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Hey everybody, give you a second to join me here. Um, so we're going to continue our series about karmic relationships, twinflame, soul ties, and a little bit of a of a drip going on here. So, please excuse me.
So, there's a lot to talk about with this subject. Many, many things, many levels of um healing and learning and um many doors to walk through, many initiation points when we're going through this kind of process. So one of the main things that happens in this journey is we end up balancing and healing the sacral chakra, the sacral chakra and the root chakra where we find our survival and mating instincts. The a type of expression, uh physical expression that comes out in uh relationships that offer us some kind of information or change or transformation.
So in the beginning of a twinflame process, which always start out as karmic, that's what's being alchemized. That's why it's a process. Different people will, you know, exit the journey um at different levels with different things and having made different choices. But alchemy is about turning lead into gold, turning crap into something valuable. And so we have to accept that we start out in the same place when we are in a process of alchemizing, of changing, of transformation. We all start in the same place. And where we end up depends on a lot of things: our willpower, our readiness, what the type of soul contract was is that we are working out between the two of us, what our calling is. But the alchemical process is something that will bring you into alignment with purpose. You're going to figure out who you are and what you want. Purpose, goals, personal power. All of that comes out of what it takes to balance the root and sacral chakra. Deal with our death anxiety. Understand how we recycle programming out of survival instincts rather than a higher mind or in a higher interpretation or a a clearer sight.
So in the beginning of a twinflame journey, it's the same as being magnetized to and attracted to someone in a really karmic um unhealthy relationship, both of those situations. And see, if we're in if we're in the karmic zone, we're going to stay in the karmic zone. Then we will likely always stay uh heavily heavily attracted to and magnetized to that person. We're going to keep going back and allowing him to cut another slice. We will grow out of that and uplevel out of that and mature out of that, grow out of that if we are really embracing and making headway. Um, we're negotiating the process of a twinflame journey, becoming a better version of oursel through the individuation process.
So, we start out very sexually immature. And you may not know that about yourself until you meet this person. Because when you meet a divine mirror, it they strike you differently than all other people. And that is part of the draw. That's part of the illusion that we also work our way out of is the idea that they are the one and only or they are the cure or they are the key. We are never bound to somebody when we are in an alchemical process. And there may be multiple offramps that we end up taking that we cannot foresee because nobody knows the outcome of this process. You don't know if you will complete the journey and be with that particular person. The catalyst twinflame that split our sacral chakra open, look up like a banana, and it all hell broke loose. It might be with that person. It might not be. It depends on who you end up resonating with, who is a resonant appropriate match, what you end up calling in at the end. The divine feminine does finish the journey. It may take a lifetime. For some, it takes years to decades. It's usually at minimum a three-year process of clearing and healing, but um for others it can take decades.
So in the beginning there is a unrelenting magnetic overwhelming physical pull towards the divine masculine. And because we've come into a resonant match at that point in our process in in our healing, there is this match when it comes to that physical energy. And it will open up all kinds of expression that the divine feminine didn't have access to before because it's like it pops a cork on repressed aspects of yourself. What hasn't been embodied? Um, a whole new sexual vistas do tend to open up because we experience ourselves differently with that person. And for most divine feminines on the twinflame journey, it will be with that person that you have real orgasms with. Mature, actual. Yeah, I'm not sure if I can, you know, how much I can actually say on stuff like this or how much, you know, being banned or being demonetized actually is a thing. I tend to speak very freely and I don't experience banning or demonetization or any of that. Um, because I think a lot of creators love it when that happens. They're looking for that because it makes you feel special. Um, and you know, being the Iranian outlier that, you know, I'm a threat to the algorithm. You I don't think I am actually a threat to the algorithm and I don't intend to be. So, I'll speak freely and, you know, if the video, you know, gets liked and shared, it gets liked and shared. If it gets banned, it gets banned. We can always, you know, talk other places.
So, it's an overwhelming aspect of self that is revealed to us in the early stages of the twinflame process. And it because we have never felt those things or had access to those sides of oursel, we see that other person, the divine masculine, the uh the instigator of all of this as the reason or as the one or um, you know, as the way. And the truth is we already had all of those aspects of self inside of us. We had all of those feelings inside of us. We had all of those facets and um, you know, ways of being. It it was all already present. But because we find somebody that pops the cork, we focus on the one that really was the conduit, the uh what is the word? It keeps escaping my mind. I'll think of it. The cork popper. Um, our focus tends to go to them. And so it leads to this um amount of Yes. Catalyst. Thank you. You all know because a lot of you have been through this or you're in this um on this journey. The catalyst. It leads to this overwhelming amount of uh energy, sexual energy that doesn't have a place to go because the divine feminine, if if you're in a karmic relationship, is different. If you're in a karmic relationship, you probably have a lot of opportunities to uh have, you know, that really hot karmic connection, lot of intensity there. It's not sustainable, though. And it's not sustainable and the twinflame journey either. And you'll get that hot and cold in and outness from the divine masculine. So, you may have some opportunities to express that. Um, you may be able to get with the divine masculine here there, but it's not a a sustainable connection and it's not something that comes with um any amount of regularity.
So the divine ma the divine feminine doesn't know what to do with all of this unccorked burgeoning urgent energy. And so some divine feminines can uh work it out in more low vibe ways. Um, a lot of uh people do a lot of uh pacing and wasting of time. Uh, because our nervous system goes into this wired but tired, hypervigilant, right on the edge, looking for the next or waiting for that next opportunity to express or to offload some of this urgent urgent energy. Because you have to look at it like energy that's been repressed and condensed for a long time. And when it comes out, it's like a uh geyser or like um like a a caged animal. So it we have to find a healthy place for that energy to to go and to start working for us instead of against us. It's also that early early urgency and that overwhelming sexual connection that is a part of freaking out the divine masculine because you're you're you're dealing with two people that are relating to each other out of attachment wounds and immature aspects of self. And the divine masculine comes into this also very sexually immature, emotionally immature, financially immature, um, and most of the time. And there's two types of divine masculine. I'll go into that in the future. You get the overt and the covert type. The overt type is more common. That is the divine masculine that has more Pluto to alchemize. The covert type that's much more in his uh feminine energy. Both of them are though dealing with toxic masculinity and toxic femininity as well as is the divine feminine. She ain't better in terms of what she's dealing with. Both people are a reflection of unhealed aspects of the masculine feminine polarity. So the covert more in his feminine energy overall is the guy that's dealing with more or the divine masculine because it isn't gender specific. It's energy specific, identity specific. That's going to be someone that's more in their Saturn stuff. And it's not, you would think that Neptune would show up more. I don't see that as much. It's a lot of Pluto and a lot of Saturn. And in the beginning, the level of attraction and the mag the level of magneticness that the divine feminine has for him fuels his Madonna complex. It doesn't matter if the divine masculine shows up with the overt plutonic alchemy battery of problems or the more toxic feminine Saturnian in conjunction because you're going to get a lot of guys with the in conjunction with moon or Venus to Saturn who are in that column. Um, and a lot of guys with inner planet heart aspects from sun and Mars to Pluto with the other column, the overt column, overt pressure, covert pressure. Uh, it fuels their concept or their belief their um toxic behavior related to the Madonna complex and the divine masculine will come at that from two different angles. Depends on if they're the overt plutonic type or the covert Saturnian type, but either way, it freaks them out. And they typically put the divine feminine in the just for sex box or the, you know, it's way too hot. This isn't wife material column. And that's where you get those initial typically very hurtful, disrespectful coming back in to cut a slice kind of behavior. And it's common for the divine feminine to let him back in because we don't see him clearly. We're overwhelmed with feelings, overwhelmed with attraction. Our attachment system is very discombobulated at this stage of things because it's been an overwhelming encounter. And that is something that also the overwhelm also goes towards the defining the divine masculine as the one where he may not be at all. He's the catalyst. The catalyst may not be the one we end up with and frequently is not. We grow out of that. Some people grow together. Most people do not. The uh yeah, the overwhelming uh reaching the um the wanting more, the leaving the door open, the uh um being blown away by something that was so out of our previous exper experience that we will allow frequently with that person what we would not allow with anybody else because of the strength of the attraction and the sexual connection. And that's something that you do end up working through. You have to accept that yep, it's better with that person than anybody else in this world. That's a fact. And despite that, it's a no. Despite it being this uh incredible experience, that's not enough. And we have to take back our power because as long as we keep that door open and we keep allowing ourselves to experiment and to hope and to uh and to allow someone to access us in any way other than I totally respectful uh situation where we're both on the same page because you're not on the same page. If this is going on, you're not on the same page. You're both wanting something different. At this stage, the divine masculine generally wants to play. He's still testing. And he a lot of times did have in the beginning and will continue to have an overwhelming attraction as well. He will have had a encounter with something that was made a huge impression. And that's part of why he will freak out too. And why it's so common for the divine masculine and despite him, you know, have been so attracted to and and so oftentimes legitimately in love with the divine feminine, he will treat her worse than he's ever treated anyone else. And it's fear. It's because when you see somebody as the one or a lot of potential in them, it can bring out the worst in you. And it does that with the divine feminine as well. It's that idea that this is the one. This is this is the guy. This is the end point that will trigger the chasing the overwhelming him. The energetic battery of forcing like almost an energetic force. And both of us are uh mirroring the worst in each other when you saw them as the best. So it takes time for us to work through the volcanic sacral eruption that happens on this journey. And when we come to a point of starting to be able to finally turn that energy back in on ourself, that's when we've turned a corner. We've come to some better boundaries. We are more okay with spaciousness. Our attachment system, our nervous system is starting to heal. And that energy that is going out and we it we're depleted when we're in this place. It it's the grappling sacral um it's the heat dance. It's like it just doesn't have a place to go. When we're finally able to direct that, that's when we aren't depleted anymore. That's when we start to sleep. We come out of this place where our nervous system is just wired and tired, hypervigilant, waiting for the next input, the next dopamine hit, uh the next contact. We're not looking for that anymore because the energy is no longer going out. And the divine masculine is very much benefiting from this. And you can be dealing with a really karmic partner, a really karmic divine masculine that is loving this process because they know that they are the focus and they can be actively soaking that up. The ego loves this. And so when the divine feminine pulls that back and starts feeding herself again, this is when she really starts to ascend because we're not in a place of looking for somebody else to satisfy us, to have somebody else be that outlet for that really sacred expression that's ours. And it starts to uh re-energize. It's like a synergistic process that once that energy starts going out there and wanting to align with something that is unavailable, inconsistent. Uh, really reminiscent of the neglect that we experienced in our parent child relationship and it's not targeted at that person and it comes back home. It starts this recirculation and as it recirculates it builds and it builds. So it's like a battery that is beginning to recharge itself and that is that energetic key at many points. If the divine masculine is going to heal and level up, if he's going to direct his conscious will willpower to working hard and doing hard things because previous to this there's been only shortcuts that have been used. That's all the tools that the unhealed divine masculine has or karmic masculines in karmic relationships. They don't understand divine relationships. They don't understand the concept of compassionate non-attachment. And if they hear that spoken, they probably laugh at it and say it's a joke or it's um, you know, it's high-minded or somebody's trying to pull a fast one on them. Uh, because it just doesn't um if you haven't if you're not ready for that, you haven't experienced trust, then it's not something that you believe in. It's something you'll continually test, test, test, test test. And that is that karmic relationship how you'll never get out of is just the testing, testing, testing, testing. Or the early stages of uh twinflame connection that may alchemize into something else. That period of testing, testing, testing, testing is that period of depletion where the divine feminine is being asked to chase, work hard, prove, prove, prove, let him in again, let him in again, listen to more lies, have more low vibe encounters. Um, when she's not up for that anymore and that energy comes back home and starts to recirculate. This is the very beginning of the ascension process. And sorry, hold on. Violet, Violet, Violet, come back. It's um it's when we've come into wholeness because we're taking care of oursel. The divine masculine is operational within oursel. When we start to take care of oursel, fulfill our self, we're not looking for the divine feminine to do that. There's no external other that is seen as the one. You become the one because it is that melding of the right and left aspects, the inner and outer, the passive and the aggressive, the male and the female. When that comes together, that is when we have that neutrality and the interest in the perfecting of tantric connections or sacred sexuality is all that will do. When you're at that level of emotional mastery, karmic relationships and those hot karmic connections before you've healed and they are hot as hell. Those although you remember it, it's not something that will ever be able to turn your head again because it's not resonant. anymore. We go into a different experience of our sexuality when we have fully healed from a karmic connection or a karmic life or we've completed the twinflame journey. It's not an animalistic freeflowing intensity dependent connection. It's grounded. It um it doesn't have a frenetic urgency anymore. And when we're practicing sacred sexuality or sexuality and our wholeness, it is something that does require patience. It's it's generally going to take longer because we do not have the emotional makeup sex component to things. We don't have the uh the ups and downs that really drive the hotness in lower vibrational or unhealed connections. Those depend on suffering to some degree because that's what we are that's where we're getting the extreme highs and lows. We don't have extreme highs and lows in ourselves or in our relationships when we have come out of our trauma programming. We have steadiness, safety. We do things in our own time. And that isn't for everybody because you can't control that kind of sexuality. It isn't dependent on anything. And um you can't spark it with or or create it or bring it up with shortcuts or plutonic tools. You could do that with the divine feminine previous to that. That that's a big part of the ghosting, the um the in and out, the unavailability. That is something that does drive that urgency and brings up more of the hyper vigilance and the chasing. If somebody is available or consistent, you're not going to get that feeling on the edge. And so your body wants to reach out itself to prove something. So as we heal, that's why the sexual connection, it drops off to the divine masculine. If he's not upleveling, if he is, if you're having more of that comasurate growth, then you will occasionally have those bubble ups or you may have another encounter or another um you'll get you'll get to experience each other again. And as long as you remain in that equal alchemy, uh you will continue to get to experience each other. But once one of you drops below or the divine feminine is in danger of dropping below, that is actually preemptively when the divine masculine will pull out well so to speak so to speak will disappear um and you'll get more spaciousness. So it's a uh it's an interesting journey because there is a spiritual connection. We're actually very connected in the 5D. There's a constant conversation going on because there are no secrets. Everybody's connected in the in the 5D in the vastness of the Neptunian collective consciousness. There's a constant conversation going on among all of us. There are no secrets and we're working something out between the two of us when we have a mirroring connection. And once we work that out, once we complete that contract, we do for each other what it is that we agreed to that that um bond is over. But that does not mean that it won't for some people a fraction of people transform into a different kind of agreement. For a lot of people, once you heal your sacral chakra, you balance your root chakra, your sacral chakra, you heal your nervous system, you complete the individuation journey. You are not going to be attracted to your catalyst twinflame anymore because you will have outgrown them if they have not become a vibrational match of their own free willpower. And it will be one of those situations where you look back and you're like, "How how did I ever see them that way?" Because you're not who you used to be. You don't have the same eyes. And when we change, the way we look at things changes.
So, it's a uh it's a long process of reclaiming your energy, healing your attachment system, healing your sexuality, becoming sexually mature, emotionally mature, mentally mature, financially mature, and delighted with our own self. Feeling whole and complete, not needing that person outside of oursel to satisfy us. We come into a calm contained aspect of our sexuality that is fit for tantra. Previous to this when we're in a frenetic unhealed state, tantra is not I mean it, you know, it's nice fantasy, but we don't do that well because it requires patience, it requires consistency, it it requires a high vibe connection and and we can cosplay at that in our karmic versions of ourselves. Um, but we're typically going to be advertising that on some level and it's going to be feeding our ego. It's not actual tantra. Actual tantra. It requires uh some amount of discipline and uh maturity and direction of willpower.
So that's what I've got for today. I will come in and uh talk more about the specifics of um more of the overt uh plutonic divine masculine and the more covert Saturnian uh feminine aspects of the divine masculine tomorrow or the next day or when I can make it back. I'll I'll try to come in tomorrow and uh if there's any other facet facets of this particular topic that you are keen to learn about or know more about, let me know in the comment section. That helps me to know how to direct this particular um module. All right. So, I'm going to switch over to my subscriber group and talk to the inner circle for a while. And if you guys are interested in joining me over there, grab a YouTube channel membership and meet me over there. And I will see everybody else tomorrow.