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[Music] Hi. So I was trying to remember myself tonight, Jack, the person I used to be. And then I started remembering you, too. I'm not the only one who gave up on my dreams, Jack. We both did, right? And we realized an even bigger dream, an even more massive dream. I'm still really upset, and I don't think I'm ready to talk about any of that yet. But I shouldn't have let you leave. And not just because of all of the beautiful things you said. I shouldn't have let you leave because that's not what we do; that's not who we are; that's not us. I know that that's not us. I know that I'm not deeply unhappy, and I'm not unfulfilled. And you're not an alcoholic, and you're not your father. Even when I watch Tom Hanks, I sit there and think to myself, "He's not so great." Who does that? Who watches Tom Hanks and thinks, "You know what? I'm married to a man that's better than that?" You don't know everything about me. You don't. I'm drunk right now. I've been drunk all day. I've been drunk for weeks. And I thought I had it under control, like the first time, but I have a problem, Rebecca. But I've hidden it from you for a very long time, and I've hidden it from my kids. And I need to get a handle on it before I can walk back into that house. I'm sorry, baby. I'm very embarrassed, and I am very sorry. I need to fix this on my own. You.