Urtei

Hello. So, I will begin your soul reading with a bit of astrological analysis. And first, what I see, what I want to highlight, is that there might be some internal division within you, because you have Mars in the first house, which indicates that you are truly self-assured, confident in yourself, but the Sun is in the 12th house, which suggests that you can still feel best and function best when you are alone. You might not like workplaces where you have to sit in one space with many people. You might feel that you concentrate better, function better where you have privacy. But overall, the 12th house is very strong for you, which indicates that living abroad suits you very well, especially in distant countries, studying abroad, and also delving into topics of spirituality, consciousness, yoga, but yoga not as a sport, but as a direction of spirituality, calming, and consciousness. You also have the Moon in the 11th house, which indicates that for you to feel happy, to feel like you are living a truly quality life, it can always be important to have goals and aspirations, but here it is also very important to pay attention to being able to enjoy what has already been achieved, because the Moon is quite sensitive, it is quite emotional, and sometimes it creates the desire for more and more and more, and then a person gets stuck in that cycle, where it seems like I'm dreaming of something, I achieve it, I don't even allow myself to enjoy it, because another dream immediately falls, and it seems like I have to spin in the same cycle again. It might be that you will always want something, you will always want to try new activities, you will always want to go somewhere, do something, try something, and everything is truly fine with that. But what is important for yourself is that there is no feeling that, well, something is always wrong, always not as I want, to learn to stop and enjoy what is already here at the moment. But here too, there is a very good nuance of the Moon, that you can see opportunities much more broadly than other people. That you understand that there are many opportunities in the world, that it is not just A or B, that there is plan A, B, C, D, E, FG, and many others, that you do not live enclosed by only four walls and do not have to settle for something small, because in life you can get everything you want, you just need perseverance and effort. Here the Moon would also indicate that the circle of friends is very important, that it can be important to have people in your life with whom you feel emotional depth. Again, the Moon here indicates that superficial friendships may not interest you at all. And also, since your Moon is in the sign of Cancer according to Vedic astrology, when you meet a person who is truly important to you, you can become very protective, and you will automatically want the same from that person. Well, and here again I return to Mars in the first house. It gives you a lot of inner strength, a lot of ability to stand up for yourself, a lot of inner power to pursue your goals, such a inability to lose. sometimes it goes more into competitiveness, and it is very important to pay attention to whether you do not feel that the opposite sex, men, are weaker than you, because then it can hinder relationships a bit, because Mars will automatically aspect the seventh house, the house of relationships, which indicates that it may be that in relationships with men you will feel a bit stronger than them, and this is not necessarily true. It could be your own assessment based on the fact that you simply have more of that fiery spirit. A desire to speak up where you see injustice, a desire to defend others, a desire to defend yourself. And, for example, if you choose a calmer person in a couple, it might automatically seem that he is weaker, but again, it is not necessarily so. perhaps his strengths are somewhere else. However, Pisces here slightly sensitizes and balances relationships. So Pisces are a bit more emotional and they can somewhat dampen that Martian energy. But I also want to add that in relationships, it can be very, very important to have common activities, that if there is not enough time together, you immediately feel it in the quality of the relationship, because Mars is action-oriented. This means that if you feel that some friction is starting to appear in the relationship, the relationship is starting to be unsatisfactory, of course, if there are no other obvious reasons why this might be, then it is highly recommended to pay attention to what you can do together, so that the energy simply dissipates, because when it accumulates and is not released, conflict automatically arises. You also have Saturn in the fifth house, which indicates that it can be very important for you to create something of your own in your life. This house encompasses both the theme of motherhood, that is, children, and children in a figurative sense. This would be some creation, for example, your own business, or a written book, or some crafts, something that arises from your idea, from your desires. In general, in the theme of motherhood, you may have a bit more discipline for children, more of a schedule, you don't want chaos to prevail in the home or in the children's world, for example. And what is important is that Saturn has a strong effect until around the age of 35. So until this age, the theme of motherhood may be slower for you in general. For example, there are women who do not want children until around that age. They build their personal lives, pursue their goals, and the desire for children either comes later, or does not come at all. And for some who have children earlier, until around the age of 35, there may be more challenges in that area. So, for example, some upbringing issues, some triggers, for example, from motherhood, which with time one learns to live with them and it becomes easier, because after about 35 years, Saturn's energy softens a bit. Similarly, it can be with creativity, that until this age you want to create something, but you don't know how. You don't know, you seem to have some idea. It floats in your head somewhere on the surface, but you don't know how to put it into something that sees the light of day. So it's like you want to do something, but you don't know what. But what is very interesting is that you have Rahu in the fourth house. Rahu shows where our soul's main mission in this life is. What we need to pay more attention to. And you have Rahu precisely in the fourth house, which is home and family hearth, that the soul has come to learn to be without constant aspirations, without the constant desire to climb the career ladder, because automatically, if Rahu is in the fourth house, Ketu is in the 10th house, which indicates that the career theme is as if worked through, and in this life you may not even want to climb the career ladder or strive for some career heights, if that is the case, then everything is truly fine with it, because that is what the soul chose. But you may do quite well at work, because where Ketu is, the soul has expertise, it is experienced there, results can come quite easily there, but at the same time, if you concentrate solely on your career and strive for heights, some leadership positions, and so on, it may be that over time the career itself will start to be very unsatisfactory and you will feel emptiness inside, that you don't know what you want. This is because life is trying to turn you back to the Rahu area. That is, to creating a home hearth, to creating coziness at home, relationships with family members. This would also be creating a family. Speaking of self-realization, you have a very, very strong 12th house. As I said, it would be consciousness, spirituality, such a deeper exploration of life, what am I here for, what is my mission. It would not be a superficial life for you, a very, very deep birth chart, and at the same time your Rahu is in Sagittarius. So Sagittarius also gives a lot of spirituality here, and it is very important for you to delve into these topics in life. And if you feel a stronger calling, that you really want to delve into it, possibly one of your missions is not only to accumulate knowledge, but also to pass it on to others, in whatever form you choose to do it. Whether it's a book and your experience, or training, women's circles. or you decide to lead, I don't know, yoga, meditations, and share the things you learn yourself with your experience with others. And it is very important for you to delve into the questions of your mission, to somehow broaden your worldview, to meditate. These may be things that attract you very automatically. It may be that this analysis will help you perhaps start doing that. And Sagittarius, the sign of Sagittarius is associated with religion, philosophy, broadening horizons. This would be active travel, especially to distant countries, exotic countries, as well as active, intense development of consciousness. And it would be very beneficial to see different cultures, different people, how they live, not to close yourself off in your small, safe world. And often, for other zodiac signs, there are listed such things as fundamental professions that are recommended. When you notice, there are no such things listed for Sagittarius. And what is interesting is that here it is recommended to choose those professions that resonate with your worldview. Automatically, if a person is conscious, they will not choose professions that completely contradict their values. So it is very important to feel it yourself, to feel what you want, what interests you, where you feel meaning. It is important that you feel meaning and that your chosen work aligns with your values. But according to the request of Sagittarius itself and its energy, it would be everything related to helping others, to helping others expand their consciousness. So some women's circles, activities, then yoga, for example, meditations, rebirthing, breathing, and so on. Even astrology and Tarot could be well within these areas, although they are more suited to the eighth house. This would be the house of esotericism, but there can be a tendency towards it. I am moving on to the Tarot part, and the first question I will analyze will be what are you learning right now? What is important to you? Four of Pentacles falls for me. Four of Pentacles is about learning to let go of control, to understand that we cannot control everything, no matter how much we want to. This can be a fear that something will not happen as you want. And I don't mean something selfish, that I want it to be this way. No, it's just a fear. What if I can't predict what will happen? What if I can't prepare for it? Well, such a real fear that I will lose control. What else is important? Seven of Swords, Wheel of Fortune, and reversed Five of Swords fall. Seven of Swords is usually about taking actions behind someone's back, and either it's a fact that you are doing it, or that someone is doing it to you. And I have the impression that, especially with the Wheel of Fortune nearby, the cards are encouraging to end that cycle, that if you are doing this behind someone's back, whatever it may be, it is recommended to finish those actions, as they may somehow come to light. If you suspect that someone is treating you this way, it would be good to bring that issue to light and simply clarify it. I am trying to ask what these Seven of Swords are about for me. The Star arcana and the Knight of Cups. I have the impression that it might be, I don't necessarily want to say that it's another person, but if you are in a relationship and there is another person in your life with whom you communicate, or another person to whom you somehow give reason to think that perhaps something could be, it would be precisely about that, if you are not in a relationship, perhaps another person is doing it, that there is another person in his life and he is doing something behind your back. And a third option, since this is not a relationship analysis, I am not going into these questions deeply, but it may be that you are not telling someone something, and that person may feel calmer now, but it is actually a lie, and he should know that in this case, you should not pander to his desires, because reality does not match what he is being told. I am trying to look deeper into your energy, and Three of Pentacles and Seven of Swords fall for me. If Three of Pentacles is not your collaboration with, I don't know, some psychologist, specialist, and so on, then it is most likely about another person. Because I have the impression that there is a lot of pain within you, from which you are somehow trying to escape. And that's why I led to the fact that it could be a specialist, because I am shown, well, an attempt to let go of that inner pain. I am shown Swords, which are communication, analysis. If it were a romantic relationship, it might have started solely due to some feeling of loneliness and a desire to feel better, because here again Seven of Swords, so again such an energy, that this fact is being hidden, that you are not telling others, or you feel bad about it, and because of that you feel like you are deceiving another person. If you want to clarify this part, I can look into it more thoroughly. According to the analysis, I am looking further into what is important to let go of, what is important to accept, but again so many Cups, cards, feelings, emotions fall for me. That's why I really want your confirmation, because what these cards mean will depend heavily on that. I will give both meanings. You accept the one that resonates with you. If one of them is not for you, just discard it, because I absolutely do not want to sow any doubts or anything like that, but Six of Cups and Seven of Cups fall for me. So either there is more than one potential partner in your life and you are choosing, looking at what suits you, what doesn't. Six of Cups indicates that perhaps it is a person from the past, or, as I said, you are currently doing some therapeutic work, and Six of Cups is about your childhood, Seven of Cups is about looking at all those events and how they affect you, as I said, each card has more than one meaning, and everything depends very much on the context. And I have the impression that what you are learning to do is to pay a lot of attention to inner healing, to setting boundaries, to understanding what you yourself want, to stand firmly on your feet, because the Knight of Cups, Three of Wands, and Queen of Swords fall, that the goal is to become that Queen of Swords, who can say no, who can demand what she wants, who can feel good in her own skin and not be afraid to leave situations that she doesn't like, and who can look more firmly into the future, which is very, very important for Three of Wands. So looking into the future and feeling that I can look into it firmly, without fear, without emotions, or if we are talking, as I said, about working on oneself, then about some childhood trauma or a trail that is dragging behind, from some of your past life experiences. I also see that there may be a period in your life where making difficult decisions will be important. And reversed Two of Cups falls for me, which indicates that there may be friendships in your life that have already run their course, that no longer serve you, and an internal conflict within, that either you have known this person for a long time and it is somehow unpleasant to break off communication, or you are perhaps getting something from that person and continuing the communication, even though you don't fully like it. The cards show me to evaluate these things very well and remember that when we let go of something, we make space for something else. Since Two of Cups, well, it is also a quite romantic card, so perhaps it will resonate with you that it can also be about relationships, that there are many internal conflicts and you feel somehow misunderstood, and the desire to make decisions arises, because the Judgment arcana falls, which shows that it is already not very good and you need to think about what to do. This is not necessarily a breakup, it can be looking for ways to improve the situation. Since again, this is not a relationship analysis, I am not going very, very deep, but if it is relevant, please let me know. Seven of Swords falls again for your blocks. Either there is indeed an event where you are hiding something from another person, or you simply feel that way, that you feel some responsibility for everyone, you feel responsibility for their feelings, you feel that you have to act one way or another, because you will hurt other people. Such, well, taking responsibility not for your own feelings. It seems to me that this is what is holding you in one place, that it is somehow very difficult for you to make decisions, because you consider the emotions of many people and do not act from your authentic part, you do not act solely from what you want, because otherwise, there is a lot of light and a lot of potential within you, and there can be a lot of creativity, ideas of some kind, but it feels like something is stopping you, something is holding you in place, and either it is not approved of, or your ideas are somehow rejected. If you are currently in a situation where you have some idea, you want to implement it, but you are not getting support, because it is either too risky, or you have planned a few steps and don't know what awaits in the long term. The cards show me that you should do it, that this is your journey, and you don't need to know the whole path ahead to start taking steps towards your goals. Well, and the advice from the cards for you. Two Cups cards have fallen, which is about allowing yourself to feel, whatever it may be, whether it is anger, or pain, or happiness. All emotions are good emotions, and it is important to let them go. It seems to me that your creative potential, that your creative channel in general, can be very hindered by some past grievances or by the fact that you judge yourself very, very critically. You somehow set too many requirements for yourself, or too high requirements, or you constantly criticize yourself. The cards say: "Be your biggest fan, work on yourself if you feel the need, but you have to be your own biggest support, because you know your path best, and you know best what you want to get from your life, what you want to create, and that you don't need anyone else's approval. If you approve of yourself, it means that is yours, and the advice would be to love yourself and strive for what you desire.