SHE HOOKED UP WITH HER COUSIN FOR ONLYFANS... CANCELLED EP 27

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Hello and welcome back to The Canceled Podcast, ladies and gentlemen. Today, we have a very, very special guest. This is my favorite guest, and I think we, by far, are the guest we've been the most excited about. I'm not even kidding.

You guys are flattering me. Um, we sought her out. We literally talked about her a few weeks ago. I said, "She's my favorite person ever." I know, you're so sweet. We tried to put it in the air. I think by putting it on a podcast. I know. And you know what? We did it. We said it. And our turnaround time is like, kind of a long time. And then she went on Sofia with an F, like, right after that. And we're like, "We always missed turnaround time." But this is the stage name she goes by, Anal Princess. But this is Miss Stella. And I love her.

Hello. No one claps here. We want you here. You wouldn't know if they were. Oh, thank you very much. Oh my God, you're literally such an— I am so happy to be here. We're so excited to have you. You are the GOAT. There's just nothing like an outspoken, true to themselves woman with, uh, you know, that you have a lot that I feel like people don't know about you too. That's a very multi-based. You're very intelligent, but you also love anal, and you're not afraid to tell the world about it. And I love that. I can't believe I've been the first. Because honestly, I, I don't know why there's no one else, um, giving anal tips.

And we are here today to ask a lot about your history with anal in your life history in general. Brooke has been just geeked. I feel like I'm obsessed. You on TikTok, which is, I think, where you've been like, really, where everyone finds me. Yeah, on your Anal Princess account, which has since been deleted. Yeah, I love a good [ __ ] who gets deleted. I've had 15 TikTok accounts. It's the definition of a bad [ __ ] can't kill me, you know? Literally, you cannot.

I don't understand. So they just keep deleting them. And then what? You have to get a new phone every time? Every time. I get a new phone, I just get banned, and I get a new phone. So I've had like 15. You put me on to that today, that like, it's actually a device ban. That's what Lila doesn't understand. So our friend Lila keeps getting kicked off of Instagram. Yeah. It's the same. Instagram's even worse. TikTok, they'll keep letting you post, but you will never get, like, on a brand new phone on an account with, like, I even make the name on my phone a different name and everything. Like, my, the birthday, different. I make everything different. I start it on an, in a new area, like at a coffee shop or something with different Wi-Fi. Because like, that first video, dress is different. The first video will get 10 million views, whereas like, on an account that's old or shadow banned or like, on the same phone, a new account, it will get like 100 views. Oh, you're a G for that. Yeah.

I'm not gonna lie, like, you made me want to decide to get a new phone and make a new [ __ ] account somewhere just to see if I could like, pop off on a second. That's where I do all my marketing myself. So it's a really small price to pay for essentially free marketing. That's very, very true. And you actually are monetized on TikTok? Yeah. No, like, well, I swear I've never made money on TikTok. It's me either, girl. It's because I did it on my very first account and I've been banned so many times now. And every time that you try and like, get monetized, you have to put your ID and information in, so they'll know it's me. Oh, wow. Okay. But I make enough money on OnlyFans that's fair. That is fair. See, I need to be thinking like that. When my Creator Fund got, I got straight up denied for it. Like, they were like, "Yeah." That's crazy. The only money I ever made was like, from millions of views. I got like, $600 from TikTok. I was like, "This is not worth it."

How many fans? I'm making like, thousands and thousands a day. That is— I cannot wait to hear about like, your OnlyFans and everything as well. Your OnlyFans blew up because, and I, I just, I could just say, I can say anything. You couldn't say anything. You were [ __ ] your cousin. Yeah, sorry. I just, straight to the point. I have to. First of all, hat. I think there's something so special about someone who just really doesn't give a [ __ ]. Yeah. I'm like, no [ __ ]. It's empowering, you know what I mean? Even just with that, like, that you just don't give a [ __ ]. You're like, "I'm here to do whatever I want to do."

I want to know though. I mean, you were talking about this on Sofia with an F, the monetizability. Probably not a word. Someone come from incest stuff. It's, it's obviously the biggest category. No porn. Yeah, the biggest genre is amateur incest taboo porn. So it's always like, step. I mean, if they could do brother and mommy and daddy stuff, they would, but you can't. PornHub doesn't even allow that. So you have to do step. Um, but yeah, it's, it's, I never, I didn't even know that when I did the first collab with Hannah. I had no— My cousin. The loophole. Can you say cousin? Um, not on PornHub, right? I mean, I don't even know about PornHub because I don't even post that stuff on PornHub. And on OnlyFans, you might be able to say cousin, but I don't even, and risk it. Yeah, everyone already knows where cousins from TikTok and Twitter. That we don't even say anything about cousin related. Nothing on OnlyFans. We just sell the videos. Hannah and Stella.

So you're— That's so, you're— I just have, I'm like speechless. And it's so hard to make me speak. And that's the crazy thing about porn nowadays, like with the OnlyFans era, it's like, and with my type of business model, it's a real girl doing real things in her real life. So it's not like playing a stepdaughter anymore, even though I have done that. Yeah, it's like, wrong. You get to, they get to see a real girl with her real cousin. Yeah. And having real orgasms. When you said every orgasm you have is real, even that. I know a lot of really big OnlyFans creators who are girls who are like, "Yeah, I still won't, like, do, I still don't want to come on camera." One of the biggest ones has told me like, "Whatever, I first started doing it, I was like, this is weird. Like, it's hard to the first times you do anything real sexually on camera." Yeah, because you're like, "I might look weird as [ __ ]." Like, you can't focus on what you look like when you're orgasming for real. Yeah, that's so true. And so the first times I did it, I was like, "Oh, I'm going silent too much. I'm doing whatever." And then I just realized, like, one, I'm happier. Yeah. And I'm posting more. And also my fans love the awesome authenticity. So no, you, there's nothing. It's like, you won't. And it's like, no one. You have to do, like, at least in my case, like, I feel like the only way to make this a career is to do things that maybe not everyone can do. And authenticity and actually giving real orgasms and like, really real sex is the hardest thing for people to do. Like, acting is very easy for people. That's so true. Acting always looks worse. And I would, I would be there trying, sucking in every single thing. Like, I'm your stepsister. Like, I, I think it's very hard to let that, like, wall down. But when you, yeah, one, it's a good practice for myself. Like, it just makes me more confident in myself. But then it also translates something beyond. And that's inspiring. Like, it's, it's inspiring us, is to like, so many girls to just like, be authentic. People always say to me, "Just a [ __ ] on the internet." And yeah. And I'm like, "Well, I hope I'm inspiring few girls out there to just like, be authentically themselves and not feel remorse for things that they want to do." And like, you can be a girl. Like, you're a girl already. And then however your personality is, whoever you are, whatever you look like, when you come, like, however you like to [ __ ], you're still a [ __ ] girl. Like, you don't need to act apart of something. You can just be. You can be [ __ ] really. You could be nasty as [ __ ]. You can, like, anal. You can [ __ ] on your boyfriend. Like, and you're still a really cute girlfriend. All right? You're still a cute little [ __ ] baby.

So you film only, usually with your boyfriend, right? Or like, people who you already would be wanting to have. So I film with Drew, who is my boyfriend/slash, I mean, right now it's like an open relationship. But he's the one, he's the one who took my, um, anal virginity and introduced me to this whole world. Anyway, like, why is that the most touching thing I've ever heard? Literally. Say, like, he put, like, a Korean corn dog in my [ __ ] and I'd be like, "Wow." Truly. We had anal every single day for a year before I even thought about doing porn or filming it or anything. Like, what? I was just a student doing that. I never knew that anal could be so good. Like, I didn't, I planned to save it for my husband or something. And then I was so turned on by this guy in the homeless shelter. Oh my God. Oh my God. So funny. And then also seeks out men from the homeless shelter. No, I'm not kidding you. No, I'm not. To, you know, stray away from that because I want to get back to that. But you were saying that you were working in the homeless shelter, which first of all, again, like, you're just such a good girl, like philanthropist vibes. I love it. I love that in more ways than one, actually. [ __ ] them. Um, but you were there and you met this guy and you're like, "You're so hot. I want to [ __ ] you." I would do the same exact thing, dude. Like, I mean, we knew each other for like four months. And every day I progressively got hornier and hornier for him. That, he would bring me like a hat from the thrift shop, and I literally would masturbate like smelling it because I was like, "I need to [ __ ] him so [ __ ] bad." It really helped. It like, it was like so taboo. Like, you're not supposed to. You're not supposed to. It's like forbidden. But I mean, what more philanthropy could be more manly too than like a homeless Marine veteran? So I agree with them. Yeah. Literally just broke guys [ __ ] so good because that's all they have to offer. I say that once an episode. When you don't eat anything else from a man except just vibes, you're enabling the [ __ ] out of me right now. What did you say? She said in the car that I was like, she's, I, I literally wrote it down and quoted it. You said, like, "I prefer men with no jobs so they can pay attention anymore." And I'm like, "That's such a beautiful angle." Because she shades me all the time. She's like, "Why are you going for all these broke girls?" Why am I shading you? What a hypocritical thing to do. Because what am I doing? [ __ ] Bill Gates. If they, if they're broken, they're like, tr— like, if it's, if they don't embrace it, it's not hot. But with him, like, he chose to be homeless. He was manic as [ __ ]. He was like, "I'm drive across the country to LA and be a poet." Like, [ __ ] my whole life. A lot of families don't [ __ ] care. Yeah. He was like, "I want to sleep in my car." Like, "I don't give a [ __ ] what I do." And ever since I met him, I have lived life so fully because, like, I realized I could be homeless with this person. I would be happy as [ __ ]. Like, we used to, I used to skip out on class and just go on random road trips with him and sleep in the car, sleep on the side of the road, like, [ __ ] in ditches on the side of the road. And I've never lived so fully. Like, I think that you're investment. That is the point of life. Like, you're not supposed to be with some, like, boring ass person. You need to be with someone who you could be homeless with and have fun. You know? She is art. You are art. I, I want to make a decision. I am not joking. So, were you causing my marriage? Or we're not blood related? And people, people always ask that. They think that we are. We're not. So then it's like, what the [ __ ] is the, there's no difference. There's no, it's a random girl. Yeah. Yeah. Well, I've been, I've been asking people this question and I already know your answer just by like, all of this. But all week, I have been so inspired by asking people this question. It's like, the only thing that's giving me joy each day. I mean, to you, I feel like you're gonna be like, "Oh, what a great [ __ ] question." But like, if your parents, I mean, this, I want to hear your answer. If your parents divorced and remarried, and they remarried someone else, and they had a stepkid, you know what I mean? Like, like your mom remarried a guy and he had a boy. I just read a book about this. And you fell in love with the boy. Would you [ __ ] him? Of course. See? Yeah. Like, no. You know what's so crazy about this? What my dad is remarried to a younger woman. My dad's 60, she's 30. She's like, "I already did it." And no. And they just had a kid like a couple months ago. And I have a little baby brother. Oh my God. Oh, well, now I'm not gonna say anything. Would I fall in love with my baby brother? Well, don't take it. There's another. Just let's pretend 85. Like, come on. Wait, but you're saying half-brother? Like, not just stepbrother? Like, no, no. Ladies, you're saying half-brother. Well, I was saying stepbrother to the average person. But half-brother. What are we half related? Oh, for the love of God. You know, it's, you, I don't, I don't think I could. Because the thing about me is like, I like taboo things. Like, for instance, I love men with authority. Like, I like [ __ ] men or like, that are more dominant than me. Because in real life, I'm very good about boundaries with authority figures. Like professors in college used to ask me to go to lunch with them and stuff. Instead of meeting their office, I felt so uncomfortable because I like to keep that boundary. So then sexually, I like to break that boundary. See? And I would love to have that, like, gray area. Like, I was gonna say something so [ __ ] awful, but my lawyer is here. Just like anyone I work with, like, would [ __ ]. Like, I can't. Or like, my best friends. I just love a boundary cross. That is why, like, I work with, I mean, except for Sawyer, my manager/slash best friend. I [ __ ] everybody else I've ever worked with. Yeah. I, I could make the relationship stronger. I feel like that's how she is with her friends. She's [ __ ] like, pretty much all. Yeah. Yeah. I just [ __ ] a really good friend of mine. I actually haven't told you about it. When I have sex with people, I get closer to them. It's like, I do agree with that.

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But as long as you're not like a jealous type or you get, oh, I'm a possessive of them immediately, then you can just see them. Everything. Like, I'm like, "I'm gonna [ __ ] my friend." And then be possessable. No, all my best friends, I have sex with all the time. And I have done that since I was [ __ ] 13 years. I resonate. I really do resonate. Like, you're one of my, we're the one in the, I'm not one of the only friends she hasn't had sex with. Seriously. It's really, it's important to have those friendships. Threesome the other night, though, which we're gonna go to Paris. Oh, right. That was my idea. Yeah. I mean, but I wasn't down. I wasn't not down. Oh, okay. Sorry. Did you feel like it would be awkward if you guys did, or you just, has the time hasn't come? I don't feel it. I don't think it would be a good question. I have friends that I could [ __ ] so easy. And then I have friends that are so sexual. Like, I have this one girlfriend who's so sexual, taking me to so many sex parties. But there's a thing between us where, like, I'm scared to, yeah, do something with her. Yeah. It was interesting. I think it would be, we don't, but I don't know. I feel like after a month, we'd be like, "Remember that?" We would definitely laugh. I think we would laugh, but it would take us a while. I've only ever had one threesome, and it was with literally my best friend at the time. So it was like, very. You probably both have to be drunk. And you have to have a guy who's like, you both are preying on him. No, we have this guy that we both [ __ ] and he's, and he's in both of our rotations. Yeah. No, ever. So literally, we just like, take turns [ __ ] him. Like, that's so fun. We really do just stop [ __ ] this man. But he's great. And giant [ __ ]. He could easily handle the two of us. We should really get on with it. Yeah. I will. She would. Before. Okay, I have to stop. Um, what was I gonna [ __ ] say to you? Oh, speaking of boundary crossing, boundary crossing, or trying new things. We were talking about this in the car. I recently found that my one of my new favorite things, and it was something I wanted to do forever and ever and ever. Like, and I would ask every guy in the world if I could do it, and every guy would say no. And I finally found someone who would do it. Was is pegging? A pegging guy. Hits. Have you ever done it? I've never done it. You, the Anal Princess, dude. I want to do it so much. You know what? I want to do it really bad. But at the same time, I [ __ ] love receiving. Yeah. Because when you're giving with a strap-on, you don't feel [ __ ]. I know it's doing it to be like a mental thing. It's like a dominant thing. It is. Like, I just sometimes making a guy, you're a [ __ ]. Like, hit. It's so good. So what have you never done that you want to do? I guess with pegging, I want to peg. I do. I wanna. I know a guy. I really got you. So Alex Adams is the one mainstream porn star that I've shot with on PornHub. I have two videos on PornHub, and they're both with him. Okay. And, um, he used to do gay porn. Really? Yeah. And now he just does straight porn. But he used to do gay porn. So he's taking it in the ass way more than I ever have. And he doesn't want to do gay stuff anymore. But he's been in my ass so many times that he's like, "It's only fair that I like, let you peg me." You have. So I really want to do a really beautiful story. I feel like the problem with pegging, though, is like, as much as I like say I want to do it and stuff, it's like, after somebody like, were to actually allow me to peg them, I feel like I would think about them differently. I will say, from personal experience, I would love to do it with someone that I don't see or like, know as well, I guess. Because it's like, afterwards, you definitely look at them a little differently. Yeah. That's why they want to do it with Alex. Because, like, I've seen all his gay porn. Yeah. And like, I know he likes it. Yeah. And I know he's done it a million times before. So you'll know how. So it's not like, it's not like taking a guy's anal virginity, right? Which is so different. Yeah. Like, I know he knows what to do. And it would be great. Because the other one thing I want to do with him is he has a friend, a really hot friend that wants to enter porn. And I want them to DP me. Really? I've never. I've never done the DP. That's honest. I don't know what that means. Okay. So, so in the butt and the [ __ ]. So I've done like a dildo in my [ __ ] and a guy in my butt and vice versa. But I've never done two dicks like, one dick in my [ __ ] and butt at the same time. You have to. It's a weird position. But they also, I realized or I learned, they have to go at different, um, times. So like, one goes in, one goes out. Like, oh, okay. So yeah, because if you go in at the same time, it'll like tear. Or it's too. Yeah. I feel like it's too small down there. Like, even fitting. You can't, like, okay, someone goes in your butt, you cannot put a dildo in your [ __ ]. It will not fit. Like, the butthole fills up the [ __ ]. Oh, wow. Doing anal. And they like think, like, "Whoa, I've never thought about that." Do you? Well, you spearhead this conversation because fun fact, you tell her, tell her your situation. I've never done anal. Okay. Okay. So, you know what you're talking about. Yeah. I was on the hunt this week. I was backing up to everybody. I swear to God. I was like, "I, I cannot go an interview." I swear because I was like, "Listen, I take my job very seriously." Today, for this reason, if I'm going to talk about it the most authentically, I was really working on it. I need a refresher. But I decided, I'm just gonna have, we're gonna have to have you back after I have experienced it for myself. But, and when you do it for the first time, text me because you're gonna be the first person I call. I have paragraphs. I can give you. Give us your, give us your like, anal starter pack right now. Yeah. Like, first, first time anal, what to do? What to do? All right. Um, first, I always say, like, the person you pick is important because you don't want to be thinking about [ __ ] on someone. Like, you just don't want to worry. I don't even know why you really, if you really want to do it. What? I have no idea who I did an animal for the first time. What? Like, I couldn't tell you. You don't remember who you lost your virginity? Sure. No, but I mean, like, wasn't it memorable? Was it? Did it hurt? Clearly not memorable. It clearly didn't hurt or anything. Oh, I remember actually. Never mind. It was like, a boyfriend. It was. Wasn't it? Yeah. But I also hate him. He like, blackmailed me. Well, see, that's where the disconnect is for me. Because like, I've never been, like, I've technically had sex with like, a lot of people. But almost every person I've ever had sex with, I've had sex with like, once or twice. So like, obviously, first or second time having sex with somebody, you're not gonna like, I mean, maybe, maybe. But like, you're right. So like, it wasn't until like these past few years that I started like, having people that I actually like, regularly have sex with. And so it was just like, never. You could [ __ ] on for sure. For sure. And he's, he's definitely willing. Literally last night he's like, "Come on, you're gonna have Anal Princess." But I'm, he's like, "Using it in his favor." Like, "I'm trying to find someone to accept." But so what else? What else is on this, this checklist? So it is a boyfriend-girlfriend type of thing for sure. Like, Joe. I mean, that being said, though, I lost mine on the first date with a homeless guy in the back of his car. I love you. What? I didn't know he was boyfriend material, but he ended up being it. You're my president. Um, continue though. Um, so it's one, like, picking someone who you're comfortable with and like, you feel like you could [ __ ] on and it'll be fine. I mean, most people don't feel that way. I didn't feel that way when I lost it, but I just embraced it. Yeah. Second is, so when I first lost it, I was laying on my stomach, fully relaxed. So like, lay fully flat and relax. This this position is the best for the first time anal. Like, just completely breathing deep, closing your eyes, fully relaxed. And he'll get your butthole like, really wet. You can stick fingers or toys in before, but you don't have to. Okay. It helps. Also, I learned. I didn't know this till, um, a year into doing anal. But there's desensitizing gel for your butthole. That it doesn't. People think it numbs it, but it doesn't numb it. It just takes away like the muscle tension. It relaxes the muscles. Literally just a desensitizing, like, kind of numbing lube that you put on. Some, you can borrow it. Yeah. Okay. But I, fair. I did a lot of anal like without it. It was tequila for me. Yeah. I've done it sober. Always. But, and, and I like it because of that reason, because I like the intensity and the pain. But I did discover desensitizing gel like halfway into my anal journey, and it lets you feel more sensation and less like you're [ __ ] in reverse. Yeah. That's how you don't feel for me for a long time. Like, I was [ __ ] in reverse. And then eventually it was like, "Okay, yeah, like, you know." If that makes sense. Whereas I just loved like the pain of it. Yeah. Same. I really like pain. They don't eat you. So much. So I lay fully flat on your back is like my, my best, or on your stomach is my best tip. And then they get your butthole really wet. And, um, and then they just go in from above. And so how long till you liked it? Are you immediately? No, I liked it immediately. Literally the first time. It didn't hurt at all. I, I didn't even know I was gonna have anal. Like, is he hung like a horse? No, he's like a good six inch. A boyfriend, boyfriend. And it's uncircumcised, which is really good for anal because there's more skin. So there's less friction. Like, the skin stays on your butthole. And then, yeah, they're so beautiful and natural and they feel better in the butthole. Wait, wow. You're teaching me. Literally. There's like, Gandhi's talking. I feel like I'm telling you. This is why I wanted. I'm so excited to have you because I feel like everything that you say, I'm like, "Wow." I've truly had anal every day for three years, sometimes multiple times a day. Yeah. Do you enema ever? I've never done an enema. Like, a real enema. I've never done one. Okay. I haven't either. Right. I've always said, like, "I could eat a Crunchwrap Supreme from Taco Bell and then do anal and there's no problem." And I have a lot of guy friends who are like, "Hey, I'm like, I don't know how you do this." They don't eat for days. There's so much prep. But I always wonder that about her because she'll be like, "Yeah, he [ __ ] my ass last night." And I'm like, "Girl, I was with you all day yesterday and there's no way you were." Okay. But I swear I've never [ __ ] on a deck. I would tell you honestly. No, it's literally that's the best. Because when you shoot water up there, well, one, when you prepare a lot, you can't do it every day. So I was already, that was out of the cards for me. But then, and also like, I was [ __ ] him in the back of his car for like a year. So I wasn't preparing. I didn't [ __ ] know I was even gonna have anal. The first night I was like, "Disgusting and on my period." So he just, his dick started going in my butt and I was like, "Wait, is that my butt?" And it just, I was the horniest I've ever been in my life. So it just felt amazing. And that's now how I approach anal. Always. Like, I don't prepare for it. And people think this sounds like, like girls think I'm like a pygmy girl being like, "I don't even need to prepare for anal." Or you use lube. But no one does. Like, when you prepare, yeah, it usually, like, shooting water up there. Every porn girl will tell you that it just makes it messier. Mari was just telling us that they're literally wet, like, because liquid [ __ ] coming out of your ass. No, no, no. Where's windows? It's fine. Yeah. Horny girls will tell you that like, it's honestly the easiest. I've never felt so validated. Yeah. I'm serious. You're my, you're my Gandhi. You're my president. I can't even believe. I feel like you already, you know the vibes. You know that less preparation is better. I really honestly don't think I ever knew that. I think I'm just lazy and it worked well. And like, well, that's how I am too with this movie. I'm gonna be on my high horse. Yeah. Anal [ __ ] princess told me that's the way I [ __ ] do it. If you want my [ __ ], you can go in it raw. Like, it is. You can get [ __ ] on if that happens. But you'll never [ __ ] [ __ ] all over them if you don't prepare. Because it's just not, like, unless you know you're having stomach problems, not a good time for you. But also another tip I have that's really good is, um, the morning. Every time I have anal, like, first thing in the morning, right when I wake up. I have never, it's never been messy. Are you guys hornier in the morning or the night? Morning for sure. But I'm so polar. I'm like, I actually. Are you eat morning sex? Really? Because I'm not a morning person. I get like sad. Like, I get really sad because it's like, if I slept over and I wake up and someone doesn't, like, I would be really upset. I am boyfriend girl. So I always have boyfriends, like, my whole, since I was 13, I have like long-term boyfriends. Which is also why I have nastier sex because, like, you said, like, you can be, that's what it is. But also, you wake up to them every single day. And so you can just, they have a hard-on right when you wake up, and then they just start [ __ ] you. That's what I like. I just lay there and he just starts [ __ ]. I will date someone and if they wake up hard and even like touch me with it, I'm like, "Don't even get away from me." Like, crazy. Every day so hard trying to [ __ ] and I would be like, "Listen to me. No, you can talk to me in 12 hours because I hate the morning. I wake up like angry. Like, I'm just not like that." Like, I don't know. Not me. I love this morning. At the same time, then you're probably like, you have alcohol in your system at night anal. So it's like, you don't give a [ __ ] anyway. That's true. Whereas morning anal, if you have a boyfriend, like, they just wake up next to you and they can just start [ __ ] your butt. I, it has never, I've done it hundreds of times. It has never once been messy. Probably because, like, before you like stand up, there's no gravity. Exactly. You know what I mean? It's like, you gotta do it before you even stand up. Yeah. Brilliant. It's the same thing as I told her the other day. If you don't get, like, stand up, you're not gonna like bleed in your bed. Like, if you're on your period and you don't. Yes. That's why I never wear. I just free bleed at night. I told her that. I've never bled in my bed because it's not until I like, really get up and like, gravity hits that it starts to become a problem. Very true. The other day, probably stood on my floor. You saw the blood on myself. Oh my God. She was running around yesterday. She was leaving a trail. I'm like, "10 enough." I believe so. I could never free bleed. And I like, the bed would look like someone died. Like, I'm not even kidding. Like, but I'm literally, my boyfriend, he like, he's like, "If only people online knew that you're so cute, but really you just [ __ ] on me all the time and you [ __ ] free bleed once a month in the bed." Like, a special relationship. I just like, he washes all my panties that have like blood. Oh, yeah. Because I don't like to wear tampons. It's gotta be like that though. That's love. And I do love that. So, have you, you do, you [ __ ] on him like sexually? Yeah. Not on purpose, ever. Because he doesn't have like a [ __ ] kink. Oh, man. Neither do I. I know why. I understand it. But, um, but no, I've [ __ ] on him so much. He doesn't give a [ __ ], is the thing. Yeah. I've gotten a lot of [ __ ] on him before and he doesn't care. He comes and then he wipes it off. But I've also like, he's pulled out when we've been filming before and it's been like, really shitty. And I've wiped it off with my hand really fast and then put it in my mouth and like, have him come all over my face or something. I put it on my channel. I like it. Picasso. My recent PornHub video, he went in my ass, then inside my [ __ ], straight from my ass, then back in my ass and in my mouth. And then I think in my. Honestly though, the fact that you just don't give a [ __ ] is still again, not to keep coming back to that, though, is so fire. I think it's so, like, rare. And it does, like, resonate with your authenticity. On top of that, you are so well-spoken. I was floored today to find out that you went to college for a long ass time. Not like that, but I think that's that's cool. I don't know what that sounds like. It sounds so awful, but I think that it's awesome what you're doing because you are destigmatizing so much by saying, "I went to college, I got my degree, it wasn't for me. I'm not." You said it yourself on Sofia with an F. "I'm not doing porn or being sexual as a last resort." It's, yeah, exactly. Because so many people think that. And think about the amount of girls that you empower that are just like, sexual and free and honest, that would think that everyone's gonna think this is my last resort. But here you are with this giant platform, coming back, no matter who the [ __ ] gonna delete you, saying this isn't my last resort. This is like, what I want to [ __ ] do. Yeah. And it's crazy to me because this is life. Like, everybody [ __ ]. Like, everyone has sex. And the more sexual you are, the more babies you make, like, in nature. And the more successful you are in nature.

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Sure. So, like, I don't know how sex has become so, like, as I was just saying this actually on TikTok, but like, people, you know, so many successful, intense men that are sexual. Yeah. Like, so many [ __ ] men get canceled or like, exposed for the sexual weird-ass [ __ ] they're doing. And they're like, high-powered men. But then high-powered, like, intense, successful women are expected to be completely non-sexual. I know. And like, sexual women are like bimbos, and we're like dumb. And they're shocked that we [ __ ] have other interests or could like, be good in school. Yeah. But I'm, I mean, I think a lot of girls like academic validation, sexual validation. 100%. What were you saying? Like, someone who's just like, really, like, you were saying the girls in STEM are like the freakiest girls because it's like, they're so devoted and like, you know what I mean? Like, to that. Like, why wouldn't they be? Well, they're another. Yeah. It takes an intensity to do that. And, um, I just met, like, I met the girls that were the most like me doing STEM because I graduated college not doing science or anything in math. And then I went to two years at UCLA after college doing STEM, doing pre-med. And that's when I met all these girls that were so intense. And we were studying for organic chemistry together, they were geniuses. And then they were dominatrixes on their off time, just for fun. Or they were like, going to members' sex parties in LA. They were taking me too. And I was like, "What the [ __ ] is this world?" And I realized it's because these girls are so [ __ ] intense. Yeah. And not every girl in STEM is like that. Like, there's a lot of people that are there just because their parents want them to do medicine or whatever. But there are also some people there that are [ __ ] intense. Like, they want to know the most about everything and about the human body. And sex is a huge part of that. No, but I think it's dope. Like, like you said, not every girl is like that. But you're shining a light on like, the fact there's a hate. Like, they're brilliant women who are also. And the men who date them, they know that like, men date intense, high-powered women because they [ __ ] like crazy. But then, but then there's so many people who don't want to believe that's a real thing. But no, it is. Oh my God. I love everything. One can be sexual. I think the more comfortable you are with yourself, the more able you are, you can embrace your sexuality. During college, what was that? Is that where you found out that you were more of the sexual person and started meeting sexual people? Was that why? I figured out when I was 13. I lost my virginity just because I was curious with my like, little 13-year-old boyfriend. And it was so fun. And like, we were just curious. And I just wanted to see like, what it was like when a penis went inside me. Yeah. And ever since then, I've just known. Like, every time I bond with someone, I want to have sex with them. Valid. Literally. I don't know if that's something I need to get there before. But I couldn't agree. And that's also why, like, when I was working at the homeless shelter and I realized like, there were multiple men there I wanted to [ __ ] and like, bad to the point that I did [ __ ] one of them. Yeah. I was like, "Maybe I shouldn't do medicine." Because like, I never went back to her. And she's like, "[ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ]." Oh my God. I recognize it in myself. That when I, like, the way I love people and care for people, I want to have sex with them. I actually completely resonate with you. Yeah. I can't lie. I can't lie. I've always been like that. And in high school, it was, you know, you're learning how to figure out, are you a [ __ ] or like, whatever it is. But I always just had sex with like, friends and just people I really liked. I've never really had like, one-night stands with random ass people that I don't connect with. Everyone I've had sex with, I mean, I have sex with people on the first day all the time. But I know there's something special about them. Yeah. I feel a connection. And then I just [ __ ] them so bad. Honestly. And I can't really, I can't say I don't have one-night stands. But I feel like every time I do have sex with someone, if even if I don't, in that moment, afterward, I'm like, "I love this man." Yeah. I'm like, "What's that chick?" "I love you." Are you seeing other people? Like, I feel like the first time you sleep with them. The sex parties. That's something that I really want to like, get into. And I know so many people in Hollywood. Here in the next one, please take us. Can we take us? I feel like I would just be like, "Wow, you would love it." So I just went to one. And I went with Hannah, my cousin. And I also, that day, and that day at the hotel I was staying at, this girl came up to me at the pool and was like, "Oh my God, I follow you on Instagram and TikTok. I'm a photographer. I'd love to do like a film shoot with you sometime." And I was like, "That'd be great." And we scheduled it. And then I was like, "Hey, I'm going to a sex party later." Because she was really cool. She was like, "Do you want to come?" And I ended up last minute booking another, like, a couple's ticket for her and I. So I could bring her. So it was so last minute. Yeah. It's like, it's you have to be a member and everything. But I booked a couple's tickets so that I could bring her. Yeah. She didn't have to be a member. So is it, are you a member? Yes. Is it not like $250,000 a year? No, it is for men. For women, it's like $25, $50 bucks. We got it. And then for men, it's literally. Okay, I love that. And the fact that people will pay it is like, I mean, it says.

No, there's some because there's some like, like old celebrities there, and you can't, like, they take your phone at the entrance. Yeah, so you can't take photos or anything. And then it's just everybody [ __ ] in all the rooms. There's porn performances at first, and then it's always at mansions in the hills. And then about you go, like, after you kind of break the ice with the performances and drinks, and usually they're selling art on the walls and stuff, and everyone's just walking around naked. And then how you migrate into the bedrooms, and people are just [ __ ]. Like, usually they're, they brought someone with them, they want to [ __ ]. I have so it's not just random people. But many questions. At the last one, at the last one, I was sitting on the ground because I didn't want to [ __ ] anybody because I had a scene coming up. I don't like to [ __ ] random people at parties. I usually like bring a man with me, and then we [ __ ] on the bed next to all the other couples and stuff. Yeah, just like someone you like. Yeah, or like a girlfriend you want to [ __ ]. But this guy came up to me and he started trying to kiss me, and I was like, "No, no, no, like, I don't want to do any touching." So he just started, like, I didn't want his mouth on me. I didn't want to get STDs or anything. So he just started masturbating. Like, he started rubbing my [ __ ] with his fingers, and he made me come. Like, he was so good at it. He just made, I was sitting on the floor, he just made me film with his fingers. And then he was like, "Thank you," and he left. And then later he came up to me, he's like, "I want to introduce you to my wife." Well, she said she was like, "With that, obviously." He was like, "She's here with her like, 15 girlfriends." How many people are walking around like that? That we just really don't know? Like, the people that we see at Trader Joe's are just at these sex parties? Huge. I can't say the first sex party. What was it like? Who brought you? Where'd you meet them? What happened? The first sex party I ever went to was with my friend from my organic chemistry lab at UCLA. I knew it was delivered. I knew the answer. She grew up in LA her whole life, and she knows the guys that run the two sex parties that I go to because she went to school with them. She used to date them. And so she can, and she like, when we go, she'll even perform. So they have porn girls that they pay to do performances, and she brought me that first time. Um, it was like black tie. So all the men are in tuxes, and then women can wear gowns, lingerie, or be fully naked. So I wore a dress, then underneath like a full lingerie set, and I took the dress off right when I got there. So I was like, heels and laundry. And eventually, I just stripped down naked. Yeah. But right when I got there, they give you, it's an open bar and everything. And there's this, it's in this huge modern mansion in the hills. And then there's a big circular seating area right when you walk in. And in the middle, it's like a performance space with a big wooden cross, like a big wooden X that they, that has handcuffs on all edges. Yeah, your legs and your arms to it, and they spank you. So she put me up there, and I literally became, like, she was like, "Do you want to do a performance with me?" I was like, "Sure." Like, she was like, "You just have to sit there." So she ties me up on it and spanks me till I come. Which I didn't even know was possible. That's a thing. I didn't even know that was possible. What do you mean you're tied up like that and she spanked you until you? Yeah, because thanks. She spanks like, uh, it's an art form, and she just does it for fun. Like, she's a genius. She's still in school. She's at like Princeton or something now. But she's [ __ ] treats sex like a hobby. Like she tries to get better at it for no reason. But she was like, spanking upwards like this, over and over on your ass, and like around your [ __ ], and it shakes your [ __ ] so much, it makes you come. That's [ __ ] insane. That's like one, like, one of the most insane things I've ever heard. Yeah, I've seen her do it on girls where they are like, fully bruised the next day, like purple legs from it. But since you're doing it so lightly over and over again, it doesn't hurt that bad in the moment. But afterwards, you're used to [ __ ]. Yeah, you can take way more pain when you're like, aroused, right? Yeah. And like, what she taught me, which was the whole point of it, like, she taught me that sex is, you can challenge yourself with it and get better at it. So she would teach me how to take pain. So you start smaller with like, less, like lighter hitting. Yeah. And then you hit harder and harder. And eventually, the hardest, she's hitting like five times as hard, but it feels exactly the same as she did when she first hit you. You are validating so many things. I'll be like, "Slap me." And we'll start easy. And they'll slap me and I'm like, "[ __ ] punch me." No, she'll come out with like, literally her teeth missing. And we're like, "That happened one time." Do that. I mean, someone hit me so hard that I like lost a veneer and I was bleeding everywhere. I was bleeding for Jason. Nobody was. Everything in the moment. Yeah. I mean, I guess we had to like look into the details of their relationships. He was this domestic violence. Everyone we really thought so for a second. So, so now phase two, like the phase is different than sinking the ass. Well, it was in the pitch black. And I, so I'm like sucking his dick and [ __ ] and bucking him. And I'm just like, "This is so, this is the wettest hat I've ever given." Oh my god. Oh my god. I'm riding a stick. I'm like, "This is like, like, you know, I just think it's so [ __ ] wet." And the lights come on, and there's a fat ass pool of blood on the bed. No, I felt absolutely no pain. And we're like, listening like Frank Ocean too, while I'm like, "Deck me." It's like, "White Ferrari decking." And I felt no pain. And there's this giant blood. And we get up and I'm like, "I must have started my period." I go, "Like," and then I look at his whole body covered in blood, like from his mouth to like his legs. And then I go into the bathroom. And I kid you not, it's like, "Did it not smell like pennies in there?" Like, how did you not? I wasn't, I wasn't sniffing like the aroma. I bled for days though. It was actually sincerely. And the last tooth that came out with my veneer, veneers too, like came off. And it like [ __ ] with my gums, created like a big hole. And I was just like, "Spear." Some guys are fine with [ __ ] and they hate blood. Yeah, like blood can almost be worse than [ __ ]. Yeah, blood is just like, blood is insane too. Yeah, I felt like this guy was the opposite, like almost like vampire energy. Liked he didn't give a [ __ ]. Yeah. But no, but it was just the way everyone in my friend group was just like, "And doctors." Imagine explaining that to her dentist. Like, and my doctor. And I had to explain it to both of them. I tried. I tried to say I was just like, "Banking out really hard." Good sex, amazing. So top, like, 100 people don't realize the messiest, craziest sex is always the best. She said, "Top 100." It's so offensive. I'm telling him, "No, no, top 100, top 100 times, not people." Oh, like chocolate. 100 people. He's definitely my top 100 picks. No, that, like, I mean, you know, I mean, no, no, top 100 experiences. I think. But that you're validating everything I've been feeling. No, yeah, it's, it's definitely true. Like the messiest, like the most painful stuff, as long as it's with a guy you feel comfortable to do that. 100. I'm excited for you. I feel like this is going to inspire you to do some [ __ ] freaky [ __ ] because you know what you said, like, you didn't even know because it was dark that you were bleeding. Like, yeah, that's the same with with [ __ ]. Like, I put my mouth. Even the first night, I lost my anal virginity. He pulled out of my ass, and I just immediately put it in my mouth. Yeah. I don't know why, but I just did. And then I did that so many times over, like, probably a hundred times before I ever [ __ ] in the light, like outside of his car. And so I don't know how much [ __ ] I ever put in my mouth before that. Like, I probably put a lot. But you don't even, you know what I love it? Because you're horny. Yeah. And like, it's everything's just wet, and you're not smelling it, you're not focused on that. 100. This isn't a Yankee Candle. Like, I'm not sniffing everything. You know? Yeah. If girls wonder that too, they're like, "How do you even?" Because I've talked about, like, I have put his dick in my mouth when I see my own [ __ ] on it. Like, I've just because in that moment, I'm like, "God, this is so good to put my mouth on." Instagram. But I mean, I, and you think about it rationally. In the moment, I think I am [ __ ] phobic. Like, I, if I ever [ __ ] on a dick, which I'm sure, you know, in my life span, I will. But I think I would have a mental breakdown. But I mean, but also, I think that you can become, like, not necessarily just sensitizing something, but like, you know what I mean? Like, if you, like, I like anal. It's okay. But I'm not, I don't, I'm not the anal princess. Yeah, I'm like the anal court jester. Like, you know what I mean? Like, it's like, I like, if you love it, so like, why would you care? Like, I understand. Yeah, like, you know what I mean? Well, and it just happened to me. Like, I didn't pick this life. There were instances where like, you know, you're super horny, he pulls out of your ass, and you just are like, "This is so hot. How hot would it be if I'm looking in his eyes?" Well, if I'm like, putting my mouth on his dick that has my butthole juices on it, and like, just, I have so much growing to do. In the moment, it just happens. It's not like a rational thought. But then it just happens. And it happens over and over again. Because in that moment, like sexually, I have no boundaries. Like I just, I'm like, "I cannot stop myself." I can't be like, "Oh, there's [ __ ] on it. I don't touch it." I'm like, "That's so amazing that you get there too." Like the no boundaries and stuff. Just no alcohol. Nothing. Cause like, I could see myself over. I'm [ __ ] crazy. That's so easy. Because I like, like, when you're sober, you can experience the full effect of it. So yeah, maybe experience. Maybe another problem. We're like, literally like completely debilitating ourselves. Like, that is completely my problem. Like, I like going places, even like this. I like going sober because I like the rush of all of the nervousness and the pressure. Oh, you're great. And that's why I like anal sober too, because I love the max. But I'm kind of like, I maybe I've like shot out my pleasure centers and I just need to max everything. Like, I'm like, "That, I really like that." So I do get that. But I mean, you are just inspiring me. You have like [ __ ] sober anal and study stem. So you're doing good things for me. I think I can't study stem anymore. I'm fully committed to the anal lifestyle. I can't study a textbook. That's what we need for the just the description. I can't study stem anymore. I'm fully committed to that. You can't do a textbook anymore. I literally just need to [ __ ] all day every day and film it and say crazy [ __ ] on the internet because otherwise life is so boring to me. Like, I just find this. 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But that's like a sex club that men can pay to just go brothel. This is like a crazy ass LA party where you have to be referred by a member, and like, it's so [ __ ] expensive, and you're anonymous, and it's just a beautiful sexual experience. And a lot of people like to go and just watch. Yeah, so it can be a really chill evening where it's basically like watching sexual art. If you don't break your name, we're going to the next one. I will come back to Atlanta. Are you talking about that party that we went to with like? Yes, we went to a party like that. That party was [ __ ]. Look, yeah, no, I mean, it was like some people. It was like people were like naked and like, I don't know if they were like hooking up or what. It wasn't like full sex parties. But I remember just going in and being so surprised because we were like, "People are just [ __ ] in the open." It was like, like a couple rooms with like almost like an exhibition vibe. Like you'd walk in and like, you know what I mean? Like there was like, but everything was. There was one room like all pillows on the ground. Like, I don't know. It was just like, really hot, interesting. But we went like, and people were wearing these helmets. So I remember these helmets that were mirrored. So while they were, well, so like while people were [ __ ] them, they would just see their own face. Like, yeah, that was really cool. I like the aspect of the sex parties that's like art. There's crazy [ __ ] like that at these ones too. Like people are doing live paintings of all the couples [ __ ] on the bed. But it will literally be like five different couples [ __ ] on the bed, talking along the walls, [ __ ] in the bathrooms, like everywhere. It's like hard sex. Like, yeah, really hard, intense sex. It's not, um, it's not like a couple like missionaries here and there. Yeah, it's definitely crazy. It's like, it's so animalistic and it's so hot. But, but a lot of people are watchers, which is cool. Yeah. My crazy lawyer. That's something I want to do more. Have you like watched couples fast? I love watching. Even when I was 17, just went to college, I went to Amsterdam with my best friend, and we went to sex clubs there. And that was my first time actually going to like sex clubs where you just sit in rows like a movie theater and you just watch couples go up on stage and [ __ ] in front of you. It was amazing. Like, I loved watching. And I was just sucking on a penis lollipop. You guys need to go to Amsterdam. I know. I've only ever been to. Do you know what, like the boxes like in New York? Yeah, where they like [ __ ]. Yeah, but that's more like shock culture. It's not like sexy. I used to go to a club like that when I was like 14, 15 in, uh, in London. I used to sneak out six nights a week from my house. You're from London? I went to high school in London. Wait, okay, wait. I have, I'm actually from Montana. Or high school with you in Montana? Really? Oh my god. Her name was Molly. I'm like, "Sorry, Molly." Oh my god. I don't know a Molly. No, I wish you were the last. Like, she was so sweet. She's like, "It's crazy. She's been blowing up." But I guess she knew you and she was like, "Yeah, I'm from a tiny town in Montana." And then I moved for the last two years of high school. I moved to London because my dad, from my dad's work. Wow. What a place to move. Yeah. And I, I went from being a goodie two shoes to literally clubbing every single night, going absolutely wild. Yeah. And I would go to this one club that was like a circus theme, and it was like naked midgets. I don't feel like that's not the right word to say. But that's, I think the little people, I guess. It's like little people, like naked, like really, really obese people, swallowing hammers and [ __ ] people something on stage. Sounds like my bad. Crazy [ __ ]. Um, I used to go there all the time. No wonder I am the way I am now. Like, I've upgraded to full-on [ __ ] parties. But yeah, no, I think everybody else is just behind. I'm sitting, listening like, "Wow, I have so much. I have so many things I need to do." When I get out of those parties where people are like, nervous to talk to each other and like, nervous to even like kiss someone. Think about how nice parties are when everyone's just open to [ __ ]. Like, that's actually so. They're better parties. They're smarter people. They're cooler people. They're more intense people. Everyone's walking around. This is our homework. I'm literally like, "We have to go." I swear. I want to have you on again after me having done anal and us having gone to us. That would be so good. Beautiful. And then sex party. We'll go. It's funny too, because it's like, I wanted to really get into like your life and your childhood. You said so much [ __ ] about like being raised by like narcissistic parents and [ __ ] that I really resonated with. Like, you know what I mean? Into making you kind of the way you are and stuff. But like, you're set. I see why Sophia had you on twice because your sex life is an entire podcast as one. And then like, you was like, almost too much to talk about. I know. And I love people who make me feel like I just like need to do more. Because like my pleasure centers are very, like you said, just yeah, I'm always pushing the mark. I'm usually like, kind of the you in this situation. So someone who makes me feel like, like she's even more like out there than you. I feel like, and it's like, so interesting. It's so refreshing. I feel like she and I like are so contrasting. And that I'm like pretty, like, I don't, I don't do very much. And she's like, very out of pocket. Yeah. So it's like, you feel like the version. So much like, if you were going to go up another level, you'd start doing full-on porn on PornHub and just like. And I'm close already. Yeah. So let me. But you're already so out there and so like, yeah, it does take a whole other level to then start being just a total [ __ ] on the internet. I, well, I mean, trust me, I, I love that you don't think I'm a total holder. If you are the same as me, that's what I'm. Our energy is very similar. You almost share more than me. I mean, I, I share a lot, but you share it to so many people. Glowing view. That's what I was gonna say. No, I'm getting deleted all the [ __ ] time. I feel like I'm on a different plan. I guess. Like, you have a million different platforms, but TikTok just sucks because it's like, it's so many kids. When I first started, like my first TikTok, I was studying for the MCATs and I was really stressed, and I was having anal every day, and I just needed an outlet. And so I just shared like to a sound that was like, "If I had a nickel for every time I did this, I've had, I'd have one nickel." But the fact that I did that is crazy. And I said, "If I had a nickel for every time I lost my virginity in the backseat of a car to a homeless guy on the first date." And that blew the [ __ ] up. I should have been talking about anal on TikTok. But I used to just be able to say that. Like, I lost my anal virginity in the back of my car. Has gotten a lot stricter. Just like this censorship. It was crazy. It's just more and more things that you cannot say. And like, eventually, it's going to be like, "What can you talk about?" That was kind of why this podcast became such an outlet for me because all the things I cannot say on like TikTok, even YouTube, about like sex and life and stuff. It's, it's like, really good. Do you have anything that you can't say on here? Like, do you have? I mean, you probably have like legal things. That's, that's really it. Is like nasty about sex and whatever. Oh, yeah. Oh, 100. That's you need a podcast. You should. I feel like you could talk forever and it would be interesting too, to see you interviewing people. Also, I wanted to do a year ago. I was, I had a podcast idea and I went through with all of it. And then I just, I moved. And I, I was making so much money on OnlyFans. It was, I was going to, I wanted to call one of my subscribers on OnlyFans every week and just talk, ask them about like, what they're into in porn, what their kinks are, like what they like about sex. Because I like interviewing like real people, you know? Because like, I'm, a lot of the men on my OnlyFans are way kinkier than I am. Like, have crazier sex stories than I do. Like, people are [ __ ] insane. Like, I am not the craziest person in the world. I'm the only one that talks about it. Yeah, but everybody on my OnlyFans is kinky as [ __ ] and they inspire me so much. That's such a fun. I wanted to start calling them and just anonymously, yeah, talk to them about what they're into. That is such a learning show concept. I'm serious. That is so. I think I might still do that. Like, occasionally call and stuff. But then also, I know people just want to hear my stories. That's fire. Right? Like, someone even just like, a segment too. Like, you could literally have like a regular podcast, but then not just be like, a part of it. And I just love talking. Like, real people are the craziest. Because I was a counselor in the homeless shelter that I worked in. Yeah. And the stories I [ __ ] heard from these guys. No one is crazier than military men. No, no, no one is [ __ ] crazy. I mean, this in the military is like a crazy risk to take. So you have to be kind of like that. They, but they are just such high testosterone men. Like, yeah, they're. And then Marines, they do so much anal. A lot of them. Like, I know Alex Adams, the guy I do porn with on PornHub, did gay porn before that. He was in the Marine Corps and he was [ __ ] people off Craigslist. Like men and women, every [ __ ] day. Like, they're people are [ __ ] crazy. That's an untapped genre for me. I go for like the rappers and the [ __ ]. No, yeah, you should hit like five families. A marine. Like, have anal with a marine. Okay, I'm putting it on my homework. Military men are so dominant and hot. But then after they'll be like, "Would you cuddle me?" I'm gonna have anal with the military marine. I promise you that. God. And their haircuts are so hot. And I just love military men. Oh my god. One of the first guys that I ever like really hooked up with was about to go into the military in Vegas. And I shout out to him, Skyler. I actually have never [ __ ] like a guy actively in the military. I've only [ __ ] veterans. I feel like when I asked, if you have to worry about them wanting to get married. But I'm pretty sure when they're active, you have to worry about them immediately like wanting to get married and move you. Yes. Yeah, they want to get married because then they get more money. Like from. I mean, I get it. Damn. They just like marry strippers just for the money. Like fake marriages. Today's podcast is sponsored by Noom. Unlike other programs, Noom weight uses a psychology-based approach to help people better understand their relationship with food. It teaches them how to be more mindful of the way they eat and gives them the skills and knowledge they need to build long-lasting positive habits. When you start your health journey, it's easy to be overwhelmed by all the information the wellness industry throws at you. But Noom believes the only place you really need to start with is your mind. With Noom weight, you'll take a path towards better health one lesson at a time. 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And Marines just doing all the best. So you really should try it. I have a marine or two if you want. You know. Oh [ __ ] on my to-do list. I'll give you someone to peg. You can be a marine. We can really like switch it out. Exactly. A good Southern boy. She has a good Southern boy. I do with an uncircumcised penis. Perfect size for anal. The perfect size for anal, by the way, is like six inches. Anal every single day for three years. If his dick was 11 inches, like my level would be the god. You'd be gay. You have to do a natural size. The size of a normal [ __ ]. What is the size of a perfect penis? Brooke, I can't with her. She's. I like this is great, but it's. I'm not kidding. It's like anyone, anyone I was saying that, I'd be like, "Oh, but I swear that everything that comes out of your mouth, I'm like, wow, you do say it all with a level, just like an eloquence." Like, I swear, like, I feel like the first video that I watched of yours was like, I think you talking about your first anal experience, and it's just like, everything you say, I'm like, "She's so smart." Like, I love it. I just feel like I'm honest about it too, and I feel like people have so many preconceived notions about how to talk about sex or what sex means or if sex is nasty. Yeah, well, I was like, "Could be cute and adorable and have nasty sex." So yeah, I love you. Go ahead. Sorry, I was gonna say, I feel like, well, I grew up with like parents and sisters and stuff who are so sexual that it almost made me not like, I was like, "I'm not like that." Like, if you don't recognize yourself in that, then you. Yeah, well, it just made me like so uncomfortable because I was so young and like my mom was always very like spoke to me like I was an adult and like very like, "It's natural, like relaxed." Like, but I was so young that I was like, "Oh my god." And so I feel like it translated into my later life where I was like, "Oh my god, like I can't talk about." Whoa. And no one else. But that's like, but then seeing like, that's why I was like, so fascinated. I feel like when like, I said, like, you, you started coming up, I was like, "Wow, like people are really just out here talking." Yeah, honestly, that's great. You just made me like, really deep dive because I think no one ever talked about it or anything like around me. And it's not that I'm like, I'm like, afraid to talk about it. All especially like, you're my best friend. Like, I feel like that's been a good part of our like friendship too, is that I feel like way more comfortable like, yeah, talking about things that I wouldn't have talked about like with my friends in college and stuff. It's true. It's so rare when you find a girl like that because I had a lot of girlfriends I couldn't even talk about masturbating with. Yeah, you find that one girlfriend where you can talk about anything. Yeah, it helps too that almost all of our friend group is guys. So like, and they're most of them are gay. But like, so these guys are so open the way that we're talking about things that like now like, there's nothing that I wouldn't say to any of them. But like, when I was in a sorority and around all these girls, it was like everyone was like afraid of what they could and could not say without like, with for fear of being. I thought about that. Well, that's why I like being around girls like you because I feel so comfortable. Whereas there are certain girls where I'll say like, "Oh, I had anal last night." And it was just a vibe killer. Honestly, it's a good test for me immediately to just walk into a conversation with a girl, say some wild ass [ __ ] and I can't immediately know a full vibe. That's your energy. Yeah, exactly. It's important to be yourself immediately to tell if those people, you know, can accept that. Which not, what's the point of even talking? Which also does like resonate with your authenticity. Um, I saw when I was like looking you up, like so many of the clickbait titles and guys have done this to me too, you know what I mean? Hard. You go on a podcast, it's like, "She made one on OnlyFans that a year." Um, but you have made so much money on OnlyFans. I have done well for my more than it was an amazing, sincerely. And you were saying, I like what you do. You said it was kind of vlog style. Yeah, whatever you do. And I have one of my OnlyFans accounts is that I vlog every week. And I love that because not a lot of people do that. Like the word vlog almost doesn't go with OnlyFans. I know, right? You know, like, people just assume that's like, not for that. So it's, I love that you're doing like authentically you. How long have you done OnlyFans? Two years. What did you do before that? Like, for like, for money? I was going to school at UCLA. My parents were paying my rent, and I was working at a homeless shelter. The, I actually, I did one job in college. I would, I was a like a research assistant kind of. I worked for the main lady at this journalist site, and I would just transcribe all her interviews and like be her assistant basically and help her with research. And that was my first paying job. And I only did that for like six months. Then I would babysit here and there, but I never really had a real job until I worked at the homeless shelter. What made you want to do OnlyFans? And what was like your first post? Oh, um, so I shared on TikTok that story about anal. And I started talking about sex on TikTok as a secret kind of compulsion. I don't know why I was doing it. Yeah, I know, right? But back then, I like, I didn't think anyone would see it. I didn't think of it as like trying to blow up. I was just had this weird compulsion to be like, really nasty on the internet. It like really turned me on. And when people started like engaging with it really fast. And so then after the first month, people kept asking if I have an OnlyFans. And this was at the very start of COVID. And so that's kind of when I made mine. That was when OnlyFans was really blowing up. Yeah, because you were bored at home. Yeah, like we were bored. We were like, [ __ ] like, I'm in my bed all day. I might as well like, yeah, I had no human connection. So I just started being disgusting on the internet. It was really what happened. But so they, everybody kept asking for an OnlyFans. And this was the phase where like, your normal hometown girl that was just like hot would have an OnlyFans in her bio. It wasn't like sex work as much. It was like just hot pictures to make a quick bag. Yeah, I was like, "Oh, I'll do this for a month or two before med school." Yeah. And so I started. The first post I did, I actually looked at it the other day. I was wearing a bikini because I wasn't doing nude stuff yet. I was just like, "Oh, I can make a little bit of money." Yeah, for med school. So I got in a bikini and was like, "I'm so grateful for you guys that you want to pay for this. Like, thank you." Literally no. But you're pushing me to want to be psycho. I'm gonna go home time. Make some [ __ ] up [ __ ] for my OnlyFans. I just know it. Knowing you, uh, sometimes I, a couple days in a row, I'll just make TikTok content. And I will lose sight of myself. The moment I take like, really nasty like pornos, just like right back. This is nasty nudes. I just feel like myself. I feel alive. I feel like there's a reason I'm on the planet. Because like, just making simple ass stuff for Instagram and TikTok starts to, well, it makes me feeling free. On OnlyFans is very lit. Feeling like you can do and say and act like anything to anyone. And it's like, you're, like, it's the most acceptable platform. Like, if you can just like, that's why I've challenged myself to make it all real and not edit it and have real orgasms because I, it's like therapy for myself. Like, I have a place where I can fully just be myself. I don't have to worry about being canceled. But I don't have to worry about me. That that's tied in. Well, I don't have to worry about, you know, not fitting like on every other social media. I get kicked off. Not to go back to the, the mail, what do you make question? But can I ask, with that being said, so obviously, if you're sharing so much authentically of your life, what do you feel like has performed and resonated the best of your followers? Like, in other words, what's made the most money? I guess. But I mean, like, what [ __ ] my cousin? That's so beautiful. Hannah and I have a [ __ ]. I mean, I went from making like, dude, my cousins don't do [ __ ] for me. I was having like some like 100k months on OnlyFans before Hannah, which was crazy to me anyway, because I've never had that many fans. Like, I had 15k followers on Twitter and I had 30k OnlyFans subscribers because I had loyal ass fans coming from TikTok. Yeah, but no one would ever expect I made that much money with such tiny, such a tiny following. 100. But then when Hannah and I first collabed, in the first four days of us making TikToks together, we, I made 200k in four days. Oh my. And that like blew my mind. I'm about to find my long lost cousins by marriage. And I did not have that many thoughts. I don't care if it's my, my dead ass blood cousin. I'm like, "Listen." And we listen. He only would blow up like that. It was crazy. It was just my first girl-girl collab. So yeah, let's talk about that. And not to revisit the, but I'm fascinated again. It's very rare that something just, it just feels like we're girlfriends. Like we're not actually related, but her, yeah, we've just always known each other since we were young. But we lived, she lived in Vegas and I lived in Montana. And I rarely ever saw each other. But you know, like these, the same age, it's just social media. You always have. Wait, how convenient that she was just like, also into it. She did OnlyFans too, already. Okay, Hannah has been a little [ __ ] since she was young. Like, I was a goody-goody always. Yeah, but I was [ __ ] just not on camera. And [ __ ]. Yeah, but she was like, getting kicked out of the house for camming. And like, when she was 17, she was walking the strip in Vegas, handing out, handing out business cards with her Snapchat on it to see her naked. Brilliant. I'm like, "I'm online." So had you ever hooked up off camera? It was the first time. It was the first time. Do you go home for Christmas? And it's like, they're like, "Oh, wait, like, no." Because we never, we never like, I always go for holidays. I'm either just with my mom and dad. Now my parents have divorced, so I'm, I'm even just with my little brother and my mom. Or I was always going to see my mom's side of the family in Montana. Yeah, but, um, and she's on my dad's side of the family. So it hasn't like affected the family. No. And also like, at this point, the family dynamics [ __ ] for us both anyway. Like, we don't even go to Thanksgiving or anything. That's right. There. I mean, from a distance. But I do not want to sit at Thanksgiving dinner and have everybody be like, "No." That's cool. I feel like that's true. Even for our job. Like, just don't ask, don't tell. Like, that. Like, I won't. I'm like, "I'm just gonna pretend I don't have a family for the next 10 years." And then it's the easiest thing in the world. I lose no sleep thinking my dad's gonna watch this. Yeah, just pretend you don't have parents. But then my mom, I talk to all the time. I don't have to pretend to anybody. Actually, that's actually crazy. Please come to our friends' giving. And it can turn into a sex party. I don't want you to have no things. You know, that's what porn girls do. Actually, like, porn stars all spend holidays together because a lot of people don't have family. Wait, I just got full chills. That's actually really awesome. It's sad. It's so. It's great, but it's just awful. Foreign. How like, once you're in the porn world, you're in it. Like, people take care of you. There's so many things to like. People I think think when you do porn or your nudes leak on the internet or something, your life's over. Yeah, like life just ends. Yeah, but really, there's a whole community of people doing it willingly for fun. And it's a [ __ ] blast. And you make crazy good money. Yeah, no harm, no foul. Like, nothing happened. I'm going to. If you're into porn, I don't even know what to say. You're, you're. Foreign. No, but like, I, I think that you are just that. Nothing. I mean, me, I started the internet saying whatever I wanted. It helped that I already felt familyless, so I kind of was like, "I have nothing to lose." Right? But at the same time, I have always been like, enamored by people who are just so authentically themselves online. And to make a living doing that. And I think that I just resonate with you in the fact that it's like, hey, you're destigmatizing a lot. And B, there's people, you know, they want to come for you and say, "You're just a slaughter. You just [ __ ]. You just whatever." But at the end of the day, you were actually doing so much for a younger generation and showing them that you can be so multifaceted as a woman. And I think that the way you just like, say whatever the [ __ ] is on your mind. I mean, the first time I found you, you were talking about putting gummy bears in someone's ass. Listen. And I was like, "I like this [ __ ]." I think so many people do this [ __ ]. Like, it's just like you. Like, it's this. I could say the exact same about you. Like, you've done the same thing where you've proved you can make a lot of [ __ ] money and have a good life and a good business and also be crazy or be yourself. Yeah, it's not one or the other. Yeah. And honestly, so many people do what you and I do. Like, party like [ __ ] crazy [ __ ] a lot. Like, have crazy ass sex, film sex with their boyfriends. They just don't talk about it. But talking about it doesn't make it any worse. And it makes everyone who does it feel a little better about it too. And I think it's, we're the crazy world community here. Yeah. Where can we find you? Plug your OnlyFans. My OnlyFans is Stella Berry. So onlyfans.com/StellaBerry. B-A-R-E-Y. My Twitter, which is the best place to find me because I never get deleted there. There's, I have been deleted there, but it's and it's @berrybaby. B-A-R-E-Y baby. And then, um, TikTok. I actually just got banned again today. No. Yeah. You know, I had another account called Deliveries to the Back. Oh, yeah. That's the one I'm following right now. So that was my backup one. And today actually, TikTok took the username for me. They didn't like it. So. And then I got banned for a week. Deliveries for the back. Please could mean anything. But so then I got banned for a week on that. And that that account's going down. Well, I made a new one called Berries and Cream. Oh, beautiful. Yeah. So B-A-R-E-Y-S and cream. That's my new job. I love that. And I want to know what's next for you. Do you have anything you're planning on that you want to share? Podcast, hopefully. I really want to get cpd. Oh, yes. Oh my god. That's Stella's homework. I want to do anal more. I want to be peed. I want to do. I want to do a double anal. Just love that. Anyone. I hope you guys know. Yeah, two dicks in the butt. Okay. Um, this is great timing as well because I'm on the front page of PornHub for the last three days. So amazing. Video. Oh my god. No, I've been scrolling. I'm surprised. Well, now I'll just, I'll really look out. College girlfriend learns anal. And I'm like, my first time anal. And he he guilts me into it because I'm doing homework. And he's like, "Sounds like real life." He's like, "I'm really horny, babe. Like, please take a break." And I'm like, "No, I have to study." And then finally, he's, I'm like, he's like, "Okay, I'll just jerk off in front of you." So he starts jerking off in front of me while I'm studying. And I'm like, "Okay, babe, I'm horny. I want to [ __ ]." And he's like, "No, you don't get it. Now, like, you said no to me." And then pitching this, I'm watching it. Yeah. And then he's like, in the synopsis. And then he was like, um, "Okay, I'll [ __ ] you, but you have to let me do whatever I want." I'm like, "Okay, babe, whatever you want." And so then I'm like, sucking his dick. He tells me to lick his butt for the first time. And then he's like, starts putting in my butt. And I'm like, "Wait, baby, you're going in my butt. Like, what are you doing? I've never done that before." And he's like, "Don't worry, baby. You said I could do whatever I want." I feel like I'm watching him. And so it's like, how it's like anal 101. How to like, coax your girlfriend into doing anal. Just like, "Baby, I'm gonna leave a link later. I want to blow it up. I want it out of the [ __ ] water." I can't even believe I adore you. And so does Brooke. We love you. Thank you so much for coming in. And you're coming back very soon after we check off all of our new life. I cannot wait. I will call you literally next week. If they were every night, I would go, but they're like, once every two months. So especially there's one called Kinky Rabbit, and then there's another called Veritas. And I will bring you guys. I am and members of both of them. So excited. I don't want to go. I could podcast with you for two and a half hours. I'm not joking. Thank you for being here. And you are the [ __ ] go. And just keep. Thanks for bringing me on. To the last minute. No, we love you. You guys are so sweet. Yeah, she literally flew in like. And just, you know, text me if you ever need anal advice. Oh, I do. Or if you need a man to [ __ ] you good. I got so many abuse. Yeah, I have a whole harem of men. You see, that's what that's my new standard for a friend. She's like, "If you need someone to like, anal." I have them. Well, you are my Gandhi. That's all I know to say. Thank you, guys. With everything. We love you more than life. Thank you. Anal princess is canceled. [Music] ADWE Talent Production.