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You know, all the uh Pharisees and religious people. Jesus didn't get to speak up and make it better. He didn't get to really defend himself because he didn't have to. But I mean, he didn't get to assert the proper justice then. All right. That's what I do. I speak up on his behalf. I am his voice in a girl version. A woman, a divine feminine, a matriarch. All of us are. We are the voice. We're the voices of many waters. Tell you something. The severity of pain though that my spine is I mean I had to cut these. Let me show you. See this? I had to cut them which is fine but it's because I can't have anything touching me. Nothing. Even the socks hurt but I have cold feet right now a little bit.
The amount of agony that I go through on a daily daily daily basis from voodoo dolls and projections and whatever y'all do your wicked ways. I don't deserve that. Neither did Jesus, but I don't deserve that still. I mean, I could only do so much for myself to alleviate that pain. And then, of course, it knocks me out of my kindness and sweetness to the people that would really like to benefit from that energy, right? So therefore, you know what that means? The repercussions and the rage, the royal rage will continue to manifest until y'all are gone. Then no one's doing this to me anymore. But I'm not going to be separated from my family the entire time. Trust me when I tell you, I'm going to take part just like I have been. But I'm going to be close to people that I care for and that care for me and that I brought into this world. Hungry. I was going to order some food I was drawn to and then they started they had someone pulled up which they're gone now but with a lawn mower I have to put my arm behind my back all the time. See I'm double jointed. They used to have fun with me contorting myself like hurting myself essentially like I used to be able to go like this when I was little. They all know the Clark family knows it. It's funny. Drapers know. I used to have my hands like this, right? Then I could literally I can't do it anymore. Thank God. I could bend my whole arms inward over my head like that and put them in front of me without letting go. They said if you read whatever it says about in the medical whatever says by this time I would be completely debilitated. Hence why they continue to let me do these things that be a contortionist circus act for them. Right. Enjoy my circus. I'm recruiting. We are. When I mean this kind of pisses me off royally. Jesus was humble, right? But he is the one and true living God. Well, now there's more. But at the time and y'all I've been looking for him, wondering when his return's going to be here all this time right in your damn face. And I'm in a lot of pain cuz you inflicted this. You are continuing to inflict this pain on me. Y'all know my presence is known now throughout the lands. Everyone knows that needs to know. Good, bad, or indifferent. Y'all all know. And continually wicked is being projected my way, our way. Because what hurts me hurts them, right? My kids, my family, my people that matter, that care to correct the crucifix. So, I'm going to have to go out into the world, which I don't want to do. 42021 222 232 4425. I don't want to go. I don't want to do that myself by myself tonight today. All the angelic force in the world. I don't want to do it physically by myself. I don't even want to go anywhere. I just want to go home somewhere and relax and not have to go out anymore. I'm frustrated because I am tired. You know what you guys honestly and not trying to be like funny about it or like you know whatever. I'm not taking away pain that a lot of people have bear. There is no way in hell on earth, hell or high water, over my dead body when hell freezes over that any single one of you has endured this physical pain ever in your entire lives. I promise you, no way in hell. Nope. Because y'all don't know what kind of pain it is because you're not living it every damn day. You have no idea because I wear it well. Why? Because I've had no choice in terms of what I've had to fight and slay and and and walk through and endure. I endured it. I didn't tolerate anything unless I had to tolerate it for the moment, but I endured it because I love my family myself too. Obviously, I got there. I couldn't love them. Cannot love anyone unless you love yourself. Period. Truly could say it all day and you can mean it with that surface level thought process and that you know deceptive state of being because we've all been in deception for so long whatever but we're delivered from that but this pain >> you could not >> take a I'm telling you you could not take a day much less half a day maybe even an hour you would be like debilitated completely you 616.
I just saw another one of Chelsea's dumbass post, man. It's really irking me. I don't know how to block it. I said remove this. Whatever. I mean, you sound so it just it is pissing me off. And maybe that's part of what is pissing me off and hurting my back right now. And I I mean I when I got done watching that video that I just posted a second ago and it made me sick. It literally made me sick. Like I felt disturbed. I'm sure y'all have been feeling that way throughout this whole damn process. All my people. I'm sure. How could you not? But that right there cuz I haven't channelled like specifically on those topics in a while, you know? But it made me I mean I was disturbed to where I couldn't even I just sick to my stomach. My whole just like I felt just sick. And I'm sure everyone else that did what they did felt sick, but they didn't feel sick all the damn days of my life. 45 damn years of my life doing it. No, they were enjoying it. It was fun. I mean, you still want to lie to me when I asked you to your face as much as I could yesterday. You you know what I mean? It's like I forgave you or whatever cuz I mean that is what I got to do to free myself and that's what my kids are going to do. Everyone's doing that. That is in alignment and they're all in alignment divinely. Whatever. We know this. But for those of you demonic entities and whatever that continue to lie when you have so many opportunities to come correct and you want to play in my face, dude, and be a pretender still. It's just making your life so much more pressured than it already has been. Reprobate mind. But you have choices, dude. And you've been chosen. Y'all all been chosen. But y'all chose wrong over and over and over. And you know when talking through this for myself to you helps me. Really does because I'm allowed to do this again. I am the voice of Christ on his behalf. Behold, beautiful daughter, he says. It would be one thing if I was being like watched and you know tracked and whatever by people of stature and reverence and prestige, right? That would be a little bit less invasive and a less intrusive and a less detrimental to me and you and everybody. But in her, you hear that? I can look at her and I can see her body formation. Whatever stance she's in, her energy, I can see it, sense it, feel it. Every single attack that y'all put on us, it's on my children, it's on my man, if it's on his whatever our kids at all, period. Rest assured, I'm absorbing it and transmuting it. Thank God for us all. But the fact is, you should find Jesus and then find out. Well, I found him. He found me, but he was waiting with us at all times. But you all had him right in front of your faces. I need to lie to me, John. Why would you do that to yourself and to I mean I want to cry do you? But it's not even I cried a million tears. I'm sure we all have at some point, right? I'll cry where I want to cry. I can choose where I shed my tears today. Unless it's just a downfall of emotional happiness and goodness and stuff like that, which on his way. But tired of being in this pain. I just want to be in the presence of your of my presence. My the presence of my presence sincerely, you know. That makes me happy to think about that though. Really does. 1102 present. So, we need to eat. So, I guess we're going to go somewhere. Oh, no. I don't even want to ask anybody for anything. I really can't stand that. I might even have my own money, but just the whole having to call order. I don't even want to do anything. I'm tired of doing everything. I am My time here on Earth has been full. Trust me. I I want to do things I enjoy doing. I want some food brought to me without me having to ask. and what I like without me having to tell somebody or figure out where and what what all these stupid details that nobody else has had to deal with that I know of to this degree straight up. I'm not complaining. I'm coming straight up the facts. I'm not sitting here saying me. No, I'm tired of it. and every reason why. And there's no damn person on earth again that could endure, much less or tolerate the hell I've had to go through what I'm going through currently at this time. No, I don't have to always be rainbows and butterflies for everyone or even for the my loved ones. I don't have to cuz I'm not that. That's not natural and that's not realistic at all. To to be proper and perfect in everyone's eyes all the time ain't going to cut it. That's not real. That's not That's not real. And and even Yeshua was he was so real about it with everybody when you least expect it. He would just come so smooth with it. You know what I'm saying? He was smooth criminal man. I say criminal because he was like that in y'all's minds. All the improper perfect people All the ones that judges, the right, self-righteous judges. I'm divine justice. And I'm letting you know that if I want to be in my mood for a little bit or whatever, I have every damn right to do that. Well, I stay in it. We already know I won't. But to be able to freely express myself and to say what's true and real and what's on my heart and what's in my experience at this time, no matter whose feelings are hurt, who bothers gets bothered by it, who is offended, I don't give a damn. It doesn't matter because the right people are going to understand me. The right people are going to pray for me. The right people are going to reason with me. The right people are going to come right to me right now. Damn it. Now I command the righteous love in my life. Um right to me. I still have to go get some food. I want to go buy some hair too or I don't want to go anywhere. I want to order it. I already saw some for my little butterfly queen. Anyways, I didn't want to I brought some in here that I had bought you. I'm going to sew it cuz it's like Oh, here's my little sewing kit I have. It's like a barely t like I really want to try to throw this needle. I got it at where did I get this? I don't remember, but I want to say dollar j. The needle's not super tiny. I don't think there's several of them. So, cuz then the clips came off the um I'm not going to mention these gangstalkers anymore. Y'all know who you are. What you're doing. I'm so passive. 4423. I mean 1444 2 1443 144. That's what I meant to say. But anyway, Jesus wasn't Yeshua. I say Jesus for all intents and purposes. Y'all understand and whatever. But we can use that name too if we need to. But um Yes. What he do? He would go he he got invited to dinner right like this. Keep his feet up. They were gonna serve him some food. Why didn't you wash your hands? They said, "What about the insides of you? You have all this nice stuff, all this beautiful stuff, all the money, but look at your insides. They're filthy, rotten, sick. No matter what the outside looks like. You fools. You fools. Put on some a little bit of makeup and go. I know.