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Hello. Hi everybody. Hey Piper. I've missed you guys. You are early. Welcome. Oh, I'm just missed. Kday, what's up? Oh, there we go. That's better. Oh god, I'm gonna have to get closer, you guys. I can't see. I'm good. It's uh been a crazy couple weeks, you guys. So, hi Kay. I'm so glad you're here. Love to see the subs here. What's new you guys so much so much? I technically found a therapist, but I'm not I'm not sure if she's the one. I'm not sure. Uh I am doing well. I am I just I don't want to rush the process or like settle just in case it's not the right one. Um, good things are happening. Yes, I just needed I needed to take a break. Good things are definitely happening. I what did I do? I moved. I moved. That was cool. A thanks Kday. Thank you.
So, the move was good and I had a crazy time. Hi What made you decide to move? So, as you all know, I hear from God. If if you want to talk to God, too, I put in my my chapter in my book if you'd like to uh learn about like how to channel, how to hear messages. And I lived in this tiny little studio apartment. And um I just kept hearing like, "You've outgrown your place. you need to move. And I was just like, "No, God, I don't want to move. I'm comfortable here. It's a fine place and I don't want to move." But I just kept hearing like, "Too bad. You got to move." But I wasn't going to. But then I got like an email from my landlord and my landlord told me that he was raising the rent 20% and told me all of these things that like he could have talked to me about. It's just like he made it clear that it wasn't a good fit anymore. And I was like fine. And so I told God I was like if I'm meant to move have this be easy. And within four days, I was signing the n the lease on a new place. And then the next week or two, I was moving and it all just flowed without much effort from me.
So, hold on. I got to bring you guys closer. I did just get on. Yeah. Oh, wait. I've been taking a break. Uhoh. I've just been taking a break. Yeah, I'm good. Ah, there you are. Hi. Um, I don't think anyone's screen recording you anymore. They are, but you know, some people are doing like some cute things with the screen recording. So, what did I do on my break? I moved. Lewis, if you want advice. Yeah. It did go well. You know, I did I don't have a lot of stuff, but yeah, moving is not fun. Moving is not fun. Megan, I'm so glad you're here. Welcome. New background. Yeah, so I am dogsitting in a different state right now. Um, yeah, I am not. Thank you. It's a dress. You guys want to see it? It's my dress from the big mama video. Talia comes in. I feel pretty in this dress. I do. But usually I have my standing desk and like when I'm not at home, I realize how much I miss my standing desk. I really do like to to stand and be able to move around.
So, how are you feeling after that Tik Tok fame event? It was wi wild. Um, you know, I'm I I need to finish telling my story. I know I've said this. It's just kind of like sitting right at my throat and it really wants to come out cuz what a lot of people like don't How do I want to say this? Telling my story was great. And many people look at me um trying as like as I was trying to ruin someone's life when really it was just about me empowering my own and like because I knew no matter what that the other person in my story would be protected. Um, and so that's why I chose to tell my story and I know that like things will be fine for both of us. Hey, thank you for the the heart. So, um, yeah, I just I need to finish it. I'm just I'm waiting for the right time. Uh, but I did I needed to take a couple weeks off because um it was just it was getting to be a little much, you know. Um, he was I mean it's not my Okay, I actually that's fine. Yeah, I worked at Trader Joe's for 12 years. For 12 years. It was a good company. Yeah, I was too. I was I was doxed too. And I didn't dox him. The internet did. Um, did you find a new job after the yoga studio?
So, I actually teach yoga. Thank you, Caitlyn. I teach yoga um on Tik Tok live on Tuesday mornings now. uh for my subscribers. But I do want to let the subs know that it's been like very frustrating this new um switch from Tik Tok subscribers. It's my favorite gift. Thank you so much. From Tik Tok subscribers to super fans. It's been um hard. You guys are so sweet with the gifts. Thank you. So, um I'm trying to figure out like how to do that because what happens is is I'll try to go live for super fans or like deluxe subs and I just it it'll completely close my app. So, I'm thinking like I ended up having to do it on Zoom last time. So, I'm thinking of like just switching it to Zoom. I'm you guys I'm I'm far away from my um thing. Shayon Shayen, your your question I think is being um blocked. So, hi. Hey. Um, yeah, I just needed to take take some time off. Um, I'm listening to a book right now. Hey, maybe Johny. Hi. Yeah, anyone can comment. I could go back to subs eventually, but it's not as crazy. I'm back. The flowers are so um I got an energy healing and the woman who did my energy healing told me I need to protect my energy and um screen mirror or for the screen recording because it's like rough on my aura. And so I decided to put flowers in front of me. Uh, and it works because some people I know it's good because people like get upset that I do it. I just wish it covered like my face. But these are actually from the garden of the house I'm dogsitting at. Aren't they so beautiful? I wish you could smell them through the screen. They're like insane. Benny asked, "What country would you live in if you could live anywhere?" I would live in Greece. I went there when I was 15 and I still think about it. It's so pretty. Thank you. I'm glad you like the glitter. Oh, yeah. The audio book that I'm listening to. Thank you, squirrel. It's called So You've Been Publicly Shamed. [Laughter] So You've Been Publicly Shamed. Cuz what I like, why? So I was expecting to tell my story and have people be over it in like two weeks, but people just aren't over it. They're not. And so that's why I need to finish telling it so people can just get over it, right? Myself included. cuz I'm kind of tired of talking about it. Um, and I'm I haven't finished it yet. I'm taking my time with it. But it's just about like how different people handle um being publicly shamed. And I think so what I'm saying is I think that people are very upset that they're doing their best to shame me, but I'm not accepting it. and I'm not um I'm not like allowing it to bother me and it makes them even more mad. And because I'm a woman that shows up with emotions, they'll like label me as mentally ill, which is kind of the oldest like playbook in the like the oldest playbook people. Yeah. So, I'm just like doing my best. And I had to take a couple weeks off because my own personal well-being comes first. And for a while, like telling my story was really, what do I want to say? It was adding to my well-being. But when like I just kept getting a lot of attention. Sass, you're being awesome. Oh, there we go. Okay. Um, yeah. So, you've been publicly shamed. What's up, Z John? That's right. Yeah. Uh yeah, like how are you feeling now? So much better. So much better. You guys, I just want to take a moment to say I love my subs. Benny asking, I don't know why my why your question was muted, Benny. Um, I'm like feeling sass. Can I answer that? Hey Sasha, Benny, I I don't know why it was muted, but yes, I do like I do like carrot cake. Okay. Um, Natalie, I missed your question. Yeah. So, um, reading that book, So, you've been publicly shamed is really good and it's inspiring me to finish my story because public shaming only works if I accept that shame. Oh, oops. Yeah, sorry. I didn't. Okay, hold on. Hold on. I don't know. I didn't um Hold on. Oh god. I don't know. Okay. I did something. I like made the comments really big and now I don't know how to not make them big and I accidentally moved ADHDers. Hold on. Oh gosh. Okay. Um [Music] um I should get a laboooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Dedra, you can send me a laboo. All right. How? Let me ask. I'm really sorry. Um, I love having it this big, but new background unlocked. Talia, I'm wearing the big mama dress and I was thinking about you. Um, here, let me try this. Yay. Okay, there we go. How did I There we go. Okay. Kind of maybe. H. Yes. All right. Nice. Okay. Now, yes, I'm wearing my big mama dress. Donna G. California was insane. And now I'm in Oregon, so that's pretty cool. Uh, yes. Hey, Bri. I'm so glad you're here. Yeah, I'm I'm dogsitting and the flowers are roses from the garden that uh I'm staying in of the house I'm staying in. I'm here for quite a while. So, yeah, I just had like a wild few weeks. I did go to college. Yeah, I do listen to some hip-hop. I've been listening to a lot of Cardi B recently. Her new album's pretty good. I'm a big Meg the Stallion fan. Ken, what's up? I'm so glad you're back. Uh oh. Do I have a new boyfriend yet? No, you guys still single. Men are sliding into my DMs all the time, though. But um I'm hesitant, you know. I'm hesitant. Um, I didn't. The people that I'm housesitting for snipped them for me, but they told me that I can refresh them however much I want. So, I will definitely A Nory, thank you. Yeah, Sass is my new boyfriend. Oh, thank you so much for the gifts. That's really sweet. Sass is my new boyfriend. Um, no. Oh, my drinks tonight are I have herbal tea. Hey, glitter girl in full effect. I have hop water. And then I have um regular water. Um, no. The glitter's on. The flowers are for energetic uh protection. A beverage goblin needs at least three drinks at a time. She needs them while she's working for her B. Oh, you know what? Yeah, let's do this. There we go. Okay. Thoughts on witchcraft? It can be used for good and I think that's good. I have a few friends that are a witch and I'm grateful for them. Um, yeah, I'm very spiritual. What's my favorite sitcom? I don't know. I don't know if I have one. I'm like, uh, what do aura colors mean? Oh, nice. Boogers says, "Hi, Kendra. I just got diagnosed with ADHD and I'm on Vivian Vance. How is that working for you, Boogers? Tell me." Yeah. Ken, uh, what's your what's your favorite? Yeah, they're from a garden. They're from the garden of the house that I'm staying at. Hey Ann, I'm on 20 milligrams so it's doing nothing, you know? I'm on 10 milligrams and it like makes me it doesn't make me fly, but I accidentally took 20 one day and it was I was like blasting off. So hopefully you get on a higher dose. Um because everyone's different. Hey Braden. Oh my god. Oh boy. Oh, what's up, Office Max? You know, I just I'm in a new state. I felt like um being outside. Where too? I'm in Oregon. My favorite flower is actually a lily. Liies. So, I didn't move to Oregon. Um, but I'm So, I moved houses. I moved houses. So, I packed up all my stuff. I said a little earlier in the live that God told me that I needed to move and I said I don't want to. And then I like got a rent increase and all of these things like my rent at my old place included all of my bills and um he's like I'm not going to be covering this or that anymore. So I was like you know what okay fine. So I left found a new place within 4 days and I was moving a couple weeks after that. So, um, I moved and then I came right up to Oregon. Moving is healing. Yeah, there's just something about getting rid of a bunch of stuff. And I like tripled Thank you for the gift. I tripled the square footage of my place and like it's just something so spread out. Yep. I'm in Oregon. Anna, Anna, signs from the universe. Exactly. Exactly. How do you like it compared to your previous previous home? I love it. I love it. It is It's just bigger. It's bigger and it feels more me. And it's also nice that it's standalone instead of like sharing um a sharing a wall with someone. Anna, thank you. Do you dog sit often? Actually, no. Johny, I don't, but I'm just um dogsitting for friends and I wanted to come up here and be able to stay for an extended amount of time. So, I let them know. Ken, I'm so glad you came. Thank you. Um I told them I was like, "Hey, if you need someone to watch your dog, I will." And so, they were like, "Hey, can you come for 3 weeks?" I'm like, "Yeah, I work from home." Sure. I teach yoga every Tuesday mornings on live um on Tik Tok live for subs. I am going to move it to Zoom soon though. Oh, Atoria is so cool. It's so cool. I love it up there. I'm not on the coast, but I'm close. I love going to the coast. It's a golden retriever. Isn't that cute? Golden Retriever. So cute. Gig Harbor. Is that on the coast? I think it is. Let me let me look up where that is. I lived here for 9 years. Gig Harbor must be small. No, it's Oh, it's in it's in Washington. Okay. Fun. the maritime city. Thanks, Zay. I pretty much would only go up to um Seattle and Olympia when I would go up to Washington. It's in It's on the sound. Okay. Like south of Seattle. Oh, I'm sure it's cute. I had heard of it. What's up, Silverdale? Kelsey Oregon special. I like Olympia. Me too. I like it a lot. Um I last time I was up here, I flew into Seattle. I spent a night in Seattle, saw some friends, went to Pike Pike Place Market, which is one of my favorite places. And then went down to Olympia for a few days for a training with my spiritual mentor. That was super cool. And then I went down to Portland and stayed here. It's just nice to be able to stay in um like and have my own space. It really is. Sariah. Yes. The heaven on earth. Like I loved living here so much. Vegan. What's up? Uh where I am there's lots of vegan places. Seattle is too trafficicky. Yeah. I mean, I don't think I could live there. Yeah, I I don't think I could live in Seattle. Definitely would recommend. Thank you for the gift. Why did you move to Arizona? Um, that's where I'm from. Born and raised Arizona, girl. The push so much Have you ever been to a retreat? Yeah. The most recent retreat I went to was to write my book. Um, it was a writing retreat in the British Virgin Islands in this gorgeous, gorgeous, gorgeous private island. I did ecoin therapy and um there were zebras and I swam in the ocean every day and channeled 25,000 words of my book and um was there with a lot of other too. Sass, I'm looking at your text. Of [Laughter] course you messaged them. What is in Oregon? Uh friends. Oh yeah. It was incredible. It was so special. It was so special. Sass, you're so funny. Um. Ah, shoot. I even checked it to make sure that it was working. Thanks. Thanks, Sass. I don't know what hat you're talking about. Yeah, the comments are open. Thanks for coming, Neopie. Well, what's up, Sam Bam? Come on in. Well, I was talking earlier in my live about the book So, You've Been Publicly Shamed that I'm listening to and it's just about how like um public shaming only works if the person is willing to take on that shame, which I am not. makeup tutorial. You know, I actually had a sub send me a bunch of makeup, which was really nice. Um, will I be doing any more interviews? It depends on who the request is from. What's up, Nova Scotia? Hey, Ally. I've been on for like a half hour. So, all that to say, Dan, like um I wouldn't I wouldn't call it famous. It's more like how am I dealing with the public shaming? And I would say pretty good because I helped a lot of people and I drew the right people to me. What's up, Liz? Haley and Tilly from Lake Louise. It's okay, Ally. I didn't announce that I was going live. Um, do I have kids? No. Sink. Single income. No kids. Let's freaking go. Yeah, Tiffany. Infamous. Why are there flowers in the way? To protect my energy. Do you want kids? Yeah. What's up? I'm finishing the story soon cuz I need to get over it. And it's like right there. Hi Dan Garcia. How do they protect your energy? They just create a barrier. They create a barrier. And I can tell that they work because some people get frustrated with them and other people think they're pretty. So the people that think they're pretty are the ones that I'm focused on. Yeah. Tiffany, have you considered freezing your eggs as you near 40? You know. No. No. Because I've had Okay, that's that's a lie. I have considered it. I have considered it um for like a second, but also um I know that there are plenty of women who are um having babies, healthy babies in the for 40, 41, 42 and um I have a very regular cycle. I'm very blessed with that. I track my cycle um using the fertility awareness method every month. And so I trust I'm like I'm getting vulnerable here. So I'm like deciding how much I want to share. Um I'm like looking for my pendulum. H. Hey. All right. Well, my pendulum fell. Oh, I know. Okay, let me come back. Um, so I've had um I have a regular cycle and I have been pregnant before. And so to me, I trust that if it's meant for me to have kids that I will. And I think that women feel a lot of pressure as we old as we like get older. And I think that the egg freezing industry pres on that and like prays on women feeling like their fertility is running out when really like I know plenty of women who have kids into their late 30s and uh early 40s. So yeah, if it's meant to be, it'll happen. It wasn't a loss. I I mean I I chose to end it sass like it was it was a choice um of of mine but it's still the fact that I was able to um yeah it's still and luckily at the time where that happened I lived in Oregon and Oregon is one of the best places in the country to be a woman like people or yeah like the most protection They really care about women's health because abortion is healthcare. Hey, none of your business. Yeah, Sam Bam, are you here? I'm here right now. Um, yeah. So, Massachusetts is also fun fact about Massachusetts, you guys. Massachusetts was the only state in the country to all every single county voted for Harris. every single one. And it's like number one for like um all of these like number one in schools, number one in um in like cost or um not cost of living, it's it's a high cost of living state, but number one in like um quality of life where Oregon, you know, it's definitely like takes care of women, but uh there's lots of red counties like Oregon and Washington and it has like a terrible history. Um like Oregon's there's a reason why it's mostly white and it's because of like the awful awful awful racial history of this state. Like black people just weren't allowed here. Um, and there's a lot of people in Oregon that like there's just there's a lot of Black Lives Matter signs, but I'm not really seeing like I don't know. It's it it feels a little performative. Yeah. Thank you. Oh, wounded wayfinders. Hey. Yeah, Sam says, "The further east you go in Oregon, the worse it gets." That's right. Hey, Chris. Why am I in a flower? I travel back and forth for school, but I'll be back in Oregon soon. That's nice. But yeah, that is like one thing, you know, that I took solace in when I was in Oregon. was it was nice um to it was nice to know that I was taken care of. Cindy, hey, I'm so glad you're here. My favorite coast town in Oregon is probably Manzanita, but somebody said that they're from Atoria or they have family there. I love it there. And then I also really really love just going to Haystack Rock. Um if anybody is unaware of what Haystack Rock looks like, you should look it up. It's so beautiful. It's so beautiful. And I like to go at low tide and see all the tide pools around Haystack Rock. It's really, really pretty. Oh my gosh, it's so amazing. Okay, Brookings is also fantastic. My best friend's parents lived there for a while and I went down there once. I was blown away with how beautiful it was. Like could not believe how gorgeous the southern Oregon coast was. Oh my god. Oh my god. It was so pretty. And um I floated the CCO River. Oregon has a lot of Hey, you good? No barking. Oregon has the most amount of wild and scenic rivers of any state. Um, let me fact check that. Hay stack is totally iconic. iconic. Um, and so like wild and scenic rivers are designated by Congress that you can't um, damn them or throttle them. You know what? Let me ask this be this would be a good question for Henry. Um, yeah, my dog's a total hmbo. Hey, maybe I should go get him. Um, okay. Uh, Sass, you're so funny. And all right, let's see if Henry hallucinates with that. Wounded wayfinders. You're so sweet. Yeah, surprisingly enough I um am an Aries, an Aries stellium. I have uh my sun, Mercury, and Venus in Aries, and my Mars is in Gemini. I have um Capricorn moon and Aquarius rising. JJ, hi. The baby dinosaur I've been on for 45 minutes. No, Nora, I'm dogsitting in Oregon right now. [Music] So, a wild and scenic river is a river protected under the US Wild and Scenic Rivers Act of 1968. The designation is meant to preserve rivers with outstanding natural, cultural, and recreational values in a free flowing condition for the enjoyment or present of present and future generations. You know, if if it wasn't like this is the thing that scares me about this current administration, you guys, is like all of our natural land is just being sold to like billionaires. And you guys know how much I love AI, but it's also pretty um pretty scary like all of the data centers that are being built and you know so that this is why like the wild and scenic rivers are so special. Like wild generally inaccessible except by trail with pristine shorelines and essentially no human development. Scenic is free of dams. Still largely undeveloped but accessible by roads in some places. Recreational more developed areas must have roads and bridges. Right. Okay. So, um Oh, Alaska has the most wild and scenic rivers. But yes, I'm a big I'm a big water girl. I'm a big water girl. Okay, so this is a great example of how Henry hallucinates, you guys. Like perfect example right here because I remember like everyone needs to be taking everything their chat tells them with a grain of salt. Um, I remember hearing like Oregon has the most amount of wild and scenic rivers possible or like out there, right? And so I was like, which state has the most? And Henry said, Alaska has the most designated wild and scenic rivers around 26 rivers totaling 3,000 miles. I'm like, oh, okay. And then he said, California is second with 22. And then I said, what about Oregon? And he was like, great question. Oregon has 70 wild and scenic rivers. Clinton, here you guys. Can you see him? Oh, no. My my thumb's over this. My thumb was over thing here. I can't see anything. Hold on. No. Yeah, maybe not. Okay. Yeah, he wants to go inside. All right, let me see. Let me um There he is. There's the Hmbo. All right, that was a lot for another I was like, why can't why can't you see the um the dog? Oh, my finger was over the camera. [Laughter] Yeah, he's really pretty. He's super floofy. I know. I know. He's super precious, you guys. He's so strong. I'm glad I work out because when we're on walks, like sometimes. So, I was so confused because we were on a walk and he just stopped at this house and like would not move and it was so annoying. I was like, "Dude, what are you doing?" And I asked his owner about it and apparently his best dog friend lives at the house that we stopped at and he didn't want to leave their yard. It was really cute. Hold on. Okay. It was really cute. No, there we go. He wanted his friend. I know. Cuz like we were walking down the street and he really wanted to turn right and I wanted to go left. So I was like, "No, we're not going to go right." So, we went left and then when we came back and we crossed the street and went down the way that he wanted to go, all of a sudden he just stopped at this house and I was like, "Yeah, it was his bestie's house. It was super cute." Megan asked, "What would your dream pet be?" I would probably want another dog. Um, I know dogs are so smart. Oh, Ella says, "My dog used to do that, but then they moved, but she would not. She would still stop." Oh, it's like us when our friends move. Hey, cool guy. I'm actually doing pretty well. I It feels good. I still have, you know, it was a little unsettling moving and having to like pack everything up and like unpack to pack to go for 3 weeks, but I was good. Megan, the best flowers for energy protection if your roommate is scaring you is to move. Oh, sorry. My uh my moderator muted you. She was sniffing out the concern trolling. Um, yeah, I see you fairy. Hi Yeah, like no roommate is worth it. My last roommate, you know, I've I've had some really good roommates. Like the best living situation I was ever in was it was me and three dudes. It was a He was 50, one was 50, one was 40, I was 30, the other was 21. And like I lived with them for like three years and it was just the best. The best. The oldest one owned the house and he was an Italian chef and we like we would just make like wonderful food and um yeah, I loved that arrangement. But I think that like then other roommates that I've had have just been awful. And the most recent roommate that I had, um, you know, he's the kind of guy that he would wake up at 7 a.m. and garden. And like many of you know that I garden occasionally, but not at 7:00 a.m. And it was just like it was getting to be bad vibes. And he would also like text me these really passive aggressive things. And then I'd like try to talk to him about it in person and then he'd be like, "Oh, don't worry about it." And then he'd like text me past progressive things. I'm like, "Dude, like let's have a conversation about it." You know? And um so he he asked me for rent early. He asked me for rent early because he owned the house that I lived in and I was like, "Okay, sure." So, I gave him rent. I was like, "No problem, dude. Sure." And then he did it again the next month and was like, "Hey, I'm kind of in a tough spot. Do you mind giving me rent early?" And I was like, "Sure, Dove. What's up? I'm so glad you're in the Maldes. I really want to go there." Um, okay. And then so he asked me for rent early the third time cuz his like our whole thing was like he paid for he he kept the yard nice and I kept the inside of the house nice. So he paid for a yard guy and I paid for like our house cleaner and um he he told me that he needed money to pay the yard guy and so I just gave him my rent early but our yard never got done and I was like I got to get out of here. So that's how I found the little studio that I moved into. It was kind of like a rush, right? But that place served me so well. Like I started my coaching business there and um it definitely was a good move. But yeah, what's the pettiest argument you all had? That is such a good question, Emmy. So I would keep um like I cooked at home all the time and so I kept a lot of food in the fridge and he had a whole empty shelf like but he would get so mad at me for like putting food in the fridge essentially or like having a stuffed freezer. Like even though once again he had room for his stuff, but he would get so mad at me. So that's that passive aggressive is the worst. I know. Especially cuz like I would try to talk to him. Sass, you've been freaking busy, dude. Oh yeah, he was. So we shared our location with each other. Uh Briana and or Brian. Brienne. Anyway, whatever. Not whatever. it's your name, but I we shared our location with each other and there would be many times where I would look at my Sims just to like, you know, see what was going on with the people that I shared my location with. And he would be at a motel next to the freeway like not, you know, not many things. Here's here's the dog. Um Oh, why are you breathing hard? Are you nervous that we're on live with 250 people? I used to go live to like 10,000 people. That was pretty crazy when that was happening. Yeah, there are a lot of good sounds to that. So, one of my favorite uh things I was like looking at the sound the sound um I know he wants love. Yeah. Yeah. The red flag was definitely like like any anybody that's hanging out in um his little whiskers. I know. Anyone that's hanging out uh in like at motel. Huge red flag. Huge red flag. Yeah. Oh, I keep trying to swipe to make the comments bigger. Let's see. There we go. My favorite flower is a lily. Hi, Jay. Hey, Shauna. Yeah, that's like very thanks for the gift. What's up, A? Yeah, I took a couple weeks off. What occurred to you, Sass? How's the weather? Freaking gorgeous. It's so beautiful here. Um, Tuesday A.M. yoga. Yes, I am I am teaching yoga at Tuesday. But I'm I'm going to switch to Zoom soon. What's your favorite season? Probably Um, probably spring. I like I like flowers. Fairy, if you're still in here, I asked Oh, he was working for the money for the yard guy. Stop it. Um, yes. I will tell you guys the end of the story. I just have to make sure it's the right time cuz I got to make I got to like finish. Do you play Sims? No, I don't. I just I have my Sims on my find my Are you seeing anyone these days? No. But men are still sliding. You would think that being publicly shamed or like having people attempt to publicly shame you would um get people like not interested, but men are still sliding. I am dogsitting, Jen. Yes. Are you by? No. I have the disease that is being a straight woman. But JJ, if you're still in here, JJ likes to say I have bye vibes. A Anna, thank you. Yeah, I have to believe that, too. Um, yeah and for for now I am um I'm just loving myself and being there for myself. A thank you. I really like this dress too. Artemis, hi me. I don't know why your uh heart was muted. Yeah, Sass says, "Stay single, protect your peace." Exactly. Like a man really has to be um adding to my life in a big way. like to be able to like date me. Yeah, Johny, I agree. Veronica, hi. I'm so glad you're here. Thank you for the gifts. Concrete safari. I don't know what you said. Do you ever talk to your ex anymore? So, my ex-boyfriend, I blocked him because um I asked him for space and he didn't give me any. Well, he did give me some, but then he like bothered me and he asked if he I still needed space and I said, "Why do you want to hang out so badly?" Because I'm a projector and projectors need recognition. and it was something that he didn't ever really give me. And he said, "Well, you've been on my mind." I'm like, "Well, I declined. That's not a good enough reason to want to hang out." And he said, "Well, you know, I like to do this and that for you." He's like, "You know, I like to do projects around your house and buy you dinner." I'm like, "Yeah, I know that you like to do that, but I require more than that." like and he said he was like I I was like I require more than that and he said can you give me an example and I'm I feel so tired of doing emotional labor for men so um I didn't write him back and then a month later on Valentine's Day, he texted me, "Happy Valentine's Day." And I blocked him and I felt great. And that block was how I was able to leave other bad situations in my life. Thank you, Sass. I got your text. Yeah, I've dated shorter men before. So when I told him I required more um than just free dinner and um and like home improvement projects which are just superficial things like if he would have said, "Well, I really love talking to you and I love um our deep conversations and you just make my life so much better and I really love your perspective on things." Right? even something like that, like that goes underneath the surface, but he just was unable to do that. Yeah. I mean, I think that every woman deserves to be I don't know if princess treatment's the right thing, but every woman deserves to be cherished and made to feel special and important. And um like that's it's just the bare minimum. Yeah. Julie says he was offering bare minimum, right? like he was offering below bare minimum like I don't know and he and then for him to ask like what do you mean I'm like dude figure it out my ex-boyfriend somebody asked if I still talk to him but the thing about him is like he's not on TikTok but he's on YouTube he's on YouTube so he was I've I've talked a little bit about him on my lives like he was really interesting like he was very he was he was a Democrat and he voted for Harris but he loves MAGA YouTube bros and like I don't understand and he but he also subscribed to the podcast feminine frequency feminist frequency like he was a sub so he loved like his favorite podcasts were about like feminists and like feminist issues and he loved like women creators on podcasts, but then for YouTube, he would like listen to these like vile horrible dude bros. But, you know, I I respected it. I was I was like whatever, you know, because as long as he like held he was he had the like he was a Democrat and um he all all I'm saying you guys is I know that he has um seen my story cuz it's the bros are saying a lot about it. The bros have a lot to say on YouTube. Um, the duality of a man. Yeah. Yeah. Christopher, he definitely like there was a reason I dated him for a year and a half. He just wasn't um he he couldn't give me the depth that I wanted. um for many reasons. The flowers are in the way to protect my energy. Terrible person. I'm glad you think that I'm right. Leah, hi Dove. Thank you. So, I actually would really love to go to the Maldes. Jen, um somebody said, "Did you watch the reaction commentary videos from your story?" I watched a few um but many of them just didn't like pay attention to the nuance. Um there was one that was okay, but here I'll show you guys. Um, I'll show you. Um, so Ricky uh made a few AI videos for me. Yeah, I'm thinking I think I'm going to put these on my story. All right, let me see here. Let me There we go. You guys recognize this guy? I made a YouTube episode about her. I love Kendra so much. I made a YouTube episode about her. Oh, maybe I'm the one in psychosis. I love Kendra so much I made a YouTube episode about her. I love Kendra so much I made a YouTube episode about her. H maybe I'm the one in psychosis. I love Kendra so much I made a YouTube >> I think that's so freaking this Yeah. Yes way. >> I love Kendra so much. I can't stop thinking about her. She's a genius. Did you know she also wrote a book? I love Kendra. I can't wait for Kendra's new book. It's called Self-Empowerment for ADHDers. And she just released a chapter for free. I can't wait for Kendra's new book. It's called Self-Empowerment for ADHDers. And she just released a chapter for free. Kendra really is living her truth. She is showing that she has been empowered by all of this. I respect her so much. Kendra really is living her truth. She is sh He is a YouTube creator that made an absolutely vile video about me with a horrible um thumbnail and it caused a lot of people like it was 6 weeks after I came out with my story and it caused the harassment campaign to really be like reinvigorated and um I just I couldn't believe that he took so much time to make that video. Six weeks, Papa Skid Mark. Yeah. Um yeah, you're on the right side of YouTube if you've never seen him. He's not a nice person. And of course he looks like that. That's all I have to say. Um 67. Yeah, you're not missing much. Like that's not meat canyon. What's up? Yummy Milton. Thank you. ass. Yeah, that's the point. I I took a couple weeks off. I'm seeing friends and um dogsitting here. Hey, do you want to come on, energy witch? Okay, thanks for letting me know. I'll I'll switch it. Oh, thanks for the gift. I think I I think I got this dress at a um like a consignment store. It is 8:12 and it's beautiful outside. Oh my gosh, you guys. I've missed going live. I've missed you guys a lot actually. [Music] Um, life has been life has been good. No, it's not cold in Portland. It's beautiful. It's supposed to rain for the next week, though. Uh, Isabella, it is to protect my energy. A Sarah, I'm so glad. Thanks, Energy Witch. Did you say you wanted to come? Sass, you don't have to You don't have to mute Isabella. Good night, Jen. I'll try to go live earlier next time for my East Coasters. And I I have some quite a few people in the UK, too. Um, no, AMO, I haven't I did find a therapist, but I'm not sure she's right the right one. Okay. Uh, energy wish, let's plan um, let's plan a time this week that we can go live. Okay. Oh, Leah, you better believe I'm excited for the album. Absolutely. There's actually there's a party at a nightclub here and I'm I'm thinking about going I mean, yeah, terrible person. Like, I don't I don't want to say I know I should go. I don't want to say it's it isn't necessary cuz I think it definitely serves a purpose. Yeah. You don't have to mute them. Sass. Yeah, I'm super excited. Deleted. You can um Oh, okay. Cecilia, tell me why you're happy. Yeah, thank you. Yeah, Johny, thank you. I was going to say you can DM me if you want to talk about it cuz a lot of people have like DM'd me with their stories and I'm very very grateful. Um, a lot of people have also like projected Where do you get your jewelry from? From local gem and mineral shows. Um, dogio, I don't know. Enjoying the monsoons. All right, let's talk about the monsoons. So, you guys, I had a layover in Phoenix trying to get up to Portland. And I freaking was stuck trying to get to Phoenix for 13 hours. It was awful. But it's okay to be lazy. But somebody said like cuz it it rained 1.6 in over 6 hours in Phoenix. And someone on threads was like Phoenix needed a cleansing after what happened. No, I don't have my tarot cards here. They're upstairs. I don't want to get them. Yeah, I will finish the story. I did move. I did move and it went really well. Sam, you can abs absolutely DM me if anybody wants to DM me one of their personal stories. Um, totally. I am happier. I got a bigger place for less in rent. So, it's like a win-win. So, it's just it's not about like protecting it. It's just something to separate me from my screen. What's up, Katie? Oh, Elizabeth, thank you. I'm really happy, too. You know, when things are aligned, they just flow. They're just easy. Thank you. Um, moving can be really stressful, but my family was awesome in helping me and um it was great. Yeah, it it Yeah, moving can be pretty terrible. Um, weana, what's up? Do you have a backyard now? So, I do I have my own place. I'm actually up in Oregon um housesitting, like feeling shy. I Yeah. Um but so I'm in the backyard of my place. Thank you. Yeah. Yes. I can't wait Nora to like So I'm I'm kind of like halfway unpacked. I unpacked what I could cuz I moved Let's see. I started moving Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. Okay. So, I moved like Tuesday and Wednesday all my stuff. Thursday I unpacked and packed and then Friday I left for my trip. So, uh where in Oregon are you? No, it wasn't furnished. I had to move all of my big ones. I love Thank you, Sass. Yeah. How long am I here? I'm going to leave soon. Um, in like 10 minutes. What's up, Alicia Murphy? That's cool. I used the Channy app. Virgo. I didn't get any new furniture. I um I just moved. I think all of my stuff from my old place is going to fit beautifully. The one thing that I don't have is I don't have a couch, but I don't really watch TV, so I don't think I need a couch. He's a golden retriever. He's super cute. He's super cute. All right, I am feeling low energy, so I'm going to go and I'm going to take a bath. Uh, there was some roses that like dropped its petals earlier, so I took them and I put them in a bowl of water. It was very nice. I love Portland. So, yeah, I'm going to go do that. I'm going to go take care of myself. Um, but I appreciate you all so much for hanging out. Thank you for coming. and uh I'll be back soon. You're so welcome, Sam. And um please do uh reach out. Yeah, it will be relaxing. Thank you all. Bye.