🌟 Aquarius ♒️ Your Spirit Team Has Been Speaking Clearly To You 💫 | Mid-June 2025

[Music] Hello, my Aquarius friends. Welcome in, guys. I hope you're doing well. This is for Aquarius and Aquarius placement. So, a little bit of a funny thing just happened. I was, um, I knew that I was—I felt pulled to do an energy check-in for you, a mid-month energy check-in.

I never know coming into the readings what it's going to be. If there's a moon coming up, I know, okay, I have to do this for, you know, the members or whatever. I have to do this kind of this kind of reading for this time frame or with something going on. So, um, anyway, I didn't sit down, got guidance to this deck, and then I was like, "Okay, well, what tarot deck do you want me to use?" having that kind of check-in with spirit and, um, I heard, "You'll know after you pull the oracle." It was kind of like I was sitting here way too long. I was like, "Okay, well, what deck do you want me to use then?" And I was getting nothing. And then I heard that. So, uh, I'm guessing there's something here that's significant.

I want to thank all of you that joined the live last night. That was fun. We'll do that again. That was a lot of fun. I enjoyed hanging out with you guys. And, uh, hopefully you guys get to check those timestamp readings. If you didn't, I did an all signs reading, went into each zodiac sign, so be sure to check your placements. Okay. Uh, for my members, your July readings are going out early. Okay. You'll be seeing those start trickling in. Uh, I have to get them done before, you know, what happens. Okay. All right. So, let's, um, let's dive in here and see what's going on. Show me, Aquarius.

The energy is gaining momentum. I've had this—I've started on some oil of oregano because I'm not sure why I have this like mucousy thing going on. So, we always go the holistic route first. Um, so sorry if it's kind of annoying right now. All right, be bold and make the first move. Okay, let me pull this microphone closer. Sorry, guys, the ding ding ding ding ding of the shelf. Give me a second. So, I am making a note that I'm—I'm seeing a lot of pink here. Okay. Um, that can have to do with the heart chakra. Um, but I'm also getting like these purples. So, it could be the crown. What I'm getting—there's some—there is something stirring here for you. Oh, interesting. Okay. Oh, is this why? Yeah. Okay. This is not—this is not normal. They're saying to pull.

Okay. So, a lot of you know about this deck. This is actually two decks. Um, it's called the Soul Cards, volume one and two. I've just combined them. And there are no meanings for these cards. They are just strictly read intuitively. Okay. So, I'm being asked to pull this. There's something stirring. Let me get this other message out. I was getting the initial one. Um, I feel like this might be something you're about to begin. Okay. [Laughter] Okay. Hang on. I got to do something here because that's not allowed. Give me one second, guys.

Okay. So, Aquarius, you have your heels dug in about something here in regard to this. I'm just going to pull this card up 'cause I need to look at it. Um, some of you might be worried about like perfectionism, being perfect, and something needing to be perfect. Um, they're saying that that is—that is—that's the key to something. The key to something. Give me a second. I'm trying to understand what they're giving me here. It's something—it has something to do with you being like, um, a peak of power. Okay. Um, it's not all-powerful. Okay. It's nothing like that. It's just that you're at the like this—the peak of it is what I'm getting. Um, okay. Thank you. Peak performance. They're telling me peak performance. Thank you. Wow. Okay. Okay. I'm going to pull one more. I just feel led to pull one more of these here. Wh—Okay, two more then. Yes, that's exactly what it is. Surrender to the divine. And you have to step out of your comfort zone. North Node.

Okay. Some of you might have a North Node in Aquarius watching this. Um, I—I saw some comments and please correct me if I'm wrong, but I—I did a little digging like to find out because I hadn't really been keeping track of it, but I did—somebody did mention, um, that the north and south node—south node would be switching—moving into Leo North Node and Aquarius. And my knowledge—that does not happen until next year, um, like springtime next year. I think it's March or April, if I recall correctly. Maybe as late as June. I don't—I can't recall exactly the date, but I know it's like the first half of next year. Um, but this nonetheless, okay, this is about you moving into your north node. You guys have heard me talk about this. When you're dealing with your south node, you're kind of—you're comfortable in a certain—you're comfortable doing a certain thing, doing something a certain way. Okay. Falling back into like patterns and habits, right? When you're learning something new, it can feel a little uncomfortable. It's like being in—being the newbie, you know, or the way that I could liken it to is like a rookie in—in, you know, coming out of the academy going into law enforcement, right? So, there's a little bit of this like, you know, you're the baby, you're the baby of the family. We have to teach you the ways. Um, and I don't know if there's something like feel that's uncomfortable to you. It could be that. Yeah, some of you got some 11. This is about 11th house. This is, um, for some of you maybe Chiron even in Aquarius I feel, but north node here is definitely coming up. It's obvious. Okay. Surrender to the divine. I feel like you—this thing that I'm feeling that's spiraling that's kind of turning up for you here. Work through your fears is underneath the deck. You can't make it up. I knew something was going to happen like this. Not like specifically like this, but I had a feeling. Okay, so now I know what deck to use. Spirit has a funny way of working like that. Surrender.

Okay, let's see here. What do we need to know here? Please, the nine of swords. I can see that. I can see where you might be fretting about it. You're afraid that you won't be perfect; you—you're afraid that it won't be—that it'll be criticized in some way. That's where this is coming from. Like this key—the key is for you to overcome that fear. Okay. To address that. Um, and again, that would—that may be connected to your south node. You have the new moon in Scorpio here. We just came through the Scorpio full moon not too long ago. All right, show me the challenge here. The three of pentacles. Oh, that's interesting. First off, I want to tell you that it may—you—you may feel unsupported, but you're actually very supported in this. There could be—you learning how to master some kind of, um, co—like how to co-create—how to create—you—how that's not using the right words here—co-create. You're working together with the universe. Okay. To create something—the universe is creating it through you. Um, okay. Listen, there's going to be negative and positive feedback regardless of what you do. You could do something perfectly, and someone would still find an issue with it, but that's really a judgment on themselves. It's not something that you're—you're meant to absorb. Can you show me where the focus needs to be? The nine of pentacles. Uh, for some of you, this is making something a reality. Okay? Grounding it in reality. Um, you cannot make it up. I just rolled these. Obviously, you saw me do that, but now we have a south node showing up here. Um, near future. Thank you. Seven of Wands. You are super resistant to—to taking the action to initiate this or to release something or to click publish or something. Okay. I just heard, "People don't want perfect, they want real." So there you go. Okay, they're making a reference to like more evolved souls would want real, not perfect. Okay, show me this nine of swords, please. Thank you for that message. Show me the nine of swords, please. Okay. All right. So, we have the Hangman. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. So, I get it. You're—you're—I do see you're very—you're fretting about this—five of wands. My god. Okay. I get it. I get it. Maybe it's really big. Maybe it's a really big deal. Maybe you feel like there could be consequences for this, or show me more here. The two of wands. What stands between you and this choice? There feels like there's something that might stand between you and this choice. What is that? It means you have to walk away from something here. Now, the walking away from something can be anything, but there's an emotional connection to whatever this is. Okay. So you put it where it belongs for you. So what is—what is the perspective that needs to be seen here? What is the perspective that needs to be seen with the Hangman? Thank you very much. The two of swords. Okay. It's—it's basically that you're getting in your own way; you're blocking yourself. You're putting yourself in a position of feeling like you're at a crossroads and fearful of what it is if you choose a certain path. And, um, there is fear when you go to the north node. There's always going to be a little bit of fear. It's like, you know, you just came out into the world and you got, as I like to call it because I envision it, a baby giraffe just trying to get up on its little spindly legs. You know, when it's first born, that's what it reminds me of. Uh, some of my guides are funny. Okay, show me the three of pentacles. All right, we have the Page of Cups. Mhm. Oh, boy. Okay. The Lovers. Your intuition is guiding you to make a choice that—that makes you feel vulnerable. That's how you know it's the right choice. That's how you know that it's your guidance. Some of you—maybe you're questioning your guidance, but I feel like you're using—you not knowing what the guidance is as some kind of excuse. Okay. Excuses are the lies we tell ourselves. For some of you, this may involve like, um, h—the vulnerability may come because you have to co-create with maybe another person. You have to interact with another person to get something done. Okay. So, there could be this—the answer is in your feelings—as far—if you need some kind of confirmation before you can do this—before you can initiate whatever this is for you. Um, then there is a need for you to connect with your emotions and understand that something that you're thinking is making you feel a certain way, which is generating the fear. Okay. The vulnerable choice, the one that makes you most vulnerable, is the correct path. Nine of Pentacles—where your focus should be. Three of Swords, Wheel of Fortune. Yeah, this—this is an old story. Look at that. It's time to release the pain. It's time to turn the pain into, um, something that facilitates your healing. Something. It's like a sav—that's what they're telling me—a sav. Like a sav. Like an ointment. That's very interesting. Um, there—you haven't been able to ground something in reality or stabilize something independently. Okay. Um, or there's been a real struggle around that, and it's because of some sort of past painful story that you've been holding on to. You're being—it's time to let this go is what they're telling me. It's time to let this go. Um, the four of swords is—this—again, they're showing me sav. They won't even like let me say it's about healing it. They're saying it—this—this experience is like the—the ointment, the Neosporin, okay, but better—like the ancient quality. Okay. All right. Let's look at the seven of wands. If you hear that noise, that's just Tiny making her little nest over here on the couch. I love it, baby. It's beautiful. All spread out.

All right. So, we have the Tower, my loves, the King of Pentacles. For some of you, this is something that you need to do that you've been avoiding. And if you've been avoiding it, um, the universe is going to clear the decks somehow. Show me the Tower, please. 1717 on the clock. I don't know what's up with all the ones and sevens, but man, I've been seeing all kinds of patterns. 717, 7771, 17777, 7777—all kinds of 771, 77—all that stuff. Um, 717 was one I've been seeing for a long time. And then I saw 177 yesterday. 707. What's going—The matrix is glitching. Um, it reminds me of like the sevens on—like they're—that they're showing me that. Okay. They're showing me a slot machine—like you pull a lever and all sevens come across a thing—which—so okay, that makes sense. So there's something here maybe about fortune, money, and—well, it certainly could be with this King of Pentacles, and that could just be—just in general like collectively with the sevens. Okay. Um, man, what is happening here? Four of Pentacles, King of Swords. I don't—I listen, if—if this isn't—if you don't—there's something here that is—you—you will not want to deal with. Okay. Um, you're going to wish that you had done something in the past. I'm seeing that there could be some sort of authority, um, and—and some sort of, um, very difficult thing that you have to move through, and your defenses are going to be up. Okay? So, I don't think you want to have that experience. I'm not trying to like create fear for you. This is what a Tower does. Okay? It brings something in that makes something very uncomfortable so that you don't want to repeat a lesson. It's the way the universe shows us that it loves us. And I know I'm going to get it for—for—for that because it's trying to correct us. It's trying to evolve our soul. It's not like, um, doing it out of anger and trying to like, you know, the universe has picked you out of everybody to pick on. All right? That's not the case. It's there to help you evolve. So, um, so here's something here. Maybe something's kind of been quiet, or something hasn't really been an issue. There's something that you need to do. I think you're either—you're afraid of not being—being seen as not, um, perfect. I don't know why that keeps coming through. Just give me a second. For some of you, this is an ancestral thing. You're working through an ancestral thing, and it could be tied to finances somehow, specifically around maybe the masculine or the father. You might be clearing some like ancestral stuff that you're—maybe you haven't even thought of that. For some of you, this is something financial, and I've been picking that up recently for you. In fact, in the live last night, I picked it up for you. No. Or was that Leo? Was it you, Aquarius? Okay. The six of wands. I'm telling you, whatever it is that you need to do, you're supported. It's—you're being asked to do it because, again, it's something about you needing to initiate something. And I can't tell you what that is because it's going to vary for all of you. All right, let me get some guidance here. Give me a second.

Okay, I'm being pulled to answer here. All right, let's see. Guidance, advice, reminders, clarity, confirmation for Aquarius, forgiveness. Oh my goodness. Okay, number 26. Hurt blocks our light. This three of swords. All right, I'm going to read this to you. Give me a moment. "The only forgiveness that we can receive is that which we experience for ourselves. In essence, to forgive another life or the world is as irrelevant as being forgiven by another life or the world. If we have not forgiven ourselves, we can neither receive forgiveness nor have it to give. Forgiveness is a word that often evokes in us a sense of defensiveness and anger. Why should we be the ones to forgive when we were the ones wronged? When exploring the concept of forgiveness, the key lies in the word 'wrong' and not in the doing or the doer of the wrong. Every happening is neutral in and of itself, and as indifferent as nature. It is us who bring such notori—excuse me—it is us who bring such notions of wrong, right, good, and bad to stimuli. For the wrong not to continue to be a reality that lives harmfully in our mind, body, and emotions, the physical effects of it need to be thoroughly released. Ideally, we release our distress like the wild animals that instantly rid themselves of whatever disturbance they experience by energetically purging it in a physically cathartic act before moving on. Once we release what is unforgiven from within ourselves, it ceases to have a negative charge and therefore ceases to live on in us as toxic energy that detrimentally impacts and overshadows who we are, our health, and the rest of our life story. This is why the only forgiveness that matters is ours. We deactivate the negativity within and change what our energetically matched to in our external reality. Releasing the unforgiveness frees us into a higher vibrancy and creates a shift in our possibilities. The compulsion to unconsciously repeat unforgiven wounds ceases. This is what this is. This is why to forgive is all about ourselves and not about anyone or anything else. To be clear, this does not mean that we forget or deny another's or our own past actions. Instead, we release the negative charge and remembering from our body, emotions, and psyche. The beginning of every true and the end of everything false starts the moment we forgive ourselves for having forgotten that we are not our bodies, our behavior, our memories, or the stories that we live out. That would be Ember. Nor are we in any way how we have ever been mistreated or disrespected. We are not the wrongs done to us or that we may have done to others. Nor are we made broken, defective, or less than—excuse me—or less than from them. This is nothing to be fixed or added to. You are, however, always required to release anything that is unforgiven within you so that the loving white light that you are can transparently shine in all of its brilliance. Forgiveness is your way home. You are the only light that you need. Feel your way home to spirit self by replacing all that hurts with the shining white light of pure self-love that you are. When we forget the loving light that we are, we are susceptible to believing in what we are not. Any external hurts that show up are means through which to recognize what still needs releasing. The white light of love releases you from the pain and suffering of believing in what is not you." I think that speaks for itself. Okay. So, there's something here that I feel you're repeating some sort of old story because of some sort of pain connected to it, and that is preventing you from like flourishing into your fullest self here. Okay. Um, the highest frequency of you, my loves. I'm going to leave this here. Sending you a lot of love. I hope this reading finds whoever needs it. I'll see you guys in the next one.