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There was a government-funded operation called Project Bluebird. Ultimately, it was to break a person's mind to create splits, multiple personalities that could be controlled.
And my stepfather was in counter-intelligence in the army. We know he was trained in that. I would never say that I was a subject of it by government funding, but what we do know is what he did to me was textbook of what they would do to people.
The first memory I have was being tied to a bed. I was about 3 and 1/2. And he came in and he had a cat and he said, "I want you to the head off this cat." I had been tied to the bed all day and he says, "If you don't the head off this cat, I'll your head off." And I think that's the first time my brain split.
The pressure and the fear of the trauma, your brain splits in order to still function. And me as a child went away. And then I developed this personality that said, "Yeah, I'll do it. I don't care."