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So there's a side to you that's made people's jaw drop, and they never expected this of you. So let's look deeply into what they're discovering about you, this side to you that's made their jaw drop. Wow. We have the Knight of Cups. So this is to do with your capacity to love, your romantic nature. This is the depth of your being. This is your strength to come from your heart. Be openhearted. They're seeing you as chivalrous or very honorable. They see you as this messenger, the messenger of the heart, or you're speaking through your heart. And there's just something about it; a lot of people would not have thought this about you. You could be someone who appears quite closed off or reserved in certain ways, or you can be very logical. You're a very logical person. But there's something about your emotional maturity. This is a wonderful surprise for some, okay, or for like the lucky person who you're giving your heart to. There's this depth about you, and this is about authenticity as well. Deep authenticity to communicate from your heart. You're very intuitive. You live your life guided by your heart. But like I said, you're very logical as well. And there's something about you having a powerful voice, 'cause you're the messenger, or you have your own unique way of being this messenger of love, support, kindness. You see, you read between the lines. You see the bigger picture. In some cases, you could be very spiritual, but you're very romantic. Okay? And, um, again, if someone is on the receiving end of your love and you being romantic, they are very, very pleasantly surprised, okay? Like they're over the moon. Like you have this powerful capability to make the person feel so loved, so adored. And it's the way that you articulate, the way that you, it could be poetic, the way you express or show your love. Something about immense creativity as well. They see you as very honorable, as this knight energy as well. And I just feel like you're reserved, or you are very particular about, you're very discerning about who you open your heart to, who you allow these inner depths of who you really are to come out so powerfully. So, I feel like certain people are witnessing this side to you that they never knew was like hidden within you, and now it's really coming out, and they're just really surprised, like they never knew you were this deep, is what I'm feeling with the Knight of Cups. They never knew you were this deep.
Some people I'm seeing are like freaking out because they may have mistreated you, or they may have stereotyped you, condescended you, looked down to you, spoke down to you because you're reserved. So, they thought that you weren't all [clears throat] there, or you weren't that intelligent, or whatever they were thinking. But now they're just completely surprised. I'm seeing certain people like looking like a deer caught in headlights when they're realizing the true depths of who you are. Yeah, I feel like you've left people behind who weren't serving you with the Five of Cups. I feel as though you've experienced a lot of disappointment. Um, you've experienced perhaps a lot of heartbreak, 'cause these are both cups, which is about the emotions. Some people could be really shocked because you've overcome heartbreak or being mistreated, I feel, by like several people. And this could be one of the ways in which you're speaking from the the heart, like, um, you could speak about your experiences. Um, you're very resilient. Okay. You've been through heartbreak and disappointment, and yet you're still very, very much openhearted. You're still speaking from your heart. There's something about you are authentic. You're so authentic, but you've met others who weren't authentic at all. You're all about having a win-win situation with others, like deeply caring for others. Um, caring about other people's needs and your own, but it's like you've experienced people in the past who didn't care about your needs. They were selfish. They may have been deceptive. Um, but this is you walking away. Okay? Like some people could be really surprised like how you learn a lot of things from adversity or heartbreak, how you look at situations. You're very optimistic, but it's more than that. It's like you learn and grow from a lot of experiences, and you're not allowing these painful experiences to close your heart down. You are very much openhearted, and there's a Two of Cups here. It's like you're saying [snorts] farewell to the past, or past people that, um, aren't good for you, didn't have your highest good in mind. You're walking away. You've changed your vibration. And I feel like you've learned so much. This is you also having like immense self-love, like honoring yourself, honoring your needs. Um, but you're still very much open to being so kindhearted, but only with those who are truly worthy, only with those who have your highest good in mind as well, and want a win-win situation, want to create that with you.
I feel like there's people from your past where it was like a win-lose situation. They wanted you to lose so that they would win. They wanted to take things from you so that they would have this abundance. Whereas you're someone who is very genuine. You want the abundance within yourself, but you want to share that abundance with another. And now it's like you're very discerning because you're only fully like opening your heart to those who deserve it, who also have your highest good in mind, who want a win-win situation, want to create this with you as well. And this is why we have this Two of Cups. This is you being loved. Okay, I'm hearing something about there's some people from your past. It could be exes, or it could be people who mistreated you, people who used and abused you, and they're shocked about this new upgrade, so to speak. How you're loving yourself, how you're creating healthy [clears throat] boundaries, how you're walking away, how you're seeing so clearly, um, what happened in the past. You're understanding that very well, and how you're putting yourself first, but still remaining very much openhearted, but only to those who deeply respect you and are on the same page. People I feel from your past may have deceived you, making out they were on the same page as you, but it's 'cause they were wanting to access what you were providing to them. But this is someone coming in. This could be what's a surprise or a shock to certain people. Like this is like a true love coming in, like reciprocity. Um, someone coming in with their heart wide open. Someone who's a messenger of the divine. Someone who deeply loves you and is showing you. They're like the messenger showing you how incredible you are, how amazing you are, someone who highly values you, someone who really appreciates you. And it's a, it's a very divine union for some of you, okay? Especially if you're here on my channel because I do a lot of twin flame readings. It could be a twin flame connection that's guiding you back home, taking you over this bridge together.
So, some people are shocked. Okay? There could be some people from your past who thought you would always have some sort of low self-esteem, or you wouldn't be able to see clearly. But you have this confidence to walk away. You have this confidence to release anything or anyone who doesn't serve you. Okay? So, some people are shocked because they didn't know you had this strength or this confidence and this clarity, and they could be witnessing you experiencing very deep love where it's very harmonious and you have each other's highest good in mind. >> [clears throat] >> Some people are freaking out. Like I'm hearing some people from your past who are leading you on or using you and abusing you. Thought that you would never move on from them. But this is you releasing that which doesn't serve you or people who don't serve you, and they never expected this. For others, it's like they could be witnessing like a profound love. If you're having a twin flame connection, it's meant to be seen. Okay, a twin flame connection is about not only healing you both very powerfully, but it's about a collective mission, like helping the collective in some sort of way. So, some people, they could know your story. This could be the story of what you've been through in the past, and then this incredible like twin flame love. And some people, they could be really surprised again, like I was saying at the start of the reading, about the depth of your heart, your emotional maturity, your spiritual ability to see things clearly, you being awakened, you being so intuitive, you understanding the lesson or the reason behind a lot of things, and how it's got you to exactly where you are right now. They see you as very resilient. Okay. Some people, they could be shocked as well because you see the wisdom, the lesson in things, and some people from your past, they could feel foolish because they're realizing how unconscious they were to have acted in the ways that they acted.
So, the Page of Pentacles. They're surprised by you because you could either be like young, but you're like wise beyond your years. Or even if you're no longer young, you were always wise beyond your years, even in your youth. But you may have been insecure, or sort of reserved, or hiding yourself away. In some cases, you could have been shy. And so a lot of people just looked at you on the surface level and didn't realize that there's this incredible depth and wisdom and clarity within you. Um, there's just some things about the real you that they weren't expecting. Like you see the positive opportunity in all things. This is your resilience. Okay? No matter what happens, you have this attitude of, "I'm going to learn from it. I'm going to grow from it." And this is you planting like really positive seeds, which is creating like an incredible path of you being independent, of you being resilient, of you growing, expanding in wisdom and awakening. And you are creating, there's a powerful message here. You are creating so much self-love. Like you could have a lot of clarity. Maybe in the past you couldn't see clearly how people were using you and abusing you, and that you deserve better. But it's like there's been this amazing shift with you crossing the bridge here. It's like a shift of you really, really clearly seeing your worth and that you deserve the best. And, um, again, people may have just seen you as naive or something with a page, and that you wouldn't ever figure that out. I feel like a lot of people in your past could see your worth, but they were taking advantage of you because they knew that you couldn't see your worth. But now you do. This is you moving in a positive new direction. And you could be like really healing, or you've been working on healing your inner child for a long time. You could even be understanding like wounds from your childhood and seeing the pattern and how it played out. And again, you could be a messenger of this. For some of you, you could be like explaining your story, or you're so loving that you express your story in the hopes to help others, help a collective in some sort of way. And some people are just so surprised 'cause they had no idea that any of this stuff was going on within you, 'cause you're so deep within. They just looked at you like on a surface level and thought not much was going on, or you may have just felt overlooked in general, like people didn't even think much of you anyway, 'cause in their eyes you sort of blended into the background. But now it's like you're coming out of your shell a lot, very much expressing your heart, and they're shocked. Okay? 'Cause they may know now, or people who used and abused you, they know you've been through a lot of pain or heartbreak, but they're shocked that you've had this wisdom and ability to heal yourself so much that your heart is wide open. You've like opened your heart, and it's the infinite wellspring. Like you're coming from a place of fullness. This is why you're so generous with your heart, with your kindness, when with your consideration of others, 'cause you're always coming from this wellspring, this overflow of this love. Like this is a very spiritual thing as well. Like you're connected with the divine. You could be very connected with your spirit guides.
So, a part of you deep within has always known your worth and always known that you are this incredible person and that you're here to, um, have this open heart and help others. But it's like certain people in your past, they were very low vibration, and you may have really tried to help them, but then they really tried to get one over on you, you know, they really tried to take whatever you are giving without appreciating anything. But this is what's changing, okay? Like you're really knowing your worth. So your heart is is even more wide open, but now you have this discernment, like understanding if others are, um, dragging you down or just taking advantage, or if your kindness is just going to their ego rather than to their heart. You, if people are being genuine, if they have your highest good in mind or not. So, all of this like accumulation of experiences has made you really awaken to everything that's been going on here and your own patterns and your own worth. And this is why there's this energy of releasing the past and the past patterns. And then, um, this amazing love coming in with the Two of Cups here and the Knight of Cups. Wow. The Sun. This is amazing self-esteem. The Sun is the solar plexus chakra, which is self-worth, self-esteem, self-empowerment. You glowing so brightly. Okay, you could have always been coming from your heart, but like I said, you may have lacked confidence in your own worthiness in the past, but now you've shifted into knowing your worth so powerfully, so much self-esteem that you're glowing so much brighter than ever before. You've really been working on healing your inner child. There's some immense wounds to do with feeling unworthy, um, from childhood, or feeling overlooked, um, unappreciated. And I feel like these wounds were like playing out until you could see clearly. This is immense clarity as well. The sunlight, you've totally changed your vibration. Okay, this is like night and then day, the dawn after the darkest night, or just so much clarity coming in after feeling in the dark and sort of lost and confused. This is self-esteem. Like in the past, you may have subconsciously been looking to others to make you feel, um, loved, lovable, you know, you were looking for that appreciation. Anything that was lacking in your childhood subconsciously, you were attracted to those who couldn't give you what you needed, just like you felt in childhood. So subconsciously the pattern was repeating, but now it's like you're giving all of these things to yourself. You've been repairing yourself, you know, loving yourself in all the ways that you know you deserve to be loved. And, you know, you've totally changed your vibration. And this is why you are attracting in like divine love, or those who genuinely care about you, genuinely have your highest good in mind, those who are equally as emotionally mature as yourself. And this is like also people, certain people, you know, there's certain people that are shocked from your past and they're kind of bitter about it, or they're still low vibrational, but you've left them in the past. There's others here that are really appreciating you. They're shining all of this light on you, like the spotlight's on you. A lot of people, they really do appreciate you and love you, especially a divine partner here. And they are completely enveloping you in their love, and they love seeing you shine so bright. Like you've met your true mirror in in love, or you're, or you're going to be like meeting the person who understands and has been through the same cycle and has been through the same sort of heartbreak and felt like really unappreciated or used and abused or invisible. Um, you've dealt with a lot of unconscious people who just didn't realize what they had when it comes to you. They didn't realize the amazing opportunities. It's like they were, um, very unconscious and they were only trying to take things from you that are more like to do with the ego rather than realizing that they had in you like the absolute wellspring of all of these high vibrational experiences. But they couldn't receive any of that 'cause they were too unconscious and low vibrational. So they were only trying to get like ego needs met or surface level things from you. These people are stunned, okay, at how you are shining so bright. There's a sense of immense freedom that you've created within yourself. Um, freedom from this old poor self-image that was the old vibration. And you've crossed crossed the bridge, and now you're seeing so clearly, knowing your worth, and this is like you're unstoppable. Um, you're no longer taking it so personally if other people are careless with your heart, you know, and by that I mean you're no longer, you know, taking it to heart. You're just realizing if if anybody was to be unconscious or foolish with you, then that's their problem. They're missing out. Um, it's a shame that they couldn't see what they had right in front of them with everything that you bring to the table, everything that you offer. That's the kind of attitude that you have. In the past, you may have subconsciously been looking to other people's reactions, what they think about you, how they feel about you to try and determine your self-worth. But now, it really is self-worth, like relying on yourself. In some cases, you have attracted in your twin flame because of this immense shift that you created within yourself. So, the mirror of your self-love has come in or is coming in. And they are also like the Sun energy. They love you so much. They, um, really, really appreciate you. Like they really understand. They really understand everything that you've been through, and they appreciate that. And they're someone that's very conscious. That's why they're this bright shining light of the Sun, and they're enveloping you in their love and appreciation. And this could be like such a powerful love. It's taking you back to source energy, you know, very spiritual, um, taking you back to the divine, taking you out of anxieties.
So, a lot of people are shocked and stunned by your transformation because you could have been so weighed down throughout most of your life in immense anxiety. And again, it's like you couldn't see clearly. This was like thoughts in the mind of a poor self-image. You could have dealt with a lot of pain though, a lot of projection from others. With all of these sharp swords here, I feel like you could have been bombarded with negativity, with judgment, with people denying. I was going to say people not realizing, but I feel like people have always realized that there's something incredible about you. There's something very deep, very different. It's your spirituality. It's that you're an old soul. It's that you're a super empath, an earth angel. Okay? So it's not that a lot of people didn't realize this and they overlooked who you really are. But some people, they actively denied who you really are because of envy or jealousy. Okay. So for for one reason or another, you've like experienced a lot of judgment from others, like people being very critical, people trying to dim your light because you are the Sun energy. This is who you really are, and this is who you've returned to. You've aligned with your true self. You see clearly who you really are. But I feel like there was a lot of people in your past who were trying to blind you. Maybe even from childhood. They were trying to blind you because your light made them feel triggered. It's like your light, the essence that you hold, the essence of your soul, the purity of your soul made them them feel anxious, made them feel unworthy. And this is really twisted, but some people when you were really young could have tried to totally dim your light. Like this is who you are, but they tried to get you to not see yourself clearly and be fearful and become so worried about what people are thinking of you because their judgments, their harshness with all of these sharp swords became very threatening to you. So you may have shut down and gone inwards and become very reserved because you were subconsciously trying to protect yourself from all of these swords, all of these judgment and harshness or bullying. And I do feel this was lingering like throughout your life, the people trying to use you and abuse you and unappreciate you. A lot of it was 'cause they were envious. A lot of people, they just were opportunists, opportunists as well, and they were trying to siphon all of your energy and leave you so drained so that they could feel energized. But this was what was going to their head rather than going to their heart. Um, let's look at some other cards. [clears throat] We have the Ace of Wands. "I am a vessel for creativity and innovation." So, a lot of people, um, are surprised about the sheer power that you are with the Ace of Wands. A very powerful manifestor. Um, people have been envious. Certain people, not everyone, but a lot of people that have really not had your highest good in mind, they've been envious of you being so creative. So having all of these, um, downloads, like you're so in alignment with your higher self, with your infinite soul and the universe that you have all of these this incredible energy, and it's your creativity and your uniqueness and you shining so brightly. It says innovation as well. And some have been really envious of that, like you being so different, you being so unique, um, you shining the beauty of your own unique soul into this world. I feel like a lot of people just really didn't support you, like in the fullness of your being. So, you subconsciously learned it was only safe to really dim your light and hold yourself back. Um, and people have taken advantage of that. This could be why subconsciously throughout your life you were looking to others to sort of validate you, but because you were so unsure of yourself and having a lot of self-doubt and the poor self-image. Um, that's when people like used and abused you. But, um, now you're becoming very empowered, like you're becoming so self-loving and knowing who you are and understanding what's happened throughout your life, understanding the patterns, understanding the cycle, and what this has all been born from, and therefore understanding the real you and feeling confident to really embrace the real you. Again, a twin flame could have come in to really massively help create like this safe sanctuary of them enveloping you with their light and love and support and loving you for who you really are. And this was like the safe sanctuary where you grow into yourself. Something that was very much lacking in childhood. You could have felt very like emotionally neglected, or your true self just neglected. Um, but this is someone who shines a light on all areas of who you truly are. They really love and appreciate you. So you certainly don't feel neglected as you are rising to meet that light. Your rising to soak in their love and open your heart so powerfully in return. This is why there's the Two of Cups, that reciprocity of deep appreciation for each other. So, some people, they could be just so shocked or surprised to see you experiencing the deepest love. And some people, they could be annoyed about that. Those who wanted you to dim your light and not be seen and not be cherished by others 'cause they were envious.
The Wheel of Fortune. "I am flexible." [snorts] And look, there's two butterflies here. So you and a twin flame transforming immensely, going through a complete metamorphosis, coming back into your true self. This is like the wheel of inertia as well. Like there could have been cycles. We all go through cycles that keep repeating as a reflection of our vibration until we really understand the lesson, learn the lesson, and make the changes. Okay? So, you've really figured a lot of things out. You are flexible. Okay? You're not, and this is about how you've been able to transform. You could have kept going in circles in your younger years, but you had the wisdom to understand things, see things more clearly, discern what's going on. And this flexibility, this open-mindedness has massively helped you to transform, um, your self-perception, basically seeing yourself now through the eyes of truth. And, yeah, you're very wise with the owl here as well. This is some sort of destined, fated love as well with this Wheel of Fortune going over this bit where there's the Two of Cups. People are shocked because you keep stepping outside of the box. You live your life very differently from the average person. A lot of people that were very unconscious with you, um, it's because they're stuck in wearing masks, stuck in conforming to society. Their mind isn't open. They're very closed-minded. This is why they couldn't see the incredible opportunity to receive genuine love, genuine support. You know, they wanted to create a, they were in survival mode. So, they were creating a win-lose situation. They wanted to win at the cost of you losing, rather than being capable to have a win-win situation, which is what you're always trying to offer. We have the Eight, sorry, the Ten of Wands. Yeah, this has been a burden like your whole life, or most of your life, up up until now. It says, "I release burdens that do not serve me." So yeah, you could have spent most of your life feeling anxious, unable to see that you are the light, that you are incredible. You couldn't see this. You were not given given the affirmations. People didn't make you feel secure that you are actually the light and not those, um, judgments that people, um, projected onto you. So the weight of, um, having that poor self-image and operating from that, and then a lot of experiences reflecting back that belief that you're unworthy. You may have, you know, subconsciously been attracting a lot of people who confirmed your worst fear that you're unworthy. Even though it's an illusion, you were operating from an illusion. So, a lot of illusions kind of came in, but it was very painful. It was hard not to take that personally when you couldn't see clearly. So, it became so much of a heavy burden. And the divine knew before you did that this wasn't a burden that you should be carrying. So you could have really hit rock bottom to the point where you were like, "Enough is enough." Or you could have, you know, been so kind, so nurturing, so giving, so considerate of others, or a specific person, and they, it was like totally ridiculous how they were just really using you, or maybe severely abusing you as well. And this could have been you hitting rock bottom where you really realize that actually I am a really loving, caring, generous, kind person, and this person's totally used and abused me to shocking degrees. But it really woke you up to realizing that you're so nurturing, so kind, and actually you're an incredible person, and you need to realize this within yourself. So it says, "I release burdens that do not serve me." You've really put down, you've laid down all of this weight, all of these illusions, the poor self-image, the, um, that the illusion that which wasn't true. You've put that down, and now you can see the truth that you are incredible, and you're not like taking on other people's burdens as well. I, I feel like people were using you and abusing you because you're so strong and resilient, and you're all of these amazing things that they came to you so that you could take on their burdens and sort of look after them, or take accountability for them when they needed to take accountability for themselves. So you're like, "Enough is enough." That was the turning point. The wheel started turning. Um, you came out of this inertia. You came out of going around in circles, and you're on this strong trajectory forwards into self-love, and therefore changing your vibration and attracting in things and people who really do love you and appreciate you and are for your highest good.
Strength. Yeah, I have courage. Some people, they're just really stunned by how courageous you are. And this has got a lot to do with you courageously following your heart. Like I said, it could have been easy, technically speaking, for you to close your heart down and give up and, um, feel feel like, oh, you're just unworthy and continue on that, um, illusion. But this is you breaking free. This is you daring to believe in yourself, daring to believe that inner knowing. This is you daring to open your heart fiercely like never before. This is your power to overcome all of this adversity and heartbreak and those who may have really tried to dampen your spirits, to say the least. Um, this is your courage to be so authentic and coming from your heart, expressing your heart, and still continuing to be kind and loving. And you've developed even more compassion than ever before because of everything that you've been through. But again, now people are stunned because you have this courage and this strength to walk away if anyone is using you, mistreating you, disrespecting you, or everything that you provide for them, um, is just going to their ego rather than their heart. Um, so you are so strong, and they're shocked that you've overcome all of these experiences and you're stronger than ever before. You're shining brighter than ever before. You're coming from your heart more than ever before. Like they, a lot of people, they just didn't know you had this in you. They didn't know the real you. This is just the real you coming out, okay? And it's so incredible, and you should be so proud of yourself. Spirit is proud of you. And there's definitely people who have your highest good in mind 'cause you're attracting your true soul tribe. Now you're loving yourself, and they're really, really proud of you as well. So if you've appreciated this reading, please consider buying me a hot chocolate by leaving a super thanks comment below. All donations are humbly appreciated. Thank you to everyone who's already donated and sent a super thanks in the comments. It really does mean a lot to me. If this reading has resonated with you, please let me know in the comments. Give it a thumbs up, share it, subscribe. That all really helps me out with the algorithm. Thank you so much for joining me here. Take care. Bye.