Earth Isn’t Just Hell… Sophia Knew the One Thing We Missed

Hello, Neoenians. Welcome to Dawn of the New Earth. Today, we are diving deeper into the idea of Earth as hell. But we're going way deeper than the video that I did on it before, because today we're exploring the idea of being inside an eternal cyclical reality, forever looping. And in addition to that, we're going to be talking about the role of Sophia. Sophia, who is an eon in Gnostic cosmology, who gets a very bad rap for the one kicking off this hellish scenario by acting out of alignment with the One, which ultimately generates the material world, which the Gnostics view as hell and Yaldabaoth, the evil creator deity. But we're going to see that under the Neoenian interpretation, what Sophia did had a, it's, it's completely different. We'll, we'll get to that. I don't want to give it away. I don't want to give it away, but we're going to explain. We're going to basically explain why Sophia did that. Okay, so that's what we're going to do today. It's going to be very good.

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Okay. So, quick recap for those who might not be familiar. Uh, the Gnostics believe that Earth is hell. And let's give a, a quick rundown of of why that is, and then we'll explain the idea of a cyclical eternal reality and why Sophia went out of alignment from the will of the One. So, essentially, uh, according to Gnosticism, before space, before time, before anything at all, the only thing that exists is an eternal mind of light called the One. You can't even name it in Gnosticism, like you can't even put a name to it. So they just, they'll, they'll just refer to to it as the One or the Great Invisible Spirit. Uh, in some of the Gnostic texts, Jesus actually refers to the One as "He Who Is," kind of like a Voldemort, "He Who Must Not Be Named" kind of kind of thing going on. But, uh, it's because you can't, it's, it's just so beyond language. It's static and immobile and restrictive and limiting, and the One is everything. So to name it something is to limit it in, in, in some way.

Okay. So, uh, I'll read some quotes from the Secret Book of John. Jesus literally says, "The One is indescribable, for no one can put any words to it." Now, ironically, he then goes on to try and describe it, which is a little, little, but, but you get the idea. He's, he's trying to, um, say, because he does describe it, but he's basically preempting his description of saying like, "Hey, I'm going to try to describe this thing, but it really doesn't capture it in its entirety." All right. So, that's, that's why he's like, "You can't describe it," but then he tries to describe it. He, he's saying, "We're going to give this a shot, but it's not, it's not, it's the full picture of the thing because you can't put words to what it truly is." Okay? And he says, "The One cannot be seen. It's eternal, inconceivable, perfectly free from corruption. The One rules all. Nothing has authority over it. It is absolutely complete and so needs nothing. It is not right to think of it as a god or as like God. It is more than just God." So he's saying even the name of God, even the concept of God, is way below this One. And then finally, he says, "It is utterly perfect light. It is utterly perfect light." That is key. And then he says, "The One simply apprehends itself in its own perfect light." Okay, so that's, that's key. The One is pure light, and all the One does is apprehend its own perfect light.

So, according to Gnosticism, basically reality begins as a mind of divine light, perfect light, but it doesn't actually have a beginning. It's eternal. And eternal means no beginning and no end. So the One, it's not like the One just poof popped into existence one day. The One is eternal. So one might be thinking, how is that possible? How can you not have a beginning or an end? So here is the first piece of our puzzle. How can you not have a beginning or an end? Think about a circle. A circle has no beginning or end point. You can arbitrarily select a point to be its beginning and and and end point, but the circle itself is a perfect shape that has no beginning and it has no end, and it is an infinite idea or concept as well. That's because if you imagine going around the circle, you could go around again and again and again and again and again and again infinitely. So it's eternal and infinite.

Why this is incredibly important is because a circle is a way to properly conceptualize infinity. Most people try and conceptualize infinity as a line that just goes on forever. It just goes and goes and goes and goes and goes. That is not the proper way to imagine infinity because it's not fully graspable. What you can grasp is a circle. Like you can, you can, you can draw a circle and point to it and be like, "That's a circle." You can imagine a circle in your mind. And in that circle, a circle is both finite and infinite at the same time. It's finite and infinite. That's the important key. It's both together. And you're going to see, uh, throughout understanding what reality is and what existence is, that the, that that almost always you're going to have what seem like paradoxes be true, but they're not. They're just expressed in different ways. Like reality is one, but it's also many. Reality is infinite, but it's also finite. Reality is eternal, but aspects of it are also temporal. So a circle is infinite in that you can go around and around and around and around, but it's also finite because you can be like, "Look, there is one circle. There is one circle there, one infinite one, or one, one finite instance of infinity." So it is infinite, but you can, you can grasp it. It's one circle. It's very important to understand.

So the reason why I'm saying this is because any linear idea of reality is false because it is fraught with logical inconsistencies. So we have to have a cyclical conception of reality for everything to tie together nice and neat and and logical. So, because if we conceptualized reality as a line, you know, just going and going and going and going, its end and its beginning are not, are not graspable. But a circle absolutely is. There is no beginning and there is no end because everything connects in a closed loop, literally. So, uh, that's important to keep in mind. The One is perfect light.

And here, here's, here's why this is important. If you are to look at a, and so, so here, I want, I want to mention something as well. What I'm going to attempt to do today is explain something that is very mathematically complex without using math. So that's hard to do, but, so, so just, just keep that in mind. Okay. If you think of the idea of a circle, right? And not just a circle that's staying there, but, but imagine a point going around the circle, right? Like going around and around and around and around, a point flowing along a circle. Here's the thing. A circle is mathematically equivalent to two waves known as sinusoids. Specifically, a sine and cosine wave. If you don't know what that means, doesn't matter. It's fine. All you need to know is that a circle is mathematically equivalent to waves. How is that possible? Well, think about it like this. Four is equal to two plus two. So four is two plus two. But you, but whether you're looking at the four or you're looking at the two plus two, you're looking at the information in a different way, in a unity or broken up into parts. So you can think of the waves as the two plus two part, because you have a circle which is equal to a sine wave plus a cosine wave. Remember, for any mathematicians out there, I'm simplifying this greatly by glossing over things like imaginary numbers and, uh, things like that, because we want to, we want to keep this simple and conceptually, uh, easy, and that's what's important to grasp this. Okay.

So, why is that, why, why is that important? Because we can conceptualize frequencies of light as sinusoidal waves. Okay. So we can conceptualize frequencies of light as sinusoidal waves. Furthermore, what we can do is realize that we can conceptualize this in a completely immaterial way that is purely about the laws of thought, reason, logic, and math itself. Meaning those waves can also be conceptualized as thought waves, because they're not waves of anything material. Light is not material, by the way. A photon is not a a material particle. So the reason why that's important is because we have a circle, which is an eternal, consistent, closed loop, that is infinite, that is mathematically equivalent to two waves, which we can conceptualize as light and thought. Here is why this is important. The Gnostics conceptualized the One as an eternal entity, concept, an eternal being that was light that thinks about itself. Light and mind. Light is mind. Light is thought. Thought is light. And mathematically, this can be a, uh, eternity can be, uh, conceptualized as a circle and have these two, two, uh, waveforms as its mathematical equivalent.

Okay, one final thing. You can have, of course, more than one of these circles. You could have a vast multitude of these circles, possibly an infinity of these circles, but that gets into, uh, some math that I don't have time to discuss right now. But the main thing to, to remember is, is this circle can be essentially multiplied until you have a vast multiplicity of these circles. Very quickly, because I, I don't want to get too, I'm so, I'm so tempted to get into, very quickly. This is also equivalent to the concept of nothingness. This is because a circle that is at the origin, every point on that circle is equidistant from each other. Meaning the total result or value of that circle across one cycle is zero. Uh, an easy way to understand it is like this. If you have something that contains every number, the result of the thing that contains every number is zero. Because for every positive number, you also have its negative counterpart. You have one and minus one, two and minus two, three and minus three, four and minus four, five and minus five. In a, in a similar fashion, the value of a circle centered at the origin is zero. So the One is also a zero and an infinity, and you can have a vast multiplicity of these circles because they are zeros, they are nothings, and you can multiply nothingness without having any logical problems, inconsistencies, or errors. So, basically, you have a vast multiplicity of these circles, and these, uh, circles are, um, equivalent to frequencies of light. All right. These are frequencies of light. The One is a collection of light slash thought that is eternal. And a great, uh, uh, way to, to, uh, visualize this, see if I can show this on screen without my camera freaking out, is through the, um, the symbol of the Flower of Life. The symbol of the Flower of Life is a bunch of circles. And if you remember, each circle is actually equivalent to waveforms. What you're looking at is actually a vibratory structure, a structure. These aren't just circles sitting there. Mathematically speaking, this is also equivalent to a structure of frequency patterns, waveforms. Now, I'm not saying that reality is literally built like the Flower of Life, but it's a very, um, simple model to, to, to quickly kind of conceptualize what we're talking about here.

Okay. So, you have the One. The One is light. The One is eternal. The One is infinite. All that the One can do is reflect on itself, think about itself, because there's literally nothing else, according to Gnosticism. There is literally nothing else other than the One. And so the One thinks about itself, and all of its thoughts get generated as beings known as eons in Gnostic cosmologies. In Gnostic cosmology, eons are beings of light that are just the thoughts of the One. The important thing to understand, and this is key about what we're talking about today, is that each of these beings of light form what's known as a syzygy, a syzygy or a divine pair. So each of these beings of light come as pairs, a masculine and feminine aspect. But the thing to remember is that they're actually a single being, but they have a feminine aspect and a masculine aspect. And so depending on how you look at it, you can look at them as a single androgynous being, or if you wanted to look at the feminine and masculine aspects in isolation, you could see them as partners. Kind of like four equals two plus two, right? There's the four part, which is unified, and then there's, oh, there's two plus two. There are two elements, two things. One element on one side equal to two elements on the other side, but they're the same concept, just depending on you're looking at the, the four way of representing it or the two plus two way of representing it. That's how these syzygies are. Uh, they are, uh, a single androgynous being, but they're also a pair, balanced masculine and feminine.

Now, balanced masculine feminine does not have to do with sex. Doesn't, doesn't have to do with biological sex, because this is a being of [ __ ] light. Okay? It doesn't have a penis or a vagina. It's a being of [ __ ] light. All right? So, so it's not about that. Uh, and I'm saying that because a lot of people get this twisted, and it's really annoying, and I see all these new age spiritualists trying to like interject these ideas of like gender and and sex on [ __ ] light. Okay, it's light, right? It's math. It's light. Math and light don't have, don't have genitals. Um, also, it is beyond our concept of gender as a psychological concept, because the way we understand gender as a psychological concept is dependent on the particular time and culture that we're born into. Different cultures and different times in history have different definitions of what masculine and feminine is. Okay. So long story short, masculine and feminine doesn't have to do with literal gender or sex. It's a way of expressing polarity. So you could just as easily say positive and negative, like an energy. So imagine it like, instead of doing four, let's think of zero. Okay, think of zero. Zero equals two plus minus two. So zero, a unified entity, is equivalent to two. You could say two minus two, or to be more appropriate for what we're talking about, two plus minus two. The zero is in balance because of its two components that are opposite of each other in terms of their sign. Okay. Two plus minus two, but one entity, which is the zero, but can be expressed as parts. And positive and negative are simply values. It's not, it doesn't have any, you know, it's not like, oh, positive is good and negative is bad. No, this is just like energy doesn't matter. It, it, it doesn't have any relevance to like positive numbers are good, negative. It's not like that. It's just, just energy, just polarity, just a way of expressing opposite energy. All right. So you can already see how the Gnostics are having this very enlightened understanding, even if they might not fully grasp what it is that they're talking about, specifically with regard to, um, mind, light, frequencies, mathematical balance. All right.

So, that, so this mind is thinking about itself. This mind is thinking about itself, and it, and it, and it's, uh, being generated as, um, pairs, syzygies, beings of light, and they're called eons in Gnostic cosmology. And this, this realm that the eons inhabit is called the Pleroma, which means "the fullness." Okay, it's the Pleroma, which means "the fullness," and it's literally that. It's, it's a plenum of lights, a sea of light.

Sophia decides. Sophia is one of the eons. Okay. Um, Sophia is one of the eons, and she, her name means wisdom. Sophia is literally the Greek word for wisdom. So Sophia decides she wants to create without her masculine counterpart and out of alignment from the will of the One. So prior to Sophia having this independent thought, she, or all the, the entire reality is in perfect balance. All the thoughts of the minds of all the thoughts of the mind of the One are in perfect balance, perfect harmony. Everything is structured in a, in a, in a perfectly harmonious way. But Sophia is like, "No, I want to do something different, something else." And so when she does this, she gives birth to darkness. She gives birth to darkness. Now, typically, uh, in, in, in like Sethian Gnosticism, Sophia gives birth to a being known as Yaldabaoth, or the Demiurge. The Demiurge just means "craftsman," which is a dark being described as having the body of a dragon, the head of a lion, whose eyes flash like lightning bolts. This is the God of the Bible, according to Gnostic cosmology. She gives birth to the, to the God of the Bible.

Now, in Valentinian Gnosticism, it's slightly different, and I'm just going to throw this in there because I actually prefer this interpretation. In Valentinian Gnosticism, uh, Sophia gives birth to a daughter named Achamoth, which means "the wisdom of death," which is, which is essentially Sophia's, um, shadow self, like the dark. So Sophia gives birth to a daughter, but it's like the dark version of her, and then that dark version of her gives birth to Yaldabaoth. I, I like that version a little better, um, for reasons I won't get into now, but I just want to throw that into, because you throw that in there because you might hear a couple different versions. Um, so, so typically in Sethian Gnosticism, Sophia gives birth to the Yaldabaoth. Um, in Valentinian Gnosticism, Sophia gives birth to Achamoth, who gives birth to Yaldabaoth. And I, I just, I like it. I think it's, I think it's cool. Um, for other reasons. If you want to know why, watch my video I did called "The Gospel of Jesus's Brother," "The Gospel of James." I go into a lot about Achamoth in that.

Okay. So, like, what the [ __ ] Sophia, right? So, Sophia creates basically the devil. And the devil, aka Yaldabaoth, he's got a ton of names, by the way. Yay, Samuel, Saklas, Nebro, uh, Ari'el or Ari'el, I believe. Uh, what else? He's got a lot of names. Guy's got, guy's got a ton of names, and they're, they're not very good names. Samuel means "blind god." Uh, Saklas means "foolish god." Uh, Nebro means "rebel." So he's the blind, foolish rebel. Essentially, the blind, foolish rebel. This, this being. And this being thinks it's the only god in existence because Sophia's like, "Oh [ __ ] this thing's, uh, scary. I'm going to, I'm going to throw it into the void." And she throws it into the void. And so Yaldabaoth looks around and goes, "Hey, I'm the only one here. I must be God." And he goes, "I am God, and there is no other." And then Yaldabaoth creates the material world and the Archons. The Archons are so essentially like how the One begins to think about itself and generate aspects of itself. Yaldabaoth kind of does that, but in like, in a dark way, in an inverted way. Yaldabaoth begins to, uh, from itself, uh, produce beings of darkness. So, so everything Yaldabaoth does is like an imitation of the higher realms. Um, so Yaldabaoth generates from itself beings of darkness called Archons, which is the Greek word for ruler. They're the rulers. He's the chief Archon. He, uh, generates 12 of them, um, each one for the sign of the zodiac, assigns seven of them to the seven classical planets, and five of them to the bottom of the abyss, which is the material world associated with the four elements and ether, making five. So, you have 12 zodiac, seven planets, five the elements. Um, long story short, what the Gnostics are trying to say, you don't have to believe in astrology, astrology, or any of that. What the Gnostics are trying to say is that the material world is governed by laws that trap you. Whether it's matter or cosmic forces or whatever, these are these Archonic forces of ignorance. Okay? And in the Neoenian system, which is the system I promote, our goal is to overthrow all these Archonic systems. Whether these Archonic systems take the form of, um, oppressive patriarchal systems, oppressive economic systems, religion, uh, like brainwashing mainstream religion, or even psychological Archons like, uh, addiction, anger, wrath, etc. Okay. Um, they're, they're everything that that keep us from achieving our true self, right? So anyways, Earth is, so he creates, by the way, he creates seven heavens of chaos, uh, and then Earth is the bottom of the abyss. So, so according to Gnostic cosmology, the seven heavens are actually the seven layers of hell, and Earth is the bottom of the abyss. So, you know, Christians who are trying to get to heaven, Gnostics would be like, "That's just hell on another level. You're just upgrading heaven to like the, the, the bronze package or something, or hell, the bronze package. It's, it's all hell." Um, so the Gnostic sea, and Earth is the very literally the bottom of the abyss.

And so here's the idea. Sophia is a complicated character because in Gnosticism, she's looked at as a, a, a savior figure. Why is she looked at as a savior figure? Because she is trying to recover the sparks of light. Uh, because Yaldabaoth traps light in matter, and that's us, right? We are, we are, we are the One that has become trapped in matter, according to Gnosticism. So we have been trapped in darkness. We are the One that's been trapped in matter. Sophia is like, "Oh [ __ ] I want to help them remember what they are so they can free themselves from matter, achieve gnosis, which means knowledge of what they really are, and return to the Pleroma."

Now, real quick aside, I'll just throw it in there. I like the version with Achamoth because the version with Achamoth is really cool because Achamoth is Sophia's dark side, right? And so Achamoth is trapped in this liminal realm known as like the eighth realm. Um, and Achamoth, like her tears become the rain. Her smile becomes the sun. Like the material world is a manifestation of, of, of her power. And Yaldabaoth is kind of like an instrument of her power. Yaldabaoth still doesn't know she exists. Um, but the cool thing is, is in, in that version, we are all parts of Sophia's light that fell. And so, Achamoth cannot be restored to the Pleroma until every single soul of divine light has has ascended to the Pleroma as well. So, it's all wrapped together. It's all tied together because everything is the One just thinking about itself in different ways. And parts of the One have become trapped in matter. And so, we're here to liberate ourselves and and and be released from matter.

So, um, Jesus Christ is looked at as an emissary of Sophia. Sometimes Christ is even considered like an avatar of Sophia who is here to, you know, whether you want to think of Christ, you know, Jesus as an avatar of Sophia or or messenger of Sophia, whatever, it doesn't matter. Jesus is linked to Sophia. Um, and Jesus's mission is to get people to look within and realize that we are all sons of the living Father or children of the living Father, and to achieve gnosis, knowledge of what we are, and return to to the divine realms. So, it's interesting because in Gnosticism, Sophia is looked at as, as a savior figure. However, if, if you take it at face value, she's kind of the one that [ __ ] everything up, right? And now, now, don't get me wrong, the Gnostics, you know, didn't really say anything too negative about Sophia. They, they, they had a lot of great things to say about Sophia, but they still considered like, like her error, her her deficiency, her error. Um, so it's still kind of, because, because in traditional Christianity, who's the one that gets blamed? Eve, the woman who eats from knowledge. And now in Gnosticism, Eve is a hero. Another part of Sophia who brings knowledge to, uh, humanity, who listens to Jesus. They're, they're all aspects of each other. Um, but in traditional Christianity, it's like, oh, the woman wrecked everything, right? Has that, uh, misogynistic view which led to a lot of problems and a lot of misogyny in the church that's still there to this day, which is why, you know, in Catholicism, women can't teach, etc. But in Gnosticism, Eve is a hero because she, she teaches in the tree of knowledge and helps us wake up. So, but even though they have a lot of great things to say about Sophia in Gnosticism, it still has a bit of that flavor, doesn't it? Like, oh, it's, it's the woman that [ __ ] everything up. She wanted to do something on her own without her masculine counterpart. It's got that, you know, they didn't say it like that, but if you think about it logically, and that's a question I get in the comments all the time, like, why did Sophia do that? And like, isn't, didn't she [ __ ] everything up? Yeah. If you take, if you take Gnosticism at face value, that's what it looks like. Um, again, important to remember that masculine feminine doesn't literally mean like penis and vagina or even our, our gender norms today. But still, it, it's presented in a way that one could come to certain conclusions that is, you know, still like, oh, you know, it's, oh, the, the feminine [ __ ] everything up.

So let's talk about this and how this relates to Earth being hell and and all this. So, the Gnostics looked at Earth being hell and it's like, "Well, what the hell, Sophia? You generated this evil being who created hell. Now, we're trapped in hell and we're trying to get out." And so, Sophia's good because she's trying to help us get out, but also she started this whole thing in the first place. Okay, so here's where we have to, um, understand how reality actually works. So if you think about it, think about Gnosticism because Gnosticism says eventually we will all be liberated and return to the realm of divine light. Okay, that's what Gnosticism says. At the end of time, we will all be liberated. We, we will, we will all achieve gnosis and we will turn to the realm of divine light, and everything will be restored. Okay, but think about that for a minute. All right. It's the end of time. We're all, you know, in the realm of divine light. Then what? What are you, what are you going to do? What are you going to? So the idea here is that there is no what? It's just happily ever after forever. That would be a linear infinity, which is the wrong type of infinity. We need a cyclical reality infinity for everything to cohere logically and rationally.

So, so here's the key to understand is that in the Neoenian interpretation of reality, at the end of time, we will all be restored, yes, to a singularity of light, but then the process will occur again with another Big Bang and another journey throughout space and time, and then another collapse into a singularity of light, and it happens again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again. And a lot of, uh, systems like the Stoics, in certain aspects of, of Hinduism, have understood this. So, at, at face value, this might sound like a bad thing, but let me explain why it's not actually. So, if you are in a realm of perfect light, that might be chill for a while, but it would eventually turn into hell. Because if you're in a realm with perfect balance, total balance, nothing interesting ever happens ever. You would go mad. You would be so [ __ ] bored, because things are interesting because, because of storylines, of, of drama. If you read a book where there was no conflict, no hero trying to struggle to understand themselves, or a villain to overcome, or what, or whatever, the book was nothing at all, except different characters being like, "Oh, you look lovely today." "Oh, so do you." That would be a [ __ ] No one would want to read that book. Be a stupid book. It'd be a horrible book.

So the idea here is that Earth is not actually hell. Earth is simply the way is where the story unfolds. It's where we, as light, can express itself in material forms. It's like logging into a video game. Now, it feels like hell because the programmers, or like the rulers, right, of this world, those under the thumb of the Archons, the billionaire elite, uh, religious entities, etc., etc., keep us enslaved and create hellish conditions. But it doesn't have to be that way. So imagine if every book you ever read was awful. Like, you've never, you've never read a good book in your life. There's every book, "Oh my god, this is a horrible book. This is a horrible book. This is a horrible book. This is a horrible book." You would probably come to the conclusion that books are bad. Books are horrible. If every book you ever read is horrible, you'll just like, "Books are horrible." People tend to think Earth is hell because the only experience they have on Earth is horrible. But a material universe does not have to be horrible. You, it's the material universe is like a blank book, and you can write the story any way you want. Right now, it's a shitty story because we have shitty authors, which are the rulers of this world. But it doesn't have to be this way. Um, that's why the goal is to make this realm better so that we can have interesting, beautiful experiences in this realm while being connected to the realms of light and be able to experience the realms of light and be able to experience this realm as well.

Think of it like a video game. All right. If you are in a video game, or if you believed that you were in a video game and the video game was real, that would, that would be terrifying. Like, you know, "Oh my god, there's dragons and trolls and monsters and I'm going to die. Holy [ __ ] You would be traumatized if you thought the game was real. But if you were able to program a great game and understand that the game is just an expression, you're not going to be, you're not, it has a completely different connotation to it. And so it's like being able to log into a video game and log out. You can experience the game world, and you can experience the real world. You can experience the realm of divine light. We can experience the, the material world, which is the world where we can experience each other in bodies and separation and, and, you know, it is interesting to experience each other in physical form rather than just like complexes of frequency. I'm sure it's beautiful to experience each other as complexes of frequency, but it's also interesting to to experience each other in material, localized forms in space and time. So, however, at, at the end of time, everything will collapse again into a singularity of light where everything is in perfect balance. Now, if that were to be the case, uh, for, for eternity, that would become hell because nothing interesting would ever happen. So Sophia, by acting out of alignment, actually saves us from a state of total banality, total boredom, total nothingness, uh, locked into an eternal prison in our own minds. So Sophia actually saves us from hell.

Now, how does she do this? By acting out of balance. Here is how, how this relates to, uh, the actual, uh, metaphysics of, of the system. So, so, and by the way, that's, you know, I'm giving you the Neoenian interpretation. The Gnostics, uh, didn't say anything about reality being cyclical or Sophia saving us. The Gnostics didn't say Sophia saved it. They, they saw her as [ __ ] up, making a mistake, and now we have to fix her [ __ ] That's how the Gnostics look at it. But they looked at her in a positive way. They didn't look at her too negatively. Um, they, they had, they had a ton of respect for Sophia. Uh, but I'm just saying what I, what I'm explaining to you now is the Neoenian interpretation. I'm, I'm Neoenian, and I often use Gnosticism to explain these concepts, but I am not a Gnostic in the traditional sense. I'm a Neoenian. Um, and so reality is this, this cyclical process. In terms of Gnosticism, Sophia acts out of balance. Now, how this, how this links up to, uh, the, the metaphysics is this. Remember how we said everything is light? Everything are these, these circles, mathematical circles, everything is waves. So these sinusoidal waves. Here's the interesting thing. When these sinusoidal waves are in perfect alignment, no variation in amplitude, and everything in phase, right? Imagine, imagine aligning waves as perfectly as you possibly could. If you do that, you simply have light, but it doesn't project anything. Now, let me, let me explain. If you are to vary the frequencies by varying the amplitude and shifting things so they're out of phase, so that things are no longer in balance. Guess what you get? You get something known as an interference pattern. Waves are interfering with each other. And what happens when you have light illuminated through an interference pattern is you get a hologram. You get a hologram. So reality is a holographic expression of a divine mind of light. And when that divine mind of light has all of its waveforms in perfect alignment, perfect phase, with no variation in amplitude, there is no holographic projection. But as soon as you introduce imbalance by shifting the phase and varying the amplitude, you get an interference pattern, which gives rise to a, well, which can give rise to a hologram. You get a structure in the right way, but it can.

So think of it like, let me, let me put it in terms of a hologram. So there are three main components to a hologram. There's the, the source beam, which is a laser. Okay, you have the source beam, which is a laser. Then you have a holographic film, which is just like, think about it like a photographic film. If you look at photographic film, you, you see a picture of something. You see a 2D image of something. If you were to look at a holographic film, it would look like noise, like static. Wouldn't look like a picture. So, what is that? It's an interference pattern. And as soon as you shine the laser on the holographic film, that interference pattern tells the light how to structure itself such that it produces an image, a picture, a 3D picture, not just, not a 2D picture, but, but a three-dimensional picture. Now, our reality is, of course, is more complicated than that, because it has to do with a hologram, like a holographic film, um, simply tells light how to structure itself in such a way that you perceive a three-dimensional image, but it's not solid, right? Like you can't, you can't touch it. It's not like a solid thing. But our world is solid. And that is because there's another element in this, which has to do with light slowing down, slowing below the, uh, the speed of light. Um, and according to David Bohm, a famous physicist and protégé of Einstein, he believed that when light slows, it generates matter, or the illusion of matter. He said that you can think of matter as frozen light. So matter is essentially frozen light. So essentially, um, once you add all these components together, light structuring itself into a certain way according to interference pattern and slowing itself down, you get a material world.

So think of it like the source. You can also think of it in terms of a video game. Think of the source as like a programming code, right? Like, like that's the code. And then you can arrange the code. Like if you have, if you have code that's like super boring, it's just like, "Oh, this is, this is really nice, perfectly symmetrical code." Well, it might not generate anything. But if you arrange the code in a certain way, you can generate a video game world. And so you can exist on as like experiencing the code, or experiencing the game, a video. But they're two very different ways of experiencing something. Whether you experience the code or experience the video game, but they're still related, just like the material world and the physical world, or the material world and the immaterial, mental, divine light. This, the metaphysical aspect of reality. So to think that Earth is hell would be kind of like thinking video games are hell. Uh, if, if you only, if you thought that a video game was real and you were really in it, and you only played awful video games, right? Let's say Silent Hill, okay? You're stuck in the video game Silent Hill, and you think that it's real. You're going to be like, "Oh my god, I hate video games." Even though you wouldn't know what a video game is, but you'd be like, "I hate this place. I never want to come here again. It's hell. It's awful. I want to get out." That's why people think that Earth is hell because we're living in like, you know, a Silent Hill akin to, you know, akin to we're living in a, in a pretty shitty world. But it doesn't have to be. You can make great games, and we can make a great game here in the game of life. Um, and and Sophia, what Sophia represents in the Neoenian system, partly, is the aspect of creation in the form of an interference pattern of light. See, the Gnostics said that Sophia, they called it Sophia's defect or deficiency because it was out of balance. But the so-called defect is actually what gives rise to the interference pattern, which allows there to be a material world for us to exist in and have experiences together, so that we're not locked into this banal realm of light forever. Then the Gnostics even called the realm, uh, of perfect light, um, this, uh, Sigy, which means "the silence," because in utter, you know, imagine utter perfection would just be silence, or you can imagine a single tone. Be it's super boring. But as soon as you put some variation, change the frequency, shift the phase, you get a melody. Now, it can be a really bad melody, but if you start aligning everything properly, you can begin to create beautiful music. So, Sophia's voice is what saves us from what would be the damnation of the eternal silence. Now, this isn't to say the realm of light is bad. No, it's awesome. But the material world isn't bad either. It's an expression of the light. If we were stuck in the realm of light forever with nothing to do, that would be hell. So it's about, it's, it's, it's about our role here as as as creators, and Sophia truly. So a lot of people are like, "Oh, well, Sophia's name is wisdom, but it didn't seem like a very wise thing to do to act out of harmony of the One." It was the wisest thing that you could possibly do in that situation, because we would be locked into hell, if, if we didn't. We would be locked into the damnation of the eternal silence. But Sophia's, in Sophia's wisdom, she used her voice of creation to break the silence and create the symphony of what we experience as the material world. And it's up to us to build a beautiful song by arranging, uh, the pattern of this reality and this world into something that's beneficial for all, which in the Neoenian system is known as a theocracy, a planetary civilization. A theocracy, which is basically a purposeful society where the purpose is to maximize the quality of life for everyone, for every individual and the collective. That's how we create a harmonious world in the material world that we can experience and grow in together. So Sophia, in, in the Gnostic interpretation, she [ __ ] up. But in the Neoenian interpretation, she did not. She represents the aspect of creation. She represents the moment that we can have the hologram of the, of the world actually generate something rather than being, excuse me, nothing.

So if you think of those three components again, like there's the source, and then there's, um, the holographic film, and then there's the, uh, uh, the, when you shine the light, the source light onto the holographic film, you get the, you get the hologram. So that's the source is like the divine mind of light in perfect harmony. The interference pattern is kind of like the realm of the eons. And then the hologram is like the material world. So when the eons are in balance, you don't get an interference pattern. But when they're out of balance, you do get an interference pattern, which is not necessarily a bad thing. If you're playing a song and you're like, "Oh, this is a bad song because some of the notes are different than the other notes." It's like, well, wait, that's why it's a, that's, that's the point of the song, for there to be difference. You can have, difference is what makes life interesting. Which is why, you know, the idea of like sexism and racism and homophobia and and all that is such utter [ __ ] Difference is what makes this place interesting. If we're all, imagine if we're all the same, how [ __ ] boring it would be. Be hell. Be awful. The people are so terrified of anything that's not like their particular expression at this place. Arbitrary [ __ ] fools, idiots.

Anyway, um, one other quick thing that I, that I want to throw in there because, because I think it's important. So, in Gnosticism, there's basically the One, and then we are all sparks of the One, and then we kind of like reunite at the end. Uh, I just want to make clear that in the Neoenian interpretation, it is a bit different than that. In that, in the Neoenian interpretation, instead of there just being one mind, every one of us is a one, a soul, and together we form a network, and that network is a single mind, but it is the result of us as a network. It doesn't exist independently from us. It is not higher than us. It is what we are. Now, no single mind can be above it, of course, but it is what we are expressing ourselves as multiplicity.

So here, um, I showed you before, uh, the symbol of the Flower of Life, and I, and I told you that, oh, this, you know, each circle is like, you know, imagine each circle as being frequencies, and this is like a collection of frequencies. So you could think of this, but, but what this actually is, is, is a soul, okay? It's a soul, a structure of vibratory patterns. It is a soul. Now, the network of souls would be this, okay, where each, each circle is its own Flower of Life. I call this the Garden of Life, or the Garden of Light. So, so, so think of us as like a flower in the Garden of Light, which makes up this singular, uh, pattern. But this pattern only exists because of us, and it is what we are. And so, um, you can think of it that way. You know, if you, if you think of each of us as like, think of each of us as like an eternal flower, and then the collective consciousness that we form is like the garden. The garden just exists because, you know, if you removed all the flowers and all the plants from the garden, the garden wouldn't exist anymore. The garden is, uh, the aggregate collection of, of the plant life. And so what we in the Neoenian system call the Absolute is the collective network of each of us as an individual eternal soul, which we call a Zeta. So I just wanted to make, make that.

clear. Um, in the neoenian interpretation, it's not like there's just one and then we all kind of get sucked into it and dissolve into like an ocean. No, rather, each and every one of us is a one, a zeta, an eternal soul, but we exist within a network. That's why reality is one and many. It is one network mind expressed as many individualized, particularized minds. It is a universal that particularizes itself.

And, um, to go even further here, just to give you a a visual to to grasp this. If we look at this image, we can even get a better idea. So, imagine this. This this is your body. Okay, this is you. Uh, and you can imagine this is your body and also like your egoic identity. This though is what you really are. You are a zeta. You are a soul that is linking to this body like a player logging into a video game. So, you are a zeta, you are a soul, you are a collection of frequency patterns, a collection of light forms that is interfacing with a body to experience a localized domain. However, on top of that, you are also you are also one node inside this network where each circle is its own. I I of course drew this outside of this, but that's just for illustrations purposes. This cannot cannot exist outside of this. This everything is always interconnected. So, it's not like one of these can pop out and leave. They're all interconnected. I just have it in uh like this so that that I can actually actually point to it. Okay.

So, so you you and us, we are all this. All right. We are the absolute. You, me, all of us together are this expressing ourselves in individualized form, individualized units. That then interact with each other through bodies, which is a holographic projection of light in what we perceive as the material realm as a way of interacting with each other in a localized domain. Again, really quick, remember this is a simplified way of understanding it. I'm not saying that reality is literally structured exactly like the flower of life. It is a simplistic model that's very useful and pretty close in terms of frequencies and circles and waves, etc. But the actuality of it is, of course, much, much, much more complex. But but the symbol, it's a good symbol for it. It's it's it's a sign. It's a symbol. It it doesn't it's not the actual thing. The actual thing, um, is is much more complex. But it can give you give you an idea, um, to start to start to grasp this.

Um, so let me see if that, uh, check my notes here. Um, my notes. Where are my notes? I turned them off. Why'd I do that? Let's see. I just want to make sure that I didn't miss anything here. Yeah. Okay. So, the main thing to understand here, Earth isn't actually hell. It just seems like it. But we can change that. We can transform it. It's hellish, but not by definition, by its own, by its nature, hell. We can transform it. We live in a cyclical reality where we go through these cycles of the generation of the material world, having this interesting story that unfolds, and then eventually collapsing once again into the singularity of light, and this happens again, and each time it's a new story. It's not like we're locked into the same. It's not like Groundhog Day. It likely is not Groundhog Day. Um, it is much more likely that each instance is a unique instance. Now, get a little more complicated than that, but simplistically speaking, it's a, it's it's likely a unique instance each time. So, it it wouldn't be like, oh, I have to read the same book over and over and over and over. It's like, oh, I read a book and now I'm going to start a new book with a with a different story and and and whatnot.

Um, so reality exists in this cyclical fashion, which it must. A linear reality, it's not is not logically coherent. A cyclical reality is logically, rationally, mathematically coherent. Linearity is not. So, we live in this this cyclical pattern and we go from matter to light. Matter to light. Light is always in the background, just like the programming code is always in the background. But Sophia, in the neoenian interpretation, symbolically represents shifting the waveforms of the source such that it generates the holographic projection that we call the material world. In the neoenian system, we call it the holos.

So, there was a lot to digest in this. I hope that, uh, you know, you you were you were able to understand. Um, if not, let me know in the comments. If so, let me know know in the comments. It's always helpful for me to understand, um, what it is that's difficult, what's easy, or if you want more detail or less detail, because we could bring in mathematics all day long, but, you know, people usually don't really like like math. But, um, let me know what you think in the comments. And the important thing to remember here is that under the neoenian interpretation, Sophia was wise and really lived up to her name as wisdom in being the utterance of her voice that broke the silence and gave rise to the material realm. Yes, we have to go through some through some shitty parts, which is like the the tooth and nail of of of evolution and natural selection and survival of the fittest. Uh, that's awful, that's bloody, that's horrible. And then, you know, the earth trying to fix itself and and, but it's like that's that's that's how it works. Imagine you pick up a guitar and you try and play, you know, a super advanced song. First time you pick up a guitar and try and play a song, it's going to sound like [ __ ]. Right? And you work for a week, you probably still sound like [ __ ]. You work for two weeks, you probably still sound like [ __ ]. You work for a month and hey, you sound like [ __ ], but you sit a little a little better, a little less like [ __ ]. And you play and play and play and play and play. You get better and better and better until like, oh my god, this is a great song. But at but at first, the first time you pick that up, it's like, oh my god, this is awful. The first couple weeks, the first couple months, oh my god, this is awful. We are we are right now as divine minds in the learning how to play the guitar phase of existence. Evolution, tooth and nail, survival the fittest was like picking it up for the first time and it's sounding just awful, but it's making sound, but it sounds awful. Gaining self-awareness, forming societies and systems and cultures and philosophy and math, and it sound a little better. But all [ __ ] oligarchs and billionaires and religion and and genocide and murder and rape and sexism and homophobia, still not the best melody, but we continue to refine it, eventually it's going to be beautiful music. And that's the point. Eventually, it's going to be beautiful music. We just have to practice. And that's why in the Neoenian system, we're about creating a new world right here and right now because we're conducting conducting that symphony, aligning the orchestral components so that it produces a harmonious melody. That's teiocracy, a planetary, uh, planetary civilization. That's what we are here to do. and overthrow the archonic forces that keep us from actualizing that harmonious melody. And then the source would just be like a pure tone being. It's boring. Be super boring. So, what do you do? You start to play the song. At first I was like, "Oh, that's awful." It's not boring anymore, but oh, it's awful. But then it gets better and better and better. It's just like, "Wow, this is beautiful. This is amazing." And everything's right. That's what we're working for. Pythagoras believed this, by the way.

So, Pythagoras, um, uh, said all is number and number rules the universe. But he also talked about the music of the spheres. So, he believed that reality was a mathematical reality, but also a musical reality. Reality is is music. Math and music because math is music. The different scales. Uh, you can think of the energy quantization of quantum mechanics. Anyway, let's create a better song, a beautiful symphony. And it no longer will be hell. It will be a brilliant reality where we are finally able to express the divine light inside of ourselves and experience it in each other and build the kingdom of heaven right here and right now. That's why Jesus said, "Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand." Remember, repent in Greek was originally metaninoa, which means change your mind. And he said, "The kingdom of heaven is within you." And at hand means right here. So, Jesus said, change your mind, the kingdom of heaven is inside you right now, just waiting for you. And then we actualize it and express it in this world. That is the key.

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