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Hello, my friends, and welcome, or welcome back, to my channel. This is going to be a love reading. So you'll know if this message is resonating based on this first deck. You'll know if it's for you.
So we're going to see what spirit wants you to know about your current situation. We have the past, looking back, history, old days. So, it feels like there is someone in your past energy that you can't seem to let go of, that maybe you keep thinking about, or there's someone in your past who's thinking about you. There's a fly in my face. Maybe they're watching you. I just noticed we have "obsessed," can't stop thinking about you. So, you've got someone obsessed with you. Look, needing more, thoughts of you. So, maybe just thinking about you isn't quenching their thirst. Maybe they need actual, you know, communication with you or physical contact with you. And we have justice. So, your person could work in some sort of legal department, or they, you, or your person could be going through some sort of legal matter. There could need to be justice here. They could have wronged you in some way. We have "I need your love." No more running.
So, I'm seeing a theme here. I'm seeing a definite theme. Someone looking, thinking about the past with you, can't stop thinking about you, needing more. And now we have "I need your love." And that's what I meant about I think just thinking about you isn't quenching that thirst anymore. No more running. Um, and we do have uh, begging. So, begging for a second chance. Uh, maybe they're coming forward with an apology, with that legal card and non-action. So, I don't think this person has been taking any action towards you. I feel like it's been quiet.
So, let's see what we need to hear about this spirit. What does the viewer need to hear about this? We have financial ties and we have fire. So, this person is currently getting their life together, with this financial ties, and we have fire: Sagittarius, Aries, and Leo. So, you could be dealing with a fire sign, or you could be a fire sign. And we have keeping notes, deleting, and journaling. So, this is someone keeping—I'm hearing drafts about what they want to say to you. Um, this is someone typing out messages and then deleting them before they hit send. So, clearly this person needs more than just thinking about you. "Obsessed," confirmation. We have divine masculine and we have obsessed. So it feels like—and now we have earth. So, earth, fire signs could be symbolic. So it feels to me like whoever this was could have been in denial of this connection, but they can't deny it anymore. Um, they cannot stop thinking about you, and they could have been denying this connection in the past because we have denial on the bottom. So they could have been denying this connection. They could have been denying their own shadows here with this card, look past. They can't deny it anymore that they still think about you and divine masculine energy. So this is someone who's getting ready to step up into their power, getting ready to take action. You could be dealing with an Aries. Um, and then earth sign: Capricorn, Virgo, Taurus. And this obsessed card is also giving me um, Capricorn energy. Interesting.
So look, we have confession, about to reveal. So, this person could have discarded you in the past. They could have pushed you away. They could have denied this connection. They could have ghosted you with this discarding card. Um, and now we have confess, confession about to reveal. And we have begging on the bottom. So, it does feel like this person is about—I hate to say it like this, but I'm hearing they're about to come crawling back in after uh, disregarding you or pushing you away or ghosting you. They're about to come in and confess that they can't stop thinking about you, begging for another chance after not taking any action towards you. We have keeping notes. Lesson learned. So, this person has learned some sort of important lesson. Um, and I feel like they've been keeping notes about what they've been learning or what they've realized about this. And we have settlement. So, this person does want to come to meet halfway. Now I'm hearing that song, "The Middle." Um, which could be—that could have brought to your mind. Oh, what's that? Who sings that song? I'm hearing it, "just takes some time," every—whatever the words are, "everything will be all right." All right. Whoever sings that song, I was hearing that "Middle" song, but I'm also hearing that other one, "Why can't you just meet me in the middle? I'm losing my mind just a little." Um, agreement, compromise, meet halfway. So, it does feel—the fact that this is coming in underneath um, divine masculine, it does feel like this person is going like, look at this. It feels like they're about to reach out to you hoping that you'll reach back. This person could have been also struggling with their finances. That could have led to them ghosting you or denying this connection or walking away from you.
Let's keep going. So, we have soulmate, which that's the first card I saw, so I'm going to put it there. Um, so soulmate, can't stop thinking about you. They can't stop thinking about this connection they feel with you, this soul connection they feel with you. Six of cups, very nostalgic. Um, and we have in future weeks, months. So I feel like this meeting halfway, this confession, this communication is coming in the next few weeks or months for timing. [Music] Interesting. We have mirrored souls here. You could definitely be twin flames, mirrored souls. So, I kind of want to get a different deck for you. Hang on. I just want to get a little bit more. Whoa, that's crooked as all. Anyway, I want to get another deck for you. So, let's get some more information. What do we need to know about this connection? Spirit, what do we need to know about this connection? That was weird. I don't know if you saw that evil eye flipped out and flipped back in, and then this came flying out. So, fight for it. Stand up for—this person wants to stand up for this connection. They want to fight for it. They're about to step up. And look at the little hand. Um, you could have also had to put up boundaries with this person at some point. What do we need to know about this spirit? Look, we have talk, communicate, discuss, reach out. That's what I was hearing. So, someone wants to talk. Someone who feels like you're the one, meant to be, true love. So, this person feels like this was meant to be. We have chemistry, magnetic bond. So this person clearly feels a soul connection with you. Could be mirrored souls like we saw. And we have authentic. So someone's about to come in and be very authentic and honest with you, with truth and clarity. And we have stability on the bottom, which is giving me that masculine energy. So someone is in a more stable energy, and it's kind of pushing them to want to come towards you. I'm just going to get two more. One, two, three. Three came out. I'll put this on the bottom, but this has been outside of your control. Um, we have touch, physical. So, that's what I was hearing with that other deck, that this person, the thoughts of you aren't doing it anymore. It's not quenching their thirst anymore. They want to be with you. "I need your love," remember that card. And we have burnt out. So this person could have been—this person could have been very burnt out in the past. Overworked, finances, work could have been an interference within this connection. It could have been an external influence in this connection.
So we're going to get tarot. And I grabbed this purple deck. So, let's see what is coming in. We'll do an energy check. I feel like there's a card flipped over. Maybe I'm imagining things. Hanged man. So, it feels like this has been suspended. It's been up in the air. There's been a pause here with hanged man energy. Could be dealing with a Pisces. One more shuffle, and I'm just going to cut it like this. We have the three of cups. So, this person—I'm going to see what comes out in intentions and actions, but it does feel like this person wants some sort of reunion with you with the three of cups. They may want to see if you can—like if you'll even accept them as a friend. Um, but they are coming in with stability here. Ace of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles, wanting a fresh start. The Emperor. Oh my gosh.
All right. So, I want to look at your energy first. Show me the viewer's energy. We have the Knight of Swords. So, you could have a lot you want to say to this person, but you're holding back. Um, especially if you are a twin flame, a mirrored soul, you could resonate with—in the past, you know, impulsively reaching out to this person or trying to control the outcome or chasing them. Right now, it feels like you're holding back. Four of Pentacles, um, Knight of Swords. It feels like you have a lot you want to say to this person, but you're trying not to make any impulsive moves towards them, holding back. Four of Pentacles. But you haven't let go of this person either. You haven't let go of this person either. I just want to look at the Knight of Swords. Determination, very motivated to manifest your dreams. Slow down and enjoy the journey. So, it feels like you're trying to slow down. You're holding back. You're trying not to—again, it feels like you're trying not to chase. I was hearing pursue this person right now. So, you could be holding back. Let's get one more for your energy. We have the Hierophant. So you could be very focused on your own spiritual growth, your own spiritual evolution, your own spiritual ascension. Um, you could be focused on—for some of you maybe it's religion. You could be focused on—you could have a mentor in your life that you listen to or you look up to, or you could want to be a mentor to someone else. So we have Taurus energy and then we have air energy: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius. Feels like you're standing strong in your faith. I'm hearing very determined energy.
All right, let's see this person's energy. Not surprised by that one bit. So, we've got the Magician and the Chariot. So, we've got Cancer energy and then we have Virgo and Gemini. So, your person is in the energy of wanting to make something happen here with the Magician. I do feel like with all this thinking about you that they're doing, they're actively manifesting you, whether they realize that or not. This is someone who wants to be proactive here. The Magician, they're elevating um, all of their elements. I'm hearing the Chariot. That's a lot of forward movement here. Lots of forward momentum. And we have the Two of Pentacles on the bottom. So, right now they're—they're trying to—they're kind of going back and forth with whether or not it's the right time to communicate, whether or not they should come in. It's kind of that should I, shouldn't I? Should I? Shouldn't I? Back and forth. Typing, deleting, typing, deleting. Should I hit send? Should I delete? Should I hit send? Should I delete?
Let's see how you're feeling about them. We've got the King of Swords on the bottom. Oh, for how you feel about them. We've got the Fool and we've got the Four of Wands. So, you could definitely feel like this person had a fear of commitment, I'm hearing. Um, but for how you feel about them, it feels like you want them to be the one to take that leap of faith towards you. Um, you—it looks like you want a new beginning with this person. Four of Wands for how you feel about them. So, you see them as someone you could settle down with, as someone you could commit to. Maybe you—you were committed or married in the past for some of you. You could see this person as your 111, your twin, your twin flame. But, King of Swords on the bottom for how you feel about this person, it's like you want them to talk to you. You want them to be the ones to come towards you with truth and clarity. Look at this. We've got the Seven of Pentacles. So, it feels like you're waiting to hear from this person. This person could be very um, intelligent, analytical. Let's see how they're feeling about you. You could have had plans to buy a house in the past. You could have spoken about that, and then something happened. How are they feeling about you? Oh, we've got the Six of Cups. I said that with this card right here. So, for how they feel about you, they do feel like you're a soulmate. Six of Cups, very nostalgic, wanting to reach out. Six of Cups, wanting to reconnect with someone from their past. That's you. That's how they're feeling about you. Can't stop thinking about you. Six of Cups, thinking about memories with you. Six of Wands for how they feel about you. So, they could be watching you online. Look, I was just about to say they could be watching you. And then we have the Page of Swords on the bottom. Um, at one point I did see the online card as well. Oh, it was underneath—it's underneath this. Um, look, this is exactly what I mean. It's underneath this mirrored soul, online, looking for you online, needing more. So whatever they're seeing online isn't—I don't know why I keep hearing quenching their thirst. You know what it's like to be thirsty and you drink and drink and drink and nothing quenches your thirst. That's what's coming through. Um, so it does feel like this person could be watching you online for how they feel about you. They want success here. They want harmony and balance. We have two sixes here, and sixes are about harmony and balance. Um, Page of Swords. So, they want to start a conversation with you here. They could be feeling like they need to get more information about you before coming in. Like maybe they want to know if you have someone else in your energy, for example. For how this person feels about you, you made them feel very seen and very loved with the Six of Wands, and maybe they didn't know what the hell to do with that. Um, they could have ran from that. I want to get one more for how they're feeling about you. We have the Hermit. So, they do feel like you've withdrawn your energy um, from them. With the Hermit, it's also showing—yeah, Eight of Cups. So, this person feels like you've withdrawn your energy. You've walked away. You're not pursuing them anymore. Um, they could also be the hermit, and we have Aries energy and Virgo energy, but this person could be reflecting on how they really didn't treat you the best. You know, maybe you were accepting less than you deserved here.
Let's look at their intentions. Stop falling on the floor, please. We have the Three of Wands and the Six of Pentacles. So their intentions are to have equal give and take with you, reciprocity, balance, another six. So there's definitely this energy of wanting to restore harmony. This fell on the floor, Wheel of Fortune, which is about decisive moments. I mean, it's about more than that. Um, but I—I immediately heard decisive moments. So there is this—their intention is to progress towards you with the Three of Wands. That's when someone—the Two of Wands is kind of when you're standing there and you're like, should I? Shouldn't I? And you're almost afraid to take that step forward and to move forward and to move towards that person. The Three of Wands is when you move forward. That's movement. That's um, growth. So their intentions here are to come towards you, decisive moment, and that's their current energy is like back and forth, should I, shouldn't I? So their intentions are to make a decisive decision. That's another thing with the Wheel of Fortune, decisive decision to come towards you. Three of Wands. And the Three of Wands is also about wanting to create a lasting foundation with you. So, they want to build stability with you. I'm going the wrong way. Um, next stage in relationship, romantic momentum, creating a lasting foundation. So they do want to take control of this wheel here, and the Wheel of Fortune talks about making adjustments. It also talks about navigating changes—with—they want to navigate these changes with you. They want to create a stable foundation and navigate forward with you. Six of Pentacles, equal give and take and reciprocity. Um, there could be a gift involved with the Six of Pentacles. So maybe around your birthday. They could be intending to reach out around your birthday or around their birthday or a holiday. Um, Queen of Cups. So this person, their intentions are to deepen an already existing connection with you. Queen of Cups.
So let's see what action they're taking in the [Music] future. What action are they taking in the future? Interesting. So, we have the King of Pentacles. We have the Moon in reverse and we have the Hanged Man, which I know is typically—I—I talk about it—Hanged Man as a pause, but Hanged Man is also about new perspectives. So, I'm just going to confirm. I want to confirm with one more card just to make sure. Show me this person's [Music] actions. Yeah, we have the Three of Cups here. So, that's what I was seeing. That's what I was seeing earlier. Um, was I seeing the Three of Cups earlier? Yeah, I was. Reunion energy, reconnection energy. So for actions, I do see this person taking action towards you, wanting to reconnect with you. Yes, it was this because I said they could come in and offer you friendship first. And I know most of you don't want friendship from this person. Um, but their actions could be to come in and kind of—I'm hearing test the waters and see if they can reconnect with you. They might hold back a little when they first come in with the Three of Cups. I actually wanted to confirm the Hanged Man with the Three of Cups. So, I'll put the Three of Cups over here. So that's showing me like this person. They could—because of their own fear and uncertainty, they could be testing the waters here with the Three of Cups and the Hanged Man until they see how you'll react. King of Pentacles. This is someone who wants stability. This is someone who wants to commit to you. King of Pentacles. They are coming forward with a stable offer. I'm just wondering—motorcycle could be symbolic. I'm just wondering with this—this Three of Cups, this reunion energy and then Hanged Man. It's almost like this person is going to come in and reunite with you and kind of test the waters and hold back a little until they see how you react. And then the Moon in reverse talks about a truth, and you have confession. So it does feel like there's something that maybe this person is holding on to. And I'm not talking about a person, but there could be some sort of truth that they're holding on to that they need to confess to you once they see how you react, once they test those waters. That's what this feels like. It feels like there's a confession here, a truth that maybe they've been holding back. Hopefully that makes sense. Um, but there's a confession here with the Moon in reverse. There's a truth that they're communicating with you. That truth could also be that they see a long-term future with you. Maybe they tell you that they still need more time. Maybe they tell you that they want to work on reconnecting. They still need more time. They're open and honest, truthful, that they still need a bit more time before they can fully commit um, and be that stable partner, but there's definitely a stable offer coming with the King of Pentacles.
So, I want to do—I want to see what's blocking this connection. What is currently blocking this connection? We have justice. Oh my gosh. So, there's a few things. There's a few things that could be blocking this connection right now. One of them very clear, Seven of Cups on the bottom as a blockage. This person could have made you feel like an option, but the Seven of Cups as a blockage to me is someone who has clarity. They know what they want to do. They know what action they want to take, but they are putting it off. They're avoiding it or they're procrastinating. And I just heard Frodo in my head. I just heard, "I know what I must do, but I am afraid to do it." So, I do feel like that's a blockage here. Especially if your person needs to like take accountability. If this person—remember I saw the legal card and I said this person could have wronged you in some way. So, one of the blockages here could have been that they wronged you, and then when you brought that up, they blamed you unfairly. As a blockage, justice can be—they blamed you unfairly for something they did, or they projected onto you the blame and the fault. Um, another one—one is an imbalance in the relationship. So, this person could have prioritized work over you. They could have prioritized friends over you. They could have prioritized other things over you.
You. This could also be one of the blockages I'm hearing; is this person could have like a hard time taking accountability and saying they're sorry. And I know that that doesn't make sense to—Oh, dang. It's gone. I read the inner work to my soul tribe in my soul tribe readings, and one of the things that that book talks about is for someone who is on the healing journey. It's easy for someone who's healing to take accountability and to admit their faults and to look at their shadows. But for someone who is not on the healing journey, someone who is stuck in the 3D, it can be really hard for them to take accountability, and their ego gets triggered and they project outwards. So that could be a blockage here.
I just want to look at the energy between you a month from now. So in one month, what will this shared energy be between the two of you? Um, okay. We have the 10 of Pentacles and the eight of Pentacles. That's interesting. That caught me off guard. Um, this is saying long-term stability, foundation; eight of pentacles, both of these cards, commitment, um, dedication in a relationship, creating a lasting foundation, which is actually not that surprising because that is this person's intentions. That's quick. Um, achieved relationship goal, cultivating a strong relationship, and it talks about commitment and dedication. So, I do feel like you're going to see this person—that's like I said, King of Pentacles—they're coming in with a stable offer, and I feel like even if they do test the waters, it's not going to take them long to commit and dedicate themselves to this. And 10 of Pentacles is a long-lasting foundation. It can be marriage, relationship milestones, foundation, stability, family approval.
What is your advice about this person? Well, that's interesting. So, I have a few—I'm hearing a few things. Um, one of the things I'm hearing is right now your person is still in a guarded energy. And that's what I meant about this—that two of wands—like getting ready to leave their comfort zone. So, I do feel like right now your person is still in this guarded energy with the nine of wands, but there is—I feel like this person has a lot of baggage or a lot of burdens that maybe they carried from childhood—with this makes sense—mirrored souls. Um, you would have triggered this within them. Um, but I'm hearing—one of the first things I learned about the nine of wands is what I'm hearing—you're wounded and wary from battle, but persevere with hope and determination. The nine of wands is about a love that's not easy. It's not easy. It's not like fairy tale love. Although I always say, "Show me a fairy tale where there's not obstacles and blockages and things like that." And I actually heard something really interesting today. I was listening to Baba Jolie, and she was seeing—I don't know anything about the royal family—but she was mentioning I think William and Kate and about how they went through quite a lengthy separation before they got married. Um, and I don't know why that's coming to my mind, but it just came to my mind. Um, when I said fairy tale, not that the royal family is like a fairy tale, but what I was saying is show me a fairy tale where there's not blockages, where there's not separation, where there's not distance, you know?
So your advice about this person: last stand, persistence. You may be feeling wounded and weary from battle, but persevere with hope and determination. This is a connection that requires hard work. It's not easy because it triggers both of you into self-improvement. And you know your advice about this person, if this person comes in, this says don't be a garbage human being. A garbage human. Don't be a garbage human. So if this person comes in and they're still acting like a garbage human, peace. It says peace right on there. If this person comes in and they're still acting in their old ways, whatever ways those are for whoever's watching this, stand firm in your boundaries and say no. Don't put up with less than you deserve. Let's get one more. It also talks about the last stand that you're close to some kind of completion. One more card of advice, we have the Knight of Pentacles. So, it feels like that's also a card about determination. So, be determined. And maybe this has been moving at a snail's pace. The Knight of Pentacles is the slowest moving knight in the deck, but it's the most determined. So, I'm hearing, you know, don't give up. Don't give up. Knight of Pentacles for advice. Like maybe your person for actions, they're coming in in the King of Pentacles. So right now, maybe they're at this last stage where they're still in that Knight of Pentacles energy, hard work, methodical approach. If you are currently halfway through something, this card is a reminder to remain consistent and committed to your goals. So that's why I was hearing don't give up. And there it's slow and steady progress. You know, I think Baba Jolie was saying that those two royal people were separated for a year. Um, and I know and you can—there's lots of information out there about counterparts. Counterparts go through long separations, depending on what wave you're in. It differs for each wave. So, slow and steady progress will lead you to success. Your diligent and hard work will be well paid. So, don't give up.
All right. I want to get some channeled messages from your person. Your person could have been a self-sabotager. Withholding love from you, I withheld love for myself. What does your person want to say to you? Oh my gosh. That's the first cut or when I cut the deck after the shuffle. We have reunion. The force of love, the force of reunion is unstoppable. Together we are one. They're all face down. Your person is so secretive. We have soulmates. I'm drawn to you in a way I've never experienced before. A love so deep and complex. We have soul agreement. You both made an agreement to focus on yourselves and then come back together as one. I have to tell you guys something funny. I was talking to—I have this friend. She was my best friend before I awakened. And then after I awakened, we both—we're both very different now. Like we're both very different. And she has no idea what I do. She has like no idea what I do for work. She knows that I have a YouTube channel. She knows I read tarot. She's not open to it, like open to tarot, which is fine. We're all different. Um, but this morning I was talking to her about some stupid show, some stupid reality show, and I used the term situationship, and I said, "Really? On this show, these are all like situationships." And she said, "We are way too old to even be using that term situationship." And it's like clearly you don't know what I do for work because that's kind of what I channel is situationships, these complicated soul agreements. But anyway, um, this could have been a situationship. You both made an agreement to focus on yourselves and then come back together as one. Irresistible. I cannot resist you. You're the best I've ever had. You have my undivided attention. This is very similar to cards I just pulled for another reading. We have secrets and remember in their—in their action—there's something they want to reveal to you. So this person could have some sort of secret or confession. We have black. They could have kept you a secret. Um, black and white. I've always tried to be realistic with life, but you opened me up to color. We have advice. I've been asking my friends for advice on how to handle the situation with you. That's funny that that came out when I just brought up that friend. She'll never see this, so I'm just going to speak my mind. But [Music] um, people who don't—that card always reminds me of bad advice. So this person could have gotten bad advice about this situation. Also with that justice card being a blockage, blaming you unfairly. This could have been someone who blamed the problems to their friends—all on you. So instead of being like, "Oh yeah, I was a garbage human being and I didn't treat them right and I treated them like an option or whatever, whatever your situation is," they could have turned that around and said, "Nah, they treated me like this and they did that," and blamed everything on you, and then their friends could have given them some bad advice. Also, friends who are not on this journey and have never experienced a soul contract don't really understand what it's all about. And that example I gave of my friend is the perfect example. Like we're too old for the term situationship. I'm like, like you have no idea. Um, but like even on my journey, it was like 3 years ago now. She told me, "I don't want to hear another thing about soul connections. I don't—don't even talk to me about it. Um, they give you advice like why would you waste your time on that and there's plenty of fish in the sea and this and that and blah blah blah."
Anyway, let's get a few more. We have speak up. I'm not letting you go, and you will hear from me very soon. Don't give up on me. We have divine feminine. You're a goddess who healed me and transformed me to my higher self. We have apology. You could have Taurus placements. I just did a reading where very similar cards came out. Apology. I'd never take you for granted again. I've learned my lesson. I am sorry. We have karmic. So, that could be part of the confession. There could have been a karmic involved. Karmic doesn't have to be love, by the way. It could have been a friend. Look right beside this friend card. So, they could have had a karmic attachment. We have weirdos. You make me feel comfortable in my skin. I can be myself with you. Psychic. Your intuition scares me. How much do you really know about me? So, whatever their confession is, you probably already know what it is. Or you could have seen through this person in some way. We have choices. A decision between love and fear. We fall in love by chance and stay by choice. And that's the thing about a lovers connection, and you have to choose it. Um, look, we got twin flame. They know this is a once in a-lifetime type of love. You feel like home. You are the one. And we have third eye. My third eye can never forget what my heart has seen. The true love I feel for you. And look on the bottom. We have over it. I love this card. They know you are over their games and you will no longer accept less than you deserve. [__] right. Anyway, I'm going to get in trouble. YouTube's going to get mad at me for swearing. So, I'm going to leave it here, my friends. I'm sending you lots of love and light, and I will talk to you soon. Bye.