're seeing that something's becoming obsolete or that something isn't making you happy or thatโyou know, you became aware of something, and you may have even started taking action or really likeโum, putโlike kind of taking your focus a little bit away from the thing that's not working out for you and putting it in a different direction. I feel some action that is taken based onโI feel this in my gut; Iโmyโmy intuition is telling me this, you know what I'm saying? And something is going to happen because of this. Okay, there may be some kind of something coming up; some kind of social event; there could have even been a social event back then in like February, um, but thereโI feel this is more like a summer thing or more of like a warm weather thing, with the garden, where there's some kind of event where I feel it's a happy event; um, could be a wedding; could be, you know, could be the 4th of July; could be Memorial Day; could beโum, I don't know what all holidays everyone else has, unfortunately, butโum, there's just an energy ofโI'm even gettingโfor some of you it could be winter, but it feels as though it's in like a hotel or like a big space, um, where there would be like a water fountain. So I guessโyeah, for someโfor some people, 'cause I'm getting like JulyโI guess July is winter in some places. Okay, but I feel there'sโwith the hummingbird, you know, the hummingbird is like the size of my thumb, and it migrates across the Gulf of Mexico in one shot; there's nowhere for a hummingbird to stop along the way in the Gulf of Mexico, and itโit migrates all that way, but it's the size of my thumb. How in the world does it have the capacity to do that? Itโit defies anything that should be scientifically possible, yet it pulls it off. So the humโthe presence of this Hummingbird card is sort of giving meโit's sort of unexpected, or it feels like atโat some point it's likeโitโitโit looked impossible, but there'sโI feel like a part of you that knows that it's just part of the cycle or part of the processโlike intuitively. For some of you, this can also signify migrating and possibly across water or doing something that feels really hard or even at first blush look impossible, but it's like you find a way; you may even meet someone at some kind of event that helps make this possible or that offers you a job or that has some insight that breaks something free thatโthat makes it possible. There is some idea or some realization that is happening here that is bringing about some kind of opportunity for a new beginning for you, Pisces. This could definitely be a relationshipโa past person that you really didn'tโyou may have even really given up on. I truly feel like this person does not have the same kind of chemistry or the same kind of passion for anyone else that they have for you; it's like this card even says magic on it. Man, I feel like all the messages that I've been getting for the last several days are like coming together in this reading. There is a breakthrough coming, without a doubt; you have Breakthrough coming out on this deck; you have Breakthrough; you have Coming Together happening here; I saw Breakthrough other places; Breakthrough is a big thing; there's some kind of idea, thought, opportunityโeverything is coming together. It feels like, with the Star card, this can also be when things all come together, when they all align, when the whole universe conspires to make it so. It says on this Firefly card, "Someone exโsomeone very exceptional," and it's like I feel that there is this energy where you have someone exceptional, and they feel that you're exceptional, and I feel like maybe with this Misunderstood card, it never got outโlike sometimes when we struggle to say things or to be vulnerable or even when we're trying to follow the norms of today's society where it's like not okay to be the one who's in love or not okay to be theโsโor the, you know, whateverโum, it feels likeโbut it feels like there's like this, you know, you're the homing beacon; it's like you see how there is these two fireflies that light up for each other; it's like youโyou make this person light up. I don't know, there's something here; it's like very strong. All right, let's see. So what is the general theme for April for Pisces? Please, spirit? Temperance and the Moon. Okay, well, you have the full moon in Libra coming out, and then you have the Moon coming out forโfor, you know, on the bottom of the deck for your theme for this month. This is something coming together; this is something being watched over by the divine, brought together by the divine. And the Moon is very significant; it's something that you don't see; it's probably something that's happening thatโyou know, you may have no idea about, but all the things that need to be in placeโ
Are coming together in the month of April for something to take place for you, Pisces. I feel I just almost said, โwhen the lightning hits, itโll be revealed,โ so take that as it resonates. You guys, stop doubting yourself. So you have accomplished so much. Whoops! Take the chance youโve been wanting to make more time for yourself. Keep going; the results you seek are coming soon, and you may be making choices based off emotion. Pause and reflect. All right, so who is Pisces dealing with in April? Please, spirit, what can you tell me? Who is Pisces dealing with in April? What can you tell me? Someone is open to possibilities that they were not open to before. Guys, the freaking messages could not be clearer. Then you have ant spirit here; time to collaborate.
Someone may not have been in a position to collaborate with you; they may not have been ready for the connection; they may not have been in a good place in their life. Who the hell knows? I, I canโt say for sure. They may have even had some healing or some repair work to do with a starfish. The thing that I always find absolutely insane about starfish is if you cut off one of their arms, they grow it back; they can regenerate it. So they may have needed to regenerate, you know, some facets of their life. They may not have been fully ready at the time; now theyโre open to collaboration. All right, letโs see. What does this person want to say to you? What does this person want to say to Pisces? โI want to give you the world. Things arenโt always as they seem,โ so heavy emphasis on misunderstandings. โI want more with you one day.โ See, they may not have been able to say that to you. Your kindโthe kindness in your heart is so beautiful. โCan we just kiss all night? There is a strong chemistry here. I love your sense of humor. Thank you for your beautiful light and energy in my life.โ
Okay, for some of you, I just got likeโthis may be someone that you actually havenโt been in a full-on relationship with; that maybe you have wanted something to get off the ground, or youโve been talking to this person and nothing has really happened, and you may even be wondering, like, โAre they not catching my hints? Are they,โ you know what I mean? And thereโs going to be some kind of conversation here where this person is like, โI wasnโt ready for it at that time. You know, thank you for being patient with me,โ or whatever. All right, letโs dive into the tarot real quick and see what messages we get there. Spirit, what can you show Pisces with regards to this person, this connection, this new beginning? Wow. Okay, so the five of pentacles came out, my god, and so did the devil, the Capricorn, um, energy, or the Saturn energy, Iโm sorry. But when this five of pentacles came out, it was giving me the five, um, arms of the starfish. Look at that! Uh, so I donโt know. Okay, wow. The death card basically came out in reverse. This is someone who was holding back; they wanted to come forward, but they did not let themselโcome forward; they were restricted; they may have been emotionally unavailable. Itโs not that they didnโt want it; they may have alsoโthereโs a strong physical attraction here with the devil, the page of wands, and the knight of wands. Itโs aโitโs like they may have come at youโI feel like this isnโt for a large number of you, but for some of you, itโs like they may have come at you out of just sheer physical attraction, gotten in there, and realized there was a lot more to you than just a physical attraction, and they may not have been prepared for that. With the starfish and this five of pentacles energy, they may have been healing from something or like trying to learn how to work past some kind of fear or some kind of lack mentality, um, and theyโlike they could have also been getting over some kind of loss in their life. Um, it may notโthey may not have appeared to be that way because theyโre coming forward very like confidently here with the Knight of Wands, um, but then they held back, but then it was like they didnโt give you anything beyond that. Um, they were held back by something with the devil card here and with the page of wands, um, theyโit was something that prevented them from choosing this; they werenโt ready to go on this adventure with the death card. They donโt want this to be over. What is the devil, please, for Pisces? What can you tell me about the devil, please, for Pisces? [__] they werenโt ableโOh my god, but they were not able to tell you how they felt about you or how much they really desired you or anything likeโtheir mind was not even open to the possibility of what was possible, but they alsoโitโs like even if they had wanted to say something, there was something holding them back; there was something preventing them from being able to really express themselโthey were working their way free of a very limited mindset or, you know, a kind of a stuck way of thinking. For some of you, they could have gotten out of a relationship where they were still heavily thinking about the past person or processing mentally the past situation, and they were not ready to like jump into something new. They may not have said all of this; they definitely didnโt because the eight of wands is in reverse, um, but they felt very stuck; they felt very trapped; they couldnโtโthey couldnโt expand their mind to even take on maybe even that you liked them back or that they were likable backโthat you would desire them the same way they desired you. Theyโre coming forward to say something; they haveโthey really regret this; they regret not taking the opportunity when they had it.
All right, Pisces, letโs see whatโs coming in May, shall we? Oops. This reading is crazy; I am literally like, โOh my goodness.โ Already blown away; I love this tarot; it just blows your mind sometimes. Well, a lot of the time it blows your mind. All right, so for May, for May, please, spirit, what can you show us for Pisces? For May, what does Pisces need to know for May? For May, your hard work is paying off. New moon in Capricorn. I donโt know whatโs up with the focus on Capricorn, and then you have a new start is comingโnew moon. So letโs see when is the new moon in May? Itโs going to be the new moon in Taurus; I would think; could be the new moon in Gemini. This could be somethingโthe new moon in Capricorn happens around the end of December, beginning of January. I want to say it was like right around the first of the year, um, this year. So there may have been something that you were manifesting that hasnโt been revealed yet or that hasnโt quite shown up yet or hasnโt quite happened yet. I feel like you would have been very dedicated to this. Itโs like ifโI feel like there was something that you were working on that is getting some kind of opportunity. Oh my gosh, you guys, seriously, you definitely have a soulmate coming in. Um, this is someoneโwow, you have beauty and the beast. Your person might look different than what you have always imagined. Remember to pay attention to how someone makes you feel and what they spark inside of you. What is external does not always reflect what is internal. Look for those hidden treasures. Iโyou know, we call the strength card the beauty and the beast card. So some of you may be dealing with a Leo, but it can also be, you know, thereโthere could be this energy of having someone having to really tame some lower vibrational tendencies within them, to take some kind of risk, um, to free themselves to be able to take this leap. Letโs see what it says. โShe tied her heart around her waist on a noose, securing it tightly, knowing that anything can happen, but nothing can if she does not risk it to be able to have it. She lifts herself off the cliff and goes for it.โ So thereโs something here where itโs like, you know, โIf I donโt take this chance, I wonโt, you know, Iโm notโthere wonโt be any reward; I wonโt be able to have it at all. Like, I can sit here and stay and play it safe, or I can take thisโthis risk, and even though itโs a risk, itโs like itโs one I have to take because, you know, without taking this risk, I will never have what I want.โ Then you have lureโsomeone who uses their ways and manners to lure or pull someone in. This card differs from the power and control card in that they are typically doing this for self-gratification because they themselves are pulled and lured rather than doing it out of want for power and control. Um, you know, I also feel like there are certain people in this world that we just feel really drawn to that just possess energy that we feel magnetized towards, and IโI kind of feel, Pisces, like this is you, and that you have someone who is like taming an inner beast to take some kind of risk to come towards you, and I think itโs a soulmate for some of you. See, I got this feelingโfor in the April month, for some of you, this could be like a friendship that youโre like, โI feel more than that, but I donโt want to lose the friendship, so I keep trying to drop hints, but theyโre not picking them up.โ That person wasnโt ready; I feel like theyโre going to come forward. Okay, you have soulmate. โHe falls back into her, nesting his head against her. She is his peace as he rests against her. She leans down and cradles her cheek intoโinto his, mirroring each other. They are oneโtwo holes that merge to create one hole.โ This is your person. With them, you feelโyou feel whole, complete, and your love runs so deep between the both of you. ItโIt feels like someone returning home. You see how heโs wearing this like battle gear, and sheโs just in these like soft, you know, clothesโlike notโalmost like not even knowing that heโthis is when heโs coming back, um, but that feeling of just like, uh, you know, โIโIโm back in your arms,โ or like, โWeโre backโlike Iโm home.โ Itโs thatโs what I feel here, and for some of you that can even be where itโs, um, you know, itโs someone that you havenโt physically been with in this world yet, but when you are physically with them, itโs like it feels like youโre returning to something youโve always known rather than, um, you know, starting something brand new. Wow. Yeah, for a lot of you, this is an ex. I definitely think for some of you this can definitely be someone new, but oh lord, youโre getting the king of fire, the emperor, the divine masculine, and youโre also getting, um, the Pisces moon card here, so another heavy emphasis on the moon, new beginnings. Youโre getting the phoenix. I feel like this is something thatโs coming together that is leading to something very long-term. This is giving me like Ace of Pentacles vibes, um, whereโand this is really giving me Queen of Pentacles vibes. There is a rabbit in the Queen of Pentacles card. Um, this is likeโthis is a solid and stable opportunity that ifโif you stay on the track with this person, this is leading to some kind of long-term commitment. For a lot of you, this is something thatโs been going on for a long time. There is some kind of transformation and some kind of rebirth here. This is the energy of judgment, so this can be a reconciliation and a new beginning. For others of you, this is something that is going to continue to develop over time. Itโs something new; itโs something stable thatโs coming in. Itโs someone who has worked on themselโitโs someoneโfor some of you that you do not know. No matter what, this is something that you may not necessarily see coming. With Temperance on the bottom of the deck, this has the universe written all over it, like, you know, when itโs time, the universe is bringing that person in. You know, itโs happening; the universe will make it so; it will align all the things necessary for it to come together. Yeah, big change happening in May. Wow. Youโre getting the hopant, the empress, and you have the emperor here, so you have divine masculine, divine feminine, um, you have the wheel of fate happening here. You had the star card in the month of April. Youโthis is justโthis is like divine timing; this is like everything coming together to bring these two people together. This masculine and this feminine doesnโt have to be a man and a woman, just a masculine and a feminine for some kind of real opportunity for something very long-term and stable, and itโs like I almost feel like if this is someone from your past, theyโre not just coming back to commit where they didnโt commit; theyโre coming back to say, you know, like, โThis isnโt just commitment, like letโs date or letโs something; itโs like letโs move in together or letโs get married.โ Itโit feels really like, okay, โI likeโI know, you know, Iโand Iโm so certain; Iโm so sure.โ I really do truly feel the energy of engagement, of like, โYour life will never be the same,โ and it may be like you canโt even think about that; you canโt even imagine it. See how this planet is the moon? I think this isโthis is how theโthe planets were in my dream; they were big like that, but out the window of my car, it was just insane; they took up like the whole sky or big parts of it. Okay, and look at that lightning. That dream was crazy; was so intense and so beautiful. Oh, it just took my breath away. Yeah. See, you haveโyour hard work is paying off; then you haveโโKeep going; the results you seek are coming.โ Aโthis cycle is complete; time to start a new one. Um, this has all happened for a reason; trust the process; take the chance you want to be taking. Somebody is watching from a distance; karma is coming. You may not see the progress now, but trust that itโs happening regardless. You cannot please everyone in this situation, so focus on yourself. Who is Pisces dealing with in the month of May? What is their energy for Pisces? Please, spirit, can you please show us? Okay, whoa. Youโre getting twoโyouโre getting giraffe spirit, see the big picture; ooh, spider spirit, and youโre getting whale spirit. Trust the great mystery. I think you have someone who was holding on very tightly to the reigns of life, you know, with this emperor energy andโand just the feelings that Iโm getting. I feel like you had someone that, you know, everything had to be a particular way or everything had to make complete sense or, you know, everything had to, you know, fit very neatly together, and there couldnโt be any odds or ends or, you know, like things that didnโt work, you know what I mean? Itโs like I canโt even describe it, but itโs someone that was holding on very tightly to the reigns of life whoโs learning to let go, whoโs learning to see the big picture and trust the great mystery, um, andโand so the energy is ripe with this person for you and for spirit and for the universe to come in and weave and connect you back together or together in the first place to make your dreams real, to like bring this together. Let me see what this person wants to say. โThank you for your beautiful presence in my life. Your name is following me everywhere. All I ever wanted and needed is in you. I didnโt fall in love with you because I have always loved you and always will. Youโre not my usual type, but I like it a lot.โ Yeah, itโs like I donโt know. You may have been too free of spirit; youโyou may have been something that this person didnโt understand. With this moon card and this emperor card, itโs like youโthey may not have been able to really understand you, andโand it may have tripped them out because theyโre someone that likes control or theyโre someone that likes to be able to predict things, and you may have been a bit of aโa bit elusive, a bit different than the people that they were used to, so they didnโt knowโthey couldnโt feel really confident or comfortable saying like, โOh yeah, this is what Pisces is going to do, or this is who Pisces is, or this is, you know, like I donโt know.โ But itโs like that exact thing is kind of like what theyโre missing in their life or why theyโre so attracted to you or why they canโt forget you or why they canโt move past you or why they canโt get over youโwhy theyโre really stepping into their own power to sort of trust the great mystery. Itโs way harder to let go than it is to hold on tight. Itโs way harder to let go, and so, you know, you have taught this person to let go and to trust the great mystery and to let things flow and to let things happen the way that theyโre intended to happen, and itโs kind of likeโkind of trust the things that they canโt see but sort of look at the bigger picture. Wow. Someoneโs making a major decision here, and I think theyโre coming in to possibly make something right, um, where they may have not acted right in the first place. Yeah, they fumbled the star; they may have breadcrumbed you, or they may have, you know, with the six of pentacles in reverse, there was something that was not equal. When you see justice, you know that there had to be an injustice in order for justice to be here. Itโs like there had to be something that got out of whack or that wasnโt exactly even or equal to begin with thatโlike thatโs why we see justiceโto let us know that a decision is made to equal it out, to even it out, to balance it. I feel like this person wasnโt able to do that in the past because they were juggling someโyou and something else. Could have been their career with the emperor; could have been, um, you know, like I said, for some people, they may have been, you know, secretly getting over a past person or getting over some kind of big loss. It could have even been a financial loss that they didnโt want to share with you. You know, they may be someone who is an entrepreneur with the emperor, and they may have taken a big business hit or a big business loss, and they may not have felt like they were in a position to actually date someone, you know, or, um, you know, step up to the plate really. They may have felt like they needed to focus on recovering or recouping or starting over again, um, but with the two of pentacles and the star card here, you know, and the six of pentacles in reverse, you know, when you have an opportunity at your dream, at what youโve always wanted, and you sort of try to kind of halfway be there because you canโt be all the way there because youโre distracted or youโre juggling something else or youโre dealing with something else or youโre just not vibrationally ready to step up to that kind of energy, um, but you donโt want to lose it, so you sort of try to keep itโholding on because you donโt want to lose it, but you also canโt fully step up. It feels like this person is coming in to make it right; theyโre coming inโI mean, thisโI feel like part of it is even acknowledging and admitting that you are the star and that they fumbled itโthat they messed it upโand maybe even to explain to you why. Um, it may have felt like they didnโt want you because youโyou know, like youโthey didnโt think you were the one for them or whatever. I really donโt think thatโs it; I really think that they were juggling something else in their life that they didnโt feel like they could tell you. I think that they felt like they may have put upon youโprojected onto you the judgment that they had for themselโfor having lost all their money or ruining a business or getting a divorce or being broken up with or, you know, whatever it isโsomeโsome kind of loss. We saw that five of pentacles there and that starfish, which gave me the energy of regeneration, um, but now we have the king of pentacles with the nine of pentacles. So this is someone who is in a much better situation and is fully prepared and ready to commitโto step up to the plate. With the nine of wands, this person has never really let you go. Um, IโI feel like they have held on to this desire through everything, and it may have even been this desire that really was the catalyst or was what kind of inspired them to actually step up or to like make it or to be abundant again or to find sure footing and be solid and stable. Like, I donโt know if you guys are watching Survivor, but thereโs a stunt man on there. I donโt know if heโs still on there because Iโm behind some episodes, but my husband and I started watching it because our son and his girlfriend watch it, and we talked to them about it, um, but thereโs a stunt man on there whoโs living in a trailer in front of his dadโs house, and he wants to win the million dollars so that he can ask this girl to marry him. We all kind of have a problem with this because weโre like, you know, โI donโt know.โ When I married my husband, he was not where he is today for sure, and, um, you know, I married him basically when he was living in a trailer in front of his parentsโ house. He wasnโt, butโbut it wasnโt a whole lot better than that, um, butโand I have no regrets, but, um, but anyway, so thatโs why he wants to win the million dollars, so itโs kind of likeโheโregardless of whether itโs right or wrong orโor you know, whether we should even judge that or have an opinion about thatโthatโs his thing, and thatโs her thing, and thatโs their thing. But she is the driving force behind him going on the show Survivor to try to win a million dollars so that he can ask her to marry him and so that they can have kids and she doesnโt have to work. I hate to break it to him, a million dollars is not what it once was, but, um, you know, maybe the fame that comes with it will help him out. But the thing is what Iโm trying to say is it feels like forโfor this person, Pisces, you may have been that because you have the nine of wands here, which is this like, โI canโt give up.โ Itโsโitโs a perseverance that comes with purpose, and you know, maybe he couldnโt find that purpose before, and that is why he had such a loss beforeโthat sense of loss or that five of pentaclesโfour of pentacles energy beforeโin MayโI mean, in April, um, but with the nine of wands, itโs like, โThis is a desire that I canโt let go of,โ and those kind of desires catapult you into doing things that you didnโt even know you were capable of and thrusting you into the situation, the energy, and the vibration that you need to be in in order to have those things. You know, sometimes you need that catalyst or you need that star, you need that wish, you know, to like thrust yourselfโwow, Iโm getting like major ringing and like kind of dizziness right here with the King of Cups. This personโlike even if theyโre a friend that hasnโtโhasnโt really opened up or said, โYeah, I really like you,โ or whatever, um, I feel like they do have deep feelings, and I feel like, you know, this doesnโt feel like, you know, it feels like feelings that have definitely developed over time or like thereโs a reason for the way that this person feels, um, and I feel like theyโre not someone who really has experienced this beforeโyou know, having these kinds of feelings, um, and I think, you know, part of it too with that two of pentacles is they needed space and time to be able to sort of figure out how to master having emotions like this. I have the emphasis on Libra and Aquarius, also Capricorn, Aries, Pisces, Sagittarius. I think Leo has shown up quite a few times. Yeah, Libra, Taurus. Wow. All right, so letโs see what June has now for you, Pisces. Gosh, June seems like itโs forever away, but you know itโs going to be here in the blink of an eye. Time is going by so fast these days; I tell you, I donโt know where April went. My husbandโs birthday is coming up; heโs a Taurus. I was lookingโ
For his birthday cake recipe, he likes strawberry cakes, so I make this strawberry cream cheese frosting. Oh my god, it's so good, especially with fresh Florida strawberries. Oh, I can't wait. All right, here we go.
For Pisces, for Pisces, please. You have to surrender to the divine, and you have the new moon in Virgo. Time to give rather than take, so Virgo could be significant. Um, you know, this is an exercise in letting go, and you know, taking I associate with, you know, reaching out and grabbing and pulling it in, right? That isn't surrendering; that isn't um, letting go, right? And if I'm giving, I'm I'm giving it to spirit; I'm surrendering it; I'm letting it go. And so, um, it's giving in June where, like, we're not trying to control anything; we're not trying to hold on too tight to anything; we're not trying to cling to anything. We're sort of just trying to give it the space to becomeโI feel I feel the word flourish hereโto flourish. Um, okay, wow. You'reโI can't believe how many repeat cards you got here. Um, you got soulmate and risk, which you also got in May, which is crazy. Um, then you got unique balance and your time. Okay, so unique balance: there will be a display of non-traditional balance between two people where one feels submissive and the other as dominant, a special unique balance of give and take. Oh my god, two cards talking about give and take and trust with another, another to be able to explore each other and be completely open and bare in a way that serves both mind, body, and soul. And then you have take your time: the journey is just as important, if not more than the destination. Like the caterpillar, he enters into the world to arrive at a state of evolved growth, just like we do. But you cannot always rush the process, or it will not be the right time. Timing is important in many situations. Soon, when Father Time feels it to be that moment, it is then and only then will you be ready to fly and soar and explore the next stage. Guys, you definitelyโthere is something divine timing. There's also something about giving up control, letting go of control. You have under a spell on the bottom of the deck, and it says infatuation may be at play here. When this card comes up, you or someone may be so into someone and under a temporary spell. You know, I don't think this is temporary. I actually, with that fireflies card that came out in the beginning, it's like you're a homing beacon for each other. Um, that's truly what I get; that's the energy I get. And it's like you'll always come back around to the other, even if this is a new connection. It's it's like it's going to be like that. Um, you know, even if it's not a past person coming back around, although certainly you have had plenty of cards that suggest that it is, you know, a past person coming back around. Wow. Okay, you have the death card coming out with the clover; you have the island card coming out by itself; you have double rainbow coming out with moose; you have the lion and stepping stones. I felt very strong Leo energy here with this lion. You have the bear and the archer. Archer energy has been coming out a lot, and you guys have also been getting temperance, wow, and wolverine, wait, honey badger. Uh, in one of these readings recently, I think I was using the Guardians of the Night Tarot. Someone said that it was a honey badger on one of the cards, and this just gave me the same feeling of that. So if that means anything to you, let it be; if not, you know, hey, it is what it is. So there's a lot of kind ofโI feel like almost opposite energies coming out here together. It's interesting because it it plays on that very human energy of being afraid to be happy. Um, you know, it's like we're falling in love, which should just be wonderful, right? It should just be rainbows and sunshine and stars and the planets and just like, yes, we're falling in love. But falling in love brings out all these triggers, brings out all these fears, brings out all this other stuff, right? It's not just simply falling in love; it's also trying to gauge the other person and trying to follow society norms and trying not to look desperate or too eager or too standoffish or too non-committal or too this or too that. But you know, with that, the first cards that came out, that distant thunder and that breakthrough card, it felt like, you know, the closer you are to honesty, the closer you are to truth and to authenticity, the more progress will be made, which completely makes sense. But there is this conflict within us, right, when it comes to being completely honest, when it comes to just completely bearing our soul. There's this conflict that occurs of like, well, you know, am I betraying myself? Am I being too vulnerable? Am I opening up too much? Am I showing too much? Am I am I actually damaging this connection that I'm trying to advance or I'm trying to support, right, by, you know, appearing to be desperate or coming on too strong? Or I justโumโgot a flash of Survivor, and there is this girl who is really playing so hard, I mean, so hard. Um, her name isโSay that's who I'm talking aboutโif you're watching Survivor, and like, she got the Immunity idol; she played the Immunity idol like week one, you know. Um, she's like kind of really hardcore, um, making alliances, like she went around and made alliances like the very first moment. And then, you know, but this girl has nine lives in this game. I can't tell you how many times her name has been brought up as someone who's going to get voted out and has been written down even as someone who's going to get voted out. And at one point, it was a tie, and the person that had to call it was like between her and someone else. I don't want to ruin the the thing if you haven't watched it, but this girl, you know, I feel like she's being honest; I feel like she's being pretty authentic to herself; I feel like she's, you know, right, wrong, or indifferent, isn't really for me to say, but I do feel she's being true to herself, and people sometimes it makes people uncomfortable, and sometimes people don't like it, but it has definitely helped her advance in the game for sure. Um, not that everything has gone her way, but it's definitely helped her advance. So I don't know, that just came to me, so you take it as it resonates and always heed your own intuition when it comes to, especially your relationships and talking to people and communicating, like you have to be the one that feels comfortable with what it is you're saying and doing. But it kind of feels like this energy of, um, you know, when it is the right person, you're not too anything, you know, you're not too much there; you're just right. And it's kind of giving me that vibe right here of, um, you know, the the closer you are to your truth, um, the more like progress you can make is what I got from that breakthrough card. Um, and it's not that you're not going to be triggered; it's not that you're not going to, you know, have things come up, but it is that you are capable enough to handle them. And you know, there is this sense with the bouquet and the wolverine here where it's like, um, life is unpredictable, and so sometimes the best thing we can do is just be happy in the moment, or um, just, you know, uh, go for what we want, or how do I even want to say this? It's like it's kind of this energy of persistently pursuing things, not giving up. Like sometimes maybe we have to just stand and like kind of listen and take things in and read the room and like whatever, but um, but I don't, you know, I feel like when you're with the right person, you're both protecting that happiness, you know? It's notโyou know, how many times has your happiness been interrupted by an external interference, you know, an interfering family member or an interfering friend? Maybe that wasn't the person for you; maybe that friend there or that person there that felt like a real thorn in your side was actually protecting you. Um, it's trusting and listening and taking things in and being open. Um, but I feel like Pisces, this is the right person, and I feel like this is the right time, and I feel like a lot of these cards are really saying that to you, and kind of that luck is on your side, and that you know, um, there is something about just putting one foot in front of the other, trusting that you have everything that it takes to, you know, make it happen, to get where you're trying to go, live as close to your heart center as you possibly can, and you know, trust, trust the universe, you know, trust even the things that don't feel helpful, that they're there for a reason, and work with them; don't resist them; don't work against them, but but work with them. There is something here with this bellows card where I feel like something that is getting its start, like in May, is getting a lot of extra help from the universe to push it forward or to blossom it or to flourish it. And you know, a lot of times those things come through conflict or having to work things out; that's what I'm getting here. Okay, even if it's like your own fear, even if it's their fear, even if it's an external source that seems to be threatening or imposed on the connection, it's like trust it all. Wow, you're getting the world and the sun card energy, heavy Leo energy here. Um, there is some kind of completion, a cycle, a karmic cycle is completing, and and it's being replaced with happiness; it's being replaced with joy; it's being replaced by clarity and healing and happiness. This is all the good vibes in the world right here, honestly. The world card and the sunโthat's like universal oneness with all that is, with the life-giver and center of the universe, you know, or of our galaxy or whatever. Okay, it says your destiny is calling you; better answer. Somebody wants your attention; unexpected communication is coming in. So June might be when this person actually reaches out. Keep going; the results you seek are coming soon. The divine has your back; it's always there, guiding, supporting, and whispering. Yeah, that's what I'm getting, you know, trust, trust everything, trust that it is there for your highest and best, that everything is happening for you. Don't fight against things; don't resist things; don't be triggered by things. Look at how it could be working out for you, you know, even a fight or something. It's like, okay, you can work through communication styles or what you need, or you know, you can take it as an opportunity to deepen the level of connection there. Um, and then you have vibes don't lie on the bottom of the deck. Trust your instincts; trust your intuition. All right, this is what your person wants to say to you. I don't know why I'm doing this right now; I haven't even pulled the person yet. Let meโI'm just going to leave these cards here, and I'm going to pull the person who is Pisces dealing withโwho is Pisces dealing with? Wow. You have seahorse spirit: watch and wait; let spirit be your guide. Someโthis is someone you've been waiting for who's been hanging back with this hawk spirit; they're coming in. There is a message coming in; there is communication coming in. Can we kiss all night? Um, can you handle all my scars? I want to give you the world. Wow. And we have the world card here. I saw myself in you the first second I laid eyes on you. You haveโI'm not ready for commitment with anyone, but this card came out in reverse. You are my star who outshines all others, and our love can power galaxies. Pisces, someone is is looking at something from a higher level perspective; they've been really bogged down in the details, I feel like, and they've been sort of watching and waiting, waiting for whatโI'm not sureโbut they're getting some kind of higher level perspective that's causing them to come in to communicate. All right, let's see what do we get here. You had the eight of wands in May too, so I don't know; it feels like there's communication in May as well. Fear is coming back up here in June; you have the seven of wands, the page of pentacles, and the eight of swords here. Um, and and then you have um, the star card, the five of wands, and the king of wands. So there there is something that someone is really pushing through or really working through, and this this is part of a spiritual lesson; this has a higher purpose. It's like someone has to really almost physically fight a way of thinking that is deeply ingrained within them to come forward, and it's it's a way that is based on fear. And the only thing standing between this person and everything that they want is this blockage that is them with them, and they have to work through it. I feel like they're coming in, um, and I feel like, you know, they've done the work that they can do on their own, but then there's still work to be done once they come through where it's like they still have to really work at it; they still have to really push through. I feel like the more honesty that is here, or the more, um, you know, it's like the more vulnerability that is actually out there, the better, because it feels like it provides a safe space for this person to acknowledge their own fears, their own blockages. They know what they want, and they're taking action to come at it. There is a blockage here; there isโthis is usually a heartโa blockage between the heart chakra and the throat chakra when I see it like this. But they know that you are their wish fulfillment and you are everything that they want, and they are learning a spiritual lesson that is helping them them with them them by themsel to fight through what needs to be fought through for them to come forward. But even when they come forward, there they still have to figure out how to be able to say the things that they want to say. It's one thing in theory that you've learned the lesson and that you've worked through it and that you can imagine yourself saying it and that you know what you would say if you had the chance, and then it's another thing to have the chance and to be sitting here looking at your wish fulfillment and to be like, "Yeah, this is what I want to say." You know what I mean? It's it's like, and they can't know until they get there; they can't push through this until they're here, until they're faced with it. So June, there's some things that are being overcome, but I feel like the cooler you stay and the the like more, um, even maybe focused on your own life still and what you're working on and just allow this person to work through their own issues without, you know, saying, "I need you to show up like this, or I need this from you," where you just realize that everything is working out for you and you just present as like the soft place to all, even though I know that's really hard. And just Pisces, take it as it resonates and do what your intuition tells you, but that's all I can say is that there is thisโthere is something this person has to work through in order to come to get to you, and it does feel like you are the reason why they are really trying to dismantle the barriers that they've built within themsel against love, and that you are enough, exactly the way that you are, and that this is something that they have to fight through, and I think they will. You have the King of Wands; I mean, if anyone's going to do it, it's going to be him. All right, Pisces, this is what I have for you for the next three months. I hope you like it; I hope I hope it works out for you. Um, let me know if this resonates; like, share, subscribe, comment. I really do appreciate it. Until next time, guys, I send you off with all my very best, always, always, always. Bye-bye.