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Hello beautiful collective and welcome back to my channel Lum Moon Tarot. So everybody, I'm checking out the energy and it is like really, I want to say somber, very somber, depressed, um, contemplative kind of energy. Okay, somebody's like heavily thinking about you, you know.
Um, I when this card came out, and this is a new deck. I'm, I'm, I'm really not used to this deck at all. But, um, when this card came out, I saw all these footsteps and it's just giving me the energy of, um, realizing the kind of impact that you have on other people. Okay? Um, you could be a leader. All right? You could be a leader of many people, leading them to the light, leading them forward out of heartache, out of betrayal. Um, you could be a spiritual healer, a spiritual leader, but you impact the lives of so many people. Okay? And there is a person in particular from your past that can, that like, they realize the impact that you've had on their life, on them. Um, this is somebody who's having to take a look at themselves. Okay. Um, and they're realizing, if I had cherished you more, we would, we have made it. Like, um, they're, they're realizing they didn't cherish you, they didn't value you. This could be somebody who always made like excuses or always like, um, like if you had something, a date planned or something, there was always something that came up. Um, they could never maybe spend a lot of time with you, something like that. There was always something, some kind of excuse, and they're realizing here that if only they had treated you better. You know, you've really made a huge impact on this person's life.
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Okay, so yeah, it says, "You gave me the sweetest dream and the hardest reality." And the reality is that the one person who impacted their life the most out of everyone in their life, like you taught them so much. You know, they didn't realize it at the time, but now a little further in, you know, a little time, a little time to look at themselves in the mirror, they're realizing it was always you. Okay.
There. Um, this person, they made other choices that were, um, wrong choices, right? Okay. They made a bad choice here when it came to choosing someone that they loved. And I feel like this is somebody who was also very materialistic. Okay? They don't like the outcome of that. This person is walking out of that situation here, like they don't want to be in that karmic situation anymore. And now when they look in the mirror, they, they look at the lessons that they had to learn here. And they see you. Okay? They see you, um, as the one who taught them all of this. Okay? The one who showed them really what it is that their soul wants. And I feel like this, this person really wants you. You know, it says here, "What you're searching for may not be what you truly want." I feel like really what their soul's been searching for this whole time has been you. And now they're, they're feeling that on the bottom of the deck. They know they missed out on the greatest opportunity of their life that will never come around again. You know, it may have taken this person a while for all of these lessons to hit them. Okay? It's taken this person a long time to have these realizations, but, um, yeah, they're really truly feeling this now. And you've made this person look at themselves. You know, I feel like you, there's two things that you can do that you have an ability to do. One is healing others and leading them into the light. And the other, the other ability that you have have is to make other people take a look at themselves in the mirror. Okay? And that's what you did for this person. You know, they see you now. They see you, um, when they think about, um, the things that they've done. They see your face. They hear your words. They remember the last thing that you told them, the last thing you said to them. You know, you, you stay on this person's mind like 24/7, okay? And you're moving on here with the Six of Swords. You could be an Aquarius. This is, it's just giving me light worker energy here. And now this person is, um, I feel like one, they pushed you away. Okay. They pushed you away and so you, you left, uh, peacefully. You left peacefully. And, you know, that's another thing that's on their mind. No one's ever done that before. No one's ever just let this person make their own choices and, you know, and sit in them. No one's ever done that before. You didn't fight. You didn't, you know, um, you didn't even ask them why. I feel like you didn't retaliate. You didn't do anything. You just kept moving forward, okay? Minding your own business. You just let this person sit with their own bad choices, you know, and that, there, that's giving them respect energy, okay? Like you actually cared and respected this person enough to let them make their own mistakes. You may have warned them, 'cause you're very intuitive. I feel like maybe you predicted some things were going to happen here that someday they would learn a lesson from this. Yeah, that's a confirmation. Okay. So, um, yeah, you predicted this, you know, but you, you had, you had the respect and, um, and the caring to allow this person to make their own mistakes. And this happened to be probably one of the biggest mistakes of their life. Okay? Because now, now they're realizing they were in the presence of a light worker. They're realizing they were in the presence of someone who has the power and ability, um, to impact people's lives to the point where they have to look at their flaws, or you have the power and ability to impact people's lives to the point where you lead them into the light. This person now, they're realizing they were in the presence of a divine being. They were in the presence of a light worker. Okay. Yeah.
"You gave me the sweetest dream and the hardest reality." And they let you go. They let you go and you, you left. It's as simple as that. You left and now they're hating the outcome of their life. Okay? 'Cause now what they truly want has moved on. Okay? What their soul wants. This person wants a new beginning with you, man. They want a new beginning with you. And they're, now they know they were in the presence of a divine being. They know they were in the, you're an earth angel as a light worker. And I feel like that's what you are here, a leader, a healer. Okay. Someone of the light, you know. So, they're realizing they were in the presence of an earth angel, a real life earth angel, you know, someone who's impacted their life so much. Now they can't let you go. Now, now that they've realized that, this person is getting the courage. They're getting the courage and the fire lit under them so that they can come in and apologize to you. So, you. Yeah.
And we are in a retrograde, you guys. I, I forgot to mention that we're in the retrograde. So, be expecting people from your past to come back around, or like issues from your past, right? Situations from your past to come back around, 'cause for those, I feel like you're being tested, you know, to see how you handle those situations now. But yeah, um, this person is about to come back around. Okay, that's what that retrograde energy does, man. So, they're coming in with an apology. Okay? They're getting their courage. They really, they want to, they, they may even, um, want to know more about, 'cause you've sparked something here. Okay? This realization of who you are and how much you've impacted their life. It's sparked something in this person. It's activated something in them. So, they want to know more. Okay? They want to know more. They know you talk to the stars. Okay? You communicate with the universe. You have answers. You have abilities. You have knowledge, and I feel like it's really, um, like lit this person up. Okay? It's lit this person up. So now I feel like, um, 'cause they want, they want to apologize. This to me is an apology. But also this cup here, they want more knowledge. Like, now they're getting obsessively interested in all that you know, right? And how you do what you do and the abilities that you have. So, this person is about to come back in. If they chose someone else over you, that I feel like they've walked away from that person, or they're in the process of doing that. Yeah. Here they come. Here they come. They're coming back around. Okay.
So, I, I feel like, you know, maybe prepare yourself because this, it's been a long time. It could be up to six years or longer that you've seen this person, talked to this person. I'm seeing a lot of sixes here. So, six, the number six could be a significant number for you today. Or you could be seeing that everywhere, you know. But yeah, this person is coming back in. This could be a Pisces. This could be a, a Leo, Aries, Sagittarius, Gemini. You could be a Gemini. You could be an Aquarius. You could be a Cancer as well. Yeah, they want to get back together. I'm telling you, this person's coming back around. They are. Yeah. And you may not be expecting it. I feel like right now, you could be, and this, this was me yesterday, you guys. I took the, I took time for myself yesterday to just replenish, right? I'm going through an ascension. You may be going through an ascension as well, because we're starting a new cycle. You may be starting a new mission. Okay? But, um, this yesterday, while I was off, right, while I was just doing my thing, whatever, I was very, very quiet all day. All day I was so quiet, just listening to the messages from the divine, talking to the divine, talking to Jesus, my spirit guides, talking to God. Um, you know, just very peaceful, very quiet. That may be the energy that you're in right now. And let me tell you, when you're in a very peaceful, quiet energy, you're, you get a lot of messages, a lot of signs, a lot of synchronicities all around you. So, pay attention to everything. Okay? But yeah, you may be feeling this energy, too. Um, yeah. Well, retrograde, that's when that's when the past wants to come back around. So, yeah, this person, they want to, they want to reconcile. They're getting ready to talk to you here.
This is somebody, this is a rest card, but this person really isn't resting when they're tapping on this blade, thinking about what they are going to say to you. This is someone putting in strategic thought about what they're going to say when it comes to why they betrayed you in the past. Okay? With this Three of Swords hanging over their head, they know they've got some explaining to do, right? So, yeah, this person is, they're getting ready to come in and communicate or contact you. They may even show up at your door out of the blue, okay? But they're putting strategic thought into what they're going to say here. They know they need to tell you the truth. This is them coming in knowing they need to be honest. They can't, they can't gaslight. They can't project. They can't lie. They can't keep anything hidden. This person needs to be completely honest with you here, and they're coming in fairly quickly with this Knight of Cups. Okay? This could be a Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio. I'm also getting the sense that this person could be very emotional. Um, very nostalgic, but they're going to, I feel like they're going to try to, they're going to try to keep a balance here when it comes to their emotions. They're going to try to be thinking like about every word that they say to you because they don't want to blow it. Okay? They don't want to blow this communication. And this person has betrayed you and broke your heart in the past. So, they need to give you a really good apology. And they're trying to find the words. Okay? They're trying to find the words. All right. What else can you show me?
Yeah, they realize you may not even want a conversation with them. You know, um, I feel like this person doesn't know if they should show up at your doorstep or if they should contact you through text messages or phone calls because they're worried if they just show up, that you're going to like literally like push them away, like get out of here kind of energy. Okay. So, I'm, I'm really getting the sense that this person is trying to figure out here whether they should contact you through a text message or something first. That's just what it's, that's just what I'm picking up on intuitively here, 'cause they don't, they, they're still afraid to face like a, a face-to-face rejection. Okay. Yeah. They don't want to feel like a fool. Yeah. And they don't want it done in public. I kind of get the sense this person is really worried that you're going to yell at them, that you may like throw things at them. That's what I'm picking up on. They're showing me somebody throwing a box at somebody. I don't know what that's about. Um, yeah, they're worried that you're going to do something or like, um, they don't want to be embarrassed. They don't, they don't want to feel rejected in that way, personally. So, this person is wondering if they should reach out to you via text, but I feel like, um, what they're thinking is that may be tacky after everything that they've put you through. Okay. Yeah. Nine of Wands on the bottom of the deck. This person, man, they're trying to make a decision whether they should show up at your door or text you or call you, 'cause they want to come towards you very quickly. Yeah. Missing out. They know they missed out on a blessing. You're this Ace of Cups. You're a blessing from God. They realize that. They realize that. And that instantly, I'm telling you, I'm, I'm actually hearing it. Um, they need to be real careful. This is what they're saying to themselves. I need to be so careful. I need to be careful. This is, this is a blessing from God. This is an earth angel. This is a divine being here. I need to do everything right. That's what this person is thinking. Okay. Yeah. This is a, this is an earth angel. This is a divine being here. I didn't even look at these cards until I said that. I need to do everything right. It's taken me too long to come back in. This person is scared. Okay. But I feel like what they're going to end up doing is coming in person. Okay? Because they are coming in very guarded. Okay? Very, very guarded towards who? Towards what? Towards a light worker. Okay? Towards a light worker. You are an earth angel. This person is fully aware. They're fully aware of who you are. Okay. It's making them really nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous. Okay. And this is all nerves from this person. The, the jumpy fool card. The Four of Swords, having to be very careful, choosing their words very carefully. Seven of Wands, worried that you're going to push them away and reject them. Okay. Wow. This person is nervous. But they know they have to, they every step has to be done correctly. Okay? Because now they know, now they know that you're a real live earth angel. Yeah. That's, um, it's scary to this person. It's intimidating. It's intimidating. Once people realize who you are, they, they feel this pull towards you, but at the same time, it's a little bit fearful. Okay? Um, you know what I'm saying? That's what this is. They feel this pull towards you here with this Ace of Ace of Wands, but they're fearful. They're fearful and guarded with this Knight of Pentacles. Okay. You could be an Aquarius. Heavy Aquarius energy here. Um, what do I want? I want, I want this one. I want the mixed emotions deck. Sorry. Okay. Show me one more for the for the collective happiness. Sorry, that's me. That's my issue. This person. Um, I just heard the, I just heard the song "I Can't Smile Without You" by, oh, I, I think it's Barry Manilow. Yeah, "I Can't Smile Without You." And they're finding it hard to do anything. What else can you show me? This could be a Leo, or they want to feel your warmth again. Remember I said you have this warm energy that people love to be around, but then at the same time, you make people look at themselves. Okay? Like you have the power to lead people to the light or bring on their karma. It's kind of that energy. Okay. And it's scary to some people. Scary. Yeah. This, I feel like this is fear. This person feeling hopeless without you, okay? But they are worried about how you're going to react, okay? When they come around, because as far as they know, you may even like, you may be very resentful, very bitter, very angry. You may even hate this person for what they did to you. And that's what they're thinking now. That's what they're thinking. I feel like in the energy that you're in, in order to lead others, in order to lead, I just heard sanctuary, in order to lead others to the light and move them forward out of heartache and betrayal and and and help them heal, you have to be healed. So, I feel like you're not in this resentful energy. You're in a very peaceful, quiet energy. Okay? But this person thinks that you hate them, or thinks that you must hate them for what they've done. And sorry, you guys, my batteries keep dying today. Retrograde, right? That's what that is. Um, so yeah, this person is like, um, they're worried that you're still angry with them, that you're going to push them away, that you could yell and and throw things at them. I don't know. That's what they're thinking. Um, but look, I feel like this person's coming in anyway, okay? They're coming in anyway. Yeah. And they're seeing you in your power. Okay. Very powerful, very strong, especially when it comes to your abilities. Oops. Yeah. And being fulfilled here. Your blessings are coming in. Yeah. See, they think that you're angry with them. They think you're still mad. They think there may be a fight. They're crying over this. They're really wishing that they would have treated you better. If only they had cherished you more, then they wouldn't be in the situation feeling vulnerable, not knowing how you're going to react to them when they come back in. Yeah. Yep. But they're coming. This person is coming in. They want to reunite. They want to get back together. They want to communicate. They want to u, they want to be in your presence again. Okay? And they're going to be coming in very carefully. They are. And I feel like this person is going to show up. I feel like they're going to show up on your doorstep, or, you know, you're going to see them in person. So, get ready for that. Yeah. I've got Virgo out here, Aquarius, Leo energy, Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio energy, Leo, Aries, Sagittarius. Okay. Um, either you or your person. Just take it how it resonates with you, right? Anyway, that's what I have for this reading. I do hope this helps. I hope it resonates. And if you like this video, please hit that like button, subscribe to my channel, you guys. Join this awesome soul tribe. And until next time everyone, take care of you and peace.