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Hello, my ladies and pretty gentlemen. Welcome back to another episode of Look what's happening in the spirit realm with yours truly, Light. Welcome to the new season. I have a very strong, powerful message that's coming through the collective. This is something that's rising up to be released.
So, place yourself into the role that you know you represent, because there's a lot of people involved in this channel and there's a lot of moving pieces, but the central topic is that of a mother and a child. What I'm picking up on is somebody's mother, a maternal figure, saw you as the unattainable player a long time ago—perhaps depending on the timeline, but it's a long time ago—that she was in a relationship with or had this deep infatuation with. This is an energy that this maternal figure could have gone to school with, or could have gone to college with, or could have had this experience of a once-in-a-lifetime energy.
What happened is that this maternal figure may have ended up having the child that you later on entered a relationship with, male or female, but I'm picking up on a son. Regardless, however, this maternal figure—there was a very strong indulgence that they had into this relationship because, for a lot of you, this is a player or a relationship that they had in childhood where this person left them. And this person could have even been either famous or became famous. They could have been a football player—that's something that I've really picked up on—or an athlete of some sort. Just overall, though, there's a lot of success and recognition, this unreachable unattainableness about this person, and this maternal figure had this child. And for a long time, this child was sort of a fixation, a tool of this maternal figure's obsession, where she could have indulged a lot of her unmet needs into this child, and we've heard the term "imshment."
And this child could have grown up feeling like they're not enough, or like they're everything that they do is performative, or that if they're entering a relationship with people, there is this thing about them not wanting to perform, not wanting to, you know, show themselves for who they are because of the pressure that this maternal figure put them in. And it's like when this person met you, you did not see that there was a hidden hand in the relationship. Like, not even at all. There wasn't even an idea that this person—that this maternal figure—was in this child's life, as far as you were concerned. Or you may have thought about it like, okay, they have loose ties or they have, you know, a general, a regular relationship, but they don't.
For a lot of you, this maternal figure was someone who may have even helped this person draft up certain messages. They may have talked them into playing with you, toying with you. And what this person didn't understand—and they were willing to do whatever it takes to please this maternal figure because they don't have an identity separate from her—and what they tried to do was hurt you in order to please her. But what they didn't understand was that this maternal figure was trying to live in the relationship that she never had with this partner of hers in the past. And I'm getting this message of childhood memories where this is a childhood relationship that really left a mark on this person. They never really grew past it.
And what's very interesting is, for a lot of you, even if this relationship hasn't ended or if it has ended, you may have come across a lot of player kind of energies, and you may not have been sure exactly where they were coming from. And the reason is this maternal figure had latched on to your field. And because her field is surrounded by this trauma, this wound, this obsession that she has with this long-lost lover, it resonated into your field. But the thing that I really need to iterate here was that you were a very strong karmic lesson for this maternal figure because you dealt with these players in a way that she never understood. And the fixation continued to grow, especially after you may have either disengaged with this child of hers or left this child of hers.
What's interesting is that, for a lot of you, you may have thought that it was the child who was actually fixated on you or who was chasing you or after you, but it was actually the maternal figure behind the child. And for a lot of you, this child either is gay or they can't form bonds properly. They don't want you like that. It's the maternal figure that wants you. But the thing is, she wants to be you, whether you're a male or female, and take that position, that authority that you hold in the relationship that she never got to live through with this player that she has been fixated on for—for some of you—decades. For decades.
And if you came across what seemed like a player or an avoidant or false twins, a karmic soulmate—if you came across these energies, it's because this maternal figure's field or obsession with you was beginning to attract these figures into your life because she is unable to overcome this resonance. She's unable to see past the fact that she needs to work on this internally as opposed to trying to control the child that came through that relationship or infatuation, as opposed to trying to control them or trying to control the relationships they enter and trying to mold it from the outside so that she could play the role of the feminine where she felt like she wasn't enough in that relationship that never really got to happen in the past.
So, this is what I'm hearing. Whoever this maternal figure is, the reason why this energy is rising up into the collective is because this child of hers could have actually gone bananas at one point. This child of hers, for some of you, could have done what they've never been able to do, which is break away from this maternal figure. And it could have been in a very aggressive way, or it could have been where they confronted them or severed ties with them or just showed them a side of themselves that they've never been able to be confident in showing, cuz this child has used relationships and other people to blow off steam because they could never face or separate themselves from this maternal figure. They were always focused on what they needed to be in order for this maternal figure to rest. And this is what I'm getting. She's always wanted to fulfill this obsession of hers with this lover that got away using this child. Mind you, this child never got to live the life that they have intended for themselves. They may not have been able to reach any form of success, or they may have had an inability to complete things that they start. They may be terrified of anyone that sees them for who they are or remotely accepts them. There is this strong denial in this child's life because they never got to actually start a life. They've always been a product of someone trying to start their life, a product of someone trying to change their identity.
And you acted like this double mirror—is what I'm getting—where you were reflecting the fact that this maternal figure was unable to see past the illusion or unable to choose themselves, but also you were reflecting a part of themselves—how do I explain this?—a part of themselves that sold out to fantasies. And this is the reason why this maternal figure could have turned around and punished you. Especially if you left their child, they may have gone around their child and began to punish you, either trying to ritually tether you. They could have used their daughters or other, you know, friends of theirs to literally create a small little coven in your name and trying to hunt after you and harm you in some way in order to get you back into the ring with the child, male or female. But the thing is, the child didn't even want you. That's the part that's like really crazy, cuz the child didn't even want you.
When at a certain point this child could have reached a breaking point, either because they were being called towards somebody else that they have been secretly in love with—take this how it resonates. Place yourself in the character that you know you are right. You could be the character who's been used by the maternal figure. You could be the character who is the child. You could be the child's ex—the aka the lover is the perspective from which I'm talking about this channel—or you could be the child's secret lover, the one that they actually love, right? And for a lot of you, it could be a same-sex relationship. Or it could be a relationship that has always been overshadowed by something else. So now this child is literally reaching a breaking point where they're realizing—maybe they didn't even know, but now they do—that they can't move forward because this maternal figure didn't just linger around in the relationship when the ex wasn't in the relationship with them. She has taken it upon herself to chase after this divine feminine, male or female, in order to replicate them and become them. Because mind you, this is someone who is stuck in the past relationship that they've had, the lover that they've been obsessed with, the one that got away, so to speak. And so what this maternal figure is creating is karmic ripples that haven't necessarily formed—but because of the originator or because of the person and their choices—but they're forming because this maternal figure is literally trying to identify—identify herself with the child or leeching onto the child's exes and relationships. And because of that, it's like this is someone who literally has been stuck in first grade of spirituality. They haven't been able to move on. And since they're using witchcraft, since they're using spells and whatnot, what is happening is that they're stagnating people's fields. They're literally making people deal with their karma for them. And what that looks like is you attracting either players or the child unable to move on and accept their lover because they're having to deal with the baggage. They're having to deal with the stops that have been put up due to the intervention that this maternal figure is doing by outsourcing her healing. She's not working on herself. And so she is trying to use her power in order to rewrite history, rewrite how her lover should have treated her, how she should have been, by trying to break divine feminines out there. That's what I'm getting. It's like—and if you are resonating as the divine feminine—she has had a fixed eye on you and may have even put you through traumatic situations because she is trying to literally prove to herself that nobody can exist like that. Because if they do, that means the lover that she may have believed was even obsessed with her at one point didn't leave her for somebody else. And for some of you, they may have—they may have left her for somebody else. And you may have had that same karmic cycle reflected into your life by players entering your life and ghosting you or stuff like that happening in your life where you were being put in the position of the obsessor, of someone who is fixated on those who don't want them. And you may have had to deal with a lot of self-worth issues and conquered that. And because you did, everybody that this maternal figure has tried to latch on to and create—recreate her history with—have literally started to do their individual work.
So what's happening is this mother roach is being pulled out of the undercurrent, pulled out of this rotten cabinet that she's been jammed in since 1965, literally. And it's like now she's being pulled out and having to deal with it by herself, and she's going through a major breakdown. I'm talking like hit after hit after hit. And it's not like negative, it's like awakening. This is someone who is going through a brutal awakening because everybody that she has tried to scurry and hide behind by making them face her traumas is dealing with it and reflecting back to her. So, if you had to deal with, you know, karmic false twins and all of those—these people that have tried to come into your life, get you to obsess with them and all that stuff—you dealt with that and mirrored the healed part of you and sealed off your field. So, now this karmic mother has nowhere to hide. That's what I'm getting. She has nowhere to hide. And the very person that she has been outsourcing her romantic relationships through was her child. This child that has literally been demonized and may have even become the community's pariah. No respect for this child whatsoever. Whatsoever.
What's interesting is that because she made the mistakes that she did, she's always been trying to figure out why and how she lost that lover of hers. That's the thing. And this child was a product of that lover. And so, she has been investing herself, taking time to step into the relationships of her child to manipulate how he or she treats their lovers in order to try to resolve that issue. So, she may have tried to make you deal with her child's incessant needs or unreasonable, unattainable BS because she had to do that. And she's trying to prove to the world that no divine feminine can exist. No divine feminine who is a goddess energy can exist with the weight that they have—that she has to mangle everyone so she can rest easy and never have to deal with the fact that she undercut herself. She sold her value short. And we've all been there. She has put you there through that situation—both her child, the child's secret lover, the child's ex, whoever you're resonating as—she has put everybody through that same issue because she refuses to deal with it. She refuses to see it for what it is—that she was played, that she never—she was never in love with this person. This person was an ideal. And that's where you came in. You became—if you're the ex, right, or the lover in the perspective that I'm talking about this—if you came in, you became the representation of that ideal. And because of that, she wanted to put her son or her daughter in that position of unattainableness. She wanted to make them a copy of you so that she can sort of live in this fantasy, create this little diagram of the relationship that she should have had with this ex-lover, with this long-lost lover.
And for a lot of you, the reason why this woman's obsession grew—even more, I wanted to say effervescent, I don't know why—grew even more intense is because whoever this ex-lover is, their relationship or their life had exponentially bettered itself once their relationship ended. It's like they were this fling, and she doesn't want to accept the fact that they were a fling. And for a lot of you, flings could have attracted into your field because of this feminine and her secret obsession with your life and why you left her child. Why the games that she was playing through her child never stuck with you because it stuck with her when that ex-lover of hers played with her. That's the issue here. This is a very karmic energy that's being dealt with by the Most High and in this collective at this time.
So I'm going to finish by saying this: whatever she had tried to put into the fields of you and her child and the people around her—like I mentioned earlier, everybody is standing on their own two feet at this time. The collective is dealing with their issues personally and they're separating what their issues are from other people's. And as they've passed these tests, as they've passed through the eye of the needle, so to speak, and awakened deeper into their true value, this is someone who's having to stand on their own two feet as well. And I'm going to leave it at that. I feel like I said everything.
For some of you, this is actually coming into the field because the child has broken down and may have even been—is going after their lover, is going after their secret lover, somebody that they have been keeping a lid on. And if you are that person, then videos I'm going to be making after this is going to be talking more about this relationship situation or this new blossom. Like there's a blossom here even for this karmic, uh, maternal figure. There is a blossoming, but it's going to be so difficult for them because there's a very strong justice or reckoning because, for some of you, they could have harmed the ex of this partner. They could have harmed people around them trying to recreate scenarios that don't exist. I'm going to leave it here. Um, yeah.
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