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Hey everybody, I give you a second here to get the ping. So, I'm continuing my karmic relationship series, soul ties, twin flames, that whole subject of um transformational relationships. And I have you precariously balanced on my ankles today. So, I'm in Vancouver visiting my children for the Christmas weekend. and I neglected to bring up a lot of makeup um aids and uh stuff to you practically hold my devices. So be an interesting week here with asymmetrical makeup and finding a variety of things to hold up my devices. Um hey Reene.
So, let's uh talk a little bit about the purging process, the pain, the solar plexus um suffering. And if you hear all of that going on, that's my stomach. I probably should have eaten something here before I started a live stream. And it sound like Godzilla had woken up. Um so there is a physical clearing, an emotional clearing, a spiritual clearing, a a a healing, a paying, a purging, a feeling, and it takes time when we're going through this. It it is a it's a price really that we are paying in a multitude of ways. And that means a few things. Covered charge definitely to the uh higher timeline. Uh we're paying for things regarding consequences, accumulation of guilt and we are letting go of a lot of things that we have been carrying. we've been harboring, we've been nurturing that uh it really isn't our stuff. So there's a a layer there's layers of clearing and healing and feeling and mobilizing that have to be gone through when we are alchemizing when we're healing because we're coming into a different state of being and there's a density within us that has to be released. So we can go into a lighter experience of ourel on all levels. Lighter in the heart space in the uh the physical space the emotional body. We feel better, more open, more prepared because there has been this shedding.
For some people, it can take a very, very long time if especially if you don't know what's going on and you are kind of groping in the dark, you know, when it it comes to what is happening to you. If we don't have information, we can resist it more. It may take longer. But if we know what it is, what's being asked of us, then we can have the option to throw oursel into it. It's kind of like ripping off a band-aid, getting to the other side, to the the healing, the clearing, the cleared aspects of life. Getting rid of all that dead weight. We see things differently. Life appears to us differently. Different people resonate with us. But we have to go through this tunnel. Oops. Sorry. That's part of having you precariously balanced on my ankles. be aware it may happen again. Prepare yourselves.
So, it's this um it's a process that we go through. It's like a a tunnel. It's a dark night of the soul when we are sick. It's like we're soul sick or emotionally sick. and and and can show up physically and we can't point to anything and say, well, you know, I know it's that it's it's so much more complex than that. Our heart is aching, our soul is aching, our our everything feels like it's compromised for a while when we're in this place. And nobody is going to be able to relieve it. They're not going to be able to take it away because once we've contracted the karma flu, we are already in the process of clearing and transformation. You can't stop it. So, it's an it's an inevitable lightening of the load. But remember how you feel when you have a really bad flu or you're in the throws of a peak sickness. We really, really lack perspective because it's so overwhelming. And we can be really struggling to know what's what, what's real when we are in a real acute process of clearing trauma. karma accumulated difficulties in all of our layered systems. And so we are we're needing to be gentle with ourselves when we're going through this. is really really a lot to expect that we're going to be doing tremendous building in the external world or achievements when we are still so tender and so raw and in this process of healing and clearing.
So, our solar plexus can feel like it's aching, it's bleeding, and that is an opening. That is a um it's like there's there's been a tear in our attachment system and there's an opening there where suffering and difficulty and accumulated trauma has this chance to bubble up and out. And so we have to give it time and have patience with it. We can't we we want to judge oursel because we don't see the actual physical laceration. We want to judge oursel and say I I need to pull it together. This shouldn't be going on. You know, I cried all day yesterday and I've been curled up like in the fetal position and it I just we lose compassion for ourselves and we have to understand that we are not reasonable for a while when we're in this process and our mind can want to move on and are, you know, the part of us that's committed to goals can want to, you know, pull it together and get back on track. But it it's that you're in that same place as you are when you have a really bad flu or a really really bad cold. You are not going to be performing at the same rate or in the same ways or with the same you know, commitment and life force as you usually do. So, it it's generally an unproductive time or our productivity is compromised or shrunk in some way when we're going through this because we don't feel good. There can be a lot of crying. It can be a depressing time. It can be a time when we're experiencing an enormous amount of waves of anxiety and there's a lot of overwhelm. Many things related to what has been kept down, repressed, denied, detached from one by one. All those things come up and out.
So it is a process and Reine has a good comment. It can be triggered by multiple people throughout our life. We can have multiple mirrors. That doesn't mean that everyone is a technical twin flame where there will be an ultimate healing of both of you and a coming together. We can experience karmic clearing in many different facets of life in relationships and many times karmic clearing is present in ongoing karmic relationships or we are together and that can be a prolonged on the experience of having many things triggered and coming up and needing to feel that and heal that and clear that. And we need to look at um is being in a situation where we do have so much consistent feelings clearing anxiety coming up. Is that maybe good for us when we are in the heating and cooling phases of an alchemical relationship, a twinflame connection. It is in the separation or the cooling phases that we will go through the karmic clearing, the karma flu, the uh realignment of our attachment systems. And that's because that kind of thing is not allowed to not permitted in to the connection itself because you come together after you have cleared and healed. You will come together briefly for those triggering events. Then have a chance to recalibrate, go through the cooling, and then come back into Now, typically a more brief alignment, have another triggering, go back into separation because we do not have prolonged uh contact with each other, those kinds of alchemical relationships because that would be a karmic abusive situation.
So as we go through this, we learn to recognize what are uh what are we doing in most karmic situations? We totally totally mistake those for alchemical unions or twinflame unions. Totally. And alchemical situations and relationships do start out as karmic pools of mushy goo. And sometimes if it's the real thing, it'll translate to more. If you've asked for the truth and you do go through the hardest healing that will ever happen to you and if you knew on the front side of it what it was going to require, you would probably say no. But if you end up on the back side of that and you are you know healed clear and alignment and we've come into inner union with our own self first that will be reflected in our external environment as a union with another where we have compassionate non-attachment as the core. It's not a painful relationship when we do not have cycles that repeat in those kinds of unions. They don't hurt. So, if we're still in those cycles, we are not in alignment yet. And if we're in a karmic relationship or we're continually attracting [clears throat] karmic people or karmic outcomes, we ourselves are still in that karmic you know the throws of karmic clearing. And you know when you come out of it, when you're really out of it, because you are not attracted to those same cycles, you're not attracted to rinse, wash, and repeat cycles. They aren't a match anymore. they aren't interested in you and you don't have any attraction towards those kinds of people or situations that it's not a resonant match. [snorts]
So relationships become very easy after we've cleared and we've balanced because the lessons have been learned. We're not using the relationship or the other person as that vehicle for healing or relationship. We've come through the other side and we're in a position now to cooperate because we can really see the other because we've seen oursel. We trust ourself. That means we're gonna vibrationally be in alignment with someone who trusts themsself as well. Can really see and knows themselves and really sees us as well. So we don't uh know exactly how long the process of clearing and healing, feeling it to heal it is going to take. It's different for different people. Some of us can have more that we have to work through. But eventually we come into emotional maturity. That's the outcome of the path of the of inner union. We come into balance, emotional maturity, and we come into peace. And before that, when we're still in a a a karmic state of being or we're still clearing, relationships that center around compassionate, non-attachment can seem very very boring and not attractive because they do not have the charge. They don't have the drama. They don't have the adrenaline. We don't have the back and forth. They are not high stress, high uh nervous system input situations. We are experiencing safety, steadiness, flow, calm. It's a place where oxytocin and the comfort hormones and chemicals can proliferate. And previous to that, we we might like the idea of that when we're still in a karmic place, but the reality of it, I don't know. You know, what would I do? What would there be to you focus on? Like, you know, what's going to go on? You going to sit and hold hands and stare at the fire and vibe. When we heal and we mature, we realize that a safe place is a place where we want to rest. Before we've healed, when we're still in that karmic place and we're our nervous system is still calling out for what's familiar. The safety and security um that's not home. That's not ever where we've rested and that's not what we associate with with the good things in life. We can be looking to repeat and reexperience what's familiar, what we do see as comfortable or safe, regular, and our definition of that may not be healthy. And we're working through all of that, all of those assumptions and beliefs and unconscious, you know, habitual emotional patterns that have us looking for something that may be attractive, but it may not be healthy and it may not be constructive and certainly may not be life affirming. So, we're we're working through a lot of immature, even childish projections. assumptions, ideas about romance roles, deserving and not deserving, and coming to understand well our self first and taking care of Our self first because we can't show up to a healthy, reciprocal, balanced, cooperative relationship if we aren't solid in oursel. We're going to be coming into that relationship to have the other person, you know, offer us something to balance, you know, to be that tool or that vehicle to something that we're missing. And if they can't do that or they don't do it or they don't do it correctly or they miss a day, there's going to be problems. So we really take a lot of responsibility for our own happiness when we show up to a relationship that is of the age of Aquarius that is based in compassion and nonattachment that's a big basis of the or a big reason why these relationship ationships are not high drama. [snorts]
So give yourself time to balance and to clear and throw yourself into the process. If you really understand what's going on and and what it's asking of you, don't resist it. If we resist it, it's like being really sick and then deciding I'm going to go to work anyway. You know, I I have I have a a work where I it's all manual labor and even though I've got this terrible flu, I'm showing up there anyway. It it's going to take us a lot longer to recover if we're making choices like that. So we need to be compassionate with ourel. Give oursel time to curl up like a ball and turn into a pool of mushy goo. That's part of the metamorphosis process. It's the caterpillar turning into the butterfly. When the caterpillar goes into that cocoon, everything its whole system melts down. It becomes a liquid that rearranges itself completely. And that's where we are. A pool of mushy goo. And as we come out of it, it's like there stages of I guess realizing our newfound power. Is that how I want to put it? I don't know. Oh, it's almost like rings of healing. The Saturn rings of healing. When we come to another ring and we look back, we're like, "Oh my god, I can't believe that's who I was two weeks ago or a month ago or six months ago. Six months ago." It's going to be a very rapid process. And then we'll get to another ring and then we look back again. We're like, "Oh my god, I can't believe it. Thank god I went through that." There's always this appreciation when we get to the next ring and we have some hindsight that yeah, I needed that. I needed that. I didn't realize how much I still had in me when it came to resentment or delusion or suffering.
So eventually we come into our divinity. When we get through this process of letting it go, we come into our divinity and we start to function in a multi-dimensional way. There's a multi-dimensional understanding that this isn't this isn't only what we are. When we come into wholeness, that's a very spiritual experience. Holiness and we come out of our nihilism, our belief in limitation and at the same time we come we become very practical and grounded. It is a very interesting paradox, but it does take time to get there because we have to go through these, you know, progressive mirrors of delusion or through these rings of [clears throat] suffering into perspective and clarity.
So, that's what I've got for today. I'm going to flip over and go over to my YouTube membership group so we can connect a little bit more intimately and I'll take your guys' questions and comments over there. If you are interested in more about this topic, tune in. I will have more about this here and there along the way. There's a lot of people that are wondering about the subject and that are struggling with this particular subject. So it's important that we have we have community we have information especially from real people and real sources to look to. All righty. I will put this into an article and put this onto social media here coming up so you guys have that to refer to. And I will see subscribers over in the subscriber group here in a couple of minutes.