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Hello, beautiful souls. Welcome or welcome back. My name is Christina. I'm so so glad you're here.
Today, I want to check in to see what your person is learning right now or should be learning right now or needs to learn right now. Uh, we'll probably end up checking in with you as well. And let's just get started. We're starting with an animal deck today. Hm.
Before I started here, when I was just sort of sitting with the energy, I saw turtles, jewelry, like bracelets, um, and cats. Maybe because my cat's sitting here staring at me. Also, I don't know what I don't know what's happening with my bangs, so we're just letting it be. All right. So, we're going to start with your person's energy and a few animal cards. All right. I've called my guides in as always. Hey, your person. Let's get some animal cards for your person. That's like way too many four. We'll take them.
All right. We have the butterfly rebirth. Okay. Okay. So, this is probably the same collective cuz I've been pulling the butterfly and the bee. Um, we have frog, which we've pulled recently, too. This deck is huge. But we have tiger fire as well. Okay. So, butterfly rebirth. You can reinvent yourself. Open to the rewards of change. You have brilliance to share with the world. Love every part of your journey. I almost said body. Love every part of your body. So, I wonder if they had some body images or insecurities that they were dealing with. You may connect to butterflies, but this person just given this card, it feels like they're it's almost like they didn't feel like they were enough in some way. Maybe within your relationship or within their career or something that that was actually an issue. There's like a defeated energy like h I keep I can't like why does everyone else get the raise or like my alarm went off. It loves doing that. Okay, so I was saying um, you know, why did everyone else get the raise or, you know, I'm I'm always messing up like they're saying that in the relationship. So, there's that kind of an energy.
With the bee, this is community. You are a powerful creator. Your work blesses everything you touch. Be open to receiving sweetness. You are the queen of abundance. And remember this could be either your energy or theirs. Even though we're checking in with theirs, roles can be reversed. And I am I mean, it's almost like the opposite of workaholic energy. It kind of goes back to like feeling defeat. It's like they would try something and it wouldn't see results immediately and they'd give up or feel defeated or feel not good enough. It was like they were feeding into an old narrative. And maybe you even showed up in a way that was like, you're doing fine, like what do you see, what do you mean? And they were like, no, like I'm not enough, that kind of a thing. And I don't think they would say I'm not enough, but it was showing up in their disappointment within themselves. It feels like a parental expectation that they could never meet that they then carried into adulthood.
Frog prosperity. Let go of the past and embrace change. Opportunities are close at hand. Hop into this new day with joy. Abundance and good fortune await await you. Going along with the same energy. This is something they may have worried about money. They were always trying to like be enough or be financially stable and secure for you, provide for you and never felt like it was enough. Maybe your exes were super wealthy or something and they were trying to live up to something, some expectation that they had created in their mind.
And then tiger fire. I choose to be unstoppable. My passion is my power. I am bold. I am brave. Mighty forces come to my aid during this time. I I was going to say away from you. So, you're probably not in communication. They have to learn that they can do this. They can do the scary things. They can take the action steps. They can succeed. Okay. So, that's an interesting energy. All right. I like it. A lot of growth, like a lot of realizations kind of, you know, if they are able to uncover that stuff in them, like, oh wow, I'm holding myself back. Like I wouldn't be surprised if we get the eight of swords or something. Um, even the two of swords, just like they're they've been keeping themselves stuck and they need to kind of break through that. And and there's a little bit of victim energy, victim mentality.
Okay, so let's kind of get more information on that. What are they going through right now? What do they need to heal through? What are they going through right right now? Okay, the Empress accidentally flipped out. They may be birthing something new. They have a new idea. This could be someone that's, you know, often has like a new idea. And it's like, it's like squirrel, new idea, failed. I feel like a failure. I'm going to try something else. And I've been there. I mean, hello. Hi. I'm an Aquarius. I'm I'm like a free spirit. Let me try this and like try this and try this. So maybe a bit of that energy. All right. Okay.
So, what are they going through? What's your person going through? What are they learning right now? Okay. We have the moon and the king of wands in reverse. Okay. So, the moon, there is a bit of this is giving me childlike energy today. So, it's like um they're not quite sure. There isn't much clarity about what to do, where to go next. There is like this weird determination. And it's not it's not weird. Like determination is good, but they normally feel really defeated, but maybe because of your separating or your breakup or whatever that was, there's like a fire was lit. Fire. It's like a fire. You lit a fire under them. Like, you know what? It's almost like when you go through a breakup and you're like, I'm going to go to the gym, work out as much as I can, and look the best I ever have. It's that kind of energy. It's like, no, I can do this. Like, I'm going to I'm going to change my life. Actually, there was another opportunities are close at hand. Embrace change. You are a powerful creator. So, it's like they're learning that you can reinvent yourself. Um, this is a time for them to reinvent themselves. One of you or both of you may have a cat. That's Doramu. Okay. You may like Marvel, Marvel movies, Marvel comics. Dormamu is from Doctor Strange. Okay. Uh, the moon. Yeah. There's like a childlike like tendency and energy in this card right now. Sorry, I couldn't pick it up for a second. Um, whereas in the past when they felt like defeated and everything, they would just like sit on the couch and like mope about it or not know what to do, like not know where to go, like, well, it didn't work, so I guess I'm just a failure. Whereas it feels a little different now. They want to step into this more powerful energy. It's interesting. Of all the kings, this one looks the least like it. It kind of looks uncomfortable. Like I'm here, I can do this, right? It's like a nervous like they're trying really hard to believe in themselves, but they've had so long of the same narrative of like you're a failure that they're struggling. They're struggling with that right now.
Okay, what else? What else are they going through? Okay, what do we have? Okay, we have four cards that came out. Okay. All right. We're like starting to move into like the underlying energies. It feels like I don't know if someone was in a car accident or has whiplash or something. Um, my neck is really tired. Okay. Yeah. They're trying really hard to let their old ways of being and thinking go. They are struggling with it. This doesn't feel like an accomplished like really grounded in the new them yet, but they are trying to get to the new them. They want to be this emperor energy. They want to be the go-getter, the leader, this powerful creator, this like I got it, like let me take care of it energy, but they are struggling with that with the moon energy. Like it's really natural for them to want to go back into that feeling of defeat and instead being like, no, just keep going, keep going, keep going. Um, why is the Ace of Wands here? Well, it feels like they're they're starting to get passionate about something new, but the people in their lives are like, "Okay, is this just like another thing that's not going to work out, and you're just going to like stop it again? You like let it fizzle out?" They are a bit distracted. They're a bit distracted by you, but at the same time, you're lighting that fire, which is which is an interesting balance of energies there. It's like they can't stop looking back as they try to move forward, but there's a part of them that's like, "See, I I messed it up. Like, I don't even have my person. Like, clearly I fail at everything." You know, it's like really self-deprecating energy, like victim mentality. And maybe I mean, even if they used this against you and it was like manipulative manipulative in any way, which it won't be for everyone, but it came from a real place. It like really stemmed from their childhood, which is interesting.
Okay, what else are they going through? What about you? Like how are they feeling about you right now? Okay. You may have ended it. They see you as this powerful being that's they think you have moved on. Like this person's not looking at them like, yep, I've moved on. I am holding my sword up. I have cut you out. So, they're kind of feeling like they couldn't come forward even if they wanted to. And they may want to. I don't know yet. But how else do they feel about you? Hair in my mouth. How else do they feel about you? I don't know why I'm getting kind of like giggly. Oh, this energy that's coming through right now is so interesting. I'll explain it in just a second. What am I feeling? Okay. Wow. It's such a big mixture of so many different things. When they think of you, it's almost like they flash back to the first time they met you and they were like, "I want you." Wow. Wow. Like you're different. There's something I'm drawn to. It's like you were the rainbow. And maybe in the beginning of your relationship or the time that you knew each other, there was more like drive in them. And then as they started to kind of move forward and feel like they were failing, more not so positive parts of them came out. Like you saw their like anger or their frustration with themselves or their like self-deprecating energy or defeated energy where they would just give up. Oh my gosh, I forgot all these cards came out too. Um, when they think of you, there's the fool. [Music] They still they still want you, but there's like there's like there's a seed that's been planted within them that's telling them you're not there yet. You're not ready. Like you can't you can't if you were to get your person back, this is what they're hearing. Like if they were to get their person back, which is you, they wouldn't be able to hold on to you because of their quote unquote failures, the things they seem see as failures. So, they're focusing on themselves right now. They're struggling with it. There's a again that that battling energy. They are struggling with it. They still don't really necessarily know how to be completely honest with themselves about the truth of it. Like, it's my attitude. It's my what I how I'm showing up like I need to heal through those things. I need to change those things. Um, they do feel like they've lost you like nothing's quite as bright as it was. Um, someone might be a personal trainer or work in like physical therapy or or fitness in some way. They're trying to look at themselves a little differently. There's someone in their life. It feels like there's someone in their life that's like a friend or something that's like, come on, like you got to you are so much, you can do this. Like you've got to believe in yourself. Like it's you spent enough time not believing in yourself. Like let's you like it's like their friend's like sick of it. It's like, come like but they're saying it with love. It's like, let's go. Like you want that person? Well, get off the couch and go fight for them. Interesting.
Okay, so let's just switch decks. What What's your person healing through? Or what is they What does they What do they need to heal through? Bless you. My cat sneezed. My boys, I have two Siamese cats. They are from the same litter. They turn eight today. Happy birthday. Eight years old. All right. The number eight might mean something to you. Okay.
What do they need to heal through? Okay. They're putting way too much expectation on themselves, which we kind of realized, but it's not coming from them. It's an old narrative. It's an old story. Their parents and explore your ancestry. Their parents ingrained this into them. Their grandparents ingrained it into their parents like, "You have to work hard. You have to go to college. You have to do really well at everything. You you're not allowed to fail." You know, "Oh, you've failed. I don't love you." It's not like those words were said, but it's like they attach their achievements to their worth. And so, they need to heal through and clear that. It feels like a very childlike energy. They're not emotionally mature. Like like if if you ever triggered them accidentally or whatever, like they it would almost they'd be like they're stomping their foot energy and they'd just be like pissed and like, what whatever then like kind of like, you know what else do you need to heal through? Listen to your intuition. Okay. Birds might mean something to you. Ducks, hawks. Ooh, hawks. You may have gone through a miscarriage with this person, either party. The number 20 or two may mean something to you. They are so detached from their emotions. They've spent their whole lives. Have I ever pulled this card in this deck? I don't think so. I don't think so. The blue is beautiful. Uh, this message is for someone I think you'll know. Um, your spirit guides are trying to get in touch with you. Anyway, they've spent their whole lives avoiding emotion, avoiding feeling, just trying to be like, "Oh, I, you know, I'm I'm a big kid. I don't cry. I have to just be better. I have to do better." It's like they're on sports teams and their parents were like, "You're not good." And, you know, just like the beating down, the berating because they weren't perfect. they weren't like their other siblings or they weren't like the child that they expected the parents to be. You know, all those things. None of that made sense, but I think you know what I'm saying. Um, and it's time for them to slow down and actually hear their own voice. Like they're working on clearing a path through the noise, the like the old stories, their parents' voices, clearing that so they can listen to themselves like, who do I even want to be? What do I want to do for a living? Who how do I want to show up? Where do I want to live? What kind of partner do I want to be? It was like they didn't fully grow up um emotionally. They didn't learn those skills and they and and now is the time they have to learn those emotional skills and relationships are a skill set. It takes skill like to learn how to communicate, to learn how to listen, like that's not natural for everybody to forgive yourself, to forgive your partner.
Let's just do one more. Maybe not. Maybe not. Anything else need to come out? Anything else they're learning through, working through? No. Okay. Those are the big things. It's like a huge growth moment. Like true growth in all senses of the word. They have to trust themselves. They have to believe that they can do it. They have to let go of the old narrative that their their parents ingrained in their heads because all of that probably showed up in your relationship. And you are probably uh have have a higher emotional maturity, more of an emotional maturity. And you can't you can't have a conversation and work through things with someone when the levels are so different. Like if you're like, "Oh, hey, that hurt my feelings. Like, let's talk about it." And they get like defensive, right? It's not quite balanced. And so, they're working on that. They have to work on that.
Okay, so let's just finish up. I want to just check in with you. Is there anything you could be doing at this time? Like, is there anything maybe to support them or to run the other direction? Like, let's see. Just advice for you. I just want to hear, you know, something for you. What does this mean for you? Any guidance for this beautiful viewer? God, my left shoulder. Okay, let's cut the deck and let's see what comes up for you. Interesting. I like it. Okay, first card out was the same. The King of Wands. You have to believe in yourself, too. [Music] Maybe we can clarify this a little bit. Okay. You have to nurture yourself. You may be someone who really tried to like take care of everyone around you, but like, you know, if they were like, I'm such a failure, and you were always there like, no, you're not. You're great. You got you can do this. Even if it made you feel badly, it's like you you may feel it's not quite people pleaser energy. It's like, I I can't say the wrong thing or I won't be loved. So, it's like you just said the things that you thought they wanted to hear without any regard to how you're actually feeling. It's a sad energy. It's like you just wanted to love them. She has tears in her eyes. You can't quite see it this far away, but she has tears in her eyes and she's like offering her cup of love. And it's like like it's like their lack of emotional maturity was the focus. If they were angry, you had to walk on eggshells. If they were like upset, you had to like cater to those emotions. You know, you didn't get to have your own world. Like they didn't know how to support you emotionally at all. Okay.
And so, the biggest piece of advice here is this is usually my card for having a spiritual awakening, but it's also listening to your spirit guides. And if you're like, I don't believe in that or I don't know what that is or or I don't know how to hear my spirit guides, try listening to your intuition first. And there's a phrase, prayer is asking. Meditation is listening. So, if you're looking for guidance, you can literally ask the universe, whoever, and then listen with no expectations. But what give me um clarify judgment. What is the judgment card here? More details on that. What does this mean for our viewer? What do they need to work on right now? What is it? I'm seeing cows. I don't know if anyone lives on the farm. What did I tell you about the eight of swords showing up today? Okay. Okay. I understand. The judgment card for you was clarified by four different cards. Eight of swords, page of swords, ace of pentacles, eight of cups. Your spiritual awakening, your growth process that this should be propelling you into this separation. Get the f out of your own way. Stop choosing other people. Choose you. Even if even if it's terrifying, this this person's like so scared. They're like like hiding behind their scarf like, but but what if I say no to someone, they won't love me. And it's like, it's okay to do what's right for you. Finding your ways for you to be grounded like what that means for you really, not what you're used to doing for other people. And it's time to ask yourself, what would actually fulfill you? Like what truly lights you up? Do you know? Is that something you can explore? And I have to say this, if it's another person, then you haven't found it yet because your happiness and your fulfillment will come from within. As I roll my eyes because that's like the lamest thing to say. But what I mean by that is like, let's say like for example, like tarot reading, tarot lights me up, but the thing that is fulfilling in me is helping other people, right? So, what is that thing? And like maybe that that lights you up is it helping others? Okay, what path do you want to do? Do you want to be a nurse? Do you want to read tarot? Do you want to become an energy healer? Like, how can you help? Do you want to volunteer? Like, what's your version of that? Um, but it's time to do things for you and giving back. I have to say this. If you feel like garbage about yourself, about your life, give back. Because when you give back, whether that's like going to volunteer for a day or whatever, it lights up the part in your own brain as if you were the one doing the getting receiving it. So, you actually feel better. Like you just you're like on a high. So, if you're not feeling great, go give back. Help someone, help a friend move, help your neighbors, whatever you need to do to light yourself up and rediscover who you are.
I feel like I could just completely dive into everything about you right now, but we're kind of at the it's been like 25 minutes. So, um maybe I can do that another reading. I'll do that tomorrow. I love you so much. I hope this was helpful. I don't remember what I said. See you tomorrow.