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Hello everyone. Welcome to the channel. This is a general love reading for the collective. Not all of the messages that come through in this reading may apply to everyone watching today. So, please only take in from this reading what speaks to your soul and what resonates for you and your situation and release the rest to the universe.
Every day I'm not with you, my heart breaks more and more. Well, I feel this probably goes for both of you. You are probably feeling this as well, right? You guys watching the reading, but your person is feeling it too. And that is the point. Don't think that they are not suffering during this time that you are away from each other because I do feel that their heart breaks a little bit more every day. And they're not only having to deal with their own heartbreak and their own heartache, but they are also having to deal with their regret and their guilt for how much they broke your heart, for how much emotional devastation they brought into your life that you did not deserve. They know that they should have done better. They know that they should have treated you with more respect. They should have shown you more love. They should have spent more time with you. They should have made you and this connection much more of a priority than what they did. But in this time that they are away from you, their heart is breaking a little bit more every day. And that is giving them the life lessons that they need. It is allowing them to see once and for all the repercussions of their actions, their heartbreak, their heartache, their guilt and their regret are the repercussions, the consequences of their choices, of their words, of their bad decisions, of things that they did and said to you that were so very hurtful to you. It is breaking their heart every day. So don't believe for one minute that they're not aware of how much they hurt you because they definitely are. They are feeling it every day just like you guys watching the reading are feeling it also.
I miss you. I wonder if you miss me too. And I do feel that this is something this person contemplates all the time. Do they miss me? Do they still care? Do they still want me? Do they still love me? Do they still desire me the way that I desire them? And in dismissing you though, this is where they are finding the courage and the confidence that they need to reach out, to bridge the distance, to get things moving and grooving again between the two of you because they are longing for you. This is the longing that comes from deep in their soul and they can't get rid of it because they think about you all the time. They thought that perhaps that if they ran away from you, if they denied this love, if they tried to abandon this connection that their heart would not care. But that is not the case because this person's heart is feeling it every day in every way just like yours is because their heart is breaking a little bit more on a daily basis. And that heartbreak, that heartache is going to be eventually the thing that causes them to reach out and start talking to you again because they do miss you. They miss your laughter. They miss your love. They miss your humor. They miss being with you. They miss communicating with you. They miss spending time with you. They miss holding your hand. They miss the way that you would just smile at them and it would just fill them with so much warmth. They miss just your essence and your energy being next to them. Whether you were doing something exciting like going on this great date, or whether you are just sitting at home having a nice quiet evening enjoying each other's company, perhaps playing board games, playing cards, sitting out in the backyard in front of a fire pit, perhaps looking up at the stars, having some beverages, having some hot chocolate, having some bubble tea, having some coffee, having an adult beverage. Whatever it is that the two of you would do, this person misses. And you know what? They need to miss you. Let them miss you. Because these are the very things that are showing this person that their choices, their words, their actions, their behaviors are the reason why they are in this place at the moment of feeling sad, of feeling melancholy, of longing for you and missing you. But again, all of those things are powerful teachers causing this person to wake up the way that they need to to get moving back in your direction.
If only I could see you again. Yeah, this person wants to see you. They want to spend time with you just like you want to see them and want to spend time with them because you do realize you reflect back to each other what you are both going through. You are mirrors for each other. But you guys know that. But this person has a longing for you that comes from deep in the core of who they are from their heart and from their soul. And it is driving them on the edge. driving them to the edge where it's time for them to take the plunge and jump in with both feet and just say, "That's it. I can't take it anymore. I can't stand this heartbreak. I can't stand these tears. I can't stand what I'm feeling because my heart feels shattered. Without you, without your love, without your energy, without your essence, without you being next to me, I do not feel complete and I don't feel whole. And that is why I'm missing you. I need you in my life. If I desire you, you are the one for me. Do you miss me? Do you love me? Do you desire me the way that I want, need, and desire you in my life? And these are the very things that your person mulls over. It's what they think about. That's why they want to see you again. They want to be able to look into your eyes and share all of this with you face to face in a heart-to-heart, soul-to-sole conversation. And that is truly something that I believe the two of you need to have. But I also feel it's something that you both will have coming up because all of this is creating this deep anticipation, this intense desire within this person to get things out of this place of limbo so the two of you can start spending time together again so you can rebuild this relationship.
I wish I could hug you. I would squeeze all my broken pieces back together. I wish I could hug you. It would squeeze all my broken pieces back together. And it would squeeze all of your broken pieces back together. Right, you guys watching the reading. A hug can mean so much when the two of you embrace each other again for the first time in a long time. For many of you watching the reading, it is going to bring or allow many of your broken pieces to come back together. Your person believes this wholeheartedly and you guys probably believe it as well. that first hug when your hearts are in alignment with one another for that hug and you just hold on to each other. It is going to be such a healing experience, a magical experience, a spiritual experience as well because this person knows that being around you makes them feel whole. It makes them feel complete. They feel that they can conquer anything and everything with you by their side. And they are definitely feeling the loneliness of not having you next to them. They are feeling this isolation that yes, they put themselves in and they don't like it. It is screaming out at them every day. Their heart is calling out at them. Their soul is screaming out of them to take action to do something to press that green button on their phone to connect the two of you through text, through call, through something so that you can start seeing one another again.
But we are going to use some tarot cards now. to see what else is coming through for this message. Let's see what else spirit is sharing with the collective today. Please, what do we need to hear? What is spirit sharing with the collective? And this is the four of pentacles. Well, the four of pentacles is an interesting card. First of all, it is about your person wanting to hold on. They want to hold on to you. They want to hold on to this relationship. And they do not want to let you go. And when the two of you do hug each other again, they're not going to let you go because this person wants forever with you, they do not want to experience life without you again. They've had that experience. They are having that experience actually at the moment. And that is the very thing that is screaming out at them through this silence to do something, to take action, to make something happen, to bridge the distance, to open the lines of communication. Because with the four of pentacles being here, this person is not going to let go ever again. Now the four of pentacles is also an interesting number because it is about this solid foundation. It is about being very grounded. It is about being very practical. It is about being very solid. And this is how your person is going to return to you. They are going to want to build a much more stable foundation for the two of you. So that you can have a relationship that can go the distance, that won't fall down ever again, where you won't be missing one another and in this place where you don't have each other, where you can't talk to one another, where you will be able to build a rockolid partnership with each other with this four of pentacles being those four cornerstones for this relationship. And for cornerstones for a relationship, we think about things like trust, communication, love, respect, being there for each other, compassion, understanding, consideration, generosity. I know that's more than four, but you catch my drift there. These are the cornerstones that build a rock solid foundation. And your person during the time you've been away from each other is learning all of this.
But let's see what else is coming in for this message today. Please, what do we need to hear? And this is the tower. Well, the tower is all about things changing. Things are about to get different. And as I've mentioned, I feel that there is this intensity, this anticipation that is building within your person that they need to act, that they need to follow through, that they need to do something, that they need to get up and get moving. And the tower energy is something that does just that. The tower is about change. Your person has gone through a lot of transformation during the time that you've been away from each other, but so have you. You guys have changed, evolved, and grown so much. You have greater spiritual awareness. You have greater selfawareness as well. And so does this person. But now it's time to bring this change into this connection. It's time for this person to reach out and get the connection for the two of you moving again. The tower brings the winds of change with this lightning bolt that just goes zap telling us that in a moment everything can be different because that is going to be the energy coming from your person. this intensity and anticipation that is building within them is going to come pouring out of them and boom, just like this lightning bolt, this person is going to be grabbing their phone, pressing this green button to be able to connect with you. But I feel as well this tower card is about the tower moments that your person experiences. Sometimes they feel like they're okay and then boom, it hits them out of nowhere. this sadness, this melancholy, this depression, even this heartache, this heartbreak, this grieving, this sense of like feeling this deep agony because you aren't together. But also having to acknowledge that they have brought all of this upon themselves because of ways that they spoke to you, because of ways that they treated you, wishing that they could take it all back. But they can't turn back time. They can't make it go away because you won't be able to forget it. You could forgive them, of course, but you're not going to forget the things this person has done to you. The bottom line is neither are they because these things are the powerful teachers that ensure that this person is not going to create this kind of damage, this kind of emotional devastation, heartbreak, chaos, drama, confusion in your lives ever again.
But let's see what else is coming in for this message today, please. What is spirit sharing with the collective? And this is the hermit. Well, the hermit is someone who is isolated, someone who has put themselves in a timeout. It is the card of self-imposed isolation. And it confirms for many of you watching the reading that your person is quiet with you at the moment. This is about their silence. This is about their retreat. But the hermit is also where the growth occurs because it causes this person to look deep within their psyche, deep within their soul to identify all of the things that caused them to treat you the ways that they did, trying to figure out the why. And as this person figures out the why of all of this, it is giving them clarity, zapping them with that lightning bolt like is on the tower card here and giving them that information that they need, allowing them to see the things that they've done wrong. allowing them to see that dragging things around with them for as long as they have. Their fears, their doubts, their illusions, their misconceptions about themselves as well is what's caused them to create the problems between the two of you, to make the mistakes between the two of you. They don't want to be this person anymore. That is why the combination of the tower and the hermit is so powerful. This tower and the hermit is about them coming out of that silence, bursting out of that hermit cave because they miss you. They desire you. They long for you and they are heartbroken without you.
But let's see what else is coming in for this message today, please. What do we need to hear? And this is the Knight of Pentacles. Well, the Knight of Pentacles is someone who has a plan. Someone who has a plan for the future. And this is what your person is thinking about. The Knight of Pentacles does spend quite a bit of time thinking, analyzing, assessing, reassessing, overanalyzing at times. But the Knight of Pentacles is someone who has a plan. And they think about how to make it all happen. They think about all the pieces that need to fall into place in regard to where you would live, how you would live, what you would do for weekends, what would you do in the evenings, who's going to cook, who's going to cut the grass, who's going to sweep the floor, who's going to do the dishes, where you will take vacations, what you will do for holidays. Yes, your person can be in this place at the moment thinking about how they're going to make all of this happen for the two of you because with the Knight of Pentacles, they think about longevity. They think about a partnership, but then they also translate that into talking, communicating, and reaching out, coming out of this isolation, bursting out of that cave because this person is not going to let go of you or let go of this connection because they don't like their life without you. They want you, they desire you, they need you the same way that you want, desire, and need them. and they want this life with you. This is about them contemplating this future and how to make it happen for the two of you. But all they really need to do is open the lines of contact, which the Knight of Pentacles and the Tower tell us that they are going to do.
But let's see what else is coming in for this message today, please. What do we need to hear? Well, this is sorrow. This makes sense. Loss, grief, and depression. your person definitely feeling this sorrow, this sadness of not having you in their life and you guys are feeling it also. I don't feel like you're feeling it all the time like 24/7. And I feel it's something that kind of comes and goes. And it comes and goes for your person as well. Like that emotional roller coaster ride where you just plunge down to this place where you feel like you are just grieving, feeling this loss, feeling this depression, feeling this deep melancholy and sadness. And then I feel like you come up and out of it, but then you plunge down into that place again. Your person is doing that also. So be aware that sometimes your sadness, your sorrow, and your melancholy may not be all your own. Some of it could belong to your person. And if you are actually doing okay and you're in a good space for yourself and you have surrendered to all of this and just going with the flow of how it needs to happen for the two of you. and you are in a positive mindset, in other words, and you are feeling this wave of emotion just wash over you, you can rest assured that that is coming from your person because when they hit those low places, you're going to feel that because it's like they call out to you. Their heart is calling out to you. Their soul is calling out to you, calling your name, wanting to connect, trying to connect in that 5D space. So, of course, you will feel that pull of energy coming at you from your person.
But let's see what else is coming in for this message today, please. What do we need to hear? What is spirit sharing with the collective? Well, this is broken. This is heartbroken, shattered. Your person's heart feels very shattered at the moment. This also says destroyed. And what I really feel that translates into is your person is dealing with heartbreak and heartache because they believe that they have very possibly destroyed this relationship between the two of you and they are hoping that that is not so because this person does not want to be without you. This person wants to return. They want to apologize. They want to explain everything to you. They want you to have your own understanding because they are figuring out the why. The why they did this, why they did that, why they said things, why they acted certain ways. And that when they explain that to you is going to give you this sense of peace, this sense of tranquility, this sense of like just that gratification I suppose is the right word. that validation as well that you were right all along that this person was sabotaging this relationship that their feelings for you have always been there. They were just too fearful to open up and talk to you about it and they will share all of this with you because they are figuring out the why so that you can understand why all of this happened as well.
Longing, craving, aching and wanting. Well, I do feel this person is definitely longing for you because they're missing you. They desire you. They love you. They want you. They need you. They wish they could hug you. They can't wait to see you again. They want to spend time with you. They want to clear the air. They want to put it all out on the table so that you guys can talk about everything so that they can apologize, so that they can show you how they're going to make amends, tell you how they're going to fix things between the two of you, but also to start talking about where this relationship for the two of you is going to go because this person misses you and they are heartbroken without you.
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