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My friends, I hope you're doing well. I wanted to come on and do a love reading. This is going to be a you and them, so I'm going to start with this deck and see what is surrounding you right now. We have, have faith, love is coming. So, like I said, this is going to be a you and them, but I'm going to start with this deck to make sure it's your reading. We have separation. Um, the tarot deck that I chose also has the hermit on the bottom, so you could be in separation with this person. And remember, just use your discernment because I do a lot of readings, and not every reading will be for you, but you'll know, you'll know if it's for you. Um, so let's cut the deck and see what is surrounding you. We have the mirror and we have phoenix energy. Um, so that's actually really good to see, um, because with the mirror, that shows that you and this person are mirroring right now. And with phoenix energy, renew and growth, so you're both going through changes right now. So let's just confirm before we get into both of your energies. So let's start with this deck. Yeah, we have se—Oh my goodness! So we have twin flame, yin and yang, balance, union, and duality, complement, polar opposites. So this, you know, it feels like this is a twin-flame connection, or you could resonate with divine counterparts. We have separation confirmed, sadness, bitterness, missing you, thinking about you, uncertain about future. We have not today, so it doesn't feel like anything is happening between you today. Um, it feels like there's boundaries in place with this separation. It also says avoiding conversation, so it feels like, again, right now you and this person are not talking. And then we have, have faith that love is coming. So you're trying to keep hope alive; you're trying to keep the faith in this relationship. And again, we had mirroring, so it feels like this is being mirrored. So let's get a few more. So with that not today, I would say that neither one of you are—I don't know if either one of you are ready to talk yet, but you both still have faith in this relationship. We have living in the moment. Um, for some of you, this person could have been, been a bit of, bit of a party animal, but it looks like through separation, um, you're both trying to live in the present moment. Right underneath Cupid's arrow, we have love call: expressing love, messages of love, thinking about you, informing you. That's kind of coming in with not today and have faith that this is coming. So even though it's not happening today, um, have faith that it will come. I'm hearing—I just want to get one more, and then I'm going to do the energy check. So we have the dragonfly: things coming to light, light and healing. And we have sunglasses: watching, looking. So it feels like this person is watching you right now, and that certain things are coming to light; they're having realizations. And with this love call and the dragonfly, it could be when this communication comes in. Um, spirit's saying to remain light-hearted with some of the things you may find out about this person. Um, they, you know, maybe there's something that happened during the separation that they need to tell you about, for example, but we'll get into it, we'll get into it. All right, so that was the first deck. I think that for the next deck, I'm going to get animal cards, cuz why not? And I hope you guys are having a good weekend, Easter weekend. I hope you're having a good Easter. So animal cards first. So we're going to start with you; we're going to start with you. Start with my beautiful viewer. One more shuffle. Feels right. All right, so I'm going to cut the deck, and we're going to see your energy. We have the black egg. So the black egg does talk about truth, um, and it's, it does talk about—it can only be accessed or assessed during quiet and separation is what I'm hearing. So let's see your current energy. Show me the viewer's current [Music] energy. Okay, so yeah, we have the crocodile, and the crocodile is about a rest period; it's non-action. So I don't feel like you are taking action towards this person right now, and it, it is cooling off. So for some of you, maybe there was a small point of communication recently where you found something out, and you're trying to take a step back and really sit with your feelings about it before reacting, resting, submerging, collecting energy, cooling off. When in balance: wise, patient, a silent powerhouse. When out of balance: lashes out. So it does feel like you're trying not to lash out at this person; you're trying to cool off, resting, four of swords energy. The crocodile reminds us to step back from the external world and turn inward. Now is not the time for decisions, actions, or discussion. And remember the not today card. The crocodile's mantra is wait. This doesn't mean lying around hoping for life's ch—hoping that life's challenges will disappear. The crocodile is much smarter than that; it means intentionally withdrawing. So you could have intentionally put up boundaries, intentionally withdrew your energy, gathering our awareness, the dragonfly, observing and building energy, fill up the vital reserves so that your next move comes from a place of wisdom and power. And the next two energies that came out for you are interesting because we have the scorpion, and the scorpion does talk about someone who is still thinking about unresolved issues from the past. So it does feel like you're still thinking about this person, and you're still thinking about something that happened in the past. And I'm not sure—I'm getting—I keep hearing that for some of you, you could have recently found something out about this person, and instead of, you know, giving them your stinger and lashing out, the crocodile, you're, you're withdrawing your energy so that you can process whatever you're feeling. I don't think that's for all of you though, but the scorpion does talk about, you know, thinking about an unresolved issue or person from the past. So clearly, I do feel like this person probably hurt you in some way. And with the crocodile and the scorpion and the not today, but you have faith that there will be communication, it does feel like you're also trying not to, again, lash out at this person or fight with them, if that makes sense. The scorpion: fire energy. We have water and fire tends towards isolation. And remember I said the tarot deck I chose had the hermit on the bottom. The scorpion is a passionate and determined creature; their career is very important to them, as are a few select friends. Sometimes the scorpion's heat fers, and they focus on an unresolved event from the past, usually a situation where they were left feeling burned. So you could have felt burned by this person. The scorpion card says it's time to come clean about your feelings so that everyone can heal and you can get back to your fun self. So when in balance: wild and free, fierce. When out of balance: jealous, resentful, unresolved. To bring into balance: honesty and forgiveness. So it does feel like you are thinking about something that happened in the past here, and you're trying to release resentment, and you're trying to forgive this person in your own, in your own way, perhaps without talking to them. And maybe you are also aware that if this person was to come towards you and you were to like give them this scorpion energy, that it would just push them away further, if that makes sense. And again, it feels like you're feeling—you felt burned from this person or by this person, so you're kind of cooling off, and you're withdrawing from this right now. Remember that not today. Um, and then the interesting thing is this one talks about being passionate towards your career and a few select friends. And then you also had the cheetah come out. So I do feel like instead of taking action towards this person, you're taking action towards yourself, your own journey, perhaps even your career. It's masculine energy, so it's masculine energy. So I'm almost seeing that you're taking action towards things in life that you can take action towards, um, perhaps even your career or a business or your soul path, your mission. The cheetah: solar force, action, achievement, masculine energy. When in balance: achieves anything, boundless energy. To bring into balance: reconnect to purpose. So it feels like right now you're taking action towards your purpose or your mission or your healing, whatever you feel your purpose is. The cheetah is the epitome of the solar for forces at work. The sun doesn't shine onto the cheetah; it shines from inside this great creature and expands outward to brighten the universe. The energy within a cheetah personality is palpable to others, and they naturally attract an audience to bear witness to their remarkable achievements. Purpose and passion are the best fuel for a cheetah's forward momentum. So if you're lacking in those areas, reconnect to the why before you start running. So you're reconnecting to your passion and your purpose. And again, it feels like I'm repeating myself a lot, but it feels like—just one minute, apologies—one of my kids was messaging me, and I had to answer them. Um, anyway, I was just saying, I don't want to keep repeating myself, but again, instead of putting energy into this resentment and, you know, reaching out to this person, it feels like you're reconnecting to your purpose and putting that energy into yourself. So let's look at your person's energy. I'm just going to keep going with the same deck though. So let's look at your person's current energy. Show me for person's current [Music] energy. One more. Thank you. Oh, that's so nice. We have the swan. That's nice. Well, then we have the golden egg. We have the crow. This is very promising, and I should say—and we have the whale in reverse. So I should say that you may be resonating with this more than that energy. Take whatever side you're resonating with the most, but the whale in reverse, the golden egg, and the crow, which is about psychic ability and tapping into their intuition, and the swan on the bottom—one of my favorite cards—it does, you know, it makes me think of counterparts, twin flames, but it's about connecting to their inner voice, and it's about solo time and very potent healing energy. So it feels like with the swan and the crocodile, you're both kind of doing the same thing. My kids are out right now, and they were messaging me. Um, let me find the crow first. There it is. So air, water, and a spiritual card. So watchful. Remember we had that watching card? So I do feel like this person is watching you. Spiritually strong, creative, watchful. The crow has long since been a symbol of magic. A crow personality is drawn to the supernatural and has a gift for seeing the unseen, knowing the unknown. It is said that the crow holds within its mind's eye the three realities: past, present, and future. So this person is really reflecting on the past, present, and future right now. Um, my kids won't stop messaging [Laughter] me. Crow energy is potent and should only be tapped into when the mind is clear. Those with crow tendencies must balance their lives. So this person is trying to balance their life right now, balance everything that's going on in their life so that they can tap into this clarity. I do want to read the swan card um for you because as it's on the bottom of the deck, I always feel like bottom of the deck energy is kind of what you don't see. So I feel like this is what you don't see your person is going through. Oh, you okay, Bear? You okay? Bear is here today. No, he's going to come say hello. So maybe you get to see Bear. Come here. Come here. My dogs are never in here when I'm recording. Come here. He's just down here. Oh, and here comes Millie. Now they're all coming. Hello, Millie. Hello. Oh, Millie wants to get right up in the, in the reading. So Millie wants to say hello to you. Say hi, Millie. Good dog. All right, Millie wanted to be in the spotlight today. So what I was saying is the dolphin—not the dolphin—maybe dolphins are symbolic, but the swan is what you don't see that this person is going through. This potent and healing energy is not to be taken for granted or taken lightly. When the swan card appears, your soul is calling for attention, for solo time. And I keep thinking about that um hermit card that's on the bottom of the tarot deck I chose. Now the whale in reverse is a little different because the whale in reverse talks about them feeling heavy. So they do feel very heavy when they think about the past, present, and future, and they could also be thinking about whatever happened in the past. However, they—however they burned you in the past—that scorpion—I feel like it's weighing very heavily on this person's mind right now. Now the whale card does talk about profound emotional health and stability, but it's in reverse, so I feel like right now your person is struggling with emotional—what did I say? They're struggling with—um, emotional health and stability right now, which could also be a reason why you had the not today. If this person is struggling with their emotional health and stability, that would prevent them from coming towards you. And it also talks about the whale traversing difficult terrain. So whale personalities, when all else seems lost, trusts them to be a beacon in our darkest hour. So it definitely feels like your person is in a little bit of darkness right now as they're phoenixing, um, and again, I feel like they're, they're thinking about how they burned you in the past and gaining a clearer perspective of the past, present, and future. To bring into balance: regular self-care. So I do believe this person—I think the crow mentioned balance—so this person's trying to balance out some things in their life right now. The good thing is is they have the golden egg message at the center of the heart, the unstuck sound, and it really plays into that swan card. This person's tapping into their inner voice. Within the golden egg lives a precious sound, deep within that sound resides a message. The sound cannot be heard nor the messages discerned until we retreat from the noise of modern-day life. The magical essence of the golden egg needs warmth, quiet, and time to unfold. So this person clearly needed space and separation in order for them to awaken and to unfold. So no rushing, no pushing, no grasping. So it feels like even if you tried to, you know, chase this person or push them into spirituality or get them to wake up, there was nothing you could have done; they needed to come to this on their own in this separation. Find a place of deep and restful ease, perhaps through yoga or meditation, um, take some time for some introspection and contemplation. When the mind begins to settle and the breath is calm, ask yourself the question that weighs heaviest on your heart. And remember the whale in reverse feels heavy, so this person is tapping into some of those heavy emotions. And again, I keep looking at that scorpion card, so I feel like something that happened in the past is weighing quite heavily on them when it comes to this connection—maybe something that you found out that hurt you, something that came to light, the dragonfly, and also the present moment, um, there—they could be—there's this energy of them watching you. So if they're watching you in this cheetah energy, you know, rediscover your passion and purpose, that could be weighing quite heavily on them too, maybe even the future that they envisioned with you. Anyway, very nice. All right. Oh, that's interesting. So I just noticed we have the stingray for them as well. That's very interesting. Um, I didn't even see that. That's one of my favorite cards. So this person developing confidence, developing their spine or finding a sense of spine, a sense of self. I'm hearing this is actually one of my favorite cards: developing confidence, sense of self, or spine. Yeah, that's why I was hearing it. Um, when in balance, and it is in the upright: eager, wants to grow. When out of balance: blames others. So they could have blamed you or projected onto you; they could have even gaslit you a little with that watching card. To bring into balance: move through the discomfort. So right now they are in kind of an uncomfortable, heavy energy as they awaken and tap into their heart space. The stingray card represents a pivotal point in personal growth. That's why this is good because they're at a pivotal moment of personal growth. The moment has come when the stingray must decide between the old and the new: the old, easy, comfortable, and familiar, and the new, challenging, uncomfortable, and unfamiliar. Pressure from family and friends makes this decision even more complicated. And I just want to mention something because I've seen a couple of people say that they can't understand why their family's opinion could dictate anybody's course of action. And just because that's not your experience doesn't mean that's not someone else's experience. We all have different experiences, different upbringings, different family dynamics. I can think of a really good example for one: if this person—I'm not saying they are—I'm just using it as an example—if this person has family, and if this person doesn't have a sense of self and lacks a backbone, and they have—where's my good example go?—and they have a family who wants them to marry a certain type of person, or there's religious factors or cultural differences, and they really don't want to let their family down, yes, their family can affect their decision. Again, if they don't have a spine or a sense of self, yes, family and friends can affect their decision, um, if they don't know how to listen to their intuition, if they have a very controlling family or controlling friend. Just because you don't experience that doesn't mean that somebody else doesn't experience that, is my point. And the reason I'm bringing that up is because this one talks about pressure from family and friends. No matter what choice is made, now it's inevitable that this dilemma will surface again and again as the force of dharma is growing within the stingray. The force of dharma growing within the stingray is too strong to ignore. So your person is at this pivotal moment where it's time to wake up; it's time to tap into their inner voice and reclaim their power and their confidence. So very pivotal moment of their journey. All right, so I just want to see how this person is feeling about you really quickly. How is this person feeling about you? How is this person feeling about you? Oh, we have the fox, which typically the fox card in the reverse, it does talk about kind of those fox behaviors that are usually depicted on fox cards, like sneakiness and deception, but this card is actually so beautiful because how they feel about you: a strong partner or mate. Like you would make an amazing partner. And maybe this person has a bit of fear of commitment, um, you know, the fox card in the upright. I feel like they feel like you're very sure of your identity, and I don't think this person is sure of their identity because they got the stingray, which means they're still working on their identity and who they are. Sense of self, strong partner or mate, magical, monogamous. So clearly you're someone who values monogamy. The fox is an enchanting creature with plenty of mystique to go around. Fox personalities are skillful in business and also make great teachers. This is how they feel about you. They are quick to learn and adapt well to new situations. Foxes are ideal life partners as they commit to the relationship for the long term, and their natural charisma keeps things exciting. Fox energy helps us stay true to those most dear to us. When this card appears, reconnect to those you love. Foxes don't do well when they slip away. So clearly they feel like you're slipping away from them, um, but that just says it right there that this person sees you as someone who, when you're in it, you're in it; like when you commit to someone, you commit to someone. And this person could have taken that for granted in the past, like I said with that stingray card. Clearly they burned you in the past some way, maybe it had to do with—if you're this fox and you're very loyal and monogamous, maybe this person wasn't. Anyway, I just want to get a few cards for how they're feeling about you before I get into tarot. Yeah, releasing, letting go, slipping away, letting that fox slip away. One more shuffle. Beauty. That's to me the Empress card. They feel you're charming, graceful, kind-hearted. So let's see how they're feeling about you. I'm just going to get a few of these. We have sorrow, a heavy—remember the whale in reverse—heavy loss, grief, depression for how they feel about you. All right, so let's see. Underneath that is non-committal, and I don't—there's not anything in—there's nothing is telling me they think that you're non-committal, but I think they have sorrow and grief and remorse over not committing to you. So let's see how they're feeling about you. How are they feeling about you? Family came out, so family interference could be a thing here. Maybe they feel like your family won't accept them. Now that's another way that family interference can get in the way, like if somebody has—for example, if somebody has very young children, they can be—that can stop them. And I'm not saying your person is married, but like if your person does have really young children, they could be afraid of being in a committed relationship with someone else other than the child's parent because they're worried about how that's going to affect their kids. Or if they have teenagers or even adult children, they could be more worried about what their children will think. Um, another thing is if they burned you in the past, they could be worried about how your—the family interference could be their fear of how your family will accept them. Or if you have young children, for example. So we have fantasy. That's such a beautiful card. Those purple roses, so pretty. Daydreaming, imagining, fantasizing about you. So they're daydreaming about you right now. We have mistakes. So they feel like they made a lot of mistakes here. We have—that's interesting with mistakes—deception, dishonesty. So like I said, the scorpion—like this person could have been very dishonest with you or deceived you and feels like they made a huge mistake here. Oh, we have hollow, empty. They feel empty and hollow without you. There's a void in their life without you. Family. So they could even be—if it's not family interference—like they could be fantasizing and dreaming about this family that they could have had with you or that they envisioned having with you, um, or maybe you—maybe you were a family at one point, like maybe you were married at one point. And for how they feel about you—that you're very self-focused right now: self-growth, self-focused, soul finding. Just like that cheetah card, you're reconnecting to yourself; you're spending energy on yourself, not on this person. This reminds me of a Queen of Cups tarot card that I have where the Queen of Cups is in a bath having a glass of wine, um, so this person definitely feels like you're focused on self-love right now, and you're like just focused on yourself; you're not focused on them. How is this person feeling about the viewer? That's interesting. All right. Pain, apprehensive, afraid, cautious. Remember the not today card? That looks very similar to that not today card. So they are apprehensive about coming towards you because, again, I feel like this person does sense that they burned you in the past, and maybe they can sense that there's still some unresolved feelings about that or some resentment. We have spying. They're definitely watching you. And we have hoping. So they're still hoping that they can make this right; they're still hoping that, you know, you hold a flame for them, um, manifesting you. So if this person is fantasizing you, fantasizing you, fantasizing about you, and daydreaming about you, they're—without knowing it—they're actually manifesting you. If they're imagining a future and they're like painting that picture in their head about you. I just keep thinking about that fox card too, like this person knows how loyal you are and what a strong partner you would be. You could be dealing with someone—Actually, spirit's telling me to get a few more. Okay, three more. Um, if this person sees you, you know, as a strong partner, mate, you definitely could have triggered their fear of commitment. So three more. A divine feminine. Whoa, wow. So this person feels like you're in your divine feminine energy; you're not chasing them. I don't chase; I attract. Very nice. Divine feminine, very intuitive, very compassionate, very loving. They feel like you're in your divine feminine energy. I don't know if they understand what that means like you and I do, but that's how they feel about you right now. Hang on. So we have obscurity, and that's—
You know that’s moon energy, so they’re feeling like you’re in this. It says mysterious, so you’re in this very mysterious energy where they’re not quite sure how you’re thinking and feeling about this connection, and they’re feeling uncertain about the future. Here, with the moon energy, we have time, waiting cycles, moments, so they’re waiting for the right time to come in here. And we have return, second chance, opportunity, wanting to make amends. So this person is definitely feeling like they want to return here, but again, feeling apprehensive about returning right now—not today, right, all right.
So now we’re going to get tarot, and then I’ll just get a few channeled messages for them. So I decided to use—this is one of my favorite decks now—it’s called Life is Like a Game Board, and it’s from Etsy. Life is like a game board, and it’s very like Monopoly, Game of Life. Yeah, we have the Hermit on the bottom, so I do feel like right now you’re in separation with this person. So I’m just going to shuffle it, and then we’ll do a you and them. We have six of wands in reverse. So six of wands in reverse talks about feeling unloved, feeling neglected. So this person could have neglected you or made you feel unloved in some way. All right, so I’m just going to cut the deck, and then we’re going to do a you and them. We have Ace of Wands: passion and desire, way passion and desire gardens. So Ace of Wands—so there’s lots of passion and desire between the two of you. All right, and you know you could both feel like taking action towards this, but you just—you both—neither one of you are taking action right now, not today. And again, that “not today” card talked about boundaries; it also talked about still hurt. So you could still be hurt by this person, and this person could, you know, be avoiding making amends—that making amends card—because they’re still feeling apprehensive or they’re still reflecting about this. But anyway, let’s keep going. So let’s look at you. Show me the viewer. We have the Hierophant. So very focused on—very focused on [Music]—um, you’re very focused on your spirituality right now. I’m hearing it feels like you are someone who wants a stable, traditional connection, especially with that fox card. It looks to me like you’re someone who wants stability, you want commitment, you want structure. Um, you want a more traditional relationship. Um, you know, I don’t want to say you want a label, but you want something secure is what I’m hearing with the Hierophant. It does feel like you do feel like this is a spiritual connection, someone that you would want to commit to. And I feel like right now you’re reconnecting to your spirituality or your spiritual growth. You could also be—that fox card talked about being a teacher—so you could be—you could be seeing a spiritual mentor or a mentor of some sort, or you could be wanting to be a spiritual mentor or guide to others. With the Hierophant, very focused on your spirituality is what I’m hearing. And we have the four of wands in reverse. So for some of you, you could be feeling—um, maybe some of you are moving—or there could be disharmony in your life right now, especially like with this person. Clearly, you’re not in union with this person. Um, let’s look at the four of wands. Wands are this way. That says joyous home, gardens, and it’s in reverse, so lack of support, instability, lack of roots. Oh, this can signify that you have recently reached an important goal, but you haven’t taken time to celebrate your own achievement, and that could even be true of this connection, like you could [Music] be making leaps and bounds in your spirituality, but you’re not taking the time to celebrate your own spiritual growth. Take some time to—take some time to celebrate all your growth. Um, what else? Insecurity in your home environment with family members or love interest. So this person could have triggered your insecurities for sure, or you could be feeling insecure. I just—you are trying to keep hope, have faith. You’re trying to have faith, but you could—you could be feeling very insecure about trusting your intuition right now. Again, you could be feeling insecure about your home environment. Um, it also talks—perhaps you—talks about perhaps you are in a period of transition with your living situation or in a close relationship. So it does feel like you’re in a transitional period when it comes to this relationship, and it mentions conflict between family. So you could be experiencing some conflict with your family right now. Let’s get one more for you. Show me the viewer. We have the Hierophant again. That’s interesting. And we have the Queen of Cups: so supporter of compassion and intuitive feelings. It’s in reverse though, so we need to talk about that a little, my friend. Um, so you could be doubting your intuition right now, but you’ve got the Hierophant twice here, so clearly that’s an important message. I don’t even need to repeat it, like when—when uh—those two cards come out, when you get repeating cards like that, it’s kind of like you already said everything you needed to say about that. Um, so Hierophant in the upright, I already talked about it, but Queen of Cups in reverse, it is showing that you’re needing to focus on self-care and self-love right now, but you could be having a hard time trusting your intuition, especially when it comes to your passion, like if your passion is to be a healer and help others. Queen of Cups: insecurity. So it does look like, you know, sometimes you do feel a little insecure. It also talks about giving too much, putting more—more effort in than partner. So in this connection, you could have been putting in more effort than this person, and even in other relationships in your life, you could be realizing that, you know, you’re always the one to be there for other people, you’re always the one to give to others, and maybe you’re not feeling that support in return. The insecurity one—the insecurity one is important because the four of wands in reverse talked about insecurity as well. So it does feel like maybe you’re struggling a little bit with your insecurity when it comes to this connection and trusting your intuition with the Queen of Cups. So right now, focus on your emotional well-being and treat yourself with love, compassion, and caring. So I feel like that’s what you’re trying to focus on right now. You may be highly sensitive or an empath, always prioritizing the needs of others over your own, including for some of you, your family. Um, so this card encourages you to take time to listen to your intuition and honor your feelings. You may have trouble expressing yourself and could be bottling up emotions, so make sure you feel those emotions. Um, anyway, so that’s you. I want to see how you’re feeling about this person. Let’s see how you’re feeling about this person. How are you feeling about this person? We have Strength. A—you’re trying to be strong. You’re trying—I can see it—you’re trying to keep hope alive. Star on the bottom for how you feel about them. So you’re trying to remain optimistic, you’re trying to have hope. This is how you feel about them. So clearly you still feel connected to them. I’m thinking of the Lightseers Tarot where she’s holding on to an energetic cord that’s on this—the—the star. So clearly you still feel connected to this person, and you know I do feel like you want to heal this, and again you’re trying to keep hope alive. We have the two of wands for how you feel about them: forward movement. So you’re hoping that they come towards you. You’re hoping—this is how you feel about them. So I do feel like you see a future with them, but right now you feel like you’re at some sort of crossroads where, you know, this person is going to need to leave their comfort zone and come towards you. And then we have Strength. Your person could lift weights, but you’re trying to really tap into your inner strength when it comes to this connection and how you feel about this person. Um, you know, the Strength card, the shadows do talk about insecurity, so you could be feeling insecure about if they’ll ever come towards you, if there ever will be forward movement, if your wish will ever come true. And clearly you feel a very strong bond with this person, and we had the twin-flame card come out, and the infinity symbol reminds me of a connection that cannot be destroyed nor recreated. So clearly you feel a very strong, unbreakable bond with this [Music] person. Two of Wands for how you feel about this person. So for how you feel about this person, it looks like again you want this person to take a risk and come towards you. You want them to—maybe you feel like you need to make a decision about this person—um, in some way, like if you’re going to release them or keep—keep hoping for them. It does look like you see—for how you feel about them—two of wands—you do want them to make a decision to come towards you because you do see a future with them. Passion and desire gardens. So clearly you feel passion and desire about this person. So I want to see what you hope for the future from this person. What do you hope for the future? King of Wands. So you hope that this person will take action towards you. You hope [Music] that—you hope that this person is going to come towards you and take action. You hope that the High Priestess—so you do hope that this person will start trusting their intuition. The King of Wands to me is the king most connected with spirit, so your hopes for the future is that this person will listen to their intuition, tap into that intuition, and take control of this situation and take action towards you. King of Wands: it says provider of authority. Um, so you hope that this person, you know, becomes a provider and takes action towards you, and you hope that your intuition is correct about this person—for what you’re envisioning in your future with your crystal ball, with your third eye—you hope that your intuition is correct about this person. Let’s get one more. One more. Oh my goodness gracious, King of Pentacles. So your hopes for the future for this connection—it’s funny because when I was looking at that King of Wands, I was seeing the King of Pentacles when I—when it said protector. So your hope for this connection is that this person will come in, take action, and want to commit to you. With this King of Pentacles, you know you’re hoping for long-term stability, you’re hoping for commitment, you’re hoping for someone stable and invested and committed, someone who can protect and provide. And we have three of cups. So you are hopeful that there’s a reunion here. It says it’s a party place, but three of cups is like a reunion energy, so you are hoping for a reunion with this person. Again, King of Pentacles—what you’re hoping for the future—and the High Priestess—you’re hoping that if you remain patient in love that what you intuitively feel is coming will come. So you’re hoping for abundance, prosperity, security, safe, kind, protective, provider, sensual, reliable. So you’re—that’s what you want; that’s what you’re hoping for from this person—that they’ll be reliable and committed, generous provider, serious relationship. So you are hoping for a serious relationship with this person because this person feels like you’re fox energy, which is an earth energy, so this person does feel like, you know, you want commitment, and when you commit, you commit. I’m hearing like—sometimes—Hang on—I’m hearing like sometimes when I watch these love reality shows, I watch people will say like, “I’m someone who when I’m in, I’m all in.” That’s you, I think. All right, so let’s look at your person’s current energy. Let’s look at your person’s current energy. Your person—your person—let’s look at their current energy. The Hierophant can’t come out because you got it twice [Music], so that’s interesting. We have the Knight of Wands in reverse, so the Knight of Wands in reverse, and we have the Page of Wands in reverse. So they’re in bit of an instable—they’re in an unstable energy right now. There’s delays in their energy right now, and I have to mention as soon as I said your person’s energy, my throat got sore, which makes me think of a blocked throat chakra. All right, like it just started when I started asking about your person’s energy. All of a sudden my throat feels sore. It’s not closing over; it just feels sore. Maybe your person has the vid. I don’t know if I can even say that on here. Some people get their videos taken down for that. Have you guys watched [Music]—um, I just feel the need to talk to somebody about this. Have you guys watched that show on Netflix about kid influencers? Disturbing. Very disturbing. So Page of Wands in reverse: fear of commitment, that’s what I was saying about your person. Um, unreliable. So they’re still in this unreliable energy, um, but that’s okay. They’re coming out of it. The golden egg. They’re—again—that this—this time is important for them to reflect on this stuff. I might even confirm these cards. So your person’s energy—listen to this—perhaps all of your problems are caused by your own haste and inconsistency, your person. So your person could have—like I’m just thinking back to that unresolved issue where they burned you—they could have like done something impulsively, or they could have been very inconsistent. You do not feel stable in work, so they’re not feeling stable in their job right now during this period. You are experiencing stress due to the fact that your life is full of unexpected changes, your person. So your person truly is going through it right now, but the Knight of Wands in reverse is interesting because it does mention right here in the advice for the Knight of Wands in reverse, it does talk about how this person is starting to work on themselves internally. Knight of Wands in reverse: they’re starting to work on themselves internally. Now is the time to apply the lessons they have learned and start moving forward. Look for answers within the swan, the golden egg. Look for answers within and see how this wisdom can help navigate the impasses that may have—that you may be encountering. So this person is going through a lot of challenges, which is making them go inward and start working on themselves internally and tapping into that voice within. So these things that they’re going through are actually good—actually good—because it’s putting—it’s taking them inward. Let’s get one more for their energy, and then I might have to see what energy they’re moving into. Oh, damn, that sucks. Place. I love this card. It’s the five of cups. Damn, that sucks, but everything they’re going through is pushing them within. Um, but five of cups energy: so lots of remorse and sadness and like depression. And we’ve got the ten of wands, which is actually really good because it means they’re put—they’re starting to put some of these burdens down, some of these burdens—the baggage that has kept them weighed down their whole life—the opinions of others, their job, um, baggage from childhood—the things that have weighed them down, they’re starting to put them down now and do the work internally. So that’s actually really good. My throat is doing something very strange—not really—it’s—um—it’s blocking, but I just want to talk to you about what that means: the blocked throat chakra, leaving you afraid to express your truth, your person. It convinces you that speaking up is dangerous, that silence is safer. So right now, this person, if they have a blocked throat chakra, and this is what I say when it’s not as simple as if they wanted to talk to you, they would—no, they wouldn’t—if they had a blocked throat chakra and they feel like their life is falling apart. But anyway, so silence is safer. Um, this wound often stems from past experiences where your voice was dismissed, ridiculed, or punished. It manifests as difficulty expressing emotions, fear of confrontation, chronic throat tension, and the habit of swallowing your feelings. That’s really interesting because they had the whale in reverse, and the whale talks about emotional strength to communicate. I didn’t mention that about the whale, but it talks about communication, and the fact that it’s in reverse, this person feels too heavy and not emotionally strong enough to communicate right now. That’s really interesting. So over time, can result in a sore throat, can result in passive communication, difficulty setting boundaries, or the fear of speaking up. Watch for patterns of withholding thoughts, struggling to find the right words, or feeling emotionally suffocated, heavy by unspoken truths. I find that very interesting. So damn, that sucks. I shouldn’t laugh. Um, let’s see how your person is feeling about you. Bet you Queen of Swords will want to come out. How is your person feeling about you? [Music] Judgment. That—sorry—I knew [Music] it—I knew it. Inconsistency. Oh, ten of cups in reverse. All right, so we have a few—we have a few energies for how they’re feeling about you right now, so let’s just get into it. Well, the Sun wanted to come off the top of the deck, so clearly they feel like you’re a light to them, but we’ve got two of pentacles: balancing act for how they feel about you. So clearly this person—remember the Queen of Cups for you in reverse—that you—I feel like you were giving more to this person than they were giving to you. The Page of Wands in reverse said perhaps your person—perhaps all your problems stem from your own inconsistency, and this is how they’re feeling about you right now—that they were inconsistent with you, that they didn’t prioritize you, that they were prioritizing other things over you. For how they’re feeling about you, there it is. Kind of like they go back and forth with wondering if they should speak up to you or not. They’re definitely struggling with their throat chakra. We have Judgment for how they feel about you, so they’re in self-reflection right now because of this connection. They do want to renew this connection; they do want to resurrect something. Remember that making amends, second chance, try again. So they definitely want to resurrect something with you. I’m really struggling with my throat with your person’s energy, and you can see it here. There’s this energy where they want to say something to you; they want to speak up. I feel like this person is reflecting heavily on this connection right now, possibly even going through an awakening. We’ve got the ten of cups in reverse for how they feel about you, so they’re feeling very—they’re feeling disharmony, sadness. Ten of cups in reverse: where are you little cupies? Separation, disharmony, isolation for how they feel about you. They’re struggling to find personal fulfillment or a sense of happiness without you. Empty, hollow. Remember that card, and that wanted to come off—that wanted to come off the top. It’s almost like they didn’t want me to tell you this. So they’re realizing that you are their fulfillment, that you are their happiness. They’re definitely feeling a lack of happiness. And Melody’s—Melody meddling relatives. There’s a reason I brought that up. So clearly they feel like there’s other people—like opinions, external forces affecting the relationship. That’s how they feel about you. Someone could be creating problems within this connection. It says it right at the bottom: either family members or close friends. Um, that’s an interesting affirmation: I eat healthy because it makes me happy. Well, so do cookies and [Laughter] chocolate. So they’re struggling to find happiness in their life without you, and they’re taking a step back to reassess what truly brings them happiness, and who’s that? It’s you. The ten of cups reversed suggests that it’s time to address any underlying emotions and work towards finding balance and harmony. So they do feel like they need to find balance and harmony, um, and restore harmony within this connection. They’re feeling very disconnected from you, very unhappy without you. Three of Wands for how they’re feeling about you: obstacles and delays and learning how to compromise. So they feel like they need to learn how to compromise if they’re going to be with you, and they’re taking time to plan their future. This is really good. The three of wands for how they feel about you. Um, it looks like they’re looking at you; they’re feeling like you’re someone who’s going—like going through a lot of personal developments yourself. Um, anyway, that’s how they’re feeling about you. Let’s see what their hope for the future is, their intentions. What are their intentions for the future? What are their intentions for the [Music] future? What are their intentions for the future? Oh, well, that’s really good. We have the Chariot. So they do—they intend to come towards you; they intend to come back into alignment with you. Two opposing forces coming together as one: the Chariot. Their intentions are to take more action towards this connection. We’ve got the five of pentacles in reverse: really good. Where are you, Chariot? Um, taking action on love, taking control of love life. Remember what you want for the future: you want them to take control, and that’s their intention. They want to overcome challenges and gain victory. That’s really nice. And five of pentacles in reverse is about making positive changes. So their intentions are to make positive changes in their life and then come towards you. So clearly this person knows, and they’ve already started the internal work, but they know that they need to make these changes if this is going to work, if they’re going to create a lasting foundation with you. They know they need to make these positive changes. I feel like the five of pentacles in reverse talks about being more open—opening your—yeah—opening yourself to others—not other people—this is their intentions for the future with you. So their intentions are to improve this situation. Five of Pentacles in love—five of Pentacles in love in reverse—they want to improve this connection; they want to open themselves to you; they want to make positive changes; they want to overcome this loss, overcome adversity, have your forgiveness, and feel welcomed by you. And right now—right now—this person is apprehensive about coming towards you, so right now they’re not feeling like you would welcome them if they were to come back right now. And I don’t think you would want them to come back right now anyway because they are on like struggle avenue, right? Isn’t that what one of those said? They’re on like struggle way. Damn, that sucks. They’re not—they’re still in a very un—unstable energy, doing the internal work. So remember the swan: this time is not to be taken for granted or taken lightly; it’s healing and potent. This is exactly what they need. Um, and we have the Ace of Wands: so passion and desire gardens—that keeps coming out—Ace of Wands. So they do intend to have passion and desire with you and take action towards you. So I want to see—I want to see if this person—we have the Wheel of Fortune on the bottom—so this person’s intentions to make positive changes, remember, but to make adjustments, compromise, to end certain cycles before coming back towards you. Um, I don’t even need to look that up. So I want to see before I look at their future actions, I actually want to look at if they continue on this—doing—doing the internal work. I want to see what energy they’re moving into after this froggy in my throat—releasing, cleansing, healing, rebirth. Um, I just want to see what energy they’re going to be moving into in the future because I need to know this. So what energy is this person moving into in the future? I’m feeling called to get a deck that just caught my eye. Hang on. Healing. I just want to look at your person’s energy really quick. I went two years without touching this deck, and now all of a sudden I’m very drawn to it. Um, we have anxiety, your person. If you’ve seen Inside Out too, this deck came out before that movie, and I just think that’s magical because that looks—that looks like anxiety from Inside Out too, and I just think that’s magical cuz this car—this deck came out long before that movie. It’s almost like they’re intuitive or [Music] something. You know what, I have to tell you something really funny. I was watching—if you’re into tarot, you’ll find it funny—the person I was watching this with—like one of my kids—didn’t—didn’t see the humor in this or they didn’t see the magic in this, but I was watching a show last night—Prison Break—I was watching a show last night, and they were—the men on the show were sitting around a table playing cards, and one of the guys has like a fear of commitment, and they were playing—like playing cards—and his brother said to him like, “Maybe you’ll settle down someday, maybe you’ll have a family and put down some roots,” and he had playing cards, and he went like this, he’s like, “Nope, not on the cards.” And I was like…
You need to rewind that and pause it, so I can see what card that was.
Um, it was, it just struck, it like tickled me because it was the nine of pentacles, which is a very independent card, so I just thought that was funny. And I'm just sharing that with you because I know you'll understand, but I just feel like whoever made that show knew what they were doing, because he flipped over the nine of pentacles, which is like a very independent energy. And actually, nine of pentacles in reverse is fear of giving up independence, which is so that character. And he was like, "Nope, not on the cards," and he threw the card down, and it was the nine of pent—it was the nine of diamonds, which is the nine of pentacles. I just thought that was great. I don't know why I'm telling you that. So show me this person's energy; let's confirm this person's energy. I just want—Oh, oh wow, this is um—We have grieve. Damn, that sucks. Way five of cups, grieve. So they are feeling very heavy right now, very emotional. We have boundaries, so not today. Feeling very apprehensive about coming towards you; you could have set a boundary. And we have fear, fear of crossing that boundary, even maybe fear of feeling their feelings. Right, that's interesting. And we have rest, the golden egg, the swan. That was magic. Anyway, I just want to see um—I'm going to get that in a minute; I'm going to get some more cards from that in a second for the energy they're moving into, but I have to look at what per—what energy this person is moving into in the future after they make it through this. Um, I'll just put these over here, cuz they're taking up the whole table. So spirit, what energy is this person moving into in the future? What energy is the viewer's person moving to in the future after this golden egg? Show me their future. [Music] Energy, future energy of this [Music] person. That's nice. We have the nine of cups; this is really nice. Better things ahead, so they're transitioning into calmer waters. Six of Swords, they're transitioning into calmer waters, better things ahead, so they are transitioning out of that energy into a better energy. We have the magician. My dogs are so worked up right now. We have the magician, so the magician is showing them moving into an energy where they're starting to put their plans into motion, where they're starting to work on all their elements, and when they're starting to be more proactive about, especially about this connection; they're starting to be more proactive. We have the fool, so that's really good. Let's get one more. Nine of cups on the bottom, moving towards your wish fulfillment, which is you—their future energy after they come out of this golden egg swan energy. Ten of [Music] pentacles. That's—oh, that's really nice; that's really nice. So we have six of wands, moment, moment of glory, gardens. So they're going to be feeling—they're in a more confident energy, um, feeling more confident, wanting success, wanting triumph. We have ten of pentacles, abundant legacy avenue. And I have to say, in the reverse, that one talks about family conflict as well, but it's in the upright, so they're coming out of that energy, and they're going to be in this stable, like wanting commitment energy, ten of pentacles. And then we've got the five of wands in reverse and the ten of swords in reverse. That's really—that's really good; that's really good. So ten of swords in reverse is about learning lessons, healing, um, wanting reconciliation. Five of wands is the end of conflict, the end of those blockages, um, wanting cooperation, wanting a truce, not wanting to fight. That's really beautiful, the energy that they're moving into. That's nice. All right, let's see with this deck what energy they're moving into. What energy are they moving into? That's so good; that's so good, spirit. So they're letting spirit guide them; they're trusting their intuition. That is so strange, cuz in that Prison Break show I was watching, he had a hand tattoo, like an eye on his hand. Anyway, um, so they're letting spirit guide them; they're letting their intuition guide them. Connecting to spirit makes me think of that King of Wands. We have healing childhood wounds; that's really good. One more for the energy they're moving into: rebirth energy. Very nice; very nice, rebirth energy. That's beautiful. Begin, ready to start something, have a new beginning. I like that. All right, so let's look at this person's actions in the future. Actually, I want to do one more thing here. Let me get these animal cards that I pulled. I want to see in the future what energy this person is moving into. What energy is this person moving into in the future? Oh, that's really good. We have the earthworm and the bear. One of my favorite cards—I mean, I say that about a lot of the cards. That is really good. These two cards together are amazing, because this shows someone tapping into their potential; this shows someone awakening, um, although they may be shy and reluctant to show that to you, um, this is someone who is awakening. And then the bear is them coming out of that hibernation, coming out of that rest period, emerging from a spiritual slumber, the bear. And it says that it may take this person a little time to find their footing, but let me just read these to you. That's really nice. Both earth energies, so their future potential or their future energy—no, potential sounds right. Oh, these are together in the deck; that's so cute. Earnest, intelligent, valuable, to bring into balance, speak up, and risk embarrassment. So it does look like they're moving into the energy where they're going to speak up here. Um, the earthworm indicates a newbie or novice working to establish confidence. Others around you might seem wise and experienced, I'm looking at you, but it's important to remember that they once felt earthworm energy too. This card is a reminder not to be intimidated and not to lose hope. So your person is not losing hope, and again, to bring into balance, speak up, and risk embarrassment. And then they have the bear, waking from a spiritual slumber, beginning a new—remember that card begins—this is one of my favorite cards. When in balance, inner strength, yearning to grow after a long winter, the bearer rises from a deep slumber. Your person, right now, they're in slumber; remember that rest card. So right now they're in slumber. The swan, solo time. I can't remember the other cards they had, but they—all the golden egg talked about solo time as well. At first, the movement and effort are difficult, but the bear knows it's the time to awaken and move towards the light. Remember that spirit card. The bear card represents an individual on the cusp of new directions and personal transformation. The initial weeks and months of this spiritual quest may feel tricky, cumbersome, full of obstacles, but you have no choice. Bear, winter wanes, and didn't bear come into this reading and say hello? Winter wanes, the warmth of spring emerges, and your transformation begins. So they're definitely going through a transformation. I don't even know what to say about that; those just came flying off that deck when I put that book down. We have eight of pentacles and the lovers, so we'll see if they come out. So let's look at this person's actions towards you in the future. That's interesting. Justice. So this person's actions towards you in the future, what action will they take once they're in this bear energy? We have—that's really interesting. We have the king of swords, so coming towards you with truth and clarity, perhaps even for some of you a confession, because we have the moon card in reverse, and the moon card in reverse does about—does talk about illusions being lifted, clarity, new awareness, truths being revealed. So it does feel like this person—I'm just thinking about that dragonfly card and the love call card. So when this person um reaches out to you, there could be things that they want to confess to you. And I know it's difficult to hear this, but my favorite reader recently mentioned this in a reading, and it really stuck with me. In the past, I—I am someone who held on to resentment for something that happened when I was in separation with someone, and we were in separation; we weren't together; we weren't committed; we were broken up. And I held on to a lot of resentment over something they did in that separation, when really, like my favorite reader said, you weren't together. So as much as it hurts, and you know, I didn't do anything in separation, so it hurt a little bit more, but as much as it hurts, those things happen in separation. So I just want to warn you that for some of you with this energy right here, it looks like this person is going to be communicating with you, and there could be a confession here about something that happened during separation. [Music] Um, and just try to remind yourself that it took me like a year to get over that. Um, I know it hurts, and I know it's painful. I don't—I don't want to tell you though, like, "Oh, you shouldn't be upset about that," cuz you were in separation; of course you're going to be upset about it. But I think this person already feels bad enough is what I'm hearing, um, clarity and understanding. And it does talk about um overcoming anxiety and fear. So this person, like, even for some of you that might not even be the case, there might not be a confession; it's about this person overcoming their fear and anxiety, which—that's their current energy right now, fear and anxiety. Bear, it's about them overcoming that fear and anxiety to come towards you, um, and communicate with the king of swords. And it says you will be able to see everything clearly, um, in the daylight. So let's just confirm this action with a few more. That's really interesting to me. So okay, we have the seven of swords in reverse, so for some of you it is about them setting the record straight; it's the end of games; it's the end of lies; it's them getting something off their conscience. So for some of you, there is a confession here. Um, we have the eight of cups in reverse, which is about returning to something you left behind. So this person, um, it's like one of the readers I listen to calls it the boomerang, um, so someone who walked away from you returning home, coming back. What am I hearing? Hang on; I was seeing a card in my head that I had to go find. So eight of cups in reverse, fully learning from the past, so they've learned some sort of important lesson from their past, returning home, awareness. So this person returning, coming back, um, but again, for some of you there could be something they want to reveal to you here; doesn't have to mean it involved another person, but it could be that they're revealing something about their childhood, or they're revealing—my friends and family were filling my head with all this nonsense. Um, all right, two more. Hi, Bear. Two more. Hello. Hello, Bear. Zebus. Hello. We have the world, um, so completion of a cycle, closing the distance, wanting a fulfilling connection, end of a cycle. Did I just say completion of a cycle? I'm repeating myself. And Ace of Pentacles, so there is a solid offer here coming from this person in the future once they go through their awakening, once they're done in this rest period. All right, I used a lot of cards; that's a thick deck. So we're just going to get some messages from your person here. That's interesting. I cut it on speak up. So what does your person—Actually, I'll just shuffle them all together. What does your person want to say? It's—it's like a very big deck, so I have a hard time shuffling it. What does your person want to say? That speak up card came out. What does your person want to say? What does your person want to say to you? What does your person want to say? My friend, I'm not going to lie; there is something—there's a confession here about something. I am a complicated person with many hidden secrets. This person also—it says something about keeping you secret. So this person could have kept this connection a secret in the past. We have heartbreak; the wrong choice was made, and now they sit in the pain of losing you, whether that was that they chose someone else or they just chose to be by themselves, and they didn't choose this connection. We have texting; I check my phone constantly to see if you have texted me. So this person is already like picking up their phone a lot, hoping that you're going to text them. Not today. I just heard not today. Satan. Fragmentation; until we make our shadows conscious, we will still continue to hurt others. And I think I said that about your person, realizing that—I'm pretty sure I said something about that in this reading. We have fantasizing, confirmation; I fantasize about our future together, our homes, our home, kids, vacation; I want it all. We have picture perfect; you are beautiful inside and out; I stare at your pictures all day long. Watching—remember watching you. We have psychic; your—your intuition scares me; how much do you really know about me? Speak up; I'm not letting you go, and you will hear from me soon. Don't give up on me. We have patience; you've been patient with me during this journey; the wait is over; true love is here. Let's get a few more messages from your [Music] person. Messages from your person. Messages from your person. All right, let's see what needs to come out here. We have knight in armor; I want to show you what real love is; protect your heart and show you an everlasting love. We have chasing, regretting their past actions and realizing letting you go was a huge mistake. It kind of reminds me of that eight of cups in reverse energy. I've transformed. I want to say they're transforming into their higher self because of you; your energy has changed them. Third eye; my third eye can never forget what my heart has seen—the true love I feel for you. We have shattered; old habits are breaking down, yes, and a new version of them is being revealed. It reminds me of that one that talks about them doing the internal work. Whoa. We have twinflame; they know this is a once-in-a-lifetime type of love; you feel like home; you are the one. And then we have divine masculine, aware and awakened to the divine calling, ready. And I feel like this is what they're moving into, ready to take action, protect and provide. And that's what you want; remember when I asked what you want for the future? That's what you want for the future. All right, we'll get four more. I'm setting a boundary. Four more. Four more. Four more. Oh, intervention; expect a miracle; divine intervention is pushing the two of you together. And I feel like they're going through a divine intervention right now. Left on red; I'm not sure how to respond to your messages at times, so I go quiet. So this person could have left you on read. We have daydreaming; again, you're always on my mind, even when I try and forget about you. And like I said, when someone's daydreaming about you and visualizing you and fantasizing about you, they're actively manifesting you back. And we have extroverted, moving towards you with confidence, ready to show you how much they love you. So just give it time; let this one simmer is what I'm hearing. Anyway, I'm going to leave it here, my friends. I am sending you lots of love and light, and have a good Easter. Bye.