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Life of a show girl. Um, let me pull up. We can go song by song. Lynn, hi. I'm so glad you're here and up and awake. Hi. I did like the album. Yeah, I did like the album a lot. Thanks, Meredith. I do sub only sometimes, but Gabriel, there are a lot of things online that are not true about me. No, Travis Kelsey's engaged. We're talking about the life of a showgirl, Taylor Swift's album. Thank you. Yeah, these are from the garden um where I'm staying. Am I a mom talk streamer? What is that? Greetings from New York. Thanks, Gabriel. Oh, there's a bug in the flowers. I don't know. Like, there actually was a bug in the flowers when I had him from Trader Joe's. Oh, it's right there. Right. Is it on the leaf? No. On the top. Oh my god. Oh [ __ ] A big one. A really big one. Let me go let him outside. Oh my gosh. [Music] Oh my gosh, that was that was a lot. That was a big bug. Wow. Okay, of course I don't kill bugs, you guys. Um, all right. Let me see what I missed.
Well, welcome Copa. Dr. Carrie, ADHD psychologist, shared the live. I want to follow you. I'm into ADHD. That was It was a huge bug. Was it a crick? It was a grasshopper. I think it had It was like a big green grasshopper. Um grasshopper meaning cuz that guy like had a freaking message for us. Spiritually, grasshoppers symbolize good luck, courage, freedom, and enlightenment. Signifying new beginnings, abundance, and joy. That checks out. That checks out. That was really big. Okay, I'm going to go back and look at the comments. Um, yeah. No, I I really I try not to kill bugs. Um, especially like even cockroaches. I'll scoop them up and take them outside. Oh, you know what? I think it was a Katie dig did. It was. You guys are right. That's exact. It was a bush cricket. So, the ones that are saying are cricket, they're right. A bush cricket. Yes, that's exactly what it was. change, transformation, patience, and heightened intuition. Talia. [Music] Yeah, it was a Katie did. Um, no, I got a I got I'm wearing a jacket. Uh, B, today is my birthday. Happy birthday. How do you I get over limrance? Tell your story to millions of people. You'll get over it really quick. Hey, I I'm going to go to bed soon. I know. I'm wearing my different glasses. I can't I can't travel with the turtle shell glasses. Bella, I'm doing pretty well. Okay, I'm finally catching up because it it just is not much. You missed a Katie did. Favorite song from the new album is definitely actually romantic. Absolutely actually romantic. It just is so good. That's why I made a video about it. What's up, yummy Milton? Um, the flowers are from my garden. Bubbles, my birthday is in March. I'm an Aries. I did watch Dr. Honda's videos. They were very neutral. I appreciated that. Yeah, have a great birthday. The flowers are protecting my energy. Father figure Talia. Yes, I did like the life of a showgirl. So, yeah, let's go. Um, The Fate of Oilia is good. There's a lot of lore around that one, but um I I'm not So, you guys have to remember I'm like a relatively new Swifty. I didn't really get into Taylor Swift until Midnight's. So, I don't really know about all the lore. What's up, Monty? K says, "The lyrics within the entire album are horrendous." I don't I think that's kind of the point. Like you guys, sometimes pain really fuels creativity and I think that the whole point is that she's not in pain anymore. So, she's just having fun. Yeah. What's up, Abigail? Um, thank you, safic princess. So like, yeah, pain and depression makes you more creative, but this is her happy era, and I love that for her. So I became a Swifty because I really like Midnights, and um then the ERA's tour just did it for me. So I guess I did kind of like the hype. Dogsitting's been amazing. Why can't I? Um, yeah, I do like the new album. I do like the new album. Yeah, but Joe Joe Alwin was um not a good partner to her, it seems like. So, oh, there we go. Talia asked how dog sitting has been. It's been so fun. And tomorrow, so I've had two dogs the last 5 days and tomorrow I give one of them back or their owners come and pick them up and it's going to be so sad. I've just been running around with two golden retrievers and it's so fun. Oh, not Kiara. I'm so glad you're here. Thank you. The flowers are from um the garden and there was a big fat Katy did on it. And whoever told me that it was a Katy did, I'm so grateful for you. A bush cricket. So, some people were right that it was a cricket. Thanks for the rose uh the rose ivy. I really appreciate that. Yeah, the flowers are for energetic support. Hey, it's not Ezra. It is the the late night Kendra show. Welcome Mads. Hey, so grateful for the subs. Really truly. Good night. Not Kiara. I know. Emily, are you talking about um Okay, Emily is asking like, "Did you not find it weird that accounts are obsessed?" Like, that's that's the whole point. That's why I made the video today. And you know, it's been I talk about this a lot on my lives, you guys, that people get really mad that they're not able to shame me. Like I just told I told a story and the harassment leveled up to 12. So I had to like stop, but I wasn't going to be shamed. Um because I said this in one of my videos that the whole purpose of me coming to Tik Tok was to empower myself and empower others and take back control of a situation. It wasn't to ruin someone's life. the internet did that. And um so what am I saying? It is it's a little late, you guys. Okay, so the harassment campaign went crazy and people just would not stop talking to me about me and they still they still can't. And so Emily says um are I don't know if you're talking about the the story that I posted today. Um, but yeah, that's that's going to be my uh trailing off for a moment. Sass is doing war. Um, they have zero insight about their obsession, right? Like I stopped talking about others October August 9th and people are acting like I'm still actively telling my story and it's just it's an obsession. But you know what? It's actually romantic. It's just romantic. I make people feel things and they don't want to feel them. [Laughter] Yeah, I've been taking a little time away from Tik Tok. Um, hey Laneie. Alana. Elelliana says they have lirance for you. Elelliana, that's freaking hilarious. I had I thought you had on a lab coat at first. I know. No, it's just my prana my prana jacket. I know. That'd be Okay, bye. Um, yeah. So, having a lot of fun. What's up, Neon Sunrise? Yeah, telling my story was very healing to me. Um, and it was healing to others, too. So, that's that's what matters. And it connected me to some incredible people. Hey, SXR. Because showing, thanks, Salom. I'm back. What's up? I've been popping in. Um I'm going to announce I'm going live with Energy Witch on Wednesday. I'll make an announcement. Um but yeah, I'll I'll talk about that one. That'll be really fun. She's this amazing energy worker. Salom. I'm so grateful for you. It is It was actually a um a gift from a um a sub Alioop. Oh, wait. Shoot. I shouldn't be showing people brands. That's um yeah, it's a lip oil. I I'm I can't talk about it. I gotta I'm I'm pretty naive, you guys. I know, Talia. I wouldn't have ever chosen this color for me, but I like she's clearly an amazing um makeup artist cuz she was like, I love help helping people um step out of their comfort zone. So, people ask that a lot. It's um it's 10:05 for me. I'm in Pacific time. It's still late. I'm like I just wanted to come on live. So, the flowers are here because the woman that I'm interviewing on Wednesday told me that um my aura was too icky. And that was the second person. And so I had gotten a um I had gotten a BOF feedback reading from a sub that was really helpful and like my aura was super dark in the dio bio feedback reading. And then um same thing, that's what uh Energy Witch said. And so she was like, "I really recommend that you protect yourself during the live." And so I just like thought, "Well, maybe if I like kind of obstruct the screen a little bit, it'll help." And I can tell it helps because people get really annoyed by the flowers. Hey, Ash. Um, I think that auras are supposed to be light. Like, I can show you what my aura looked like. Um, and what I mean when I say that it was dark. So that's what it looked like. And um, just want to make sure. Yeah. And so like I don't I don't think it should be that color. Um, yeah, Kayn, someone suggested cuz I think that part of why like the last 8 weeks have been crazy is because I have my Mulivite ring and it's really making me like it's really putting me through some things to get me ready for my highest timeline. Um, but so you're the actually the second or third person to tell me to start to wear selonite and I think that that's really important. Um, so thank you. Yeah. Um, I'm actually I'm going to go to a shop where I'm at and try to find a selonite ring or like a wearable selonite um because I think that that'd be good. So, someone was like, "It'd be good to wear that with your mulivite." Sophie, hi Amelia. Hi from Australia. Let's go. What time is it there? Yes, people can type. I'm spiritual. Yeah, it's 10:08 for me. A Well, I do have a P.O. box. If you want to um if you DM me, I'll send you my PO box. Oh, let's go. Nice. Hey, Sophie, I got some Kiwis. Talia, if you're still in here, Casper, hey, I'm so happy to see you. my Kiwi girl. Let's go. Um, I'm not in California. California is my dream state. Um, I am in Oregon right now. Thanks for the gift, Leah. Thank you. They're from the garden where I'm at. If you guys missed it, there was a huge Katy did on top. And someone was like, many people were like, "That's a cricket." It was big. And then other people said, "No, it's a grasshopper." But neither of them were technically right. And someone was like, "That's a Katie did." And it's a bush bush cricket. And so I to go and run it outside and shake it off. Um, but Katids means transformation and new beginnings and patience and timing. There's a right time for everything. Heightened intuition, spiritual awakening. And that that was for everyone on the live. Big tuna. Why is California your dream state? I I don't I don't know because I like the ocean. I like the vibes in California. I did I had to shake it off. I was trying to like blow it off like and it it was stuck on there. It was stuck. [Laughter] Hey Christina a sugar love. I missed you too. Coral, what do you mean? Um, California has a lot of hater vibes. What does that mean? Like I think that's part of why I love San Diego so much is um that like people don't care about what's going on outside of San Diego. It's the best artistic expression. Besides LA, they're chill. Yeah, I don't really like LA very much. I don't I have plenty of friends that live there and they love it. But Bailey, you're allowed to flirt. Thank you, Christina. They're from the garden where I'm dogsitting. Um, but yeah, I just wanted to come on here. and connect with everyone. Let y'all know I'm going to be um going live again on Wednesday and going to be on here more. Um two golden retrievers. They're so cute. Ash, I miss you too. Coral, Oregon's super chill despite what the current administration thinks. Like it's so chill and peaceful up here. No, they're I they I had a dog reveal at the other live. Um, yeah, Oregon's super chill. Um, Tiana, I didn't mean to. Don't Tiana, I don't think that you were suspended from commenting. Um, you still can comment. So part of how people will try to report my lives is and this happened. They were like, "Can I see your rings?" So I was showing people my rings and they reported it for um promoting a brand cuz you know like lives. Tik Tok makes a lot of money from um lives that promote products, but it has to be through Tik Tok. So, they'll report me for unlicensed or unbranded or whatever. um like trying to sell products when I'm just am showing my rings, showing my um someone was like, "Can I see your mug the other night?" So, um if anybody ever like has a question about what I use or the products I use or what my rings are, um you're welcome to DM me. But yeah, I got like um in trouble like I got a strike against me just for showing my rings. Fe ma. Yeah, let's talk about the album again. Um and it's funny. Yeah, Tiana, my mod's like, "You you got caught in the filter." And her doing that, saying that got caught in the filter. Ingred, I don't know if you're in here, but hi. Um, yeah, Sass, you are. Hi. A thank you. Yeah, you did get caught in the filter s. Um but yeah. Uh so let's keep talking about um the album. So, Elizabeth Taylor is a bop. I mean, I want to go to Portoino. Come on, Sass. You got caught in the filter again. Casper, I'm so glad you're here. Yeah, these are roses. There was a Katy did on it. And then Opelite. Like I didn't I thought it was okay at first, but the more I listen to it, the more I'm like, "Oh my god, this song is a banger. This song is so good. This song is so good." And it's funny when she's like, "My brother used to call it eating out of the trash." Cuz like that's such a brother thing to say. Um wood is also great. Okay, let me see if I can find the Tik Tok. Do you guys know there's this woman and she also makes I don't know why I find her to be so funny. Um, but she's like, "I don't want to hear about Travis Kelsey's." She is so funny. Let me see if I can find her. [Laughter] [Laughter] Oh, I don't think I can. Or maybe I maybe I followed her. Hold on. Cuz she's hilarious. Yes. First of all, this girl >> point of a psychiatrist. >> I just saw my psychiatrist and wonderful woman. She lives on the coast. She's by coastal. I go, "Hey, I think I need new meds." She goes, "Okay, here are your options. You decide me. Am I receiving an honorary doctorate? Get my cap and gown. Call my Call my parents. I'm a doctor now." She goes, "Up to you, >> babe. Babe, I'm a blondie with a bob. You think I know what the [ __ ] medicine I need?" That's why I'm calling you. I can't make this. That's why I need the drunk. Okay, I will send you a message with all the different you can take and >> I don't know why I think she's so funny. And then >> oh, >> I don't know if I'm allowed to play this on live, but it's worth it. It's worth it. dick down in the back of the car. But I don't want to know how deep it gets. [Laughter] Her bio says, "Proud owner of a Kia Soul." I'm I love her. Jasmataz. Um, go give her a follow. J A Z M A T A Z. Um, okay. Let me go back to the comments. Like, I know it's I love to laugh, but she's so funny. Hey, Lawrence. Lauren, what's up, Libra? Yes, Chenise. She is so funny. She is so funny. JJ, are you here? >> Oh, oh, oh, oh, God. Can't play music. Um, yeah, I'm okay. Cherry blossom, bubbles, shell, coconut. I am okay. I'm actually more than okay. I'm doing well. I just had to take a step back because I have to like balance my own well-being while also um giving people hope. I garden occasionally. Yes. Especially um being here in Oregon, people grow things. A thanks RC. Thanks for the rose, Lola. My favorite song from Taylor's new album is actually romantic. I really want to sing it right now, but I won't. Um, a thank you for saying I'm an inspiration. I do I do garden sometimes, you know, and cuz sometimes gardening how I can tell if something's like good or not or like worth it, I guess, is if it like gets me more in my body or takes me out of it. And I was using alcohol a lot to escape before I quit four four years ago, four and a half years ago. And um so that's how I knew it just wasn't good for me. But gardening, it's pretty good. Yeah. I don't know who that is. Sass was telling me about David. I don't know if that's how you say it, but let me look it up. Um, he's 20 years old. He's a baby. It makes me want to um No, somebody asked me Um, somebody asked me about it. Sass. Okay. Um, yeah. Look, I'll pin it. There you go. Um, so yeah, I don't I don't know, but it's making me miss Juicew World. He was the same age. Um, and from New York, Impounded Car, the Fillmore. Oh, whoa. I'm on the Wikipedia page. This is tea right here. Whoa. Whoa. No. I am not on this side of TikTok, you guys. Honestly, I don't really um listen or like consume a lot of true crime because I'm a pretty um like empathic person. So, listening to like things that are like that are um hard. But wow. Um, okay. Hold on. I'm just visiting um I'm just visiting Oregon for 3 weeks and I am safe in Portland. Don't like I don't I wouldn't even know that the National Guard was here. Ketamine Kardashian. Oregon is the best. Um, but wow. Oh my gosh. That's wild about David. Okay, you guys. I'm I'm tired. I just wanted to bop in here and say hello. Maybe I will go live soon. Um, tomorrow I'm going to a wedding of my friend, so that'll be cool. Thank you. Yeah, I hope you all have a really great night. Um, thank you, Casper. Thanks, Becca. Yes, my cl my plant says goodbye. Um, M, I like that question. But if you want to see, people are trying to shame me. Doesn't work. Shame is an internal thing. Thank you. I'm feeling the good vibes. I totally am. And the wedding's going to be really, really fun. Um, yeah, I'm super stoked. There we go. Um, yeah, that's why I'm here. All right. My friend's reading the whole reason I'm in Oregon. Okay, everyone. Thank you, Sass. Thank you. Yeah, it's a Monday wedding and it's actually I'll Okay, before I leave, I'll um I'm gonna do this. So, my friend and his fiance, his longtime boyfriend, um they're both musicians and they are doing a concert wedding at a church at 700 p.m. and they are having no dinner service. But I kind of really like that because weddings are so freaking expensive. And so to have a wedding without dinner, I'm like, "Okay, that's pretty cool." Um, so I was like, "Okay." So I I don't know. I like unconventional weddings. Um, all right everybody. Oh, hey Energy Witch. What's up? I was just saying that we're going live on Wednesday. Um, but yeah, I was thinking like we could just have a um we could just have like a chat about what you do and um you can tell people more about yourself. Oh yeah, it's actually romantic. It's so romantic that people would take the time out of their life to come to my live and hang out and comment. It's so nice. Um just like what a compliment that they care so much to come and and comment, right? Oh yeah. Uh my necklace is I almost said opalite. It's moonstone. Yeah. That's that's why the song actually romantic is so good. It's so good. Um because it's just true. It's like if people want to take the time to talk about me, that's just so romantic. Uh Girkin, I think that you're just being blocked. Um I don't know what question you're trying to ask me. That's right, Kitty. Oh my gosh. Yes, I do support LGBT. Yeah, unfortunately, Girkin. Um I Yeah, I think that like talking about where I am. Oh, my new place where I moved. Yes. I don't I like I moved and then left the state. Um but no, my new place is good. My new place is really good. All right. Yeah, my new place is great. Okay. All right, everybody. Now I'm leaving for real. Uh now that I'm done talking about the wedding and thanks to everyone who came by and said something and I'm just I'm so grateful to be here. Really. All right. Good night, everybody. Oh, there we go. Now I got to do this. Okay. And thanks to everyone who sent gifts and liked the live, too. Right. Good night, everybody. Oh, there we go. Now I got to do this. Okay. And thanks to everyone who sent gifts and liked the live.