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[Music] [Applause] [Music] spirit. So, I'm doing a channel message, and if you're feeling or sensing any like strong emotions or energy through the screen, it's because I just came out of some sacred time to receive some of this. Um, regarding what I mentioned in the weekly, with all of this Cancer squaring Aries energy this week and also as we um get pushed into the summer solstice portal, which I am recording this on June 19th. If you're watching this on YouTube, it's probably June 20th. Uh, the solstice is happening in the late evening hours of June 20th. The peak of it, the actual true peak of the moment of the solstice, uh, in the late evening hours on the 20th, at least here in the States. And so I believe like in parts of like Europe and Asia, it'll probably be in uh on the 21st. Okay. So just to give a little bit of a timeline of some of these energies and downloads.
So if you recall, and when I had mentioned the Cancer squaring Aries energy, um just to be aware of that and how that is a very prominent energy that's woven into this week. Um, given that Jupiter in Cancer is squaring Saturn Neptune conjunction in Aries. Also given that on the quarter moon, which was yesterday, um that energy was peaking, and given that on the summer solstice, with the sun shifting into Cancer and the moon being in Aries, there's also some of that energy there, and at the end of the week Mercury in Cancer squaring off um Chiron in Aries. So I've been sitting with some of these energies because I started to get downloads about it yesterday, and I could tell it wasn't a complete download, and I'm like, okay, let me sit in this a little longer.
So, I'm going to try to do my best here to articulate myself because some of this energy that I'm speaking to, it's very charged. It's very potent. And also, before I dive into this, I want to put a little disclaimer out here. This is a collective energy. And because it's a collective energy, everything that we are experiencing in that collective energy as an individual will be different. Okay? Um, and different levels of intensity, different levels of awareness. Okay, different levels of awareness. Some people, especially if you've been watching for a long time, you probably have a high level of awareness of some energies. So, you may really feel like really intense with this. And some people may not even know what's going on. You know, um, everything that unfolds collectively is because of the tapestry of the individual experiences. Right. Right. Okay. Good. Glad we covered that.
Now, when I first started getting this energy yesterday, I could feel this tremble. I could feel this tremble in Mother Earth. I could feel this tremble in the base of the collective. Hi, Clyde. We got a little kitty cat here. Um, he's going to do what he's going to do. So, we're going to try our best to adapt with him. This is how it is. If I start working and channeling, he knows it, and he wants to come into the space because he does help to ground the energy. Even though it doesn't seem that way, he's absolutely working in his little magic kitty way. He only does this when I'm recording. Only I swear he cuddles with me. But anyway, let's get let's come back. Let's come back. When I first started to feel these energies yesterday, it felt like a tremble. I know. I love you, too. Um, I was tuning into Mother Earth, and I could feel it. I could feel it in her. I could feel it in my own base. I could feel it in the base of the collective that something was trying to like awaken almost. Um, you may perceive it as an awakening. You may perceive it not like awakening awakening. Well, actually maybe some I just realized maybe some of you, but almost like something really old, really ancient trying to be recognized, trying to be seen, trying to be felt, trying to move, trying to shift.
When I felt deeper into that, um, it was feeling like a fracture, almost like the reveal of a fracture. Um, and I was getting a lot about joy and play, right? Because this is coinciding with the summer solstice. Summer solstice is a time to celebrate life and joy and the sun and vitality and health and youth even, right? And what we want to uh imbue with life, that sounded weird. What in our own lives, like whether it's like a physical object or relationship or whatever, um what we want to give more life to, is to sustain it, right? for longevity. That's also what the summer solstice is all about. However you're hi buddy. However you're um setting your intentions, right? With all this energy of life and also the inner child is part of this too. I started to get a little bit more specific downloads of like this fracture of this this fracture relating to connections of joy, play, identity, ego, sense of self. And I could feel some like mother energy in there too. And this is where I had to like life just interrupted and I had to, you know, do life. I was like, I got to come back to this. So, I came back to this today, and my god am I really feeling it in my womb. Cancer squaring off Aries while we Oh my god, the emotion, the energy and the emotion. While we also have this deep embodied remembrance happening in the collective, I've been speaking about this for months. The minor grand ch of remembrance, right? Pluto, Neptune, Sedna, all the stuff you all know.
Anyway, coming back, if you're not aware, there has been a collective energy of deep remembrance and deep recall and a deep homecoming that's been happening in the collective in various ways. So, this ancient remembrance is happening, this fracture being revealed for what it is. And as I allowed that energy and the channel to kind of move through my body, I realized there's a couple themes here, and it may come up in your life in a different way. These are the themes I saw through that sun energy, the energy of the child, the energy of summer, summer solstice, right? Ways that joy, play, the inner child had been maimed. And in that same vein, how the mother Cancer, the vessel from which all creation moves from, all humans come from. This is ancient memory emerging in the collective right now of an ancient fracture, maming of the mother, yes, but not just the mother, also the fruits of the mother, the child. Right? However that comes up for you. Maybe it'll just come up purely in the space of motherly themes, reproductive themes, creative themes, the sacral, the womb, life, right? Or maybe it'll come about in terms of like inner child dynamics, how you play, how you have fun, how you experience joy. Maybe it'll come about in ways of health and vitality, where you're at in relation to that with yourself. Even the body body was coming up a lot, the physical vessel and even like body image was coming up quite a bit. But that's what this fracture is that's coming. Oh, even as I said, I could feel my womb like staring. That's what this fracture is that's coming up to be remembered and to be named. It's very specific. That's the Mercury Cancer component coming through.
But before I even move further into this, I want to come back. Now, what does this mean in terms of how it's being timed with the summer solstice? All this is this was building up to almost an instruction for me to also put out there. The fracturing, the original fracturing, okay, severing, maming of the mother of the womb in all of us, men and women, and of the child. The energies in relation to the causation of this original fracturing will be seen, will be felt, will be remembered. You may even just have a feeling. You may not have any actual information tied to it of how it comes up about within you. And again, you may not even feel anything, right? Everyone's a little different in terms of their sensitivity. This is just a collective experience that's happening. Your level of awareness will dictate how you perceive it and experience it. But the energies that created this fracture, I saw them. I felt them. The word hungry came through. Hungry. Hungry energies, hungry spirits, hungry feminines, hungry men. It's this like it's this energy of I'm hungry and I want to devour and I want to get in there and I want to like, you know what I mean? It's that like hooking energy. Um, but hungry hungry was like very specific. Um, how these hungry energies can cause destruction intentionally or not. And if this does come about in your awareness, it may actually come through as people um present or past who have been hungry for you or your energy in ways that actually degrade it. Degrade degrade degrade degrade degrade it. Degrade your creativity. Degrade your light. Degrade your um creative life force, right? Degrade your ability for play, for joy, that inner child energy.
Now, there was another layer that came up here that I thought was really interesting in relation to this like child component, right? Again, you're you may not experience all of this, okay? Okay, I want to be very clear about that. But the child energy, I'm just feeling the energy like moving through my body and it's just like it's almost nauseating actually. What I thought was fascinating is that with the child energy, it actually felt innately just masculine. I was like, that's interesting. And I was like, oh, well, that's kind of Aries. And I was feeling it all through the right side of my body. Um, thank you. They they're saying this is also coinciding as the masc the exalted masculine rises to meet the matriarchy in this collective process and this collective unfolding in this collective unfolding again this collective unfolding of the matriarchy is very long term. It's already been seated. Summer solstice is playing a role in cementing the longevity and the uh further blooming of the matriarchy. But with that, we've been talking about how the exalted masculine rises into this, right, within all of us individually. It's that inner lion energy. It's that inner um leader, warrior, king in every in every single one of us to do so, right? To almost claim our rightful place and empowerment and sovereignty in doing that, whatever that means in our own lives. It doesn't have to be like, you know, it doesn't have to mean that you go out and get involved in social things or political justice or anything. It doesn't have to be that. It's just about your individual experience in your own life.
But I want to come back here, and it did it felt like the emasculation of the of the boy is what it felt like almost like and again I'm I'm speaking in very meta terms and so I know with the programming we all have when you hear boy you think men only or males only. It's not just about that. It is also um touching everyone. So I just encourage you to open your mind in terms of that. Okay. But if you with me you with me and you get it. Okay. Um, but it wants to be spoken about in this way very specifically the emasculation of the boy of the child but in like in its masculine polarity in its male polarity. Um, how this may come up for certain people and I will say probably men may feel this a lot, um women too, but you know cuz I feel like it has to do with the actual devouring hungry feminine, hungry mother um energy too there and even um like succubus energies as well. And I say this again energetically, not exactly literal, but for some people you may feel this very literally in your own life or reflected back to you in your own life. But I want to come back. They were highlighting the sensitive window of when boys become men or when we go from child to maturation, right? And how sensitive that window is to these hungry energies. Um, and emasculation was coming up very very strongly. So again, some people it may just be about that where like this fracture in the way that it's being experienced through your body, through your life, through your awareness is maybe how you were emasculated or how you were disempowered, right? If you don't resonate with masculine, if you're like a female and that's just not a word you jive with for yourself, totally fine. Um, how you were disempowered by men or women, just by people, right? But it I could just see the polarities going on here. But the strongest um archetypes that were being expressed here was the child, but really more in that way of like disempowering the child. But that's also this like this the masculine essence of the child. I hope that makes sense. And then the mother, the maming of the womb, the maming of the creation of life, of our own creative, playful sexual energy. And that's with everybody that could and you know little trigger warning that could even come through as like memories of essay u memories of just power dynamics memories of people dimming your light or wanting to snuff you out right so to speak or even just wanting to be hungry right and taking something from you or siphoning off of you or feeding off of you whether they realize that or not.
Now some of these things don't sound very core but this is what I'm getting at. What is coming up to be named this week is literally just that the name the word that matches for your experience of this 1414 when I when I said this of these the word that wants to come through the naming that wants to come through for your own personal experience of what this fracture is for you. Okay, in its origin is how that wants to be said. Now, some of these words go over your head. Um, because I understand that like the way that I channel, sometimes people have a really hard time receiving it because the words I'm using, I'm just in a pure channel state, but I understand too, the words that I'm using are very, very specifically worded to bypass your programming. I'm just Oh, I felt the energy as I said that. Um, there's a reason for that. There's a reason for that, right? When we come into truth that we haven't been able to come into, it's usually because our own neuropathways and our own programming gets in the way. So this is why spirit has me speak this manner. Don't try to intellectualize what I'm saying. Just understand that as you are listening to my voice and you're listening to my words, it is being seated, and whatever resonates for you is being received. And that's how I always set my intentions either way. So I'm going to say this again. Don't try to intellectualize too hard of what I'm saying. Just feel the essence of my voice. Feel the essence of my words. And know and understand and trust that what is aligned to your truth will be received and and understood by your own consciousness. Okay. Okay. There's a little more I want to say here.
So I started to feel these hungry energies. See these hungry energies. my own aspects of like my magic always like gets activated around energies like this. I could like even in the moment I was like I could like feel my little like magic medicine like fluff fluff up, you know, uh to transmute it. And I was encouraged to provide this instruction. Here we go. We come back full circle. As we approach the summer solstice, it is a good idea if you're feeling any of this to be aware of these hungry energies in your life. Again, they may already be coming up in your mind, whether it's like a habit, a a person, whether they're in your reality still or not, but if you are having a certain like flash of a memory or people, or you're like, "Wait, why do I do that?" You know what I mean? Like the things that feed off of you and the things that maim your creative energy, maim your sense of joy, maim fracture your inner child. um especially in terms of this like solar plexus like masculine component right and again even the like sacral feminine component which we all possess just be aware of how that's coming up in your awareness right be aware of how that's coming up in your words you know what I'm saying to purify that to release that to say no because doing this before we hit the peak of the summer solstice actually helps to protect the energy that the summer solstice is bringing because we're we are here to celebrate life in the summer solstice window. We're here to celebrate joy, play, frolic, all of that, life itself, the child, the sun, right? These hungry energies, some of you this is just like debris of things you've released. But these hungry energies, I can I can feel it in the collective. It's like they're still they're still hanging around, you know? It's like they're very aware. But as you move into awareness of these deeper fractures in relation to these hungry energies, how they have caused or exasperated these fractures, it's a time to place that boundary and say no and say no more. It's just a little moment of putting that boundary in place of just recognizing I will protect my own light. I will protect my inner child. I will protect my inner sanctity, my own feminine energy, my ability to create, my ability to have fun, right? And then you move into that summer solstice energy and you can celebrate that.
And one last thing that wants to be mentioned here, Mercury, Mercury and Cancer, Mercury and Cancer squaring Chiron and Aries will be peaking at the very end of the week. And actually, I think it's actually going to get a little smidgen stronger by Monday, but Mercury moves so fast, you know. Um, so don't be surprised if you're feeling a lot more expressive or a lot more vocal in terms of these things that we've spoken about. Right? So again, the maming of the womb, the scarring of the mother, the there is a word that's a strong word and I know YouTube's going to get mad if I use it. I the R word, okay, of the mother of creative divin divine life force itself of the inner child of the fruits of the womb, right, even if it's just like projects and things like that and for some people the emasculation that that takes place in these dynamics um the disempowerment of all people not just men but also women right all of those you may start to feel very vocal about these things you may suddenly want to cry. You may suddenly want to scream. You may suddenly want to just be creative with it and maybe like have some cathartic art or even just having conversations or even just being honest about it with yourself. I do expect that there will be some major reclaiming of some power this week that will also help facilitate the rise of the exalted masculine to meet this matriarchal energy collectively and individually. Um, and even with the emasculation component, I'm going to say this one last thing and then we'll go in recognizing the disempowerment or emasculation. And again, it's like it's like it's I keep feeling like a child energy with that, which also just makes me so sad. But I think we have all experienced that individually in some way, shape, or form. Putting a name to that and actually recognizing that the existence of that is how we reclaim that and how we transmute that and allow for at least that aspect of our own masculine energy and the collective masculine energy to rise into this exalted lion form. Okay. Yes, that just really had to be put out here. Um, yes, that's it. I'm going to go. Uh, I will see you all very soon. I hope you are enjoying this week and these energies, and I hope you um just feel really good and that you're happy and healthy and you're just doing great. Don't forget to check out the website and Patreon and all that stuff and I'll see you soon. Okay, take care.