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So, apparently I'm going to write a book. I um I was going to mention it to you.
Oh, yeah. Yeah. I thought that it would give what I'm doing some kind of a meaning.
No, what you're doing does have meaning. I was just saying that it's such a beautiful experience and thing that you're doing.
It's just not really something that I need. Okay. What do you mean? I didn't hear anything. We've got it all right here.
Okay. But you know, right here is about to end then. I'm getting on a plane to New York and we haven't really talked about how you feel about that or what you think.
I think we should make the most of every one of those days until you go.
Until I go. And then what? I don't know. You don't know. I get it. You don't make plans. You get distant. Anytime I show any sort of interest in my future, but then you make these grand statements about how the universe conspires to give us what we want and what we need. Why? Every single time I bring up anything about the future, you get distant.
Because there's no point talking about the future.
There's no point talking about the future.
What is this about your career or?
No, it's about all of it. About what we're doing moving forward. I just like I'm I'm sorry the story thing bothered you, but like what am I supposed to say to my dad? He's a man who's worked every single day since he was 16 years old and he's asking me about a young man wandering through Europe following a journal. I just made up a story about you writing a book because it sounds a hell of a lot better than I don't know, Dad. He's some mysterious guy that I met on the train who wears a $10,000 watch and thinks that work is for squares. I got this on the side of the road for 10 bucks the day that I quit my job. And I keep it because it reminds me of what's real and what's
Okay. So, what I'm asking you is this real or is this?
Of course this is real. Don't be ridiculous.
I'm just asking you a question and you keep deflecting.
What do you want me to say here though?
Maybe I don't know. May it's killing me that our time here is coming to an end and we should make a plan to see each other as soon as possible because the thought of not seeing you or being a continent away from you is unbearable. Or is that just me? Heather.
I I don't know what's going to happen in the future.
I know, but I'm okay with I know, but I'm not a trap, Jack. I'm not some like I'm not a dead end that you need to avoid.
I've never lied to you. I'm not saying that you have.
But I've told you.
That's not what I said.
Heather. I've told you from day one that I don't live in the future, and I prefer not making big plans.
I know, but I I do. I like plans. I need them. And I just feel like a guy who has no plans or nowhere to be could at least make one or or get on the plane with me.
I can't give you an answer right now.
Come with me.
I I don't I don't know what to tell you, Heather.
And I can't have this conversation anything right now.
Exactly. I can't have this conversation with you right now.
Jack. Jack, what do you mean you can't have this conversation?
We're going for a walk. You believe in heaven and hell?
I don't think I believe in a heaven or hell.
I like to believe that this isn't all that we have.
Yeah.
Very very short life.
I think that's the beautiful part about it is that it's a choice. We get to we get to decide who we're becoming every moment. And it's not up to us to decide which moment is perfect and which moment isn't perfect.
Some of the most beautiful things come from the most devastating losses.
Doesn't mean that it's not hard, though.
Do you believe in past lives?
Yes. 100% yes.
Do you think we've met before?
Yeah, 100%.
Starting to not believe in coincidences. I'm coming with you. I bought a plane ticket.
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