445 Atom & Eve Atom & You

There is an energy, there is an energy that keeps together protons and neutrons. Okay? And the energy that keeps protons and neutrons together is called atomic energy. And basically, what it is, is a powerful force that operates over very, very short distances. Some, you know, maybe a ten-billionth of a centimeter. I mean, this, this tremendous power which is just, you know, beyond our even discussing. But what the nature of this is, nobody knows. Nobody really knows what the nature of it is. What is atomic energy? Where does it come from? You know, where, where is the, where is the originating force come from? The power is known. We know what atomic energy is, but the origin of it is unknown, and the nature will always remain a secret as long as we try to deal with it through the intellect.

So then we think about explaining this in a realm that is not confined to that which we call the lower mind or the intellectual mind. One of the very strange things that we talked about a long time ago was what mythology places as one of the origins of religion in Memphis, Egypt. It talks about a masturbation of God producing a seed that fell to the ground, and out of that seed was born this one called Atom. Okay? And, you know, and, and, and, and not to understand that to be atom is a little ridiculous. Obviously, it's what we're talking about because all of this stuff is myth. You, you, you have such a difficult time if you're being rational about looking at any of this stuff and realizing if any of it, if any of it happened, the chances are that if any of it happened, it never could have come out.

Do you know it's, it's an interesting thing as, as we go through, as we go through when we're doing this in the beginning thing. One of the things that's so interesting about it, and one of the things that I found, that every woman who gave birth to a child of promise was barren. Every single one of them, whether it was Rachel, whether it was Rebecca, whether it was Sarah, whether it was Elizabeth, they were all barren. Now, why? Because it's simply we're being told that the womb must be barren and untouched and can only be opened by God from within. Every one of these women, before Jacob was born, before Isaac was born, before Elizabeth gave birth to John, even before Samson was born, they were all barren because there has to be something that happens inside of here that opens this womb, that opens this consciousness, so the child of promise can be born. So these aren't real stories. They're not real people. And as we, as you look at things like this, you begin to realize this is impossible. None of the, every one of these women was, was, was barren, but every one of them then had the womb opened and, and gave birth. See, and in some instances, the birth was this very strong inner ego that did all these wonderful things. And in other instances, like the case of Jacob and Esau, there was this turmoil inside, this, this constant battle between the spiritual side and the carnal side, which is probably something we all endure. It was the Jacob and Esau syndrome that we all go through. And you know how that, you know how that turned out, that that struggle within was never settled until Jacob finally says, "I've seen God face to face." He calls the place Pineal. He's arrived, and the problem is over. The struggle ends only then. So all of these stories are myths. They're not real stories. And that's where we screwed this up by trying to pl— They just, I saw on television, they've created this new movie, Matthew, and they're dramatizing all of this stuff. And it gets you focusing on people and stories instead of going beyond that to what is this about? And that's what this is about. All of this that you read in this Bible is about this.

So we take Atum out of Memphis, Egypt. We take the atom, which we know. And then we take Adam. It's all the same thing. It's the genesis, that which is the origin of life. And, and we, we've said time and time again, if you take an electron out of an atom, you multiply the energy. So go to page two in the Bible, Genesis chapter two. Page two. Genesis chapter two. And verse, look at verse twenty-one in Genesis chapter two, verse twenty-one. "And the Lord God caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept. And he took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh instead thereof. And the rib which the Lord God had taken from the man made he a woman, brought her unto the man." What did he do? He split the atom. Why not? What's wrong with being sensible and being mature and understanding something? I mean, this is heresy. This is blasphemy to these people up there that sit in these church buildings with stained glass on and actually believe that there had to be this guy that he gave them Novocaine, ripped the rib out of him, and made some woman. Why would he have to? What? They're so stupid. Why would you have to do such a thing like that? It's easier just to make her than take a rib out of some burst person. You know, that's like they talk about evolution. It's easier to make a human being than it is to transform a monkey into a person. Doesn't make any sense. See, but when you realize what happened here, what that book is telling you that energy and life came from the atom was split in this tremendous power, then you say, "Gee, you know, let me go on with this. This makes sense. This is interesting."

See, when you look at page four in the Bible, Genesis 5:1, it says, "This is the book in the generations of Adam in the day that God created man." We were just talking to you about being in these places and you went to some of these places in Key West where, where there is this fine line and it shifts one way or the other, and you have males who are females and females who are males, and all of this stuff gets crazy and people don't understand. This explains it. "In the day that God created man in the likeness of God made he him. Male and female created he them and called their name Adam." Male and female. Each one of us sitting here, each one of you sitting here is male and female. And all you have to have is the recipe is like a cake. A little too much of this and you're something else. A little too much of that and you're something else. A little shift to the left, you get a beard, and you shouldn't have a beard. Little shift to the right and you don't get a beard, you should have a beard. I mean, that's the way it is. Okay. And so without understanding, and so, but we, we, we, we write, we listen to you. You've, you've, you've been raised in religion following what is an Armageddon insanity, and you ought to wipe it out of your mind, and all of these insane Armageddonists should come over to the Aquarian love time and start to reconstruct and move in the Age of Aquarius instead of all of the nonsense that we've been listening to, because you know that can't happen. But look at that. I want you to see something. And it said, "In the likeness of God made he them, male and female." And yet you'll have people that will insist God is a man. Most of your religious people insist God is man. It says right in the Bible, he's male and female. This says it. You can walk in any— Oh, well, we don't read that. They only read the part about Adam and Eve in the garden and snakes and a guy running around with no clothes on and a snake handing him an apple. And then all of a sudden, after the snake handed him an apple, he realized, "Oh my goodness gracious." And he runs around looking for that. He got one, Eve got three, and they went off, and that was the end of that. You know what's this all? But, but see, the point is, that's funny, isn't it? But that's what you were raised on. That's the found, and that's what you took your kids, and they made you go to school because they didn't want you to miss Sunday school, because they're going to teach you this lunacy. They're going to teach you absolute lunacy, raise you up and wonder then why you never take it seriously or even go to church. Male and female. And it all comes out of that first splitting of the atom.

So how can we inquire of this force that is beyond comprehension and yet smaller than a mustard seed? You remember G said, if you had the face, here's something that's smaller than a mustard seed. The earliest ages of the universe, powers of creation, gigantic magnets radiating downward, attracting and flowing with the law of gravity in, in, in currents of angles that you call angels. You know, energy that's really comes at this angle and this angle and this angle and that angle, and you call them angels. That's one of the things that Lions talked about in his book. You have an L, and it's an angel. You take the L, you put an R, and it's anger. You know, what is all this stuff? Billions of charged particles flowing into the material world, into the electronic circuitry of, of, of the world, and then it moves down and finds the electronic circuitry of your head. And all of the wiring, etc., etc., inside becomes charged and starts to move in either harmony or chaos with what's entering. And so what happens then when this energy comes, is it forms atoms, protons, and electrons held together by a magnetic power, and inside there's an electronic dance around the nuclei as the planets dance around the sun. Only this dance is happening inside of your head. Inside of your head, you're carrying this around. I have no idea this is going on. Albert's assigned, you know, this is happening, Albert. All this stuff is happening inside of your head. You got thousands of miles of wiring, and it's all going, and all this stuff is shooting through your— All of this stuff going on. Nobody's asking you for your permission to do this. Who cares? You have a piece of cake. There is nobody saying, "Excuse me, would you like to digest that?" They don't ask you. It just happens. It happens. Look what's coming down here now. Rev it up, you know, and all of these things happen inside of you, and you have no idea what's going on. And the circle dance is inside of you. The atomic system is as the solar system. Thus, when you understand this, that this here is all, all of this, but it has to be going on inside of you. See, it's happening inside of you. It's yours inside of you. What's happening, and you say, "My God, I, I can't, you know, think about this for a minute." Did you wonder why we screw up? Wonder why all this insane thing happens? Because inside of you is this electromagnetism, this atomic energy that is being touched by outside forces. And, and, you know, and instead of understanding that's what's going on inside of me, that's what's going on outside of me, instead of understanding that we read a book and say, "If we say some words, we're going to go to heaven." Say, "Oh, yes, Jesus, um, he's my Lord, and he died for me." Okay, you're saved. You're saved. Hallelujah. Praise the Lord. You're saved. And you're screwed up. You're not saved because you don't understand what's, what's necessary. You don't understand what's required of you to live. You find out that all of this stuff is flowing inside of you. And then you read in the Bible in Luke 17:21, Jesus says, "The kingdom of God is within you." And they said, "Gee, the kingdom of God is indeed within me. There's something going on within me that if I'm able to control, look what happens."

How long has there been atomic energy, Albert? Since the beginning of time. What happened? They finally harnessed it. The power of it. You take something that you can't even see, and you can explode it and kill millions. You can take something that you can't even see, and you can harness it and light up millions of homes. That's atomic energy. You finally know how to use it, or you start to learn how to use it. I mean, you know, they, Moses didn't have to walk around through the desert. There was everything on the earth then for him to drive. He could have had a plane. He just didn't know. They didn't know. It wasn't the fact that it wasn't there. The energy was there. Just didn't know how to use it. And so now what happens is suddenly you begin to realize that this is inside of you. Can't deny it's inside. If you don't listen to me, talk to Albert. He'll tell you it's inside of you. And then you start to say, "How do I touch that? How do I use that?" Everything is in unceasing motion. Circling, circling, moving downward, renewing itself, moving back upward, moving downward, renewing itself, moving back upward. All energy is never ending. Go to page 567 in the Bible. In 567 in the Bible, look at Ecclesiastes chapter 1 and verse 5. "The sun also rises." Gee, who wrote that? Hemingway. Ernest Hemingway. Yeah. "The sun also rises, and the sun goes down and hastens to the place where he rose. And the wind goes towards the south, and then turns into the north, and it whirls about continually, and the wind returns again according to its circuit. And all the rivers run into the sea, yet the sea is not full. Unto the place from whence the rivers come, thither they return again. All things are full of labor; man cannot utter it: the eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor the ear is filled with hearing. The thing that hath been is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun." Is there anything where you might say, "Oh, this is new"? It has been already of old time which was before us. And there's no remembrance of former things. Now, let there shall be there be any remembrance of things that are to come with those that shall come after. You don't even remember your previous existence. You don't even remember all the thousands of lives, all the thousands of experiences that you've had before. You don't remember any of them. But when you think about that, remember there is no remembrance of former things. Remember something. The carriers of this power are very, very tiny. Yet in energy, they are very gigantic. They incarnate in you, and they become free again when that matter which is you dies. They don't die. You don't die. Life is in spirit. It's indeed spirit. It's eternal. And yet we live among these tiny atoms that will carry you to another adventure. What will your next adventure be? You have no choice in what your adventure is going to be other than you're constructing some karmic situations, but you'll have another adventure. You will build on the adventure that you have now. The reason that you're sitting here, the reason that these things are opening to you because you know you talk about is that is there a new age? Oh, these are people are part of that new age cult stuff. When I was in Florida, turned on the television in Key West and I saw Nelson Mandela made president of South Africa. Tell me it's not a new age. And then I saw the Israeli troops moving out of the Gaza Strip and the Palestinians taking over, raising their flag. Tell me it's not a new way. But does anybody have the dan? Can anybody see? Can't you see? How could it be? It can't be. It is impossible. Certainly, it's impossible, but it is. And they say, "They're New Agers. What the heck is going on?" What do you think is going— I mean, is I mean, if you had to read about it in a New Age book, I'd say, "Okay." But you're watching it happen right before your eyes in the world. And if you look, it's a macrocosm. The macrocosm is in the universe. The macrocosm lessons in the, in the course of the earth and nation upon nation, and then it becomes a microcosm inside of you. But Gaza must be set free in here. See, and there must be a Nelson Mandela who is here.

There was one of the, we were in this Miss Queen Key West thing, and it was this fellow who was a homosexual, talking, very nice young fellow. He was having trouble with the ones that were dressing up. He said, "That to me is, I don't like that." But then my thought to him was, if you want to be the way you are, you've got to respect their right to be the way they are. And that's where religion is the most horrifying, violent, corrupt thing in the face of the earth. They respect nobody else's ways except their own. And they'll kill you. And then they want to make rules and regulations. Oh, you can't do this, and you can't do that. You can't do the other thing because we don't believe that way. Now, what happens when all of this stuff moving through you and your body ceases? People who believe in spiritual science, physical spiritual science, scientific people who believe in science say that particles take upon themselves the forms of rays. Not alpha rays, not beta rays, but gamma rays. Gamma ray. Gamma rays as spirit that can penetrate even lead. There's no reason to roll the stone back. There's no, there's no chance. It's become gamma ray before you incarnate into a new body. What's the sense of putting you into a box? There is no box. There is no, they, you know, they, they take, they take dead bodies. I have a few. They take dead bodies and they put them in these, they pay thousands and thousands and thousands, and they waterproof it. Yeah. Yeah. And they waterproof it, and so no bugs, bugs will get in. Everything will get in. You can't. But you're spending thousands of dollars so the thing doesn't get wet. Is a person in there going to get wet? Certainly the person gets because he's gone. The gamma ray, he's left. You can't see. And the amazing thing is the guy that's making this crypt is buried over there about three headstones down. He doesn't know that. See, but he's come up too. I often thought, you're going to, if you go into the, you know, and these crazy cemeteries, they look like, I say, "Oh, where is so and so?" Oh, over there. The guy that's directing you was buried right there. So I said about, uh, Dave Preston was this some strange, you know, I could never get him to go to the Chinese restaurant. He said, "Despise Chinese food." You know where he's buried? About 50 feet from Uncle Fussy's Kentucky Fried Chicken. That's a comment. See, because he's not even there. Say his lawn died, maybe be somebody who's working in that Kentucky Fried Chicken. We don't know. We don't understand this.

Look, go to page 863 for me. 8, 863. Not worried about whether things happened or didn't happen, all that kind of stuff. I just want, just wonder what's being told to us in these stories. See Luke 24, verse 36. The disciples are sitting around talking. "And as they thus spoke, Jesus himself stood in the midst of them, and said, 'Peace.'" All of a sudden, what's being said here? Something happens. So we see how little we understand. Something happens. All of a sudden, something appears, stands in, in, in the front of you, and, and, and appears to you, have a vision of something, you hear something, you feel something. You can't even tell somebody else what you hear or what you felt because nobody would believe you. But something happens. So we, we, we, we understand so little about what's perfectly logical because what you've done is you've replaced that which is God, which is science, with religion. When you can get away from religion and get to science, then you'll understand God because God is science. That's not religion.

Do you ever think of, of, you might, after this, thinking of spirit as an actual gamma ray, the smallest particle but moving throughout everything? Sir Isaac Newton, you know what he sat with an apple fell on and all that kind of— He wrote in the Mathematical Principles of Natural Philosophy that "the spiritual substance penetrates all solid bodies." What could that be? But gamma. Jacob Lurber in 1847 wrote "The Earth and the Moon." That's the name of the book. He said, "It has been all too often demonstrated that spiritual substance is always contained within the material. Gamma physical matter is itself basically nothing but fixed spiritual substance." And that's interesting. So if atomic energy lives and moves in great power, how then do you use it? How do you use it for your personal gain? How do you use it for your personal stuff? Because we don't understand anything of its power. The carnal mind will always be ignorant of the power of these things we're talking about. So then what, what you, this doesn't make any protons and neutrons. There's no way you, because you can't take your head apart. You, you've never even seen the back of your head other than by in a mirror. You, you haven't even seen yourself. You can't see you. You've never seen your forehead other than a reflection, you know. So, I mean, how can you know about all of this stuff that's going on inside of you? You've got to do what Jesus said in John 21:6. You got to cast your net to the right side, you know. And it's interesting after reading Lion's book, what happens when you cast your net to the right side, you get 153 fish, right? One and eight. You see it? Equals the Jewish CHAI, which means life. Huh? Isn't that interesting? And of course, then you take that a little further out to nine, which is consciousness. So you cast your net to the right side, and you begin to understand because the mere fact that I'm talking about this and you're sitting here is seas being pumped into here. You're starting to realize that religion has nothing to do with this, that this is all a scientific principle. It all has to do with atomic energy, and it all has to do with what's going on inside of you. Allow the atomic energy within you to be moved by cosmic intelligence. And how do you do that? Matthew 6:25 says, "Take no thought. Separate from the mind. Enter within yourself."

You know, there was a po— You know, this is what's so— I would, I would really like to, I would really like to start that thing today because, you know, it's— I, I was said, I was saying here was a, here was a point where Jacob, I'm, I shouldn't be doing. Here's a part where Jacob comes up and he says to his mother, "Isaac's going to give the blessing." The mother says to Jake, "Isaac's going to give the blessing to Esau." And he says, "I want you to go in. Your father's dying. He can't see. Can't hear. You go in and make believe you're Esau." And he says, "Esau's hairy. He'll touch me and he'll— I don't have the hair like he has." She says, "Well, I'll figure that out." So the mother goes out, they kill an animal, and they take the skin. They put it on Jacob's arms, and he goes into his father and he says, "Give me your blessing." His father eats, feels the hair, says, "Okay, I'll give you the blessing." And Jacob steals it. He deceives Isaac. And this is, this is the chosen child of promise. And all the while, you know, I've read books about all the deceit and all this stuff, and all of that stuff, and it just exploded in headlines within me. How else can you be free of the mind and get the blessings of the spirit unless you deceive the mind? And how do we deceive the mind? With mantras. We deceive the mind with— We deceive the mind with visions of waterfalls. We deceive the mind with special New Age music. Anything we can do to trick the mind to let us go so we can get the blessing. I understand it. I understand it. Do you see what was G? What I was able to understand. Do you see? Sure. There's no way the mind is going to ever let you get the blessing unless you deceive it and let it set you free because it'll always give it to Esau because he said, because Esau is of the earth. Hm. What is it? Push it back. Push it back. Do you see what, do you do? Do you see the exciting things we're going to, we're going to get into when we go through? It's what I'm going to share with you in Genesis and Exodus is filled with stuff like that. Filled with it. One thing, it, the Bible speaks differently or in ways of talking about electric magnetism. Albert, you should look at this page 864, John chapter 1. But I sat when I sat there, you know, and I was sitting under this palm tree, and I, and I did, you know, and it wasn't like it used to be. It, it wasn't like because I had asked for that. I had asked for this blessing that I would be able to originate this stuff, that I wouldn't need books to read. I wouldn't need somebody else's ideas. And I said, "I think you can trust me now." And, you know, it's been several years, been a lot of years of studying this stuff. I think it's time if you think. And when I just opened it, it was just so simple. God's chosen one deceived to get the blessing, certainly, because your mind requires you to deceive it so that it will let you go and you receive the blessing. It was so simple, and so then everything I didn't even, it was so great, I don't have to read it. I don't have to go to any books to look up. I didn't have to look on anybody. I just kept writing and writing and writing, writing one thing after it's really, really good. So, I'm anxious. I'm going to start that the 29th of May. Really, you know, we'll go right through Genesis and right into Exodus. It's dynamic stuff, and it has nothing to do with old-fashioned Bible stories. Where, what the heck are we talking about here? John one. John one. John 1. Oh, here it is. Page John 1, verse nine. "That was the true light which lights every man that comes into the world." It's the atom. It's the atom. It's the atom. Don't trust just the atom. It's the Adam—aom. The first atom, the physical that lights you up. The second atom, the Christ, the spirit that spiritualizes you. That's the light that's spoken of. And remember in Numbers chapter 2:9, those that sit at the right side, the Jew that sits at the right side, Judah that sits at the right side, 186,400. So we have to understand, we have to understand the nature of life. Let's get out of religion. Let's just forget about it. Just leave it. Don't even bother. Don't even think. Get away from it because it just, it hinders you. It's hindering. It has hindered the earth. It has hindered the world. It has hindered the children. It has hindered people. It has kept people into each other's stuff. Do you know why the people, people are slaughtering people all over the place? Do you know why those people are in, like in Palestine, just slaughtering each other for years and years all over the place? What's religion? It hinders everything. It hinders everything. Has no place in your life. Has no place in your children's lives.

Yes, Bill. I have to say the Catholic Church is now against the movie "The Secret Garden" because the little girl in it is trying to tell the crippled boy that Jesus is inside of him. Well, yeah. Well, you see, but what you say is very important because when the little boy finds out that Jesus is inside of him, he doesn't need the, the power structure. He doesn't need the corporation. He doesn't need the, the group. He, he finds, see, he finds finally what Jesus said, "It's within you." You can do more than I can. We always remember something that Jesus is the one, Joshua is the one who said, "You can do better than me. You can do better than me," and that they don't want you to find that out. That's very dangerous. See, see what we find out then as we move along, we wrap this up, that there is no such thing as time. Time stands still. The exact time that it is now is the exact time that it was 50 million years ago. We move through it like on a conveyor belt. But time doesn't move. See, our energies weave in and out. We make up clocks and we make up calendars, but there's no, they're made so we can keep track of our passage through. See, in Sanskrit, the original language, the word for time, can you, what is this? The word for time in Sanskrit is K A L. And K A L in Sanskrit also means death. See, to live in time is to live in death. At the moment time disappears, death disappears. You know how you can prove this is true? Einstein said this. When you're happy, time goes fast. When you're miserable, time goes very slow. Go to Key West, see how fast— Go, you know, but you go to the doctors, or you're not feeling good. It's like it'll never end. Or you're in something with the family, and it's a mess, you know. I thought, I just thought it would never end. But it's not going any slower, is it? 60 seconds in a minute, it's going the same time, but you're miserable. Time drags and drags and drags. You're having a good time. God, that was the quickest three hours I ever spent. You know, where, where'd the time go? I had such a good time. So, when there's no thought in you, you enter the timeless, you enter the cosmic, you enter the absolute. That's why it is so important. Get, excuse the language, excuse the language. Get the hell out of the house and come here and sit on the floor and enter into the meditation of Christ and fly away in time and save yourself. It is so critically, beautifully important. That thing, it's, it's the one thing, it even— Yeah. Let me tell you something. Let me tell you something. Huh? Go to Key West. I'm having a good time. Do you know how much I meditated? Just about zero. You did some space out. Well, I space out, but I'm, but I'm saying organized meditation. You know, if you were going to sit down and say, "I'm going to meditate." No, because I'm too busy. It's all right. It's nothing wrong. I was busy. I'm doing all of this stuff. But it didn't ever leave me. What was the important thing to do and coming back to it, and I know I get back into my regimen and so forth and so, but as soon as you're having a good time outside, this stuff just flies away. It's the way it is. But when you're at least, if you're not on vacation, you have to discipline yourself. See, time is like a baby being born. As soon as a baby is born, it begins to die instantly. So mind is death, and when there is no mind, there is no death. See, like Einstein said, when you're happy, time goes fast. When you're miserable, time goes slow. If he knew meditation, he could have added, if you take no thought and are without mind, time stops completely. You know, like the Bwan said, the only time the pendulum stops is when it's in the center. See, people think they kill time. Time kills us. I and you are misunderstood because you're judged by the values of the past. And there's a new present. There's a new age. And the future, and the past plays no part in it. What happened? Look at this mess. It's all cocky. Oh, but we're going to have, we're going to have sensational. I can, I can promise you this, as we come up in the starting May 29th, are going to be the most sensational times that we've ever done here. The best things that we've ever done together out of the Bible as we construct this and see what was really given to us in this coded ancient language. The evolution of ourselves and the evolution of life. Really excellent. Thank you very much.