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So, what I wanted to do was um, do a message from spirit here for you guys, and let's see what wants to come through. Um, I thought about doing like a path and purpose reading, but this reading kind of bumped that out of the way. Um, so that doesn't mean I won't do that, but um, this this seemed to be something that um, needed to come through. Okay.
All right, my loves. Let's get into this here. Excuse my coffee. We're going to just have it together. All right. Show me what do we need to know and see in here, please. Spirit, you you wanted me to do this reading. What do we need to hear? What do we need to know? Okay.
Oh, interesting. So, we have pour into my cup. Now, I'm making note that that was in reverse. Okay. Um, I wonder if there's something here that you're kind of you're supposed to not pour into. Okay, let's see what else comes out here. Show me more. Snare of nostalgia. Oh, very interesting. So, you're giving to something here that it looks like you might need to be like paying attention as to what's really keeping you there. Okay. So, it's it's the nostalgia of something. There's a past history here, obviously. Uh, if that's coming through like that, we have flow. Okay. So, this is about like you're resisting. There's something here that um is uncomfortable. I feel like with this again, it showed up reversed. So, we're just going to make I feel like that's very relevant. Okay. And I feel like um you're still giving to something though, but the reverse energy is telling you that it's something that you you should not be giving yourself to anymore. All right.
Um, there's past energy here. Whatever this is, memories, okay? The nostalgia energy, something that you're fond of possibly, but this energy of not um, either something's not reciprocal or you're feeling like you don't want to give to it anymore. That's the flow energy that's telling you that there is some resistance by not letting go of that because you are feeling that way. Okay.
Um, let's uh give me a second. Yes. All right, my loves. Let's see what wants to come through here. Show me Show me the current energy, please. Uh-oh. Wow. Leap like you mean it. I don't know why this was That's very interesting. That's in the deck. I'm going to set this aside here. Okay, let's look at the current energy, please. Judgement. So, there's some kind of decision that you're needing to make. You you're there's um an evaluation here. Okay. It's going to this is going to facilitate some kind of rebirth is what I'm getting, which means that you're going to have to make some kind of decision. That's ultimately what the rebirth is. We're ending something to begin something. The decision is to end something here. Okay.
So, let's look at the challenge. I mean, is this I mean, eight of swords. You feel you feel bound to this. You feel in your thoughts about this. It's a mental okay, ins snare here. You may not want to let go of something because of the memories like you're you might be recalling some kind of fond memories or it could even be in hopes of getting something that you want, but in the current energy you're not getting what you need and want from it currently. It's like that. It's like that. Um, you know how like people sometimes Yeah. There's the wheel of fortune. This this might be karmic. Okay.
Um, you know how there's like the people will say like, "Well, we'll get married and everything will be better, or or um, you know, our marriage will get better when we have a baby." That kind of thing. Um, wow. Okay. So, let's look at where the focus should be here. We'll go back through and clarify. It's okay, Tiny. The four of swords. Oh, I hear Teique walking over here. His big self. He's like the size of a Shetland pony. Or a pony in general. Ponies, anything 14 hands or less. So, all right. Focus should be on the four of swords. I'm hearing why did you get involved? So, there's some sort of undercurrent here. Some sort of underlying reason why you may have gotten involved with this situation to begin with. Maybe there there was some kind of fondness about this or let's look at your strength here. Okay. 10 of cups. Well, you know what you want in it seems like you know what you know what would fulfill you, what would be emotionally secure, and I don't know that you're feeling that right now. Let's look at near future. There's the knight of swords. This looks like maybe some kind of discussion or some kind of conversation um or sharing of information here. What are you doing? Take. Let's look at the outcome here. The tower. Yeah. So, this is Okay, so you guys have heard me say this before. The tower comes when you don't listen to your intuition. Right. Right now, we're in the two of pentacles. We're wondering what to do here. Te's just paying me a visit. Yeah, you you do have an awareness of how you feel about this and that what it's telling you is uh probably to end something here, okay? Or to make a decision about something, whatever it is, okay, there's there's the choice again. You're you're feeling some kind of way about having to make some kind of decision. I think you already know what that needs to be. It's just maybe the taking action that hasn't quite taken place yet.
So what I say about the tower, when you have that nudge from your intuition and you listen to it, there is like this bed of feathers that you fall into. Okay, it's it's not always easy, but it's easier than having to deal with the tower. The tower is like complete destruction, and we have to kind of go through and sift through and find what's salv salvageable and pick up the pieces, right? The reason the tower is so strong is because it's meant to leave an impression on you. In other words, I don't ever want to have to revisit that situation again. I don't ever want to have to revisit this lesson again. So, I'm um so I'm going to bring in the tower myself so that I don't have to ever experience this. Okay. So, the tower is because we don't listen uh to our intuition. So, I want to see about this judgment here. Let's let's go back to this leap like you mean it. Is interesting that this was stuck in the deck. That deck, by the way, is all the way over here. This deck was on the shelf behind me. Most of you guys know my setup. So, um I usually keep this this deck here. So, that's interesting that it was it was there. Let's look at judgment. Go lay down, big boy. Tequo. All right. Let's see here. Judgement. All right, we have the page of wands, the hangman. It's about communicating some kind of perspective here. Okay. Um, and the three of pentacles. Let me say this. Yeah, there's the five of cups. For some of you, I do get there there. Let me I want to articulate this energy properly here, okay? So bear with me as I try to sort through my my brain thoughts. Um, there could be something that you might be comparing a situation to as well. And you could be feeling some kind of like feeling like you're looking at something differently because of a comparison. It could be a comparison like from maybe the past, something compared to the past. That might be what this nostalgia energy is about for some of you. Okay. I feel like this might be about how are we going to work together or how am I or we whatever it is for you going to accomplish this thing that is a common goal. Um, let me see more about that three of pentacles here. Let's just move this down a smidge. Move over butter. Okay. Show me. You know what I had this morning in my head when I woke up? I'll tell you in a minute. Five of Wands. Yeah. Something's not okay. So, that's it. There's there's something about like there's some kind of conflict around a common goal. Like there's two people or two a situation and you you're not on the same page with something. The thing that was in my head, clap on, clap off the clapper. You remember that? I don't know why that was in my head this morning. So, I don't know if that's maybe something synchronistic or I don't know. And then I was thinking, look at how far we've come with technology. Like now we have like Alexa. I don't I refuse. But but now we have like Alexa, Alexa, turn living room on or whatever. Okay. So, there's um I want to see a little bit about this hangman. Two of Pentacles. I'm sorry. Three of Pentacles here. See, three of cups. What the hell am I saying? Three of Three of Cups. So, this is about reconsidering whether to reconnect with something. Okay? Uh, you might desire a reconnection elsewhere. Some of you are dealing with like a comparison thing like you're compar comparing something that you're involved in with something from the past. Okay. Uh, you might be kind of like running someone or something through a filter of something from the past, and it's almost I want to say it's kind of not fair. um, that could be what's uh what's creating this uh five of wands. Now, if it's not that for you, it just is that you and another person are not on the same page and you're you're um or a situation you're just not on the same page and you're considering like it seems like to connect with it or reconnect with it, whatever it is, creates a lot of friction. My voice dings. I can hear my sound bowls when I speak. That's kind of funny. Okay, so we have the uh this eight of swords here. Show me this eight of swords in the challenge. Eight of cups. Yes, there there is like a a need to walk away from something and and I feel like you're aware of this, but you find it very hard to exit the situation. Okay.
Nine of Swords. Wow. What is this about for you? There's a lot of cups, which makes me think that that it's a person. Here we have the five of pentacles. So, you might be concerned about what you're losing or if you're losing something. You might be questioning whether like is this the thing I'm meant to be involved in or am I meant to be letting go of this? And if I let go of it, am I making the right decision or am I losing something that I'm meant to be involved with? Like I feel like that these are these are the I'm not laughing at you. I'm laughing at like my Aquarius brain, and some of you have the same brain. So, you get what I just said. Um, we have the Empress here underneath the deck as well and the Sun. Yeah. Why do I feel like there's something that's not really making you happy? Can you tell me why? My mother always tells me the Knight of Pentacles. Okay, hold what why would that not make you happy? The the the pace of something. The Ace of Pentacles. The time that something is taking to for you to acquire. So maybe this is a proposal. Maybe it's um an um a promotion. There's something about the time that it's taking. I hope this isn't about how stable something is. Hold on a minute. Let me see. Yeah, it's about the lack of swiftness around whatever this is. That's interesting. Is there like an underlying reason that we need to be aware of here? 10 of swords. Okay. I want to I want to I'm going to sit on that. Okay. I'm going to sit on that for a second. You may feel like something is not a sure thing or it does. It could be that you feel like it's not stable. So, it could be that um or it's not a responsible move. Um, h that's interesting. I'm going to I'm going to sit on this for a minute. I hope it makes sense here in a second. I'm seeing what it is, but it's hard to like I can't really see how it You'll have to let me know. I mean, if that relates, it relates. So, the four of swords here in there's the two of wands again in where your focus should be. There's the moon. Yeah. I And the world. Yeah, you're having to like close out something here. You're having to make a decision in spite of the fear. This is like trusting something around the growth and the healing that you've had. Um, this is like focusing on getting comfortable with the the discomfort. It feels more like the fear of the unknown. I want to see about this world. It does feel like something needs to be completed or a cycle needs to be wrapped up here. I think you're aware of this. I think you have some sort of awareness of it. You may be realizing that something is so-called not it. Um, or it's something where maybe it it's had this it's not quite like this but like overstayed the welcome or it's something about outgrowing this. Yeah, you do have a new beginning on the other side of closing this cycle out. I see the High Priestess and the Empress here. Wow. And there's the Sun again. You you you um intuitively know that that is the case, that there's some kind of new beginning on the other side of this. something that involves more um like a lot of passion or more passion. Is that what it is? Is that what this is? That's what it is. Something has you've lost your passion for something. The passion is dead. That's what this is. Like it it might be like a very trustworthy thing, like even a healthy option for you, but there's something about the lack of passion, which may be contributing to you not putting any sort of energy into it anymore or feeling like you can't or don't want to or shouldn't. Okay, so this is like this feels like the Scorpio reading. Um, the the like living on a prayer thing. Give me one second.
All right, my loves. Okay, so let's look at this uh this 10 of cups. Yeah, there's something about like renewing your passion or or moving in the direction of where your passions lie or something of this nature. I am picking up uh the red and the pink is like standing out to me here. Let's look at this 10 of cups. And that that is I mean that makes sense in your strength here because like it's like you know what you want or you okay pentacles eight of wands take lay and the two of swords. Oh, wow. You're really resisting whatever this is. Tell me about this King of Pentacles. you your value systems may be different like some there may be you and another person's value systems may be like different and that's why you feel like you you need to step into the unknown. We have the emperor here. This could be like someone controlling you with their value systems or imposing something on you. I see that you're resisting that seeo. Hey, go lay down. I'll take you out in a minute. You're a good boy. He's a very good boy. He's so chill. I don't know why anybody would beat that dog. Um, this person does or this situation does not bring you fulfillment is what I'm getting. You're very aware of this, and I feel like at this point you're very good at protecting your energy. How this person is trying to like it's like they're trying to pull you in. to their desires. Tell me more about that. The Knight of Wands. This is this person is wanting some action from you, some kind of action from you, or this situation is wanting some kind of action from you, but you're not willing to give into like the demand. Okay. There are three large dogs in this room. What? Honey, can you wait? I'll be done. that baby so much. I'm so blessed to have it in my life. The sweet little teeny boots. I don't know nothing about the hard life. Y'all see her ear? You can't see it. Her ear is laying on the table. Um, so yeah, I feel like you're you're pretty good at kind of like protecting your energy and protecting your desires here and what you want for yourself. There's someone's projection is what I'm getting. And they're wanting to they're wanting it's like there's something that they need as far as action from you and you're like no, I'm not giving it. So you're like actively resisting this. So, the knight of swords here in the near future. All right, we have the seven of wands. Oh, man. There's like defending oneself. There's like apologetic energy. Maybe you don't want to hear an apology or someone else or some doesn't want to hear an apology. and the Queen of Pentacles, Two of Pentacles, and the Wheel of Fortune. You I feel like you're in the place where you Yeah, there's the the Star. I feel like you're in the position like def like you're actually defending your position and there's some kind of communication. So, this could be you communicating that you have like what's best for me is for me to make a change, for me to make a decision, for me to get out of this karmic loop, or for me to make a change in regard to this situation. And I feel like that could be met with some kind of resistance, or this is somebody feeling like they need to defend themsel or fight for something. Um, and it's I feel like you're doing this out of like this position of this is but this is what's good for me. this is what I feel like is right for me. And I feel like somebody has some like might even be telling you that you're wrong or show me that seven of wands. Yeah, the page of swords. Very sharp, very like laser focused to the point kind of um communication here. So very defensive communication in return just again this thing that you're like trying to do for yourself. Very interesting. you're doing it out of love of self and you're trying to communicate this properly. Um, it's it's not it's it's there's some kind of block. It's not penetrating. It's not having the effect or the impact that you intend it to have. Again, it feels like there's like this vibrational difference between you and whatever this is. Okay, so we have the tower here in the outcome. Looks like something's bus blowed in, as my boys used to say. All right, let's look at the tower here. Show me the tower, the empress. So, it's it's interesting because your decision, whether you're male or female, it does not matter. Okay, your decision here raises your frequency of the divine feminine. Um, your you standing firm like on your position here. You have the five of swords. O, please tell me this is not someone kind of throwing a temper tantrum, which is what that five of wands looks like to me, too. I just want to show you that card. And the page of pentacles. I mean, look at this. Doesn't it look like a kid like throwing a temper tantrum with the hair and everything? Someone keeps trying to um or a situation keeps trying to rope you back in is what I'm seeing. coming up with different offers and you're seeing this as an interference. Yes, there's the chariot and the seven of pentacles. There was something that looks like it has been planned that is going to still happen or still that's still going to happen is what I'm getting. Like you're not going to interfere in the process of something else that's involved in this. You're going to um yeah, seven of swords and you might want to though. You might want to avoid it. The four of wands. Yeah, you're going to um some of you may move to avoid something or to um eliminate the possibility of something is how that seems three of swords. Yeah, someone I I feel like um the tower is trying to happen and you're trying to allow that to happen. Again, this flow energy, you're going with the flow. My mom always says to me, "Row, row, row your boat gently down the stream." Right? Gently, right? We're not going against the current here. That's a struggle. So, this is like something's wanting to go or or you're wanting to go and this is like allowing that to happen. So, I do see that maybe there's something that's being planned that you're traveling toward or something that was already kind of pre-positioned and you're going to still be making good on that or someone is if that's but you may actually like move or um there could be a move in order to avoid something or to get out from underneath some some sort of maybe obligation. It looks like something that you do want to avoid. the six of cups. Wow. And the star. So that's incredible. So this heals um I'm hearing it's not your responsibility. There's the six of swords. You kind of standing firm and um not allowing whatever this is to keep showing up and keep trying again and keep giving different perspectives or different options or different opportunities. Here you are. Um, you're healing this by moving away from it. It's like you're you're healing some kind of karma associated with this. This does feel very karmic, especially with that wheel of fortune. Let's get
You guys need some guidance here. Guidance, advice, reminders, clarity, confirmation. The leap, like you mean it, feels like there is this—maybe you feel like you're risking something, or you're risking it all, or there's an uncomfortable thing that you have to do in order to have this 10 of cups, this ace of wands. There is this—this is about a completion of a cycle, though. Grow your wishes. All right. So, number—and I'm seeing, "lean into the storm." Don't you do it; hang on a minute. All right. So, number 30. Sorry, we're running doggy daycare over here, too. All right. This is the moment to shamelessly nurture your wishes. Don't alter them; alter them for the comfort of others—absolutely not. Don't prune them to fit a life you feel you're supposed to live. Your wishes don't have to make sense to anyone but you. Let yourself feel enthusiasm. Let that enthusiasm infuse the desires growing within you—this 10 of cups. Okay. The word enthusiasm literally means to be filled with the spirit of God. To let yourself be filled with the joy of your own potential is to walk hand-in-hand with the divine. Wish with love in your heart. Allow yourself to pour your joy into the visualization or creation of any wish. Court the divine. Let's read number 29. It's interesting that there's 30 and then a 29. So, I feel like there is something here that you have, and then you have 27 here. That's interesting. 29. Lean into the storm. This is what you have to do first. Okay. Nothing shows up in your experience that isn't on your side.
The hardest part of hardship is accepting that your pain is only happening to you, but for you. Storms and burdens are gifts from your deepest soul self. Their aim is to help shape you into the person your soul wanted to become before you arrived on this planet. In this moment, you're invited to see your difficulties as temporary guests, visiting with the singular intent of helping unearth your heart's truest song. As Roomie said, "The being human is a guest house. Every morning, a new arrival—a joy, a depression, a meanness. Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond." So, I think you're learning something valuable here. Okay. Okay, I think you're learning something valuable in this situation, which, because you are learning that, now you know that it's time to go, and your—your whole like being, your body is telling you this. Okay, so my loves, I'm going to leave this here. I hope this reading was helpful to you. I'm sending you guys so much love. I'll see you again soon.