Transcription
This has been eating away at them. Seven of Wands. Interesting. That's the person with the one wand, like trying to defend themselves against six other ones that are trying to knock them off their feet. So this is why they needed a pause. This was like just so many anxieties. Like they could be someone that wants to make out like they don't have these anxieties. They're cool, calm, collected. They have everything in order. They could feel like they're they may only be loved if they're sort of balanced and poised. They may fear that they're being too overly emotional, if they're feeling all over the place at times, or their anxieties are getting the better of them.
This could be like a very subconscious wound, like they may have felt emotionally abandoned in their childhood. So if they had a lot of emotions, they felt rejected, like they couldn't express any of those or show any of those. They felt like they would be abandoned for having all of those emotions. So this could be a very subconscious fear that's recently been coming up as well. This is what I mean about a whole accumulation of heaviness and anxieties. Seven of Wands, it's that defensive energy. They've they needed a pause because they were surrounded by all of these negative thoughts, and it was weighing heavy, and they were juggling so much, and there's the stormy seas in the background. They're like, "I don't know what to do. I don't really want to communicate anything whilst I'm all over the place, because then I could make you all over the place by saying the wrong thing." So they're like, "Well, this is a very defensive energy." It's like they've been trying to find their balance. They've been trying to figure it all out themselves and then come back. But I feel like this person, they could only really figure things out through communicating like that. That talking really helps them to understand themselves and their thoughts a lot more profoundly, and it helps the storm to pass.
See, in the past free readings, I've cried, because I am now again, and you know, all these other years that I've been doing these readings, I haven't really cried. Maybe once, but recently it's been like every reading. Seven. Another seven. Seven of Cups again. So, seven of wands, seven of cups, seven of cups again. Uncertainty, a lot of thoughts in the air, not knowing where they stand. This pause. It may have made a if they weren't communicating, they may have felt like you were waiting for them to say something as well. And then they don't have any blame or anything towards you whatsoever, but they may have felt pressured like, "Oh, this person's waiting for me to like say something and reassure them, but they're trying to reassure themselves first." We have this yin and yang. Balance, oneness. The roots run deep in your connection. There's a breakthrough here. This is like the puzzle pieces coming together. And it's they're like keys, a lock and a key. They fit together, puzzle pieces, and then it opens. It unlocks like a doorway, because look at how all this light is shining out from the center of this. Wow. The two owls. Another seven. Seven. You could be seeing sevens. Seven in the tarot is in the major arcana is the chariot. So it's balance, movement forward, the black and the white sphinx, yin and yang, like this balance, movement forward, or you could be seeing sevens to clarify this message. Seven of Pentacles again is about a pause, but to see like a higher perspective. To me, this is like the lovers. This is wisdom. This is you reconnecting with this person, you flying forwards together into the sunlight. There's been some mountains. There's been some difficulties recently, and it's really it has been because all of these uncertainties have really just suddenly escalated again.
I'm seeing I've mentioned it several times in the past. I'm seeing a book that I bought for my son quite a few years ago, and it's called something like "The Bag of Worries," and how when we don't talk about our anxieties, they just grow and grow, and this bag becomes really, really huge, and this is like this the accumulation of rotting, decaying anxieties within, eating away at you. This is a lot of subconscious triggers. This is some deep wounds have already been stirred up within this person to do with like abandonment. It may have taken this person off guard, like they weren't expecting all of this to come up, so they didn't know what to do with it. It's like a lot has come up all at once. It's a lot to juggle. This is someone who likes to get everything in a row. They like to, you know, something comes up. Normally, it could be just one cup, and they're like, "Oh, let's focus on that, and then I can heal this, and I overcome this, and then everything's okay again." But it's like all these different things, and they've been so subconscious, like in this basement, in the deepest, darkest corners of the subconscious. This is why they've also not been able to communicate these things to you for a long time because they haven't known what these things are. They felt like a right mess. Okay? They felt like a mess. They don't like feeling like a mess. They like to feel balanced. They felt like a mess, and they didn't want to make a complete mess of your connection through communicating when they were all over the place. But this is a return. This is like an understanding between you both.
What is the time? 41 minutes. Which cards shall I look at next? Let's look at these ones. Golden memories. Someone's reminiscing a lot about past experiences that you've shared. Golden memories. Like absolutely blissful, amazing memories. These are like the most precious things to your person, maybe to both of you. The most precious things are the memories. But they feel anxiety and fear like they don't want these to just be memories. Like they don't want to lose you. They don't want to lose this connection. They may have sabotaged unintentionally recently. Creativity. This has also been an element. Okay. Like this shift, this new beginning that I've been feeling for quite a long time is like the soul is wanting a new avenue through which to express itself in some kind of way, a new creative way to express itself. But you know that uncomfortable, frustrating feeling when you feel like you're being called to express yourself or do something in this world, but you don't know what that is. And it can feel very uncomfortable. This can also be like trying to figure out like the most aligned way to express the soul creativity creatively, like there's a newness, and I'm feeling this like with my channels as well, but I don't know how or what in what way how to like have this newness in terms terms of expressing myself on my channel. There's something that's wanting to come through within one of you or maybe both of you feeling this. There's something wanting that the divine is wanting to be expressed in a new and a fresh way alongside the already established ways. But some one of you could be feeling blocked with that as well, like there's this flow. You feel like there's this flow. There's this opening that's going to occur, this new beginning, this new energy, but you're in a pause because it's not quite the right time. So, this is why someone's been feeling a bit of a mess, okay? Because there's a lot of energies, but nowhere to go with it right now, or that's how it feels. But it's a temporary pause. Okay, this is the universe making this happen, like moving from an old timeline into a new timeline. There's an in in between kind of stage, relationship is moving forwards, riding the wave like the dolphins. The dolphins with their like telepathic communication. The angel here, the angels are guiding your connection. Okay. The angels are protecting your connection.
Let me clarify this relationship card with another tarot deck. Knight of Cups. Wow. Romance. We had that already as well in the other deck. Knight of Cups. So that's two of you with an open heart. This is like an excitement. This is like, you know, I don't know what it's called when the horse does this, but they're about to like race forwards full force. This is what you've been waiting for. This uncertainty, this anxieties, all of this crap. I'm I'm seeing this as all of this like shadow coming up. And it is to be healed and cleared before you can move onto that higher timeline. It's like with the pause, it's like you've been held back. So then there's this like eagerness to just suddenly race forwards full force. Let's clarify again this relationship card. The Hierophant normally shows two monks looking up to the Hierophant. So that's like the twin-flame energy. I'm telling you, this is like moving into a higher timeline together because you're looking up to the hierophant. Some sort of spiritual mastery, moving you into a new phase within your union. Let's get one more card. Yeah, look. Moving through a gateway, divine marriage of the yin and the yang. You could be seeing 111. I've been seeing 111 like crazy. I can go like years without seeing 11-11, but I've literally seen it about 20 times over the past few weeks. Um, stability. This is all about your union, deepening, weathering the storm, moving into this new timeline together. Fear is the block. Okay. Over the block card. Fear. This is what's coming up, and this is what needs to be removed. This is what's being worked through. I feel like there is a breakthrough. Like there's more communication that's going to be happening now. It's like this person had a fear of like [Music] being open and expressive about what they're thinking, what they're feeling. They could at times definitely feel like they want to just get everything in order within themselves first and then like open up or come forwards or come back.
Let me clarify the fear. I just don't know what card to clarify with. Um, fear. What is this fear about the fish? This is about money normally. Um, maybe not the right deck to use to clarify this fear. But for some of you, it could be relevant. There could be financial worries perhaps. But what is this fear? I want to get one of these love cards because this fear is about them opening the heart and being vulnerable. Deep in your heart, you already know the answer. Do what feels right. This is what they've been trying to like dive deeply into that inner knowing, fear. What is this feeling of this new beginning? A new adventure awaits. Embrace it and live your dreams passionately. Someone's fearing this person is fearing like releasing so much responsibility, which was their decision to take on, and it wasn't ever wrong, like this was like the old like um timeline, which isn't wrong at all. Like they have all of these golden memories. They treasure already everything that's already happened between you both and the dynamic between you both and everything. Like they treasure everything like it's brings them such a wholesome feeling, wholeness. They're so fulfilled with that. But now they're basically transitioning into surrendering. Like they need to release worrying so much. It's because they love you so much. Like they worry so much about you like and how they're coming across and if they're hurting you, but they're being called into a higher version of themselves. Maybe there's been some sort of codependency here between you both, and there's a release of that codependency to allow your connection to breathe and expand and grow into a higher level of unconditional love where you're both free from the fears, the anxieties. Especially like the emphasis here on this person who's felt overly responsible because they took on that responsibility because they wanted to. Um, they they deeply fear that you're feeling abandoned by them surrendering and setting you both free. Again, not for you to just both float, you know, float away and completely separate, but because this was how it could feel like to both of you, perhaps even like it could be a fear like if you surrender then your connection will just dissipate. But it's not that. It's allowing your connection to breathe. It's allowing your connection to expand because you're being called into this new beginning. Deep in your heart, you already know the answer. Do what feels right. It feels right to go with this new beginning. You can't stop it anyway. It's a divine happening. A new adventure awaits. Embrace it and live your dreams passionately.
So, let's get the last few cards for this reading. What do you need to know from spirit? Grace and gratitude. Through gratitude, joy expands. I feel like there is a shift here. Someone could communicate their feelings. Someone could communicate their anxieties, and it's going to allow them to dissipate somewhat of them through expressing them. They can see themselves all of these anxieties more clearly. That could be a divine feminine because that seems very much like a divine feminine way of of dealing with like issues, to like express them. But some of you, you could feel very sort of like balanced within your feminine and masculine. Like you could be the feminine in terms of you need to express a lot of things all at once. It's like you lay it all out on the table through expressing your feelings, and then you can see the overall picture. But then you could also the other side of you could feel balanced in your divine masculine where you go inwards a lot, and you also try and figure all these things out by yourself. Um, grace and gratitude. Overall, this is a shift in energy, moving back into more lightness, more balance, being surrounded by sunlight rather than feeling locked away in this basement, so to speak, of the shadows in the subconscious plaguing your mind. Journey by moonlight. Believe in magic. This is a wonderful energy. I'm seeing someone on a pilgrimage because this is the Sacred Traveler deck, I believe it's called. So, it's all about journey, movement, and I'm seeing like someone on a pilgrimage and them deciding to make a change like just for a change. They're going to travel by night. They're asleep during the day, and they travel by night. This is like the the newness that is wanting to come in. Like I was saying about this creativity card, there's some sort of fresh energy. Like also, you know, all of this stuff coming up. It's been extremely frustrating for this person. They're like, "What is this? What is this freaking block or all of these blocks?" Because I want to move through them. It's been a frustration because there's this feeling of a newness, like I said, a novelty, like a new energy coming in, a new way of creatively expressing themselves, of aligning with the divine through that, but then them not knowing how to go about it or them worrying like is Is it going to hurt you or is it going to step on your toes? Or is it going to come across in the wrong way? But they don't even know what is going to come across or what could potentially step on your toes. This is what I mean. It's just like a whirlwind of all kinds of shadows, blocks, feeling in that in-between stages, creativity wanting to come through, basically wanting to become unstuck. It's a very strange energy, but it is like that in-between stage of the old timeline and then the newer timeline that you're aligning with, first light. Interesting. Traveling by light, and then the dawn is coming, beginning a new cycle. Wow. It's interesting. This is like all of the shadows traveling by night. There's a lot of shadow right now. Darkness. You can't see in the darkness. This is all a divine happening. Okay. And then you're transitioning into the first light. Beginning a new cycle. And we just had new beginning. A new adventure awaits awaits. Embrace it and live your dreams passionately by overcoming fears or overthinking or worrying about what others, you know, are going to think or feel. There could be a lot of this. I know, again, I'm going to use my own personal example when it comes to my channel. I do feel like sometimes the readings that I do, especially on my other channel, Soul Whispers Tarot, some of those readings, they're heavy energy, or they could be more like especially the titles. I feel pressured to do like these bold titles because if you just write a normal one, um your video just falls under the radar unfortunately these days on YouTube. So, personally, I feel like a lot of my titles and maybe some of the topics, they're kind of like shadow or ego, or I I do worry about how I come across in those. It's sort of somewhat feels out of sorts, out of alignment with my true self, but then during the actual messages I'm trying to convey and help people. So there's that as well, like someone's overly worrying about what the other divine counterpart thinks about them. Look here it is, impasse, if that's how you say it. It's another word I never know how to say. Reflect and redirect your energy because the because the path comes up against this brick wall. This is so interesting. My dad was telling me a story. He read a book. I don't know who the book was about, but it was someone who traveled from one side of Britain all the way from the bottom to the top or the top to the bottom, whatever, and they were going along this um predetermined path. And literally my dad was literally telling me just the other day about how this man was on this really long path through the woods because we were sitting in the woods. You know, we were on our own walk when my dad was telling me this, and this man was in the woods and um on this path in the middle of nowhere, and then someone had put like this illegal like fence up right across the path, and he had to do a massive like detour to get to the other side where he needed to be. So that's just so interesting. There's a block in the path. I'm telling you, this is like the pause, the Hangman. You're like, "I need to get there. I know that the new beginning is there, but I feel this is all of the blocks, wounds, fears, anxieties, that in-between stage that needs to be shifted before this can all clear and you can continue to move forwards." This is the frustration. This is the confusion. This is the feeling all over the place feeling right now. But it's a divine happening, like you know this is the frustration like you feel you're moving down this path or you're you're supposed to be you will be but then right now you're at a pause. It's like the time is not just yet. So you're in that in-between like you know you're going to be moving forward but not just yet. You can't move backwards. Navigating by the stars again, like the moonlight. Follow your bliss. I'm telling you, this is a lot of movement into your subconscious right now, into these blocks. This is what the block is. You I'm hearing from spirit right now. You could be fearful of the new beginning. Look, the new beginning is over that fear card. Deep in your heart, you already know the answer. Do what feels right, but your mind may be second-guessing because you're worrying. You're like, "Oh, I'm afraid to move forwards because it might really hurt someone or it what does it mean for this connection, but you know that this is an infinite love at the same time. Wherever you go, they go. Follow your bliss. Believe in magic. Again, this other card says, "Do what feels right." You're afraid. You're afraid to do what feels right because you're going to expand like this. A part of you just wants to hold back and be small because you're This is so subconscious. Okay. Someone is fearful of their own liberation, their own expansion, their own freedom, their own expression, free expression. You've been afraid of your own free expression recently, but this is being cleared. Okay? May take a little while, but once it's cleared, once you become more confident within yourself, once you do what feels right for you, be smooth sailing. At the bottom of the deck, we have valiant courage. Take action with passion. I'm telling you, this is that creative energy that the divine wanting to flow through you. It's through your expression, but you've been afraid to just be free and be yourself. You've been worrying about what people think. You've been worrying about stepping on people's toes. You've been worrying about hurting people. You've been feeling overly responsible. You've been confused about what they're thinking, what they're feeling. Are you saying the right thing? Are you doing the right thing or not? Somehow you are navigating. Somehow you are going to find your way to be able to just be free because you are missing like that totally free expression because that is your normal state. You're missing that. That's the flow. I swear I just saw a flow somewhere. I don't know. Maybe it was on at the bottom of this deck at one point, but uh yeah, you are in the process of somehow finding your way into this liberation to be free flowing again by working through these fears of doing that, working through these blocks. And you and your divine counterpart are will be flowing along that path together. Things are changing. Things may not be exactly as they were before, but I feel that is the nature of life. Everything's evolving, as
Time passes.
So, if this reading has resonated with you, please let me know in the comments. Give it a thumbs up, share it, subscribe. That all really helps me out with the algorithm.
Thank you so much for joining me here. Take care. Bye.