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April 5th, 1899, vol 2. How Jesus keeps her concealed in his love. My soul continued in its annihilation and fear of losing sweet Jesus. When in one instant he made himself seen all of a sudden and told me, "I keep you in the shadow of my charity, and since a shadow penetrates everywhere, my love keeps you concealed everywhere and in everything. What do you fear then? How can I leave you while I keep you so sunken within my love?" While Jesus was saying this, I wanted to ask him why he was not making himself seen as usual, but Jesus disappeared from me immediately and did not give me the time to tell him even one word. Oh God, what pain!
April 5th, 1901, vol 4. In compassionating the mother, one compassionate Jesus on Calvary at the crucifixion. Louisa sees all generations in Jesus. As the state of privation continued this morning, I seem to see him for a little while together with the Queen-Mother. Jesus had the crown of thorns. I removed it from him and I compassionated him thoroughly. While I was doing this, he told me, "Compassionate also my mother, because since the reason of her sorrows is my suffering, in compassionating her you come to compassionate me." After this, I seem to find myself on Mount Calvary in the act of the crucifixion of our Lord. And while he suffered the crucifixion, I could see, I don't know how, all generations past, present, and future in Jesus. And since Jesus had everyone within himself, he felt all the offenses that each of us would give him, and he suffered for all in general and for each individual in particular, in such a way that I could see also my sins and the pains that he suffered for me individually. And I could also see the remedy that he administered to us with the exception of no one for our evils and for our eternal salvation. Now, who can say all that I saw in blessed Jesus from the first to the last man? As I was outside of myself, I could see things clearly and distinctly, but finding myself inside myself, I see them all confused. So, in order to avoid nonsense, I stopped here.
April 5th, 1908, volume 8. All that the Queen Mama contains has its origin in the Fiat. Continuing in my usual state, I found myself outside of myself within a garden, in which I could see the Queen Mama placed on a very high throne. I yearned to go up there to kiss her hand, and as I tried to go, she came to meet me, giving me a smacking kiss on my face. And looking at her, I saw as though a globe of light in her interior, and within that light there was the word Fiat. From that word descended many different unending seas of virtues, graces, greatnesses, glory, joys, beauties, and everything that our Queen Mama contains as a whole. Everything was rooted in that Fiat, and all of her good works took their origin from the Fiat. Oh, new, patent, fecund, holy Fiat! Who can comprehend you? I feel mute; it is so great that I can say nothing. Therefore, I stopped here. So, I looked at her with amazement, and she said to me, "My daughter, all of my saying that he came out from within the word Fiat. I did not move even for one breath, one step, one action, or anything at all, if not within the will of God. My life, my food, my all was the will of God, and this produced such sanctity, riches, glories, honors for me, not human but divine. So, the more the soul is united, identified with the will of God, the more she can be called holy, and she is loved more by God. And the more she is loved, the more she is favored, because her life is nothing but the product of the will of God. How can He not love her if she is His own thing? Therefore, one must not look at how much or how little he does, but rather at whether it is wanted by God. In fact, the Lord looks more at something little if it is according to His will, then it's something great without it."
April 5th, 1914, volume 11. All the work of one who lives in the Divine Will becomes light from His light. Continuing in my usual state, my adorable Jesus made himself seen inside an immensity of light, while I was swimming inside this light, feeling it flowing in my ears, and my eyes, in my mouth, and everything. Jesus told me, "My daughter, if the soul who does My will works, her work becomes light. If she speaks, thinks, desires, walks, and so forth, her words, thoughts, desires, and steps all turn into light, but light drawn from My son, My will. It attracts the soul who does My volition with so much force that it makes her spin continuously around this light, and as she spins, she takes more light, which keeps her captured within Me." And of April 5th. Fiat.