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Ladies and gentlemen, get ready for some fact. Well, not exactly. This is Telling Our Stories, live and in person. You asked, and we're making it happen. Telling Our Stories returns Friday, June 20th in Atlanta, Georgia. The only difference: you, the viewer, are able to participate.

How did you feel after your first sexual experience? It came from I didn't ask you how did this always telling our stories. It's a conversation for Black queer people. I do think that there are people who are wired to be monogamous, and there are people who are just not. I would rather lose a woman to a woman than I would rather lose a woman to a man. It's a cultural prevalence in the Black community. I find when I'm in a relationship, it's hard for me to let go. If we're all saying that we want the same things, why does it feel like we keep passing each other? All are welcome, but the conversation will be centered on Black queer issues. But again, all are welcome.

As a person who has attempted suicide, I'm afraid of allowing someone in that is going to disrupt my peace and take me back to a dark place. I continue to find it a struggle to come out to heterosexual friends. It was tough. Remember, the conversation will be centered on Black queer people. That's Telling Our Stories. Get your tickets now. Join us for food and conversation.

Do you think there's a movement to turn straight people out? I think that is a theme. Friday, June 20th in Atlanta, Telling Our Stories. The people always say they won't date the bisexual. Tickets are on sale now at ticketle.com. They are always knocking on my door.

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There's been some people been very vocal. They don't like me. This is who I am. Like you tell people who they are. You asked, and we're making it happen. Telling our stories, live and in person. It's a conversation for Black queer people with gay men. They'll say, "Oh, I'm bisexual." No, you ain't bisexual. You gay. You just on your on the road to being gay. I think hookup culture is killing us. You don't even know my last name. You don't know [ __ ] about them. But you ran up in you wrong. So they didn't ran up in you what.

So many of you asked if you could participate in the conversation that we had on Telling Our Stories. Well, now you can. Gaming is scary. The rules have changed. It's all about the apps and sex. Join us Friday, June 20th in Atlanta for an in-depth conversation on all things Black and queer. I was 12. Was it consensual? No. That's one of my fears. Growing old alone, and we're going to take care of it. If I was born straight, I think I would have had a smoother life. Not a happier life, but a smoother journey. All are welcome, but the conversation will be centered on Black queer issues.

Do you think your sexual identity is a sin? I think that that's one of the things that makes me the most angry, for someone to use that as a weapon against a community. Join us for food and conversation. Friday, June 20th in Atlanta. A lot of the gays definitely were uh touched at church, on a church convention or a retreat. Tickets are on sale now at ticketle.com. I'm not really interested in straight men cuz y'all don't plan your ass well. And we are giving all the way 100. Telling Our Stories. See you there. I think that gay is my superpower.

Oh wow. Washington DC. The [ __ ] are coming back to the Howard Theater on May 30th. Yeah, that's right. We're coming back. You don't believe it. And tell these people that we'll be coming back to the Howard Theater on May 30th. Washington DC. Honey, they said y'all couldn't get enough of the bags. And guess what? Y'all called us back. Oh my god. May 30th, 2025, the bags will be back in the building at the Howard Theater. Honey, the Howard Theater said, "Honey, we bought the Black folks and all the other kid folks out, child, and come on back." So guess what? Welcome back. Welcome back. Welcome back. Welcome back. Come on, get your seats, honey. Visit www.ftalk.com to get your tickets for the 530 show, that is May the 30th, 2025.

Baltimore, Maryland. Baltimore, Maryland. Honey, the [ __ ] feds are on the way on May 25th, 2025. Yes, God. Honey, we are back at the La Familia. We heard y'all were looking for the facts. Well, guess what? The [ __ ] are coming back, baby. That's right. May 25th, Baltimore, Maryland, my hometown. So y'all know y'all got to show out for the people. Now, girl, listen. Y'all know how Paty be. So [ __ ] when by the sound of my voice, I need you to be running over there to www.fagtalk.com. Once again, by the sound of my voice, I need you to be running your ass down there to www.fagtalk.com fasttalk.com and get your tickets for the extravaganza of foolery that we brings to Baltimore. You ain't going to have no other choice but to see me cuz I'm in everything. You ain't going to have no other choice but to see me cuz I'm in everything and everywhere. I'm in film, television, streaming, music, [ __ ], and pornography. The views and opinions expressed on this program is just that, views and opinions. Don't take any of it serious. But I will warn you, viewer discretion is advised.

Ladies and gentlemen, get ready for some fact. You made me admit. Yes.

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This hair looks delicious on you. Yes. This 99 day. This 99 day. This 99 day. This 99 day. This 99 day. Yes. Do you have what it takes to be a bad? Oh, honey, you know you do. We all do. I'm most definitely a popular hot ass gospel. Oh, honey. I was born a bag. And so are you. I'm rich. I'm sorry. Rich and so are your I'm rich. I'm sorry. I'm rich and show your work. I'm rich. I'm sorry. I'm rich and show your work. I'm rich. Say it again. I am rich. You're what? That's right, girl. P H A popular. Hey, that's right. I mean, sister. Yeah. Yes. And that's a not the other one, but that counts. Girl, is this plum burgundy or what? This is 99J 99J. Yes. Thank you. You made me a 10. Yes. This hair looks delicious on you. Yes. This 99 J. This 99 J. This 99 J. This 99 J. This 99 J. Yes. Go. Is this wrong or what? This is 99 J. 99J. Yes. Send me here. Thank you. I'm rich. I'm sorry. I'm rich. I'm sorry. I bet you're I'm rich. I'm sorry. I'm rich. I'm sorry. I I'm sorry. I'm rich. I bet you're I'm rich. Say it again. I am rich. You're rich.

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I hope they were raising their money. Yes. Yes. And stop worrying about the bad, right? [ __ ] We ain't going nowhere. My god. Today. Is it on? Wait a minute. We didn't even get an opportunity. Can Mo, can you make it big, please? Mo, can you please make it big? There you go. Excuse me, Craig. You at my light. I need them to see my shirt. Oh. Oh, wait a minute. Hold on. I need them to see my [ __ ] shirt. Let me Let me Let me move my accolade real quick. Uhhuh. Can you sit I need I need them to see my [ __ ] shirt, [ __ ] Sit my accolade. Sit my crazy Can you sit my other accolade over there? I need them to see my [ __ ] shirt, [ __ ] Wait a minute. Your shirt say call me by my name. Mhm. That's right. Is it call me by my name Craig or is it call me by my name Craig? No, it's call me by my name. Okay, cuz I saw Okay. I was just making sure. Uhhuh. Cuz the inflection matters. The inflection matters. You said the reflection the the inflection. The way that your voice goes up or down. Craig. I'm just trying to understand when did you get on this train? I won't be bullied, [ __ ] But I wanted to give a shout out to my trans sister in the building, and her organization is called Hold on. Don't don't let me [ __ ] it up. B Diverse Network. Is that right? Yes. It's B Diverse Network, and their Instagram is BDN. Wait, you said and their Instagram. I'm so crazy. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. That No, no. That That's ownership. That's ownership. I'm so proud of you. That's ownership. Look at the way you do. That's ownership. That's possession. That's possession. Look at the way you doing this. Do you see how my how my unintelligent ass has blown really blown up on you? That that's able to learn something from my unintelligent Craig. Just just that's just ownership. Me just walking the light. BDN. I'm going to call them by their name. The BD the the BDN Instagram is BDN as in Nancy BDN Florida. And the proceeds from these t-shirts support trans people who who are trying to change their name. So it's call me my my [ __ ] I am an ally, Craig. Yes, you are. And you're also a trainee. But it's okay. We'll talk about that when the time comes. Now don't get the trans activist upset with you now. We're his like I've said, I'm the of the omega. I da f please. Okay. But you know I don't I don't want them to be like Voltron. They they they will have to.

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Okay. I'm no I'm on Omega level. We don't I don't get it today. I don't I don't bother with nobody. I know. That's right. But yes, this is the B Diverse Network, and again it's BDN uh network on Instagram. So just look them up if you want to support the t-shirts. And again, the proceeds go to help trans people who are interested in changing their name. Craig, I'm so Listen, I'm so proud of you, girl. A wonderful change. Not really. Just the name. Correct. The name change. That's what it is. Just the name change. The changing of the name. Yes.

Let's talk about the Outlaws podcast. Girl, it's been doing well. I mean, it was released. I still got to listen to the first episode. I've seen the clip. Yeah. So, so later on this week, iHeart is going to release the uh the video footage of me and Tina. That's what I want to see. Me and Miss Tina, but I you can listen to it and then you can go watch the language. How how about I really love Miss Tina, and I really had the opportunity that like Miss Tina got real, you know what I'm saying? Oh, wow. Yeah. She got real busy up in there. We was talking and laughing and keying and stuff like that. There were some things we had to chop around because it got real raw. Yeah. And we still want to make sure that Miss Tina is protected. Got it. And stuff like that. So, it got real things that you didn't want to put out. Well, yeah, it got Well, Miss Yeah. You know what? No, Miss Tina was wrong. I seen somebody in my comment section talking about how I was cussing. Miss Tina, we was in that [ __ ] Uh-huh. We was [ __ ] down in there. Yeah. I've been watching some of her interviews cuz she's been on this book tour. So, I've been watching some of her her interviews and I noticed that in a lot of the interviews, if not all, she has her box of Kleenex right there. So, when those tears get to come Yeah. because they do come, right? And they come on the show. They come there. We especially cuz the way she loved um Uncle Johnny. Um, and it it just goes to show how women and uh I don't want to use the word cisgender, how biological women, gay men, and trans people have been in close proximity with each other, working, having so many shared experiences and when we talk about things about men on this show and we have some of the incels and red pills. Come on, [ __ ] You better say that. You got to say incels. Incels, red pills. But you got to tell the people what incels are because everybody may not know what an incel is. And for me, you're the most smartest one here. And for me, I'd like for you to teach me. You know, I'm not smart enough to hold that. I didn't even know where that came from. But let's go ahead. Well, an incel is basically it's like a community of men, if you will. It's like a a subgroup of men, group of men who obviously don't feel like they can get sex. Basically, that's just a very basic example uh or definition of the word. Men who feel like they've been pushed to the side and they can't have get sex. They can't get sex from women. So, they have like this attitude about relationships and women. Yeah. Right. So, you know, there's that and then there's the 12 disciples that are great great men, honey. They have been tearing more up since that last show. The 12 disciples that are very, very great men. And we appreciate the 12 disciples that walk on this earth. We appreciate them for being the great men and the leaders and the example to men. Yes. You know, there it is. Right there. That's a beautiful That's that that sells it right there. It is. And incel is they're involuntarily celibate. They want to have sex, but they're not having sex. Okay. Right. So they it's involuntary celibacy. That's unfortunate for them. Right. So they then they have this attitude in their mind because they feel rejected by women. Okay, that's unfortunate for them. Um cuz even I'm not rejected by women. Girl, neither am I. Girl, if you can see my inbox, girl, those women be like, "Put those children in here. Put them in there. put those children in here. Yes, ma'am. Oh, God. So, I want to talk a little bit more about the podcast. So, Outlaws. Yeah. Podcast. And you can listen to it anywhere, but we want you to start at iHeart. I heart. Yeah. Preferably, cuz that's where your relationship is. That's where my relationship is. Whatever. You know, and Spotify. Um, who teach you this? Why the [ __ ] you always wait till I is this way this drink teacher? You made this drink. It's kind of a forte. That means it's wrong. And so Oh, right. So, who are some of the other guests that we have? You have a weak. Well, we well we well we have um we have um Lil Nas X, we have Laverne Cox, we have um Chapel Ron and Sasha KBY. Um we have a we have an array of guests. M um a a diverse set of guests that have like I've I've filmed like 30 episodes. Okay. Like I be moving and sign like when a [ __ ] when this is what be happening when we're together you're filming other things. I'm doing a lot of stuff. Um there's a lot of guests that that is very diverse and and we just announced those first few because um uh we know that Miss Tina's book was um right. It was coming out and it needed to come that the interview needed to come at this moment. Yeah. But it was so many guests. It was a couple of guests that I had that I I I was shockingly found out a lot about. Mo, we not listen to sports over here, honey. We not listen. We're [ __ ] Now, we know that there are some [ __ ] who like to watch the sports, the footballs and things. We're not the police. We don't need no notification of who just kicked the ball in the goal. We don't need no We're the [ __ ] that don't watch sports, but we also are the facts that don't know how to do hair and makeup. Correct. That's why I have my hair and makeup done. It looks real good, [ __ ] Thank you. It's something really fresh and new. I like the way that my girl, you know, my girl, uh, Miss Jada came in here and, you know, beveled and and beveled and curled is I like it. Oh, is this why you had a post up the other day telling me you were looking for you were hiring new? Well, we are expanding and so because we're expanding. I don't know what you're looking for, but you can find it here. You can find it right here. I'll tell you. So, we are expanding and we're growing. And so, okay. So, so when you say expanding, that means you're adding to the stable or you replacing? No, I'm adding to the stable. Okay. So, I'm adding to the stable because you know everybody is everybody has busy schedules. There are lots of people that have very busy schedules and sometimes our schedules can't coordinate and I'm on I I like timely things very much so because because it speaks to me as being a Black transgender woman that I've gotten into these spaces and I can't be late. That's right. And and I have to make sure that everybody's schedule aligned with what what we need to do as far as in business. And that's just the way the works. I understand. So I'm work I'm working on, you know, everybody have our schedules running cohesively.

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I mean, I've been she went to college for most of us.

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If you're not going to call me my my proper gender, [ __ ] What is this t-shirt say? Excuse me. Craig has um Since you don't like they and them since you don't like they and them. Don't you get Don't you get them started now. Okay. Listen, they'll be okay. Oh my god. Oh my god. And you all think that this stuff is scripted. They'll be all right, girl. They'll be fine. They will be. This is a comedy show. That's right. This is what people have to understand that we what that we through comedic timing through comedy are able to garner. [ __ ] you were on a roll tonight, [ __ ] I just heard we ain't been up here 30 minutes, [ __ ] And you, this is about the third or fourth SAT word you've used tonight. I'd like the girls to understand that I'm not as dumb as they think or they've said or they've said or obviously I mean I have multiple properties and you're getting booked for things at the Hey, don't you do that. Okay. I was on the line. Don't do that. Don't cross it. Okay. I'm going to tether right here. Bring me back. Bring me back. This is your cuz I was here. This is your hand. Okay. Bring me back. This is the tether. Bring me back. This is the tether. Bring me back. Nobody's did anything to us. Nobody's done anything to us. They haven't. No. They've done those things to themselves. They didn't do anything to us. We're okay. Oh god. Oh, you said Craig is Craig Maddie is smarter than you. Could be. Could be not. Who's to say? Who's to say? Anything come for me? Anything come for me, [ __ ] But I'm glad that you went to school and you garnered an education for us both. Um, you picked you you lift me up when I am down. And you do the same for me. That's what sisters are for. Sisters in the name of love. I think that a song should be so. Yes. Now that's when Patty was in her heyday, [ __ ] Yes, she was. She was in her heyday. She carried [ __ ] Yes, she did. And that old hate Dion Warwick. Don't do see this. Dion Warwick was hating on sisters in the name of love. [ __ ] I did read. See, y'all think that I didn't really love Patty Labelle. I do. Patty Labelle wrote a book many years ago. She had a ghostwriter, but she wrote a book many years ago. And who wrote the book? It's a woman that wrote it with her. Honey, let me let me go let me go look it up. But but Patty don't block your blessings was the name of the book. And she said in that book that Dion was hating on her. She said that Gladys Knight, that's my girl. She said Gladys is my girl. Gladys didn't have a problem. But Dion was giving very much so. Can you bring that down, son? Like, you're too loud. You're overshadowing everybody. I can't hear myself. Where's my phone? Do you think that's copyrighted? Look that up. Let's see. Let's see. Mhm. Do you think it's copyrighted? It probably is. I'll tell you a lot of stories, but I ain't gonna tell you no lie. Hold on. Let's see. It's probably going to be really distorted looking though cuz it's so old. Oh, girl, your line suspended. No, no, no, no. That's the girls. I don't know. The Wi-Fi went on. No, that I don't know what made Chi-Chi do this. What? I didn't have that phone, love. Thanks. This I didn't touch nothing. This is the phone that's connected to that. It says nothing. Okay. Thank you. For make me do what? Okay. Make me do what? Love. Okay. Make me do what? There it is. Okay. Make me do what? Nothing. You're okay. No. No. Because this was the phone that you did record that thing where I coughed on. Okay. It's okay. It's okay.

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Let's see if Dion was low or high. Let's see if Patty over This is

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Gladys. Okay, come on. I think that a song should be something more than a beautiful melody to tell the story of truth.

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You already know who that is.

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knows.

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That's what she was singing. and the meaning

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of I think that a song and

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then the

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musical of a good

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Okay, Dion.

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Patty on that top note. Here she roll.

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Even everything is a song.

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Oh, he never saw him sing. I mean, idea.

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Oh, wait a minute. If you look right here, it looked like Dion tapped Patty on her bag, right? Like, girl, I can't hear myself, girl. My monitors like no shade. It looked like Dion slid right there and tapped Patty on her back. Oh, really? Yes. Come on. See, I catch a little subtle things. It was giving very much girl. They can't hear me. Like, girl, I think that the song here. Go. See,

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bro. She tapped it right there. Did you see it? Hold on. Go back. Oh, she said [ __ ] Wait a minute. She did. She did tap her. Patty Labelle wrote about this in her book. I read that book years ago. Wait a minute. Hold on now. She did tap her on her back like that. I'm here too. She made it look like she was giving her pain. It was giving. Bring it down. Bring it down. Girl, what do these women have in common? Oh, the pain. The pain. Is that what they have in common? The pain. Which pain? Is that Mary J. right there? Girl, that's Mary J. JLo, Keyshia Cole, and that's your girlfriend. Wait, you see how That's your girlfriend. That's your That's your girlfriend. That's your girlfriend. Everything. Now, girl, I don't know. I don't think any of them can get to that note that you just did. Everything. I don't think any of them have that in their register. It's pain. Did you ever make it to that lady's restaurant? Craig, you told me you were going to pick me up. Somebody had posted that on social media was like, "Girl, what do they all have in common?" Craig, you told me you were going to pick me up. Girl, you didn't really want to go. I did. Listen, you said, "What do they have in common?" First of all, I've seen um Listen, who got me turned heavily on to Keyshia Cole is Chi-Chi. Them first two albums by Keyshia Cole are undeniable. Chi-Chi got me so turned. We was in the is Hey, Maddie. That was not what she was doing. Hey, that was not Hey, those first two Keyshia Cole albums. Hey, you don't want a day of those first. Really? You don't want a day of Keyshia Cole's first two albums. to love you the way you should let it go. Now, anything after that, anything after that, hey, I want to be the one who sent from heaven. Oh, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby. It's a long long long way down. Falling from heaven. Hey, you a miss. I want to let y'all understand that my favorite JLo song is [ __ ] uh which one? Uh baby baby. That's a Shanti.

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That's a Shanti. That's definitely a Shanti. I really thought she was going to mention I really thought she was going to mention uh what you call it. What's her name? What's your

Favorite Hispanic singer name? Selena. Selena. Selena. Selena is Selena's vocals, right? Selena is the Latin Whitney Houston. Let's Let's be clear. I thought you were going to name a song from uh Selena. Selena is the Latin Whitney Houston. [ __ ] that's why they didn't let JLo sing in the movie. Those were JLo's. No, [ __ ] She was No. No. She She forever dubbing.

So, you mean to tell me that Baby Baby? Well, well, obviously those other ones not either. How about the song with her and Jau? How about that song with Ju? They had lifted that lady's vocals. That song with Ju. That lady being Ashanti. They lifted that lady's vocals. Oh, that was a That was a soul. She She owes a huge debt to Ashant. That was Ashanti. That's why I keep saying every time I hear JLo, [ __ ] I'm like that's my favorite Ashanti song. Damn. I had a video on me. Y'all right. My fault. My fault. Damn. So nothing is hers. So you don't know that song that she made [Music] about the song. That was my favorite song by J. Now that does sound that does that sound like that's a shanty. That's a shanty. Well Shanti was gone by then. But they had her in the studio. They had Shanti by those nets. squeeze because you know JLo and and Ja fell out. Yeah. Yeah, I remember. They fell out because he called her a [ __ ] in an interview and so they stopped working. But remember they had a lot of her hits involved him. Damn. Excuse me. And therefore Ashanti was on the background.

Now speaking of Ashanti, now I know she just had a baby. Girl, did you see them videos of her with them thigh high boots on? Ashante thick as [ __ ] [ __ ] And I'm not even saying anything about her being thick. She just had a baby. Give her grace. She's fine. Hey, girl. Nice. Do you got a comb that I could take to run through this? Because it's just something about the way this hair beveling right now. You got a comb? Got a comb for your teeth? I see what you're doing. What? No, it won't bevel right here. No, I I see what you're doing. I needed to bevel. Can you bevel it right here? You bevel. She ain't she messing bevel it back. She said bevel her. Bevel her. Get her bevel, girl. You won't stay in place because it's all this messiness that is doing over here. Yeah, that's what I wanted to see. I wanted to see that. And then can you do it this one right here? Girls, giving fairy frames the look. That's the look. I'm from that time from the Charlie's Angels. Charlie's Angels. Do they have a black Charlie? Wait a minute. Uh uh Mo, you know that too? Yeah, he's that because I saw him pointing his gun. I saw him pointing his imaginary gun. Mo always points his gun. Golden eye. Y'all didn't see Mo pointing his gun. Golden eye before. I've watched her. I think Mo was a [ __ ] in his previous life. Yes. And F. This life he's a ph a former life. Very close proximity to in this life as well. They had been trans. He was He was at least non He was at least nonviolent. They were doing this. They were. Oh god. Don't do that. Don't do that. Don't do that. Oh my god. Don't do that. Oh my god. I'm just very diverse in my uh and I know you're dying and I appreciate that. We We know you're die but verse we didn't know that. Y'all stop. Why y'all being messy? We know you're dying, but verse we didn't know. It's eclectic. It's eclectic. Diggy wiggy wiggy. You can't see it. It's eclectic. Wgy, wgie, wiggy, wgie. You can be it. It's eclectic. Wgie, wiggy, wgie. But you know it's there, there, everywhere. I got to move. Yes. Come and meet me on the party and I'll teach you. You really electric. You know what? Yes, ma'am. Girl, they gonna play. They playing that at my wedding, girl. We gonna be electric sliding, girl. Yes, ma'am. We gonna be electric sliding my wedding, [ __ ] Very soon. You didn't see I bought my husband a new truck. Oh, he got it. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Mo, you could have been in there. You could have had you a new car. You could have had you a new car. You just, you know what I'm saying? You want to stay down. You want to stay down. That's a song that cost Stay down. Stay down. That's my [ __ ] Is that No, it's another one. Who? It's a male voice on my Stay Down. I don't know. Uh, she and Usha do have a song. Is that it? It's not called Down. It's not Stay Down, though. Shake Off. They got Shakedown. They got It's a shame. Oh, girl. So bad.

Speaking of Mr. Wrong, DDG. Oh my god. DDG has chipped the tooth of our of our Ariel and and and must have manhandled her too because she had bruises on her arm. I had I saw another clip where she was showing like bruises on her arm, I guess, where he had grabbed her up. Um, from what I heard, he he wasn't the she was not the first person to complain about him being abusive. Uh, I think they said Ruby Ruby Rose also came out and said the same thing about uh, take this down and then we'll put it back up cuz I need to look at Craig in his eyes and I think we need to telepathically speak. Uh-huh. [Music] Should we convey that to you? Yes, please. Um, now we told our niece and I love my Haley. I love her. Mhm. [ __ ] I love her. I support her. I support Chloe. I I love them. Like, I love I love them when they were little girls. I love them when they were young. When they were little girls, like and I followed their career, whatever. I you know, when she was the um uh Little Mermaid, like I bought tickets like I bought seats in the in the theater and told people to go get their seats. Like I really like I love her. anytime I run into her, it's always love. Yeah. Anytime I run into them both, like, you know, go ahead. Finish. And so, I kind of get it that, you know, she's a it's always the good girl gets a bad guy all the time. And I think that you know a lot of times those men see those girls and those girls hear these things about those men but they come they send the rep again like we talk about all the time they send the representative and say like these things that these people have said about us have have all have been fictitious and whatever whatever. Now listen I don't know much about DDG. I don't know much about him. So I'm not going to I'm not going to speak on him per se. We're going to talk about the general consensus but I saw them screenshots the messages he was sending her. We'll come back to that. Let's talk about the general Am I saying it right, Craig? Let's talk about the general consensus of this situation. Right. Right. Most women most women who become successful stars, whether they're whether they're doctors, lawyers, entertainers, superstars, or whatever, Mo, I was clear. Let's do this. I had no ide before we begin. Well, let me clear my Before we begin, the coalition here would like to thank you and the 12 disciples for being good men, for being upstanding men. We would like to thank you for being the the percent the the percent that represent the the non-majority. We would like to thank you for that. Okay? You're thanked. You're beloved. Maybe your example and y'all examples can bleed out into the world, but we thank you for that. Now, we're going to talk about the rest of the people. The rest of the people.

All right. So, usually when men date successful women, there come there the same things like you said, like we said in there. Come on, Craig. Back me up. Yeah, I'm ready. I just want you to get your point out because I'm gonna say that the same things that drew the men to those women. So, the way that I say it is the qualities that often draw people to you in a relationship are often the same qualities that make them insecure once they're with you. So, they love that you got your [ __ ] together. They love that you got your own house, that you got your own car, that you travel, you're doing your [ __ ] They love that you are I N D E P E N D E N T. Do you know what that mean? They love that you're independent. And then what happens is once you get into the relationship with them, now all of a sudden those things become a problem. Yes. Well, you always gone. You ain't you always working. I can't get none of your time. So you loved my ambition. So did you fall in love with me or did you fall in love with my ambition? Did you fall in love with my career? We can talk about that. Yeah, we can. We have similar experiences. We have as being successful women. [Laughter] by her name. Right. It's being a successful Miss Craig and a Miss Tam. Oh god. And so but but no, it's in all seriousness, one of the other things that I said to Madison when we right before we got on this live, I think about Jasmine Crockett. You guys know um Yeah. She's also on the podcast, too. Correct. Right. Yeah. You forgot to mention her. Yes. Uh Jasmine Crockett. I think about the Halib Berries or Bailey. Hi Bailey. The Mary J. Blahes. Mary J. Blahes. Um just like these women that um that are doing critical work and oh oh I said Tama Mallerie. When I think about these black women who are doing critical, excuse me, work and they're subjected to deal with these bottom of the barrel kind of men, it really saddens me because it's like like let's just say like if if Michelle Obama was not married. Fortunately, she's married. But let's just say if she was not married, she's a person who's doing critical work. And I just feel like it's sad when you when when women in particular black women sometimes feel the need to shrink in order to be in a relationship. Well, let let's let me play devil's here. And Mo might Mo might attest to this, but we don't need him to say anything. We might he might attest to this. How about those women usually are attracted to those men? Yes, they are attracted to those types of men. Yes, they're attracted to the bad guy. they're attracted to the guy that's that sins the representative or whatever, you know, and I think that is that's one, but then I also think because media, television, magazines, music sends this message to black women that there's a shortage and if you don't take this one that's coming by right here, [ __ ] the next train might be five years before you get the next one coming by. So, a lot of times I think women take on this man just because they think, "Well, [ __ ] I don't know when it's going to be before I feel like this again." And I think that sometimes, and this is a people thing, I think sometimes people reduce themselves. Deduce. Reduce. Deduce is when you come to the conclusion when you draw a conclusion. And they that's they can that can happen too. Okay, I see where you're going with that. Yes. So, but but I think some I'm not as dumb as they said. Don't forget. Right. But I think sometimes women feel like, and I was thinking about this too before I came over here today. I really want black women to stop agreeing with this narrative. No matter how true or how how much evidence there is of this, I want black women to stop adopting this idea that they are the most disrespected person alive. Yes, we see so many so much evidence, but don't subscribe to that. Let's not I don't want you to subscribe to that because then I feel like it almost gives people permission to kind of relegate you to just that. Yeah. You know what I mean? So just push against that. Push against that. But the point that I was going to make was I think sometimes people think that if I'm going to get into a relationship, I have to put up with something. Okay, this [ __ ] got bad credit. Okay, this [ __ ] he also cheats. Okay, well I'mma have to deal with something. So, let me just go ahead and just cuz this let me pick my poison because all men are the same. Because all men are the same. And so, let me just choose the lesser of the evils. And the truth is, you don't have to put up with that [ __ ] I'm a person that believes that there are certain things that you're going to have to adjust to because it was Earth the Kit that said compromise. Yes. You saw that, too? Yes, I did. She said, "I don't I don't know nothing about no compromising." I don't believe in that. I believe that we may have to make adjustments. If we're going to if we're in a relationship and we're dating, you may want to do Italian tonight. I may not want to do Italian. I may want to do Spanish food. Those are adjustments. Okay. Well, let's go ahead and do that. But when you're talking about making compromises on a foundational level, on a foundational level, on a foundational level, we're just not the church folk will say you're not equally yolked. If you're making uh adjustments on a foundational level when you're not even wired the same and you're playing this tugofwar where you're trying to train a person on how to be in a relationship with you, that's the wrong person. That is the wrong person. You need to be with someone who's whose values kind of align with yours. But again, Craig, again, we talk about this incessantly. Yes. On this show about the representative showing up. Absolutely. And usually the representative shows up and you know, and it comes with a nice guy like, "Yeah, I've been painted as a bad boy, but that's not true." And he can usually stick around for about six months, the representative. Yeah. But baby, month seven, month by month six, at the end of that date cycle, you going to come in that B. What the [ __ ] is you looking at? Wait a minute. Wait, wait a minute. Who is this? Who is that? Dr. Juggle or hide. [ __ ] what's going on here? Yeah, hold on. Hold the line, please. Please. Hold the line. You mean to tell me? But usually there are But here's what here's the interesting part of that that we say all the time here on this show, too. Usually there are there already signs of that in the beginning, [ __ ] Cuz the the writing is always on the wall.

Now, now I love my niece cuz I call her my niece. Every time I see her, she's I'm auntie. Uh-huh. I love my niece. And I say and I I say this with a whole heart that You're talking about Hie. Yes. Mhm. Like niece. Mhm. There was a woman before you. Mhm. That made these statements kind of like Toya and K Michelle. [ __ ] you [ __ ] When I say you pulled that out of my mind cuz I was just going to say that K. Michelle said so many times that uh what was it? Memphis Bleet. He was doing all of these things and and and no one wanted to believe K Michelle. No one wanted to believe her until it happened to Toya. They usually are blinded by the the dick. Yes. What I saw what what's was Toya ex? I saw him on live cussing another girl out. Was that me? That wasn't me. It was what was the And they were in the I saw the women in the comments talking about he's just so fine though. And I was like, see, I think some people are attracted to dysfunction though. I said, see, well, a lot of, listen, a lot of the women are in dysfunctional relationships currently. And so they don't, this is why when this Diddy stuff is going on and not just and R. Kelly [ __ ] R. Kelly and Bill Cosby, come on. And all of this stuff like it they is it's a cycle that has been cycled into their mind that it's that this is normal. And then the men usually will say, "Oh, this was a conspiracy. just because uh about I'm watching this right now in this DDG case with this. If you've gotten a restraining order, if the judge has granted you a restraining order, there's evidence of something somewhere something. And that girl didn't come online, she didn't blast him. She didn't do nothing. She went to the She went to the authorities. Uh and I was reading in pieces of the of the thing where they said he broke into her house and and took pictures of her bed and was like, "Bitch, this is what you've been on." like took pictures of her bed and stuff like this, you know? But you know what I I realized too? When people do that to you, it's because that's what they're out there doing. Like the fact that he was so suspicious of her is because he was probably out there doing those very things. And I'd like to speak to you, Mon now. How may I help you? Usually Come on, drive-thru window. How may I help you? When men talk about what how women are cheaters and they they they they and they rel and they they they they marry for this and the other men are afraid that those women are mirror reflections of themselves. I'm gone. I'm gone from that. They're afraid that that woman is a mirror reflection of him. So what what tends to happen when they talk about they don't want to be married, they don't want to be this and the other because the woman this, the woman, blaming everything on the woman. When women are naturally bred, and I don't want to get into this argument with you, that women are naturally bred to be wives and mothers. But those men think like this [ __ ] going to do what I'm going to do to her, she's going to do it first. So it's like a let me get you before you. I'm going to guard myself. So, you know what I'm saying? She's going to do it first. And a lot of you men out there don't make but [ __ ] 50, 40, or 35,000 or what. So, it's not hard to split nothing with y'all. I'm I'm not I'm not shading that. But it's not Y'all don't come here talking about something she gonna take everything. You don't have much to You have nothing I want. You had nothing when you got here. But I think that also, and this is just across the board, I think that there are people who are drawn to relationships that have a certain amount of dysfunction because some people grew up witnessing dysfunction. And I think that for some people, if the relationship does not have some level of dysfunction in it, it doesn't feel like a relationship. Listen, patriarchy breeds the uh toxicity. toxicity and the permission for men to be cheaters, for men to be to have several wives, to be like just look at the Instagram reels. I sent you several Instagram reels the Yes. the other day of of of women posting about the things, you know, that that have been done to them by men. Yes. And I sent I sent several Instagram posts of of men posting about Yeah. Yeah. my side piece. Yeah, my third chick. Yeah, my girl. And all the men that come in. Yeah, they me like that, bro. You know what I'm saying? It's just like I'm like, Mo, just go through the comments. You know, I just go through the comments and look at what is what is deemed normal. The dorm. Yeah. It's just normal. So, when we go back to that conversation of men not really liking women, it's not about them being gay. It has nothing to do and I think men heard that and they automatically the the the the the toxic masculinity in them heard not liking women that means you like men. No, that does not mean that you like men. It means that you don't like women enough like that to value them and to value their to value them as objects outside of busting nuts in them breeding and you know taking care of you [ __ ] when you when when you're down because you you you need 15 women for that. You need a new one every week for that. You got to have a new one every every week for that. another one every day for that. And so that's why we have these conversation and we're not bashing men. We're just pointing out that what of what and because we are live in a patriarchal society that these people have made it normal for men to have a wife, a girlfriend, and a side chick and to openly post about it on Instagram and all these other social places and everybody be like, "Yeah, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, cuz my girl Yeah. And just like I was showing you the the video, the guy the girl going through the guy's phone and he's saying, "Oh, I can't let my girl take pictures of me no more." And she's going through his inbox and stuff and he's on there hardly liking, sending dick pictures and stuff to other women and stuff like that. I was like, "This is normal for men and this is the m this is the way the majority moves. We again thank you for being we thank you for your service. We thank you for being of the 12 disciple. one and the 12 disciples that we thank you for being Jesua and the 12. We thank you for for not being that type of man. We thank you for the other 12 men that you know that is not that type of man. But in the when the majority speaks, you have to look. It's one voice. It's one voice, one sound. Mhm. Speaking of that, Nick can [ __ ] Get him out of here. [ __ ] But it kind of goes back to something we talked about here before and it's something that's going on in Asia. I can't remember exactly which country in Asia it was, but remember it was called 4B in the in the in the who knows the hair color. That's a very pretty brown. A number 4B. 4B. That's a pretty brown. Well, in this case, okay, it it's four words. And again, I don't remember which country it was. I know somebody in the audience probably or viewers probably remember, but four B. It was South Korea. There were four Korean words that begin with the letter B. And those words were it was it was basically like a women in this in South Korea have all kind of they're kind of coming together in like mind to say that they don't need to be married. They're not going to have children with men. They're not having sex with men because until they gain a certain level of respect. So, they kind of like form like this coalition where it's like we're we're we're standing against that. And what they're saying is, [ __ ] that it is it's is it's it's it's grave because it could affect the population there. They may affect the the population by not having children. Yeah. It's a celibacy boycott essentially. And I was just like, wow. And and as I watch these things here and I don't feel like it's really happening here, but I kind of feel like it is happening here. I don't feel like it's happening at that level that it's happening in South Korea, but it is definitely starting like you're start it's almost like women here and women of all races seem like, excuse me, they're beginning to wake up. And when I say wake up, I mean become more enlightened to what's actually happening. So, but I think this is probably a perfect segue for that video mo where the girl goes to the the girlfriend's house or the wife's house or whatever it was. Chi, what did you put in that drink? I'm feeling it. [ __ ] just told you he gave me something. I'm here to clear everything up. I'm trying to come to you properly and everything because you don't want to answer his messages or anything. So, I'm coming to you right now to let you know that I got checked and I got something. So, we need to clear it all up right now. You have the wrong apartment. No, I don't got the wrong apartment. I've been to this place plenty of times, honey. Been here plenty of times. Yes, I've been here plenty of times. Plus, many times. Lots of times. Trust me. Trust me. I've been here lots of times. Okay. So, all I really need to know is how we get this resolved because now I got something cuz you want me to play around with everybody and I really got don't got no time for this. Okay. I keep saying he a lot. Yeah. Your man. Your man. You know who I'm talking about. Your man.

Your man. Yes, you do. Yes, you do. I know it. I seen it in the pictures. I seen it. You know what man I'm talking about? Okay. No, I don't. Pictures.

Now, this is a both fall. Go ahead, cuz I was really going to say this is this is a both individual's fault here. Mo, this is where we let's talk. We want to add you to this. This is a both people's fault.

Mhm. One, let's let's let's lean into obviously she I wonder does she identify as a she's a black woman, right? Yeah. She look like she's a black woman. She's a black woman. So So I'm sure the house she's over there is another black woman. So when we have the protect black women movement, this encomp all of this encompasses protecting other black women. So, black women don't just want to protect black women when it comes to y'all to to and I'm speaking to transphobic black women don't want to just protect black women when it comes down this but you down there [ __ ] that woman that woman's right you don't like the trainees and [ __ ] like that but and you want to protect black women from the trainee but y'all need to be protected from each other cuz you down there [ __ ] that woman's man and not only just [ __ ] that woman y'all swapping um the syphilis and everything else and then you gossiping about it instead of telling that lady that that that man ain't [ __ ] That's That's a part of protecting black women. Tell that [ __ ] Tell that lustful ass [ __ ] "Nah, that's fine." Tell that lustful trash ass [ __ ] [ __ ] "Nah, protect your black sister." That's fine. Cuz that's a black woman with a black household with black kids in there. So, so don't don't talk to me no more about that kind of [ __ ] when you want to say protect black women if you ain't if you ain't holding all your sisters accountable for the things that they do because that's that's most definitely a part of protecting black women right there. Tell that that thieving low down scumbag ass [ __ ] cuz obviously y'all live in the area together since she came to the house.

That's right. Y'all live in in proximity with each other. And it goes back to what I said the last show. A lot of times, black men, going back to the whole slavery thing, they said in the wise vers she message, right? Message ho. That's right. It goes back to the whole slavery thing that I talked about, a lot of times men will have relationships with several different women in the same community or neighboring communities just like they did in the plantation days. Tears like she I don't know what you talking about. That girl crying and her I don't know if it's a skin or whatever, but that girl eyes look like she had been crying. She was that she got some some some some STI STD something has been given to that woman. She's at your door telling you that your man gave it to her. You like no. And she said that your man is out here in the streets doing this to all of us. And for you all who think that the STDs and STI are only moving through to the gay community. [ __ ] get checked. Take prep. Well, honey, there's Listen, there's several preps. There's there's prep for the AIDS and then there's prep for the for the everything else. So you got to take doxy prep. That's prep. That's prep for what? The eights. And then there's doxy. That's doxy pep. Doxy pep. Prep or you need doxy pep. Doxy pep is what you It's like a morning after pill. You take that after the sex. So that prevents you from getting the uh the STI like the syphilis and gorrhea and things.

Yeah. The practice for the HIV. They said make condoms great again. Well, there are things that you can get even wearing a condom. Let's be let's be crabs. Let's be let's be perfectly clear here. But y'all miss she was crying. She was the other lady saying no. And she was like but what gagged me was she said I come here all the time. Right. She Oh, no. I've been here before. That woman said, "Listen, I've been in your house. I've been here before." No, you haven't. I'm not at the wrong address. That's how I know. And that's how I know to come here. Right. There's a candalabra over there. I know when you go to work at three when you do the 3D11 [ __ ] right? Okay. My God today consulting the girl with the girl. You kept saying no. Like I know my men and that's how yo I always know y'all men. Here's the issue. Black women, I want you to be more alarmed. I want you to have the same alarming when you find out that the man is dealing in in the dark arts with the girls. I want you to have that same that that same amount of alarm and fear. I want you to be consistent across the board. Yeah. Not just don't just go get checked when you found out that he has dabbled in the dark arts with the he's been playing with wands with the girls that he's a part of the Harry Potter series and there's wand play right because it's almost like there are some women not all some women who have kind of relaxed in this idea that oh well you know he gonna probably [ __ ] with another woman but that's not so egregious that they're going to leave for some but then if they he like you said if deals with the girl. If he dabbles outside of you, the queer community, whatever he dabbles with, keep yourself, keep keep up on your upkeep. Keep that [ __ ] checked, don't just get it checked when you've heard a rumor of him dabbling with the dolls. Cuz you know, I immediately you begin to talk about, well, he he you know.

Mhm. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Don't [ __ ] just go get tested when you know he's dealing with the death eater. Cuz honey, the girls will eat death. The girls will eat death. The girls will eat death. The girls will stand the girls will stand right at their face and eat it. The sweep has proven that many times over. The sweep the girls will survive and continue. Thank you. Thank you. Don't just go out there and get tested when you know he's been he's been dealing with the death eater. If he's playing in the dark arts, period. Hold on. Honey, the sweep if he's dancing in the dark. Period. Period. Mo, you're quiet. What's going on? Oh god. Are there thoughts? You have thoughts? Oh my god. Are you agreeing with the facts here? Say what? You have any agreements with the facts or any discrepancies? Cuz I did say that the fault lies with them both. She came there in that woman's house. She got [ __ ] He had an STI from somewhere else. He's moved. That was both that was on both of their ends. Here's here's a case where it's they're both at at fault here. So who you call both at? [ __ ] you need to call the health department. That's what you need to call. You say, "Well, what should be looking for the son of a death eater?" A cheater. If a man step outside, honey, he steps outside. If a man step outside, honey, the the ability, listen, I don't think that every man is gay. I don't think every man is transattracted. But I think when a dick get hard, when a dick get hard, work will can get done to a dick, a hard dick, especially to a heterosexual man. I'm going to say men period. Craig, we speaking their language now, right? because they know that we homos or homo anything in the home was promiscuous. Right. Right. But heterosexual if a dick get hard work can get put on any dick I don't think that every man is gay. I don't think every man is trans attracted. I don't think that every man likes trans. I don't think that every However, every man dick can get hard and a dick can be worked on. And if you know that you have a man that steps outside of the circle, that's a hard dick outside of the circle. I'm with you. Girl, speaking of hard dicks. Oh, girl, they don't Wait a minute. Hold on. He ain't got Excuse me. Hold on. Wait. Wait. Did they dye his hair in there? Girl, no. He He's not able to dye his hair any longer, girl. There's no just for me in the prison. There is no just for me in the prison. Ain't no Beijing in here, girl. Now, they do color their hair in the jail. Please believe. But I guess he ain't got no access to it. Girl, let's talk about it. It's going to be a long talk. This This is the segment of the show. We going to be here for a minute. We are. So, pull your chair up. Girl, I want to start at the top. Let's start. Jenny, look. Well, he does, too. He actually starts at the bottom, but and with a bottom. But let's just go. Let me let me get this out of the way. Bo, take this down and then let's go. I want to We'll put that back up. So, take this down cuz I have to deliberate over this. Okay. I talked a little bit about this on the on my live while I was getting dressed today.

Mhm. There was an um I listened to the deposition that was going on and the escort was on the stand. The male escort. male escort was on the stand testifying that he, Diddy, and Cassie were involved in a sexual situation. Well, no, just a sexual they were having sex sexual relations. I want to speak to the escort and then we can get to the Denny part. The escort said after a while he stopped charging them because he enjoyed the encounters so much that he would just come over and they would just have sex. Now, mind you, he was they were they were paying him $4,000 a [ __ ] but he just stopped. Now, that's a fool. No, no, that's a man. And this is why when these men, Mo and G and all the rest of the men that are around me say that you're pimping me out, you need that because the male brain is this size when it comes down to things sexual. This is why I don't I would I could not date an a male that's in the when they asked me TS Master would you ever date someone a male that's in the sex industry? I said no because a male do not view the sexual and you and I chi you know we you and I have had this conversation a long back. A ma males do not view sex the same way as women as women do. Now there are some women who have the thinking capacity of men. Uh just hilarious. And so why did you go in the corner? You put on that. No, I mean that there are men that there are women that have take my 15minute break. There are women that have the thinking capacity of I'm going to take my 15 of men. They think in a male they they are in a male dominated environment. So they they they tend to assimilate and they have those they think in the in the space of men. And she's one of those women that think like that. She she moves in that way. She thinks that way. She thinks that she's she's talking about protect black women and all this stuff, but she really moves on the lines of of of patriarchal line. She does. I've watched her. Anyway, that's your book. I'm selling my Okay. Well, stay there. So you you remember when when when we were filming back back in the day when I was filming my adult films and all this stuff or whatever and somebody asked me, "Madison, would you date another male?" I said, "No, because males don't view the sex the way that I do. When I come here, this is a job. This is business. Those men come over here. Those men come over here to do work with me. And what they tend to do when they do work, like I'm not doing anything off camera. I ain't sucking no dick. you not sucking and licking on me. They come over here with those horny things or whatever. I'm like, "No, we we're here to work. You're here because you're sexually motivated. I could care less about you about you sexually. You're sexually motivated." And so when I heard this escort speak out and say he stopped charging the uber rich the uber rich because let's not forget that Diddy bust a check to Cassie for $100 million and and sex worker. you missed out on all that because you were enjoying the sex between Cassie and and and Puff Daddy. And what he said was she was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in person. And he because one of the the documents said that Puffy coerced her to do certain things with him like urinate and all that kind of stuff. Urinate in her mouth. In her mouth. But he said, the male escort said, "No, no, no. Puff didn't instruct her to instruct me to do that." She asked me to urinate in her mouth. And they told him to slow it down because it was like he was peeing like he was peeing in a toilet. And they told him to slow it down. She told Cassie told him, "Slow down. Let it come a little at a time." [ __ ] why you Why? Chi-Chi's face is like, "You're gagging." Chi's face is like, "You're gagging." I wasn't. I never gay. I wasn't because I don't put nothing past those. And then this makes me question Karisha. Girl, I didn't. You didn't think I was going to do Girl, I didn't I didn't. Girl, I didn't think you were going to do that. I'm sorry. Santana's my friend and I love JT, but you don't know Karisha. No. Right. Oh, wow. P is a form of domination. Yes. P is a dominate. Listen. And if you're into anything that into anything spiritual, P is a part of P and spit are are domination rituals. But P for definitely because when you look at in nature, Yes. animals mark their territory with P. That's right. And so that's why I don't I don't get into those things. Listen, I don't judge anybody for whatever the things that they like and they enjoy. If you enjoy passing spells like that amongst strangers and things like that, that's on you.

Mhm. You know what I'm saying? I don't have no issue with that. However, however, I want to stick to the escort here. Mhm. This is why when it comes to men with things, I will never I I listen, when I pimp my men out over here, y'all not talking to no [ __ ] just because she cute or she fine. [ __ ] you got coin. Your bills are due. Have you lost your [ __ ] mind? Don't charge me for week a week's work of work worth of work, [ __ ] When this hoe over here want to suck and [ __ ] on you and she got money, charge this [ __ ] too. And then it also speaks to me. This is why I don't have I'm I'm sorry. I'm going to say this. This is why I don't I don't have I don't understand women who [ __ ] on men and they light billers is due. I don't understand women who [ __ ] suck on men and they kids are hungry. You're not selling yourself. You allow this person to come over here and do and get what he wants and you can't ask for what you need. I don't I don't get it. So, no one could ever have ever shamed me in my life for being a sex worker. The sex meant nothing to me. It was you wanted a you wanted a service. I provided a service for you. Were there times that I have have I have loved and liked the the gentleman that I've dealt with? Yes. However, the However, what was instilled in that? Hey, I know we [ __ ] around, but uh-uh, I need this. You got to run me. That is Mhm. I need that. You got to handle that. Mhm. That still needs to be handled. And men don't have the mental capacity because men usually move. Sorry, Mo. Well, again, thanks for the 12. The men usually move based off of their penis. Mhm. That's true. They move based off of their penis. And so when I heard that, I was so th I moved them and canceled him to the side. Yeah. And I was like, [ __ ] are you right? He was there for a good time. You mean to tell me you stopped cuz you stopped having them pay for your ride there, right? Because originally it was like $200 or something that that whoever brokered him told him it would be. But when he got there that first time they g Cassie they they handed him they both No, no, no, no. They they they handed him Cassie handed him the $4,000. Puffy was off to the side. So he described that he never did anything but Puffy. He was Puffy was sitting to the side. Puffy was just jacking off watching. Yeah, he's a voyer. Puffy was watching. There were I did hear that there were semen there was men's semen placed on his nipples. Yeah. Cuz he would come on Cassie and Cassie would go to the room that he was looking at the thing in and and place the men the male se the semen on his nipples. Yeah. But Monday here here's what's really dysfunctional to me. Puffy's children were there listening in the courtroom. You you didn't want your kids to leave the room. I understand you want support, but why would you have those kids? Because that's gonna that's going to follow those kids for years. And my thing is I know those boys are of age and then that is that [ __ ] They probably was there and they probably seen it happen and they probably pay no attention to now they grown. They was like, "Oh, this what was born in right saying my dad is a cuck hole. He's a cuck hole." Now, I've watched a lot of cuckoldo videos and I've had many major erections watching those cuckoldo videos and then I always speak to the video and usually like those cuckoldo videos that I've watched over the years and those straight men that are cuckolding the wives the straight men that are there and the men that I watch them slowly slowly slowly get over to allowing the husband to gobble it just a little to catch it right from the spot. They want it hot out to Greece, right? I'm like, you might as well just go ahead and let it you might as well cuz you're you're teetering. Teetering. Teetering is what not you're teetering closer. And then now some of us I see full on just start [ __ ] them both. Yeah. I'm wondering if later down the line we're going to hear I'm wondering if later down the line we're going to hear stories of him actually engaging Puffy. Cuz like right now, these were just like the first couple days of opening testimony. That doesn't mean that there's not more evidence that's going to come out where Puffy was actually engaging in these. If you want if you want the next to come on your nipple on your if you want the next [ __ ] come on your dick, you might as well indulge. Just don't teeter. You just because you're teetering because what you're doing is how far you No, no. What you're doing is you're fighting that voice behind you telling you that you're homosexual. That's right. That's right. you're fighting that voice or they're fighting that voice behind them that's stating to them in their mind because listen men let me tell you something I don't give a [ __ ] what they try to rationalize men talk a lot of [ __ ] men talk there's a voice always talking to them all the time always talking right this ain't really gay if you do this you know if you get your dick suck it's okay or you know you just can't suck the dick it's okay you do the dick that's how it always start when they see something that they don't like I told y'all before a man know what he know. You know what I'm saying? Even when I was a little boy, even when I go to jail, I don't I never really have a conversation with a man. A man going to look at you. A man know that you a punk. A man know that you whatever you is. And if he's a man, man, if he's the so-called real [ __ ] you ain't going to have no conversation. That man going to look at you. That man gonna make eye contact with you. You already Well, well, Chi, excuse me. I'd like to let you know. I'd like to know that you're film presenting. you you're fem presenting and so men sniff out the fem in you and that's why Yeah, I know you're a man. I I know that. I know that you're male, but you're also fem presenting. I do look like correct. You look like that. But the feminine energy oozes from you. What does it do? Ooze. How many times have I had to almost run a [ __ ] over because I move pil because they the the film oozes from you. So you can see the fem and so what h men can smell fem especially hyper masculine men can smell femininity because they h they have they feminine themselves so that's why they can smell it because no they're not fem it's the hyper masculinity in them that does it and I I I need 30 seconds cuz I don't know if I've ever told this on on this I need 30 seconds because I need to make sure cuz [Music] to say that but I just use an example. Right. Yeah. There are men who have forced other men to perform fellatio on them. There are men who have [ __ ] other men to ex to exert dominance. Yes. Control. Control. It's about it's it's about being uber masculine. Yes. And over over masculine over, you know, just being like the bravado machismo. Yeah. And so it's just like the way that people say that a dog can smell fear on a person. It's the same thing. Same kind of concept. And you and and you don't necessarily people writing in prison. These [ __ ] do this on the street, [ __ ] So I think by Diddy being a voyer in those situations, he was thinking that he was in control, but those voices were also telling him to indulge. Indulge. And then the drugs were also Yeah. Those psychotropic Yes. That was in that was in that baby oil. Yeah. people that he right because that baby supposedly he was putting right and and supposedly it was like paralyzing people where they couldn't even move they were immobilized but my thing is I hope that well I already know the answer to this. I was going to say my hope is that Cassy's husband was privy to all of this stuff that's coming out, but there's no way I I I would be willing to bet that she didn't tell him all of the details of what happened. Well, I think he had to get I think he left out the courtroom. Yeah, I probably would have left because to sit there and hear that my wife asked for someone to piss in their mouth, we're probably doing it together right now. But but see, here's the thing, and I'm going to tell you something. A lot of times people are ashamed or afraid to do those things in their relationship, but they'll do it outside with a stranger. Yes. Because they they're thinking that they're going to be judged. They're going to be judged by their partner. But but here again, Mo, I'm going to look at you. Here's why. I haven't said a word. I know you haven't. I'm think Thank you for absorbing. I here is where when we talk about the representative come coming. Here's where we I'm not going to tell a person. Now, if somebody tries to communicate with me or try to [ __ ] around with me and they've watched the videos of me talking about or or a stranger meets me, I'm not going to tell him that I'm not into water sports or I'm not into this. I want you to I want you to come fully committed. Mhm. Come fully. When you gonna let me pee in that booty. Oh, you you like this. Okay. When you go you ain't never you ain't never you ain't When they start talking to me, I This know that you I'm not going to stop you. Mhm. cuz this is this is the true you. The true Hollywood. But I think that a lot of times in relationships though, like when you've developed like an intimate relationship, people are afraid to say those things and do those things and ask for those things because they feel like sometimes it's shame, but then sometimes they don't want to ask their partner. Let me say this. I I

Think sometimes it is a shame, but I think sometimes it's also: you're my girl, you're my man. Da da da. I don't want to [ __ ] you out like that. [ __ ] me out. What is it? Ching. [ __ ] me out. You know what I'm saying? No, that that is correct, Craig, what you're saying. But you're going to get sluted out. You You My thing is, but it's like I don't want I don't want my girl to be to be doing that.

I know. You mean to tell me you got your booty hole busted all open like that? You you taking 14 in you taking 14-inch dicks in you and you getting loaded in and then you come in here acting like that girl I couldn't load in you right? Because if I was her husband I be like [ __ ] you know I want the piss in your mouth the other week and you didn't want to do that and you let this [ __ ] that you didn't know do it open open y open your mouth right now I got to be well yeah but here's the thing again like I say all the time and I've talked to this I've talked obsessively with this with Mo. My man is not going to get [ __ ] My jump off.

Yeah, my friend. Well, we know. But that's that's No, no, that's not different. That's not different. Jump off is your jump off. No. I And I could really really like my jump off a lot. I could really No, no, no. I could really like my jump off a lot. Hold on. Let me finish. Allow me to complete my sentence. I could really like my jump off a lot. Enough to where it gets to we were very close.

Yeah. But the thought in the back of my head is, "Yeah, what's the thought?" Right? You're always somebody like, "Listen, if I can't give you the you're like, "You're a meat hunter. You're a meat hunter." And so, you know, like this is why when I'm having conversation with men and I, you know, I never, I never ever talk to men about what I don't like, right? I never ever talk with men. I always listen. I always, you know, ask questions. And I I will ask the same question 500 different ways because I need to know the answer. I need to know the answer. I'll playfully do it. I'll joke around with it. I'll this. I need to know the answer. And when I know the answer because you're going to answer it if you're going to answer it five I'm going to ask you 500 different ways. You're going to answer this the question the same if it's true to you.

Yes. Each time. And so this lets me know like yeah those you know what I'm gonna do hypothetical I'm going to joke around with it I'm going to what do you say sexual abuse is not funny where what do we first of all like listen we're not come over here come over here with that don't don't start this now are y'all in are y'all arguing with each other is this is this y'all arguing amongst each other cuz we're here talking about personal experiences here. We're here talking about personal experiences. Don't start this. Don't watch our Listen, don't watch our show to start this yet. Are y'all arguing with each other in the comments? Cuz we haven't made fun of anybody. We're talking about our own personal experiences here. Are y'all arguing with each other in the chat? What were you saying? Well, what I Oh, so they said they are in the comments. Oh, okay. Cuz I I catch it.

What I'm saying is if I meet a guy and he like, you know, I always ask guys I always ask them about their sexual meter. What's your sex meter? You know, I allow them to tell me how many partners that they've had, but you know that they're not always going to be forthcoming. Well, they can be in a way that it all depends on the way you ask. You think that they're going to always be forthcoming? It all depends on the way that you ask. I don't even think a lot of these [ __ ] know how many they've been with been with. I've only been with four. Me and I only been with seven. Well, that's great, Chi. I may get my car keys and get up out of here. Don't leave. Four and seven. 11 between the two of you. Yeah. Yeah. Now you ask me on a deeper level, the stories will come out and then you'll know. Okay. So four is her. She's a liar. No. No. She's a liar. But but four are the is the only men that she saw as Mo is over there tackling this. But four are is the only men that she saw as partners. Got it. She's only seen four of them as partners. So that's what you're doing. So you're only counting the ones that you count as partners? Yes. Four. That's some [ __ ] It's not total [ __ ] Ain't that [ __ ] Excuse me. It's not. I think this is the first time that me and Mo are against you. [Laughter] We are against you. That's some [ __ ] Four. You agree with that? I've only known four men in my life. So, you only counting the ones that you actually have been You see, you see how she used the word? She said she only know four. I've only known four men in How many have you met? Not know. I've met a lot of men, but I've only known in the way in the way that the Bible says knowing them. Four. in the way that the Bible says knowing this four. I'm not I'm not playing with you [Laughter] in the biblical sense. That's correct. Four. Maybe I'll meet. How about How about in the worldly sense? I don't I don't go by the ways of the world. I'm I'm I'm going to need you to go over there with him and those 12 men. You and your go by the way of the world. You and your four go over there with him and those 12 men. I'm 48 years old. I've only known four men in my So basically four every 10 years. No, four. That's basically what you're saying. You have four men for every 10 years. No, one year. One man every 10 years. I'm sorry. One man every 10 years. That's what I mean. Sorry. That's what you're saying. Four. I don't know. Five by the when I'm 50. 50. You're just going to add one. No, that might be the last one. Oh, okay. Cuz I remember you talking about you had a romance. You said, "How many have I fornicated with? I don't I don't I don't follow those. I don't have I don't do fornication or adultery." You mean now? Or adultery. Now, I don't fornicate. But you're not answering my question. I'm talking about now or forever. Put that on your Wikipedia. Good child. So, back to Diddy. Now, let's now let's let's I I got I'm out of the way with the escort. I just had to get that out.

Okay. And Mo, anytime you asking me like, "Why are you trying to pimp me?" This is why. Cuz we're going to get that 100 million. I don't give a [ __ ] if you find the most beautiful [ __ ] that you ever seen. We're going to get that 100 million. We're going to do that. We're not missing that. Well, when that 400 million come, then just hit me up. No, I ain't got to hit you. I That's why that's why I'm guiding you through life now. We're starting small. We're starting with $40 right now. We're starting with 40 so that you already are prepared. That's a mess. I'm doing the same thing with G. But but I will say this about this puppy case. There have been some who have reported saying that his attorneys prevailed in those first couple days because what they're saying is yeah, there are all these charges of of um abuse like because they're introducing that video of Cassie at that hotel when when he beat her and stepped on her and all that stuff. But what his his attorneys are arguing, we're not here about domestic abuse.

Yes. If this was a domestic abuse case, yes, he would be guilty of that. But that's not what this case is about. If this was a case about um all the other stuff that that we see in these videos and all this stuff that they're talking about, but what they're saying is this case is about sex trafficking. We're saying no, he didn't do any of that. So that's what they're that that's the the pinnacle of what they're You know what I'm saying? Now, Craig, do you think he's going to get off? I don't think he's going to get off. Are you sure? Diva calling us facetiming. Well, why is it going there? I don't know. You want to hit answer? Yeah. Why they ain't answering? There it is. Diva, maybe he did it by mistake cuz it's not going to this. Wait, let me mute this. You got it. Okay. No, it's just Okay. Um I don't think that they're going I don't think he's going to get off. I don't think Are we muted? We got to make sure we're not muted. No, no, no. Y'all can hear us. I am muted. Okay. Okay. I don't think he's going to get off. I just think that I don't think he's going to get as much time as you know. But again, those are just the first couple days. You understand what I'm saying? Like, this is going to be a long trial. Like, first of all, it's been forever for them to try to figure out who the juror is going to be because there are very few people who don't know who he is. You know what I'm saying? Because he's an alcohol. You know, he has SRA for many years. So, there are people who know him because of that. Those of us who know him because of music. Those of us who know him because of um making the band. I was hearing that um it was taking so long. Well, I don't know if how long it took, but I was hearing that the reason why they were really going through all that um draw that drawers jewelry selection selection was because they were trying to find the right type of drawers to Well, they they're definitely trying to stay away from women. They were trying to and they were they said that they were trying to stay away from women. They were trying to stay away from people that have had like uh abuse in their life. They were trying to stay away from PE, you know, they were just basically trying to stack the odds for him basically. So, yeah. So, um, what are what are your overall thoughts, Craig, of of what the outcome is going to be? Life. Life or what? No, I'm just I'm just saying I Well, but but but see the thing is and I know some of you may be too young like Mo. Oh my god. Thomas said Cassie is gonna bust hair open. What? Why did you say Cassie's gonna bust hell away? First of all, it's not going to be a good look for her being on trial. I mean on the stand, witness stand, pregnant talking about what she endured. That's not going to be a good look for him. Especially if there are women on that jury. Oh, he's cooked. He's cooked. Yeah. Yeah. I said he was cooked. But there are people like when they were doing the jury selection piece, there were people who knew him from all the way back when before he was Puff Daddy, before we knew him when he did this party in New York and people got trampled. It was like this huge party that they overpromoted and like you really got to know back, you know, you got to go all the way back to know this, but this is before he was really famous. and he did this huge party in New York and there were people who died because they were they were at this gymnasium. It was a party and people got trampled and there were people who came who were connected to people secondhand or third hand who came up with the jury selection and they had to disqualify them. That's what I'm saying. Like it it was hard to find people who did not know anything about him. Yeah. It was at City College. It was at City College. Now it's crazy. I mean, I'm personal opinion. I think he should get life. You can't drug people at a party, have them have sex for three, four months. I mean, I said months, three, four days at a time and then and part of the reason that they were there having sex for three or four days is because whatever he was putting in that baby oil, it was paralyzing them. It was it was immobilizing them. And then and then he had he had psychotropic psychotropic um IVs readily available. Correct. Just in case it it was like it like relaxed your muscles that where you couldn't get up and move. So like the new generation of G. Yeah, it was GHB. Yes, it was GHB in the baby oil. You could take that here. What? What is that? just like the boys. They take it out. And then he tried to come out and say, you know, he w it wasn't he wasn't being abusive, that it was a it was a it was a two-way thing. And I'm like, bro. Yeah. I'm like, no. What arts? I don't dibble in those. I don't know. I've never dibbled. You talking about sexual art? No. I didn't never did that anyway, Chi. I don't know what you [ __ ] you talking about. No. GHB. GHB. So, it's like G. It's like a liquid thing that you put in somebody drink. You talking about slurping somebody a Mickey. What? You be out here in these streets. This why I stay at the house. You be outside like that. Do I be outside? This why the girls can't get up for work. This why? Right. This why I stay at the house. Oh, this why they can't get up. It's called G. It's like a liquid little Okay, I [Laughter] won't get Oh, this what be going on? Really? They drink it before they go get sluted. Before they go get sluted out. So, by the time they get to you, them girls is out of you just for like hour and two hours and three hours. They don't feel nothing. Okay. Yes. So one of my so like my fourth encounter like in the fourth you told us is it told us another go bro go ahead and tell this [ __ ] flagrant ass lie this fraudulent ass [ __ ] story. So just like my my fourth encounter um I'm not going to s let you sit here and just girl shut the [ __ ] up you pee. So girl, I had I got introduced to that drink nowadays. I ain't never heard of that. What is that? That drink that's in the refrigerator. Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And here down here. No, no, in the garage. Yeah, in the garage. Nowadays. And you know, I was I actually had sex I was having encounter, sexual encounter. And I was laying there and I was like, "Oh my god, you [ __ ] me." You drank some of that first. A how long ago was this? My birthday. Oh, this is when? Her birthday. My birthday. So So wait, before your birthday, you telling me you only had three before that? Yeah. Just a boldfaced liar. The bold and the beautiful. The bold and the beautiful. So you would drink. How much of this stuff do you drink? Is it a shot or is it You had a glass. I had a glass. Okay. So nowadays it's mixed with a little it's a THC liquid and you know that [ __ ] don't smoke, right? You know, anything that anything that immobilize her, it really immobilized her because you know that [ __ ] is really like she wrote the short correct. So go ahead. And I was like why is she [ __ ] me like this? She was and you was in a trend like No, I wasn't. But I just like But I did remember he asked me, "Do you love me?" And I said, "No." O, at least you told the truth. Oh, yeah. I'm not I I don't know. You were clear about that. I'm very clear about those things. Very clear. No, I need you to understand that you're you're here because you were summoned. The great white. Yes. You were you were summoned by Maidon. Did you want to show him in me? Yes. And then he g you. Yes. And then after all of that, I was just like And then my mom was like, "Boo, what's wrong with you? Why your hair messed so up like that?" And she she said, "Why your what? Your hair to up." Like, "See, you didn't come to my birthday dinner." I'm like that. And you didn't come to my birthday dinner. Girl, wait. Was I invited? Yeah. No, I wasn't. You were. No, no, no. I think No, no, no. Wait a minute, [ __ ] Park right here. Hold on. You were? No. No. I think what happened was when Lero reached out to you out of town. No, [ __ ] Hold on. No. I think what happened was they told me I think it was like the day before and I had already had You probably were out of town, girl. I don't know. You always You always doing something. I I understand. But what happened was Are you coming to telling our stories on June 20th? No. No. We'll have enough meet and greets at Fact Talk. Uhhuh. Uhhuh. I'm not doing all those meet and greets, girl. And so, um, what happened was, you know, my mom my mom was telling all my business. She was like, "Boo, you was poor." And I was like, I like she had like I was saying poor. My hair was tore up. Girl, you was really, girl, when I got up the next day, I got up on my birthday. Like, I woke up on my birthday and my hair was all disheveled up. So that night he was [ __ ] He was baby girl baby girl. I was like wait let me see you dance. Let me see you let me see you twirl tonight. I want to dance for you girl. Actually you can come read the messages. It was very much so of [ __ ] He might like you nowaday. So you haven't seen him since? No October. Yeah. And that [ __ ] been saying well why the [ __ ] you don't [ __ ] I can't come. I was like all those pictures. Let us see the pictures. Doging me on my birthday. Dogging me. You about to be dogging me. I on my birthday. Oh, you only like to be dog on my birthday. Girl, you real active on Snapchat. On my Oh, girl, you didn't need to know where that came from. Girl, they sent all of the filth on Snapchat. But is that his face right there? Yeah, he's cute. Very, and fine. Go from there. She Chi knows all the things and scroll and read. The children told me that I was very much so like they're very jealous of G. Very. He lives here. Of course, they're very jealous of G. I was like, listen, that's my husband. But, you know, Don't worry about that. You should just step up. We We cheating on him together. Oh my god. Um, you see, but I'm very direct, right, Chi-Chi? I'm very direct. Like, I'm very much so No, it's I'm very much so, you know, do you love me? No, very much so. No, it's it's And it's not the fact that I'm not I don't like the person. It's just that I I view them as a man. Yeah, there was something he wrote me recently and he said that um uh he said to me uh I I love it when you summon me and then I come over there and I I wax that ass. Yes. And I said you're only summoned once maybe twice out of the year. Mhm. I love I love I just I was because here's here's what I want to say and I'm going to move on. For me, I'm always in charge. If I'm on my back, if you hitting it from the back, if I'm on my side, if you're power driving me, if you're jacknifing me, I'm always in control. I just I just need you to understand that you're on borrow your own borrowed time. Cuz once I get up and I'm like, you don't got nowhere to be. Well, this is why I'm I will always be a successful wife to a husband cuz it's just like you ain't got nowhere to be. Mhm. You ain't got nobody to go home to cuz none all of this is mine. I don't need you to ever think that you can get settled here. Don't get comfortable. All of this is mine. You're not entitled to any of this. And you do know that I enjoy the company at the time that we have. And once that is once we once that has transpired, I'll even be like, you need gas in your car to get home. Men have always thought that the way to you say jacknifing is this. This is jack knifing. Men have always thought the way to conquer me is by whooping me with dick. You'll never be able to dig with me. Never. You'll never be able to control my mind with penis. It'll never [ __ ] happen. Has it ever happened? It'll never [ __ ] happen. Has it ever happened early on? Not with penis. No. It's been other things because I' i've been I've liked a man whose dick wasn't even giant or I liked a man who couldn't [ __ ] and I had to be like, "Baby, listen. Hold on. Listen, listen. I know you I know you used to [ __ ] [ __ ] and the [ __ ] give you all that." Oh, and the [ __ ] pro [ __ ] probably be propelaxing and doing the things over there. But I must I'm I'm a being. And in order for you to think that you're I'm a fantasy creature. I'm a being. And in order for you to think that you're gonna impress me, this is the way that needs to be done. I'm always in control. Even even if I'm on my knees. So what happened with him? You said you liked him. Um well, he was a man and I don't I don't allow that man [ __ ] to go on with me. Oh. You go up the street and you you you you play around in the cess poolool of foolishness. I I don't need that anymore. Yeah. I'm not going to be stuck in a place mentally where you you have mental control. You know what I'm saying? I'm just I'm just not into that, you know? Yeah. Uh I think that uh people need to understand that I'm very highly as as fat and bad body and unattractive as the the pe public try to make it out for me to be. I'm very extremely confident in myself because I know that this is a snapping turler and I not only is a snapping turler, it is very much so blessed and anointed and very much so spiritually connected. Just like you say, you you tell your people that you you said, "Honey, I'm an experience." Yes. An experience. And that and that's really kind of where I am with relationships now. Like I'm in a space now where I feel like I understand better that nothing is forever. Even if you decide to stay with your partner, someone has to die. You both have to die. I think that we're here to experience each other. Love is not ownership. Love is not control. We're here to just experience other beings. And when the time is up, the time is up. And I think unfortunately for many of us, myself included, when that relationship ends, sometimes we're just not ready. No matter how it ends, whether a person passes away, whether or not a person cheats or whether the person leaves you or you leave them or whatever, like we're never really ready for it to be done because I think as people, we're like, we're codependent. Not codependent, but we're um interdependent is the word I'm looking for. Oh. Oh, this is recent. You see, I'm nonresponsive, right? You're not responding. No, I'm very nonresponsive. Chi-Chi Chi-Chi, one thing you got to give me my jeans for. And I I Chi-Chi's been with me the longest out of all the people that I've been around, like all of my kids. Chi-Chi would tell you that she has told men, "I don't know why you even call this [ __ ] phone. Why do y'all even like this hoe? This [ __ ] I would beat that hoe. I would I would make appointment with that hoe. Beat that up. Beat that hoe up. He everywhere. He on all your posts." Yeah. [Music] He he said, "Chi, explain to me why you would because you have a very foul mouth when it comes to a man. Tell them

In the microphone. I need you to get cuz they can't hear you back there." She has a very foul mouth when it comes to a man. Why? I don't know. I'm as fat and terrible built, bad built, towed down, that don't stop a [ __ ] thing.

This why I tell you [ __ ] hoes that's big big back, big built and all that. A lot of you hoes that shake like an egg with legs, [ __ ] I tell you [ __ ] that that type of [ __ ] like I don't have no [ __ ] problem for one. I don't got no [ __ ] I have a plethora of men to choose from if I decided to do that. And [ __ ] what you got to understand is that I'm fully confident in me with every mark, every stretch mark, every dent, every overlapping stomach, [ __ ] Every every orangutang titty that go this way. I am I am extremely confident in me. But I think that's what people are drawn to in in relationships. People are drawn to confidence. Confidence. Confident.

Listen, looks will get you to the table, but it's confidence that will keep you and you can slice that any way you want, but I've always believed that like looks will get you through the door. So that so that means any any any any person that is not is separated from me, it's their loss. It ain't never mine. I ain't met a [ __ ] yet that don't look bad after I'm gone or or I ain't over there in the back of that man like, "Man, I [ __ ] this [ __ ] up." Yeah. Majority of them just take that by you. Yeah. Yeah. And I done broke computers. I done stomped and knocked and jack and elbowed and did all kind of [ __ ] And it be like I want to get that old thing back. It's that [ __ ] over there and that right there is that [ __ ] right there. It's so funny that you say that. Uhhuh. Come on. Come on. Tell us. [ __ ] up some good [ __ ] too. [ __ ] I got He may look good, but I may want to see what that get. I may want to get my war. But see, I think it's about discipline, too. You know what I'm saying? I think it's about discipline.

But I'm just saying as a person, most people don't never take ownership. And George Garcia, you said, "Would I date somebody that makes less money than me?" I make way more money than G. That's my husband. I make way more money than G and I make way more money than Mo. You want to talk? All them been my husbands. Which was Yeah. But I do think it's who lost me in a car game. Oh my god. Gambling. But I do think that it is about I think there is um it was African Uno. What do they call Uno in Africa? That was his uno. I still get I still get his hair I still get more hair done from time to time. I still you know. Did you do that? Have that done? I'm going with Yeah, of course. Did she have that done? Mo, yes. Mo, did she had that? I don't think so. He ain't He ain't agreeing. He know I did. Mo, you She had this done. Yeah, she lying. No comment.

But you see, he don't want to have no come cuz he know I did. But no, I think that sometimes it boils down to discipline. And like when you said that piece a moment ago about um sometimes you want to [ __ ] this one, sometimes you want to [ __ ] that. And you say even with yourself like there are times that you're with this person and you're locked in but then you're like oh I want to see what he's about and da da da. I used to watch black love and I know some of you used to watch black love. I was a black love on bet. Uhhuh. And when I say it it took like couples and it talked about their journey, the ups and downs, the es, the flows and how they persevered and made it through. Some instances they broke up and they came back together, whatever. But they just talked about their relationships. And when I tell you there was a couple like Rashida and Kirk. Yeah. But they weren't knowing that child. They need a yala, [ __ ] They don't need they don't need black love. They need yala. But in fact, they need a divorce. But uh I think that they're making that I think they're making that what they do work for them. That's what I was to say. We don't I I think she is. be always looking on the outside. Well, he's he's also making it work for him. He's he's using the le. It gets him more [ __ ] Yeah. He's doing what he wants to do. And I think she's I think she's It gets him more [ __ ] It gets him more [ __ ] because, you know, Rashidita is a very beautiful woman. That woman is beautiful and she's stylish. That woman is fly. She's very beautiful. But I think she is a woman I got to come back to black love, but I think she is a a woman who has just decided, I've been with this [ __ ] for 15 years or however long they've been together. I think she's just decided, we've been together for so long. Why am I going to leave this to go to some other [ __ ] who ain't got [ __ ] or start over? Or start over. We We're too connected in business and emotions and in family and in friends. Like, they're too intertwined. And so, it's just too much to unravel. And I just think that she's just decided she's going to stick to the poison that she knows, which goes back to what we were saying a moment ago. I think that she should have a partner somewhere on the side. I hope that she does. We don't know yet. Well, I'm hoping she does. We're hoping that she does. How you know that they just ain't [ __ ] Because she been crying and carrying on all over social media and on that show. What is it? Love and hip hop. I've never seen it. I don't listen. I protect my certain things I don't watch. I just feel like we don't know. So, we don't know what they only see. We only see what the people put out. We don't know if Rashita got another man. Hopefully she does. We don't know that. But she probably happy that them hoes [ __ ] her so she ain't got to [ __ ] her so she can say her [ __ ] for her [ __ ]

But going back to what you said earlier when I was talking about black love. There was a couple on black love. They they talked about how they met when they were in undergrad in college. And she said the the woman in this couple said I knew he was the one. I knew he was going to be my husband. I wanted to be with him. Da da. And he said the same thing. He said I knew she was the one that he said but I just felt like I met her too soon. He said, "I felt like I met her before I was ready to settle down." He said, "I still had some play in me." And they talked about it all and they even talked about women that he was dealing with while they were together and she was hurt. She talked about how hurt she was and this that and the third. But I do think that that is such a thing. I think that that sometimes happens. You can meet your person and the timing is just wrong. And I think that sometime I met your person and the timing was wrong. I don't know. Uh I yeah you didn't say that with such confidence like you knew you you haven't met your person Craig. I mean, we've met people. I've like out of the four people that I've met, I mean, I would say would I go back to any one of them, one maybe one. So, do y'all believe there's a person out there for everybody? [Music] Oh. Uhuh. I would go back. I would deal with that. I thought recently when you were saying that you were going back, I thought that's what you were talking about. I would I would I but remember recently when we were talking about it Yeah, I was thinking about it. Okay, that is who you were talking about. Yeah, I would. Well, what were you saying, Mo? That was a great time. No, I was I was I was saying that do you believe that there's a there's a person for everybody. That's what I No, I I listen I think that there are more Listen, there are seven eight billion people in the world. I think that there are pe I think people are bridges to other points in your life. So like the person that you're meant to be with right now is for now. But then what happens if that person dies and that's it. So what you that that's your person and that's it. You got to know that you're not having sex in heaven. So when y'all die, y'all not going there and having sex. You're not having sex in heaven. I think that you can have more than one spiritual connection. I I believe that. But I don't believe in soulmates. But the spirit soulmates can be I think you can have more than one soulmate. Listen. No, hold on. This what you got to understand. Soulmates can be your best friend. That's right. But twin flames is is the thing here. Okay. Soulmates can be your best friend. Like I've I've met I've I've had a few soulmates that my very close friends. Okay. Maybe that's the word I need. You know what I'm saying? Oh, you said but twin flames. Twin flames. Okay. Okay. Okay. You said you will be having sex in heaven. Okay. I'm tell you make your own rules. I mean, we haven't Nobody been to heaven yet, though. Nobody's been to heaven. We don't know what really goes up.

And see, here's the thing. I'm writing a new book and part of what I'm writing about is Yes. This will be book number five, [ __ ] Yes. You're embarking on a new endeavor. Yes, [ __ ] Book number five. [ __ ] I was writing on Mother's Day. And when I say I was I was crying so much because I was just Yeah. I was writing a lot. And right now, I'm in the phase where I'm writing a lot about And you also just recently writing a check. [ __ ] don't you say that on here. I won't. She tell the gag girls. Get ready to the gag girls. It's 7 o'clock on the top on the drop top. Cruising the streets streets, [ __ ] I got a real real pretty little thing that's waiting for me. For me. Oh my god. You are crazy. Oh my god. I got plans to put my hands in places I never seen. Well, you know what I mean. Let me take you to a place that's nice and quiet. Oh my god. Well, there's no one there to interrupt. I just want to take this nice and slow. Oh my god. Now we are right. Oh my god. I don't even know what I was saying now. Oh, I know what I was saying. So, in this book, I'm talking about You talking about you've been writing? Yeah. What is the ultimate purpose for life? Like, why are we here? Right. Mhm. I don't believe that we're here just to go to school, get a job, get a career. I think that we're here for a bigger purpose. And I don't think that we often spend enough time thinking about the ultimate purpose and reason that we're here on life in life. And then I believe that we're all spirits. We're all souls. And again, like I said earlier, I'm a goddess. I'm a but why is your spirit and your soul connected to the pe the spirits and souls that you're connected to? I am a divine being to be worshiped. But why are but but my but my thing is why are your why is your spirit your soul connected to the spirit and souls that it's connected to? Whether it's your mom, your brothers, me, Mo, Chi-Chi, like why does your spirits your spirit connect with the souls that it connected with? Because there are seven billion people in the world. It could have connected with any of the other. You understand what I'm saying? Like why were you born into the family that you were born in? Born in. And then a lot of times people will say, "Oh, I think so." She looking at me. Yeah. Cuz I need to understand, are you have a problem being woripped? Because people will say, "Well, when we die, you know, there's this white light and then you go on and you know, you reconnect." What if that white light is the is the operating room when you coming out of the vagina? Well, here's the thing and here's this is what I'm saying in the book. What if that white light is just what happens when the spirit, the soul is leaving the body? That's just what happens when the when the body is shutting down. What if there's no real white light? That's just what's happening when the just like when you turn a TV off, that white light comes and that line goes across. What if that's just what's happening with your body? And people will say, "Oh yeah, when you get over there, you're going to be reconnected with your spirits. I mean your family and people who passed on. How do you know that? I think we've connected with each other before. Well, that's what I'm saying. So, I think that I'm of the belief and I have a spiritual teacher that kind of helped me with this. I'm of the belief that the spirits and souls that you're connected with in this lifetime, you had some sort of a relationship with in a previous life. and your souls, your spirits made an agreement to come here for some sort of karmic karmic reason, karmic energy to to fulfill something. I met you in Africa in another life. You've always been African. And the same is true with like your relationships. Like why are you connected with the relationships that you find yourself in relationships with? You know what I mean? Like somebody just said in the comments, your soul tribe. your soul tribe, you know, because there are certain lessons that we're supposed to get and we can only get those lessons when we're connected, our spirits are connected with with particular spirits, particular souls. Yes. You know, and one of the things that this spiritual teacher said to me was in case in the case with my mom, she may not have been my mom in a previous life. She could have been my sister. She could have been a wife, a grandmother, but we had some sort of karmic agreement, some spiritual soul contract that we agreed on that we would come here and fulfill. So yeah, I do believe that Craig and I also believe that um you know that once you've completed so many tasks that your spirit goes onto a higher plane as well like after after so many times of you know I believe a lot of things. I I don't just There was a shirt you wore once that got me to thinking. What was that? Who did African people uh uh pray to before Christianity or something like that? Got me to thinking. Yeah. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? And it was like a lot of things that it got it has me thinking like I'm really on like the older that I've gotten I've um felt more connected with a lot of stuff and especially with the way that that I maneuver through my life now. Yes. I personally feel like I'm not angry at anybody. Uhhuh. For things that happen in our in our relationships. I do believe that everybody is a if when you start looking at everybody is a has a purpose. That's that's exactly right. And you're also somebody else's purpose. Absolutely. You got to stop looking at the negative things and just look at look at it that the things are h happens per purposeful [Music] like there's purpose to it and it's happening purposely and it's all for your benefit. One of the things that I believe and I believed this for a long time, especially when I look back over my journey, you know, trying to get to this point in my life and my my career, just whatever. I'm a big believer that the universe, God is always conspiring to work in your favor. Everything that happens to you is happening for your greatest good. So, let's just say you were leaving on your way to work today and you got a flat tire and now you're late for work and you're pissed off because now you got to put spend money on a tire and now you got to explain to your job why you're why you're late and you've already been late so you're already kind of teetering. But what I'm saying to you is everything is is happening in divine order. Yeah, it's all happening by design and it's all happening to uh to benefit you. You leave your keys at home. There's a reason. You forget to lock the door. Yes. That's it's diverting you from an accident. That's it. Listen, I don't have I don't have any problems with the airport. They be like, "This flight has been delayed." I'm like, "All right, let me go get me something." That's it. Cuz you're you're missing something. Maybe there was something that was going to happen if you had gotten there a few minutes before. There's a movie called Sliding Doors. You ever see that? I think I think Gwyneith Paltro is in it, but it's called Sliding Doors. And it shows this movie from two different perspectives. She was running to get on the subway train and in the first scenario, she made it to the train. The the doors are about to close and she made it and got on. She got to her apartment. Her boyfriend was [ __ ] some other girl. In the next scenario, she missed the train. She ran got to the door and it closed and she didn't m make it. She had to wait for the next train. By the time she got there, the boyfriend was in the shower. The girl was gone. So, she never even knew that he was having an affair. So, all of that to say, and I'm not saying that, you know, you want to not know that somebody's deceiving you, but what I'm saying is, like you said, if you leave your keys home and you're wait, you're looking for maybe you were going to get into an accident. Even like when I'm driving and I miss my exit and I'm like, damn, how did I miss my exit? The last time I was playing around with somebody, they wanted to know how I got their password to the phone and I told them the spirit gave it to me. They didn't believe me. Yeah. They didn't believe me when I said the spirit gave. But I was in the I was sleeping and the spirit I saw the numbers big as day in my Yeah. In my sleep. Yeah. And I was like, "Right, Craig." I was like, "Yeah." Mhm. And the phone said, "Right." I was like, "Oh, it was for me to know." Mhm. It was for me to know. Yeah. So, the spirit gave me that password to that phone and I and I even to this day if I have a conversation with that person, they'll be like, "Stop telling that lie." I'm like, "Bitch, I'm consistent with this. This is how I got it." Yeah. Yeah. This is how the [ __ ] I got it. So, I've watched movies where I've seen what I've seen the dead or the spirits whispering in people's ear while they're sleeping. and they get up and it's just like whatever. I've seen these things and so it's for me I'm like what is was that my future self telling myself that that these is the numbers? But yeah, I I think I think that it is um the merge or the intersection of fate and destiny. Craig, it's like I knew that intersect. I knew that I was going to be RuPaul and I were going to share space with each other. I knew that I was 14 and I heard a something say I I watched that girl put your I watched it and and I heard something say that you're going to know that person and y'all are going to be friends and y'all are going to work together. Yeah. I I knew that. So, when Drag Race came out, yeah, season one, I watched season one of Drag Race. I watched season two, I watched By season four, I was saying, I'm gonna be on that show. When did you first meet RuPaul, though? Um, I wrote RuPaul when RuPaul had RuPaul.com. I wrote RuPaul many, many years ago. Like when I when I first got an email address Mhm. I wrote RuPaul an email and I said to Rupaul, I did you ever tell him this? No. No, not No. Oh, okay. I This was back when RuPaul was like still, you know, just Was he living here? I don't No. Oh, okay. Cuz RuPaul used to live in Atlanta. I wrote an email to RuPaul and I said, um, I am in awe of you and I think that you are amazing and I we're going to be friends. Okay, Cynthia Bailey, the friendship contract. No, I'm just saying I wrote that. Uhhuh. I'm in awe of you. I think that you're so special. Yeah. And like I we're going to be friends one day. So, how old were you when you finally met him? [Music] Um 30. Wait, like 30. It's like late 30s, [ __ ] 2015, 2016. Oh my god. Like 10 years. Yeah. Yeah. Yes. Oh, I do I do do vision boards. Oh, yeah. Listen, I believe in that. I believe that you should write down things that you want to see manifest. I also believe in writing down things that you're grateful for. Um because I believe that once the universe or God, however you want to call it, once the universe or God recognizes gratitude, the universe will trust you with more. So, like when you're complaining because you have a car that doesn't have AC or you're complaining because you have a car that doesn't uh that's not late model, that's not a a luxury car, you have to be grateful for that car that you have because you could be standing on the bus stop or you could be waiting for a lift or an Uber. You have to be grateful for where you are and and then when you are and the universe recognizes that you truly are, the universe will trust you with more and elevate you to the next level. That's in anything that you do. I'm a big believer of that. [ __ ] I wrote um like everything that's going on now, like every every car that I got, every car that I've ever driven, I've said I was going to do that. I was going to drive car. Yeah. Yeah. Um, I told my mom I was going to at 29, I told my mother that girl, I said, "Mama, by the time I'm 30, I'm not working for anyone else in the world. I I haven't had a job since I was 23." Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I told my mama, I ain't working for nobody, [ __ ] Right. I'm going to have a maid. I'm going to have a I'm going to have several homes. I'm going to have I'm I told her. I used to tell my mother that, too, when I was I'm not doing any of these things. I said, "Girl, you trying to get me to do all this stuff and this clean? I'm not doing any of that when I get I'm not doing any of Enjoy this now cuz I'm not doing any of this." Right. Yeah. Yeah. And my I could call my mama down there and she'll say that child told me that that they're not doing any of the things. That's why I said, "Mommy, it's not about me being lazy. It's just that you instilled so much stuff in us to work hard to do this stuff or whatever that when I I said when I get the opportunity to do the things I'm not doing anything that I don't want to do. Yeah. Yeah. And that's luxury. That's real luxury. I'm not doing anything that I don't want to do. Mhm. I'm going to be chauffeur. I used to look at limousines. I used to I used to I used to have a toy limousine and I would picture myself riding around in it. being in the back of the limousine driven. Yeah. I think I've said this on here before. I used to have and this was years ago, long before I knew you, like I think I was like a teenager or some [ __ ] I used to imagine myself and because I'm I'm a big believer that if you can see it, you can have it. And with that, I would add your imagination. Your imagination is God's proof to you. And I've said

They had seen me before they seen any other of the queens.

We're not doing this. And it goes to say just like the girls in Ballroom. Mhm. A lot of those girls are are also icon and global icons because the internet reaches faster than any television program that you can ever see.

Yes, it does. I'd like for you to understand that the internet, that's another thing you taught me, reaches faster than any television program you can find.

Mhm. It does. I want you to understand this when I'm speaking. The internet reaches faster than any television program Mhm. you can find.

That is true. And these are facts. That is true. Your faves. I'm your faves fave.

Your what? I'm your favorite fave. I'll be having some of the biggest stars talking about me, [ __ ] on their podcast and their new in their thing and talking about how they how much they love me. [ __ ] I from that goes from White Kate. I sat next to Kate Beckale, the the the the the vampire queen from Underworld who told me, "Bitch, TS, and that's what I'm saying. You've been in our home for years."

That's all I'm saying. And I had never even set foot on television.

[Music] Now we not over here battling about who got five who got 5 million followers and who got who has who been on television shows who but you y'all girls not going to sit over here and act like oh [ __ ] you found me through that's how you found me. But the but the but the the way I'm so interconnected when you see me with white people and all this stuff and you [ __ ] talking about somehow I done pandered and all this stuff them people been my fans from back then and some of you hoes [ __ ] [ __ ] still got my disc still got my CD [ __ ] up under the mattress. So pooped. Watch it. Some of you [ __ ] [ __ ] it's transsexuals that will tell you [ __ ] that they have husbands, boyfriends, clients, dates have said that the first transsexual [ __ ] that they ever saw was the TS.

We not doing that now. Don't don't come over here with that. And the only reason I brought it up was because when we were talking about like your imagination and seeing like how things unfold and unravel like I never saw this coming is what is the reason that I said it. This was never about Leverne against you and whatever whatever and about anybody else. [ __ ] I had rac I had them standing in front of the Eiffel Tower screaming new weave 22 in [ __ ]

Where were they standing? They were standing in front of the Eiffel Tower in Paris. [ __ ] screaming new weave 22 in.

Oh, they screaming girl. Do weave 22 in [ __ ] I I currently have girl. My voice is on tour, [ __ ]

Where's it go? My voice is currently on tour.

What tour? On the Cowboy Carter tour. It was on the Renaissance tour. It's on the Cowboy Carter tour. I'm collecting mechanical royalties while I'm sitting here doing [ __ ] talk.

What kind of royalties, [ __ ] Mechanical royalties, [ __ ] While I'm doing [ __ ] I'm your faves faves. And Craig said transsexuals, the other transsexuals are not doing that. And that's no shade. Everybody has their everybody has their their their feet on the sun. But we not going to sit over here and act like that. I'm I'm I'm I'm screaming at the sun, girl.

Right. So yeah. So that's what I was saying. Pass that award over here. Since we talking about place this back on my desk so that the girls can understand of when who they when they have these conversations about about that bad see I didn't want you to crack me up like no I know and that that was not my intention I was literally talking about how your imagination can bring you through doors and like I never you couldn't told me 10 years ago that I'd be sitting here beside the most famous black trans person in the world.

One of them. I say one. I didn't say famous. I said the most.

One of them. I didn't say there weren't other famous ones. I said the most. That's what I said.

Okay. Well, that's in your eyes.

That's right. And that's all that's all we talking about is my eyes. Okay. I'm still humble though. But I'm not gonna let a [ __ ] try to chair check me and be like, "Oh, well, girl, this one is this and this and the other." When I when I step on set, I'd like for you to be clear, [ __ ] I don't have to introduce myself to Stephen Spielberg. He knows. You may have to, [ __ ] but he knows. I don't have to introduce myself to to to a lot of these people. And not and and Craig is not saying that every single person in the world That's not what I'm saying.

Yeah, I'm not saying that. And I'm not saying that there aren't other famous trans girl, black trans girls.

Yeah, I didn't say Right. I didn't Right. Not the two. I said the one. But um anyway, let's move on from that. I'd like to sit for a moment. crunk me cuz that girl that girl is trying to give or she's like trying to trying to trying to trying to shush me to the side. No, no, niece. The only reason why I'm not in those places where those girls are is because the same [ __ ] that got me infamous was the same [ __ ] that mainstream media was keeping me out for. However, they were definitely borrowing from my intellectual property, which is this. I was watching me on TV, [ __ ] honey, being emulated through other people. So, [ __ ] don't play with me. Don't do that. And whoever said good night. Bye. We in a we in a me phase right now. Craigie, I told you don't cook this. But that but that was not that was not my intention. I was not trying to cook anything. I we it was it was connected to the conversation that we were having about your your vision and your imagination and walking into your destiny and da da. And I was just simply saying, you could not have told me 12. I mean, even though I saw certain things from my life, you couldn't have told me that I was going to be connected to the most black most famous black trans person to help facilitate that.

That's all I was saying. I was not about I sit back and I give those girls I've always given I've given all the girls that that I've seen in spaces where every that because people deem you know mainstream as a space because it is that's what people strive to go. I always give the girls they flowers and I give them their things. I I giving this up but I like when the girls I like when the girls come back and say let's be clear here Madison I pulled something from you.

Mhm. I saw you, [ __ ] I seen this, whatever. You were the only black girl that I seen that walked to the door in a big house.

Right. I That doesn't mean I was the only one that happened. That meant that I was one of the girls, [ __ ] that was loud that that that it was going viral for.

Right. Right. Right. Yeah. When Ka said her [ __ ] nappy dread having ass over in my [ __ ] house, [ __ ] they thought that they thought that because she had neck and back and spinning in rotation, [ __ ] they thought that because you know that that was her house that we were in.

Yeah. They didn't think that that was mine.

Yeah, I remember. Cuz it was like, how is this that that ain't that trainy house that old [ __ ] in there like a old [ __ ] living old white [ __ ] in there. You know what I'm saying?

Yeah. Yeah, I remember that. I remember. So, girl, we not giving We're not going to do that, Greg. I told you don't cook me. But that was not what I was trying to do. That that was not what I was trying to do. I was just trying to make a point cuz you knew them girls was going to get down there. But but I really start that stuff. I really thought them girls go to get down there to try to minimize me. That's why this is why they do it. They they do it all the time. They get in the straight and I just feel like yes, this person did this. This but but but go ask them where the where go ask them a piece of the source. Go ask them where the source c a part of the the source code. [ __ ] where did it come from? I don't know why yall think I was trying to cook that. I was really not.

You cooked that. Go. I was not.

Yes. Thank you, black sheep king. I was just trying to say what was that? You cooked you cooked that and got me hiding up over here cussing the puss [ __ ] hoes side. That That really was not what I was trying to do. It really wasn't. I can't. Go ahead. Let's move on now. But I will be back before the show's over.

I know. Thanks. I told you don't cook that. You [ __ ] I was not cooking it. Speaking of cooking, [ __ ] y'all better get out of that McDonald's. Goddamn it. What are they doing down there, [ __ ]

I know. McDonald's chicken nuggets contain the carcinogenic substance thamine mono nitrate which is used in construction to hold roads together [ __ ] So you you're eating building material, [ __ ] And I think I sat over here on this show before and told you all that you need to stop eating their [ __ ] French fries, [ __ ] because they use a forldahhide in their French fries. And forldahhides have been connected to cancers, too. And forldahhides, they use it in their in their grease in their French fries so that they don't have to turn over the grease as often. They can use the grease for more batches of French fries so they can save money. They're not wasting grease. Stop eating that [ __ ] I done told y'all before now. God damn it. And you wondering why you turned up with with uh cancer in your earlobes and [ __ ] If you knew how much seal I had in my ass, that chicken man ain't going to do a [ __ ] thing to me.

Girl, that might be why you over here coughing.

No, [ __ ] I'm over here coughing cuz I uh cuz [ __ ] I had the co and then it still lasted. I had got the co [ __ ] And I also sat over here and told you ladies and maybe some of the gays because I know some of you wear fake hair too. Stop wearing that synthetic [ __ ] [ __ ] And you got puss and [ __ ] in your scalp where it's itching and irritating because that [ __ ] is linked to cancers and [ __ ] And I've said so many times before that there are ingredients in black hair care products, namely women, black hair care products that black women typically use that are not present in ingredients and products that white women use. And I believed in it. I don't think that there's a study that's been done, but I'm just telling you what my spidey senses are telling me. I think that that's part of the reason why so many black women are coming up with um fibroids and all these different [ __ ] kinds of cancers and [ __ ] cuz it's in your [ __ ] hair products and [ __ ] It there's a particular brand and I can't remember what the brand of the synthe synthetic hair is.

Kacolon. Is it Kacolon? I can't remember and I don't want to say it because I'm not really sure. But you just got to be mindful of that [ __ ] I think it's conaculon. It might be. I don't know. Is it connectalon, y'all?

Right. Somebody put the conacolon. Oh, is that what it is? They say, "Yeah, that's it." They were They were talking about over on Tik Tok for sure cuz [ __ ] I would definitely used to get me some uh hair braided out with some Canaculine, [ __ ] And [ __ ] not only is my voice on tour and I'm collecting mechanical royalties.

Mhm. [ __ ] my voice is in [ __ ] Yes, my voice is [ __ ] Currently, [ __ ] somebody is somewhere in being Puerto Rican somewhere. I can't I can't wake up in no morning and somebody got it. It's in white households, black ones, Spanish ones, [ __ ] East Asian, Europeans, every [ __ ] way. I get up and be like, "Godamn, a new one. It's on chickens, dogs, chicken McNugget."

Right. Pardon me. Um, stop. So, I wanted to definitely tell you all about the chicken nuggets over at the McDonald's.

Girl, so you stopped eating chicken nuggets. I didn't stop eating that [ __ ] I ain't ate meat in eight years.

That kind of meat. I know you eat ass meat. Nobody was talking about ass meat. You know that can give you cancer, too. It give you throat cancer.

No, they didn't. Who was that that did that? What that say? Oh, that's our friend from Chicago. The real uh the real What is it? The real Jay Mitch Mitchell. Well, speaking of eating um McDonald's, you might have to watch Chick-fil-A, too. [ __ ] what Chick-fil-A doing?

Here we go. They don't wash the hands here. They not washing their hands. Get off. They spitting in the room. They not washing their hands.

Girl, I got it. It's going to be me outside. I'm outside every day and y'all got all these other people just sitting there looking [ __ ] stupid. Just looking [ __ ] stupid. I'm getting my [ __ ] ride so I can go and I'm filing a [ __ ] complaint. All y'all white ass [ __ ] people send me outside. Y'all do that [ __ ] all the time. I don't care. What is the police supposed to do? What the [ __ ] is the police supposed to do? Off the property. What was that [ __ ] spinning the food? Now, see, my heart really kind of went out to her because I just felt like she was crashing out because it was a lot of pent up something.

Yeah, they they was terrorizing that girl, right? And what she was basically saying, if you didn't gather it, was that she's tired of being outside in the [ __ ] weather, [ __ ] taking orders when people pull into the drive-thru in order the goddamn white people to get to enjoy the AC inside.

My pleasure. Well, here's the thing. This why I say I love being TS master because I don't gotta do that and there ain't nothing wrong with doing that but I just think I don't got to do that. It's not for you. It ain't for me. It ain't for me. Not everything is for everybody. It ain't for me, [ __ ] It ain't for me. I don't even think I survive in customer service cuz I hit a [ __ ] with some and the manager cuz I have before.

You hit a manager, [ __ ] God, really? I I've been in my [ __ ] manager face saying, "Bitch, you got me [ __ ] up."

My god. I listen, the last time I really know about work, it was Remember, minimum wage was $4.75. Oh my god. Minimum wage was $4.75 and then it went up to $5.25. I don't know nothing about working no [ __ ] job no more. The last set of jobs I had was goddamn track phone. And you know I told a store what I did to them puss [ __ ] I had to let them puss [ __ ] know. [ __ ] you thought you was going to terminate the double L. [ __ ] everybody leaving this [ __ ] today. You thought you was going to terminate the DO and think that I wasn't gathering information on you. the the the [ __ ] they [ __ ] up and did was let me go back and get my [ __ ] ass sit down at their computer and print out their paperwork cuz I know I had already knew I was taking that whole role in a supervisor. [ __ ] that was my plan. Y'all them whole you puss [ __ ] fired me because I was a trainee in training and you couldn't take me and y'all put it on company policy. And I said, "Well, since I got to go for company policy, everybody getting walked out this [ __ ] Everybody." And look at how how different times were. They couldn't necessarily do that now. I mean, maybe now with they can now with this [ __ ] right? But, you know, present day, they couldn't do that. I told them [ __ ] [ __ ] either they was going to pay me, [ __ ] while I came to work or I would be at home eating bun buns, watching the Young and the [ __ ] Restless, [ __ ] And I called them [ __ ] and had the younger playing in the background, [ __ ] Asking for the girls that I knew that they had walked out. I called up there cuz I knew I had those girls walked out, right? Making sure they weren't there anymore. No, I was I I knew that those girls were being walked out cuz my girlfriends were calling me on the lunch break saying, "Girl, what did you do?" I said, "Are they being escorted out? Let me call into the line and ask can I speak to Can I Can I speak to Hi, can I speak to Carlos Sardoui? Is that somebody's real name? Yes. Carlos Sardoui. I ain't never forget Carlos Sardoui.

What did Carlos do? That [ __ ] one time we was in the [ __ ] reading and I turned my back around to that puss [ __ ] I want to say other things.

Uhhuh. Outside of the black race.

Uhhuh. But I turned my [ __ ] back to that [ __ ] ass [ __ ] cuz them [ __ ] used to want to you want to call me a [ __ ] and [ __ ] like that. They used to want to do it.

You hadn't transitioned yet? I was transition but them them hoes was forcing me to come to work [ __ ] as in and butch.

Oh, so they still wanted you to dress like a boy. [ __ ] them [ __ ] was forcing me to come to make like I had caused all kind of [ __ ] goddamn uh commotion. Is this where you change your name tag? No, that was at Publix. Murder. I've been in transition since I've been 17, 18 years old.

Girls right up to the Yes. And give me that good musty dick. I like all that bicycle on that bicycle. [ __ ] me out there in the car. My lunch break. Loving me bringing me $50. [ __ ] what? Listen, Craig. I'm listening. Them [ __ ] ass [ __ ] ass tired ass maggot ass [ __ ] hoes over there track phone [ __ ]

Mhm. the Carlos rag ass Sardoui. I was look I was looking for that [ __ ] ass [ __ ] on Facebook. Carlos Sardoui and what happened? Uh he go he stood up and going he said uh you you think you going to sit in this meeting and have your back turned to me? He was a supervisor. He was like yeah he was a supervisor or a lead or something? Yeah he was a supervisor. I said yeah I'mma have my [ __ ] back turn to turn turned towards you cuz you ain't talking to me. Okay. And it was pressure. It was pressure with me because I came to work one Halloween in full geese. I came to work as [Music] me. Tore the building up.

Uh-huh. I had on I had a whip and I had on this leather dress. That's why they don't want you faggies working. Wrap around heels, [ __ ] [ __ ] you had on some wraparound heels.

Wrap around heels, [ __ ] It was we had a Halloween party at work. I came to work as me. That's why they don't want you faggies working in corporate girl. And and them [ __ ] said it was just it was commotion going on in there cuz cuz the gag is I used to work [ __ ] the streets too after after after so when I once I got off my job, I went to my other job. I went to my other job.

Right. I would still work the streets after that, [ __ ]

Uhhuh. It's cuz and I was still making good money.

Yeah. But it's just I couldn't get that out of me. And this why this is what I tell people like I'm so delivered and so so free from that [ __ ] now. Like when [ __ ] be talking to me about porn and talking to me about sex uh about prostitution, I'd be like, "Girl, get out of here."

Yeah, [ __ ] It cost me $30,000 to walk in the room and wave. Are you crazy? I'm not sucking no $200 dick, [ __ ] I I'm charging, [ __ ] My lowest fee is $15,000. Are you [ __ ] crazy, [ __ ] for me to be like, "Hey, what you got to do?" What you got to say? And how much you $15,000, [ __ ] Have you lost your phone? Oh, God. What you going to say? Hi. Girl, wait. What you got to go in the room and do? Hello. Hi, everyone. And how you wait? Hi, girl. Then shut up. Oh god. How you wave? Hi girl. I went from Mexico to Florida, honey. And and got your birth year. Your birth your upcoming birthday with a K.

Right. Okay. In moments. Oh god. Your birth year. Your next conver with a K in moments. Like are you [ __ ] crazy?

Right. Right. You're crazy over here talking to me about sex and sucking dick and all this stuff kind of stuff. I'm like, "Girl, I'm not in that space mode. I need to see the comments. I need to get there. I'm not in that space no more, honey. These you can't afford me, right? You cannot afford me. Oh my god, that is too funny. You're crazy, right? Well, I mean, at least you you stop and wave. Some people don't even No, I stop, wave, hug. I do the I do my job. Some people don't do that. But this is my thing with the with um you know with me leaving. I couldn't shake that. I couldn't work away from that. And I was going to do a nineto-five job. Well, it was three to it was it was 3 to 11.

Mhm. You know, I worked that shift shift once. I did not like that. I was making like six 15 $16 an hour or something like that. I don't know.

Uhhuh. Somewhere in the area like almost 20 bucks an hour or something like that. But back then that was good money.

Yeah. But I still it was still I was getting the good dick and still coming through like [ __ ] And then I would come to work and I was like now I know you from the beat but you don't know this illusion right here. I've been in your car. People that worked with you. I've been in your car. Oh cuz I worked in I worked in it was like in Dural.

Yeah. But you know I would leave that and go to 79.

Yeah. Yeah. So those people were up they were they were from Miramar, North Miami and all this type of stuff. So those people come to work. I'm like I've been in this car and they didn't know it was you.

No cuz [ __ ] I was out of ge.

Yeah. Yeah. So when I showed up to work in ge it was commotion. And so where they called you into the office, girl, they had told me like they had went in they had told me that I, you know, but it was Halloween.

Mhm. So after Halloween, so November 1st. Oh, so you thought you were going to come in there on November 1st dressed like that. You thought those people were going to think that it was still Halloween. You thought those people were going to think that it was still Halloween on November 1st. It was giving uh

Uh-uh. We let you We let that [ __ ] slide yesterday, [Laughter] sir. Hold on. Yes, ma'am. Sure. Yeah. Mhm. Let me write you up.

Uhhuh. You will not be wearing that in here. And that's what the guy Carlos said. Yeah. callers was giving all that whatever and so you know it started they started becoming like real crazy after that and I was the head of the rebate department come on rebate yeah I'll tell you another story about that

Later. [Music] Right. If you didn't know, you hired a fad. [ __ ] Shepher back. [ __ ] Let me tell you something: girls don't play with me. That's it. Listen. Um, so they uh, they hired uh, they this girl and um uh, the guy, Quality Control, his name was Juan. I can't remember Wu One's last name. This been many years ago. Yeah. Many, many years ago. Um, and he was [ __ ] the girl. She was a Haitian girl. And he was [ __ ] her. They were dating now. It had not, it had, they had no business frolicking and doing all this [ __ ] fraternizing, fraternizing on the job. So they were, I knew that they were in the coup, trying to do a coup to get me out of there because they started saying, "Hey, you need to, we need you to train uh, let me call, I need to get this [ __ ] name." Uh-huh. You need uh uh uh, we need you to train what's her name? Tracy. What? You need to train her uh, to be the head of the rebate department. I was like, "Well, where am I going?" Cuz if I train her, cuz why y'all moving me back to line activations? Am I going back there to be the head of the line activations department? Because if I train her to take my job, I had my mama, right? You gave birth to Miss Mary. If I train her, [ __ ] I had my mama, right? That's a mess. If I train her to do what I do, [ __ ] I had my mama, right? I birthed my mama, [ __ ] They, you know, when you talking to people that, that when you hit them with that street lift that some of them don't understand what that means, but one understood. Yeah. And one was like, "Oh, you going to train her?" I said, "With who? [ __ ] Who going to make me, who going to make, cuz none of you [ __ ] know what, see what I had to, I'm a smart p. I had fixed that mailbox so I know this, so I know it don't been messed with, color purple. None of you [ __ ] They all, they were lost, confused. They didn't know what to do. It was just like it was all of this like, Yeah. So, I had them by the balls for a while. And I'm like, "So, how, how these people, how, how are, how are all these hundreds of thousands of customers going to get their rebate? Only I know how to do this." I told them, I said, "Listen, y'all better stop playing with me because I have had the biggest, the largest walked out of this bitch." I've watched the biggest, the largest come in here and I've had them walked out, [ __ ] I watched Joe. I remember now, I remember Joe. He was a big cracker security. Big cracker ass Joe. Big crack of Joe over there looking like Hulk Hogan. Mhm. I watched Joe walk them [ __ ] hoes out of that [ __ ] I remember it was a, it was a, it was a, it was a my girlfriend. She was my good girlfriend at the time. Her name was Deborah McCulla. She was head of H. I love, if I can ever find Deborah McCulla. [ __ ] She might be watching. If I could ever find Deborah McCulla, there's a black girl. She's a black woman. Uh-huh. If I could ever find Deborah McCulla, I, I believe that Deborah knew that I was, you know, well, cuz I, I was always open about me being the one of the group and I believe that Deborah was a hag. And Deborah lived for me. I lived for Miss Deborah. Yeah. Yeah. Deborah McCulla. It was a big black [ __ ] that came to her, name was Liz, and she came, she was, she was, she was over every [ __ ] thing, right, over the floor and I went, came in her office and I was talking to her, she called me something out of your name [ __ ] I, I grabbed my chest like this, I said, "Oh, what'd you say? Oh, one more time." I think she called me something on the lines of a [ __ ] of a, and she's like, she was, she called me some kind of name, but the way she worded it, it was [ __ ] Right. Right. And I said, "Come again." And she said it again. And I said to her, "Ma'am, let me tell you something. I've watched girls walk in here and walk out. Don't think that because you're over the floor that you're too big to walk. I don't know what that meant in your tone, but I think that you just, you're calling me a [ __ ] And I left out of her office. I went back there to Deborah McCulla. I sat down in that chair with Deborah. I told Deborah what was going on, whatever. Three days later, [ __ ] I saw Joe. I saw the big white security guard. Big white security. I saw Deborah walking there. Walking that office, sat down. I saw them leave. I never saw that black woman again. Right. After that, what's her name? Let, let me call my girlfriend. They walked that [ __ ] out of there. I told that [ __ ] that she was going to walk out of here, right? [ __ ] You got me [ __ ] up. I told that [ __ ] "Bitch, you [ __ ] You're going to walk out of this [ __ ] I, I, I guarantee you you'll walk before me, [ __ ] You big scrubby thigh asshole. [ __ ] I guarantee you, [ __ ] you'll walk before me." Right. When they seen that big hoe get walked out of there, [ __ ] When I tell you that everybody in my department and said, "What do you have? What are you, what do you have on Deborah? You got to have something on Deborah because [ __ ] when you go back there to the HR and you come back, I've had, I've had homophobic men terminated. I remember I was walking around on the floor, [ __ ] Walking around on the floor cuz I was head of the rebate." And so I needed to go, go to some desk to get information and activations or whatever from the phone. And so the dude was like, "Get your punk ass away from my [ __ ] desk." I said, "I can't like that." I said, "You might as well gather your things." You might as well gather your things, honey, cuz you go. And he got fired, [ __ ] I walked to that back. Went back to my desk. Looked up, there was Joe, there was Deborah. And they, it was him and his, it was him and his cousin. They started working there. It was two fine boys. I just, I, I wasn't over there trying to cuz I don't, I'm at work. Right. Right. [ __ ] Get your [ __ ] ass away from my [ __ ] desk. I said, "Oh, baby, you about to gather your things." M, I could tell you now to gather your thing, right? And they had just got there, too. That's crazy. I looked over, I looked over from that, I looked over from the floor over there. Looked over your cubicle. I looked over my cubicle and I seen Joe gathering them up. It was, Oh my god. It was so many people that felt, they felt away at that place about me because [ __ ] you got to fight. They were nervous. Yeah, you'll get people fighting. That, that [ __ ] term, you're not going to use that here, right? You're not using [ __ ] here. Let me, girl, please answer this song, girl. This my, we've been, we've been friends forever. She might be sleep. It's 11:30. Oh, it is 11. She might be sleep. We got fired together on the same day. Well, I got a friend like that. Yeah. But listen, it, when they, when they finally took me down. Well, hang on. She ain't answering. Damn. She gonna call me tomorrow. When they finally took me down. Finally. Yeah. I didn't go down regular. But what was it about? Why did they fire you? I remember you told this story before cuz you went back. Well, they fired me because they were trying to find some way. They were trying to find a way to [ __ ] up me, to [ __ ] up. And so what they did was they implemented that hand and I used to say it was the mark of the beast. They implemented that hand thing where you place your hand to start, tell, do the time clock, the time clock. I, so we used to have to do the hand thing and I had told this against my religious beliefs cuz you were late a lot. Is that what it was? You and you didn't want to have to let them know. That's against my [ __ ] relig, religious beliefs, [ __ ] to be putting my hand on that [ __ ] turn clock. So, you were late a lot. So, they put me on, no, they, so, you were having people sign you in or punch you? Yes, [ __ ] So, that's called uh uh uh, time clock fraud, girl. But I was at work. Time clock fraud, girl. I was at work, [ __ ] I wasn't doing no time clock fraud, [ __ ] I didn't do no time clock fraud. I did other things, but I definitely didn't do time clock fraud. H. But girl, so what they did was they started tapping my phone. Really? They started tapping my desk phone. Yeah. Yeah. And so trying to see when you actually logged into the phone, trying to see because they, they, they had implemented this new policy on you cannot use company policy for personal, company property for personal use. And and so the the email that they sent out, it, I remember it being in June that they did it cuz I got fired around by September 11, the the actual September 11 when the planes hit the two wind towers. Yeah. So I remember it was being in June that they implemented this and I was like, "Oh, girl, they trying to," you know what I'm saying, but they were trying to find a way, Craig, it was so bad there, me, Tina, my, oh god, Tina, if you watching this, girl, whatever, me and one of the supervisors, like one of the big super, Tina Sanchez, girl, we would leave work to go get pumped, we, she's trans too, no, she's a real woman, oh, but she was just getting pumped, she was getting, we, we, we used to leave work to go, girl, Tina minded her business, living her life. Girl, don't nobody know her titties pump until now. Until now, we left to go get titties and body. Like, [ __ ] we would be on, we would be on that leak. We would be on the table. So, like, this, that was my [ __ ] [ __ ] Oh, that's Danielle calling back. [ __ ] Why you, you sleep? What's going, no, she ain't sleep. She wide awake. You at work, [ __ ] Yes. Danielle, what's the name of that [ __ ] out that big hole that I got fired? Liz, Liz, Liz Tyrannosaurus Rex with them big ass scrubby ass. Listen, I'm on my show right now. I'm on my live show right now talking about how many people I had walked out of that [ __ ] buildings. Carlos. Yeah, the Carlos with titties. Um, Sir Jean Deene [ __ ] Uh uh, frog eye madison. Meline, mine as she was on the shriveling trying to get up. So she doesn't know where the lady is that you like. What was her name again? Who was my girlfriend? Tina. Tina. I just said Tina. You just said Tina. Remember me and Tina used to leave work going to get pumped, girl? Yes. What was that [ __ ] name? Who was that [ __ ] name who won tried to get me to [ __ ] train? His, his, his baby mama. Tracy. Tracy. Black girl. Crazy. That's the girl that was Haitian. You said she was Haitian and they was trying to get me to train this [ __ ] to be my [ __ ] replacement. And what I told them hoes? No. Not just I told them [ __ ] if I [ __ ] train that [ __ ] I had my mama. Okay. She doesn't know where the the supervisor, the lady from HR is. What was the lady from HR name? You just said it. Liz. No, that's the lady that we got. The one that you liked. The lady that I was that y'all thought that I had some dirt on. Deborah. Oh, Deborah McCulla. Deborah McCull. Deborah McCulla. Look where she is. I want, listen, I would actually put her name in. I love my Deborah. But, but Danielle, tell you we listen. I got you on the thing, girl. Remember I had got them two boys fired, too. They had told me to get my [ __ ] ass away from their dad. Yes. Oh, God. Things now. Those I don't remember. But the two Haitian boys. I know exactly who you talking about, but I just don't remember their names. It, we, it was in North Miami. You know, North Miami is Haitian, Cuban, you know. You know, and so, so, so I'm over here. When I do my life story that year, you, I need you to be in there for [ __ ] cuz me and her got fired the same day. Of course. They hung up with me and called you next. And Suda, you put, you once you got off the phone with them, you was like, "Bitch." And I was like, "Yeah, yeah, they got us. I got the call." But they fired. What did, what did R say? Um, I didn't recollect the call, but it was something about someone calling for Trina. Yes. Somebody beeping Trina like it was this morning. Yeah. They were on the phone talking about, I can't recollect the call, but it was somebody, they were on the call talking about somebody beeping Trina. But you know they had [ __ ] um, you know they had [ __ ] um, implemented that policy about us using p um, company phone property for personal for personal use. Where they [ __ ] up at was, let me get back to my desk. Indeed they [ __ ] up by, let me get back to my desk. I remember y'all was still, y'all was still at work and and [ __ ] and you said, "Bitch, what did you do?" Because they all came back from, they came back from my, they came back from my unemployment hearing trembling. They was like, "What did you," you say, "Bitch, what did you do?" I love it. You hear me every word. And Frank, you fat blowfish [ __ ] Girl, where you [ __ ] Where you at? The [ __ ] I died. She remembers this [ __ ] like it was yesterday because for us that was like the thing, like these people, these, like that was like [ __ ] I was a ruthless queen there. It, it's like they all, I remember that we were sitting back there at day, you said [ __ ] you, you got something on these people here because they will not fire you. I remember when I came to work one day and they all looked at me. I was like, "Well, what's going on?" They were looking like, "Girl, you," they, they had put a room out. They were firing you today. I said, "It might be firing who?" That's right. That's what I said. Put all his head, firing who? I said, "Firing who? Who you going to firing who? Me." And they didn't. No, they couldn't. They couldn't. They couldn't. That's why they implemented that policy because they knew that they had to find a way to trap you. They had to try to find a way to trap me. And then this was this, this girl right here. This was my mother. This still my [ __ ] That was my [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] We would leave work and go to Tony Roma's. Remember we used to go to, ah, go eat [ __ ] We would eat Tony Roma's rib. More bread, please. More bread. More bread. We were clocked in, girl. Now we weren't clocked in. But I had fixed it to what? Riding the clock, girl. No, I had fixed it to where my friends were got on salary. Like we had got salary. Okay. I had fixed it to, I'm like, "Well, [ __ ] I want a raise and I need, I want to, I want her to be my assistant. I want this one to be my, like [ __ ] I was doing it like that and they was like, "What voodoo witchcraft you got on these people over here, Madison? What is it?" So you were using Madison at this point. Um, well, what's her name that tried to come and compete where she couldn't compare? Um, what the [ __ ] I know his real name is Clayton. I, what did they, what, what was he called? What, what did he call himself? Clayton. Oh god. Remember Big Tall Clayton and, and with you. Yes. Yeah. Big Tall Clayton. But I, what the [ __ ] was his name? I forget that whole name. Yeah. I can't, I can't. But I know cuz I, I remember clear as day. He had a panther or tiger on his thigh with Clayton underneath and that wasn't his boyfriend's name. That was his name. It was a trainee. They hired a trainee. They hired a trainee come there. Oh, got was and then it became some tension, right? Cuz they wouldn't let me come to work in my illusion. But this was a trans man. It was a trans woman. I was a trans woman. And so she came to work. They hired that whole Katrina. Katrina was her name. A Trina and they hired that hoe and that hoe came, they, you know, and I was like [ __ ] I know you from the be, so they didn't know she was trans, they tried to give, they tried to give that they didn't know that she was trans, but you couldn't come in, but they wouldn't let me come in there like that and you know what I'm saying, so well she was using the girls bathroom and everything else, but she, she was not the girls or whatever she was doing, but yeah, it became a little tension cuz it was just like and I didn't, I, I wasn't really trying to, like I didn't spill her tea or nothing like that. It just was like, I'm like, "Girl, right?" Girl, this is a poor monkey. And then there was Miguel, girl. Twine. It was twine all over the place. Listen, Danielle, I, I, they have to have me on the, on the wall of fame in there that I did. I terrorized that that company. It was beautiful. I love, they needed it. Yeah. Yes. Listen. Listen. I'mma call you cuz [ __ ] we got to because I got to put these stories together. You know, I'm doing a biopic. I got to put these stories together, [ __ ] But listen, you know I'm there for it. Yes. Oh my god. [ __ ] I love you. I'mma call you when I get off the show. I love you more. Okay, then y'all be good. Okay. Okay. Bye. Bye-bye. [ __ ] I love my girl. That is too much. Listen, Craig. The things that we did over there to that whole name was Tracy. One was [ __ ] her. I ain't even know. And he got her pregnant and they was trying to get me to tr, girl. It was so much stuff in that corporate. I would never work again. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Never. Yeah. I terrorized that track phone. I know you did. They [ __ ] that Timothy over there. They don't, I don't even think they want to ever hire somebody named Timothy. Name Timothy. Greg, don't you ever say I was I was time gouging. No, I said you were uh, what is, what is the word? What's the proper word for when you riding the clock? Uh, clocking fraud or something like that. Uh, what's it called, y'all? I just said it. But yeah, you were, you, you that was uh, time clock fraud or whatever, I said it was called when I had, listen, when I, I'm trying, I had those girls walked out that building, I was at home, they riding the clock, they had fired me [ __ ] but I, c, I had those girls walked out of there, I told them they were walking out of there and I would call, can I speak to Carlos, are doing, can I speak to Sir Jean Jean, can I speak to Maline and they were like, "Oh, they're not no longer here," and they were, they was like, "Tim, stop being so petty." I said, "Oh, they're being walked. Are they being walked out? Oh my god." Are they being walked out? Are they, are they heading home? That is awful. When a queen got it out for you, baby. When a queen got it out for you, know that you're going to get, god. Yeah. You're going to, and not just any queen, [ __ ] A Libra, [ __ ] I calculated on that, Craig. They had suspended me and sought me home and told me, [ __ ] And then they contested my, my, they, oh, yo, your unemployment, unemployment. Yeah, [ __ ] I ended up getting unemployment for two years. Two. I know. That's right. Same amount as my check. Right. Right. Those were the days now. So, you can't do all that now. Nah. Trump cutting [ __ ] off. Nah, speaking of cutting things off, [ __ ] he talk. Where's that thing about where he cutting off Section 8, Mo? Oh, I think it's that one. Oh, White House proposes eliminating Section 8 vouchers and cutting rental assistance by 40%. [ __ ] When I tell you that the uh, that the um, homelessness rate is going to increase, like my cousin just texted me and said the girl's name was Amber. It was cuz that was boring. Yes. But I didn't really have no pressure with her. It just was the fact that, you know what I'm saying? They wouldn't let me come up in there in the situation and you know she was living, but she had changed her name and did all the things or whatever. Amber was the one that was trans. Yeah. She had changed her name and all this type of stuff or whatever. And so, you know, right? But girl, they was trying to really apply pressure to me. That's why I got them all terminated. All of them. That's a mess. All of them. Right. Me and, me and Tina used, oh my god, I'm still here. Craig, go ahead. Me and Tina used to leave that [ __ ] job. How they tried to get me? Oh, Craig, I'm, girl, you done put Tina's business all out here. Girl, girl, she all right. Craig, you know you used to get have to get units for those track phones. [ __ ] I had endless units on my phone. They had gave me a phone like a, you got to tell them what units are. Units are minutes. [ __ ] Got track phones. Track phones sit out there. But, but you know, you got, we got a lot of young people watching. They used to unlimited talking. Girl, they once upon a time you had to buy minutes and then and then if you want to unlimit you got to wait till the weekend. Correct. them. They, so Tina was, "Oh my god, we got that [ __ ] fired. That Liz [ __ ] We got that [ __ ] fired. That [ __ ] called me some kind of pejorative." Uh-huh. I told that [ __ ] "Hold my bill." Carlos did not like what how me and Tina had got like this and saying and he wanted to get me terminated. So, [ __ ] Tina had gave me the spec. She, I had got the, this was back when the Motorola flips. The Motorola flip phones was out and I had, she gave me a Motorola flip phone because we needed, me and that [ __ ] needed the gossip. Tina Sanchez, let me tell you something. When black and brown link together, it's, if only black and brown people could stay linked together, right? Tell that to the Hispanics. When me, when me and Tina Sanchez linked together, [ __ ] [ __ ] That was my home grow. [ __ ] I call, I say, "Bitch, what's the T?" Right. But she's like, "Girl, be careful on the phone, girl." Turn up. I said, "Girl, send me the one that ain't got the sim, the sim, sim card in it." It was so much [ __ ] that we was doing. [Music] Child, Craig, we left that job, [ __ ] Uh-huh. I said, "Should I clock out tea?" She said, "No, you're on lunch." So, you were really stealing time. Well, well, that my boss told me that my boss's boss. So, she was in collusion. Tina was over, Tina was under that [ __ ] Liz in the office. Liz was the big [ __ ] Then it was the ones under that and then it...

I was floor supervisor. Yeah. Tina was my boss's boss. So, when my boss's boss came over there and said, "Um, Jeff, I need to see her," I was like, "Oh, okay. Tina needs to see me." And you still on the on the clock. I went to Tina's office. We in that we in that e [ __ ] Tina done order some goddamn poo tropical [ __ ] We in there eat food and she's like [ __ ] call the lady. Call the [ __ ] lady [ __ ] So y'all can go get pumped. Ah, they doing everything but working. She say, and some of you never got your rebates. They never got their rebates, small but I did. Plus others. Oh, I got their reap. They talking all on phones and [ __ ] that they ain't paid for. Tina say, Tina say, call the lady [ __ ] to see where she at. You think the [ __ ] home? I said, I don't know [ __ ] I'm not calling her from the office. [ __ ] give me let I said [ __ ] you know you need to give me a phone. She said, she said, hold on. When she open she went to her desk like that and got a got a phone out of there. [ __ ] it was it was brand new in the pack [ __ ] I open that [ __ ] up. I said, girl, this [ __ ] only got 300 units. Say, "Hold on." And she adding units. Track phone. That's why you all are out of business now. They were stealing units and phone and time and rebates, right? Rebates, phones, time. I bet you people still to this day waiting for their rebate, right? Oh well. There's there's a [ __ ] right now that's still pissed that she never got her. Oh well. That's a mess. Oh well, [ __ ] If y'all wouldn't have fired me, [ __ ] they would have got it.

Girl, we went and got pumped. I laid there. She was like, "Bitch, let me see. Let me see how the needle go on you first." I said, "Girl, hold on, [ __ ] I done laid flat, girl. She I'm getting I'm getting my hips pumped and she said, I see that she she get her ass and [ __ ] pumped and so we go we coming back. Me and this bitch." I love that girl. So, when did you lose contact with her? Um, after I got fired. Oh, you know what I'm saying? We talked for a little bit and then So, she never got fired. Um, I mean, cuz she was in collusion. Eventually, she got fired later on. Uh-huh. But it was She made sure that the rest of those girls got terminated, [ __ ] Why? They terminated her, [ __ ] So, wait, time out. So, I'm just I'm They terminated her [ __ ] Oh, so y'all [ __ ] done terminated my [ __ ] in. So she was the reason why they got turned. So you plus her were the reasons. Oh, so that's who you called when you found out that Well, no, I called into the to the track phone line. Yeah. Oh, okay. And the representative picked up. I was like, "Hello, can I sit?" And they was like, but because I was such a big influence there, they was like, "Miss Kim, right, stop this girl. We got real customers trying to call here. Like, girl, stop this, girl. We got real customers calling. Can y'all put me on speaker? She at the house bored. Can y'all put me on speaker, [ __ ] Buns. Bye. Bye, sir Jean. Miss, please stop calling up here. And she wasn't done. She was not done. Bye on my mama. On my hood, [ __ ] I was the only [ __ ] that was going to walk out this [ __ ] You ain't never tear out no job like that, [ __ ] Yes, but we'll tell that another day. I sure have. You use your [ __ ] powers over there, [ __ ] Yes, indeed. It's Listen, a [ __ ] scor is worse than [ __ ] you better know it. I tore Metro Link up in out there in California, [ __ ] I tore them up. That's how I That's how I published my first book, [ __ ] with that settlement check. But I'll tell you the details another time. [ __ ] I wore them people out. Them whites and Hispanics thought they were going to come against me. Oh, [ __ ] I got something for all of you. I got something for all of you out there at Metro Link, [ __ ] Metro Link is the commuter train out there, [ __ ] It's like Amtrak, [ __ ] but it only moves in Southern California. It goes from uh Southern California, like LA, up to like to the line of San Diego. It only moves around in there. [ __ ] I wore him out. I think there's a queen out there. There's a queen that has terrorized her job many times. Yes, indeed. And said, "You think you going to work me?" [ __ ] I'm a [ __ ] Okay. I say I tore them up. I am a [ __ ] I am a black [ __ ] I tore them them white people and Hispanic people up. Yeah.

Cuz see, here's the thing. I do think that black people move very in a very docile way in California. Not all, but a lot of them just kind of like tiptoe around white people and Hispanic people. And [ __ ] I'm from the East Coast. I didn't play that. And they, the black people that worked in my department were like, "Well, Craig, you know, we we know that there's some, you know, there's some um some inadequacies and things like that and disparities, but you know, just just don't come out here rocking the boat." Oh, [ __ ] I'm going to rock the boat. And [ __ ] they wanted me to be quiet. I said, "Oh, I'm not going for that." They terminated you, [ __ ] They did. But you fixed that mailbox, [ __ ] [ __ ] I fixed that mailbox, [ __ ] And when I tell you uh that white man thought he had a when I came into the office that day, I'm just going to give y'all the short version. When I came into the office that day, he said, "Oh, Craig, can I speak to you?" And he was like about to fire me. And so when I got to the office, there was a a letter on their on their letter, severance package, [ __ ] Yes. He had two paychecks. He had my next two paychecks right there. And I was getting direct deposit, [ __ ] They had my checks printed out. They didn't want me to come back. And the letter was on letter. It was on Metro Link letterhead and it was turned upside down. And [ __ ] the fagging me was reading that letter upside down. Oh, so I keep I noticed that you keep reiterating letter head. That's all I needed to know. See the things you girls think the we're old school. You think you're going to turn it on my time? He said, "Just I just need you to turn in your in your in your badge." And you know, so I'm already reading the letter upside down. And so when I get [Music] home, [ __ ] I crafted one old letter. And not only did I email him, I copied all of the top executives at that office. And I CCed, [ __ ] the EEOC, the Equal Employment Opportunity [Music] Commission. I CCed them, [ __ ] And I had even I hadn't even I hadn't even talked to the EEOC yet. And when I tell you I hit send, but before I hit send, I had gone into my email box and I had forwarded all of the emails out of there to myself, to my personal email box. Because in this letter that they they had written that I was reading upside down, he had said in this in this letter that I had missed all these different days from work and I knew I had been to work on those days. And so when I got home, I forwarded email correspondences that I had sent on those very days that he said in this letter I wasn't there cuz he was trying to say that I I miss work a lot. No, [ __ ] You want me fired because I was talking too much and I was letting you know, [ __ ] I see how you treating the black people here versus how you [ __ ] I I've always been this. I said, you I see how you trying to treat the black people in here. [ __ ] I'm not one of them. I'm not from LA. And so I went home, I emailed I forwarded all the emails on the dates that he said that I was not at work. And then I crafted one old letter and I copied everybody. Two minutes after I sent that [ __ ] [ __ ] they had shut down my email. [ __ ] we went to the EOC. [ __ ] they had their attorneys and [ __ ] [ __ ] it was me. They had their attorneys. They had somebody from um HR and I It was me and the mediator. And so they went on explaining, you know, see how we connected, [ __ ] They went on trying to explain why uh they were terminating me and this that and the third. I said, "That's bullshit." I said, "Cuz I just got accommodation. Here's the letter right here." And I forwarded them because I had all my [ __ ] printed out. I said, "Here's the accommodation that I just got a few weeks ago." I said, "You were praising me for such a great job that I was doing that." I had all of that [ __ ] laid out. I said, "I was actually at work this day because here's an email that I sent to such and such. Here's that email." I had everything laid out. And I said, "And ma'am, you just got here. You work for HR, but you just got here. You don't even know me. You only know what they've told you." I said, "So, you shouldn't even be speaking. I don't even know why you here. [ __ ] that white lesbian up." And so the med the mediator was like, "Okay, I've heard enough." He said, "So what what I'm going to do now is I'm going to take Mr. Stewart in this room and you all can stay here and I'm going to just go and speak to Mr. Stewart and I'm going to find out from him what he wants from you all because basically the purpose of mediation is so that you don't have to so you don't have to go to court."

I had that same meeting. Yeah. I had that same meeting. Yeah. So he said, "We're going to try to come to an agreement today so that we don't have to go to court." And so [ __ ] they pulled me in that other room. said, "This is what I want. I want X amount of dollars and I want my unemployment cuz you know they quick to try to deny you of your unemployment." Yeah, that's what happened with me, right? And so they had already denied my unemployment and I had a uh a hearing, an appeal hearing with the um unemployment office the next day. And so in my settlement, I said, "This is how much I want, and I want you to not bring your ass to this [ __ ] uh hearing tomorrow for for unemployment. I need you not to stand in the way of it." And so they agreed and I got my money. And then I went to the hearing the next day for um unemployment. And I told them what happened in the hearing the day before. She said, "Okay, I've heard enough. I'm going to go ahead and give you unemployment." [ __ ] I got that unemployment for about a year. I got mine for two. And when I tell you um I took that money and like I said, I printed my first book. That's how I put myself on tour for the first book. Girl, listen. Ain't nothing like a savvy [ __ ] [ __ ] you talking about a [ __ ] letterhead? Those puss [ __ ] hoes. Let me get back to my desk and print out all that stuff. It it I printed out all the correspondences that we sent back and forth with each other because [ __ ] company policy company property is email. That's right. Telephones. Yes. Staplers. All of that, [ __ ] So So let me and just I did exactly what you did. [ __ ] came there with they attorneys and all this in there. I came there by my [ __ ] z [ __ ] And I was up in full regalion. [ __ ] if you didn't know that I was going to be beat. Uh-huh. I was in full regality. Uh-huh. I know. That's right. I said I said to the mediator, I said, "This is why we're here." Right. Right. Yeah. Cuz my name was still Timothy. Uh-huh. I said, "This is why we're here." Right. Right. Right. Just so that so that just so that you were aware what the true problem is is this. So now, let's get into it. Right. Is this not your name at the top of this thing? Randall. Randall, is this not your name right here? Is this not a chain letter? Right. So, please inform me at what time, date, and place did uh uh we're not and who is supposed to adhere to this company policy of using company equipment for personal use. Right. So, by by this decree and this letter right here, what y'all stated in June on June the 1st, all of us in this room that work should be terminated. So why am I fired? Right. You just promoted me to rebate supervisor. Right. So you mean to tell me that my bad job get got me a promotion? Right. Right. That's what I was saying. They had just given me accommodation. You were just praising me. You just promoted me, [ __ ] So you going to tell me, [ __ ] that my promotion? Yeah. Got it. So tell so so so tell us now is this tell us what happened after Halloween de October the 31st what what happened November 1st you came in here dressed again what happened right so if you could so the lady the mediator said just like she said oh [ __ ] I done got enough right she did I'm looking at y'all have given this person a raise and you promoted them and now you've send out this letter and this is the only reason there was no prior writeups. There was no written there was no discrepancies in in in the job performance. So you mean to tell me that it was it was because they picked up the company phone and called within the company. Right. Right. Internally she said Miss Hinton. I said take notes. When the mediators looked at me and said, "Miss Hinton, Miss Hinton." I turned to him and said, "Take notes." Right, [ __ ] It's Miss Take notes. I've heard enough. Right. Yeah. I've seen all I need to see. Mhm. when they wrote that letter, [ __ ] to me and told me that I will be receiving my [ __ ] unemployment, [ __ ] for the next two years, [ __ ] Okay, [ __ ] I was getting food stamps and unemployment, [ __ ] Those book stoings that you all came to and there was food there. [ __ ] food stamps, courtesy of California Police for that California Pizza Kitchen. That's right. Ah. Ah. When you came in there and ate that grilled salmon, [ __ ] that was courtesy of the state of California. Thanks. Thanks. Thank you. Thank you. Okay.

Mo, how many times you scam your job? Cuz we know you have. Yeah. You won't get away with it here. Well, he count. Just so that you know, you won't get away with it here. How y'all know I scammed my job? Oh, we know you're African. again. First of all, if I did, it's not because I'm asking. No, we're not speaking in uh superlatives, right? Whatever that word is, we're not speaking in that, right? We're not speaking in conjecture. Uh when you scammed your job, what happened? Give us the deeds. I mean, uh see, were you up in that key? Were you wrongfully terminated? One time. Did Did you get the Mac? No, you took it out on another job. Oh, did you take it out on another job? Yeah, I did actually. That's wrong. Cuz that other job ain't do nothing to tell you. You took it out on the other job. Yeah. No, you should have hit them [ __ ] in their throat. But the reason I But one of the reasons why I took it out of the other job because I told them I told them, you know, days and times that I can work. They decided to still give me times that I told them I can't work. Well, Mo, what about the other job? That's where your anger should have been derived. That other job? Okay. So, the other job was that was when I was going to school to become a pharmacist. So, I was I was Oh, you was mixing dope at home. No, I was like legit pharmacist. Oh. Not not street pharmacist. Legit pharmacist. So, I was in school to become a pharmacist. So, I actually got a job as a pharmacy tech. Okay. And so was this at a CVS or something? It was Do y'all know the uh the store? I remember the grocery store. It's the food stamp store. That and Food Depot. They It's a food step store, you know. They used to have a pharmacy also. Yeah. So I used to work in the pharmacy cuz the pharmacy was right next to my school. And so and this when I was going to school in uh in Mon in Barnesville, Mon around that area. So, I was doing I was filling out prescriptions and everything and there was a day I didn't work. So, I came in and then I came in when she the the woman came in was like, "Um, I need to talk to you." Mind you, I didn't know what was going on. So, I was like, "Okay." Yeah. She was like, "We're going to have to let you go." I was like, "Why? What happened?" She's like, "Cuz you filled the wrong prescription." I was like, "No, I didn't fill the wrong prescription." So, you gave people percoet instead of uh No, I didn't give anybody. So they let me go and come to find out because the person that was working, the guy that the other technician that was working was the one that filled the wrong prescription. So and you still got fired? Oh, they had already fired. And I didn't find out I didn't find this out until like I think like maybe a couple of weeks later. And so I ended up getting fired. And then the guy because we went to the same school, I saw him and he was like, "Oh man, I haven't been seeing you around." So I told him the situation and then next thing you know, I told him because I remembered the the the prescription and the name. He was like, "Oh man, you basically he told me it was him that filled that prescription." And so because it was your friend, you didn't want to retaliate on the stove. No, no, no. That's not why. That's not why. Cuz I wouldn't have to store up. I wouldn't even say we're friends. I would say we're more work associates than anything. You still in touch with him now? No. No. Ever since I didn't like I wasn't even in touch with him. It was in. Yeah. Even during the only reason we knew each other was because we worked. Was that in Mon? It was actually specifically uh specifically Barnesville. Barnesville, Georgia. Down there by Mon. Yeah, it's next to M. It's like maybe like uh 30 45 minutes from make uh making. But yeah. And me I was like and I was like 21 22 at that. Did they walk you out? No. No, I just left. Oh, you just left almost. And you didn't get unemployment? No. No. Because I was I was still a student in school. So, wait a minute. I want to know why did you not finish in that on that career path to do pharmacy? I couldn't be in the cubicle all day counting pills. Oh. Like lit leg legit. You're just for 12 hours in a day from 7 a.m. That's why the [ __ ] you wait so long to get your goddamn prescription. Yeah. From 7 a.m. to 7:00 p.m. That's basically all you're doing. Count my pills. Cuz when a [ __ ] in there don't want to count many people lost, right? Getting the wrong prescriptions and [ __ ] But I did I and that's why I didn't pursue it because I was What? People what? What' you say? People got eight pills in their girl. They need 30. First of all, I've never I never I never gave anybody the wrong incription. Now, there was a time. There was a time that I did do I used to do security. Now, them I gave them help. They fired me, but they I gave them help. You did what? I gave them help. Oh. Because And that's why they fired me. But I told them I was like, I could only I'm not I don't want to work night shifts to morning shifts. I got school in the morning. I can't do it. Oh. So, you weren't admitting your job. I was cuz I used to I used to take hour breaks. Well, you're supposed to get an hour break. No, no, no. You're supposed to get 30. Oh, see this? I don't know about So, you were quite a rebel taking an extra 30 minutes. I went to sleep on the job. Well, we know that cuz you do that here. No, I don't. So, stop lying. First of all, I do not do that. You be over there sleep mode. I do not do that. No. And I actually slept so I I slept so hard on the job that they actually broke into the place and stole all their computers. They didn't fire you. That's why they fired. Oh, yeah. You should have got fired. Yeah, that was justified. Yeah, that was justified. Us being fired, we were terminated cuz we were the girl. That's right. You straight don't have those types of problems. But you were also you were also getting shots on your on company time, too.

Excuse me. I only started doing that when they started treating me away and that's why I started doing that. I told them I said I said, "Look, don't don't I was making good." That was the first job that I started. I was not making $475 or five $7.15. I was actually making like almost 20 bucks an hour. You know, I really love my job until they start making me until they started doing these things. You know what I'm saying? It's like until they started hiring these people and these these homophobic and uh transphobic ass people started coming up in there with that [ __ ] I was You're not going You're not going to freely think that you're going to call me a [ __ ] in my face. Mhm. You're not going to freely do that cuz I'm I can I'm going to bop you and I'm over here like I can't bop you because I'm at work. Yeah. So, I'm going to do I'm going to professionally get you walked out of here, girl. I'm going to professionally get you walked out of here. Okay. It was only one one [ __ ] that was that was that was his name was Paul. He was white. Why you look at her like that, Craig? What did Paul do, [ __ ] Cuz after after Li Ro Liz or Ro whatever that [ __ ] name was at the b and Paul was a real was a real cracker. Like what do you mean real cracker? Paul was a real cracker. He ain't he if it was a cracker he ain't like it really. And Paula Paul came down with the hammer on that floor and they ch they challenged me. They said [ __ ] I bet you won't get him fired. I said hold my bill. Wait wait wait wait wait. What did he do to you? Paul was very Paul put fear in us. So that's why you got him. He was racist. It was that and Paul was like Paul was [ __ ] Paul was walking [ __ ] Everybody in that [ __ ] was scared of Paul. Why? What was so scary? I don't know what he did that made him come there like like Paul came and shook that [ __ ] up. Terrorized y'all. Yes. But I was like b and they said [ __ ] I bet you won't get Paul fired. I said hold my bill. So you got him fired off of a bet? whole no cuz Paul had I don't Paul walked over there to my [ __ ] desk [ __ ] on some cracker [ __ ] and [ __ ] I was like excuse me I told Paul I said Paul

Be careful, he said. No, you be careful. He didn't give a [ __ ] about you. He didn't give a [ __ ] about all that, and that's why everybody in my section—I said it's going to take some—But he will walk. So how—Wait, time out. Just curious. How long did it take you to get him to walk? Paul walked. Paul walked. Paul walked a little bit after I had got walked. So he didn't leave until after you were gone. [ __ ] I worked on Paul though. Paul. Paul walked a little bit after I walked. Just a tad bit after I walked. But Paul walked. It was my job. Paul walked, but it was after you walked. But he walked though, girl. So. So am I to infer that you had nothing to do with Paul walking?

I had nothing to do with Paul. She had everything to do with Paul, [ __ ] I was getting all Craig, girl. Yeah, I'm like my cupcakes, [ __ ] That turnover rate down there is awful. I know that customer service was awful cuz [ __ ] every time a [ __ ] got on the job good, she was fired. So it was always a [ __ ] in training trying to learn the job. That's why [ __ ] didn't get their rebates. Another reason. Another reason the girls didn't get their rebates cuz they didn't know who rebates.

Right. It was always a [ __ ] in training. [ __ ] that turnover rate was given. I had those girls walk, [ __ ] Girl, I know HR was—it was a nightmare in HR. I—I had those girls walking. [ __ ] Listen. Deborah McCulla walked down—Deborah. Deborah McCulla walked down that [ __ ] that H. Deborah McCulla walked down that hallway and she walked in that office with Paul, and Paul called me in that [ __ ], and I sat down. I sat down with—with—and but Carlos was in there. Carlos was in that [ __ ] [ __ ] I was like, "Oh, this—Oh, [ __ ] They—they—they uniting now, right? They coming against you, [ __ ] They're uniting. United front. They're you. They're—they're—they're v—they're forming up like Voltron in this bitch." Oh, [ __ ] They called me in that [ __ ], and they—and they suspended me. I said, "Oh, I got to really work this [ __ ] tall ass croc. I got to work this bitch."

So, you think he was the one behind you? But I got—I came back to work after that, Susie, because I had Mr.—I came back—came at—back to work after that suspension or whatever, but it was my dude. I was going to [ __ ] if it was—I'm that type of [ __ ] It's if it's my last blow. If my eyes is fixed on you, it don't matter if I got—I think that's the—that's the pro—problem of—I—that's the problem of a Libra and a Taurus. Baby, I would if—if—if they had to throw me in there. No, because I'm a Taurus rising. Yes. If my eyes is fixiated on getting you back, I don't give a [ __ ] if I swing and—and it takes my arm, you're going. We're going together. That's right. When I was in the car with that boy I told you, [ __ ] that I was dating and that [ __ ] [ __ ] did something to me. And I turned—that I turned—that mother—I turned that car around in oncoming traffic. I said, "Bitch, today—right today we're living together." I told you I did that same thing on 75. We're living—We're living this earth together. That was crazy though. You won't miss God and I won't miss it either, [ __ ] I don't know who going to get there first, but we going at the same time.

Yeah. Yeah. That means—that's a mess. I don't like to battle, but if I have to battle and it means that I got to lose my leg and arm to destroy you, [ __ ] count it as gone. Right. [Music] If it's my last breath, gather your things, cuz we're out of here together. That's right. I'm going to see what it's like on the other side, [ __ ] I'll meet your soul in hell. You remember that from—from Women of Bruce Place? You hit my child again and I'll meet your soul in hell. Girl, that was—that was good TV. Yes, it is. Vesta sang that. Yes, she did. God rest her soul. Bless her soul.

Did I ever tell you that I knew her when I lived in LA? So, there was this guy that I was cool with when I lived in LA, and I actually stayed with him for a very short time. I tell that story in this book down here that I often read when I go on break. And so, that book is not just about me and the married man and his wife. Um, but yeah, he was—he was doing her hair. He was doing Vesta's hair. He used to do Mickey Howard's hair. That's how I know stories about Mickey Howard living on Wilson Boulevard. Oh. And um—he was doing all of the—the old divas, girl, the washed up divas. And so um—Vesta used to come and get her hair done and he would do her hair for her for free because you know she couldn't afford it. And he loved her. And see I wasn't even being shady when I said that. She—She didn't have any money. Mickey Howard didn't have any money.

Wait a minute. How did this happen? What happened to their money, Green? I mean, they just didn't have any money. I mean, they were out of cash. What did you—What could you possibly spend millions of dollars on? Well, I mean, I don't know if they had millions. Well, their albums sold millions of—But I don't think they wrote them, so I don't think they had millions. No, Mickey had—they had millions of—I don't know if Mickey had millions in her possession. Well, let's ask Al—Alexa. Is Alexa down here working or Siri? What do you want to ask Siri? Cuz I'm not sure if Siri is going to know who she is. They—She will. What do you want to ask? I want to know how much Vesta Williams was worth when she perished. Well, I can tell you that Vesta had nothing cuz we went to see her and she had her things out in trash bags in front of her house that she was renting. Craig, stop it. I'm dead serious. I like that woman a lot. And stop it, Grace. And so the guy that I was staying with at the time, she called him like a couple days before and it took him a minute to call her back. And then by the time he called her back, we went to her house cuz she had left him a message saying that she had to move out. She—she didn't have—she hadn't paid her rent in like months. And he was doing her hair for free because like I said she didn't have—she had—what she had shows. She had no shows. Oh, and did you know once upon a time she used to date um Bruce Willis? Vesta Williams was dating Bruce Willis. [ __ ]

So anyway, we get to the house days later. You know, once upon a time Bruce Willis was fine, right? And that's when Besa had him. And so what happened was she was staying in a hotel. Now you can Google this because I know some of you think I'm not telling the truth, but Google was—I mean uh—but why we done got so low? Okay. Oh, we were whispering. You spilling real tea. Go ahead. Yeah, y'all really were—people really wondering. But Vesta was living in a hotel as an extended stay. No. America in Elsa Gundo. Well, you know when you broke and you don't have no money, you got to get out of LA. Well, she was in Elsa Gundo, which is outside of LA. Yeah, but you got to get out of California. Well, she didn't have money, girl. I just told you her bags—her things were packed—packed in black trash bags in the—in the—at the house. And so we pulled up to the house, girl, and her stuff was gone. And so she was—her stuff was lined up in the driveway and then uh—in black trash bags. And then by the time he got word, she had overdosed on pills. How do we start talking about Vesta? Cuz we talking about the women of Brewster plays. Oh yeah. And she sang that song. But do you remember that McDonald's commercial that she had with um—what was that Alro? She all beef patty special sauce lettuce cheese. You'all remember that? Pickles, onions on a sesame se. Yeah. Boom. I didn't like that commercial. No. And they were like—they was sitting in front of each other. You—I don't like all that scatting bit. Now, do you know her favorite one though? What? Who? Which one? The diet cold. Get—I believe she died of a broken heart, too. Talk about the McDonald's commercial. What? Who? Crispy Chicken. No, that's Burger King. Oh, Burger King. Oh, she said no. Run it again. Mary, she said no. That lady said Mary, she said no. Oh, no. Mary tired of it all. Mary just needs to retire. Can somebody check on her 401k uh deposits? I think—Do you think she liked the acting aspect more than she like—I think Mary just exhausted. Is this Mary Todd Murrle? Listen, you've been singing about pain for the last 50 years. You got 50 years worth of albums—pain. You got 50 years worth of—thing is that if she's tired, why don't she just rest? Well, because she can't. You said she can't—cannot. What? I mean, so you has not made enough money that—Well, Kendu came through and swept through there like, uh, yeah, Kendu came through and cleaned that out and now she being sued by her—her close girlfriend. But girl, she still has money. That's what I was thinking. She still has money. [Laughter] Well, girl, it was just a handful of years ago that she—when she got—I'm not doing this, Craig. What? Murder, what? Because you be—it's too many people that you keep [ __ ] on that be having these people like this, girl. What? Girl, girl, it was just a handful of years ago that she—It was just a handful of years ago that she got her Hollywood Walk of Fame and she said then that she was homeless. She was staying with David—I mean uh—Jimmy Iavine. Jimmy I is the white man who owned Innercope who was the head of Innercope and he founded Beats by Dre with Dr. Dre. Now how does she not have no money to just go and get a little apartment somewhere that she had to go live with them white people? Well, she was just—she just finished the show—that 50 Cent show. What—what's it called? Well, this was prior to that. Oh. And then she did the 50 Cent show. Uh—what was it? Ra—not raising Kanan. Was it Raising? No, not Raising Kanan. It's um—uh—the one with the—the sun. Yeah, that. But she was on there for—for almost how many seasons? I mean, power. Yes. Power book. Power book. Power. Yeah. So, I mean—I mean—Kend was getting it for about 30 grand a month. Craig, you—it's too many people you [ __ ] own that be having these people business. Girl, uh, I mean, I'm just saying. So, my point is she still got to work. You telling us Vesta outside on the sidewalk? Chavevesta had trash bags just like that trash bag—living with the white man—white man and his wife cuz she had nowhere to go now. That's what I'm saying. You didn't have—you didn't have no money to get an apartment. I just don't want to believe none of this. Well, I done bought so many of Mary Al and she got at least 10,000 of my dollars. See this why I don't splurge on boots and shoes and pocket books and stuff. I don't do that. I don't—I don't splurge on [ __ ] like that. Boots and shoes and pocket books and—I don't do that mo. I don't get into that kind of [ __ ] Y'all can tell me. I'mma cheat. [ __ ] give me a straight. Oh god.

Well, Mary J. Blige, as you know, it was her birthday last week. She turned 47 on Thursday and she was also honored that day on the Hollywood Walk of Fame. She got a star. Now, she spoke, of course, and as Mary J. Blige does it, she was very honest about the struggles that she had been going through, her marital drama, financial issues, and so on and so forth. Here's what she had to say. There's been times that in my career that I didn't even want to step out my house because I was hurt so bad that all hell was turning loose in 2016 and I had to file and all of that stuff. While I was homeless last year, Jimmy took me in to his knowledgeable home, him and his beautiful wife, Liberty. And I will never forget that. Girl, don't ever play with my receipts. I told you I will tell you many stories, but I'll never tell you a lie. That this was seven years ago. She said in 2016, she had to file. What she did not say was file bankruptcy. And she was living with his beautiful wife, Jimmy, and his wife Liberty. in Malibu cuz she was homeless. We got to—we got to—we got—we got—we got to really, you know, we got to really normalize telling the truth and separating the truth from—from being shady. Damn, she was really—So, my point is this was all around the time that she was paying the husband that money and so then she went back on tour after that. Like she had, you know what I mean? like you ever since. Yes. And my thing is I just feel like as long as she homeless doesn't mean moneyless. But [ __ ] if you ain't got—if you going to live with somebody else, obviously you ain't got no money to be paying for an apartment. And so my thing is for as long as she's been in the game, but she came out—what—1990. And I've said this before, Mary should be a ga—Mary should be making global music. She's a global star. Now, watch somebody get lost in this. She is a global star, but she's not making global music. And—and—and—and so she like—she can't go and sell out uh—these huge places, right? Wimbledon. She can't go do that, not by herself, right? Because her music is—it has not transcended mostly large black comm—black people, black audiences. So what you're saying is black people don't have no money, Craig. No, that's not what I said. That—that is—that is not—that—that's not what I said. You messy, ain't she? You messy. [Music] [Laughter] And I just feel like, you know, Mary should be at the point where, you know, she should be set. Like, I don't think that she should be having to work out here. She should be working. Beyonce is working because she want to. Yeah. Yeah. That's—that's all because she wants to. That's a different—There's a difference. That's the love for what she do. That's obviously the love what she do. But not everybody can just come out 12:00 a whole album. Beyonce's tour made $55 million them first few days in—in LA. In LA. Patty Label is touring because she wants to. Excuse me. Patty ain't broke. Patty is not broke. Patty is touring because she wants to. Because she wants to do it. What I'm saying is Mary has to work right now. And it's sad. It really is sad. Uh, most black people get cars and shoes. She definitely got jewelry. Cars and shoes and cars. Jewelry and cars and shoes and jewels. Like, I'm not trying to keep—Listen, y'all will catch me on the red carpet with a black dress. Listen, y'all are catch—Listen, give me one black dress. I'll wear it everywhere. That's just me. I [ __ ] Like even like Whitney Houston. Whitney Houston wasn't—She wasn't broke, was she? Well, was she broke when she left? I—I wouldn't say she was broke. Um, she was negative 20 million. Oh, really? She was—They were waiting for her to put out an album that tour went—started recouping back money and then y'all started walking out cuz she sounded awful. Whitney was sounding awful in those last days. [Music] They said Phyllis did a lot of it—shows me how—and when they're not. Oh, the sing—talking that talk—sing [ __ ] the light of day. Listen, girl. When she went on there and she sang with Dance with the Star and I said, "Somebody give it up for Whitney Houston." The clock shakes up on the hour. The sun begins to fade. All that talk, all that talk—say enough time to figure out how to chase my blues away. And she said, "Oh, now right." Wait, what was that? The light of day. The—Wait, wait, what was it? The light of that. One more time. The light of the—Listen, y'all a mess. I think you said that to me first. Y'all are miss. There's a page on Tik Tok. It's called This Ain't Sesame Street. This ain't Sesame. This ain't Sesame. [ __ ] when I tell—He got so many clips of [ __ ] talk over there that—First of all, why am I in a suit and a tie girl? Why does my—Why he got that afro on you, girl? Yeah, he do. Yeah. And it's so crazy because the actual clip—somebody else tagged me on Instagram and I put them back to back, but I—I didn't put it up here tonight, but I was looking—I was saying, "Oh my god, he is spot on." The light of [Music] day. That shows me how. Let me as miss. Yes. I've only showed you photographs of mister, but you've only met me as Miss, right? And of these hoes on the internet that be calling me Mr.—Sir, you only met me as a miss. Some of y'all have seen my nuts and dick, but that's still—I'm still me. I'm still bit. They may have seen what? My nuts and my dick. But I'm still miss even through all of that. They may have seen what? My nuts and my dick. I'm still miss. Even back in the day, I was Miss Tim. Don't be—Don't get it. Oh my gosh. Who are you, girl? Miss him. Miss Tim. Don't you get it? Twist girl. Who are you, girl? Miss Tim was always been a woman. You always been what? A woman. Was that MS10 or Mrs. Tim? Either way it goes. It was m—and don't you forget it. I know. That's right, Miss Tim. Oh my lord. Oh god. Oh my god. Girl, my side is hurting. Miss Tim. So you said—and you answered. Yeah. My pronouns are she and her. and miss. So, back to what I was saying. Miss Tim, [Laughter] you're—Oh my god. First of all, why am I light? Why am I darker than Mo? Right. That's first. And why do you keep changing? My hair changed three times. My shirt changed. Oh my god. When I say that [ __ ] they keep more the same puppet, baby. They keep Mo the same one. That [ __ ] had me in stitches, [ __ ] Let me see the other one. Mo, hold on. There's a—There's another one. There's—Wait, hold on. I got to scroll down. What? I—But again, the page is This ain't sesame. Let me see that. This is 99 J. That's a girl. All right. Girl, this hair looks delicious on you, girl. Thank you, [ __ ] Girl, what is this? Plum, burgundy, or what? This is 99J. 99J. Yes, girl. This is sick hair. Thank you, girl. He got the microphones on the desk. Listen, I'm telling you, how do they do that? I don't know. I don't know. Get the last one because I thought I put it in there, but I guess it didn't go through. Okay. And when we were posting it, well, I posted them on my Instagram. And when I tell you, people were like, "Oh my god, where'd y'all get these muppets?" We had nothing to do with that. Somebody made that. That [ __ ] was so funny to me. The way he had your hair up and I was like, "Oh my god, that's exactly how she had her hair that day. That [ __ ] was funny. What I'm about to put in is—is—I think it might end up being one of the funniest ones you—Oh yeah, because that one somebody said chat GPT is how they did it. Oh, really? Mhm. That [ __ ] was funny. [ __ ] I'm so hungry. [ __ ] I'm starving. Really? What? I am starving. Yeah, we're going to put the other one in here. Yeah, I'm putting it in right now. This is the last one. We're filming. Hello, Miss Mary. Did—fall out the chair? Is she sure? Yes, ma'am. She did. Yeah, she's okay. [Laughter] She had to confirm you were okay before she laughed. That [ __ ] right there. Look at this. They said Mo still on them steps. Yeah, the volume was kind of low. That video for that—for that was—But it was still hilarious. play with me like that. It's crazy that—it's crazy. You always be doing that. How would you even do that? You don't know if people like that or not. You don't just do that. I saw that video. On my way back. I'm back. Hey, I got you a couple of things. First things first, we only doing this on holidays. It's really not cool. Um, this is the last thing you want to talk about, then we're going to leave and then we'll be back Sunday. I want to talk about how Craig man just get on my [ __ ] nerves. If I wasn't a—if I didn't—if I just didn't enjoy the sexual aspects—I don't even think I would just deal. I think I wouldn't even just—me get on my nerve with this stupid [ __ ] Like what has shaped—well—I—I don't need to say what—I just feel like society has shaped men just be so stupid—just dumb—not just dumb but just like—man—I don't do all of that—man—the limitations—s—and the way that they live for other people is—that's homoerotic within itself. Like that they live for other men's approval. That's some homosexuality within itself right there to me. And then everything is just so gay. This is gay. That's gay. This gay, that's gay. It's like, girl, eat a banana. I don't think most men are independent thinkers. I think most, and I've said this before, I think most men, straight, gay, whatever, are um—so impressionable and they—and they follow the leader. They follow other men that they admire and they look up to or whatever. I don't think most men think for themselves. And that—and that plays out even when it comes to relationships, you know, because I think there are men who—who uh—womanize simply because they've seen it done. Yeah. You know what I mean? By their brothers, their fathers, uncles, the men in the neighborhood. Like, they just do it because they see it. Thank God there's 12 men out there and Mo knows them. Yes. Thank God. Ladies and gentlemen, please get your tickets for the live show in um—DC and um—Baltimore. Baltimore. Um—yeah, please get your tickets if you haven't got your tickets. They are on sale. They are available. Um, fagtalk.com. Uh, yeah. Go ahead and get your tickets. U, we'd love to see you there. We certainly would. We want to come hug your neck. Yes. So, run it, Mo. And then come back and make sure you get your tickets for telling our story. It's Friday, June 20th. Actually, run it and then we'll see y'all Sunday. Yes. Washington DC. The [ __ ] are coming back to the Howard Theater on May 30th. Yeah, that's right. We're coming back. You don't believe it, tell these people that we're coming back to the Howard Theater on May 30th, Washington DC. Honey, they said y'all couldn't get enough of the [ __ ] And guess what? Y'all call the [ __ ] Oh my god. May 30th, 2025, the [ __ ] will be back in the building at the Howard Theater. Honey, the Howard Theater said, "Honey, we brought the black folks and all the other kid folks out, child, and come on back." So, guess what? Welcome back. Welcome back. Welcome back. Welcome back. Come on, get your seats, honey. Visit www.ftalk.com to get your tickets for the 5:30 show that is May the 30th, 2025. Baltimore, Maryland. Baltimore, Maryland. Honey, the [ __ ] [ __ ] are on the way on May 25th, 2025. Yes, God. Honey, we are back at the Laafia. We heard y'all were looking for the [ __ ] Well, guess what? The [ __ ] are coming back, baby. That's right. May 25th, Baltimore, Maryland, my hometown. So, y'all know y'all got to—

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Telling our stories returns Friday, June 20th in Atlanta, Georgia. The only difference: you, the viewer, are able to participate. How did you feel after your first sexual experience came from? I didn't ask you how did it always telling our stories. It's a conversation for black queer people. I do think that there are people who are wired to be monogamous, and there are people who are just not. I would rather lose a woman to a woman than I would rather lose a woman to a man. It's a cultural prevalence in the black community. I find when I'm in a relationship, it's hard for me to let go. If we're all saying that we want the same things, why does it feel like we keep passing each other? All are welcome, but the conversation will be centered on black queer issues. But again, all are welcome. As a person who has attempted suicide, I'm afraid of allowing someone in that is going to disrupt my peace and take me back to a dark place. I continue to find it a struggle to come out to heterosexual friends. It was tough. Remember, the conversation will be centered on black queer people that's telling our stories. Get your tickets now. Join us for food and conversation.

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