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Is it true that you don't eat, drink, or sleep for more than 4 years, and are completely autonomous?
Yes, not eating, not drinking - that's true. Not sleeping is not the same word "sleep" as before. It's a different state that is not forgotten. You switch to a different perception, to a different space, to a different dimension. You continue to be awake only at other levels of self-awareness. You pee only occasionally, because interaction with water occurs regularly, and through the skin, the body is also loaded with it. It is there, it is part of the structure of the physical fluid itself, it is periodically renewed and comes out.
Today I slept well, I feel great, but if I sleep for 3-4 hours, go to bed late - I'm exhausted. We talked outside the cell, here's your interpretation of the dream. You say it seems like you don't need to sleep, or you do, or what does sleep mean? It's like you don't need to eat. A person without sleep, without food will die until he discovers new knowledge in himself, until he looks deeper into who he is. This cannot be mixed up with ordinary human life, or that experience and knowledge about oneself with what a person can do differently. This needs to be discovered. It is not a refusal to sleep, it is not a refusal to eat, it is another depth of perception and already personal knowledge that is revealed from within about oneself, about the world. Therefore, a person cannot not sleep, not eat, while he is the person who was yesterday. He must become a new person, which he can only discover in himself. A person cannot eat or sleep with yesterday's knowledge, because he has accepted certain rules by default, he adheres to them. In order to reach new rules, it is necessary to temporarily break some rules, some laws and shake up this rigid structure. And only by breaking the rules in yourself, you can open access to the next rules. And then with this next position, sleep, food, these are like special effects, they are no longer needed, they are already gone.
How long did it take you? For me, autonomy is not about not eating or not sleeping. I have explored consciousness and continue to explore further. The search for who we are, who I am, where I come from, who I am. And then these transformations with the human psyche and body, they happen as a continuation, as an addition. In order to live in that new knowledge and feel comfortable, feel multidimensional and not think that this is madness or that you are going crazy. No, it's just being there and there at the same time.
How much time did it take? I remember eating. I noticed that I don't eat and I worked with people regularly, around the clock, so to speak. For a month I couldn't remember when I ate. I started paying attention to it and realized that I didn't want to eat. Sometimes I drank. Then I watched for a month, I drank and drank and somehow I was alive. It didn't bother me, you know, like creative people who are passionate about something, creating something, they immerse themselves completely in themselves as in a project or in the business they are engaged in. They draw, write something, compose, and it inspires him. He comes as close as possible to the source that he himself is. He himself becomes a project of the research in which he finds himself. And this realization simply goes through him, energy goes through him, and he may not eat, not sleep, because he is totally, globally carried away by something. His attention is not distracted to the periphery, is not distracted by the multitude of things that are slipped in from the game. And the task of the game is to pull out, to tear apart attention, to break it into pieces, and the person does not even have time to ask questions. And at what point are you like, I'm not sleeping, it's night, and I'm not sleeping?
I had two or three days, I didn't sleep. Then I rested. Then people during the day, people in the evening, people in other time zones, we constantly call each other, communicate. Weeks passed, and then I started traveling. I started to open up to movement, you could say, astral travel. But to decipher, that is, physically you go into meditation and you lie down, sit, and movements occur. How is that? Well, yes, it began physically. I just sat down and sat, closed my eyes. It looks like meditation. Yes. I haven't even gone to bed for a long time. Seriously? Yes. It's very hard for me to comprehend this now. I have a soft chair, I have a mat with cushions for meditation, I sit there, I sit there. That is, when the family is sleeping? I'm busy with something, it's all sorts of things. If there is nothing to do here, then I sit down and go to another.
Do you personally lead dry days? Yes, I do, both individually and in groups. It is necessary to understand the mechanics here. To delve a little deeper into the mechanics, to understand. And then, except for you, no one will tell you what you are capable of, or no one will prove to you that this world is real or not real. Except for you, how much you believe and how you believe in it. It can be more alive, or it can be absolutely programmatic, and you can see all the programs in it, how everything interacts here. This is an exchange of information, this is a set of constant information flows, incoming and outgoing, like telephones, people, biorobots. But they are alive, because there is that invisible creator present in everyone, but they are not aware of it. You need to gain a little bit of new experience, to gain some. Then your human will understand how else to describe it and how not to be afraid of it. Otherwise, he won’t cope with his usual knowledge, usual information, yesterday describing these new states. It's like a transition to new, higher vibrational frequencies. That's why you can't stand it, that's why you need sleep, that's why you need to eat.
I fasted for 9 days. That's why you were starving, and I'm not starving. It's not about starvation. If we decipher this a little bit in the process, then autonomy is not about starvation. You are as autonomous as I am. You are just limited by the knowledge and perception that is available to you. But you are not you, who is Evgeny, who is Zhenya in this body. This is just one of your manifestations. When you start looking at your game from a position above, then everything you lived through, all sorts of mysteries, it will become like your state, like your constant experience. And then you will see how you play through Zhenya. And Zhenya is limited by his limitation about himself and knowledge. And your autonomy is exactly in this access. But you are immortal, without reference to time and space, without the need to eat, drink, and so on. The game, of which Zhenya himself is a part. That is, you as an individual, as a person. You understood where we were going with this. But it wasn't always like that. It's just a rule, yes. It wasn't always like that.
If from tomorrow or two weeks I eat raw, eat vegetables and then stop eating, and I start a process, day, two, three, discomfort, autophagy, something will happen. On the tenth day I couldn't stand it. I was on the water. How can you not drink water for three years? You're again with the concept of materiality, with the concept of personality, all these questions are coming. When you understand a little deeper, realize and live from a different position of perception, then all this is not necessary. Your body is autonomous. You are just as autonomous. You just have access to other knowledge, and you live by another idea, other rules about yourself and how the world works. Everything else is your body. It has access to all knowledge. There is so much knowledge and information sewn into it that it is impossible to even imagine or visualize in a human way. You gradually open layer after layer, you open new knowledge about yourself, and the body stops. It needs time, because the body itself is a product of time and space. It is tied to time and space by default. It takes time to reformat it a little, to upgrade. It all starts with your thinking, it all starts with your inner state, with your desire for change, with your going through different processes of accepting the new, when you go through it mentally, emotionally, physically. The body takes the longest time to rebuild physically, but it rebuilds itself, there is no need to rebuild anything. The main thing is to change the psychological component. If you study this, then the body later... It's a special effect.
Not eating, not drinking - it's like a special effect of the next level of self-awareness. It's not autonomy. But that's not the word that autonomy is - not eating, not drinking, or not sleeping. No, autonomy is many things. Autonomy is, one might say, about your soul or your higher self. That is what is autonomous. It does not eat, does not sleep, it creates worlds, creates worldliness, receives the most diverse experiences simultaneously in many incarnations, and so on. This is the position of autonomy. And everything else is like special effects that are complemented by the knowledge that you discover in yourself. So, every person, with a certain desire... Absolutely. Absolutely everyone is capable of this and can take it as a tool for research. So, does not everyone need to live like you? Well, no need. And not everyone is ready to live like me. Many should… Everyone should play enough and realize where they are, what they are, and from there see how interesting it is for them, what new they want, whether they want more, or whether they are fine here, and this is enough. Therefore, it is not something that everyone needs. A certain critical mass, it practically already exists.
Everything you live by is also faith. You have accepted it by default and simply believe in it. What is your concept? Life, death, after death, rebirth. What is it that you have taken as your basis and live according to? We will not get rid of our brain anyway. We will not get rid of it, we can develop it. This is how you can discover something new, not even from the brain, the brain is the material part of your body, from your personality. You as a personality receive, first of all, psychological experience. You can develop this personality, it is multidimensional, multifaceted. When you start to independently discover something new in yourself and see how it works, how your inner urge, desire, your state determines what happens to you externally, you will simply receive your confirmations. This will push you further. At first it is an animal fear, at first it is scary. Gradually it turns into something scary and interesting. And then, besides interest and fear, it is like an engine for you. At first it is a fear program. Fear - what is it? It's humanly hard to even figure out where it is. The program limits your experience. Only this is not a limitation, it is a safety program that protects you, that allows you not to break yourself simply out of ignorance. And if you are scared, it means that for some reason you are not ready for that, for something more. You have to overcome it. Little by little. And you start to gain experience. You always have to, like in sports, do everything you can, and a little bit more. Always take a step beyond the territory or into fear. It is absolutely necessary to do this. It will not be overcoming, but precisely that growth and that maturing that you do on your own. You take a step and understand that nothing bad happened, everything is great.
You've been without food for a week, on the 9th or 10th day it's hard for you. If you go through this, at first it may be hard, then maybe the next time, two, three, each time it will become easier for you. You will gain an understanding that it's not physics that is going through. It is you who go through your limitations, beliefs, your fears, through this program. And, going through it, you see that it held you back as much as you did not believe in yourself. And you begin to grow, you begin to realize your multidimensionality, your levels, which you did not allow yourself, you limited yourself. And then there is a transition to those new energies, new vibrations, new volumes that are more interesting, deeper, more alive.
And diseases, viruses, bacteria, colds, doctors, interaction with them? I don’t know, I’m not interested in that. Are you sick? No, I haven’t been sick. And during these viruses, I always traveled everywhere, I traveled all over the world. Are you worried about anything? No, I don’t look at it that way. It’s just a different game. A person needs it for something. There are no diseases. I can say a little about diseases. This side, these games are not interesting to me. And there are no diseases as such. Those physical diseases that are described and provided to people are to control small, immature people. It's like religion, like medicine. But these are rules that are needed. Until children know how the system works, they need some rules. Initial, general, approximately the same for everyone. And people agree to these rules by default and simply adhere to them.
In addition to the rules, we have a liver, we have a stomach that digests food. Your body, it can be like a steam locomotive that runs on coal, on wood, or it can be a spaceship that runs on energy. And it can do all the same things, only they will do completely different things...
– And take energy through food, not from food, right?
– They will perform completely different tasks. You yourself are energy, you yourself are. If you have a question about energy, about nutrition, then you yourself are the beginning, you yourself are the source, you are energy. And everything else is a game of description, of the descriptive part.
- Is this a price or a fee?
- This is readiness. This is not a refusal.
- Refusal of food, of sleep?
- This is not a refusal, it happened by default. I began to look for what was with me, I began to explore consciousness, how it works, what I am, where I am, and I began to look deeper for this world, to touch it again. The process of this search itself and regular presence in states... More and more often I went beyond the boundaries of my usual perception and meditation, and all sorts of practices, shamans, where I have not been, I traveled around my world, searched, and lived there and there, and sat with them, with different masters. I was looking for these masters, but have not yet revealed this knowledge to myself. All external masters are just a clever way to convince yourself that there is that very master inside you, all this is available to you. And then it's not a refusal, it's already... You live with a different feeling, with a different perception. No need for intermediaries between you and you.
What to do with an evidentiary brain? Because I was brought up... To give only experience. I was also born just like you, in a normal family, with normal parents, and lived there until the injury, until I was 33 I lived a completely physical, material life, was involved in all sorts of businesses in Moscow. I grew up here, earned money here, worked, lived like normal people. The other side of the coin didn't interest me at all, I wasn't even close, until the injury happened, and at that moment everything changed. And what happened at 33? A spinal injury, I stopped walking, broke my back, etc. They told me I would be disabled. Will you never walk? He said, with difficulty, maybe, but you will still be disabled. And at that moment there was a state of switching to another perception, I have a separate one about this, I tell you briefly. I entered the state that you lived in the mysteries of these different... At our retreat? At the retreat, yes. And this happened to me spontaneously, at that moment I simply very strongly resisted the information that the doctors were looking for. No, I felt it from the inside, I want it differently, I don’t agree. I was simply switched to a state of different perception, at first everything disappeared, then I began to see, to perceive everything differently, like in these shamanic ceremonies. And I saw, then I was in this state for almost 3 months, but I completely restored myself from it, I saw how all this is arranged, how this matter is assembled, how it is endowed, why it is created, how all these mental structures are loaded, all these descriptions, how it is all done, and I restored myself, but it was a process of remembering. And this recovery took a little time, after 3 months I was already walking, but after six months I was already skiing again, it happened on skis. Then it all closed, this whole state, and in such a way that it was, so I had only one question, how to find it again.
And how did you physically live through it? That is, they conveyed information to you, stress, depression, you will never walk, how did it change? Or did you make some effort? No, I didn’t, I just didn’t want to agree with what was being offered to me, and this internal resistance 100% created such that it simply took me out of this usual state. And what did the doctors say later, when everything came together? Nothing, the doctor was already in shock the next day when he saw me in the corridor in the morning crawling along the wall. I said that only in 3 days we will get up, we will put on corsets. This is probably not something that needs to be told, this was my story, it does not need to be repeated, it was just that the time came when such a moment of switching consciousness happened, which is not something inaccessible, but something that everyone has, and for this you do not need some kind of stress to wait, I just had such a task. And so, what I broadcast regularly now is about the tools with which you can gradually swing yourself and return this knowledge to yourself, this perception. This is not some kind of individuality or exclusivity, everyone has all of this, this is the next version of knowledge about oneself, about the world, about self-awareness.
As a percentage of the time, you are more in our material world, do you see Ruthie the same way I see her, do you feel it? This is not entirely correct, this is not only a percentage, this is not a percentage ratio, I am not only here, right now. If you remember, we talked, I am already in six spaces and others, which I perceive and reside in just like you and me now. But in our material body you are here. It is not in our material body, it is one of the manifestations in which I am aware of myself, in which I am. And this experience is formed with those, constantly exchanged, mixed, supplemented. This is not a separate experience, this is not Maxim moving, Maxim is one of my manifestations. That is, in other words, you as a cell in the body realized that it is a cell and it turns out that there are a bunch of other cells, this cell can be in matter, this cell can be part of the liver, it is part of anything, and not only material, it can be part of the energy, which is a constant process in this structure itself. Physical manifestation is only a compressed surface, which is accessible to standard human perception by the senses. And there is no boundary of the finale, no finale of meaning there? No, it has no boundaries there. It is a cell that has realized that it is part of the whole, and it has the potential of this whole. In it, you can go deeper, create similar worlds and continue to go deeper, or you can go up and remember where it came from, where it originates, what whole it becomes a part of. The fingers realize that she is a hand, already more knowledge about herself, about her abilities. Then higher, higher. But higher is only not up, as a person is accustomed to knowing that spirituality is somewhere up. This is an expansion of consciousness in all directions. This black and white in all directions is cognized, lived through and passed through oneself as an experience.
And why is this not a fruit of fantasy? Now I am asking a question from the mind again, from matter. Why is this not a hallucination? At least we understand it this way. And can you now say that you are not in a hallucination or fantasy? From the point of view of materialism, yes, I can. I see myself, I am aware of myself, I feel myself, we are sitting here together. I don't see other dimensions, other energies. They are simply inaccessible to you in perception. Yes, I can call it that. They are inaccessible to me in perception, but I admit that they exist. You say that they are accessible to me. From this position I can say, Maxim, I live in 25 dimensions and I will think up something for myself, you say that I do not see it, which means it does not exist. It's just not available to you. You can come up with as many dimensions, options as you want, how many of them there could be. Then this world is limited only by this material and that's it, there is nothing else? There is a search for meanings, there is a state of joy, happiness, high. We came here, chose some points of support, chose some concept. We came here, where from? We should have chosen a concept. We came from Adam and Eve, we came from a cage, aliens populated. There is no beginning, no end, there is some kind of game, the process is going on. So why is it a hallucination or a fantasy? It is a fantasy, our world is the same fantasy. Why do you admit that it works? Because you, by your own example, do not eat, do not drink, and this knocks it out of your colleague. How so? This is a confirmation of the special effects that are revealed. For some, this is fantasy, but a hundred years ago, airplanes, ships, and so on were fantasy. This is true. Internet, phones, that was also a fantasy. Go back not so far, 20-30 years. Communicate with each other. Grandmothers and grandfathers still cannot master all these new gadgets. And in the next 5-10 years they will change dramatically and will be supplemented with knowledge of quantum sciences, quantum mechanics, quantum physics, about multidimensionality. There are already plenty of experiments that are justified, recorded, researched and continue to be researched. Measuring time and space is not something that is inaccessible to perception. This is something that is already being studied only by quantum sciences. It describes movement in time and space. And the day is not far away when it will be in the form of technologies. The speed of light will already be exceeded, movement through space. This is now the threshold of encounters with new civilizations, when the maturation of this dimension is preparing to move from a new stage of technology. Without inner knowledge, inner research, they will not be able to get a material outlet, they will not be able to become manifest. Therefore, researchers of inner space are needed. Where does all this begin? Our state, our thoughts, our emotions, our feelings, how does it work. Further, all this will materialize in the form of those very inventions, technologies. Those characters will appear who will just bear the role of these physical ones, who will manifest this.
How do you live with this knowledge? Absolutely wonderful. If I were only here, it would be difficult at first. Sometimes it seemed like I was going crazy, going crazy. But being here and not only here, this beautiful world and in it so much interesting and the most simple ordinary human, which is simply not in other dimensions, in other spaces. Therefore, this material world is not something bad, wrong. It is a part. In it, you get the experience that is impossible to get where there is no matter. Or there is no such physics and such processes. One depends on the other, as the internal state attracts external events, in which you yourself participate.
And why then do you not choose to manifest yourself in this material world? To eat, drink, love, rejoice, enjoy social benefits? This has already happened. This has happened many times already. Being here and in this space, people simply have access to much more and can experience not many events that have happened in a different way, but they are experienced differently and deeper, and more interestingly, one might say, more deliciously, more juicier, they are more alive already from the perception in which I am. Therefore, it is possible to repeat what has already happened, but in a new way it is more interesting, in a new way it is more impressive and remains more truly alive. That is, the toys of the material world in the form of programs white, black, ego, efficiency, happiness, happiness index - do you not care much anymore? Well, by default it all exists, but by default, of course, it happens, and here I explore more as the presence of a material body and the structure of human consciousness, how it opens up. I'm interested in exploring time, space, movement in a vacuum. In general, all that stuff. But at the same time, I have a family, three children, and I enjoy spending time with my children. The way you look at life itself, these are not human values, but what you named, they are and are. These are games that can be played, I played in business, I participated in everything, I gained experience. But it was just gaining experience, gaining experience. Now values are children, how you recognize a part of yourself in each of them, you see the levels of consciousness on which they are, on which they were manifested. Because when a child is born, he receives the base on which the parents are. And then, if you are interested in this, you see yourself in all your little things, what you were like before, how you thought, how you reflected. And when I look at the little one, at my youngest, who is only three years old, it is already a completely different level of self-awareness. We travel with him, we travel a lot outside the physical world, he still remembers all of this. And it is very interesting to observe this life, how you participate in it, how it passes through you, and how it gains experience in the next version. It's interesting, yes.
And does the interaction occur at the level of vibrations, words, touches? Or by default, something that we have access to forget? With the younger one, it's easiest energetically, telepathically. With the older child, it doesn't work that way, because there are limitations, stereotypes that were passed on by me at the time when I was older than 19. And even close, if I was told then that I was giving out something like this in a psyche, then it was not interesting for me, and I did not even look in this direction. Accordingly, the child has approximately the same experience, but sharing her knowledge and telling, matures in the daughter, she has a vision of the world, a perception of the world more than many of her peers, peers. But at the same time, she already has her own personality, which has gained its own experience, which itself limited itself to some framework of knowledge.
Do you have a concept in your life - loneliness, nothing to do? No, loneliness. When you often encounter this, you are alone, and you have to constantly distract yourself from this, that you are playing with yourself. Now it is not so vivid, but at first I wanted to give it all up and forget about all this knowledge. You realize that you are playing with yourself, yourself, and communicating with everyone, this is also you. And this human, as you said, animal fear, as well as the feeling of loneliness, purely human, still have such facets. And when they begin to manifest themselves, they, of course, like knock the ground out from under your feet, it becomes terribly sad. But it was becoming. Now it's not anymore, now it's more and more fun. And at first, the first stages of mental transformation, they were so tough. It is much more complicated than physical transformations, than bodily ones. Loneliness, fear, meaninglessness. Yes, it is all meaningless, and man is the creator of meanings. You start creating meanings, participating in them, you simply don’t have time to realize all the little things as a human being, you just watch how they unfold, how something happens, something appears, something manifests itself. The state of inner joy, like a child’s, it inspires you not to go crazy and continue to remember. And that’s why I come back, because it’s scary, boring, uninteresting, there are practically no like-minded people, no one understands, no one realizes, no one lives through it. In a good way, it's loneliness, the connection we talked about today. And you think, well, fuck it. (replace with a more decent expression), let me have a glass of wine and I won't be like everyone else, and I'll ground myself. I've been through this many times at different stages of my personal path, until I came to some new resources, new knowledge, understanding. But at first, yes, it was regularly mind-blowing. Again, you can't eat it away, because many people are fixated on autonomy, that I don't eat. This is part of the path, this is only part of the last, those last 3-4 years, 4 was already in February. But yes, the path began much earlier, and regularly, coming to some new knowledge, it immediately opened up in a new perception. Regularly I wanted to return to that bench in Saransk and have a beer with my fiancé. And then further, new players come onto the stage, inside you, and you move on to new scenes, gain access to them. You understand that you can return to the sandbox, but new scenes are more interesting.
Since we live in a material world, and we are hostages, I call it a cognitive revolution, when we invent something that does not exist, we agree on this, believe in it, build interaction, we have these concepts in the form of ego, in the form of efficiency, in the form of a goal. Well, games are games of a certain kind. All games are games. All games are games. What is the best word to change the word "games-games" to? It's a game, it's a rule. Games-games are the presence of rules. It is something, not more, not less. Family is games-games. Work is games-games. It's all games-games. It's different types of playgrounds with their own rules. And they are very different. Here are some rules, there are others. This does not mean that it is the same everywhere. It's just the presence of rules. The word "games-games" bothers people. It has a negative effect on them somehow. They have a complex attitude towards this, as if they are hostages of something. No, you came here just to play, to be in all sorts of games-games, to gain experience through them, to gain experience of the game. As if you are participating in different stages at the same time. I played in this theater, in this one, in this one. Whatever a person does, he is always in the game. Only he plays his own game, or he is constantly in someone else's games and does not even have time to take a breath.
If we return to the old world, the old world still has practices, methodologies, some tools, the same nails, qigong, a bunch of games, transpersonal psychology, sacred kinesiology, astrology. All this is necessary. It somehow brings some result, you live from it, enjoy it, become more efficient, calmer, happier. What tools do you have left that you continue to explore yourself with? As I understand, all the old tools, you just don’t need them, because what is accessible to us is accessible to you. What other tools do you still use? Observation, probably. The tools that can be called “an accessible person” are observation, focus, attention to your perception, where they lead, you can probably say it correctly, where they lead. The process of switching itself, the process of tuning to another frequency, to other speeds, it is already understandable and accessible as a mechanic. And where they will lead, and each time they lead, not every time, but regularly lead to something new, these are no longer tools that the human has, to go beyond the human. I have trodden my own paths, felt them, they became conscious inside, I just switch to them, sitting down to sleep, I already remember how to move from one state to another, I just do it. It's like learning to walk and already asking some user tool to start walking today, you just walk. Learning to ride a bike, you just ride, it already works by default. It's like a skill, how it's developed and that's it. All these external tools, they are needed in order to create internal, personal tools in yourself. That is, to realize some processes with the help of which you will switch, get through.
Isn't it boring? No. What do you realize now, see, feel, understand, where are we moving, as a civilization, what is the future? We are moving from kindergarten to first grade, this is humanity. This time it is not being reset, this time it is ready to move to the next level. It has already had attempts and they were reset. You also said outside the camera that it's not just the time that has come, I'm also saying that some old processes are working, you said, it's just a routine, living out the end. About the old. The old is to work on yourself by inertia. Old mass egregors, religious, political, medical, everything in which a person is massively involved, it has already outlived itself, and there a large part of the process goes by inertia. And just as in a person, in each one, what he lived by, what he valued, much will be revised and transformed. It is not that it will all be cancelled, but it will be transformed, new knowledge will be discovered, and some old ones will go away, not as bad, but as no longer relevant.
And what advice would you give to match that speed of development? To explore yourself. Everything starts with a person, everything starts with you, with the one who really thinks about it. And first accept yourself as you are now, and from here you don’t need to prepare for it. It's like life. It doesn't need to be prepared, it needs to live now, in the access that is available. If a person lives, then he always gets the opportunity to discover something new, to get somewhere, into something new.