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Hello everyone. Welcome to the channel. This is a general love reading for the collective. Not all of the messages that come through in this reading may apply to everyone watching today. So, please only take in from this reading what speaks to your soul and what resonates for you and for your situation and release the rest to the universe.
Your absence has made me face my mistakes. It has left me feeling very ashamed of myself. Well, during your time away from one another, your person is definitely having some breakthrough experiences here. Being able to acknowledge their mistakes tells us that they will be accountable and responsible for the things that they did wrong when they start talking to you because it has left them feeling very ashamed and disgusted with themselves for their behaviors and how they spoke to you and how they treated you for perhaps bringing toxic and dysfunctional mess into your life. Definitely acknowledging that they shouldn't have brought all of the drama and chaos and confusion and hot and cold and that emotional roller coaster ride that you really dislike so very much.
But in this time you are away from each other. Your person is having a reckoning within themselves and they are answering those questions within them about why they did these things. And as they understand the reasons why they happened, why they were listening to self-limiting beliefs, why they did not feel that they were worthy, why they were still replaying old emotional wounds and damage and all of that collateral damage that goes along with that, replaying that over in their heads, why they allowed their fears and their insecurities to get the best of them and rob them of this love. Your person is awakening to this connection to why you are in each other's lives. They are awakening to the divine within them as well. And all of this is giving your person a greater understanding of the mistakes that they made, of the problems that they brought into your relationship, which when they return, they are not going to bring back because this person wants to apologize because they are feeling ashamed. They are feeling guilty. They are feeling embarrassed. They feel humiliated even as well because they know that they have the ability within them to act like a grown-up to be more mature. And during this time away they are seeing this so that when they return they will make absolutely sure that they don't make any of these same mistakes or bring chaos, confusion or drama back into your lives again.
I'm sorry for the mixed signals and messages I have been giving you. I was confused and my head wasn't on straight. They were confused about why their feelings for you just came on like a storm out of nowhere. They couldn't wrap their head around it. They couldn't understand how they had only met you, but yet they felt this deep, intense connection, this powerful chemistry, this beautiful love. They couldn't understand what was happening to them. That was their confusion. Of course, their head wasn't on straight because they were trying to conceptualize or compartmentalize all of what they were feeling with their head, with their brain. And that doesn't make sense. But maybe your person is someone who is a very logical person and tries to understand things and conceptualize things in that way. But during the time that you have been away from one another, your person sees that trying to understand all of this was not something that was going to work. That it needed to be felt, that it needed to be lived, that it needed to be loved. And so your person is awakening to the divine within them and the divine within you as well. And that will allow the two of you to build a much more powerful connection. Being able to acknowledge the sacred space within each other, this divine connection that the two of you share with each other. Your person is not going to blow it again because they are learning. They will be accountable and responsible. They will own the things that they have done wrong in the past, but they'll also be responsible for the things that they do wrong moving forward in this connection with you as well.
No more mixed signals or mixed messages will be coming from your person. You will know exactly where you stand with them because they are acknowledging that these mixed signals and mixed messages they were sending out because they were trying to sabotage this connection. And what better way than to make you feel confused, to make you feel chaotic when deep down in your heart and in your soul, through your intuition and this connection that you share with this person, you absolutely knew and still do that there is something very powerful, very unique, and very intense between you and this person. But they were trying to, I guess, for lack of a better word, throw you off that trail by throwing out mixed signals and mixed messages. And that is so confusing when we have to be in that space where we are getting those mixed messages where words and actions are not in alignment. They may tell you that they have these deep feelings for you, but then they treat you like they just don't care. And vice versa. They may do wonderful things for you to show you how much they love you, but then never vocalize their feelings of love. See, all of this is going to be different when this person comes back. No more mixed signals, no more hot and cold, no more on and off either. Just your person because they have awakened to this power within them to how beautiful this connection is and being getting ready actually and have been getting ready for this union with you. They are going to return in a much different space. They're going to be rid of their pride and their ego, their selfishness, their stubbornness because this person wants to return to you and make up for so much. They want to make amends. They want to make up for lost time as well because this person is not going to let you go. They want to return.
I'm sorry for the separation between us. I think it had to happen for me to have a serious wakeup call. Well, bingo. Yes, your person has needed this wakeup call. These breakthrough experiences, these epiphies, all of this has come along to allow this person to see the light to give them that wakeup call that they need that they need to do things differently. And they will. And you know, even though these separations do occur in like 99.99% of divine counterpart connections, this is the time where everything changes. This is the time where your person grows up. It's the time where you as well go through your own spiritual awakening and spiritual growth. And that is what gives the opportunity for this connection for the two of you to hit that space of stability where the two of you can build a better relationship with one another where you have this opportunity to create a healthy partnership together. Building it together side by side. But your person is acknowledging that this separation had to happen because ultimately it is going to bring you closer together in the end, which again is exactly why these times away from each other are so important. They're an integral part of this journey. Whether you are on a soulmate journey or a twinflame journey, these times away from each other that we don't like to call separation. We like to call it preparing for union. They are important because this is where you get rid of those things that hold you back. Your person getting rid of the reasons they made mistakes, their old emotional wounds, their insecurities, their abandonment issues, their rejection problems, and anything and everything else because those things don't belong in these kind of connections, do they? Not really. But you have awakened each other to these things within yourselves individually that you need to work on which is what is happening during this time you are away so that ultimately when you come back together you are both healed. You are both stronger and you are both absolutely 500% ready to embrace this journey together.
But let's see what else is coming through. Please, if I think about living my life without you, I break down in tears. I know I caused this mess. I deeply regret it. Well, yes, I do feel there is a very sincere apology coming from this person. And thinking about continuing this journey through life without you by their side I feel is something that brings a lot of emotional upheaval for your person. It's not something that they take lightly. They are having a hard time, I feel, breaking down in tears when they consider moving forward on this path without you because they know they caused these problems between you and you didn't deserve this person to treat you the way that they did and they know that and they regret that and they feel the guilt for all of that. This person feels a very strong need to apologize to you. They crave your forgiveness. They need your forgiveness. And I feel until they actually obtain some sort of forgiveness from you. This is something that is going to plague them all the time, chasing them throughout the day with thoughts of what they should have done differently, really hitting them at night, having to review things as they lay in bed and think about all of the things that they did wrong, all of the mistakes, all of the problems, all of the chaos, all of the arguments, creating arguments for no reason, and then perhaps turning around and blaming the reason for the argument on you when you knew knew that they were the one that caused it and then you were feeling like you were being gaslighted. All of this is self-sabotaging behavior because your person, when it comes down to it, has been afraid that they were going to fail you. They were afraid that they weren't going to be able to attain this spiritual growth and this personal growth that has been required of them. And that can be for many of you some of the reason why they ran away, why they've been silent, and why you haven't heard from them. But the thing is your person is awakening to all of this. They are having a huge wakeup call. And they are realizing the magnitude of the problems and the mistakes that they brought into this connection and understanding as well that if they hadn't done that, things would be very different between the two of you at the moment. They don't want to live their life without you. Thinking about that causes them a lot of emotional upheaval, feeling very upset with themselves. But through all of this, it is giving them the epiphies and the breakthroughs that they need to make sure that when they return, these things don't come with them. No more selfishness, pride, or ego. No more mixed signals or mixed messages. No more gaslighting. No more blaming you for things. No more self-sabotaging this connection because when your person returns, they're going to be able to stand there and face you and admit all of the things that they did wrong and ask you to forgive them and see if you are even willing to give them an opportunity to come back into your life.
When I met you, something inside of me clicked. As if I found something I didn't know was missing. Is that how you guys felt as well? Your person is saying when the two of you met, something clicked. That spark, that jolt of electricity, that lightning bolt hitting them. You all, well, you both felt something in that moment. You both felt something in that click, that spark that happened in that first encounter, in that first meeting with this person. And your person could see at that time that they've been missing something their entire lives. And now they feel somehow whole or complete because they met you and everything is starting to look very different. They're feeling happy. They're feeling that they can take on the world. They feel that they can overcome anything and everything that life throws at them because you were by their side. And now without you, they are definitely having this experience that something is missing. And you are this missing piece for this person. They do not feel whole or complete without you. And they long to get back to you. They long to get back to this connection and spending time with you again because they want to feel and experience that click and that spark. Only this time, this person is not going to try to extinguish that flame that is here between the two of you. They are going to keep that light burning between you. Keep their heart light on, keep that fire on that is within their heart and within their soul for you because without you, their life is definitely missing something. It's your essence. It's your presence. It's your love. But let's see what else is coming through for this message today, please. What is spirit sharing with the collective?
Oops. I promise never to walk away from you and our relationship again. I promise to stand by you. This person will not make these mistakes or create this drama or chaos or confusion or bring selfishness or pride or their ego back into this connection. They want to be selfless. They want to be loving. They want to be giving. They want to experience the fullon power of this connection because they are acknowledging the divine within them. Acknowledging the divine within you. And that gets the two of you this big huge nudge on this way to reconciliation and reunion that this person wants to have with you. They will stand by you and they will not bolt again. They won't run away again. They will not walk away from you and our relationship ever, ever again because they know what that feels like. Life without you is not all that they thought it was going to be cracked up to be. It has left a gaping hole in this person's heart and in their life. And you are the only person that can fill that void that is in this person's life. And I do feel that this wakeup call is something that they really need or they've really needed. A series of wakeup calls, a series of epiphies and breakthroughs. Whatever it has been for this person, they are getting it because they are coming back to apologize to you and set things right on the right course and make things right between the two of you and make amends and try and make all of this up to you. And that will be the fun part for you guys watching the reading. But let's see what else is coming in. We'll use some tarot cards now and see what else spirit is sharing with the collective.
And this is the emperor. Well, the emperor gets it done, don't they? The energy of the emperor is all about making something happen. And this will be the energy of your person as they start showing back up in your life. They will leave no stone unturned. They will do whatever is necessary to show you that they will acknowledge their mistakes, that they will admit their faults, that they're getting rid of their pride and their ego, because the Emperor is all about success. And that is regardless of your person's gender or their sign. This is a collective reading and it is for everyone. But speaking of signs, the Emperor is ruled by Aries, but you don't have to be an Aries or any other sign that I mention in this reading. It's more important that we consider the overall message that spirit is sharing with the collective. And what I really believe this message is about today is that this person is coming back to apologize because they have had a series of wakeup calls, breakthroughs, and epiphies. And they see the light and they see the light in you as well. And they are keeping their heart light turned on for you because this person wants to return and make things right for the two of you. But let's see what else is coming in for this message today, please. What is spirit sharing with the collective? What do we need to know?
And this is the nine of swords. Well, the nine of swords is someone who overthinks, someone who dwells, and someone who obsesses. And based on the message cards that we have for this reading, I feel that this could definitely be your person. Especially with this card, if I think about living my life without you, I break down in tears. Yes, because they are thinking and overthinking and dwelling. And when you start overthinking and dwelling, that leads to obsessing because all of those thoughts multiply exponentially into much bigger numbers, creating a lot of different what-ifs in their mind about how things could possibly play out between the two of you. Thinking that perhaps you're not going to allow them back in, thinking that perhaps that you won't forgive them. And that is something that they are not going to be able to stand. If you don't forgive them, I feel this person is going to go through a very difficult time, which is why they want to be oh so very successful with the plan that they're putting in place to return to you because the emperor has a plan. The emperor is also ruled by the planet Mars. The planet Mars, that little red planet, is all about action. Your person taking action to shift the dynamic to change the dynamic between the two of you. Because with that nine of swords being here, they are thinking all the time about you and what should be, what could be that whole would a shoulda, could have dance, I should have done things differently. Yes, they should. They should have, but they are having their awakening and they are having breakthroughs and epiphies. And that I feel is something that's very important for this person because when they return, their head is going to be screwed on straight. They're not going to be listening to their insecurities and their doubts because the energy of the emperor has courage and confidence and is self assured and does what is necessary to win. And this person is going to be hellbent on winning you back regardless of how much time has passed between the two of you because the emperor always has a plan and that plan will be successful. But as well, this nine of swords, your person tossing and turning throughout the night. They can't sleep, staring at the ceiling, thinking about you, wondering what you're doing, wondering how you are, wondering if you miss them as much as they miss you. But these are the things that are going to get this person up and moving in your direction, which is exactly what needs to happen.
But let's see what else is coming in for this message today. Please, what do we need to hear? And this is the fool. Well, your person is getting ready to take this leap of faith, this giant step towards you as this fool card shows up for the reading. But as well, the fool tells us your person knows that they were foolish. They were foolish for creating these mistakes. They were foolish for bringing problems into this relationship. They're acknowledging that their behavior was shameful, that they are disgusted with how they treated you, that they're embarrassed for things that they said and things that they did that were so very disrespectful and hurtful to you. When you knew deep down inside what was going on with this person because you have this strong intuition with them. You know what is going on with them all the time. Even during this time that you are away from each other, which is why if this person is dwelling and obsessing about you, oh, you're going to pick that up from them as well. You being hit all of a sudden out of nowhere with a lot of thoughts of your person, you can rest assured that that is coming from them dwelling and obsessing about you. But the bottom line is this person wants to return. They want to start over. They want to continue on this next chapter on their journey through life with you by their side. Only this time, this person won't blow it. They will not run away. They won't shut down. They won't pull a runner. They won't disappear. This person will stand firm in the power of this connection with you because that is the energy of the emperor standing firm in the power of what they say they're going to do.
But let's see what else is coming in for this message today, please. What is spirit sharing with the collective? And this is the five of cups. Well, the five of cups is all about sorrow and sadness, isn't it? It is also the card of regret, remorse, and guilt. So, your person not only feeling like they are breaking down in tears when they think about moving forward on this journey through life without you. They're also having to deal with their regret, their guilt, and their remorse, which makes sense with it coming next to the fool because the fool is about your person acknowledging their foolish behaviors. How they treated you, what they said, what they did. Words that they knew cut like a knife and were so very soulcrushing to you. But yet they said those words out of fear by acting out out of anger because they were afraid. I am not making excuses for this person by the way. Okay. Because I think that they should be accountable and responsible for the things that they have done and when they return they will be. But the five of cups, it is the saddest card in all of the tarot because it is about grief, anguish, despair, this deep melancholy, this depression and sadness that this person is going through. You're going through it as well, of course, because you both go through it because you mirror one another and you reflect back these things to each other as well. But your person needs to have these experiences. It is part of their wakeup call. It is part of their epiphany and breakthrough. It is the life lesson. And we learn those life lessons when we go through difficult things, don't we? Of course we do. We don't learn life lessons when we're just meandering about our lives and everything is wonderful and everything is great at work and nothing is broken at home and things are great with all of our friends and our family and our relationships. Although we should be learning life lessons from those times, but most people tend to not because they are focused on how happy and joyful and fulfilling their life is. But when we hit those depths of despair that come with that five of cups, oh boy, that's where the life lessons pile on. That is where the growth occurs. And this is your person acknowledging that they've brought all of this into your life, but all of it into them into their own lives as well. In other words, they've brought all of this regret, remorse, guilt, sorrow, sadness, heartbreak, grieving, anguish, desperation, anxiety into their own lives because they were afraid. They were holding on to outdated ways of thinking about themselves. They were holding on to old emotional wounds and baggage. And they see that if they had just released all of this much sooner in their life, like right after it happened, actually is usually when it should be done. They see if they had done things so very differently that their life and your life would be in a very different space right now. But this fool is all about your person returning and wanting to continue on this next chapter of life with you.
But let's see what else is coming in for this message today, please. What is spirit sharing with the collective? And this is the lovers. Well, the lovers is all about making decisions. Your person making decisions for love. The lovers also tells us that your person feels a very strong attraction to you. A physical attraction, a mental attraction, a spiritual attraction, but also so much love that they perhaps tried to hide from you. They won't be hiding their feelings of love or their emotions or their feelings for you moving forward because they're going to allow all of that to come tumbling out of their lips when they apologize because they want to speak the truth. And that will be a very truthful and very heartfelt and sincere apology that you receive from this person because they want to bear their soul to you. They want to share everything with you because they know that it's time to do it as well because they are not doing well on their own without you because something is missing in their life. When they met you, they didn't realize that something was missing before they met you. But there is this definite time of life before you and life after you. And they prefer this life after you but before they ran away from you. And that is what they are achieving here to come back to reconcile to reunite because that's what the lovers is all about. Your person wanting to reunite. The lovers is ruled by Gemini which means the twins. So, this could be a twinflame connection, but it could on the flip side of that be a soulmate connection because the lovers is a union of hearts, a union of souls. So, please just take that as it resonates. But ultimately, the lovers is about your person, wanting a relationship with you, wanting to unite with you. The lovers is about the sacred union of the divine masculine and divine feminine energies. Your person making these decisions for love to show back up to take action to do something to get up and off that throne and grab that phone and press that green button so the two of you can start talking to each other. But at the moment, their loneliness, their sadness, their anxiety, their isolation, their desperation, all of those things are screaming out at them to get up, take action, and do something. And those are the things, the very things, those little teachers are very powerful in this person's life because they are going to follow through to take action.
But let's see what else. We will use some oracle cards now and see what else is coming through for this message. Let's see what else is coming in for this message today, please. What is spirit sharing with the collective? Well, this is get clear. This card comes with number 41. If anyone resonates with number 41, that can be your age. It could be their age. It could be the ages of one or either of you when the two of you first met. It could be April 1st. It could be January 4th. It could be the number five. So, it could be May or the 5th of any month. The number five is about change. And it's time for change to happen in this connection. But get clear. I feel that this is what has been happening for this person. They are finding clarity. They are seeing the light. They have so much more insight into themselves, which is going to be so helpful as they start explaining everything to you because then you will have insight from them, an explanation, all of these reasons why they did what they did, why they hurt you as badly as they hurt you. Because this person is feeling the guilt and the regret, the heaviness of all of that every day, feeling foolish for how they treated you, being ashamed of themselves as well. But these are the powerful teachers that this person needs because they chose to do all of this the hard way. They chose to learn their lessons the hard way. So this is the results of those choices and those actions, right? So let's see what else is coming through for this message today. Please, what else do we need to hear?
Well, this is vibration. This card comes with number 14. If anyone resonates with number 14, here we have a very cool bat hanging upside down. I know someone out there will resonate with bats and moths and butterflies. Looks like this world is a little bit upside down, doesn't it? With the moon being on the bottom, unless it's just the bat flying through the air carrying this fairy on its back. But there is so much about transformation on this card. Here we have the powerful light of the sun. The light of your love as well being very powerful for this person. Wanting to hold on to it, wanting to latch onto it. This card comes with number 14. Oh, that's interesting. That card was 41. This card comes with number 14. That can be the 14th of any month. That can be January 4th. It can be April 1st. It can be the number five of course because it's the same numbers only imposed of course right so vibration your person is acknowledging that this relationship needs to be at your vibration when they return. They are no longer going to want to drag it through the muck, the mud or the mire and bring it down to their level because they are going to want this connection for the two of you to evolve to come to a much more powerful place than it ever was before. And that is what is achieved by both of you raising your vibration and lifting your frequencies. And that gives this connection for the two of you a much greater stability and staying power to hit that place of sacred union that comes with the lovers.
But let's see what else is coming through for this message today, please. Forward movement. This card comes with number 45. We have more butterflies. A beautiful rose, purple rose here opened up, carrying this little fairy as she is being flown through the air with these butterflies that are all about transformation and change. Your person going through these transformations, going through these changes, having these awakenings, these epiphies, these breakthroughs. Oh, hallelujah for that. Yes, that was my Southern preacher imitation there. Southern Baptist preacher imitation there. Hallelujah for that because this person has needed this growth. No one else in their life was going to be the catalyst for change for them the way that you have been. So there is going to be some gratitude and appreciation that they're going to share with you when they return. They are grateful. They're grateful for your love. They're grateful for your compassion, your kindness, your understanding. And they are grateful for your patience as well because this person is well aware that they have probably tried your patience to its limit which they will apologize for when they come back as well as making up for lost time. And that is going to be the oho fun part for you guys watching the reading. But this forward movement card is about things coming out of stagnation. It is about things getting unstuck, getting moving because your person wants to return and show you how they've raised their vibration. Show you how they have gained clarity. Show you how they can be oh so much more loving, understanding, and giving to you and to this relationship.
But let's see what else is coming through for this message today, please. What do we need to hear? Well, this is perspective better off happiness and clear head space. Well, this is get clear perspective, clear head space. I do feel that they have a much clearer head space now than all of that mumbo jumbled mess that was in their head before because their head is on straight, or at least it's on straighter than it was before. No more mixed signals or mixed messages. Your person is better off now because not better off without you. I mean better off because they've had clarity. They've had a shift in perspective. They see and understand things now so much better than they ever have, which is what you've needed this person to have. They are grasping everything instead of grasping at straws, right? They are grasping the intensity and the power of this connection and understanding themselves. Having this greater self-awareness as well.
But let's see what else is coming through for this message today, please. What do we need to hear? Well, this is apology. I do feel your person wants to apologize. I actually feel that that is a big part of this reading. Actually, it's probably a big part of many readings because your person actually does need to ask for forgiveness for hurting you, for making you confused, for sending mixed signals and mixed messages, for running away, for shutting down, for ignoring you, for just disappearing without an explanation. Because that is an immature behavior, isn't it? Well, of course it is. But this person is not going to be immature upon their return visit to you or upon their return to you rather because the emperor has that maturity and that stability coming with that number four in the major arcana. Number four all about stability, confidence, power, your person being very different when they return. Apologizing as well in a very beautiful way thinking well this says I miss you written on that condensation on that glass because this person is missing you they are craving and desiring you as well and they are thinking about you a lot with that nine of swords being here of course they are thinking about you all throughout the day all throughout the night when they get up in the morning they're thinking about you when they're taking a shower, when they're combing their hair, when they're brushing their teeth, when they're doing whatever it is they need to do to get ready for work, while they're at work, they try to push thoughts of you away because they're supposed to be focused on whatever they're supposed to be focused on at their job. But then in comes something that triggers a memory. In comes something that causes them to pause and reflect and feel nostalgic and think and rethink and overthink all of this because this person knows that they don't want to do life without you. They want you by their side. They are making decisions for love here to make that happen as well because they have much greater clarity which is truth, intentions and honesty. Being able to see clearly, being able to see the forest through the trees. Absolutely. Your person has awakened to so much within them which is definitely needed for the two of you to build a happy, healthy relationship moving forward because this person wants to return. They want to reconcile. They want to do a comeback. They want to apologize. They are going to ask for your forgiveness for everything that they did and everything that they said because this person has had a massive wakeup call and they know the two of you belong together.
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