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Hello. If you saw yesterday's reading, you know what today's reading is about. I am literally filming this right after the other one because it was just the same energy. So, we're flowing in through it.
Today, we're we're checking in with what you should be healing through during this separation. Your persons felt very individualized to them. It wasn't really about you. It was interesting. And so, I want to know what it is for you. Like, what should you be hearing right now? Like, what do you need to know? So, we're going to start with animal cards. If you don't know me, I'm Christina. It's so nice to have you here. Thank you so much for being here. I hope you're doing epic. We're going to dive in. What should you be healing through during this time, during this separation? Okay, animal cards. Here we go.
[Applause] These cards are so hard to shuffle. They're huge. Your person got four. You got four. That's great. Okay. Wolf. Oh, you got five. Puffin. Puffin. Peacock. Lynx and Ladybug. I forgot to mention turtles in the last video, so maybe you need to hear something about turtles. Okay, here we go.
Wolf Pathfinder. So, we're checking in with you, your energy. Release your past and start a new journey. You are a teacher and help others find their way. There will be challenges, but your soul is strong. Perseverance is your secret power. You have a love that endures.
Ladybug, good luck. You are a bright energy. Let worry go and be happy here and now. Feel good about being a loving and colorful you. You bless the world with color and good luck.
Lynx, keeper of secrets. Take time out from the world and be the observer. Nothing can deceive you when you trust your knowing. You see others secrets and keep them sacred. In silence and solitude, you will find your strength. You're a healer. You're you're a literal healer. Whether you're doing that now or not, you are a healer. That's incredible.
Puffin partnership. Accept yourself and your colorful personality. A lot about being colorful. Feel confident about being you. You are a joybrer. Let your community nourish and protect you. Ask for help. Teamwork will give you the best results.
If you already own a business or are a healer in some way and you're like, "This doesn't feel like it's working. I don't have enough income." Or whatever that is, it's because you're not letting your true self shine. You are not letting your weirdness, your quirks come out. And that's your superpower. Like a few videos ago, I talked about my about my cat pooping and it smelling like but that's real life. Like don't worry about that stuff. Like be you. Show up as you. And if you don't know who you are, maybe it's a beautiful time to find out.
And then you have peacock vibrancy. Vibrancy. I said that weird. You were born to shine and inspire. All of these are literally about you changing the world and helping other people. Practice humility to avoid jealousy. Be grateful for life and more good things will come. Emotions are coming up. Be true to yourself and recognize your brilliant brilliance.
Okay, I have full body chills. The message you need to hear. Oh my god. Oh my god. I just want to I just want to like crawl through the screen and look at you and say, "You can do this." Wait, where's the camera? Where's the thing? You can do this. You can literally do whatever you want in this life. You can. That's a fact. I believe in you so freaking hard. It's time you believe in yourself.
Okay, so what does that mean? Let's dive in more. So, if you didn't gather already, it really feels like wow, this is about next steps for you. So, in separation with your person, it had to end because you had to step into who you're becoming, who you're meant to be. Oh my god. So, are you a light worker? Are you God? There's so much magic in you and you know there's something you know you're meant for great things. Tell me you know you're meant for great things because I already know that you have that like inner knowing that's like you just know that there's more that that you should be do. There's like that I can't even that ache that pull that draw that like inner knowing that you are meant for something great. Well, just so you know, the greatness is you and you get to create whatever you want with that. I love you. Thank you for your service to this world. Even if you're not quite there yet, you will. And fear is often the thing that stops us. I wouldn't be surprised if that comes up in this reading.
Okay. Goodness. Okay. All right. What came out? What came out? Sorry, I almost turned my light off. Okay. Um, okay. Set down the opinions of others because you are not actually worried about others, what others will think of you. You're worried about what you think of you because you will only receive from others what you already believe to be true about yourself. So, let's just say for example, you start a ter a YouTube tarot reading or something and and you you're you're like, "What if people judge me?" And what if someone comes on and says like you suck. If you don't believe that you suck, then that won't even affect you. That's their opinion. If you do believe that you suck, then you will receive that and it will hurt. So, you're not actually worried about what they think. It's what you already believe about yourself. So, it's time that you shift the way that you feel about yourself so that you can take action. Like, believe do whatever you want to do with that, okay? Find something you're passionate about because then it won't feel hard. So, if you're like, I need to help people. I need to become a nurse, but you're like, oh my god, eight years of school. That feels horrible. Then nursing is not your thing. Nursing is not your thing. That's okay. Uh, find something that you actually like lights you up and you're excited about. Even if it's scary, especially if it's scary. But if there's excitement there and passion, that's your winning ticket. Okay? You are currently keeping yourself stuck. It It's just fear. It's just fear. And it's okay. It's okay. You don't have to push the fear away. In fact, I want you to welcome it in. Hi, fear. I see you. You're welcome here. You can be here. I'm happy to have you here. But you're not going to make the decisions, fear. I am. Okay. That's what courage is. You take action even when you're terrified to do so. Yeah.
This is so interesting. Your your your person's reading yesterday was like all about them and what they needed to heal through. And it like again, it was like unrelated to you. It was just like what they could do with this time apart. And now this is like unrelated to them. The fact that you're separate is the is why this is working because if you were with them, you wouldn't be able to step into this person for for multiple reasons.
Then we have the King of Wands. Weird. Okay. Every time I look at a card, so I read intuitively, right? And so I I can like feel the energies. Whatever. The energies always change. The cards are never the same. Your person got the same card and it looked like this King of Wands was like worried and his arm was up on the chair and he's like, "Am I doing this right? Am I doing this right?" Now he looks confident as like I got this. I know I'm good at it. And this is you. This is who you need to step into. So that thing you know you're good at. And it doesn't have to be a thing. It can be like I'm really good at talking to people. And then you could use that in your craft or or in your business or whatever that is. Okay. Amazing. So that was just like what flew out. We haven't even done your reading. Ah, that was part of your reading over. Okay. Okay.
So, start by slowing down. Um, I am feeling called to tell you to clean your space. Tidy your space because clutter around you creates a cluttered mind and you're not going to be able to tap into that spiritual connection, that divine connection, that gift that you have, those multiple gifts that you have if you don't if everything feels chaotic around you. Okay? Make your bed. I'm talking to talking to one of you, multiple of you. Okay, let's see what else. Wow, things just keep flying out. Okay, manage your This is The cards never fly out like this. There's a lot of like passionate moving energy right now for you. I'm excited. Okay, learn to navigate your emotional space. This kind of goes back to like other people's opinions of you. What other people say about you is none of your business. It also doesn't mean anything about you. Like someone could come up to you and be like, "You are gorgeous." And like if you don't believe it, you're not going to receive it. Like it literally doesn't matter what anyone says. It's what you believe about yourself. So on this journey, the negative self-t talk is going to affect your emotions. And so you need to work on that, navigating that, grounding that, finding tools within yourself to emotionally regulate during the hard times while you're learning and trusting yourself at being freaking awesome at what you do. Okay.
The Lovers in this case is actually feeling like a balancing of the head and the heart. So if you're like, "Well, I can't quit my job. Like, I'll I won't have any money." Good. Use that logic. But also, what is your heart saying? Is it saying you should start doing something that other people would never like think you're crazy for? Like, you know, balance the head and the heart, like what feels right and what like logically makes sense, but don't let one rule. Okay, sunflowers might be significant to you. I've been really called to sunflowers lately. If you are a parent and it's too scary to do it for yourself, do it for your kids. Because for whatever reason, it's a lot easier to do things for someone else versus ourselves. Isn't that wild? I was at a bus station once. This is so random. I'll be really quick, I promise. I was at a bus stop once. It was like a sketchy part of LA. And this was like a decade ago, 15 years ago maybe. And I was just surrounded by strangelooking people, scary looking, you know, it would I was totally in the moment judging them just to keep myself safe and was terrified. It was like just keep to yourself. You're good. you're good. And then this really petite girl, she was probably 5 years younger than me, just came over and stood next to me, I think she just kind of felt safer just standing next to another woman. And I my fear immediately gone. I was like, if anyone tries to touch this girl, you know, I like became a protector because I was doing it for her, not for me. So do it for someone else. If you can't do it for yourself, you if you don't have kids, do it for your future kids that you want one day. Build your life. Build that that dream life for your future partner that you'll have one day. like whatever you need to do if it's if it makes it easier for you. This is the time not to look back. Don't turn around. Keep moving forward. Forward. There's so much love that you have for maybe someone in the past, but right now is your time. Right now is your time to shine, to move forward. Beautiful.
So, last deck. What do we need to heal through? What do you need to heal through to to get here to to make this successful? What is blocking you? Aside from fear, I mean fear might come up too, but like what's what's you know what do you need for what else? Okay. Okay.
[Music] Okay. Show selfrespect. Don't talk negatively about yourself anymore. You can't do something. Cool. You can't do it yet. You can do it though. Like, start saying those things about yourself. I can do anything that I set my mind to. Yes, it'll be hard and that's okay. I'm allowed to make mistakes. Like the thing, respect yourself. Love yourself. You're a badass. And I don't know why you don't believe that. I used to not believe that about myself, too. I totally get it. But like, whatever the reasons are, start changing that story. Start changing that narrative. Start to believe that you are actually here to serve other people and help them and change the world in whatever way that feels right for you. You're meant for great things.
Relieve anxiety. Okay, this kind of comes to the fear like what if it doesn't work? What if I fail? What if I go broke? What if I'm homeless? What if I what if everyone hates me? You know, all those things. So, how to relieve the anxiety? Let me see if I can find the answer in the card. Get off your phone. Get off your phone. Get off your phone. Come back to reality. Come back to you. Because everyone on your phone, every social media, every friend you're texting, every whatever, that's external. That's outside of yourself. That has nothing to do with your internal world or you growing. You have to remove the electronics. Don't disassociate and distract yourself with Netflix binging. Come back to yourself. Spend time with yourself. Hang out with yourself. 3 days without your phone. Not like literally like just set it in the other room for a couple hours each day. There will be anxiety at first and then you like enter the present. It's crazy. And it's incredible. It feels so good. There's so much less stress here in the present. I promise you. Okay. Get away from electronics. Ground yourself. So along with that, spend more time outside, away from electronics, more time outside. I could scream it till the cows come home and it won't make sense until you do it yourself. But there is something healing about nature. Nature heals you. It grounds you. It makes you feel good. For some of you, it's about getting to the water. I always see Aquarius in this card because of the water bearer. I don't know anything about zodiac signs though, so there's that.
And last but not least, relinquish control. What you think your future is supposed to look like, what you think your career is supposed to look like, what you think. Let go of that and just keep moving forward. Like I I became a yoga instructor, thought I was going to do that forever, and then I became a firefighter. And then I became a personal trainer, and then I became a life coach, and then a raiki master. And it's like, what? Where am I going? like I didn't plan on the, you know, but let it happen because then you're led to where you're meant to go, where you're meant to be. It's all part of it. There's never been a waste. All the things in your past, like I I went to a film school. Feel seemingly useless. It's not. I edit videos all the time and I still have some amazing connections and friends from that time and I learned a ton. Anyway, I digress.
To sum it all up, God, you are meant for great things, my friend. H I would love to hear what you think that means for you. Like let me know what is what is what is that thing that's always been calling to you that always seemed too scary. Is it tarot? Is it raiki? Is it is it being a doctor? Is it being a a psychologist? Is it you know what is it? What is that thing? I want to know. I am sending you so much love. I support you. Be yourself. Be weird. I love you. Bye. Sedimemer.