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I'm getting a very particular energy today. This is someone who is showing up in the outskirts of the collective and I get there's like a strong back and forth whether it be energetically or physically with this person. But whoever this person is, they are quite literally living in the shadow of whatever they've done in connection to you. This is honestly someone that didn't really hold themselves accountable in any way. Meaning they thought that there were no spiritual repercussions internally for taking advantage of people or even like moving from a place of being very very selfish and they thought as long as there weren't any consequences for their actions in real life that they weren't beholden to them either way.
So, whoever this is, they feel like they achieved some type of feat with you. Whether it be through manipulating you or through harming you, through secrecy or through if you were in an actual relationship with this person, damaging your sense of trust in other people. But if you weren't, and I'm getting like this is somebody that you could have rejected or they seemingly rejected you and then went off to obsess and stalk and sort of like pry in your business and you didn't even know it.
And I'm getting a strong parallel between this person's energy and an energy that you grew up with. And this is somebody who is manifested in the physical realm or in the non-familiar non non-relative realm of the person that you may have grew up with. And I'm getting that for a lot of you, these revelations came back to back or they came in tandem simultaneously because with regards to the comparison I'm making for the person or the the friend or the sibling that you grew up with, that energy that I'm picking up on was a very secretive energy where they may have made sure that you didn't think they were concerned about you, like that you may have had like normal altercations with them and just like things get quickly heated or you may have been constantly in misunderstandings or disagreement with each other, but they put a lot of effort in making sure that you didn't know their internal world. And this is somebody that could have either read your diary or, you know, went through your stuff. If you're sharing a room and this is a friend or this is a sibling or even boarding school of some sort, they would like go through your stuff and like they would make a very secretive effort to get to know your internal world. There was no there was no integrity with regards to this person.
And that energy is mirrored in this lover or ex or acquaintance of some sort who went on to live their life and they they planned on moving on from whatever they did into other connections, friendships, relationships specifically. And they could have even disappeared momentarily. They could have like went off on their own, disappeared, or you really could have believed that there was really nothing going on. Like I I may have even made up a bunch of stuff in my mind. Maybe I overreacted or just like in general put it to the side. But what ended up happening is that this person was facing a very indirect form of karma where their they may not be held accountable for in terms of like feeling guilty but their karma is very reversed where the advantage that they took of you this specific variety of innocence and receptivity that you had when they executed whatever they executed against you is something that they cannot replicate or find in other people. And so they may have gone on with their lives, but they're living in the shadow of who they believe themselves to be, of how much control they they thought they had when they were doing what they were doing to you and the people that are around them at this time.
This is somebody who is circling the outskirts because seemingly things look amazing with you. Like you could be going through having like friendships, new relationships, or just in general, you're upbeat and you're going through this like process of integration and healing that's actually showing up in your real life. It's perceptible. And so it's not even about that this person comparing their life with yours. It's that they can't seem to shake you off. like they can't seem to shake off the impact that you had. And it's not even because they care about you. It's because they felt so in control when you were the one who was taking the brunt of their unhealed issues. They felt so in control and they thought, "I can get it anywhere else. I can recreate it." And they tried. This is somebody that may have gone through relationships, gone through friendships, gone through so many things, and it's like none of it is fitting. There's a sense of restlessness that has befallen this person.
And for a lot of you, this is someone that's probably going to approach you, or they already have. They're probably going to approach you. They're going to try to make it seem like, you know, nothing had ever happened between you or they're going to apologize. For some of you, that's rare. or they're going to move towards you as if you don't know exactly who they are. That's what I'm getting. As if you don't know exactly who they are, that if they gaslight you enough, if they make it seem like the past didn't happen, that they could get into your vicinity in order to get that sense of that hit, that dopamine, that rush that they're after. And for a lot of you, this is somebody who his their life, this person's life is going to go slowly downhill. Like the career that they have, the friendships that they have, and I'm getting like this weird sinking feeling in my stomach. Like I'm telling you this and I'm getting this like sinking feeling because this is someone, it's not an external force doing it to them. It's themselves. That's why it's so brutal because they thought they could handle. They didn't have any guilt and so they thought that was it. like I don't feel guilty. I obviously don't care. I whatever they did, if they did something illegal to you, nobody caught me. I'm good. I'm good. But this is someone that God is handling in a very particular way because you may not even know the depth of their transgression against you.
And the reason why I mirrored them to this energy that you may have grown up with because I'm getting a lot of childhood memories attached to this person. cuz when you met them, you could have had this like familiarity towards them like you were drawn to them naturally like something you know special about them or something that you felt was calling you to them and that is this familiarity that I'm drawing a parallel to with regards to your past and your childhood. There is a person in your past in a childhood setting that you honestly do not know the depth of this person's transgressions against you because for a very long time they would come out and they would paint it as if nothing has happened. Like they make it a business to stay in connection with family members with friends to always have a front an air of maturity an air of unity. That's what this energy is that the energy from your past. And so this is the same kind of person except you're beginning to see or you're having to see how this person is mirroring the way that you and your innocence has been sort of wielded against you in the past with these people.
Whoever this past energy is, this is somebody who literally was deeply envious of you in every possible way. And they have transgressed so many codes of integrity that they pretend to abide by. They pretend like they are above certain things. They pretend like they are either religious or they have this moral code that you are actually a little bit messy compared to them. That you don't listen or that your life is a little bit of like you need a firm hand on you. And this is how this person, this weird person tried to approach you. And their energy, however, was magnified. It was more overt even though it was covert, if that makes sense. Versus this familial or relative childhood energy or friend that you grew up with. they in parallel. This is somebody that has been holding up a mask and measuring measuring the gravity or measuring the access point of your life. Like I'm getting a very predatory energy from both of these people. very predatory where it's like they really believe that they have secluded or disguised themselves from you and they see you like this unmarred very like flawed but very magnetic kind of person that they feel like they could easily get one over and the fact that they're not able to at this time they're not able to access you and since they don't feel personal guilt God is handling them in a very particular way where all the path that they're taking, all roads lead to you. That's what I'm getting. Every single road is leading to you. And it's not in an egotistical like they love you type of way. No, it's in a very karmic way where all roads are leading back to you because these people enjoyed privileges that they don't necessarily come across every single day when it comes to you. And these are spiritual privileges. privileges of getting to a person that's very pliable. Being with a person that genuinely believes them, that genuinely hears them and cares for them, that holds themselves at a standard with regards to the connections that they inhabit. And this is the lesson that you have to learn as well. But they don't get that every day. And the people that they're coming across are very guarded. They're very cautious, suspicious people who don't necessarily divulge anything about themselves. Albeit that's a good quality to have. They don't necessarily like open up or they may even lie as well. They may, you know, be very selfish. They may take things from them. They may demand access to certain privileges. They may make their life a little bit harder.
It's like even though you could have rejected this person, right? I just want to make that clear because there's a rejection here. Possibly a back and forth rejection or an off and on situation. It wasn't the same as the other circumstances and people that they have dealt with because the other people it's like okay I got rejected that's fine. I'll go ahead and deal with it the way I deal with it. But with you there was there was a karmic electric connection. There was something about the poor the openness of your essence and your energy that made it irreplaceable or irreplicable. That's the word irreplicable. So this is somebody that is chasing a high. And it's not a high in terms of let me get good a good time. It's a high in terms of let me find somebody as pliable as the collective to take advantage of. But they can't seem to find that. And even if they do, they have been corrupted. Their soul is no longer virgin to that type of assault, to that type of marring. It's not a virgin. So, they can't feel that rush of control the way that they did. It's the old saying, right? Once somebody kills, they get a a taste for blood. And this is what I'm getting with these people. There's this predatory element of sort of crawling around the edges of your life only because they can't seem to find the the exact situation, the exact impact that they felt like they were having on you with other people. They can't seem to do that.
And you're going to see these people, if not backtoback, coming into your life or reaching out to you in a very sly way that completely dismisses any type of c any type of argument, any type of wrongdoing that had happened in the past. It completely dismisses it. And this is the power that these people have tried to have against you and your innocence and your impressionable impressionability. That's the word. Impressionability is that even a word that's the kind of influence they wanted to have where they thought if I disregard it enough then they will too then they will doubt themselves. You are not there anymore. You do not do that anymore. You don't see yourself as a victim or a villain or any form. You stand in your own frequency and you manage your connections. You wield your your intuition and it's only gotten better. And so the truth is they're coming in not so that they could apologize or make things better, but because they're drowning. They're literally drowning in a sea of neutrality. In a sea of neutrality that they have tried to drown you in. I really hope this makes sense. It's a very short message and I'm only giving it in a form of like it's not even a warning. It's like the energies that are currently around at this time. It's not as exciting as yesterday's message, but still, I really hope it resonated for those it belongs to. And as usual, I don't reach out. Those are scammers. Everything you need to know is in the description box down below. My readings are open. October is about to fill up. So once it does, I will close it up and I'll open it up again the next month. But until then, um, if you wish to support the channel, make sure to get the merch. And totally separate from the channel, I always say my book Sad Girl is also out. There is going to be a sequel very soon, very different and possibly possibly better. I'm not sure. I'm not sure yet because Sad Girl took about five years to write and it was one of the most hardest compilation of poetry pieces ever because it took I was in a very very bad situation in my life and I would say I was in a cocoon situation kind of like what I described in yesterday's video or the day before actually the longer one but I don't know I came to the conclusion that depression is not something that should be fixed or helped. Um, it's supposed to be seen and looked at and it's okay to want to, you know, it's okay to have these feelings, these very dark feelings, whether they be sexually dark, spiritually dark, all types of darkness. That's what that book is about, Sad Girl. So, go ahead, get it. You'll be surprised. And as usual, until next time.