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I'm so overwhelmed. This has been one of the weirdest times of the whole year.
And I can't help but think about the last time we spoke. You really tried to pour into me. You tried to keep us balanced. And I just, I didn't believe, I didn't trust that you really wanted to show me the nurturing and the love that I have been missing.
I felt like there was just something you wanted from me. And I realize now that I was just triggered because deep down I want to give it to you, but I'm so afraid that this is all just some plot. And that's why it's so hard for me to just close the door in my old life and open up to you.