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Hi everyone, welcome back. Let's see what's really going on. Why did somebody finish this relationship, or why haven't they come back? Walk, please. I don't feel like I deserve you.
Okay, overall energy today is very low self-esteem. Bottom of the deck, someone's been working on themselves. I feel okay that you have been working on yourself, okay, and you've really raised your vibe, your energy almost to the point where you don't really care if they don't come back at all. You actually do not care right now. And they're feeling this. All right? And this is almost naturally raising their energy. They start to they started to have a good hard long look at themselves. So let's see what else is going on. We'll have a look at their environment and also any other messages. Anything else that comes out, but low self-esteem, that's the key here. All right, that is the key. Even if they came across as really confident, or they didn't care, or they were brash, or they could have been top of their tree, they have got very low self-esteem.
So, give these a shuffle. Anyway, while I'm doing that, welcome back. I hope you're all okay and I hope you're all well, and a big hug to those of you going through a tough time at the moment. I do send you all my love. If you'd like a reading, just click on the title of this video. The links are in the description box to the website, and all the readings are on there. Okay? And thank you so much for all your comments. I do read every single one of them. And also, if you're new here or you haven't already, please hit the subscribe button. That's really helpful, if you want to see any more content, that is. Okay. Okay. Low self-esteem. One more card. Tarot card. Yes. Someone you are connected into: Knight of Cups in the reverse.
Now, I'm reading more as to why, with this card, they've got low self-esteem. This has clarified it massively. They have a very, very fragile ego. They have a very fragile sense of self. Um, they've also got very poor boundaries. Did this person let you down but support other people? Okay. They haven't got very, very good boundaries. They're emotionally immature. Okay. You know, with this card also in the reverse, it can mean Knight of Cups in the reverse that they are more in the Pages energy. So they are a bit dreamy. They could have just lovebombed you, but really just never quite can take anything to the finish line, I'm hearing. Okay, let's have two more, please, on this. Right. Okay. Oh dear. Gosh. Yeah, they have. Okay. This person you were with, this is specific. They have a fear of losing stability. I think they come across as having themselves together, or they portray this image of, you know, being in control, or that they, you know, they're they're doing okay. They don't come across as flaky. But what you didn't know and what is really apparent here is that they have a false sense of identity, poor boundaries, but also this is to do with a female figure at some point, not not you, who could have been a water sign, okay? But this female was very emotionally manipulative, or the female could have been codependent. Okay? But this female affected the way that your person now relates in relationships. They also have a very specific fear of losing their physical stability. There is a chance that someone watching this knows somebody who's primary female caregiver that could have even had some form of addiction. Okay. Or or a female caregiver that had anxiety but wasn't wasn't stable in some shape or form. Okay. And this led to I'm hearing money problems. Money problems, but not having stability. Okay. Not having stability. Now this is really important to your person. All right. They they have a a really deep subconscious fear of losing it all. All right. Now, whatever went on with you, you and your person, this was a problem that was running in in their head. All right. This this was a problem that was running running in their head. Let's get this deck out. This is very, very specific. This is a, you know, what's the tea deck, so it's quite to the point. So, I'll just warn you.
Looking you up, researching you, studying you, getting info. No, they haven't let go. All right. They're still they're trying to find out what you're doing because you have started to glow up. You are almost at the point where you you care, but you don't care. You've realized you're worth more than this. All right. So, they're watching what you're doing. They're not happy where they are. Okay. Bad karma. Yeah. The situation they've gone into, right? They're not happy with, and it's a karmic situation, their environment. So, you know, what goes around comes around. You know, karma karma is all about, you know, what you sow, you reap. All right? So, whatever they've done to you, or whatever pain they've caused you, abandoning you, leaving you, letting you down, I'm hearing bullying you, is now actually happening to them. All right? The person that they're connected into is not actually giving them much support and isn't actually showing much interest in them. All right. Yeah. The person that they're with now is actually almost quite threatening. I did say this deck was specific. They're quite intimidating. They're quite intimidating. This person your person's with, whether it's love or whatever they're doing, doesn't actually care about them deep down, okay? They're there for a different reason, their own reasons, but they don't care about your person with all of this. Okay, there's some health issues here. Okay, there's some health issues here. Your person wished that they'd never traveled. So, this is somebody who's, I don't know, left the country, or if you're watching in the USA, left the state, cuz, you know, the USA compared to the UK is absolutely huge. Um, so they regret traveling, they regret moving away. All right. Bottom of the deck, though. I feel that you at times feel you've dodged a bullet, that you you you're sick of you're sick of the crazy people. Your light your light scares people. Okay? Because your beautiful energy makes other people realize just how shallow they are. Okay? But instead of appreciating you and valuing you and your kindness and your goodness, they just turn it on you. They, you know, they almost gaslight you into believing that you're not good enough, that you're not worthy, that, you know, you're weird because because you've got such an open heart, but you're not. There's nothing wrong with you. Absolutely nothing wrong with you. This person had these traumas and these um ways of acting long before they met you. Long before they met you. And it goes back to this fe female figure. You know, like I said, it could be this female was insta instable. Could have been instable. Unstable. Now whether that's mentally or just physically, but there was definitely almost almost like a lot of moving round. Nothing was solid. Nothing was secure. All right. And also an energy of being quite um vain but extremely fickle. Extremely fickle, but you know, selfish. Selfish, right? You know the person that your person is with now. There's a bad reputation around them. Your person's getting their karma. You know the reason they let you go was because they had they weren't facing their own shadows. They just keep running. They just keep running. Okay? And this is so classic in so many situations in relationships. It will, and this is not generalizing it, it will at some point all boil down to somebody's belief system, somebody's subconscious beliefs, how they grew up, what their formative years were. That is how we all, including myself, we all have our love language, unless we actually take a step back and look at it. Now you've taken a step back and realized that your empathy and your energy is precious and you're not just going to give it away anymore to people who just use it, you know, who drain you. Drain you.
Um, now I'm just going to see what romantic message your person would give you. Okay. Dreams. They're dreaming. They're dreaming about you. All right. You're in their dreams, or you're dreaming about them. Wish ah they're wishing you'd come back. I don't know if any of you are manifesting. If you are, um it'll soon be in your 3D. Okay. If you if you've changed that story and you really want this and you have to change the story, um you can't, you know, you can't have, as they say, the old man and the new man at the same time. That the past has got to go. All right. Now, for some people, no, you're just like, you know what? I've grown from this. I know who I am now. And stuff that, as we say in the UK, I'm just going to keep walking, or in some cases running. Okay? But if you're manifesting this and you've been really working on a new story, but not just of this person, that's the key. It's you. It's what you feel and believe and assume about yourself. If you've been saying, "I'm chosen. I'm worthy. I deserve love. I am whole, complete, and perfect." Because you're all perfect. Every single person watching this today is perfect. Okay? Then even by just changing that energy, even if you're not manifesting this specific person back in, I guarantee you, okay, they will land at some point in your inbox. All right, the cards are saying it. I feel it. And that's what I'm hearing. Dreams and wish. Okay, but they wish you were back. They wish you were back. They'd like to tell you that they're hiding a secret from you, that they they weren't truthful about something. Okay, now you knew what this secret was. This is an apology. They'd like to say that, "Yeah, I'm really sorry. I was actually lying to you. I was lying through my teeth and I shouldn't have lied." Yeah. But one underneath apology. Yeah, they want to apologize. Okay. They want to apologize. Let's see if they're going to do anything. What are they going to do? There we go. Strength and the lovers, right? They're going to find the courage. They're going to find the inner strength. Um, and they're going to come forward. The lovers is in the outcome. So, I don't need to explain the lovers tarot card to anybody. It's probably the most well-known tarot card in the deck in love readings. Yeah, they're going to come back in. Okay. Uh they're going to show some strength. They're going to start overcoming some self-doubt they've had. Okay. They're going to start overcoming some self-doubt that they've had. But they're definitely coming back in. They're definitely coming back in. Let's just have a little look at this situation they're in now, though, because there's definitely karma. What's this situation? Oh gosh. Hangman. Yeah, it's just going nowhere. Okay. There's a lot of discontentment. Um there's a lot of disinterest. That's what I was seeing before with your person. Your person's just switched off. But the person they're connected into isn't a very they're just um a bit soulless really. You know, when you meet people who really don't care, okay, they can come across like covert. That's who your person's got themselves mixed in with, okay? Um there's a lot of negative patterns going on in that environment at the moment, but at some point they're going to leave. You know, at some point they're going they're going to walk out of there. They're just going to leave. Yeah. Ace of Wands. Okay. At some point they're going to come forward. It'll be sudden. It'll be out of the blue. But you know, that's how it happens. It doesn't matter how long you've been in separation, okay? It really, really doesn't. If you can trust me on that one. You know, I always say I'm old, not because, you know, it just mean that I've lived a lot of life and seen a lot of things. And if you want someone back and you change that story, you know, you have to catch your thought and you're arguing with them in your head and you really do want that back and then you see them as the version that you want and that's only if you want it, you have free will, then at some point whether it's a month, you know, six years, at some point they will come back. Okay? They will they will come back and you won't expect it. It's normally out of the blue. Okay. Um and it's because we're all energy. We are all energy. We're all energetically connected. All right. So, I hope that's helped someone today. But yeah, they they're just in a really they could be connected into a Pisces or let's just pull this a minute or an earth sign. Okay. They could be connected into a Pisces or an earth sign, but it's they're just totally disinterested. You know, there's going to be some unexpected changes within their living arrangements. Um, and I, you know, before I finish, what I feel is going to happen to this person is the thing they feared the most, the bad debts, something from when they were younger, instability, unpaid bills. It's kind of heading their way. Okay, cuz I've got the Ten of Pentacles in reverse here in their energy. So, there's going to be some loss, but the Pentacles are about the physical. And the 10 is, you know, when you've just an example, you've worked and say you've paid your mortgage off. Okay, you've done it. That's when it's upright. But when it's reversed, it means that um things aren't working out or there's a loss or you know a loss of property, a loss of money, something along those lines. So there's going to be some huge changes for your your ex, your person within their their physical environment, okay? And they are going to have to move. But you know something, they're going to pull it together. They're going to pull it together. This person you're connected in is going to pull it together. One at the bottom of the deck, that one, you tame my demons. That's really cool that because I saw strength. Now, strength is about finding inner strength, but it's also a beautiful card of balancing your demons and biting your tongue, okay? And almost getting out of your ego. You soothe this person. And there's something about your energy that soothes them. All right, so I'll leave that with you, but that's what I've got today for somebody. But we've got the lovers in the outcome. So prepare to have this person contact you. All right, I love you all. Remember who you are, though. You're on that pedestal, okay? No one else. You are. You are. You deserve a one-to-one loving relationship. Always always remember that. You deserve to be treated, you know, like a goddess, a god, or however you identify, but you deserve that and you deserve to be supported, okay? And looked after, not expecting to pick up the slack for everybody else. You just keep focusing on that. Keep telling yourself that. You don't have to believe it. Do it for 60 days. Even do it through tears and you will start to feel better. All right. I love you all. Speak soon. Bye.