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Hello, Kayla. Thank you so much for allowing me to connect with your energy and with Ron's energy. I read over your intake form. I know this is a really hard time for you and I feel like you just had a lot of questions that just came up for you. Okay. And by the way, these are probably some of the best questions that I've heard all week. So, um I think you're reflecting a lot and I sense that and I feel that. So, um yeah, good for you. Okay.
So, let's see. Let's see what we can get here uh for you, Kayla. Let's ask spirit and our fifth dimensional guides to come through. Spirit, I'm the messenger of love. I'm a clear channel for you. What messages do you have here for Kayla when it comes to Ron? Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Wow. Okay. So, some cards fell. Let me grab them. So, what I'm doing here, these first four initial cards are an energy check-in on Ron. I want to see how he's feeling about you. current moment um about this you know situation about this relationship um and then we'll move into you know answering uh those two questions that you have okay so that's normally how I do it maybe you you don't really want to hear this part but let's just let's just tap in okay we've got the hangman we got the five of swords we got the death card in reverse and the star okay and by the way sometimes spirit will come through with with your energy in this because I'm connected to you and give you guidance okay so let's see what the hangman And yeah, see you guys are definitely both uh currently letting go. Okay, you both are letting go. You guys are both kind of surrendering and you know just taking a breather. Okay, I'm sensing like this relationship with Ron uh was had a lot of obstacles and was difficult. Okay, I'm seeing difficulty here. Um, I'm also sensing uh with your energy is you self-sacrificed a lot for Ron. Okay, I'm seeing it here and you both are definitely trying to let go and just find new perspective when it comes to this relationship and I'm sensing he is as well. Okay, then we've got the uh five of swords. Yeah. So, I still see the tension, right? The tension that's always been there between both of you. Um, there's always been so much disagreement, so much conflict. Um, you always felt like, you know, Ron was being unfair and then Ron felt like you were being unfair. Um, you know, there's just a lot that went on here, um, with this five of swords. And, you know, you both are having this kind of energy of, you know, moving on. You know, if you look at the imagery on this card, like it's it's a man holding two swords and then there's like two swords on the side like behind him. So, that's what I'm saying. It's like the fight is behind you. Um, you're fighting but you're fighting to kind of move forward. That's kind of what I'm sensing here.
Then we've got the death card in reverse. And yeah, so Ron, the reason things kind of went the way they did was because he was always so resistant to change. uh and he needs to do a lot of inner purging, right? And and this really is nothing that you can help him with or something you could have ever helped him with. And and I think spirit wants to come through to tell you that it's important to know that he is his own in he's he's his own person, right? His own energy, his own soul. and we all come into this world uh you know with something to to take care of and take care of ourselves, right? Um and I'm just sensing like he has a lot of inner purging to do and he's still very very stuck. Okay. Very stagnant. So, uh a lot hasn't changed. I feel I don't know why. Like I'm being told to tell you like a lot hasn't changed um you know from the way it's always been in this relationship. And then we've got the star. He knows he's losing his star. Okay? So, it's not like he never loved you or didn't have feelings for you. I mean, he literally sees you as the star and you still are the star. Um, regardless of, you know, all the conflict that I that I'm sensing here between you two. Um, you know, in some way or form, too. I'm seeing like he's still trying to keep faith and hope um when it comes to you and this relationship. um but yet has a lot of healing to do with the inner purging and the healing. It's like he has a long way to go. Okay, that's really what I'm sensing here.
Okay, so now let's move into this question. What is uh I'm sorry, what core wound or pattern is operating between us that brought this relationship to this turning point? Okay. Yeah. So, there's definitely, you know, this turning point is a divorce. So, you're wondering what the heck went on, like what type of wound, what type of shadow uh was lingering here in this relationship. So, let's see. Okay. So, okay, we got the pentacle here. Let's start off with the pentacle when it comes to Ron. Okay. Yeah. But when it comes to Ron, I think one of his wounds has to do with not feeling like he was enough. Okay. Not feeling like he was enough or or capable of like the capabilities. Um he just felt like and I'm also seeing finances. So, it's like he wanted to provide and he I don't know like he felt like he wasn't he wasn't providing in like the way he envisioned. Okay, that's kind of what's coming through. That's definitely something that Yeah. And being very reckless. I'm s I'm I'm seeing here as well like being very reckless. Um, you mentioned something about distrust and I'm seeing openness. So, I don't know if that has something to do with uh with Ron maybe seeing someone else or but there's something here about him wanting to stay open or something and he was very reckless, right? Um, and I think that caused some obstacles and issues for you guys over time. But regardless, what I'm really sensing is like him not feeling like he was enough and like holding on to like dear life to maybe some idea of of what it could have been wi with you two. I don't know. But yeah, that's what's coming through with the four of pentacles. Let's see. Let's keep going here and then we can give you a solid uh answer um a solid like you know response to this. But yeah, I'm seeing Ace of Swords here. Okay. So, this is definitely spirit coming through with some positivity for you, especially with this with this question because you really focusing on like what happened and the wounds and um you're trying to figure it out, but it's like there there's no I think it's for closure. Okay, that's kind of what I'm hearing. It's closure. Like that's kind of what I'm hearing from your higher self, but it's also um something that kind of in a lot of ways doesn't really matter anymore because you've you've just broke through something. Okay, I'm seeing breakthrough, breakthrough, breakthrough. You have broken through something by setting these boundaries and by asking for this divorce. Okay, there is some type of vision that is going to come to you about what to do next. Okay, um there's going to be, you know, justice for you in a lot of ways, uh for yourself. And the truth is that this just didn't work out, you know, like this just didn't work out. That's what I'm hearing from spirit. And spirit is really coming through saying, "Look, you just made the biggest breakthrough ever. And there's something to come. There's something positive to come for you, something new, okay? And the the thing that's coming in that's new is going to be very successful for you, okay? The next part of your life." Um, and yeah, that was very emphasized by spirit.
Then we've got the four of cups in reverse. Yeah. So yeah, I feel like the guidance is continuing on here. There's something here about this breakthrough even though it doesn't necessarily feel that way right now cuz it's really recent, right? Like these things are just like kind of happening as we speak. And I'm seeing that this breakthrough is going to give you a new outlook. There's a vision that's coming through for you. There's options for you. Okay? like unfortunately it didn't work out with Ron but I'm sensing there's a lot of options for you out there a new option okay and spirit is going to provide you the clarity and the the awareness that you need in the upcoming months okay so I'm hearing you're not alone you're not alone you're not alone we've got you okay but one of the main things is choosing happiness now and accepting what what what you just broke through. Okay? Like don't go back. That's what I'm hearing. Don't go back. Go forward. Okay? We don't go back, we go forward. And uh there's something here about you accepting this now. Accept it fully. Okay? Accept it fully. Um, you know, those boundaries that you set and and the decision that you made because this was choosing happiness for yourself in some way or form. Okay. All right. And then we've got the six of wands. Yeah, this is this is literally something that when you move forward and you look back, you're going to you're going to look at it like this was victory for me. This was this was me choosing myself. This was me choosing happiness. This was triumph for my heart space, you know. And let me just show you the the imagery of this woman. She's on the horse. She's holding up like a what is that? Uh a crown. Yeah, it's like a crown or like I don't know what that is, but you know like she's she's like victory, you know, and that's really what I'm getting for you um for this question. So spirit really kind of you asked a c a certain question, right? Like you're focusing on the pain and the wound and spirit was like no, we're not going there. Let me show you. let me guide you to where you're going. So, it's almost like spirit doesn't want you to linger there. Okay. Um, but the one card that did come out, the one message was that, you know, it just seems like he felt like he wasn't ever enough or like he couldn't provide um what you needed or what you wanted and he stayed open. He became very reckless. Um, yeah. And I feel like he took advantage of the amount of energy that you poured in and took advantage of your generosity and your love. Okay, that's kind of what's coming through here.
All right, so let's move on. Uh the second question was, what is this separation asking me to recognize, heal, um embody within myself moving forward? That is so funny because this was the question that was missing and uh you know I went through this this reading right now and the word that that I said was like moving forward and I didn't I didn't even uh you know I wrote the question down but I didn't even like focus on the question. So it's crazy to see like the wording just kind of match up with with the reading. Uh I think that's so significant here. Okay. So spirit is really strong here for you. But let let's go ahead and tap into the spirit. What is the separation? What is the separation asking her to recognize, heal, embody within herself moving forward? All right, it's getting a little messy in here. I've been doing readings all day, so forgive me. I know it can be all over the place, but we've got the three of cups, the queen of wands, the four of wands in reverse, and then the six of pentacles. So what is what is the separation asking you to recognize to heal and to embody? Okay. So when it came to this relationship, I'm seeing the three of cups. So I am sensing something about like some type of third party here or like something went down with you guys. Okay. And I'm sensing that, you know, part of the reason these issues came up was because there was something like kind of lacking in the relationship. Okay. There's something, you know, a as as close as it was and as intense and as you know, whatever you guys went through, I'm sensing it was kind of missing like friendship. It was kind of missing support. It was missing like you two celebrating one another. Like I don't know something about like friendship was missing, right? And in a lot of the most successful relationships, you know, at some level have like the a foundation of like friendship. Um, and not all of them, but and it doesn't necessarily have to mean friendship, but like a very like good foundation. That's what I'm hearing. And it's like you guys were kind of lacking that the whole time. And so something to embody and recognize is that the next relationship that you're in or maybe let's say you're not going to be in a relationship for a while. Um, I'm just hearing like friendship is really important. uh friendship, celebration, community. Those are the things you need to embody. It's almost like maybe Ron kept you boxed up a little bit in some way or form and took away a lot of the and and not necessarily he took it away, but it's just like the way things ended up between you two. It's like you guys kind of lost your spark. You guys kind of um you know boxed yourself in. That's what I'm hearing. And so you were put into this box and your wings weren't weren't able to spread too much, okay, when you were with Ron. And so there's something here about embodying like friendship, embodying community before jumping into like another relationship. Um, and just celebrating yourself now, okay? It's like almost like you didn't celebrate yourself enough when you were in this relationship. Um, and spirit is really saying like really celebrate yourself, you know? Um, now that you you're you're setting these boundaries, you're getting this divorce, you're going to have that this this is a good time to do that. In other words, okay. Um, okay.
Let's see what else we got here. We've got the Queen of Wands. So, the Queen of Wands, okay, this is this is your natural energy. Uh, but it's been suppressed for a long time. And what I'm hearing is, you know, you are naturally a very confident woman. You're naturally very independent. Uh very I'm also seeing creative. You know, I actually saw the word creative twice here. Um you know, you are optimistic. You can be you're very self assured. You know, there's so many great attributes to you, but I'm hearing these things got suppressed a lot, right? You got put in a box. And so, this is this is kind of like the energy you also need to try to embody. Okay. Um, I would even recommend you look up Queen of Wands, okay? Look up Queen of Wands. Google it. I don't know, chat GBT, whatever you need to do. But there's something about spirit saying, "Hey, embody the Queen of Wands kind of energy." Okay. Then we've got the four of wands here. Yeah. So, you know, leaving home is going to make you feel like home was wrong. Home was what you had going on there. What you have going on now, right? the divorce process is going to be, you know, uh, a little rough, but what I'm hearing is, you know, you're leaving home and you're going to start feeling not very grounded like like you had your roots there, right, in some way or form. And, you know, now the roots have been pulled out. And so, what I'm hearing from spirit is it's very important for you to ground yourself during this time. Part of your healing is grounding. Part of your healing is celebrating yourself in some way or form. community, you know, get get around people, you know, uh find a community. Uh that's kind of what I'm hearing. Um yeah, and and you're again, this is going to leave you feeling a little ungrounded, a little bit of instability. So, it's very important for you to to ground yourself and again to um reset those roots uh but not in someone else like really dig into it with with mother with with patchamama you know I'm almost hearing like part of your healing process can be to be out and about in nature uh to ground yourself to to refine that stability maybe some type of retreat I don't know but that's kind of what's coming through for you so that you can really um grow those roots into into yourself. Okay, now it's about you. It's time to put yourself first. Okay.
Then we've got the six of pentacles. And with the six of pentacles, what I'm hearing is, you know, I think with Ron again, I'm sensing like you poured a lot of energy into this and you almost like I'm almost feeling like you sustained this relationship for a long time, right? I feel like you put you put in you put in the work and but the giving and receiving wasn't balanced. Okay. The giving and receiving was imbalanced with Ron. And so spirit is really coming through saying, "Hey, you know, you got to you got to retrain yourself now to not constantly be pouring yourself into another lover, into uh another person of any kind, you know, whatever it is, right? Uh you need to pour it into yourself now." Okay, that's what I'm hearing. And the giving and receiving this time around, you know, when you go back out there and maybe you start searching for love or maybe just like again with with the people around you. I don't know. Maybe maybe you're a little bit of a people pleaser. I don't know. Something something's going on here because again, there's something about you having to learn how to kind of balance the giving and receiving, right? Don't don't go straight into overpouring yourself in others. Pour into yourself. Like if you're going to overpour into anyone, make sure you overpour into yourself. That's what I'm hearing. And uh yeah, that I feel like that's something that you should it's the recognizing part, right? That that's definitely something to reflect on. And um and yeah, that I'm just I'm just sensing here that you're not going to be alone in this process. You're going to have a lot of help. Just like accept what the decision you made of setting these boundaries and, you know, moving forward. you know, there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. Um, I think you, you know, what I'm hearing is you made the right decision and just be, you know, be grateful to be alive. Be grateful that, you know, you can still go out there and find someone new, okay? Someone that is not going to make you feel all this distrust, that's not going to make you feel like at your breaking point, right? Um, and so anyways, Kayla, that's what came through for you in this reading. I hope that it gave you some clarity, some confirmation about your situation. In the email, you're going to find a PDF summary where I summarize everything that I just said. And I also add spirit's guidance down at the bottom for your love journey. And don't forget your reflection journal. I added this reflection journal in that first initial email. So, you should have it by now. What I always tell my clients is to re-watch the video, print that out, fill out the prompts, um, you know, write down what resonated, leave out what didn't resonate, and just connect with the messages that I channeled from spirit. You know, have your one-on-one with spirit, have your one-on-one with your messages. Um, integrate them by self-reflecting, right? And you'll get way more clarity and way more value from this reading than me just handing you a bunch of messages. Um, but other than that, thank you so much for trusting me. Thank you so much for allowing me to be your oracle.