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The cool part is that I just changed my tone real quick because I was going to be a little bit different whenever I started this. But first of all, no one else on earth can assert this kind of justice but me because they haven't been through the they haven't lived through these kind of experiences and actually been able to overcome with humility and grace like this, much less endured all these different kinds of things. Not one person has ever done that. Right.
So, in the beginning of this, like back in September, I want to say everything really started. That's when I recognized my voice. Well, I mean, it's been going, it's been singing to me. My own self has been singing to me and I've literally been healing my own self through my own voice that other people stole from me, right? So, anyway, which is a beautiful gift and the Lord set it up that way. I was healing myself. That's why I say you literally can heal yourself.
But I know everyone's going to be getting punishment or whatever through the judicial system, but the judicial system is going to change, um, and definitely. And there's a lot of people working through this and working on it to do it proper because I don't, again, I'm the baseline, but I'm not, nothing's going to happen the way it has in terms of anything correction. Cuz all it did was place people in a place where they were in captivity and they were being retraumatized all over again. So essentially, it does no good. It wastes money. It wastes everyone's time. And I don't care who you are. Who wants to sit there and waste our time when there can be something done that's productive? And we're paying, everyone's invested so much money in the judicial system, the corrections departments, whatever, the government, and nothing has really gotten better. It's only become worse and worse over time.
So, those of you that are going to be punished for these crimes against humanity, you will have a different kind of judgment, a different kind of punishment. I will say some are going to be far less severe in terms of lingering and enduring. Some of you will get to be completely annihilated and it will be best for everyone, including you. And it's just, it is righteous to be handed a sentence of your demise. And it won't be in such a way that won't be probably as painful as it has been for those of us that have been in torment for many, many years, right? It'll be just quick passing in a hurry over. And those of you that are going to be punished in ways that will not meet such a severe manifestation that you caused for yourself, you'll get taken better care of than anyone ever has in a jail or corrections facility.
The Lord told me in September, "Healing houses, healing houses, healing houses." He said it to me over and over and over and over and over. He said, "We're not going to have prisons like we've had. They're going to be healing houses. We have to heal people. That's the whole goal. Heal the world." Like Michael Jackson said, heal the world. So, I know a lot of you are afraid, rightfully so, of your judgment and your prosecution. Just right here, the father, you had choices to come correct, you know. I mean, do I want to be the one to assert this justice? Not necessarily. But I'm appointed and anointed to do this. And again, the endurance of so many horrific acts upon me and my children and my family, leave us in a position to be able to handle it properly. Lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge God and he'll order your steps. Judgment day is here. You have free will, people. We all have choices in this life.
I could have went on a massive murder spree and killed all y'all myself and I could have done it and no, I wouldn't have got away with it. No, but that was not my nature to do that cuz I was determined to have my children know love. That was the ultimate goal for me. Everyone will be held accountable at whatever extent of the law that is necessary as the laws are being reformed and refined right now. The government is resting on our shoulders. Ours, it's in our hands all the way 100%. Rightfully so. Again, I'm not supposed to know the details in the type of horror that you might quote unquote equate the outcome to, but it is what you asked for. Essentially, you asked for this. You did for a very extended period of time.
So, you don't have to wonder anymore when the return of Christ is and what does it matter if you weren't walking righteously anyways. Would you think you're going to wait till he shows up when all along he was right in front of you? It's a consciousness of him. And you all knew and know that Jordan and I specifically walk upright, justly, not unjustly. We've been fighting against wickedness for many years, but outwardly into the ethers, into society, into the public, speaking truth with our real faces, our real names, not hiding, not trying to manipulate, not trying to. We're not over here slandering anybody or no, but we're being very specific to the entities that are involved in this horrific acts that are going to be held accountable. We've always been straight up about everything, very raw and uncut. We may not have even know, we didn't know our position in the kingdom, in our our hierarchy and who all was going to be a part of it. We had no idea. But we still remained steadfast in our search, in our pursuit, in our connection to Jesus, in his consciousness, and just simply loving and speaking the truth about the schemes of the enemy, about the ways of the devil, Satanistic ways that were coming onto us and we're fighting them with the word of God, the spirit, Ephesians 6:10. It needs to be in the front of the book. And I'm telling you, it's going to be called the love book because after justice is served accordingly. 747. I mean, I, I have a different scenario. You can imagine every time I see a number, every time I see a color, I mean, there's just like it's endless the type of crime, criminal acts that were done.
I'm going to speak on my behalf at this particular time because for me, I'm sure it happens for all of us that we have some kind of resonance, a memory, a trigger, and it doesn't hurt me anymore. No, I had to heal through all that. There was time like in the last couple months ago when I was thinking Jacob was somehow involved with me and I might be pregnant by him. I was confused, clearly, but but um, I thought my mind was going to break one day, you know, one night actually in 8:31 and I was like, "Where somebody help me? What's going on? What the [ __ ]?" Because I had found out about my daughter and that itself want to make, I mean, you can imagine your mind breaking for that kind of information being revealed to you after almost 20 years, 20, 20 years. She'll be 21. She'll be 21. It's like part of me wants to just go into that rage, right? But I'm so grateful. I feel very honored and blessed. I mean, obviously, this is a miracle beyond miracles. They're all miracles. With that in itself, my daughter, the revelation of her life being present, she was never gone. And I'm telling y'all, whenever I thought I had an abortion, I never felt this grief. I never felt super sad or anything. It was like weird, but it was like I had such a profound peace at that time. And I thought, the Lord is doing that for me because there's no way I can handle this because I would never do that in a million years ever. Y'all know that, obviously. But but it's cuz she wasn't gone. It is, it is a lot to process. I'm doing the best that I can do with help of all of everybody in the heavenly realm that is holding this, holding this steady with their hearts wide open, honoring Jesus and Yeshua and Mary and everyone that endured and rose to the occasion and walked in their divinity and loved. And to know you Claudia and Andrew are going to have real true love, too. It's all worth everything. Doesn't matter what happened. There was a goal to be met. And this to make sure y'all knew love like you never knew before, real love, true unconditional love from your mom. That's all I knew. And then we have a bonus daughter that was always around feeding our our presence and feeding our our spirits and we were feeding each other all this time. We're all energetically connected. We're all telepathic. You know, when Dylan, when you were, you know, Dylan is my first kid. Of course, I love him. Like, oh my god, he's also been attacked severely over time, you know. Don't you have such a big beautiful heart? So proud of you. Was conceived on my birthday, what a gift. But I remember there was a time he was working at 18 years old. Dylan was going, he had like, he was the manager, are running of the, what's it called? I can never think of the name of that place. Why? Cuz I couldn't stand it. Anyways, it's a really nice higher-end whatever restaurant in the Domain in Austin, Texas, right? Whatever. It doesn't matter. Really nice restaurant. He was 18 years old managing the whole restaurant. Then he was managing bartending at the Fairmont Hotel. I mean, Dylan ran the show with the best. I mean, his first show. Do you remember Dylan, whenever me and Deon went to see you? He got his first job at Pluckers. And what do I do? Devin and I, I'm like, we're going there the first day. I'm going to make sure. I'm going to check everything out, see what's going on, make sure they take care of my son in there. And he was, um, it was on Vernon Road and 183 Austin. And he was so proud of me telling him, you know, you were so, just the way my kids carry themselves. And I wasn't around them all the time, but you still are by nature my child, so you're going to be naturally amazing just like we're all amazing, you know what I mean? And how we care, care ourselves and how we handle people. But Dylan was just whooping around this restaurant, taking care of business and being so proper and professional and, you know, just a gentleman. Both of my kids, gentlemen, daughter, gentlewoman, gracious little do darlings, all of you.
But I was dealing. Okay, so he goes on to work in this, you know, the, um, service industry cuz we're all service people. We're all like humanity people by nature. And so he, um, got a job and was working management over there after high school, you know, and he was doing, like I said, the Fairmont bartending. I can't remember where he told me he worked. It's been a long time since I talked to him cuz they let me talk to him and then they did a humiliation ritual or whatever. Talked to him one day. He was so happy to talk to me. It was the end of December of 20, um, four. And then we talked one day. I was going to invite him to San Antonio but and then took him right back for me. I never got to talk to him again since. I have not talked to him not once. But he's dealing with a someone that's not for him. Okay. I don't know what the status is, but I've been staying strong and keeping you up to date with things that need to feed your spirit, baby. Right. So, but anyway, of course, the attacks were really severe on him. But there was a time after I got out of prison and he was working these jobs, busting his ass. Rebecca, wicked ass witch aunt that's been trying to take my kids from me any which way she could, right? All my life, all their life. He was providing her a place to live. Her, Dylan, and her son Jordan. And they were both busting their ass. And they were paying an apartment. And Rebecca had her own room. Baby's moving. And, um, Dylan, I, I could feel, I could feel something was going on with him. 1441, 42, 43. I could feel something was wrong with him and nobody would tell me where he was living, but there was something off and I was like, "Something is not right with my kid." He was done with the drug issue. Right. Rightfully so. I mean, the kind of conditions we were in, we had no idea the extent of it, of course. But I finally told John, I said, "If you hear anything about my kids, you better tell me. I don't care what it is. How you better tell me whatever you hear about my sons." He tells me, "Thank God he told me this. He did tell me this. He said Dylan has been on cocaine and he's been doing some fraud stuff or whatever and lying and not going to work and he was behind on something like a bunch of money on his apartment and what they were trying to do to lock me up and his grandmother cuz I owed her like $45,000 in child support. Okay, cuz they took my kids, whatever. They weren't going to tell me." When I told Jacob Clark that I knew about this, cuz before I knew what he was up to, he's like, "Well, who told you?" I said, "John." He's like, "Fuck." He got pissed. Rebecca was there doing spellwork on him the whole time, trying to bind him to her and dealing. Of course, he overcame that. Of course, anything, anything that comes at us, we're overcoming. One, two, three, it don't matter what it is. But it might take some time. Sometimes it doesn't matter. It's going to be released from us in Jesus' name. I command any wicked spellwork, any anything activity-wise evil against my children, I command it to be released by the blood and by the lamb of Yeshua. Now, anyway, there is no binding spells to my children. Period. You hear me? Okay, good. So, cut the cords up. They got marshmallows on. No, I just made it. Cut the cord here. I like this perfume. Smells so good. It's only like, like it's so cheap. I got it. I hate that word. It's inexpensive. It's from $7.99 at Ross. It's a guest dream, um, seductive drink. I don't pay anyway. Binding my kid with drugs and all this and that and and he was in trouble. He owed like $13,000 and they were they were saying because they made somebody, Lauren or somebody had already made made me have jobs in the background while I was on disability, right? And so it looked like, cuz they got, she got something cuz she was getting letters from the attorney general, Nancy was Washington, the grandmother, and saying that I was working. So they were essentially going to say, "Oh, because you're not paying your child support," which I really wasn't working. Uh, we're going to get you locked up. And thank God John told me because then I was able to see what was really going on. And the debt got paid. It was 13,000, I think it was. And you know, Dylan has since moved on. He's gone on to do some other things. We're all by nature very relational people. We want to be in connection with people. We're very family oriented. Um, Dylan specifically though, who loves and I know all of you, I'm animals and babies and family, you know, I'm sure you know, struggle with some women issues cuz your mom has been over here, you know, banned from you and so of course you're going to have some like mother wounds that we're working through together and that's awesome because I have children wounds that I'm helping us work through together because I miss y'all and I've, you know, every kid I want to come here, but I want my kids and that's what we're going to have each other. Period. It's just been a work in progress. But anyway, you know, Rebecca was doing that kind of [ __ ] on him trying to bind her my kids to her and that don't work. It doesn't cut it like that anymore. Thank God. But, um, anyway, so yeah, but Dylan, you worked your ass off. He's also in the military, y'all. I couldn't believe when you told me you're going to the National Guard cuz he's honorable. Of course, I think he has Arcan, but he's went into it, you know, and still was working on the side in the National Guard, so to protect our country and serve. And their grandfather loved him very much. Their grandfather, James Washington, was abused the whole time he was with Nancy Washington. He even went and got circumcised at 38 years old because she was Jewish. And this is whatever she told him to do, he would do it. He was in bondage to her forever. I broke that curse off that family. And he loves me, too. Remember when I first met James Washington, the first thing he said to me, one of them, he used to love me and then he didn't after I left Greg, who was mean to me, but it was only cuz he was in bondage with Nancy and all the narcissistic wickedness. We didn't know she was a witch and Greg was a warlock. But, um, he touched my hand. It was cold and he said, you know, cold hands mean you have a warm heart. It's one of the sweet, you know, things he said to me was sweet. But he had by nature he was a loving man and my kids kept him going. Every part of his life with him was a joy to be with them, you know, and he, like I said, he was mean to me, hurt my feelings, but you know, back then that's when hurt people did hurt people, but not anymore. Hurt people help people heal.
So anyway, but the judgment, yeah, it's my call. And will I be testifying? Yeah, of course I will have to. I tell the truth and nothing but the truth. So help me, God.