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This person is not okay. They are in a situation right now that's wearing them down, stressing them out, and making them act out of character. And in the midst of it all, there's one thought that keeps repeating: "I wish I could talk to you." Not because you'd solve it for them, but because your presence used to calm the storm.
If you have to ask who this is about, it's not for you. Someone would have come into your mind. You were the one who brought clarity when everything felt loud. You were their protector, their guide, the one they could lean on. But now you're out of reach, and they know it's their fault. They fumbled the bag. Not just romantically, but energetically and spiritually. They had something real with you, and they didn't treat it like it was sacred until it was gone. And now they're trying to fix their outer life while their inner world is screaming for you. They miss you. They miss who they were around you. And even if they pretend like they're fine, they're not.
They keep wanting to tell you it's not what you think because it isn't. You only saw the silence, the withdrawal, the mistakes. You didn't see the pressure they were under, the fear behind the detachment, the stress that made them sabotage their own peace. That still they know that even if you understood, it doesn't change the fact that they failed to protect what mattered most. They don't want to lose you, but they already did. And that realization is wrecking them.
Bad influences came right out. Yeah, someone has really gotten to them. Okay. Hiding. This came out, too. There's a lot they haven't told you. It's like this person has a whole other life that they never shared with you. Yeah. Double life. Communication. They want you to initiate, but not really. It's like they want to provoke you into communicating. Please don't. Please don't reach out to them. Let them communicate. They don't deserve that. Okay? They don't deserve that. Some of them have already reached out. Uh, it couldn't be what you wanted. You will always be the one who got away. What you seek is seeking you. They think that you have put—Wow. Did—Okay. Some of them think that you put a spell on them. That's funny. They think that you really tricked them and didn't show them how intuitive and how spiritual you are, and now they have to deal with the fallout of that. Like they just feel tricked. That's weird. Very chaotic.
You know what it is? It's whoever this bad influence is—is who—who has put that in their head. It's because they wanted someone to do that. Basically, they didn't know how to deal with losing you. So, they play the victim. But deep down they know they're not the victim. It's just they happen to be around the company of people who encourage them into feeling like the victim. Well, they did this to you. They did that to you. Some of them stole from you and they're justifying it. Hiding bad influences. They—Anyway, let's move on.
I feel like I'm supposed to get a card from here. What is the message you need to know? Say no. Exactly. You are a lighthouse. They're drawn to your light. That's this—what you seek is seeking you. It's because they see you getting so much. You need to say no. Okay, that's very clear. They're coming in for something. Say no. The train. That's confirmation. I don't know if you can hear it. Say no. Star seed. You can't keep your abundance away. No. I keep getting that your good life is here. Your good life is here. Challenge. Accept it. Overthinking. You're in your own way. You're in your own way. And in fact, you overthinking about this is putting you in your own way. You just need to put this behind you. This—this really isn't worth looking into cuz there's a lot you don't know about. So just keep going. Put it behind you. It's really not worth overthinking, over analyzing. One last card. Seriously, that's where they get you: your consciousness, your emotion, your feelings, your attention, everything that you are in that one moment. Look, this is taking your focus. Your focus is powerful and it needs to be elsewhere. You make excellent decisions. Tell yourself this, okay? Tell yourself that you make better decisions than concentrating on whatever this was. Okay? I just feel like you're supposed to move on from this. That this person is prone to bad decisions. Some of their bad decisions may have leaked onto you. Okay? We speak that out of your life. You have no fear. This is long behind you. You make excellent decisions. It is spoken. It is written. And so it is. Amen.