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Yeah, yeah. I'm done with all the drama. I'm done with stressing and expecting all the karma. I'm done with munching all the calas. Yeah, I try to end it, so how can I blame my father? But I still do. How you live with your thoughts when it's your own thoughts trying to kill you? Almost like I'm waiting for these pills to have things with [ __ ] I never feel true. Said there a [ __ ] and as a woman, Cupid with an arrow. The [ __ ] with a bullet. Don't expect me to for girl, I really think I couldn't. My generation's [ __ ]. Yeah, these demons keep on pushing, trying to push me off of a cliff. I'm barely hanging on, man. I'm really on a brink. And I know I got a bright cuz all I do is think. But my thoughts go in the cup and I just sit and watch a sing. Like say I really could be right. Put the sword of all my [ __ ], left it all behind. Still here with his R in my Sprite. Going doctor shopping, trying to get myself prescribed some [ __ ] medication. I know I'm helping my life. Dedicated to the music, man. All I do is write. But I dropping [ __ ]. I just bottle up my M. Same [ __ ], different day, another fight. Like I'm really on my ground, please wait for me. Music's all I got. It ain't nothing that you can take from me. But I haven't even dropped, so the blame's on me. I just been thinking about these snakes who changed on me. But I hate going down that hole cuz it is what it is. My heart's pure and gold and I know it out myself. You can't [ __ ] with my soul. I just got to keep on kicking till I got to my goals. Like, and I don't want to complain, but I swear to [ __ ] God, I can't bottle this pain. Bottle these thoughts, yes, like I'm going insane. Just say the way that I move a lot. I really my might's not. So I guess I got to accept it. Can't let them hold me back. Like a brother got the tension, I got the ball, I'm running. No away for an interception. You to see me soon. I'm just waiting on a connection. Did it be you?
[Music]
Know, trying to stay patient and [ __ ]. I'll get there. Yeah, cuz I look, I'm be to go lie. Um, I'm I'm going to be off the radar for just for a few months. Shout my boys in Melbourne. Peace.