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[Music] Okay, [Music] >> I'm accepting it. It's actually fun cuz they've got so many like this place like this.
[Music] I hate beanies because it destroys my fringe. Bailey, come inside. Baby, what's this? What's this? Come here. Come here, baby. Why are you so fuff? Why are you so fuff?
Okay, Bailey, I show you what I bought today. All right. From Moji. What do you think? Yes. Is that Yes. Is that Yes. Yay. Like mysterious diva. Do I look good? Put it on your too. Hey. Going. I don't want you to mess it up because it's a knit. I bought this top as well from sale. I never miss sale, you know.
We've got a nice skin care section right here. Uh, would you like to have a look? Yes. And after that, I put this retinoid. So, I haven't made a vlog for a while. He is a surprise. This is my favorite prank, especially if you know my old YouTube channel. Uh, I like to put the word vlog in the title, but what's happening in that video is actually me talking about myself. So if you were expecting to see some, you know, what's happening in Melbourne or like, oh, nice cafe in Melbourne, um, sorry friends, it's not going to happen.
Um, I I wanted to talk about this for a while, but um, I didn't know how to put it and especially um, you know, it's not fun to hear if someone is sick, but I have to talk about it. We all care about health and we all care about what's happening in here too. So um, I mean, here we didn't know what's wrong with me for a couple of years and I was told, you know what, um, you're just sick. I mean, just mine are cold. So keep drinking water and use a humidifier and stay warm and you should be fine. And I was like, I don't think it's fine. And then finally I met a nice doctor. And the best thing that I heard from her was she said, I'm so sorry that you had to go through this. And the moment she said it, like it helped me, right? Sometimes what you want to hear is just empathy, like, oh, it's been hard, right? She recommended me to see a speech therapist and I was like, speech therapist. The doctor said that um, it's called um, lingual hyper sensitivity, so I have to see a speech therapist. Am I at that low? I mean, uh, I I don't have any like speech impediments or something like that. And then I just realized, oh, apparently I was stressed. And then now I can tell you, like probably many of you guys are learning English and we have to remind ourselves that when we speak our second language, we are so stressed because um, it's our second language.
[Music] Baby, [Applause] [Music] [Music] please. Yeah. [Music] Hi puppy. [Music] [Music] Ready. [Music] [Music] It's hot. [Music] in the right wedding dress wouldn't look like a trend dress. >> I can also see >> I imagine that she's highly inexperienced.
[Music] Okay. Me and Tiffany always make fun of hot share. So I just put from hot. Bang. Come here. Come here. Afro. You got afraid. Nice afra.
What I wanted to talk about today was um, I kind of kept it to myself for a while because I didn't want to sound like, okay, I'm sick, you know, I've got this symptom and I'm a poor thing. I didn't want to sound like that. But it's been a huge part of my life in the last couple of years and I've learned quite a few things from it. So, I just wanted to share that with you guys. So, um, I don't know the codes. I don't know why that happened, but the part of it is definitely because um, I was under stress when I was speaking the possibility would be like me making content, you know, speaking English. I pressured myself to speak English better, um, even though like pressure doesn't really help, you know, like we all know it, but then um, I was told that a lot of people have speech issues, I mean, speech impediment or some like trauma in the second language and it kind of convinced me. It made me think like, oh, speaking English is a tremendous thing for us. It's it was always there for me, but until I got this symptom, I never sort of appreciated that I was able to do it. Does it make sense? I mean, it sounds silly, but because I make content about speaking English, you know, learning English and stuff, and we kind of take it for granted that, okay, if we try, we can speak English, but that experience taught me that speaking English, like as a second language, it's a stress, like it can't be helped, even though I love learning English and English has been my hobby, like for over a decade for sure.
I'm not going to talk about the illness like too long, but I was like, Bailey, maybe some, probably not many people look at English or your second language or whatever from this perspective, but speaking a language is a big deal. And being able to speak is actually, it's such a, it's a blessing, you know? You know what I mean? Being able to express myself like without any constraints, like without any troubles. It's it's happiness. It feels so good and I'm loving it. It cost me a lot and it was not fun, obviously, but um, that experience uh, actually made me appreciate just just small things. Many people say like health is important and just appreciate small things in your life. This is actually a beautiful opportunity for me to just go back to basics. Um, probably speaking is more important to me now and precious, and that's why I like making content like this and I like expressing myself in words and speaking. Um, so it's all good. Um, it's all good and hopefully I go back to 100% soon. Um, now I know how important it is to look after myself. So, it's all good now.
All right, Bailey, let's go outside. You're so cute. Let's go outside. Why your pose are so cute? See, you're like a Paddington bear. No, you sit. Good boy. Jump. Good boy, D.