اللامنتمي ...حين تصبح روحك غريبة بين الناس

Good evening to everyone. Channel subscribers, followers, I hope you are well. A significant matter in our lives occurred to me this beautiful evening. Some people are born with a different path in thinking, in mood, in energy, and this is a fact. These are the intuitive, sensitive, non-conformists. They are characterized by high sensitivity and intense empathy, and are psychologically affected by what is happening around them. Sometimes you visit a city for the first time and feel like a stranger in it. You see the people, the streets, the crowds, but you are a stranger, and so is life. Some people come into this life... they are born strangers, live as strangers, and die as strangers. Blessed are the strangers. And this category, which always suffers, no one pays attention to them, and no one cares about them. This category tries to integrate into society and establish an interactive space and an exchange area. They do good, empathize, and try to integrate with people. They tried to create a space with humans and care about their affairs. They try to find a friend... a person who understands them, but they waste their lives and their years chasing empathy, chasing beautiful friendship, and chasing understanding. They wish people would understand them, but that doesn't happen. I always ask a question: How do these people live? What are the mistakes they make? And how can they correctly determine their paths to achieve their true selves in the end? The characteristics of this category, these people who are born with different paths and different thinking, are born different, non-conformists to these societies. They are born with their pure nature, and they begin a journey of marginalization. They try to integrate but are met with exclusion, marginalization, and coldness, even though they are kind and good. Why do people isolate the deep, different person who is characterized by high sensitivity, kindness, and beauty? Why is this person marginalized and isolated, whether a man or a woman? They are characterized by sensitivity and insight. They sense the vibrations, tensions, and energies of others. They sense the surrounding environments, and they are uncomfortable for others. They have a sixth sense, and their intuition is strong. They understand the scene at first glance. They read people, and often reveal the contradictions in others when they sit with them. Revealing contradictions in others is not an easy matter. Sometimes people drown in lies and hypocrisy, but this category, the intuitive sensitives, reveal those contradictions from the first meeting. They reveal everything. This non-conformist intuitive person's analysis is deep. They read the scene and reveal what is hidden. But they face a problem with others not accepting them. Society and people do not accept them, whether in the workplace, in the family circle, or in the neighborhood and surrounding environment in general. And the challenge becomes for them to find someone who understands them, accepts them, interacts with them, and empathizes with them emotionally and humanly. The intuitive non-conformist person has a high frequency, high energy. If they enter a place with a group of people, tension arises from them. They become tense, their features change, and they are not comfortable with them because the energies, frequencies, and vibrations are different. Sometimes the sensitive person tries to deal with people with all kindness and humility. The looks towards them begin to change, they become tense, because for them, they are uncomfortable and unacceptable, even though they are kind, beautiful, giving, and sacrificing, and even though they possess all good qualities, they face difficulties in being accepted by others. This non-conformist, at the beginning, and before reaching the stage of awareness and analyzing their situation, analyzes everything excessively. They analyze every social scene automatically, and this excessive analysis leads them to tension and exhaustion. These are draining energies, and it is automatic, meaning they don't force themselves, but they reveal things directly. And they are often unlucky with people. They fail in friendships, whether at work or in society. But some superficial personality types find acceptance, welcome, and applause in every field they enter. The non-conformist has no luck in friendships. The non-conformist, as we call them... was born and created with different abilities and patterns, and it is not their fault. They found themselves with this energy, this excessive sensitivity, and excessive empathy with beings, humans, and nature. They do not hate humans, even though they reveal their intentions and truths and suffer, but they do not hate humans. Despite this, they are met with coldness in the journey of searching for a friend, a companion, and a person who understands them, even by 30%. The journey is difficult and arduous. And this intuitive non-conformist person makes a big mistake by continuing to search for acceptance from others, which is a human right, of course. It is a human right to find a partner, a loyal companion, a friend who understands them, and for deep conversations to occur between them about life, the universe, existence, and psychological problems. And the non-conformist continues, due to their insufficient awareness of the phenomenon, to be like a hamster running in an endless wheel. They exert effort for years and feel each time that they are close to reaching it, but they return to where they started, like a game of snakes and ladders. They face a trap and fall into it, thinking they will be accepted, but they are quickly met with coldness, aloofness, and قطع (severance) at a certain moment, without prior warning. Some people, by God's grace, have a quick, ordinary, very superficial presence. They move around, choose friendships as they wish, their luck is strong at work, they are brought close in the family, they are brought close in society, in the tribe. They are completely superficial, empty inside. While the deep, full, weighty person whose mind is burning with sensitivity and creativity is marginalized and rejected. They are not appreciated and not understood because they are different. They live in slowness, contemplation, and deep feeling, while society lives in speed, superficiality, consumption, triviality, formalities, and appearances. But in your life, when you see yourself rejected and continue to try to integrate, belong, and be accepted, it is unreasonable to remain alone in this life without a companion. (Paradise without people is unbearable), as they say. And it is unreasonable for me to live alone, be born alone, live alone, and die alone. That is unreasonable. Life is based on interaction, social gathering, and participation. So the non-conformist begins to doubt themselves, and the journey of challenges begins. They say: Is my appearance unacceptable? They always examine their appearance, try to change their clothes, try to change their way of speaking, and say: Is my way of speaking annoying? They begin to change their way of speaking and take self-development courses and master etiquette. They try to develop their skills. They ask themselves: Is there something wrong with my body? Am I disgusting? For example, some people have a bad smell, provocative, irritating movements, and their voice is loud and boisterous, unbearable. If they talk to you, they annoy you, they are nosy. Some people are like that. Therefore, not all people who are not accepted by society are always right. I have discussed the intuitive non-conformist who has tested themselves well. Then the non-conformist begins to ask themselves, saying: It is impossible for these people to be wrong and me to be right. There must be some mistake accompanying me. Then they begin to review and evaluate themselves. They sit for long nights and days analyzing their personality and examining their self, then they ask: Where is the mistake? Then they answer after testing themselves: My appearance is acceptable, my knowledge is vast, my style is polite, my speech is organized, my skills are high. I always flatter people and deal with them kindly. I am giving, benevolent, I do not interfere in private matters, I offer mature ideas. I have all the required qualities. I mean the non-conformist, whether a man or a woman. This happens to the non-conformist woman. She is beautiful, complete, her appearance is beautiful, her spirit is strong, organized, tidy, sacrificing, kind, and despite this, she suffers from exclusion and marginalization. In every meeting with other women, after returning home, she is overwhelmed with pain and sadness because she was rejected by other women, and she says to herself: I wish I hadn't gone out and participated with other women. And the same happens to men. So the non-conformist begins a long phase of doubt and tension. They may think that the mistake lies within them. They begin to change their way of speaking, change their clothes, use the best perfumes, start practicing etiquette, change their habits, even their interests, so that others accept them. Some people are not interested in sports, then they become interested in it so that others accept them. They become interested in what others are interested in, hoping for their acceptance. They change their nature, constantly adjusting their personal version over years, even their way of laughing and talking, imitating others. They try to imitate others. And sometimes, during their meetings, one of them might tell a joke, and they laugh and interact. However, if the non-conformist tells a certain joke, they do not respond or interact with them, and they become frustrated. They will not accept you, my non-conformist friend. They will not accept you. You must understand this. The issue is not about external appearance, looks, or way of speaking. The issue is deeper. It lies in the difference in energy and frequency, and in the depth of analysis and spiritual sensing. They sense your energy. They feel it and are repelled by it. And the non-conformist woman experiences a similar situation. She tries to get closer to other women by imitating their interests. She goes to the gym and starts improving her body, appearance, and behavior to harmonize with other women. She changes her interests, continues to adjust her version to gain acceptance. And this is the most dangerous trap that the intuitive non-conformist person, man or woman, falls into. No matter how much you try to integrate and reach a supportive environment, you will not get an audience to applaud you. And it is not important to have an audience. This is the truth. Accept it, non-conformist. The problem lies in the psychological structure within you, not in anything external. No matter how much you try to convince or get close to others, you will fail. Some people, and they are few, and I mean the intuitive non-conformists, are different, unique. Their destiny is individuality, solitude, and isolation, from the beginning of their lives. They do not harmonize with the social rhythm. You must know, non-conformist, that you are completely different in your thinking, your vision, your energy, your feeling, and your way of understanding life. Your nature is different. You must adapt to this reality. You must stop the depletion and not look for external solutions. I am not calling for distinction here, but this is a reality. Let's be clear with each other. After a long stage of adjusting personal versions and distorting the true identity, the non-conformist will not achieve acceptance. They will enter an uncomfortable state. They will start monitoring themselves, doubting their actions, doubting every look, word, and situation, and engage in long analysis, and self-flagellation. They will be at the heart of tension, hell, and low self-esteem. They will become exhausted because they are living a complex situation. They ask: Why am I rejected, even though I offer everything? Why am I not accepted by my surroundings? Why does no one truly understand me as I am in my depth? These people truly feel that there is something great within them, but the world does not know this thing. And we must pause and reflect for ourselves, for those who suffer this tragedy, and realize the truth, and not waste the years of our lives chasing an illusion, applying old strategies, changing versions, adjusting them, and searching for acceptance. These are difficult matters. We must start with a new approach. I say to you, non-conformist, three scenarios. O intuitive one, O non-conformist, O marginalized one, O deep one, O burning soul that found itself in a barren environment. Here are three scenarios for you. The first: Continuing in the hamster wheel, searching, chasing acceptance, begging for affection, begging for emotional and social crumbs. This scenario is destructive. The second: Some people escape towards long isolation and disconnect from all humans, but it is not conscious isolation. They may experience depression, they may face painful psychological challenges. This scenario is difficult and dangerous. Isolation without awareness is destructive, even if it is temporarily comfortable. The third scenario, and the most important: Building self-meaning. Isolation, yes, but starting with conscious isolation and shaping meaning for your life. You must lose hope in people. You must despair of people. You must start building yourself, and you must adapt to individual life. Most non-conformist individuals who have suffered hardship in society and then reached awareness of their situation have transformed into writers, artists, painters, therapists, or content creators. That is, they have engaged in a knowledge-based, artistic, literary, written, professional, or knowledge-based project, anything, in a personal and deep way, or they have established their own economic projects and found themselves in them. That is, they have built new meaning for their lives instead of wasting your energy, effort, money, and time chasing others and seeking attention and understanding from them, especially in a society that does not appreciate energies, does not appreciate creativity, does not appreciate people who create beauty and light in societies. So you are left with only the last option: to start a conscious individual path. Isolation, of course. Partial isolation is needed. Isolation is important for you if you are a writer, artist, painter, sculptor, tailor, or otherwise. These works require dedication, isolation, and tranquility. And be sure that when you start building new meaning for your life after cutting off your connection with others, you will feel fullness, joy, love, and abundance. And you will receive the good news and the moment you were foolishly chasing. You will find one or two friends. The true companion will come to you as a gift from heaven at an unexpected historical moment. A companion must come to you, and you will share these creations, these participations, and these concerns with them. Previously, you were random in presenting yourself. You were random, meaning sometimes your level is very high, and you find a superficial, trivial person whom everyone applauds, and you try to get close to them and appease them. That's not how things work. Rest assured, you will find your similar version, and they are few, of course. When you decide to be your true self, beautiful things and similar versions will be attracted to you. When you start formulating your individual project, your individual path in life, and this path is what will achieve your true self and restore your internal sovereignty over yourself. Your true self is the reference, security, and refuge. And you know that anyone who seeks acceptance externally, seeks belonging externally, suffers from an imbalance internally. That is, the inside needs healing. And these tiring pursuits are created by the ego, of course. An important note. Some people put themselves in the place of the non-conformist and continue to criticize society and complain, but in reality, they are sick and need treatment, and they are not different like the non-conformist. Some of them suffer from psychological disorders and live in laziness, chaos, and narcissism. Their style is annoying, so everyone is repelled by them, and this is normal. And I do not mean this category of people. I have discussed the conscious, mature, sensitive, empathetic non-conformist who is spiritually and intellectually different from others. The non-conformist has tested themselves, and they are already intuitive. They know everything. Do not try, non-conformist, to receive this acceptance from others. They will not be comfortable with you because you read hypocrisy in their souls, and they know it. You reveal their contradictions, and they know it. You sense energies, and they know it. You predict what they will say, and they know it. You reveal the chains of lies in their eyes, and they know it. So they will never accept you. I wish you good times this beautiful evening.