Brittany Renner GOES IN on the Hosts for Questioning Her Relationship & Body Count!

I hope my shorts don't look too gay on the uh. Leave that in if you got it. No Jumper, coolest podcast in the world. In the [ __ ] world today, I'm with a couple of my goons. And yes, a woman that I've always liked. I'm not sure if I could say that for everybody in this room, but I've always been a fan of her. Brittany Renner, how you doing?

All this truly well, how are you? So you saw us talk about you recently on the podcast and you were like, "You know what? I gotta pull up." I don't think she did, really. Yes, she did. She told her, uh, my security, Prince, sent me the video where you guys were disappointed. When are you scared of this [ __ ]? What's up, Prince? With black girls out, he's a king. Hey, listen, listen. Hey, listen. I'm gonna tell you off the rails, no disrespect, but ain't nobody can bring in here to intimidate. I don't think that was the idea though. But either way, you don't have to do anything anyway.

So, um, no, yeah. So I saw the, the clip where they were discussing my body count, where they're like, "Oh, she probably [ __ ] at least 30 guys." And then be right. And then when it was time to talk about their body count, "Oh, I probably [ __ ] like, I don't know, like 200 [ __ ] or something." Did you say that? Somebody, somebody was talking about. So I'm like, "Wow, it got to me." Irony is truly spectacular, right? So my number is unbelievable because you didn't dig down. Every [ __ ] thing with a hole. Don't project on to me. She's got your number. Let's put this on. Who's she looking at? She ain't looking at me.

Here's my thing. Um, first of all, I don't whether it was 30 or 300. I don't want a [ __ ] cookie. It is what it is. Like, I'm gonna be honest. Like, having 30 partners, I'm probably not even really that sexually experienced, to be honest with you. Because I've never really had like, real dick until recently. Like, [ __ ] with a real dick, man. Right after the marriage. I was never married. Or after the relationship. We were debating that earlier. We couldn't get our facts straight. A real dick, man. So we'll just say that. But anyways, so what makes him a real dick? Man, it felt good.

I, you know what? I feel like a lot of guys, I don't even want to say it's just about rushing. But I feel like I, I, it's, I've never really been with a guy that cares about the details and really loves on you. Because that's what makes sex incredible. What do you mean, "loves on you"? Like, loves on every inch of your body? I'm talking tongue in ass. I'm talking just. I know where you're coming though. Because because you get a tongue in your ass every [ __ ] week. So sex, it's like, it really is like the connection, the emotion for girls. Yeah. Because think about it. When you're [ __ ] girls when you were younger and stuff, it's like, what you pull up, you get your little five minutes in. Maybe she's lucky, she gets 20 minutes out of you. And then you're out, you know? And then like, maybe you sleep over, you give her another one in the morning. It's like, are you sleeping over? Crazy [ __ ] like it has brown. But also when you, but when you've been in a relationship for a long time and it's like, you really start to like actually just be like, "Alright, you know, we're going in the bedroom for two hours and sober." Which, you know, I used to easily do two hours [ __ ] up late at night back in the day. But like, you know, sober, really taking your time with each other. I mean, that's the benefit of a relationship. You get to sort of get to that higher level, right?

Are you, are you tired of people calling you a hoe? I guess I'm just trying to understand the logic. Because what makes me a hoe in your opinion? Oh, I mean, he didn't say that technically. I mean, I didn't. But you know, if I was just like, uh, you know, somebody that just picked up on you the first day and I looked at your Instagram and just went down and scrolled down, um, typically, yeah, I'd be like, "Yeah, [ __ ] huh." You know what I'm saying? Because if you, if you, if you showing your ass [ __ ] for 99% of your pictures, showing your ass on everything on Google, every image, everything you ever spoke about, I'll be like, "Yeah, she a hoe." You know what I'm saying? And that, that's just how [ __ ] think. You know what I'm saying? That's unfortunate for [ __ ] I guess, isn't it?

So I guess for me, me showing my body is what makes me a hoe? Well, the things you're doing as far as showing your body, it's working. And how you're speaking and, you know what I'm saying? As far as how you're articulating yourself and while showing your body, I'm like, "Yeah, she, uh, she a hoe." You know what I'm saying? Or or just who you [ __ ] with before. Or, you know what I'm saying? The body count that you, you have expressed that you, you [ __ ] before. I'm like, "Yeah, she crazy." I'm saying. I mean, and you wrote a [ __ ] book. So I'd be like, "You, you going out like Super Head almost like to the industry." So me, you know what I'm saying? Just looking on the outside in, I'd be like, "She a hoe." I bet. I don't know. You, you know what I'm saying? Like that personally. You know what I'm saying? Because everybody is different. You know what I'm saying? Um, and closed doors. But if I was just to look at you and just to research you real quick, I believe, yeah, she hung.

Okay. Have you, have you ever read my book? [ __ ] No. [ __ ] What's interesting is that, uh, Lena had, she read the book. She told me all about it. I didn't actually read it, but she told me that it was a good read. And I feel like based on what she said, that I think people, sucker. People tend to believe that the book is like about something that I think is has been exaggerated. First, okay, let's, there's a couple things here. You just called him a sucker because he's. I'm just making a joke. No, well, there's always truth in jest. No, because he agrees with his woman a lot. So you know, he may not want to say. Well, [Laughter] is that Lena actually read my book. So she gave it a chance and, you know, has her own opinion about it. And then she told him. So for you to call him a sucker based on logic is kind of backwards to me. He's a misogynist.

So first of all, Super Head's model. Um, I, I read her book when I was in high school. I loved it. Um, I read that too, actually. Yeah. I mean, yeah, it was, I loved it. It was a great read. Um, she's very intelligent. Um, when you hear her speak. Um, my book isn't about that. And I think people like you, or I guess the masses, the asses in general, um, you guys will just be like, "Oh, she wrote a tell-all." But what did I tell? There was no names mentioned. I've never posted screenshots. I've never doing all that dumb [ __ ] on Instagram Live. I've never outed anyone. So I think it is a little tiring to be called a hoe when I really just do the same things that you, when all the [ __ ] that you [ __ ] with do behind closed doors. Because if y'all are [ __ ] [ __ ], well then who's getting [ __ ]?

Yeah, I mean, but that's what I'm saying. I'm just, I just looked at you. If I were to just look on, look at you on Instagram, I would call you a hoe. Even though I haven't researched it yet. I mean, our society tends to basically like put women into two categories. It's like, you're a hoe or you're a good girl. The thing is that now these days, like the good girls are still posting sexy ass photoshops [ __ ] Instagram pictures and and bikini photos and stuff. So that line has been like heavily blurred. And I feel like every, like Britney is clearly somebody. And here I go, Captain Super Ho again. But no, no, no, no, no. Because you're just speaking logically. I'm just trying to protect myself against the insults that are bound to come from this meathead. No, no, no. It's not about that. But I'm saying, stand on whatever you say. Don't say it because Lena read the book. I've been saying the same thing. And when we were talking about the show too, is that I think that Britney is somebody who clearly wants to be in a relationship. She says she's not a Selena Powell. She's not like, "Oh, this is amazing. I [ __ ] hundreds of dudes." She's putting it out there. She wants to be like, [ __ ]. And the thing that everybody's throwing her under the bus for, really, is that she had a baby and then it didn't work out with the baby daddy. And she's making it clear. I'm watching her on Kevin Samuels last night. She wants to be in a relationship. She's worried that she's not going to be able to get into a relationship because the deck is kind of stacked against her at this point. I watch the academics and I watch the Kevin Samuels. I feel like I understood you more now. Let's let the record reflect that Tuesday when they said the, the count, I was like, "Hmm, I'm thinking about it. I'm like, it could be some truth to that, you feel me?" But maybe them out of them 30 [ __ ], whatever it is, we're mostly high profile men. So they're going to bunch you into that [ __ ] and make you seem what it is. So you could have that body count. And I wasn't taking it away. My problem is with you is the message behind it. Because I have a daughter. I got a 12-year-old daughter. And it's like, I don't know if I want to put on a Britney Renner video. You know what I'm saying? Because she might grow up and feel certain [ __ ] is okay. And I don't feel what some of the [ __ ] you're saying is okay. Like, what I mean, for the most part, you're sitting there like, "Okay, you, you basically give him a blueprint. You want to trap a [ __ ]. Go get you a basketball player. Go get you a celebrity." That's stupid. Whatever it is, that's what you're putting out there. You know what I'm saying? And I do feel like you do want a real relationship and you do want real love. But you kind of burnt your bridge in the public eye. So anybody that would want to give you, um, a real shot, it's gonna be like, "I don't even want to rock with her no more." You know what I'm saying? Once again, you didn't say no names and no tell-all. You know what I'm saying? But I'm pretty sure, kind of listening to what academics were saying, they were saying you was alluding to certain [ __ ]. So people can make their own mind of who the [ __ ] it is. You know what I'm saying? You plan on a situation. But my whole thing is, what do you stand for? You feel me?

I stand for truth. And I also, before I even go into that any further, I want to also talk about that video in 2018. Um, because when I saw that clip starting to circulate, um, I was already like, "Oh God, this is gonna get ugly really fast." So I went to my archives. I'm like, "Why the [ __ ] did I say that?" So I watched the video. And actually, in that video, I broke down my body count, which I think was 24 at that time. Um, I broke down my body count. And I, like, I think I probably [ __ ] like eight NBA players for the record. Okay? Um, because I do have a list in my phone now. Um, in that video, I, what I was trying to do was say, "Hey, if I wanted a baby for all of the wrong reasons, I could have several by now." But instead of, you know, saying that, I try to make a group of people look really bad. And after that, I made myself look even dumber. Because I try to put some people down and I really just made myself look like a clown. So it's like, "Oh, athletes are so damn. They don't use a condom." "Oh my god." Well, I'm not using a condom. So what does that make me? So that's kind of a little bit more context. I mean, of course, I'm not gonna go on and try to say, "Hey, you guys, this is what I really meant by it." Because you guys are gonna think that was my plan all along. I'm a big fish. So I'm gonna pull a big fish as well. It's just that simple. So in terms of burning the bridge and, "Oh my god, who's not gonna want me?" I mean, I'm not worried about that. That's one less heart for me to break. If, if you intimidate me, good. Leave me the [ __ ] alone.

So you're saying in that old video that people keep referencing, that basically you were talking about how there's a lot of stupid-ass athletes out here who are [ __ ], you know, yadda yadda. And then your situation that you got into a couple years later basically seemed to mirror that in a lot of people? I was like, "Oh god." I, I, all these, all these things that I've been doing, all the people I've been talking to, like, I thought that my child's father was my last stop. And again, if I'm, if I'm crazy for thinking a 23-year-old basketball player was going to marry me, then I'll just be that. But it just didn't work out. And, you know, I'm just gonna stand on what I gotta say about now. What I'm about, um, as far as, I mean, there are some women who feel empowered, um, in men's modesty. Just as some are empowered by twerking on a table in a club. And that's okay. That doesn't make your daughter any less than or a [ __ ] because she has a different way of expressing herself. See, but I never called you a [ __ ]. It might be wrong for me. What I'm saying? Well, he calls you home. In which you were like, "I don't know if I want to put my daughter on a Britney video." I think one could probably allude to, okay, there's some negative connotation behind me where you wouldn't want my daughter to be exposed. Yeah, because it's what you put out to the world, you feel me? So would you name one video in 2018? But have you listened to my other videos? Is there anything in the Kevin Samuels interview that you wouldn't want your 12-year-old daughter to see? Because I don't see her saying no. In the Kevin Samuels video, I said, "Okay, she's." What we talked about when you first came here, you said, "I really do believe you want to be in a relationship." And I really do feel like you want. Well, yeah, that's no military secret. Of course, I do. I mean, that's what I'm saying. But do you feel like that those videos and other stuff you did long time ago is coming back to haunt you right now? Coming, you know what I'm saying? From your previous relationship? You said that one, you wanted that to be your last relationship. But do you think all that [ __ ] is coming back to haunt you? And you thinking in his head, he like, "Man, [ __ ] her. She ain't, she really ain't gonna [ __ ] with me like that at the end of the road. So I'ma just do me." Um, I don't think it's coming back to haunt me. I mean, I stand on everything I said and did. I'm not, I don't regret anything I've done, anything I've said. Um, that's just that. So I think one of the biggest. So how did that relationship end? Did you cheat on him or he cheated on you? He wanted to get freaky and she said, "I won't put up with that." No. I, I've said before, he's a good person, not a good partner in my personal experience. And that's just not something that I'm willing to sign up for. And I know a lot of people watching this have their opinions about me. But there are so many women that would have just stayed because of the stability. This isn't about a check for me. I had everything I could ever want. I lived in a $1.6 million home. I got to drive the Bentley Bentayga. I had a, you know, a $15,000 limit on a credit card. Like, you could do what I wanted to do. Okay? So for me, what, why would I want to leave my family? Not have the matching pajamas on Christmas with who I thought was gonna potentially be my husband? And if I was about a bag, don't you think I, I don't know, maybe would have planned my escape a little bit more strategically? Like, why would I go through with that? Because like I said, like, I've been with a lot of guys that people love. And yes, like, there have been people that I'm like, "If I didn't, wasn't on birth control, didn't take a Plan B, I'd have probably a few kids right now." So I think people really need to put their minds, like, just just think for a second. Why would I leave? Because money is not enough for me. It never will be enough for me. I believe in true love. And let's be real, I believe you can make your own money. Thank you, Adam. I've been making my own money for almost a decade now. So for a man, for me to have to be sat down for nine months, my skin was a mess, hair was, hair was thinning, my stomach, like, I couldn't even function like being pregnant. I was miserable. It was the hardest thing I've ever done in my entire life. This conversation. No, no, that's true. Baby is not just fun. And I'll tell you right now, all those mom pages, all these, all these women who kind of like it, they glorify the baby mama lifestyle. This [ __ ] is not sweet. If I didn't have my mom helping me, I wouldn't be able to do what I need to do to make money from my child. So I think that's why for me, it is hurtful to think like, "Oh, wow, like, if you're just about money." It's like, "Dude, come on now." If I'm an investor, why would I go for someone who's just breaking into the NBA? I don't think. Think about it. I don't think that you're about money though. I didn't think that was from the start.

So what do you think I'm about then? The clout. The clout. Yeah. I think you, you do the [ __ ] for views. You do the [ __ ] for clicks. Cause like, look, I watch your Kevin Samuel [ __ ] right? I feel like you articulated yourself well. You said some real [ __ ] and I was like, "I [ __ ] with it." But then you do something like, you'll go to the game and be like, "Hide your kids." Or something like that, right? Because it's all about the clout that you're playing in there. The trolling persona. That's what I'm saying. But then because I think then you, you might have realized like, "You're playing everybody. They're taking everything I say super serious." So maybe I can't beat the truth. Okay. So for me, I get what you're saying. First of all, you're playing the game well. I, I think. Well, because when that first, when things started to unfold and my child's father went on there and said he was faking it all along, like when that tweet went off, there was a lot that came behind that. And I told, "Delete that [ __ ] right. I'm air this [ __ ] the [ __ ] out right now." So it was like, "No, seriously. Delete that [ __ ]." So it was, it kind of put me in a position where I either fired back and like, really just aired all our dirty laundry out, our grievances, and everything, or I remained, I kept quiet. I just gave birth. Like, I, my child was two and a half months old. I'm not thinking about running to social media and clearing my name. I also had no idea that it was going to spiral and people were really going to run with this predator, like he was groomed, like, "Oh my god, like she's just an evil ass [ __ ]. Look at this video from 2018 that she said." Like, I had no idea that was gonna unfold. I think that what happened, honestly, is that there was such an appetite for somebody that they could kind of like put into that role. Because this is a thing that everybody knows happens. Is that basic [ __ ] try to trap rappers and athletes with babies. And then as soon as they see you guys break up, and they're they're able to take a tweet and take a few, take an old video, et cetera, and put it together to spin the narrative that this is what Britney Renner is all about. People just had to go for it. It was, you know, the easiest million views you'll ever get on a video at that moment was making a video that's like, "Look at what a gold digger Britney."

I feel like you should just, you know, be like, you know what? I am trying to get these [ __ ] for their money. [ __ ] you. But she said, but that's not, but that's not really her. She thought she found true love. I bet. No, but those first eight, eight basketball players, that wasn't no true love. You was trying to get some money out of them. Assuming you, you was trying to get money out of those [ __ ]. So it's like, okay, [ __ ] those first. So when did you realize, you know what? I ain't trying to do that [ __ ] no more. I need a family and I need to settle down. I just want to know, are y'all okay? He's deranged. He's lost his mind. I'm convinced. I'm just like, "Yeah, cause I'm like, no, you, you wanted the money." But Dean, let you're sitting there assuming that it's been about for money. Okay, so just listen, because you learn more when you listen. Okay? So I've been doing this [ __ ] for almost a decade. So 10 years later, people are still talking about me. I'm still relevant. Okay? So that's that. I've always had my own money. Okay? There's that. When you're single, you do single things. And one of those things that you do is called dating. And guess what? When it doesn't work out, you move on. I don't know why this is some great [ __ ] revelation that you guys like to judge women for. But if something doesn't work out, it doesn't work out. So for you to say, "Well, you're trying to get money from these [ __ ]." I've never had a sugar daddy. I've never accepted money. I don't even like men. And he knows what, uh, when me and him came with Tiana, I don't even like men enough to even accept help from them. So that's not something you know about me. And that's okay because I don't put all that out there. But I stand for something. I stand, I've been an independent bad [ __ ] my whole life.

What do you do for money? What do I do for money? Yeah. Well, let's see here. Um, I wrote a book. Um, I, I've acted in a couple shows. I do social media posts. Um, I also get paid to do hosting. That's a quick bag. And there's different avenues that I'm trying to do now with podcasting, with, uh, skincare, different things that I'm doing. So I make legitimate money. So I don't, I don't know why, like it just, it, I'm befuddled. It just is like, why I try to discredit what I'm doing? Why does people want to put you in that role? You want me to just, "Oh, it's been about money for you."

What made you decide? I told you from the get-go, it's not about. I don't think you won a monetary game because through the years, you could have had, you probably had people to have money. Okay. Okay. And we know, we know there's a lot of ballers that are not on the scene that will be willing to do whatever for you. If money was your goal, you want the stupidest route to go get money. So I don't think it's monetary gain from you. I think, once again, I think it's clout. I really think like the person that you are on the inside is not what you put out to the world. You put [ __ ] out to the world probably because you either trying to defend yourself or you don't want to be bullied. But you really want to be a good woman. You want a family. You want to be held down. And [ __ ]. So I feel like you kind of trapped and you, you self-destructive with yourself.

I wouldn't say self-destructive. I feel like I almost had to either respond and tell the whole truth, which to be honest, like this is about my family. Like my son has his father's name. So this was a lot deeper for me than just putting out screenshots or trying to degrade my child's father. I don't stand for that. I'm not one of these bitter ass baby mamas. I love my child's father. That's why I had a baby with him. So I felt like I could either tell the whole truth or just lean into the villain role. Now, you know, I, I like that's what I say. You play in the game. No, but I accept it as it comes because I'm not willing to break down every little thing that happened. And maybe I'll write it in a book. Maybe I won't. Maybe I'll talk about it. Maybe I won't. I don't know. But as of right now, no, I have no desire to tell people my side of the story. I had my child was two and a half months old and I was kicked out of our house. What, what, what the [ __ ] do you guys want me to say? What do you want me to do? I mean, the super generic version of it that I think we can all guess is that you at a certain point were just like, "No, I'm not gonna accept you [ __ ] other girls." And I mean, I think that's a pretty reasonable thing for any woman to say, right? Like, people can make the argument of like, "Oh, look, he's a basketball player. He's super successful. You should just let him [ __ ] other girls." Some women would do that. And that's fine. But why would anybody, yeah, why would anybody take issue with you making that? But it's the way that everything comes out. Like I said, you're real self-destructive in my opinion. Because like, when I, like, prime example, I watch your Kevin Samuels thing, right? I know this, you really don't come from, you live with your grandparents, correct? I was raised by them. Yes. You was raised by your grandparents, right? So like, you really didn't, you wasn't learned, you, you learn and love as you go and stuff like that. You wasn't taught love. And I don't feel like you had the people in your household to sit there and teach you how, what it was like to be a, uh, a so-called good woman out here, right?

So said, bald state. Now, do you agree with that? I don't agree with that at all. Um, I feel like you, even let me get my point across. But you're saying that, I mean, saying that because she didn't grow up with her parents is a pretty big no-no. But not just, not just singling her out though. I feel like I didn't grow up in a household where both my parents were there. So when it came to me dealing with women, you women, guess what? I was playing around and I thought this [ __ ] like that was cool. Until the woman told me, "I want somebody to treat your daughter the same way that you treat me." Then I'm like, "Damn." I started looking at [ __ ] differently. We are. I'm not singling you out. What I'm saying is, with the self-destruction thing, it's like, you play one role. You'll say something real dope and like, "Oh, okay, I understand her. I can, uh, insinuate with that." And then you'll go on there and be like, you know, you'll go in front of the, the, the football game and say, "Oh, hi, just hide your kids." Or whatever. Or you'll go do something else that's an antic that make people, you're taking the villain role. It's like, I can't feel sorry for you or empathize with you. But then you go do some [ __ ] like this. You're playing both sides of the coin. And you're trying to unders, you're not understanding why people are coming at you. No, you're bringing that on yourself. I never said that. Oh, oh, trust me, I accept it as it comes. So I've never, I'm not boo-hooing over here. I mean, honestly, I'm booked, busy, and blessed, sweetheart. So for me, this is just more so like, it's close. No, it's. But you want to, you want a PR run right now, right? No, I'm actually not. But you're going to podcast, a podcaster, podcast. You got a point. You're doing something for monetary gain. Whether this is to start your own podcast after that, we understand that. All I'm saying is, own the [ __ ] game. Because you are, you seem like somebody that's actually a dope person. You don't have to do the antics to get your point across. I think she gets that though. Just talking about the trolling was kind of about it. But that's what I'm saying. [ __ ] the trolling. Trim. The fact you got what it takes. You don't have to do all the [ __ ] that's all I'm saying. You don't seem like a bad person to me. Well, thank you. That's nice. Why, why do they have free PJ t-shirts? Like, like, does he get to see his child when he wants to? Okay, so that's me and you. I'm my muscle and he's the one with the most kids. Who do you, who do you think would be the most sensitive about this? I'm asking, what the [ __ ] want? They want to know. They don't want to know. We literally split that [ __ ]. You doing a lot. But we literally do a week on and a week off. If you guys must [ __ ] know. So if you really followed and gave a [ __ ] about our story and if, if PJ could see his son, then you would see that almost every day he will post his scent. When he has. What the [ __ ]? They keep saying "Free PJ." I have no. That's because people care way more about this narrative of blaming the girl than they do about the actual facts of the story. And I think that's like the most overwhelming thing about all this is that, I mean, Brittany barely said anything and she got put in this role. Because normally the chicks that you put yourself doing are nobody asked girls. So you have nothing to really like be mad at. She's already a public figure. So as soon as they can kind of slot her in, "Oh, look, she got an MBA relationship that didn't work out." It's like, boom, anti-Christ. We're gonna just use her. Listen, let me, okay. You went on live right after that and was just like, "I don't give a [ __ ]. It is what it is. I'm living my truth." I never went, I never went on live. I did a video that was, you know, that was, uh, premeditated, obviously. So you keep saying like, "Oh, like, first of all, I don't need your sympathy. I don't care. You guys don't give a [ __ ] what I went through when I was pregnant." You got. And that's why I was like, "Why would I sit here?" And he's not about. I'm just saying the world. Nobody talks. Okay. I let you talk to you. Go ahead. You keep saying, "Oh, well, she put herself in that role." From the, the first time I really even had a story on TMZ, I was put in a villain role. I was accused of claiming that I was pregnant by Colin Kaepernick, which I never did. I never said that. So from the very beginning, for whatever reason, I was put in a villain role. And I had just got out of a four-year relationship and was a good girl. But I did take pictures of my body, right? A good woman, I guess. So I guess it's just really strange for me to be, oh, because of my silence and I didn't air him out, like all the stuff that's going on with, uh, the baby and Danny Lay, because I didn't air him and put screenshots, then it kind of like my silence made it seem like I was guilty. So then it's like, okay, I still don't want to tell you guys my [ __ ] business because you don't [ __ ] know me. And I'm not going to sit here and try to get you guys to understand the essence of who I am. We could sit here and talk all day and you have a better idea, but you still don't know my heart. Is my greatest asset? Okay? So that's why it's like, I, I don't, I'm not here to really defend myself. I know what comes behind this. I know, like I said, I saw Takashi do something I've never seen done on social media before in the way. I'm not talking about he got to accept come behind that. But I'm talking about the way that he marketed, the way he moved. It's like, I don't, social media is not real life. Let me finish. It's not real life. So I, like, honestly, I could get, wake up every day and give you guys the best of me, all of me, and you still won't have a clue. So you know what? I want to have fun. This is my playground. I accept it as it comes. And when I said, "Hide your sons," your son could be 50. Your son could be 18. Hide that [ __ ]. And honestly, I was already just kind of just beating you to the punch line. Everyone was already saying that in other stuff. So when I went to the game with my friend Gina, hey Gina. When I went to the, really? Wow, that's amazing. That's why that's why Gina came in here. Yeah, yeah. But no, no, no. But so that's why, so that's why I'm saying like, I'm not, I, I really am not. I don't care. You guys don't want to empathize with me anyways, because I've already been dehumanized. So it's just like, hey, you know what? Like, I'm gonna have fun. I have a great sense of humor. I can take a joke. I can take a dick. And let's just keep it moving.

No, but that's what I'm saying. I wasn't saying it like that. What I'm saying is, when you put yourself in that role, right? When somebody's saying something bad with you, you embrace that and you put something else negative with it that make people be like, "Oh, this is the type of woman that she is." You're painting the picture of who you are to the internet. You're not doing it right. I feel like if more people watch your Kevin Samuels interview, they'll be like, "I understand her a little more." You feel me? Let me ask a question about that. So I watched you on the Kevin Samuels interview, and for the most part, it didn't seem very contentious. It seems like, you know, you want to be in a relationship. You believe in the family unit. His message that he's basically preaching is the, the family unit is very important, particularly in the black community. And then I saw a tweet where you basically said like, "Kevin Sam, you're sort of like raising this, this army or this audience of like savages." I forget exactly what you said. What was the conflict or the response that came about from that podcast that bothered you? I mean, I maybe I was just like retweeting stuff just to get more people to watch it. But no, I play in the world. Like I said, I just like because, I mean, everyone's entitled to feel how they feel. So I, you keep talking about playing this role, but like, I mean, I welcome all opinions. I don't shy away from anything. And anyone's entitled to feel what they feel. Uh, but no, I think I would probably just be retweeting something just to help promote it. I mean, because even with academics, there was some wild stuff he was saying. And I just retweet and [ __ ] like and reposting it because I, all of these people, academics, uh, Kevin Samuel, was like, these are people that I was really excited to meet and that, like, I believe in what they're doing. And, um, you know, I, I wanted to help push it and get their views for them. So yeah, no, I don't have any. I love Kevin Samuels. He's like everything in one person. He's dope, right? Yeah. He's giving Red Bull too much free promo. I got to say that. What the hell is that about? I know they ain't giving them. You don't know that. Don't judge. Maybe. Um, but yeah, so you walked away from the Kevin Sammy's one thing that, that was a decent conversation. Were you okay with that? Was the academics one more toxic from your perspective? I noticed you got a little upset. I only watched the first hour, so I might have missed some more additional. Do you thought I got upset with him? Well, when he, what did he call the, he called you, he called your son a cash grab. But basically, not that I think that was the only thing that, I mean, he said you were a side chick, [ __ ]. Yeah, he said that as well. But, but honestly, that's why I can sit down and just listen to people. Because, um, you're allowed to feel how you feel. I'm not, I'm not here to like change your mind. I mean, he had his mind kind of made up about me. I have nothing but respect for academics. He got, he has a lot of amazing stuff going on. But, um, yeah, I mean, he's allowed to feel that way. I know a lot of men feel the way he feels. Um, I don't agree, but I don't have to disrespect him just because I don't agree with what he said. Like, you calling me side chick [ __ ], like, I'm not even, I'm not gonna degrade you or call you names or bring up stuff that you've done. Because again, my biggest message is, it's not about judgment, it's about understanding. So yeah, people are gonna call my son all these things. And like I said before, my son's gonna see all those videos. And he's also gonna see me here on the front line. And he's gonna be like, "Wow, my mom was really that [ __ ] and was not afraid and stood in her truth." And that's why I think now, because, uh, Prince has been wanting me to talk and I just haven't. And he, I feel like everyone around me has just been begging me to say something. So I think I just was like, you know what? Like, I'm open to having a conversation and listening. And it's not even like a PR, like it's like, "Oh, something's dropping." No, I just want to talk.

But you're saying truth and you're going on something like Kevin Sandwich. You're contradicting yourself. Part of you, like I said, you want, you really want love. You try to make it work. You want a family. You want everything. When it comes down to that, but then you, like I said, you'll go do a PR stunt or you'll do, go to a game or you'll say something that makes you go viral and then make people have a negative opinion about you. You're painting that yourself. That's what I keep saying. She's done so little publicly since this whole controversy came about. You're talking about one Instagram, uh, caption. Like these interviews she's been doing the last week or so in general, right? So even like the Colin Kaepernick thing, right? You, that's not true. Whatever the situation is, right? Okay. You didn't debunk that in the way. You don't have to. But you know, I feel like if you was like, you know, "That's not true." In your own way, people can be like, "All right, I sympathize with that." Regardless of the fact, they gonna believe whatever the [ __ ] they want to believe. Exactly. No matter what. But the way that you push, push out when you get claims about you, you own the villain role. You like the Joker, you know what I'm saying? That's what I'm saying. We love the Joker too. We, you embracing whatever the [ __ ] it is and you're owning it. And it is what it is. But I don't think that that's what you really are. You like a [ __ ] uh, uh, you got armor on, but you really soft in the [ __ ] inside, you know what I'm saying? There's something you're putting on the shirt. You got the armor on. You're putting, you're putting on a big ass front. And I don't feel like the person that you put out there, that's not who you are.

If you had a daughter, would you want her to follow in your footsteps? I want her to be herself, whatever that consists of. So yeah, I mean, whatever. If I were to have a daughter, um, I just want her to be in her truth, whatever that is. If that's standing on the table twerking, or if that's, you know, in the library until midnight. There's nothing wrong with either. Like I said, like some women are empowered by modesty, others are empowered by twerking on the table. So I, I think like that's like one of those questions where it's like, would you like our, like, you know, what do you think about your behavior? You want your daughter to do it? I want, if, if my daughter had this expression that I've had my entire life, and my whole life, I always question like, "Why am I like this? Why am I wild? Why do I feel everything?" And it's like, I feel like I lived in shame for a long time. And it's just like, yeah, at 18 years old, graduating high school, like, I didn't know what I wanted to do. I, I don't like school. Like, I don't like a lot of rules. Like, there's just a lot of things about my personality that I'm just like, "Man, this is who I am."

So, so you didn't like playing soccer? Oh, I loved playing soccer. But I, I had left college to go be with the guy I was dating at the time. I moved to Michigan to be with him because again, love is my Achilles heel. Yeah. Not anymore.

Let me ask you this. Do you feel like you were lying to yourself when you got into this relationship with your last guy and stuff? Because it feels like at some point you realize this relationship was not going to be what you actually wanted, what you felt like you had signed up for. Going back in time, looking at the relationship that you got into and the decision to have kids and stuff, should you have been more honest with yourself? And if you were more honest with yourself, would you have said, "This is not the guy," or "This is just not going to work out"? Because I know you wanted love, you wanted that family, et cetera. And I empathize with that for sure. And I, I see you throughout your career where you go for it. You like, put yourself all in on it. And then, you know, sometimes it doesn't work out. And obviously, it's baby number one. But that's a life period though. Yeah. But she, you know, she puts herself all the way out there and takes the risk of being. Well, she's also a public figure. So yeah, everything. I mean, a lot of little girls, they're gonna be looking at you like with a microscope, you know what I'm saying? Whether you're doing something intentionally. But I don't think that you think about all that when you do what you do. And it's nothing, like I said, you're being a joker. There's nothing wrong with playing around if that's what that is. But when you're telling women like, "Live your truth." I don't feel like your truth is what you're putting out to the world. But just answer that, like, when you look back at that decision that you made to have a kid with them and to be in that relationship, were you not being honest enough with yourself about what was to come? I genuinely thought when, um

We were talking about trying to have a baby. I just was like, "Well, maybe we're just doing it out of order." But like, okay, we're gonna get married. Like, this isn't a big deal. We want multiple children, like, right? We might as well get started now. A lot of people do. Yeah, it was like, I mean, honestly, it's like concluded. Yeah, it was like, "Hey, you know what? Like, we love each other. We're we're in this for the long haul." And, um, I think for me, in our minds, we were we were gonna get married. So it, like, I don't regret anything because I genuinely felt like, even though there were definitely some obstacles in our relationship early on, maybe there were some red flags, I felt like, "Okay, I know what I'm signing up for." He's younger. He, you know, he was raised in a dual-parent household, but there were still issues in that situation. So that's why, you know, a two-parent household isn't always the answer. You know, sometimes the toxic, uh, the toxic dynamic is people staying together as opposed to actually leaving a relationship. But I feel like I really thought it was going to work. I just thought it was. And I was just like, "Yeah, you know what? There's some stuff that he did I didn't agree with early on, but I'm like, you know what? Like, we live and learn." At 22 years old, 23 years old, like, I probably would have done this or done that or reacted a certain type of way. And I just accepted that there is an age gap. There's going to be, you know, mentally, there's going to be some gaps as well. But he's an old soul. That's what I thought. He was an old soul who I thought really saw me for me. So, no, I really genuinely felt like, "No, like, this is gonna work." Um, but now I'm just kind of like, "Okay, you know, I waited till I was 29 to have my first kid. I thought I was doing it right." And, um, it still didn't work out. And that's okay. You know, my son's here, right?

When you mean "saw you for you," is like, he saw you for me? Like, what I do on the internet and how I portrayed myself on the internet and [ __ ] like that? And he saw you for you and he was like, "I'll [ __ ] with that." Like, and so I also, yeah, so to piggyback on what you said earlier about you're not living in your truth because you're not putting your full self out there, I actually do agree with that. Um, I, I do feel like even a half, even a half-truth is still a whole lie. And it is, it is a little bit more difficult for me to be vulnerable on social media and show that I'm really like a jelly bean because it is easier just like, "I'm the joker, look at me." You know, put a smile on. You know, it's just easier doing that. But, um, so he was following me, you know, and I felt like he saw through the [ __ ]. Like, he was like, "I know that's not you." Um, even when we had our first date. But it was a trap. He was trapped. He got you. How he seen you was from your Instagram. He like, "Oh, she she a bad [ __ ]. I'm trying to [ __ ]." Yeah. But then, then he got to know you and he was like, "Whoa, you're actually like a really cool person. Like, I really like." We're saying now. Okay. Yeah. So it's like, that's why for me, it's, I totally get every point of view, even if I don't agree. You know, it's like, I understand. She pointed at you too. But yeah, cause your Instagram is initially a trap, right? I wouldn't say it's a trap. I'm just, I'm beautiful. I mean, I'm beautiful. So I feel like, yeah, I mean, I'm a lot of people's type. So if you fall in the trap, it's like, that's not you. I'm just being me. This is how I look. I woke up like this. You got a spider on your neck. I just noticed that. Yep.

I felt bad listening to you talk about how, like, you know, you wanted to be in a relationship where you could just twerk on the table or you could put yourself out there. Like when you were talking about even considering deleting your Instagram because of the relationship you were in, I was just like, "Oh my god, Brittany, you can't. A relationship like that is never going to work out." Like, you clearly have something to say, like to put out there, et cetera. Like, you know, you turning off your whole personality to be in a relationship is just like, it's insane. Red flag. You know, I know people do that [ __ ] all the time though. But I wasn't even, and I want to just clarify, but a boring [ __ ] can do that. She's got a lot to say. I just don't think you being quiet is going to work out in the long run. No. And I want to, like I said, I want to clarify because he never pressured me to do any of that. It was, I had a lot of judgment, um, about who I am as a woman, like, and what a good mother should be like. So that's why I felt like, maybe if I just delete my past, like, you know, maybe I can start fresh and like people will take me more seriously and like I'll be seen as a good woman. And to be honest, it's like, this is just who I am in my fullest expression. Um, even when around his family, you know, I'm very vulgar. I cuss a lot. I, I twerk in front of my family. Like, it's just, that's just who I am. So I just, I had a lot of judgment. And I felt like, you don't grab your mom's ass like Kodak Black, though, right? I don't know. No, but I mean, my mom, like, her and I will be twerking on the couch together. Like, that's like really how our family is. Like, we're a turn-ass family. Like, so I don't know, that's that's our normal. So ain't nothing wrong with that though. Yeah. But I mean, I do think the deleting of the Instagram, like, that's just how much I felt I needed to sacrifice because I'm like, I have a lot of baggage. Like, who's gonna want to take a girl like me seriously? Like, I'm beautiful. I can't wear that to the game. Like, my body looks a certain type of way. Like, there was a lot of judgment I had about what a wife is and like being, how I was like, "How am I going to play the background?" When I go to the basketball games, people coming up to me to take selfies. Like, how am I ever going to be able to give any man normalcy? Because signing up with me, it's a [ __ ] show. And it's not in, like, even if I gave my fullest expression and really was who I was, and mind you, the villain is still a part, it's like a facet of who I am. So it's like, I lean into it because it's still part of who I am. I'm gonna have Maleficent tatted as well. I see you wearing Michael Myers too. I mean, I'm, I'm, that's what I'm saying. Trying. She's a Disney. She's a Disney villain. No, sir. Right. So that, so I don't want to make it seem like I'm just on the internet lying, but it's like, there's just a lot of different faces to my, my, what's it called, my dynamic. So I just kind of pick and choose which ones I want to show. But, you know, I think she is a very important role model or like a, a her influence goes far and why? Because you see so many girls these days who get some clout, who get 10,000 followers from dating a dude or for, for being involved with something briefly publicly. And then the kind of question arises, like, "Okay, you have this small amount of attention right here. How do you transform that into something that's going to actually last? Or how do you become somebody that people want to hear from consistently?" I feel like you, you know, very early on have these little like glimpses of what it would be like to be in the light. And you sort of have been figuring it out for all these years of like, "How exactly are you gonna harness that power?"

Yeah, I feel like what AD said, it is kind of like clogging. You don't have to see how a wife dress and all that [ __ ]. Take your ass up to the box or stay your ass at home. You know what I'm saying? That's how a wife would act or do. But, um, what I wanted to ask you, do you think he was influenced a lot? You know, I'm saying, because I know you know yourself, but at the end of the day, do you think he was influenced like, "Man, you know what, man? Your girl, like, she's a human." That's what I'm saying. Like, you don't, don't be going all the way with that [ __ ] like that. That [ __ ] he, he went against. I mean, what everyone was saying because a lot of people just like how you were describing earlier, "Look at my Instagram, look at my book, look at all these things that are haunting," I guess. Um, and say that's a no. Like, you don't, you don't want to be with a girl like that. I feel like there was a lot of pushback. And that's why I went so hard for that relationship because he was at odds with a lot of people, including his family, because he was like, "You don't know the woman that I know. And I'm gonna, I'm gonna stick beside her." So I, I mean, now I think it's just like, a lot has been said and done for me where it's like, you know, you gotta stand on that. You know, so I'm never gonna say never. But I just feel like a lot has transpired now where, you know, I, I need someone who's just gonna accept like me in my full expression and and rock with me and let me be my own person. And then what he signed up for though. So I, I can't sit there and say, "Oh, it is what it is." He knew what he signed up with dealing with you. And you know, whatever consequences came with that. You know what I mean? It's wrong to get with somebody accepting for who they are. And somebody could get in their ear and be like, "Nah, you shouldn't do this. You shouldn't do this. You should do that." I'm pretty sure. But all the most famous girls in the game, all the most hottest, most desirable girls in the game, whether it's Kylie Jenner or whoever the [ __ ] else, they all have celebrity bodies under their belt. It doesn't make Brittany unique that she [ __ ] a bunch of famous people. I mean, she would really be kind of an idiot if she didn't. During her throughout her whole 20s, if she didn't like go out there and see what it was like to hang out with these guys or at a certain level or whatever. I don't really, I feel like that criticism of you is kind of weird because I think it is too. I feel like any girl these days, like, you know, I meet girls all the time on the Patreon, whatever. They got a couple rappers. You know, they, they win what it was like to be backstage, back at the penthouse. And I'm, I, maybe it's because I'm 37, but I would never hold that back. I don't hold that against a girl these days. The problem is society paints that if somebody deals with high-profile men, then they're they're trying to get a bag, they're trying to get something from there. And [ __ ] like that. Like she said, if that's who attracts her, that's who's hollering at her, and that's just who she chooses to deal with, then that's just the type of people it is. People are going to make their assumptions about whatever it is. Since they got money, since they got fame, whatever it is, she might want that from them. You know what I'm saying? Because then they're going to ask, "What did she bring to the table?" Now, by the time you got to your, your baby father, I feel like you guys were equally, um, in fame. You could, you can say so. It's not more on the same level. Yeah, more on the same level. And, you know, he had enough time to be like, "All right, this is the type of woman to deal with. I'm gonna have a baby with somebody." I can't get mad about whatever the [ __ ] somebody else says. You know what I'm saying? Like you said, he went against people still on top of, you know, dealing with you. So people was already in his hair from the get-go. What made that [ __ ] turn left? That he went against all that and then you guys are where you at now?

I would say because we have had several conversations of how things have transpired in such a public way, um, I think for me, I empathize with him because he's a young person who is still, he's learning. Like, we're gonna, we're gonna be learning until the day we die. And I think it was a lot of emotion and he didn't necessarily know how to articulate himself or how to really get a hand on the situation. So he went to social media. He's a very quiet guy. So for him to do all this stuff on social media, I was stunned. I was like, "Who the [ __ ] have I been dating this whole time?" Like, it was, I was so embarrassed. I felt betrayed. Like, we keep that stuff in-house. Like, we can take the picture down, we can break up, but like, we don't, we don't do that. Especially when you got a co-parent. Yeah. You don't, you don't go against the family. You know, we're supposed to stick together. So, um, I just feel like it was a lot he was processing. He didn't know what to do. And I, even though I don't agree, I understand. I understand. I feel like you definitely came from my livelihood. You definitely tried to make me look a certain type of way. Like I was faking it. Like I felt, I was crushed when he did that. Um, with all that being said, would you take him back right now? No. Ever? Well, you said right now. I said no. Hate this. Ever? Just yet. Would you ever take him back? I'm for the sake of just because things age really badly. So sometimes when you have a closed mind, I will say that. Um, I couldn't be with the version he is, this version of him today. And I don't, I can't sit here and tell you even if he was everything I needed, like, it would, it could happen in the future. But I will never say never. I love him to death. I'll be here for him. But I just, I just have to focus on me and me being the love of my life and and getting my [ __ ] together. And just whoever aligns with that while I'm on my journey, that's who I'll be with. So I, I don't want to put a face to it. Like I said, I love him to death. But I, I just, I don't know. I don't know who's going to be my future husband.

Have you even been able to put much mental energy into dating or like meeting dudes? Obviously with the baby, that makes that super hard. And like, you've been kind of secluding yourself publicly. But like, where is your mind at in terms of the guy that you could end up with after this? I, I have been. One of the things I loved about Kevin Samuels is that when I listened to him when I was pregnant, there was a lot of questions that he asked on there that I didn't have the answer to. I was like, "I've been doing this for 10 years and I don't really have an end goal. Like, I'm just like on a roller coaster ride, on a train ride. I don't know where it stops." So I obviously still love love and I want a relationship. But I think right now, I really need to focus on being the love of my life. And everything that I'm looking for in a man, I need to become. And that's where I have used men as kind of like a scapegoat because I'm like, "I want them to be this, to to have this, this, and I'm not that." So I think right now, there is kind of like, it's been a flat line a little bit on the dating side. Um, like the DMs are not hot. You know, I, I feel like it's a lot going on. And they're gonna start declining as you start getting older too. But if you're here, imagine how hot the DMs must have to be like at their hottest. It must be like, you know, all rappers and famous ass people for the DMs to not be that high. I bet they're still because men like mystery. And the more go ahead and two, when you're a rapper and you're a big rapper and you and the DMs are hot like for you, you know what I'm saying? Attractive girl, whatever the case may be, like, you don't, you don't see genuine love in there. How do you, like, you know what? I'm a do any mini money moldy [ __ ] what? Like, man, I'ma [ __ ] with him. [ __ ]. What's the deal, bro? Yeah, I think I think that's like a lot of people that I do talk to that like, you know, have some type of status. Like, I think that's the biggest question we're all asking. I think even just as humans, like, we're all like, "Who? How do we know if someone's genuine?" You don't know unless you try. And I think the only way that I can really try to bring forth like my best effort and present my, uh, what, what I could, what I could be, is by having my own [ __ ] together and just being whole within myself, having my own ways to make money and just really loving on me.

But I thought you was whole and you wasn't. You, you're doing everything for yourself. I thought you were doing that. I thought you knew who you were. I thought you loved yourself. Like, what more do you need? Oh, I would say, I don't think I love myself that much if I was willing to delete my Instagram, get rid of my whole identity as as I know it and be something I'm not. So that doesn't sound like a person who loves themselves. That's growing. That's life though. You deal with that in a relationship? No. Right. And so I've learned a lot. Like, I don't point the finger at him. And he's just a mirror. He's mirroring back a lot of things within myself that I need to focus on. And I think for me, I tried to make a man the answer. I really did. I was like, "Once I get my guy, like, everything in life is gonna make sense." And what I realized is, I still had the same questions even when I had a man. So you blaming a relationship on yourself because you felt like, you know what, this [ __ ] ended. I didn't know myself. I don't know what was going on. And it's probably, it's probably me [ __ ]. It. I'ma take it. No, I'm just holding myself accountable. I, I think that's how you grow. And, um, I think there are things we both did and said and how we treated each other. There are things that we both could work on moving forward, um, in our next relationships. But no, I think it's not about the blame game. I don't get anywhere shaming myself. I, I've shamed myself my whole life for everything and it hasn't, I haven't grown from anything doing that. Doing that.

Let me ask you this, okay? I know the relationship and all that. What was the, what did you do afterwards? Like, did you go to the family court and try to put him on child support? Because I'm not aware of how that happened. Yeah, so there's not a lot that I can really talk about. I know because illegal stuff. Yeah, but I, um, also, it's legal [ __ ] going on. Well, yeah, yeah. Well, what I will say is that like the 200k a month, like, I honestly see that's the, and that's the problem. That's the biggest. Like, what somebody made that? I, oh my god. Like, I saw it on Twitter, I think. And when I saw it, I started laughing because I'm like, "There's who the [ __ ] made this?" I, I, like, whoever made that, please DM me because I, we need to have a conversation. Where did these numbers come from? And why did you do that? I was flattered that people thought my [ __ ] was worth two hundred thousand dollars a month. But, you know, it was like, or the baby. It ain't that. It ain't the [ __ ]. It's the right. How much the, how much? But it's the babe. It's the [ __ ]. The, the baby came out of. Okay, let's be clear. Not who has had a story like that made up about them. That's my point. Why I said, "Of course." I'm saying in a jokey manner. God. Cause everyone takes everything out of context. Was it like, is it like one percent of that? Two hundred thousand? I can't talk about it. Right. Cause I heard. But I heard it. Somebody broke it down for me basically, who I believe would know. And they said, "In this state, it's going to be more like this." And it was a very, very. It's like I said, it's just, it's the child's needs. This is not Alabama. That's why after the [ __ ] see his child. Do we get to see his child? Like I said, we split time. I don't, I don't like when I don't like women that put [ __ ] on child support or take [ __ ] to court when they're in their child's life and they're doing for their child. Because that [ __ ] just don't even matter. And all that splitting and all that [ __ ] y'all can do that [ __ ] on your own time. Just like you're doing now. You don't need no [ __ ] questions. That's probably why [ __ ] are saying "Free PJ" now. Do you have a child? You got four of them. Yeah. That's crazy. So let, well, again, so let's step out of your reality. Okay? And just look at the world in a broader sense. So not everything I just say. I don't know the story. I don't know the story. That's all. Yeah. Okay. So again, there's nothing wrong. Child support is a man taking financial responsibility of his child. That's that. So you feel like he's not gonna do that? Okay. Again, this is not a monologue. I let you talk. You let me talk. Okay. Come on. You don't have to rush me. I was talking, but you interrupted me. No, no, go ahead. So I give you that respect. You give me the same. Okay. So, boss, um, it's not about, "Oh, you don't think he'll do that." There are some situations that are not harmonious. And it does take a third party to find that happy medium. So I would love to. Sorry, what about harmonious? Yeah, one of us. YouTube channel is called Harmonious Man. I was like, I thought he was gonna get the joke right away. He didn't get it. So, uh, it's not a punishment. It is if somebody is not, you know, if it's not amicable, if it's not, if it's not peaceful, there sometimes has to be a third party. He's taking care of his child with, with or without you texting him saying anything. You know what I'm saying? Is he taking care of every, all the needs of the child? Yes or no? Um, honestly, I kind of want to just keep that between him and I. Because there are some things that we were going through in the early months that people had no idea about. And I just have no desire to to put him out and do all that. Like, I don't really want to talk about that. Like, we're, we're on the straight and narrow and we're on the same page. But we have had to have some additional help.

Let me ask you this, did you ever, uh, tell him that you would never put him on child support if things didn't work out? I never said that. Okay. Well, then that is cause, I mean, dealing with, you know, situations myself and my homeboys and stuff too, you know, you had women that say, "No matter if we work out or not, you know, we, you won't have to pay anything." And then it's like, you guys break up, then it's like, "I'm taking you to court." Just kidding. Yeah, I mean, that's what it is. Here's the court paper. I'm going. I'm going through the [ __ ] right now. It's like, "Wait a minute. I do everything for my child now. Is you got to give me this much? You got to do this." So it's like, "Wow, you know what I'm saying?" So I, I just wanted to see how you handle the situation. Did you guys break up and you was like, "[ __ ], I'm going to court"? Did you pop up at family court? Who initiated that? Did you go? And you know what I'm saying? Because the narrative, what it looks like, and it goes back to everything I said, you painted for yourself. You say, "Hey, uh, um, you could trap an athlete this way." You know what I'm saying? That's that. They bring that up. Then it says, "Hey, she's with this guy. It doesn't matter why they broke up." You know what I'm saying? Now she's so-called getting 200,000 and now she's going to the games and she's doing this. She's looking for her next prey. That's what the timeline is. And that's what they're trying to paint for you. So I'm trying to ask, like, what did you do when y'all broke up? What was the protocol? What did you tell this man? You know what I'm saying? Like, I said, like, we're on the straight and narrow now. She's like, "I ain't saying [ __ ]. [ __ ]. I need my money and I need it now." Okay. This this doesn't need to be. This is not like, "Oh, let's not talk about anything like previous in your life." But my, my sense of things is like, you've kind of had the narrative written about you for the past few months. And you doing these interviews and stuff is your attempt to change the narrative, put more of your real self out there. I feel like that's your biggest problem is that by you not being out there and people not getting to consistently see who you are as a person, you're kind of like letting people write the narrative for you. So now you're talking about the podcast stuff, like that, like from your perspective, what is the strategy of being Brittany Renner at this point? Because I feel like there definitely needs to be some narrative shifting, which you've obviously been working on. But I think it's an interesting problem because I still think like, you could be a big ass podcast house. You could have a huge [ __ ] million dollar podcast deal probably next week if you really wanted to. So I know all this stuff's kind of on the. I don't try to sign you after this. Oh [ __ ]. I want to see what's going on. My kid might want to do that [ __ ] too. [ __ ]. I heard you was real good. Then tell them about it. Yeah. [ __ ]. They're my glory days. Don't, don't do that.

I think, you know, I have kind of, for the first time in my life, I've written down long, long term what I would like to own, what would I like to do, what would I want to sell, what is my message, what am I about, where do I want to take this, where am I going to, where do I want to be at 60 years old? So I've had over the last couple months, I've had to really start reflecting and dig down deep because once you write it down, it's, it's already in route. So I think I am kind of trying to find my way. I don't have all the answers. I don't know what the [ __ ] I'm doing. I'm giving my best. And I know that as long as I stay aligned with all those things I wrote down, it's going to come to me because I'm going to be working towards that. Now, now I have intention because before I'm just on social media making my money, not thinking like, I've gotten a lot of money and I've blown a lot of money. So where am I at now? So I think now for me, it's more about, what is your intention? What do you want to leave behind? What do you want to do? One thing you said in the Kevin Samuels one, I think you said, "I've been lucky enough to build a platform and get all this attention, et cetera, from just being young and beautiful." And now I'm thinking, "What am I going to build for myself that is going to last for the rest of my life?" Which is, I think the most honest thing you could really say. And, and any girl who's making a living off of her body or looks should probably have that thinking about that stuff. "I'm gonna be 40 one day. How am I still going to pay the bills then? And what am I going to build for myself that will last till then?" That's a smart way to think.

Did you ever go over that in your household when you was young with your grandparents, other financial goals, and you know, goals, things you have to write down towards what you want in the last next 10 years or five years and [ __ ] like that? My family was poor. So I'm the, I would say the first like person in my family to really see the type of money that I've seen. So you got something. Yeah. So I feel like I, I wish I would have known more about taxes and businesses and trademarking. And really, I wish I had more of a corporate background so I would have known how to navigate the social media space. But I also never thought when I joined Instagram 2012 that almost 10 years later, I'm still gonna be making money on social. I didn't know social media was even gonna last. I didn't know people were still carrying ten years ago. I'll look at you twerking if you're talking about taxes while you're working and talking about that [ __ ]. Like, do that [ __ ]. Talk about some financial [ __ ]. That would be interesting. You could have OnlyFans that make 200k a month from twerking talking about taxes. Yeah, that's low-hanging fruit. You know? Yeah. But no, I mean, there's a lot of information that I, I've gotten along the journey and I cannot change that. Like, I just, I wasn't born into money. I've had to really figure this [ __ ] out myself. I, like I said, I'm a small town, small town girl from, you know, Ocean Springs, Mississippi. Like, I didn't know that I'm going to be sitting here on No Jumper almost 10 years later. I'd be on Instagram and being so honest and just saying like, "Hey, you guys, you would think that I would have it all together. I should have all this money. I should have houses and cars and all these things." And, you know, I'm, I'm finally asking myself now at 29, "Where do I want to be when I'm 60?" Because I haven't been thinking about this. I, I just haven't. Because I was just been on the whoo, the roller coaster ride, baby. It don't end. And I just feel like, you know, girls like you or whatever, girls that meet basketball players and date rappers and superstars like that, don't think about that. You know what I'm saying? Because they worry about that [ __ ] [ __ ] and he gonna take care of me. He gonna do that. And I'm gonna be set up. No. Right. And then what happens is when he wants to put you out of the house, you got to get the [ __ ] out. That's when you realize. That's why you should. I will never put myself in a situation where I am financially dependent. Um, I felt like during that relationship when I was pregnant, he allowed me to just be like, "You don't have to work. Just kick your feet up. Just, you know, even the baby." Just basically, you want that at that time? Yeah. So it's like, that was the first time in my life that I was able to just like, sit down and not work and not be obsessing about, "I gotta post on Instagram. I gotta do my hair. I gotta do it. Wait, gotta get it." It's just, that was my first time. And it was like, looking back, I probably should have kept working. You know, but it, I just, I just wanted to rest. Like, I had just been been on this table twerking for a long time. I want to sit down. You know, I want some normalcy. So, yeah, I think that's where a lot of girls [ __ ] up is that we relinquish all independence and we put all our eggs in our basket with a man. But it's like, when that man wakes up and you don't love you the next morning, where are you going to go?

Are you friends with Dani Leigh? I'm not friends with her, but I'm not friends with her. But, um, I, I like, what would be your thoughts or what would you say to her? Having, I assume, watch the videos that came out this morning and everything. And it seems like it sort of mirrors your situation. It was very triggering. Yeah, very, very similar. Actually triggered. I was like, "Oh, girl, this is." I would say it's really sad because when men don't get their way, a lot of times they resort to trying to embarrass you and calling her a side chick and obviously trying to just hit below the belt. When clearly, like, whatever. I don't, I don't know their whole situation. I hate, like, speaking on other people's stuff. But I will say that, um, I think I tweeted today something like, "If you decide to have a baby with with someone married or not, you have to accept whatever comes behind it." And we're not always gonna get it right. And it's a journey. Like, there's some bumps in the road. Any person who has a baby mama, baby daddy, this [ __ ] is not easy because you're dealing with a lot of emotion, a lot of feelings. You have a kid that your whole life has changed. And sometimes the other person still wants to be with you and it complicates things. And now you're withholding your child, using them as a pawn. Like, there's a lot that goes into it. And I, I feel like too, men, I want to say men can trap women, but women, it's like, yeah, there's a lot of guys who's like, they want to have a baby with you because they want that forever tied to you. So there's a lot of con and vice versa with women as well. "Oh, I'm gonna, I want to forever tie to him. I love him. He makes my life better. He has a lot going on." So I just think with her situation, is man, stay strong. And nobody wins when the family feuds. Like, it's tough though. It's gonna take time to really heal that relationship and and be able to co-parent harmoniously. It's, it's like I said, we're finally harmoniously. Keep shutting them out. And like I said, like, I know I have a lot of male friends in my life that have the baby mama drama and they, they provide for their kids, still don't get to see them. And it's like, I just, I, I want my son to have what I never had, which was a dad. So that's why it is hurtful when certain things are said. But I'm like, "No, I know my heart. You know what I mean? I know what I want from my son." And my son, he has a bunch of people who love him. I would never take that away. So I think with, with the Dani Leigh and the baby situation, like that was just really disrespectful what he did. I feel like you don't air out your family business. You keep that in-house. But sometimes it happens that way because people don't know how to articulate their emotions. And this is just the one chunk of them beefing that we get to see because who knows how much [ __ ] they've been through, not even just that night or that day, but like the whole year or however how many years they've been [ __ ] with each other.

I mean, yeah, my main instinct was like, "Oh my god, why would he go on Instagram Live in that moment?" But at the same time, I'm thinking, "What happened that made him feel like he had to go live when he seems like he's a pretty private person with his relationship [ __ ] besides this, you know?" But see, that's like two. When our situation was unfolding on the public stage, that's what I never wanted to do was get on there and try to make an example out of him and make him look bad. Because I feel like, you know, maybe he was, you know, afraid for, you know, for. Oh, he was scared. He was scared. I don't know. Like, your fear for your life. You think she's violent or whatever. I don't know. Like I said, we don't know the whole situation. But, um, that was the last thing I wanted to do. Because I feel like that type of stuff, it has no business being online. And that, like, I would rather people say I'm a villain and I'm a predator, R. Shelley, whatever they want to come up with. I'm not gonna lie. Because you can, I can't go to a [ __ ] college and be like, "Man, hide your daughters." You understand? First of all, that's funny. And we all know everybody come get some ice cream and be like, "Ice cream truck." Okay. You understand? A college campus is 18 and up. I do. But I don't think they would. That would save us if Adam goes there right now. He's going down. I remember the first time I was out of college when I was like 25, 26, and just looking around and being like, "Starting to feel a little weird." Yeah, yeah. I shouldn't be here. Do you know my tie to Jackson State? I don't. See, that's what I'm saying. It's like, you guys are always so quick to have some opinion. But like, I went to Jackson State. I played soccer at Jackson State. I, I helped Jackson State win a a SWAC championship. I was MVP of the SWAC and I also was, um, player. I was. Let's talk about it. Yeah, I was MVP of the SWAC and Player of the Year. What's up? So that's why I was at Jackson State. Because I actually went to Jackson State. And there were people who were 60 on on campus. So it's not like I was just. But you know what you're doing though? Okay, let's not be. Come on, Brittany. I was [ __ ] with you. Hey, you know you ain't looking at those 60-year-old men. You was playing. You was playing the villain. Can you just say yes? You was. I wasn't looking for anything. Well, I'm just saying, just saying. You was playing the role. Yes. Right now, laughing. That's what I said. [Applause] 60-year-old man. You see why that [ __ ] so fascinating to people too? That [ __ ] fascinating because everybody knows that 40-year-old dudes want to [ __ ] on 18, 19, 20. I'm going to give them 40 to 60. By the idea of a woman being into young 60. I [ __ ] someone who was 50 plus. Oh, okay. [ __ ]. Is there something special about a 19-year-old boy? Why are you saying like that? Like a 19-year-old [ __ ] eat that racist. She came back. [Laughter] Man, I know it's crazy. But again, it's like when you say "hide your sons," it's going to come. But you could have posted the same picture, went to Jackson and just said, "Go, go." What's a team called? Tiger. Yeah, "Go Tigers." You said, "Hide Jim. Hide. Hide 60-year-old dads." And hide the tiger's son. Someone's son could be 60. And could still. Yes. Everybody has a mama. All the sons not the mother. All the sons out there that are tuning in. So if you're 60, you got a [ __ ] chance. Damn. Hey, we learned about a 60-year-old that. How long did he [ __ ] for on the Patreon? Oh, eight hours. Eight hours. Damn. Off of Rhino. I think. How you [ __ ] pay dollars? Sounds like a smashing good time. Florida. No, I don't honestly. I don't discriminate. Those. But no, I mean, when I took that selfie, I was like, "Oh, this is going to be a moment." That's what I'm saying. You put 69 on though. She was trying to play the villain. That's all I'm saying. I just love the way that he used to troll what you're doing. And what you saying today on the podcast, I think should be the message that you give out to women because you was like, "Hey, I'm a girl. I'm figuring this [ __ ] out. I'm taking it out." It really is. This is the, the manufacturer's sort of like narrative that kind of came. And what I'm saying is, you don't have to play into the evil that they're saying about you. You feel me? You could turn the tide because you seem like a cool person. So what she's saying is, "I'm gonna keep doing this [ __ ]. But now I need to look. I need to buy some houses. And look at my financials." So she is a villain. I need to make this [ __ ] work. You know, I'm going to be a joker. But a [ __ ]. I need a couple. I'll be a smart joker. Yeah. I need to. I ain't gonna burn the money. I'm gonna keep the money. Oh, damn. You keeping the money now? That's that's what you do. No, I mean, I, I think for me, my goal is to, you know, I have a dark sense of humor. That's a truth. Dark? Yeah. I have a dark sense of humor. Why do you say that though? Because I do. That's a, that's a fact. Give me something dark. Well, don't darken. Dark is like be going to on it. Literally. Yeah. Going on a college campus and taking a selfie. Oh, I know what this is going to do. That's why they call you R. Shelley. That's what I'm saying. You created that yourself though. You created it. You thought it was fine. I thought it was hilarious. I, I think a lot of inappropriate things are actually quite humorous. So, um, so like I said, the the reality of the situation is, I do have a dark sense of humor. And I also am a little jelly bean. I'm really soft. So I think what I kind of my goal is now is why I really started to do kind of more of the interviews and start talking was that both can co-exist. I don't have to choose. Um, because I am both. I guess I turn it on and off. Social media is my playground. I accept whatever comes behind whatever I do. I contain multitudes. Thank you. That's what they'd be saying. Yeah. So I think, you know, like I said, I'm gonna have fun. Like, social media is a very, very serious place. And I just don't wanna take it seriously. I just to have fun and post what I want to post, do what I want to do. And I'm not crying on there. I'm not asking for people, please understand me. Hey, if you do, you do. You don't, don't. I can't help who don't want to [ __ ] with me. If you're scared of me, steer clear. Leave me alone. Don't follow me. Unfollow. You know what I mean? It is what it is. Like, I'm not, I'm not here to be everybody's favorite. You know, I'm not. You either love me or you hate me. You're gonna love me or you just don't know me. There's a lot of people who meet me.

I have a question. So let people get to know you then. Do you think that your friendship with Tiana and you doing so many like public appearances with her and stuff, do you think that that in some ways sort of like, because people like have such a weird mindset towards porn stars and [ __ ] that they sort of like decided that, "Oh, she's a secretary. Doesn't matter. Tiana's out here being a hoe in public. She's a secret hoe." Yeah, a lot of people have thought that I was gonna, um, start doing porn myself because I was hanging out with her. I wish. I know. You.

Really, the industry would be the industry. No, are you still buddies? Yeah, I know you're here. We're cool. So she's never tried to get you like, "Come on up in here"?

[Laughter] No. 301? No, no. I know I had some shots. No, honestly, um, we have always, we've always been more like sisters. And I think at one point in time, even when we came up here with you, I was like, so protective of her because, like, when we had a hosting, I think in D.C., she had like made me these amazing brownies. And I'm like, people don't even know that you're like this, like wholesome, like amazing person in real life. And they just label her as, "Oh, she's just a porn star. She's just a hoe. She's just this." But like, when you really get to know her, she's truly like a beautiful person.

So she came to my one-year-old's birthday party yesterday. Yeah. Yeah, that's really nice. Who was that young lady that gave her that Gucci dress? What was her name? Tiana. Was her Tiana Trump? And then it was the one in the yellow jacket. Oh, Riley. Riley. And she, you make a perfect point, 'cause I was telling my girlfriend that [ __ ]. I was like, going to that birthday party, I would have never knew that they did porn and did what they did on the internet because they were just so like, you know, they held themselves with so much confidence. And yeah, they spoke like it was just like, Riley was playing with my son. She was taking care of it. I was like, "Go ahead." And then I had to tell my, I had to show my girl like, "Look." She was like, "What the [ __ ]?" Like, "That's damn." Like, I'm like, I showed her a Riley gang bang. Like, "No, look, man, on Twitter." I had to go to Twitter. Like, "This the girl was in the yellow jacket." She was like, "Never." I'm like, it was like so not so. I can't be judgmental no more, man. That [ __ ] right there is like, hell, there's really, there's really more than meets the eye. So I think that's why it's important, like, like my friendship with Tiana, like, really opened my eyes in ways that I was even judgmental. So it's really beautiful. You just get to know people. But the, like, so the wrong people are never gonna want to get to know you. So yeah.

But no, I think to answer your question, I think it was just, yeah, I mean, people probably assumed a certain thing, but they also don't know her either. So I was like, I'm like, I said, this is my [ __ ], I'm gonna stand by her. I just think I probably was like, super, like, too overprotective of her, like almost smothering a little bit. Yeah, you really wanted to change her, huh? It's not that I wanted to change her. You were trying to be the momager. I just, I think at the time I was just like, you're so much, like, you can do so much, like, please just don't limit yourself. My girls like that with her too. My girls like, "You can make so much more [ __ ] money if you just did this, this, and this." You know, my girls always kind of try to give her that advice as well. And she just kind of is her own person, I guess. And I realized too, like, first of all, I don't want to have to change, like, you just love people where they're at, you know, and you'll be there for them. Um, and I think she's on her own journey as well. So who are we to say what she should or shouldn't do? Because she knows what's best for her. And we just, you as a friend, you just trust that.

So who you [ __ ] with now? That's dry. He's 60. Kevin Samuels. When you first got on here, you said you just got some good dicks. Yeah, you just said you had some good thing and he loved you and all the whole [ __ ]. Who is that? I think it's broke. I know some male porn stars if you really want to like see what's going on. I swear they're probably. Yeah, name Adam. Um, no, no collab. What's his name though? Yeah. You know, honestly, like, I, I am on my own journey now. I'm on my own journey. Um, and that's just kind of that. I, I would love to do that, you know, hand in hand with someone, but that's just not what's in the cards right now. And I trust whoever is meant for me will find me. So it's just a little fling right now. You don't want to put it. No, I don't even, I don't even have any flings. So you was just lying? You just said you had some good dicks. She said she was, she's dating. So that was a while ago. Yeah, a while ago. Like a week. That's funny.

But no, the show, um, okay, any more questions, guys? Do you feel like you've gained some understanding? She didn't come here to attack me. She came over here. No, I, I kind of just was like, you know, picking with Adam. I was like, "Hey, yeah, let me tell you." Talk. I've been getting their face. Oh, no, you had some animosity in your voice when you got on this muffler. You thought I was simply imagine. House phone was in here, he would have been like, "Oh my god, I love you so much." No, but I, I think, um, what you hear, I do have a little base in my voice. What you're hearing is strength. I was not animosity. I, I respect all of you guys. And I wasn't, my goal wasn't to come in here and try to degrade or disrespect. I don't gain anything from doing that. Now, I am going to be like, "Hey, you know, let's not judge people." Because you got on short shorts. We could judge you. You know.

[Applause] Is surgery? No, no. You're not doing that. No. Okay. I think the only complaint is like my boobs, like they already are small and I just feel like, like, hmm, like they're just, I want to throw some implants in there. After I don't, I don't want to put some D's. No. I will say in the past, very judgmental about it, like felt not bought, you know, like I just feel like I do. People, this girl has a bad influence on my girl. She started telling her like, "No, you can get surgery right after you have a baby. It's all good." Yeah. Oh, [ __ ] I'm not inside surgery though. I mean, because if it make you feel confident, make it a little, yeah. Do it up, man. Dude, yeah, I'm saying, do whatever make you feel good. I don't give a [ __ ]. Yeah.

So, um, what is one thing that you feel like you guys like learned about me? I always like to give some in conclusion question. You a jelly bean. You're a jelly bean. Jelly bean. Right now, I learned that you are not a host. So you say damn. All right, well, that's cool. There we go. There we go. That's cool. Well, I mean, I, I feel like I can still be like a loyal [ __ ]. Low slots are good. If he sends you some clothes in the mail, would you move? Will you wear them? Or are you going to be like, "Nah, like he's a little too toxic"? Lots of ladies' clothes up my ass for show. I need something that's gonna show the body. Yeah, I got a lot of that. I would definitely accept. What I'm saying? Got you. It's a girls' tour. Yeah. Yeah. Not a world tour. Societa.com.

[Laughter] You had this [ __ ] on, didn't even know it. I know that's why I'm like, "Oh my god, it's a small world." She was putting that [ __ ] on my girl. You know, she looked at you, she's like, "She's very cute." Look, okay. Yeah, I would love, I would love a package. Heather. Yes. Yes. Yes. Hey, Heather. Okay, this is not a T-Rex shirt. 19-year-old blind. Yeah, something about 19-year-old boys. Can I say this about you, Adam? Because when I did watch that clip, um, I really want to thank you for offering a different perspective because Prince sent me that clip and I felt like you were, um, trying to be more in the middle because you, you know, you do know me. Um, well, the fans are always telling me that I'm way too accommodating of the women and the hoes in particular. That's just where I'm at. Sorry, guys. This is where I'm at. People think I'm sipping. That's how I really feel. Yeah. And I, I know Linda's like this. No, I, I love that you, you speak your mind, even though there might be pushback and, you know, "Oh, he's a simple whatever." I'm, I'm happy that you stand in your truth and your feelings. I think that's important. So thank you. Speaking of everybody, go get vaccinated. Brittany Renner. No Jabber [ __ ] you guys. Oh, lord. Britney Renner. No Jumper. Coolest podcast in the world. Shout out to AD and T-Rail for co-hosting. Like, comment, subscribe. You can find us everywhere on the internet. Uh, nojumper.com. If you want to support. Bang bang.