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Time to try and train. At that time, set a time to go to sleep. Go to sleep. Don't, don't tell yourself you need to do something and then don't do it.
That's what I was talking about with Ariel. I said, I said, "I knew in my head I was saying, 'Get up at this time.' I gotta." I didn't get up at that time. Train at this time. Don't eat this. I had that. Don't drink that. I drank it.
And these all just infiltrate my mental strength. I just don't want to be here. So I'm just feeling myself like I've never freaked myself up before.