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Hey guys, welcome to the channel and your love reading. Let's go ahead and get into it.
So, I'm doing this. Sorry, I don't know what happened to my selfie lamp. I don't know how to get the original lighting back on. So, the lighting is a little red, blue, green, purple.
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So the person that is on your mind, what is going on, dude? Feeling sorry. Sorry for what they have done. Their heart keeps coming back to you. Even though they know that you have lost faith in them. Why? the very first card. I put up walls around me. So, they've they've really resisted this love. But it just keeps coming again. Just just again, maybe after this video, I'm going to take a break so I can refresh the energy cuz it's I usually do about 40 minute readings, sometimes 30 minutes. I've been doing like 10 and 15 and it just feels like one big reading that was literally split up into four different videos.
Heart keeps coming back. I'm sorry. Sorry for everything that I've done. For hurting your feelings. That's two times the sorry. Sorry for everything that I've done to you. Everything that I haven't done for you. Yes, dude. For judging judging this connection, judging you. Okay. I'm focused focused in on you now. Yeah. Abs. Maybe I'll keep this one even shorter. It just feels like a a continuation, which is absolutely fine, but I got to break that up so that way I can reach all of the people that are going to be watching this video. As I said before in the other video, if this resonates with you, please take a look at the last couple of videos. If the titles resonate, go ahead and watch those and you'll see exactly what I'm talking about.
Um wanting to show you who they really are, but sometimes they give mixed messages. They're aware of that and that's actually what they're sorry for, giving you mixed messages, contradicting themselves. So, if you have found that they have contradicted themselves, um saying one thing and maybe doing another, dude, they needed that because they miss you. They needed space to to heal. Again, I I'm not going to be a broken record, but check out those other videos. They're missing you. They love you. They truly truly love you. Whoever this person is, this energy that has been clinging from video to video absolutely adore you. They needed space in order to heal so that they can do right by you. I see you in my future. Okay. You could be getting downloads.
With that said, I'm actually I'm going to pull from the angel deck and see what message there is for you watching. Spirit, what message do we have for the collective watching this video? You can't make it up. Okay, you see it? Something is completing. Some cycle is closing. We got release. Your current circumstances are ending. So you might take advantage of better ones from separation to union. Guys, if you are experiencing a significant change or conclusion, viewing your life life as a series of cycles or chapter chapters may be how I'm having a hard time getting the words out. This may be the energy of your person as well, like wanting to speak but not really sure how to get it out. How can you make room for something new to emerge in the middle? Balance, finances, success, wealth, cycles. What goes around comes around maybe.
So that is the message for the collective. Maybe your person is experiencing some type of karma for the way that they handled you. Um the resistance, the everything that has happened within your own personal connection. Now seeing what they have literally seown reaped and they're not really liking it. Okay. Yeah, they do miss you. Almost feel like I want to get emotional, but there's such a battle between this person's mind and their heart when it comes to you. Really, the best advice is for you to try to release this as best as possible. Release. Release everything that's happened. Not taking it personally. Again, I miss you. I miss you. I was silly to let you go. Yeah, dude. Like I said, reaping not the benefits, the inadequacies of other connections. They're just not the same. They're they're not the same. And why? Nobody is you. And that is your beautiful, magnificent power. Cuz nobody is you energetically. The way that you look, the way that you laugh, the way that you talk. Exactly. The time passes, but my feelings don't change even though you no longer trust me with your heart. So, they know they know they've sort of been cast out. Wanting you to trust them, though. Wanting wanting you to have faith in them that they're going to figure it out.
Again, just take a moment. This person is definitely emotionally very, very much in turmoil, very devastated, seeing their ways and feeling absolutely foolish, missing you. Desiring you, seeing you in the future. They could be seeing 999. Um, make sure that when you when you're seeing these angel numbers or these messages that you're looking them up, that you're looking into them. My card says one thing, but online may say something else. You can even add what your connection is. Twin flame, soulmate, karmic, you know the drill. Okay? Just look into it on your own accord. Okay? And some of you it is the message of hope that you guys can work it out that things will work out. Everything is always working out. Keep the faith. Keep the light. Motel 6. I need time to think again. Not only time to think but time to heal, time to grow. Time to really own up to what it is that they want. What do they want from you? What are they willing to give to you? Again. Very focused on you. I swear this same card came out in the other reading that I did. Like focused on you. Like laser beam, you're my secret inspiration. Inspiring them.
Yo, if you've been listening to me, okay, telling you to heal, to keep choosing you. They're feeling it. They're feeling it because they're healing. They're starting to choose themselves. They're starting to choose this connection even if you have not heard from them. Secretly inspired by you by your grace and your understanding. Again, that flood of feeling like I would like to cry, which I'm not not going to do it. It's like they're paralyzed in this sad in this sadness when they're thinking of you again. A lot of embarrassment for how they treated you. I, you know, as a reader, this never makes any sense to me. Why would you feel this way and then do some of the things that you're doing? It it it never it never makes sense emotionally. They are there. Only you will ever do. And maybe that maybe that's what it is. Only you. Only you. Yeah. They were absolutely complete idiots. Please don't take offense speaking disparagingly about your person, but only you will ever do. And they were silly to let you go. They were silly to not embrace that.
Confirmation for those of you that have been feeling more emotional lately, that have been maybe, you know, in your tears, in your pain, your person is also going through it as well. Hiding who they really were because you challenged them to grow. I hid my true self from you because you challenged me to expand. Now they're seeing how silly that was because you always wanted the best for them. Always. And all you wanted was for them to be the best version of themselves. And can I just say if you do believe that they are your divine counterpart, no matter how much pain you go through, know that it is for your growth as well. The triggers, every everything that you're feeling is happening for a reason, for your spiritual awakening. If it had to come through a person because you weren't accepting in any other way, then so be it. But look how much you've grown since meeting your person. Take pride in that. That's a beautiful thing. Many people are just living their lives unhealed and not even aware that they need to be healed. Wow. Tumbling out. I'm trying to move on, but my thoughts of you still linger and I can't control them. Absolutely like devastated emotionally, guys. Hi. Oh, I want to do shorter videos, but I'm I'm trying to, you know, between 10 and 20 minutes. My life. Oh, you're going to get you're going to get to see me cry. My life has been empty without you. I distract myself by going out with friends. I'm still trying to move on, but the thoughts of you linger and I can't control them. This person is very genuinely distraught. Um, I, you know, because I read the comments, I know some of you are just like, like I'm effing done and and I get it, but it's like they're really seeing the mistakes and just like how it doesn't make any sense why they have done some of the things that they have done to you or to themselves. Okay, music could be something that they're really trying to connect with you through. Um, you guys could also have like maybe you shared music. Pay attention to the music that you may be hearing. Wherever you are is home to me. I destroyed your confidence in me cuz they weren't confident in themselves. Wow. Okay. I obviously the waves are going to keep coming. There's nothing on the bottom, nothing on the top. I'm going to go ahead and end it here. It is your divine birthright. Whoever is watching this, for you to have everything that your heart desires, I swear everything. Everything that your heart desires. Keep your thoughts positive. You are abundant. You are blessed. And if you're new to my channel and you dig my vibe, please subscribe. Have a great day. I