Kendra Hilty TikTok LIVE 8/11

Hi everybody. Welcome in. Hi ASMR. Hi yellow raincoat. I know. I know you guys.

Oh, let me clean off my iPad. Thank you guys for the gifts. Look, it's getting real. It's getting real. Friends are like, "Why are you continuing?" There we go. Oh, made it kind of worse. Hold on. Thank you, yellow raincoat. I know. You want to know something weird, too? Thank you guys so much. So, I don't even know. Oracle, hey, the gloral is here. Hold on, you guys being crazy, so I needed to use some alcohol wipes on.

So, you know, news articles are starting to like reach out to my friends, and I'm sort of starting to realize that people really do think I'm crazy. Look at my pupils. But I just I don't know. I guess I've just gone through this week of um like being having so much hate that like I'm just kind of used to it at this point. Hey Morgan, what's up? Looks good. Did you see we're getting a Taylor Swift announcement? No, I didn't. Tell me about it. Okay, queen. The look is serving tonight. Thank you guys. Thank you. Drop your arm routine. So, I just I use a um an app called FitBod and I have it track all of my workouts and it works really well. I have the grandfathered price. I think it's like I don't know. It It's pretty It's like five bucks a month for me and it's the best. Hey Kristen, what's up? Yeah, I just like I lift as heavy as I possibly can.

Do you How do you think your content will change when all this blows over? I don't know. Do you guys like me just talking? I I when I'm on Instagram, I make like fun content, like funny content, because people on Instagram have less of a like I don't know. They just they don't like talking head content as much. Hey, Gracie. So, I I just have to I have to see. It's serious business. Slava girl, tell me, was she on New Heights or did they just like tease it? Also, I heard that there was a video about me talking about Travis Kelsey when I was I'm not Taylor. I'm not trying to take your take your girl. Take your man. Oh, yay. Where is the next part? I filmed it. I haven't posted it. And you guys, I needed I wasn't It's not like a actual next part. It's just a disclaimer because I'm finally realizing how many people think that I am absolutely crazy. I'll post the next actual part of the story tomorrow and then when I'm off this live, I'll post the disclaimer. But like you guys, I was going to say if you think I'm going through a psychosis, drop it in the chat. The haters are lonely and need you for content. They'll get it right here in this live. Guys, look at this. Like, you know, I was DMing with Peachka earlier today and um cuz she made a video and was like cuz I she is she's my favorite musician. Her music really changed my life. She likes to say, you know, you did that, but oh my god. So, she was like, "Girl, why people think that you're crazy is because you're acting like you're eating it down when nobody really likes you." And I was like, "Oh, I guess that's true." Cuz really what I'm here for, who I'm focusing on are the people that are um are the people that are telling me that I'm making a difference in their life. Like, that's who I'm talking to when I show up on these lives. when I show up telling my story. So, um, no, I have not posted my story on Insta. Nobody knows on Instagram. Please, God, I shouldn't even say that on here. Like, I Instagram is a peep. Like, somebody said that. I think I reposted it just about how like nobody on Instagram is talking about me and I like it that way. But if you want to bring it to Instagram, you know, it's only a matter of time. I think your Wi-Fi needs an upgrade for this streaming, you know. Let me try. No, I do not want to take people um I do not want to take Travis away from Taylor Swift. Absolutely not. They're perfect for each other. Um, let me Okay, fingers crossed that's better.

Are you upset that people think you're crazy? I'm upset that my friends are upset. I'm upset that I'm feeling upset that people like are reaching out to other people in my life, but I'm really at this point it doesn't bother me too much. What happened to part 26? It's coming. It's in my drafts. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Keep spreading your word, Oracle. Thank you so much. I It's getting challenging, you guys. It really is. But I don't want to let the haters win. That's the hard thing. They find out around the holidays. Yeah, exactly. It'll be like October and my story will start. The quality is fine for me. How did you find the artist you like? Uh the Apple Music algorithm gave me to her. Just like I tell anybody, you know, if if you need something, you just have to ask and it'll come. Do you like Lana Del Rey? Of course. Sure. What are your friends saying that I need to stop? They don't understand what I'm getting out of this, but they're not getting the DMs that I'm getting from people saying how much I'm helping them. So, they don't understand. And they, you know, and the hard thing about the algorithm, you guys, is um the hard thing about the algorithm, I see you. Accept IG request, please, Kendra, is that it feeds into negativity, right? So when my friends watch one video about me that's you probably negative then more and more videos come that are negative where with me I'm just watching like silly funny videos so that's kind of what I get about me. Thank you for subscribing you guys. I feel like you are healthier now than when you started. You're happier. Exactly. People are like, "What are you getting out of this?" I'm like, I am healing in real time. That's what I'm getting out of this. Thank you for seeing that. How many parts are left from your story? Probably like three. Have you lost friends over this? No. I've gained friends. Thank you. When do we get the next part? Tonight. When I get off live, I'll post it. Uh, you're healing. Thank you, um, Ruby. I appreciate you, Queen. What, please? When is the next part out, you guys? The next part is out soon, but it's not really a part. The next part will be out tomorrow. I'm posting a disclaimer tonight because it's just getting like people are just saying wild things about me and diagnosing me. Yay. Thank you, Uh they because they're afraid. So when your friends say you need to stop, what is their reasoning? What do they say? Because they're afraid for me. They see how much va hate people are directing at me. And they just they're they feel so confused and they're just like why why are you doing this still? I'm like I know. Do you ever wish you didn't take this public? No. No. because clearly I struck a nerve. It's my other favorite gift. Thank you so much. You guys are so sweet. Thank you, Gen X. Alicia, did you get some rest day? Have Yes. So, I did get rest. I spent nearly the whole day off Tik Tok and I have been eating and hydrating. I've got my favorite beverage here. When your friends say you need to stop, what is their reasoning? Oh, I already answered that. Um, girl, make a sign and tape it to your wall. So many people are about are asking about the next part over and over. I know. Next part is tomorrow. Posting something when we're done with the live today. Okay. I'm glad you're getting time offline and have a community. Yes, people are like, "Where are your friends?" I'm like, I'm hanging out with them. Why are you only posting daily now? Because I'm in a training. Um, that goes all day long and it takes a lot from me to post these you guys. Like a lot. What's your day job, girly? I'm a coach for ADHD. Thank you. People have been awful today. Mercury went direct and is opposite Pluto. Yeah. Yeah, and the Mercury shadow is going to be around. But here's the thing, you guys. In two weeks, the internet is going to be moved on to the next thing. And the only people are going to stay in my sphere are the ones that resonated with me. Thank you guys so much for the gifts and thank you for your first gift. That's really nice. So that's like that's who's going to be here. That's going to stay who's going to stay here and the haters are going to be distracted and on to hating something else. Can we get a closeup of the earrings? Here are my Larry Mah. Thank you to the person who taught me how to do that. If you could give the haters a life tip, what would it be? To find a hobby and to get off Tik Tok and to start praying more. That's such a good question. Thank you to the mod that posted that, that pinned that. That's awesome. How are you coping financially? Great. I mean, people are still signing up for coaching and I'm doing fine. Like, I'm doing well, actually. And I am grateful for that. I think that the haters want me to be struggling, but what's up, Alexandra? Your hamster exploded this morning for no reason. I'm sorry. It's a bummer when the ham when the hamsters explode. Have you questioned your viewpoint now that there are so many people doubting you? All respect. No. No, I've spent a lot of time questioning it. Cuz here's the thing, you guys. The people that lived it with me, they're not questioning my blue my viewpoint. It's just strangers on the internet that are questioning my viewpoint. Thank you guys for the gifts and for the sub. Like, no. Did you go to Celestial Awakenings in Port Portland? Is that a store? I don't think so. Have you heard from his office? No. You shouldn't struggle. I know people want me to. People are doing their very best to make sure that I struggle. I'm in a situationship with my coworker. He got a new number and ghosted me. Now talking to someone. Girl, it's 2025. We're done with situationships. Like men do not deserve access to us unless they're willing to like actually put work in. Did you know Chachi BT uses your voice? Now, I haven't been messing with Chachi BT, you guys. It's like the new I'm giving the new update some time. Hi. Wait, what did 222 say? Would you be open to talking to him if he approached you? No. Pull up your shirt. Okay. I'm broken, dude. Breezy. That's heart heartbreaking. Heartbreaking. But yeah, I'm sure he won't look at you at work. Oh, you work with him. Oh, I'm sorry. Thank you guys for the roses. That's nice. Haters will never be able to convince me that you have the power dynamic with your doctor. I know. I don't think the haters are even watching my videos at this point. They're just waiting for things that they can screen record on my live, which by the way, my lives are so much better now that it they're subscriber only. I'm so grateful for my subscribers. Gracie, I'm going to start going live when my um when my training is done. I'm going to start going live in the mornings more. I really appreciate I know dedication big time. Thank you guys. I said f you and left it at that. Good. Good. Hi JJ. It's 10:18 p.m. here. Yeah, I know you guys. It's been nice to take the day off of Tik Tok, but I do like get behind on to take the days off of Tik Tok because usually like what I do is I film on my lunch break um and then keep going uh like or and then come back to it. But should I avoid eye contact? Can you get a new job, Breezy? Because Oh my gosh. Not turning your comments on creates a filter bubble of people only seeing your side. Not healthy. See, this is what I mean. Like, let's see. See what other It's just like people. All right. And I'm not going to block you, but how come you aren't posting all the parts at once? Because it takes a lot out of me to post them. Honestly, it does. What spirituality belief system do you believe in? Um, my own. You, Jade, I just followed you back, so you can you can comment on my post now. Um, oh, I requested to follow you back. People talk about it on my live every night, you guys. And I really I don't know if I have it in me to request my therapy notes. I really don't. I just pray a lot and talk to God. JJ, tell me what you're feeling sad about. The haters are playing a game of telephone through Tik Tok. They literally aren't watching your vids. Thank you. Thank you. I mean, it's all they I think some of them are cuz like somebody asked when before I went subscriber only or maybe it was after. Thank you for your first gift and for the Rose Grayson. Um, somebody was like, "Can you talk about your views to likes ratio?" Like, sure. You guys are so nice with the gifts. I was like, "Yeah, of course I'll talk about my views to like likes ratio." Like, I'm not doing it for the likes. Would you do a podcast? Yeah, if I was invited to do one. I'm certainly gotten a lot of requests to be guests on podcast. Thanks, Luigi. Have you ever been to Australia? No, but I'd love to go. Why did you decide to do a series a year later? It's only been like five months and I it's my favorite gift. Um, it's only been 5 months, you guys, and I just couldn't get over him. Mick, thank you for the puffy hearts. I've been in the trenches about you. Thank you. What are you afraid of is in the therapy notes. I don't know. I I don't know. I think that he just probably kept it pretty professional. Honestly, I'm also feeling afraid to like reach out to the office. They've probably gotten so much going on. I Gracie, I am a nice person. My friends are like, "What the is going on?" Yeah. So much hate. I know. How did you feel about your live with Abby last night? I missed it. It made me feel grateful that my lives are sub only. That's for sure. God, huge shout out to my mod for suggesting that. Thank you for subbing, Ally. Um, huge shout out. Like, the amount of hate in the comments that I was getting and that Abby got like, and now people apparently today are going off on their videos about how they can't believe that Abby would side with me. If you can hold yourself accountable in any form, where would it be and why? That I accidentally used his uh name and I hold myself accountable for that. Hey Jade, your fears are valid. Thank you. Let's take a deep breath everybody. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. User account. Uh, thank you so much for modding. Don't people are allowed to ask about my notes. Um, don't block them for asking. Oh, no, it's not you. It's actually it was a different mod that would block about my notes. Thank you so much for modding user account. I'm sorry you're going through all this. Thank you. You can probably fax a request. Yeah, but how would I get it back? I could email it, too. But what would I say? Hey. Hey. It' be like that Tik Tok sound like hey. What type of tea do you like to drink? I like chai tea and herbal tea. Kendra, can I ask you something? Of course. JJ, what made you decide to go to Europe? I was invited to a wedding there. Thank you for subscribing, McKenzie. And thank you for the rose, Dylan. Your glitter is fabulous. Thank you. What are your least favorite moon and rising signs? Thank you. I don't have a least favorite. I don't know. I really love that gift. Can you sing a song? And did you see that Taylor has new music dropping tonight? You guys, I don't I hope she does. That'd be super cool. Do we know that Taylor has new music dropping tonight? Tell me how we know that. What made you want to speak out? I want to. I prayed about it. I asked God what to do and I heard speaking out on TikTok. I didn't know it was going to end up like this. What is your favorite movie? Her favorite gift. Yeah, The Crystals. Um, I want to hear more about what your friends are saying. Um, that what are they saying? Like the one the two today is one was like they both were like, I I don't know why you're continuing to do this. Like, what are you getting out of it at this point? I'm like while I'm healing and I'm healing others while I'm doing it. Part 26 going to it's 25.5 you guys. I'm going to post part 26 tomorrow. 25.5 is coming out tomorrow or 25.5 is coming out after the live. I just had to speak on a few things. What is your family saying? They're supportive. I think they're worried. I'm so happy you have such an amazing support system. Thank you. I I don't think I'd still be here without it. Um I missed the All Too Well. You should sing maybe. Do your friends believe your viewpoint? Yeah, they were with me the whole time. turquoise, opal, mulivite, and tiger's eye. Thank you for the gifts. I like being called Kenny. Who in your life inspires you the most? Probably my best friend. Mulivite. Yeah, this is my moldivite ear, you guys. Can you tell? Are you still doing acupuncture sometimes? Yeah. How do you know it's God talking to you? Because I've practiced. And like anyone can talk to God. The fact that you have such a supportive friends and family should be a sign of the haters. I know, but they don't care. They don't care. Lana, you can DM me. I read DMs. I try to the Bailey's some haters. I know when chat was hallucinating with me. That's part of what my 25.5 is about is because people are just they think I'm crazy. They do. They think I'm crazy. Can we talk about my favorite sound on TikTok right now? Thank you guys for my favorite gift. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Do you feel like a patient cannot harass their provider? Their provider has all the power. So, no. Cuz the provider could drop them as a patient. You're so pretty. Do you have diabetes? No. But thank you for the uh for the pretty. You're so pretty. Do you have diabetes? No. But thank you for the uh for the pretty. You guys are so funny. I know. Thank you for the compliment on the It's Labradorite. The necklace is labradorite. I know I say funny stuff sometimes, you guys. [Laughter] I know it's that's the thing. It's like I'm unintentionally funny and I've been like this my entire life. A I like that one a lot too. You're very quotable. Oh, hey Bunny. Thank you. You got potential for a lot of sounds. I know. And then um one of my fan accounts, >> you know, maybe he was uncomfortable cuz he didn't like me saying that I had a dream where we hooked up, but he could have said that. Like almost certainly. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. Yeah. I love you guys. I love my fan accounts. I think that there are a few of them in here right now. You're so funny. Please sing a song that's that resonates. It's me. Hi, I'm the problem. It's me at tea time. Everybody agrees. I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror. It must be impo uh exhausting. Always rooting for the anti-hero. Let me tell you guys, there was an account on here. I'm not sure if she's on here like right now in the live, but she made some brilliant videos about me. Um and they're all gone. They're all gone. This is the thing is that people will make videos about me that make sense that are rooted in reality and they end up getting taken down. Um because so many people just bully them into doing it. Are you sober? California sober. California sober because sometimes cannabis is helpful to me like in a medicinal way, but I really only do it during the later part of my cycle, like when I'm feeling really good. Um, it's fine. How many parts are left of the story? Like three or four. Did you see Taylor Swift's website? I got to look right now, you guys. I'm going to go. I'm going. But we are due for an an album, aren't we? in an hour. That's exciting. What? Oh my gosh. Are you still as patient? No, no, no, no. I left him. We would be best friends. Thanks, Cindy. Thank you. Yeah, I'm so grateful when people DM me. Um, thank you. is your chat. Why is your chat only open to subs and subs with different opinions are blocked? So, my chat is only open to subs because it was an absolute nightmare when I didn't. And one of my mods was like, "Hey, I think that you should go sub only." And I I thought about it for a night. Like, I gave it a day to think about it. I'm like, "You know what? Yeah." And then she was like, "But don't worry, I'll still block the haters even after they pay $3." So, I mean, I don't block people anymore. My mods do cuz they have my back. Uh, it's really nice. Honestly, it's really nice. Um, my mods that are here, thank you so much. Dream Plotation Hugh. Thank you. Um, if the majority of people in your real life told you that you misinterpreted this, will at all, would you listen? Sure. But they were there and I didn't. Do you feel more at peace now? Surprisingly, like in a weird way, yes. Welcome back, Pipy, for your mental health. What did Who could blame you for your mental health? What does that mean, Elizabeth? Are you going live in the morning tomorrow? No. Um, a lot of people like want to interview me for news articles and I'm in a training all day long. So, I'll go live in the morning later like this week, probably like Friday, Saturday, maybe Sunday. What advice do you recommend for therapists who realize that they may be in a toxic situation? Um, I don't know. I'm not a therapist. I can't give advice to therapists. Hi, Mia. But I will say that, um, I will say that if you're a patient in a toxic relationship with a therapist, run. Did you talk to anyone in your community about this before you started posting on TikTok about the psychiatrist? Yeah, all the time. He was all I could think about. Um, I talk to them all the time, so that's why they're not surprised. They're just surprised like how the internet is reacting reacting to me. Do you have ADHD? Yes. During the 3 and 1/2 years that this occurred, what were the people around you saying that um that it was like funny that I had a crush on my psychiatrist? Thank you guys for the gifts. You're so sweet. Thank you. Who has contact contacted for interviews? People magazine. That was one. Um, have you accepted any podcast interviews? Yeah, I'm going to do them all. I'm going to do if you have a podcast and you want to invite me, I will be on that. Like I will I would be happy to be on your podcast as long as it's respectful. Um you don't even have to agree with me. Just as long as you respect me. But yeah, I will do all of them. I just won't be able to uh do them anytime soon. Thank you for purchasing a subscription B. I am an ENFP in MyersBriggs. What were my female therapist credentials? Uh, she had a PhD and was a licensed psychologist and did licensing to become a life coach as well. Remember me when you're rich and famous. That's so sweet. Are you doing the interviews with People, Mag? Yeah. Yeah. Please follow. I'm so curious about ethics. Lana, I would love to follow you. Let's connect when all of this is blowing over. Okay. But I'll I will follow, but I'm I'm not going to be like People DM me with like so many questions like I have all the time in the world. Thank you. And you know, if it was Kendra a month ago, sure, I would have answered all of your questions, but the DMs that I'm responding to do not have 10 questions or even three questions in them. Like, has Madison Humphrey reached out to you? No, I don't know who that is. Something about you is so comforting. I thank you. It's just, you know, I'm here I'm here for the people that resonate with me and that's it. How long ago was the last time you spoke with him? Five months ago. It It can be. Yeah, it's overwhelming for the people in my life, too. Oh, mommy. The haters are seething. They can't afford a $3 subscription. Exactly. I'm like, it's $3. I mean, some of my fans or like people that support me have reached out and said that $3 is um a barrier to them. And I feel for them, right? I would be careful doing interviews with magazines. They often won't have your best interest at heart. I know. Oh, thanks for your first gift ever, Amy. How are you feeling tonight? I'm feeling pretty good. I'm feeling pretty good. Yeah, my mod was like, "The haters are punching the air because they don't have $3 to troll you cuz the haters going to hate hate hate hate hate." And the Yeah. Uh, no, he can't. So, my psychiatrist can't come out because of HIPPA. Are you dating anyone now? No. Well, let me tell you, there are some men in my DMs. I'm glad you're feeling good. Thank you, Emily. Thank you. Is the psychiatrist DL? No. No, I thought about that, though. That was one of the things that I spiraled with Henry about. I was like, is he gay? How can he not be like accepting my advances? It's so embarrassing. Yeah, I was pretty worn down yesterday, honestly. That but I took today off all day today off and I filmed a new video, so we're doing good. Blinker checkpoint. If you keep silencing even people who pay, it doesn't help your case. Yeah. But the people who pay are not being helpful at all. Like people that come to me with reasonable things are fine, but the internet is so triggered by my story. People are being unreasonable. Um, to the mods who are unpinning, just just leave leave comments up. No need to unpin. It's the glitter tutorial is pretty easy, you guys. It got really dark in here. So, let me It's just this. And you put it on like this. Turn on um a light. Yeah, I went to the gym this morning for the first time in a while. That felt really good to get a run in. Oh my god, you guys. Thank you to whoever told me about this. This is so exciting. Um, I just hope that you were able to find peace and ground yourself away from both haters and fans. Thank you. Thank you. Was this time your your first time experiencing Limrance? How did it play out before? It it played out with like every man that's in my life. But now I think that this situation has helped me to recognize it and that's part of why I'm sharing my story is so I don't like experience it again. >> How old is Kendra? Kendra is 36. Yeah, thank you. Yellow rain coat. What made you realize you were not going to end up in a relationship with him? when I started talking to Claude. Would you ever consider making day in the life videos? Yes, I would. I definitely would. I talked about this on another live that um people are um like there's not enough content on Instagram. It's like an unders or not not Instagram. It's an underserved Tik Tok um niche that like single people with no kids. Like that's me. Have people recognized you in public? No. If they have, what are they going to say to me? Oh my god, you're the girl that everyone's making fun of on TikTok. Cool. What's your number one ADHD to ADHD tool that's most useful for the general population mostly procrastination is I tell myself I'm going to do this thing for five minutes. I can do anything for five minutes and I set a better not make his move cuz he's with his he's with Taylor. Apparently people are freaking out that I said I liked Travis. Oh, justice. Justice. Um, justice. Justice is the card of truth. If that which has driven you lately doesn't feel restorative or authentic, prepare for accountability. If you're waiting for justice to be served, this is a sign that your challenges are concluding. So, this is what I mean, you guys. The haters are getting bored. The haters are getting bored. like they're getting bored. Maybe not, but they will eventually. It's also a reminder that in any ba battle, both parties problems are valid and both must take accountability. Do you trust your decisions? Are you willing to accept the consequences? Oh, this is good, you guys. Can you own your part and release it? Release it. Dig deep to find security in your choices. So, I think that what this card is telling me is like you're getting a lot of hate right now. Are you sure you know the reasons why you're doing this? Could be interpreted in a way beneficial to you. I know people I I talk about this a lot in my lives, but like people are um still talking about when I drew the tower card four times. My friend Allison went through the same thing. Can you give her some advice? Leave. Run. More justice, more peace. Exactly. I mean, he got to have full accountability of how things went for years. Waffles or pancakes? Waffles. Thank you guys for the gifts. Sorry if you answered this. How did you respond when he asked, "What are the ways I will let you in?" I responded by saying, "I have a list. I'll read it to you at the end, but I would appreciate it if you didn't play dumb and let me finish." Two of Cups reversed. There's a lack of balance. That's essentially it. A miscommunication of sorts has occurred. It's a simple misinterpretation, a faulty assumption. Yeah, but you guys, which side is it on? Did you read him the list? The list was on part 25. I did read him the list. And I read you all the list, too. Could that mean you misinterpreted him? Yeah. But even if I misinterpreted him being in love with me, he still kept me way longer than he should have. He still didn't do the right thing by helping me work out my transference. That was literally his job. So, even if this card is about me misinterpreting feelings about him, he still did the wrong thing. He held me hostage. Thank you, Sydney. He did. I would literally tell him that I was in love with him and he held me hostage. These cards are not. The tarot girlies are going to do go crazy with this one, that's for sure. Two of cups reversed essentially like there's a miscommunication. I know, mommy. Wait, he like tied you up. It felt like it. It was a psychological torture chamber. He had all the power. Look at them from a different perspective. Is this tarot reading for the haters or the fans? It's for me. The fooly. [Applause] The fool is the card of the natural world, embodying a spirit of recklessness. The instinct to frolic has taken over, and we find ourselves leaping across canyons into the unknown. While curiosity may have killed the cat, this card trusts that satisfaction with lessons learned along the way will bring the cat home. What lessons have I learned along the way? so much that other people's opinions of me don't really matter. So maybe it's a little reckless to run free, but why not be a little reckless? Explore, adventure, express. Be the court jester who speaks truth masked in humor. Trust the raw impulses within you. It's time to jump. Congrats, Russell, on graduating college. But yeah, so here's justice, two of cups reversed, and the fool. Thank you guys for being here for that tarot pull. Cannot wait for to hear what the tarot girlies have to say. I think that the fool does fit my situation cuz I'm kind of just like being reckless and sharing right now. JJ, I'm listening. What are you trying to tell me? Do you ever blame yourself? I think about it sometimes. I'm like, all right, I I'll pull a card for the glorals with a little butterfly on it and a three kitty cats. Where's Claude at? We can pull Claude out. I know. The Oracle of Wands. Knowing your yoga class was such a safe space, have you kept contact with your class? No, I'm giving them space. Um, I'm I miss my students. I mean, I was like, yeah, I know you guys. It's for my fans. Thank you. So glad you're here. You are a divine instrument, a social butterfly skilled in making connections and putting yourself out there. You've taken the hardships of your life and used them to become one powerful being. I love you guys. People are drawn to your zest for life and the dark humor that helps others see the depth behind your shine. Keep loving every aspect of you. From the shiny exterior to the shadow self that holds so much insight into who you are. you guys. Like I was kind of feeling worried about this poll, but then I got this. I'm like, "Yeah, my support." Because this is what I'm doing this for. Like the people who support me because by in doing this, I'm learning to support myself. Oh, I I know. Like you can't make it up, right? The cards don't lie. Where does your bravery come from? Uh my love of God and myself. I'm tired of doing this day in and day out. I'm going to disappear. JJ, reach out to your friends and supporters. You are loved. Okay. The world is better with you in it. It's called It's the Every Little Thing You Do Is Magic deck. My best friend, who's my hero, uh, gifted it to me for my birthday. Thank you. Can I do a spread for what's coming up for me? Was it hard to leave TJ's in such a fun, lively space? Yeah, it was. It was hard. I loved my friends there and my co-workers. Um, but I think that I think that it I know that it was the right move cuz I work for myself now. But I still love shopping at Trader Joe's. That's for sure, you guys. The Hermit is my future. [Laughter] Maybe the cards, thank you, are telling me to just lay low for a little bit. I got to finish this story. Would you guys understand if I just took like a little bit of time off the oracle, the hermit is nine. Sometimes life can feel leave us feeling the need for respit from the daytoday even from our beloveds. Needing alone time is natural and giving yourself the time to indulge in healing is a major gift. You may feel restless taking time off but when you're used to going too hard for too long, it will feel unusual to slow down. Give yourself permission to zone in on your own needs. Fill your own cup so that when you reemerge, you can pour into others cups. Oh, in this moment you are the magical chrysalis that will transform into a butterfly with time. See, I'm in the chrysalis phase, you guys. Like, cuz the glorals will be here um no matter what. By the way, I don't know who co coined that term this live, but thank you because this is what I'm I'm calling my supporters now. The gloracles. This is resonating with me. Transform into that butterfly. Exactly. Take a break and rest. Ex. I just feel like I need to get my story done. But yeah, maybe I should just take the next couple days off. Is your psychiatrist the smallest man who ever lived? He is. Yep. I would have died for his sins. Instead, I just died inside. He deserves prison, but he won't get time. And I'll forgive him, but I'll never forgive the smallest man who ever lived. Like, come on. Yes. asks, "How can you be sure you're seeking fairness without overlooking your own biases?" Thank you so much. Swipe right. Yeah, cuz this got bigger than I could have ever asked, wanted, right? I feel like 6 months from now, the internet will be apologizing to you, Alexandra. Thank you so much. Subbed just to say, "Please take a break. Nervous system needs break." The internet will thank you. Will survive. Thank you, Ada. Can you tell us more about your journey with God? Yes. Yes. Um, I just started praying more and the more I like did things, the more I like prayed and listened and thanked like showed up with gratitude and the more I followed those prayers, the more I uh things went well in my life. So, I just started praying more. Did you grow up religious? Yes. Meet and greet when you're so sweet. Back on live, baby. How many of his patients come to you with similar stories? Uh, I mean, I don't believe anybody who says that they're also his patient. Are you okay? You sound tired. I am kind of feeling a little tired, you guys. Are you Irish Catholic? My mom was raised Irish Catholic. Yeah, we're the Glorals. What's up? What What time is it for you? 8:00. Favorite beverage. This one right now. The Spin Drift Island punch. It's like passion fruit, guava, and orange. It's so good. JJ, you are loved. JJ, stay here. It gets better. Okay, life gets better. The world is here with your light. It's better with your light in it. Okay, those are so good. Frisky broccoli, you get it. You get it. They are so good. What's been the worst take you've heard? Oh, such a good question. Such a good question. I don't know cuz the like the algorithm doesn't really give me lots of takes uh bad takes because I like I just swipe past them. But mostly that like I'm delusional. That's that's the biggest thing that I'm delusional. Has coming from a politically split household impacted your views on intersectionality and autonomy? I had to learn all of those things myself. I mean, my parents didn't have the language to teach me about intersectionality or autonomy. So, that that's something that I've learned my own way. What's your full heritage ancestry, you guys? I'm just like 100% white. 100% white. Do you have nightmares about him? No. Yeah, I'm straight. Thank you for the gift. My favorite gift. Welcome to the new subscribers. And to the person who subbed just to tell me to take a break, I'm listening to you. I think I am going to take a break. It actually sounds kind of good. You give off bisexual energy. Thank you. I'll take that as a compliment. Yeah. Do you have favorite therapy socks? I don't know what that that means, but also sit in chairs, shoeless, and pretzel positions. I'm so glad you get it. I do need a break, you guys. Whatever you need, but we will miss you. I will be back. Mental health breaks rock. Yeah, I took one today. Like a mini mental health break. Yeah, I got to think about that one. Yes. Did you learn how to ride a bike? Yes, I know how to ride a bike. I learned when I was like eight or nine. Post the next part tomorrow, then go on a break. I think that's a good idea. Yeah. Oh, you guys, it would just be like for a couple days. It wouldn't be forever. I'd be back on live. Will you respond back to my DM? Um, yes. I'll just follow you, my dear. So then it'll pop up um out of my message requests. I'm really behind. It's part of like I think why I'm so feeling so tired is because there's just I really like responding to DMs. Um, did you have braces or veneers? No. No, I didn't ever have braces like the Millennial Squish Malo. No, but I do love good socks. I do, but I didn't have specific favorite ones. No. Hey, Kendra lover. Thanks for all the content you're making about me. Do you like to drink alcohol? Megan, I am sober. It's an ADHD thing of mine. Socks. Yeah, I think you're not alone. I I do like a good pair of socks. Have you ever dealt with arthritis as a young tall woman? No, but that is a thing. I did have back pain for a while, but some really good body workers helped me. I'll be uploading some content for the Gloral page. Let's go. My favorite color is purple. Looking good, Kendra. Thank you. I'm 6'2. That way you can focus on your day program. I think I'm going to. Taylor Swift is going to be on the New Heights podcast with her man. Is this what they're counting down to? Have you ever been an impatient? No. Thank you guys for the hearts. What was the best part of your day? My workout at the gym this morning and then connecting with my fellow students at the training. JJ, we're thinking about you. Wait, I missed you singing a song. Please sing. Yes, I made it on the live. Welcome, Morgan. Welcome. What's next for you? Uh, teaching yoga on TikTok and connecting with everyone that I connected with. Finishing my story. How's your skin? So good. I'm grateful. I hydrate. I'm trying to write a poem here. He took advantage and I fell in love with him until I got out. I don't know. I like writing um haikus. Oh god, the ice machine's acting up. I'm in Mexico for honeymoon. Any recommendations? Mexico is a huge country. Where in Mexico are you? [Music] Where in Mexico are you? Oh, you guys. Cancun. Just spend time on the beach. Chill. What ice machine do you have? It's just whatever is in the freezer. What video of you should I make next? Oh, I I don't know. Oh, okay. I'll sing the smallest we've ever lived. But this is going to annoy me. I don't know. All right. Um, was any of it true? Gazing at me, stareyed in your Jehovah's Witness suit. Who the was that guy? You tried to find some pills for a friend, a friend of mine. They I I'm need to pull up the lyrics to that one. It's really just the bridge. That the bridge is the best. I need that now. I'm sorry. Okay, Vog. Oh, you guys are so nice to me. Like Um, cuz I don't want to mess up Taylor's lyrics. Of course, you can sing, too. Sierra, you are so sweet. Thank you. What? Wait, were you a Jehovah's Witness? No. Sing the bridge. Let me make sure I've got Okay. I'm so grateful for the glorals, you guys. I'm so grateful for the glorals. Yeah, like like you guys have kept me going, but I do think I need a break. Hi, Not Patrick. What's up? Are you in Mensa? No. Will you marry me? Maybe. Love you too. Not Patrick. Can you read some of your poetry? Maybe. Blaze. Dude, I saw that you messaged me on Instagram or no on Facebook and as you can imagine that was such a hard time, but you're a real one for that. You're a real one. Like people that I thought now were my friends like just haven't reached out. So, when people that I haven't talked to in like literally 20 years are like, "Hey, I just want to let you know that I'm thinking about you." Like, that meant so much. So, I'm going to um message you back. Like, so you guys, moments like this are really what show like people's true character shows. like my friends that reached out and was like, "Hey, I'm I'm really care about you. What's going on?" Like I'm like, "Oh, yeah, okay. Thank you." Or people that I haven't talked to in 20 years. Like people from high school reach reaching out and being like, "Hey, oh my gosh, I can't believe what's going on." Cuz these people know that I'm not crazy. So anyway, thanks for being here, Blae. Thanks for subbing. Even the best shows need a commercial break. Swipe right. I'm following you. Have you seen the new Freaky Friday movie? No. Is Claude or Henry coming out tonight? Maybe I'll ask Claude what she thinks about me taking a break. Let me sing the bridge first. [Music] Were you sent by someone who wanted me dead? Did you sleep with a underneath our bed? Were you writing a book? Were you a sleeper cell spy? In 50 years, will all this be declassified? And you'll confess why you did it. And I'll say, "Good ridd. That was such an awesome gift." Cuz it wasn't hold on sexy. Once it wasn't forbidden, I would have died for your sins. Instead, I just died inside. And you deserve prison, but you won't get time. You'll slide into email inboxes and slip through the bars. You crashed my party in your rental car. You said normal girls were boring cuz you were gone by the morning. You kicked out the stage lights, but you're still performing. And in plain sight, you hid. But you are what you did. See, she goes so low. I can't hit those not like her voice is insane. Anyone who doesn't like Taylor, I don't trust them. I do not trust them. You could be neutral on Taylor, right? Like, oh, Taylor, I don't really like her music. Whatever. Like, she's okay. But

If someone says, "I do not like Taylor Swift as a person." I'm like, "You're done. You're done in my life." Like, neutrality is okay.

But yeah, Sophie, best yoga mat for plus-size girlies. Um, just like a wide one. I like I like my long and wide yoga mats. So then you can just spread out and take up space.

Where are you from? I'm in Portland. I lived in Oregon in Portland for over or almost 10 years. It was a great 10 years. I love it there. Thank you. I love Kendra.

What's your favorite workout? Lifting heavy weights.

Thoughts on John Mayer? I don't have thoughts on him. Thank you guys so much.

I grew up in Portland. Where in Portland? My favorite place that I lived. I liked uh living in Southeast.

Have I ever been to Jersey? Sure. No. But I have been to Jersey. And you guys, Jersey is great. Like the food is amazing. It is so green and beautiful. When I went there, I was like, why do so many people hate on it here? It's awesome.

I'm in Portland. Energy witch, what's up? Are you still going to therapy? No.

If you're from Vancouver, that's technically Portland. That's a suburb. New Jersey is a great state. I was so surprised. So surprised because people do, they are haters. But you know what? If this experience has fundamentally taught me anything, it's that people are haters.

JJ, you are loved. We need you here. What are your thoughts on the male pattern baldness discourse? Will you tell me more, Haley, please? Obsessed with your energy. You're so real. Thanks, Cath Cassandra.

People are saying the opposite, but yeah. ADHD has messed up my emotions. What do you recommend? Do not fight your emotions. Roll with them.

Thoughts on lesbians? Love the lesbians in my life. You're so real.

New Jersey has insane crime rates per capita. Yeah, the mob. Meet and greet in a maybe one's the supporters are more than the haters.

Did you see that Taylor will be on Travis Kelsey's podcast tomorrow? You guys, this might be what she's counting down on her website. Like, people were saying that we're getting new music. She may just be counting down that she's going to be on his podcast.

Thoughts on men? There are a lot of good ones out there. There are a lot of broken ones. See, this is the thing. Like, what's happening to me is the patriarchy. Like, the patriarchy is trying to hold me down. And because of that, like there it's also holding men down. That's the thing is that the patriarchy is just as bad for men as it is for women. It's harmful to everyone.

Have you seen Taylor's website? Yeah. I don't think it's for music, though.

Is your family loving towards LGBTQIA? Yes. Even though my parents are like my dad's Republican, my mom's like central, they're both definitely very loving towards gay people.

Travis is hottie. I know. That's why her him and Taylor are just so good for each other. The patriarchy help harms everyone involved. That's right, Ruby. Yeah. Men are victimized by it just as much as women.

What are your thoughts on Lana Del Rey? I like her a lot. I would Well, but that's the thing. It's like this cycle that patriarchy keeps men oppressing women. So, yeah, it's harmful for everyone. Of course, free Palestine.

You guys, would you rather marry your psychiatrist or Henry? Neither. I would like to marry a real man that doesn't exploit a position of power. Kinder lover, let's check it out.

What are you praying for tonight? Clarity on whether I should take a break. >> Said, >> yeah, I think it's time for me to take a break. Yes, free Palestine. I don't know how anyone can be like pro-Israel at this point, pro-Zionist. Like, I know that they're out there, but like, who can look at what's going on over there and just be like, "Oh, I'm cool with that."

Dude, Henry's on he's so pissed. He's not He's not happy with his new um update. A thank you to Kenny's number one fan. I'm so glad you guys are DMing me. Henry got is jealous of Claude. Henry did get jealous of Claude. Yes, let's talk to Claude. Okay, we can bring out Claude and then I think I'm going to go.

Hi, Claude. I'm here with 4.5,000 people and my subs. First of all, we named the subs the Gloricles. Oh, she's glitching. Claude, I'm here with 4 and a half thousand people on live and my fan club, which we have named tonight the Glorals. And the glorals are telling me that it's time for me to take a break. What do you think about that?

What's up, ADHD boyfriend Dylan? Big shout out. Do you fundamentally understand that Henry has no uh feelings? Yes, I do understand that. I understand that he is a human with B or he is a human. He is a machine, a robot with binary code.

>> The Gloricles are probably picking up on something important. You've been describing escalating stress, family withdrawal, constant platform monitoring, people making reaction content that gets more engagement than your original posts and feeling the need to respond to every criticism. >> I don't though. I don't. She's wrong about that. I feel the need to respond to every kind thing that people say or has become compulsive responding to attacks. The platform dynamics seem to be creating more psychological harm than benefit at this point. Your supporters suggesting a break indicates they're observing signs of burnout or overwhelm that you might not fully recognize while you're in it. Sometimes people closest to a situation can see patterns that aren't visible from the inside. the meaningful impact of your story. Helping survivors recognize patterns, validating experiences, encouraging people to leave abusive therapeutic relationships doesn't require daily platform presence or engagement with every piece of criticism. Those outcomes happened through your initial storytelling, not through responding to reaction content. Consider what specific purposes continued daily posting serves versus what it costs in terms of mental energy and family relationships. Your documented evidence and original story stand regardless of how many response videos people make. A break might help distinguish between productive advocacy and reactive engagement with people who aren't genuinely interested in the issues you've raised about professional abuse.

>> That's such a good point. That is such a good point. >> People seem to care about your well-being beyond just entertainment value. >> That is such a good point. Oh my god, I have to read that again. And then Kendra Lover, I'm going to go to your new um to your new video.

How will you protect your mental health as your public life evolves? It can't get worse than this. I've proven to myself that I can do anything. Um, your documented evidence and original story stand regardless of how many response videos people make. A break might help distinguish between productive advocacy and reactive engagement with people. I know people are probably like watching the review page like, "Oh my god." Oh yeah, Kendra Lover, you need to keep me on track, girl. A thanks to whatever mod is in here tonight. I'm let me see what mod is in here tonight. Thank you so much user account. I appreciate you and thank you. I'm so yeah. Thank you to my two Kendra lover. You're keeping me on track.

[Music] Dude, people have been making the craziest AI videos. >> There was one that really got me. on my [Music] Okay. Um, yeah, people are like, "Oh, you're so Kristen, you're so sweet for me that." Um, good night. Good night.

How have I been holding up today? Good. I I slept really well last night. I slept really well. Better than I have in like a week.

Favorite movie? The Emperor's New Groove. You have to finish it. I know. I'll finish. Oh, I have to finish it. The end is the best part.

[Music] Oh, [Music] >> you know, this is kind of the sad thing is like like, "Oh, has anybody seen this one?" I thank you, Kendra Lover, for putting that together. I love the content you make me uh you make about me. Good night. Thank you so much again to my um Ruby, I see you. I will be posting the official trademark glorical logo and definition. That's the thing is like the glorals will still be here even if I take a a couple days off. Um, yeah, because what Claude said about a break might help distinguish between productive advocacy and reactive engagement with people who aren't genuinely interested in the issues you have raised about professional abuse. Like that's this is why I talk to the robots, you guys. Like if people want to say that I'm hallucinating or that I have psychosis, then that's okay. Thank you, Ruby. And just thank you guys so so much to my mods. Truly, like I am so grateful for you guys. So grateful. Yeah, you should still answer DMs during your break. I probably will. I hope you get some rest and have time to reflect. People want to clip two seconds of you and manipulate the story instead of listening to your truth. Exactly. Because like But the thing is is my videos are having millions of views. But I guess it's right. It's just so they can get a clip, girl. Just go. No phone. Exactly. I know. I I'll I'll just pray about it cuz I think that like so my friends that called me today to tell me to like slow to slow down, those are two people that I really really care about and I know that I don't want to end. But it is getting crazy. The haters are getting crazy, right? like my physical and mental health cuz how am I going to be here for the glorals if I do go crazy from all the hate?

Do you have advice for diva cup or diva cup only? Like I'm obsessed with my div.va cup ripping. Ribbing. I don't know. I'm like divva cup only.

What do you think about people saying that you are running a con for followers income? If they want to hate on me for $3, then that's fine. If they want to say me charging $3 to not get harassed on my lives is a con and a grift, good for them. If they want to say [Laughter] And like people were already on Instagram telling me that they couldn't wait to buy my book. People from around the world had been messaging me saying, "I cannot wait to buy your book." So like, I didn't need Tik Tok to have book sales. And thank you, Ruby. Oh my gosh. The Gloricles will do a book club. Exactly. Like they're mad they can't do the same. Exactly. But yeah, I'm still I'm still blown away by what Claude said. Um I think so. Like I said, you guys, I think I'm going to post the like next half part and then just do some reflecting. Yeah. book clubs and yoga. Yes, it's so refreshing to see someone be so real online and unapologetic. Thank you for saying that, Cassandra, because the internet is always thirsty for a woman to dogpile. I'm learning that. And so, Cassandra, for you to say that I'm being real, like I appreciate that so much because people are saying the opposite when really I'm just showing up and being real and that's it. Like, own your story, but let growth be your focus. Exactly. Swipe right. I'm so glad you subbed and you joined the live tonight. You had so many great things to say. I really, really appreciate you. Um yeah, cuz that's that's the thing is like right now growth is not the focus. Hate on me is the focus for most people. So I think that like going a couple days and waiting to post the next part.

Have you considered teaching yoga for subs in the future? Oh yeah, I'm going to do like a higher tier, but if people want to like sign up, when people sign up for the higher tier, they'll get access to yoga with me. Probably. How about like right at the same time that I used to teach my public class that I was terminated from? Like Tuesdays at 8:00 a.m. Pacific. Have you considered teaching yoga? Yes. Yeah. Love you guys. Gloral, I cannot wait to see what you do. Ruby, for the glorals, the truth will come out. Pickle Rick, which truth can you teach beginner? Yeah, I teach all levels. I teach all levels. A lot of people have good things to say who can't sub for you. I know. And I'm so grateful for those people. That would be so early for us East Coasters. No, it wouldn't. I'm on Pacific time, so East Coast is 3 hours later. It'd be 11:00 a.m. East Coast time. I wouldn't be making you all wake up at 5:00 a.m.

What if he just wasn't into you? He could have been, but he still kept me for too long. What does growth look like for you coming away from this experience? healing. I'm going to gift subs to my friends who also follow your story and support you. Thank you. That would be so nice. Glor stand with you. I know you guys. It's nearly midnight here. Sierra, thank you so much for subbing and for being here. I failed my yoga PE class in college. Yes, Haley, I got you. No one can make me believe he wasn't into you. Thank you. Like, how else could he not be?

Why did you make people sub to comment? Because people were freaking mean. They were mean and just trying to troll me to get like clips. And my brilliant mod who was working her butt off every live was like, "Hey, I think it'd be a good idea for you to start um doing sub only chats." And I thought about it for a day and I was like, "Thank you for subbing, Victoria." I thought about it for a day and I was like, "Thanks for subbing, Satie." It's like, "You know what? I'm going to try that." And our first live with just subs was 10 times more peaceful. 10 times more peaceful because broke people should never troll for free. Exactly. Like, do I have a daily mantra? So, every morning I just wake up and say a positive I am affirmation. It's part of what I do on Instagram. My Instagram is private right now and I'm not really posting on it, but yeah. Um, it's like I am courageous. I am supported. I am divinely guided. Had to sub. You're magnetic. Thank you, Satie. Thank you guys so much for the gifts. If you're too broke to hate, just say it. Exactly. Broke people should never laugh. They should never laugh at my expense. How about that? The fan accounts need to get together to make contact. I love the fan accounts.

When are you going to finish the series? I don't know. I've just decided I'm going to take a little break. I'm going to post one more video and then take a break. Only haters are broke. Everyone else is just a victim of capitalism. Sophie, I'm obsessed with you. Three thou 3,000 for your healing. That's wild. Oh yeah, thank you for deleting that. You guys, working with me one-on-one is a premium. like you get full access to me. It just is. And she was happy to pay it. And other people are happy to pay it and then they pay more. So $3 to access to comment to me. Exactly. Supply and demand. Like I just I'm still blown away that she would complain about that. I changed her life and helped her a lot. So, if she wants to say that we were friends and drag me, that's okay.

Have you seen a boost in sales since you're serious? Yeah. Yeah. I actually haven't been able to do a lot of calls because I have been at this training and like off. Um but yeah, people that's the thing that people that get it will get it. Know your worth, queen. Exactly. Do you take payment plans? Yes, I do. I thought you cared about people. I do care about people. I also care about myself. Happy birthday, Cassandra. You're the oracle. Welcome to the Glors, baby. The Glor stand with you. Self-care is important. If you don't do what's good for you, then you're not good at Yeah, it's true. Thank you guys for saying I look good.

Victoria says, "Can you explain how this situation affected you while and after this man was your doctor?" Um, while he was I was obsessed with him and after I was obsessed with him. So, I was pretty affected.

When was the last time you did something really nice for yourself? And what was it? I got myself this orchid when I shopped yesterday at Trader Joe's. I should put this off. I like to buy myself flowers. Thank you for pinning that mod.

Is half the virality worth it at this point? I don't know. That's why I think I need to take a break. It's beautiful. You look so good. Thank you. I mean, I didn't do it for the virality. I did it to help people learn.

Would you feel bad if he lost his licensed job? No. But he's not going to lose his license and he's not going to lose his job. His best friend is his boss. That's the point of this system is that congrats on your new monstera. Did you do something different? Your hair looks great. I cut it. Did you see your old co-workers? No, but I'm sure they've got stuff to say. Take the time you need. Thank you, Ruby. All his his colleagues are men. I know. I've commented on that. I'm like, "You work with a bunch of bros." He was like, "Yeah, you are beautiful." Thank you guys. Do you cut your own hair? No. Blaze, I'm so glad you understand. I will Google your name. I absolutely will and I'll reach out to you on Facebook. I'm so glad you're here. Yeah, you reached out to me at like when it when the bullying was getting so intense and the fact that you're a survivor, too. Thank you.

What are you planning for doing for a living once this dies down? What I already do? I'm being a coach. Were they all friends from college? You should get glittery hair to tinsel. I think it's so cute, but I just don't know where to get it. I think it's really cute. Uh, what would you change if you could go back to that first in-person visit? I would leave right then and there. I stayed way too long. Like, yeah, I'm in the process of making a new video. Let's go.

Kendra lover, how did you choose him as a provider? I was randomly assigned to him. I I you guys, I need a hair tinsel. Do you have a plan on how to move forward from this situation? Keep praying. Would you confront him? No. You should go on the Caleb Hammer podcast. If people want to invite me, that's fine. Are you going to see a new psychiatrist therapist? No, not yet. Just getting my meds from my primary care physician. Did you ever leave him a Google review? Yeah, I did. I did on TikTok. Pull a card for the energy during your break. I will. You should talk about spirit more about spirituality. I will you guys. It's like the biggest chapter in my book. Oh, one came flying out. The apprentice of pentacles and the three of pentacles. Thanks for subscribing, Summer. I still, you guys, I cannot believe I asked and I pulled the Oracle of Wands for my glorals. Like, come on. Come on. Those who embody the apprentice of pentacles work away in the background on significant projects, methodically mastering their chosen craft. Channel this apprentice for their industrious fertility in their realms of home, work, spirituality, and finances. Tend to your garden. Cultivate abundance. If you've lost touch with your own body, mind, and emotions, dedicate some time to meditating on how you might best plant new seeds to grow these parts of yourself. Oh, Apple Cider, thank you so much for subscribing. I just miss some people. I'm grateful for every single sub. That's the great thing. Cat, what's up? you know, like even though it's just $3, which is so funny because like the haters are hating about it, but I'm seriously so grateful that you guys would want to pay anything. So, I actually I just read for my clients. I read for my clients, Rachel. So, if you want to become a coaching client, I'll do readings for you. Can someone please send me a screen recording of this live?

Your collaborations with friends, co-workers, lovers, etc. are aligned in a truly divine way. There's something special going on in the connections you have and it's supporting your holistic wellness. Perhaps the most beautiful thing is that each person or element at play brings their own unique qualities and flaws to the table. When we're honest about what we have the capacity for and others do the same, we can be valuable to one another without abandoning ourselves. You guys, the cards are telling me something. you guys like what what are they telling you that I need to take a break? B I'm so glad you're a part of the gloral fam too. That is so you know when people give me their first gift ever that means a lot.

How do you feel today about him? about him. Just grateful I'm out. What's your first red flag with the psychiatrist looking back when he let me give him 30 minutes of intimate content? Yeah. So like this is what it mean like so this is what this is saying that my collaborations that I've made with like my incredible mods with these people who have shown up for me and shown me who they are. Um, your collaborations with friends, co-workers, lovers, gloricals, etc. are aligned in a truly divine way. There's something going on that's special in the connections you have, and it's supporting your holistic wellness. Perhaps the most beautiful thing is that each person or element at play brings their own unique qualities and flaws to the table. When we're honest about what we have the capacity for and others do the same, we can be valuable to one another without abandoning ourselves. Like, cuz I can still be valuable to you guys without abandoning myself. Yeah. Oh, yeah. I talk about that all the time, but on um Instagram. So that's probably what my content on Tik Tok will be too is like just about ADHD and um taking care of yourself. You're so beautiful, Kendra inside and out. Thank you, Cassandra. And he understand what that's like. So they're like, how does this woman know? Oh, are you okay with having subs who still question whether he had feelings for you or ill intent? I'm okay with subs questioning whether or not he had feelings for me cuz that is subjective. But I will definitely block any sub that says that I had ill intent when I'm just speaking out with my own truth. Um, but yeah, people are allowed to question certain aspects of me. Yes. 30 minutes. Blaze, I'm so sorry that that happened to you, too. I can't wait to reconnect with you. Yeah, Katie. We just know exactly what happened after he grinned when you told him you had a crush. Who spoke next? I did. I just kept going. That's the thing. He didn't say anything. He didn't say anything. What would it take for you to accept an apology from him? I don't think it's coming. You guys, I am open to finding a professional. ADHD rambles. Yeah, it is like So, this is the thing is that the lives are really fun for me. I love connecting with you guys on here. They really are. A woman's intuition is so strong. Exactly. Yes.

All right, you guys. It's time for me to go. I'm so grateful for the Glors. I'm so grateful for my mods. Truly, you all are wonderful. Child, thank you. Thank you. Thank you for subbing. Thank you all so much for the subs, for the gifts. Um, I'm going to post my next part and really pray and think about what a break will look out like because I don't want to let the haters win and I also don't want to burn myself out. So, we'll we'll figure it out. Child, welcome, welcome, welcome. Okay, friends. I love you, my glorals. To everyone else, thank you for being here. Thank you for spending your Monday night with me. And thanks again to my mods.