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Welcome in, guys. So, I wasn't going to even do this message. But whoever this person is, and you guys' energy, I feel like they kept pulling on my energy because I kept feeling compelled to just do this message. I feel like somebody is just—I don't know—maybe just a little anxious. I feel like there's some type of emotional distress going on surrounding somebody. I feel like somebody's kind of like in panic mode. They don't know if they messed up. Is it really over between you and this—you and them? I feel like this is somebody that definitely came in, definitely gaslighting, definitely giving you mixed signals, just kind of not really taking it seriously, and I feel like somebody is like having this—obviously, you know—this moment of reflection or this realization that they could have maybe lost you.
Okay. So, whoever this person is, they are definitely feeling very fragile right now. They are. But, thank y'all so much for clicking on this video. Let's go ahead and get some uh, energy surrounding this person here. Why do I feel lost? My point exactly. My point exactly. Emotional distress. They want to be different. I told you whoever this person is, they—they are very aware now that they think about everything. They're very aware that they were gaslighting. Yep. And now this person doesn't know how to rescue themselves from this emotional pain that they could definitely be experiencing. I feel like this person is definitely appearing okay to the outside world, but I feel like inside this person is a mess. I feel like this person wants obviously to genuinely be different, but I feel like this has a lot to do with emotional trauma. I feel like this has a lot to do with emotional trauma. So, this person may have an issue with trust. They could have issues with abandonment. Um, it's just a lot of issues, you know, that may have gone unaddressed. So, this person definitely could have been, you know, projecting and just—I don't know—just making you feel as if maybe you were the issue all the time.
Okay. Why is it that you love me? Yeah. This person feels so undeserving now that they think about it all. It's like, man, I had somebody that truly loved me. This person is just like wondering why—how could you have loved a mess like me? Mhm. This person didn't feel deserving of love, and that's from anybody. I feel like they have a past that they're not proud of. I just feel like when it comes to love, love is just—it's crazy. It's, you know, it's crazy. What is this that popped over? Look, painful. I told you painful memories. They can't stop thinking about you. This is that emotional distress that I was talking about. Yep. What is this? What did I tell you? They don't even understand like why—why them? Why did you even love a mess like me? I'm also hearing, "saved a wretch like me." Yep. You saved this person. You rescued this person from a world of darkness. I kid you not. You rescued this person from a world of darkness. But they were still in that dark place when they were connected to you. I can't handle your love. I told you love is crazy. They can't handle it. This person couldn't handle you. They weren't ready for all of that divine feminine energy. Mm-hmm. Your love was so foreign, it wasn't even funny. Nope. I mean, yep. Your love was—I told you trauma. I told you this is trauma. Childhood trauma. No one understands me but you. This person is realizing—when I say that they are realizing your value. Ooh, we—they are realizing your value. Yeah. They are finally like wrapping their mind around how much of a beautiful soul, a beautiful person that you really are. Nobody has loved them the way that you love them.
And now this person, I feel like even though the pain and things like that has come from a lot from their past, but I also feel like a lot of the pain is associated with this ending that has happened, painful memories. You know, I—I saw a—a post and uh, the guy said—he said, "It's not the ending that hurts the most. He said, 'It's the flashbacks that comes with the endings.'" And that's what this person is experiencing. The painful flashbacks, the memories. Yep. This person is constantly having like—um—I don't know. It's kind of like, you know how they're having like these montage moments? They're literally like having flashbacks. I feel like some—you know how you watch a movie and in the film the person's sitting there in this deep reflection mode, right? And while they're sitting there, they're having these—they're playing back these moments like maybe of when you guys were laughing and, you know, having fun. And that's what they're replaying in their mind. Look, it's dark. I told you this person was in a dark place when they met you, though. And now it's even more dark without you. But trust me and believe. Trust—I mean, I said trust me and believe. Wow. Trust me and believe. Trust me and believe. I feel like somebody wants you to trust them. I'm hearing, "If you believe in our love, trust me," because I feel like this person is literally making the adjustments. Yeah. They can't stop thinking about you. They have hurt me. What did I—Yeah. I can't make it up. I'm trying to tell you. They have hurt me. Childhood trauma. Childhood trauma. This is, as I stated, abandonment issues, trust issues. Probably mommy, daddy issues. Wow. Let me just get two more and I'm going to go ahead and switch over to a different deck to see where—where this person currently is right now.
I wish I could understand you. See, I told you they didn't understand you. They didn't understand all that divine. They didn't—they just didn't get it. They didn't get it. No, but I feel like they're getting it now. But look, "Will you leave me like the others?" What did I tell you? They have abandonment issues. Your love triggered them. Your love triggered them. They didn't know how to act. They were excited, but then they start acting out, but they were acting out of pain from their past. Yeah, this is a runner, guys. This is a—a big runner. Yeah, this is a big runner. Hold. Give me more—more energy surrounding this person, please. What—What is this? What? And y'all see how they just tried to like jump out of my head, right? Y'all, what did I say? Running. Running. Yep. Now this person's feeling lost. Look at this. I want you guys to see something. Where's the card at? I hate when that happens because y'all know I be trying to stay organized, but it's so hard for me to do so. But um, where's the card at? But anyway, y'all look, y'all see how that person is right there? Whoever this person is and wherever they are, they feel completely by themselves. This person is not really opening up to many people. They're not. They're holding all of this pain in. They're holding all of these memories in. Yep. Y'all already know this person wants to talk to you. Yep, 'cause no one understands them the way that you do. Let me see. Look, I—What did I tell you? Emotional storm, emotional stress, broken, shattered. They feel like their—their dreams and desires to be with you have all went down the drain, destroyed. Wow. Look, one day—I told you, they feel like their dream to be with you is—is far gone. They're praying, hoping, wishing upon a star that one day, someday, somewhere, another time that you guys will come back together. They want to apologize. I'm not surprised to see this at all. At all. I feel like this person is truly sorry. I do. I told you they want to come towards you. Possibility, risk, adventure. But love is exhausting. Exhaustion. Somebody's been feeling depleted and drained here. But look, but here it comes. From running to chasing. From running to chasing. This person ain't about to let you go. They about to start pursuing you. Pursuing you. Yep. Distracted. Whatever they got distracted by, I feel like they got—they're on track now. Yep. Listen, this person when they think of you, you—listen. This person's energy for you—I'mma tell you right now, they're not involved—I don't feel sexually at all. At all. But if you give this person a chance, they going to make it a night to remember. A moment to remember. Yeah, I'm hearing, "Get ready tonight. Going to make this a night to remember." Yeah, they're going to make it a night to remember. Having a good time. This person can't wait. Ecstasy. They can't wait to get to you. Some of y'all may end up pregnant. I'm just a messenger. I'm just a messenger. Look, watching you. They're watching social media. Yeah. From a distance. They're watching you from a distance. And yes, this is somebody that you are at a distance from—separation. But what did I tell you? Wishing upon a star, hoping, praying, manifesting you in. But look, during this time, look what they done did. Got clear perspective shift. They done got clear. Clear head space. Now they feel hopeless sometimes. So they feel hopeless and hopeful. Yeah. They want to reunite with their soulmate. Look, they want to return home to their soulmate for a second chance, for an opportunity to make amends. Yep. Pain. There it is. There it is again. Pain. This person can't keep feeling like this. Only thing that'll bring this person pain—I mean, that'll bring this person any form of relief is for you to accept their apology. It's so much pain surrounding this person. But as I stated, this is not just pain uh, from you guys. This is pain of their past. Definitely pain of their past. Nourishing. They've been taking good care of themselves though. They have—they have self-focus, soul-finding, soul-searching, but they're at their breaking point. Yeah, of course they are overwhelmed. That's how you know this person's going to say something. Abandon—I told you they suffer from abandonment issues, longing for you, craving for you, desiring you. They're—trust me, they're clear. They're clear. They got that realization. That's that exhaustion again. Long journey. Yeah. Wow.
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I also feel like this exhaustion energy is—whatever this person's been going through behind the scenes outside of you. It's been a long rough journey for this person. And I feel like it's a bug that just got in here. And I feel like this person didn't even have the energy to reach out to you or just do anything about it. But you constantly stay on their mind. And they miss you so—so—so—so much. They do. Yeah. But they've been trapped in their head. But there's that timing. Time to heal. Divine timing. Something about 12 and 1:00. Somebody's birthday could be December 1st, January 12th. Karma consequence. I told you. I—see this depletion, exhaustion. This is just from things that they've been going through in their life. Yeah. Yep. Clearing their karmic debt out. Yeah. To come back and make peace with you. I feel like there's going to be a peaceful resolution here. Releasing. Yeah. Releasing, letting go, moving on, walking away from whatever, you know, holds them back here. Yeah. They have to get this out, y'all. They got to get it out. They got to get it out. Intimacy. Y'all know I'm human. Don't judge me. Y'all better not judge me. Oh, I told—what did I just make emphasis on about the ecstasy? I ain't gonna go through it. But y'all, I told y'all this person's got to get it out. But they don't want to release with nobody else. I'm just telling you. They don't want to release with nobody else but you. I'm just saying. I'm just saying. Look. Clinging, holding on, obsessing, spying. Yeah. Let me split the deck and see. There it is. See, they're craving this new beginning. They can't do life without you. They don't want to do life without you. Sorrow, grieving, depression. Yeah, this person's been so depressed. We saw that anyway—that they've been in a dark place, hiding their feelings, obscurity, concealing their feelings, but they want a new beginning. And I feel like that's what's coming. Yeah. Look, soon as I move—beginning, a commitment. That's what's coming. A commitment. A commitment. Wow. I'mma leave it here, y'all. I'm going to leave this message here. Do what you will. As I always say, never feel bound to make a decision based on what you see or hear in this message. Take it how it resonates in your world. Take it to God in prayer. Do whatever you got to do. But this is the message. There's a new beginning coming if you want to. If you want it. Okay, take care, guys. I'll catch you guys in the next video.