BLUEFACE BABY, BGC RECAP, AND SO MUCH MORE- ROCKY SPILLS THE TEA ON EPISODE 9

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Hey guys, welcome back to another episode of Swallow It. We have another bad girl on the building, Rocky. I haven't seen you since the Bad Girls Club 13 reunion. I know, I was like, you know what, you owe me. I'm like, no, no [ __ ] with Danny. Like, we've never had nothing like that, but like, we're always cool. Yeah, it was a weird. That was, first of all, that was like six years, six, six years, young. That whole situation was impossible. The [ __ ] therapist, like, we'll get into that. We're gonna do your stroll down memory lane. I'm gonna, first of all, thank you for coming. Your mom, you look stunning. How pretty is she? You guys, I'm a mom, I'm a MILF. My mother, everyone would like to [ __ ] so much. Right, I knew.

Okay, so you were on season 10. Yeah. Elena, I just watched last night. I watched your highlight reels all on YouTube. So everyone's best moments of you. Oh, great. That's great. I was, um, the second replacement of my season. It was just crazy 'cause your personality shined throughout that season. So it's weird that they didn't pick you as an original. I know why they did that. Well, how they knew I was gonna make all the [ __ ] mad. Did you stay to the end? Yeah. So did you? Well, first of all, let's talk about your fight about the hot pocket, really quick, with John. Because I was there. An actual deeper beef there? Was it just over a hot pocket? I'm really embarrassed about it. You know, I wish like, you like a lot of sugar. But one fight. Um, so that day, I think was my first night in the house. It wasn't listening. The house, they were like, so excited for me. They have a whole platter of shots. And I should have known better. They call the shot that they had all water shots. And I did it. And like, they like, come on, let's go. It's Bad Girl. So I'm like, [ __ ] it. Like, I can't be no punk. Like, I can. Hitting. Sorry. Took like, I don't know, seven shots. Oh my god. Mind reading. Like, I was in the hotel room. Yeah. And they don't feed you. They bring you Cheetos. I have like popcorn, but it's not like, I was so hungry. And like, I drank all that alcohol. And they wanted, they said they did that because they wanted to see me like, do something stupid. And that's the stupidest thing I did was I took a bite. But I made her a brand new one afterwards. You know, I don't mind if someone takes a bite of my food as long as they ask me before. All that day, it seems like it seemed like a day after a day after a day in the footage of just beefing over a hot pocket. Yeah. Sounds so dumb when you say that. Well, I know, I know. They should have endorsed me too. Yeah. But what flavor was it? It was just regular. Piece of pepperoni and cheese. I didn't get had like that. That on the parmesan, the crust on it. I'm not sure though. But it was really good. And they wanted to see me do something stupid. And they got it. They were looking for it. They instigated it. And it happened. So they just wanted something. So that's what I did. She got kicked off because of your fight, right? Who else did you get kicked back? Um, Alisha. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And then now I got sent home on season 13, right? We're gonna talk about that. Okay. Season 10. Yeah. So that, yeah. It was not some like, am I really in this [ __ ] situation? Like, it was crazy. Did you love it or hate it? I don't know. I was just honestly was. I was so intimidated. Like, I was gonna. You don't seem like you were intimidated. I was so into it. But I'm like, I ain't no punk. I ain't no punk. Like, I got like five brothers, six brothers. And I'm like, all right, no punk. What? Well, it seemed like everyone wanted to fight with you. Yeah. Like from the clips. Yeah. You know, I was like, wow, everyone actually was just like, let's [ __ ] with Rocky today. Right. Let me see what spring to bear fire. Someone good luck with Rocky. So when you were sitting there and Jenn was just pouring drinks on you and noodles and whatever she could pick out. What was going through your mind? Now, okay, so I remember like yesterday. I was literally like sitting there and I'm like, okay, I'm about to get a fight. They want me to get sent home. That was the plan. Yeah. Back in the day, this would be you throw the first thing, you go home, right? So I'm like, they want me to go home. I'm like, I'm not going home. So I'm like, [ __ ] just like, keep your mother [ __ ] cool. Don't let them get to you. You know what? Just brush it off. Come on. I know. So I literally stood there and I'm like, okay, are you done yet? Like, are you done? My rage. Throw and food on me. Done. So and drinks on me. And then she poured beer on me. And I went like, thank you. I love beer. Then she sounds like I can in your mouth. Yeah. After it, I was like, okay, [ __ ] I do. Dyers throughout me back. It's like, why are you now you're [ __ ] with me? And like, when I got up and I pushed her, if you see the clip, everybody in the house got up. Like, oh, like, we're like, oh, Rocky got up and pushed her. We're gonna fight her now. Like, like, they're gonna jump you. Yeah. I was like, okay, they should learn from season eight. Don't you, right? It's not good luck, right? So yeah, it was just like, I wasn't gonna let anybody send me home. Don't let anybody make me mad. In my like strategy, like in life, what's just to kill with kindness. And that's like, kind of like what I did. I was like, I'm not gonna let them get me mad. Yeah. You didn't seem into many that all. I definitely held your eye. My heart was beating like a [ __ ]. I was like, like, oh my girl, like, what the [ __ ]? Like, am I really here? They're dealing with this [ __ ] like, real life, but this is really happening to me? 'Cause this, it's not like the real life. No, it's not at all. It was intimidating 'cause like, I didn't have no friends. Oh, my third day in the house at that time when the food thing happened. To ever have friends in the back of Seville? So I have Shannon. Yeah. That's a question. Jago. Yeah. Oh, Jana AJ's my friend too. Oh, yeah. Actually, it's been so long. I just, I mean, when I look back, like, I just did a reaction video on YouTube to Bad Girls Club 13. And I look like a psychopath. In her heel, it wasn't meant for you either. Yeah, right. So about I did feel bad because it was not meant for you. I was also blackout drunk. Like, they like zoomed in on my face. People see. I mean, that clip all the time. Like, okay, guys, I [ __ ] get it. I'm pretty sure she goes back to some. Pretty sure she says, I'm gonna do like six years. I don't really care. And Greg, it's old. I'm fooled everybody. Oh, really? Okay. That's one of the questions people wanted to know. Like, who did you? Do you have any beef with anyone? You fight with anyone? Like, have you been Jen shared a hot pocket? No, but we should. We should. Um, no, me and Jen are cool. I honestly, I'm cool with any way that like [ __ ] with me. Like, I think they all apologized to me. Every single one of them. That's cool. Yeah. I'm almost like, it's all good. Like, even Natalie. No, no, not her. But we're called sooner. Like, I don't think I would turn babyshower. Like, it's what I really [ __ ] other loser baby shower after bag. Oh, so 13. Yep. Oh, yeah. She wasn't. She's a. Yeah. Yeah. Mom yet, right? No one's a mom yet. Yeah. I wet. And you know, I shall love. I'm like, I won't have no hard feelings towards anybody. Yeah. Some [ __ ] waiting in front of the [ __ ] camera. Like, people don't know how to act. They don't know what to do. They want to be cool and like popular. So people act crazy. Not really know any like look crazy. Nobody's not like you are. You know, and also, I feel like when you put so many strong personalities for females in a house, it's it's not even maybe that they're like putting all on or they want to be like the star of the show. It's just at some point when someone's eating their [ __ ] breakfast in front of me, you're like, I can really hear you chewing and I'm going to murder you. Kick yourself. Please stop eating your underwear. We're showing in the club. And I was so embarrassed. Like, you made us look ratchet. Happy, right? Not to me with Shannon's underwear. But I was like, oh, so you would Shannon. So one of you real friends outside of the house would be Shannon? Shannon. And then Jada. I mean, Shannon was my number one. Yeah. Done our show together. And people are always like, how are you and Chin and friends? She didn't stick up for you. And I'm like, my thing is, not everybody is a fighter. I know. You know what it means. You can't make somebody be a fighter. Yeah. Does not mean that they don't love you. They don't like have your back. You know, they're still your friend. They're just stuff like that. Well, it's not them. So when people would try to make me turn on Shannon, I'm like, I wouldn't. Because just this isn't a fight. It doesn't mean that she's not my friend. I'll handle my own [ __ ] here. We're all good. Jump me all you want. Like, if it takes more than one [ __ ] to fight me, then y'all. Y'all really look weakest spot. Did we will jump you? Actually, yeah. I got jumped. Um, I think twice. It's not a good feeling. No, it's not. And I thought Valentin was like cool. Wasn't me at one point 'cause she like helped me in the limo. Like she blocked me from Jen. But then end up jumping me. Like when we got home. So that doesn't make any sense. I got to jump my three [ __ ]. It was Alicia, Valentina. No, it was laughing. She was like, I mean, yeah, I know. I will say your laugh can't piss another [ __ ] off though. Because I remember one time I was drunk and hanging out with Julie. You remember that? When we were at like this bar, this random bar. Anywhere laughing. I was like, rockin with the [ __ ] laughing at you. I'm just laughing. I was like, yo, I think I don't remember. I'm sure we all were. Yeah. No, I was, um, I guess I was laughing behind somebody's back. Girls laughing at somebody. It was just a lie. Like, it was just stupid. I'm gonna put that fish cam. I know. I've even lost in front of your left. I guess behind the back. Like, why would it matter to you? It do you think the Bad Girls Club deserved to be canceled? Some a question. You're sitting on that answer. I don't know. Not really. They need to bring it back. That was the [ __ ] that was a [ __ ] [ __ ] that was my [ __ ] girl. Like, I love that show. I love the show. My brothers put me on. They used to watch it. My mom would be like, try next. My first season that I ever watched was season four. I watched seven, eight, and nine. And then mine was 10. Yeah. Yeah. My lips, honey. My was Judi season. That's what I loved you so much. Are you cool Judi? You're cool. You're just leaving with Gavin right now. Oh, randomly. Gabby's like, why, why is she like, it's been years. Why are we having a bag of something? Yeah. 13 when it comes because it's like, yeah, but that was enough. That was a hot dog. Was honest. And that looks like a. They never should have done that. Or they should have picked different people. Or they should have made it something else. Because that show was just, it was stupid. It should have been better than what it was. But it was also really casting. Yeah. I mean, for my all-star cast, not that you know, I show there. You should pick the cast. I just feel like if you're gonna have an all-star season, it just was a random weird cast. It was, it was. Yeah. And then they have us doing like acrobats. They weren't getting good footage. That's going to a therapist. Which I guess is cool. Like, I don't know. But it just, it didn't work out because people like to a ratchet drama. And at that point, we've got, we've already like had a taste of what it's like being on TV. So I don't feel like we were truly ourselves. Know that show. Oh, I was. I mean, I let it get to me really before. Like, okay, season 10, I was like, I don't care. Like, killer kindness. Season 13, I'm [ __ ] done. Like, quit [ __ ] with me. That was month. That was meat on his new 1304. It, you know, everything. So I felt like I had more cool before Batgirl side. I mean, I have it now. I'm not older. But on season 13, like, I was just sober. People [ __ ] with me that I acted out. Like, anyways, that I would know before. I don't think you were that bad on 13. I wasn't. But like, people are like, oh, you bleed Sarah. Well, Sarah was [ __ ] up my makeup. Yeah. Let's talk about that really quick. Because people wanted to know that. I and I lived with you nine, 13. And I still to this day can't sit down and actually pinpoint what the [ __ ] happened between you and Sarah. And another question that people always ask me, and I'm sure they asked you too. Did Sarah and Gina fight in a closet? Because I'm Wiccan. No, I think they did it right. And they just didn't air it. It was really quick. I think it was one big thing. It was, it was right after we went to go get like gems and like stuff to do those posters for that charity. And I really pushed you to it. It was nothing. It was nothing. Yeah. It was more like an argument. I think Sarah walked away though. I don't think. I don't know, man. It was so petty. If that was like, the pettiest. I was like, on the stairs. What happened? Right. And every was. I hated that season. That was boring. It was so boring. It wasn't like, I like a little bit of drama. And it just really, the drama was very minuscule for filming for as long as we filmed. I'm like, this is not, this is not gonna be good footage. I feel like they jinxed it. Right? I mean, it would have been different. Like, just the Catholic you said was just not. Whoever your all-star cast. Oh, god. I can't think like that. Oh, my girl. Oh, my god. It's up to Tommy. You're gonna miss a few. She apologizes in advance. Okay. So from my sins that I watched, to be honest with you, I love Junior sister. Like on season 7, Las Vegas. Judy. I like Judy on 7. And then you guys were on 8 in Vegas. Mm-hmm. And I remember seeing your eyes. It's like, um, like the views and [ __ ] and you were like, eating like Chipotle or something like, I guess I'm hungry or something like that. I liked Camila too. Yeah. On your season. Originally did this podcast with her. Yeah. I know she's beautiful. But like, she was back to, um, [ __ ]. Okay, so it would look just like from now. Like, just pretend I'm snobbish. Oh, okay. So it'd have been Judy. It would have been you and your sister. Camilla. I like at least two just nuts. 'Cause I don't like her any water. Do you know her? Oh, you were on an altar elbow. I guess I'm from the first [ __ ] day, girl. I was like, and I was like, just give me [ __ ] out of here. I didn't go the Union. They try to sue me over that. Like, yes, sue me. Do it. I'm not coming for a [ __ ] one episode to sit here and talk about. Listen, other [ __ ] stop. Right. Okay. The other ones, I don't think I liked anybody from season nine. Eleven. Point nine. Nine's Mexico. Oh, Mexico. Um, I did like Rima. And I did like Megan on there too. Yeah. I think Megan should be an all-star cast. Yeah. I think she should. Yeah. And then that's it. I don't have like anybody from like eleven. What about like the beginning seasons? Like one, two, five? I hadn't really watched those. Really. I didn't watch the something. No. Season five was really good. That was late. When the violence started, I was like, this shit's crazy. I remember rips he's psychopath ass. I did watch the kids. Rip see. I think she saw the first one. I didn't watch. I have really crazy. I know the only thing I know about Tanisha on the first one is like the clips and everybody posed. But I never watched season one. Yeah. I think I kind of like went through like, I think I started get seven. I think that's like when I really started watching it. But yeah, but my cops. Did you include you didn't include yourself, girl? Oh, yeah. Who am I cast? Me. Definitely you. Megan. Natalie. I don't know. Like, because it's like, when I did that, girl, so social media didn't exist. Now I want all the most popular bad girls. It's just like, it's because they were from further seasons. But I didn't actually think. I don't really like Melvin Ella. But it was pop in like after like, I feel like after my season. I think right after 10. Too, even right after a lot. Yeah, that's what Instagram saw be in top of it. Those those newer girls got like, like instantly. Yeah, like a hundred thousand followers one night. Like my first episode paired. I was like, holy. Is it weird [ __ ]? Yeah, 'cause I know like a hundred and fifty eight followers. Like, literally before Bad Girls Club. Okay, it just Instagram just half just started. And I couldn't keep followers for [ __ ]. And I'm like, what the [ __ ]? Like, I think I'm cute. Like, why isn't anybody following me? And yeah, I didn't just change overnight. And then now social media is like, basically like, whatever your followers are, a helpful you are. Which is ridiculous. I haven't do like straight up a man and say, yeah, I [ __ ] this [ __ ]. She had a hundred thousand followers. I'm like, what is it [ __ ] flowers have to do with you funny? I'm so abused. That's so disgusting. I mean, they feel like they feel like they're cool. They feel like, oh, my other pictures like a followers. Like, I must be a cool ass dude for [ __ ] with her. And that's what I would think. But in real life, like, followers don't matter. You need me like such a shitty, but I think person and have like 5 million followers. You know, I've seen people that have millions of followers and their great online. Like, their content online and great. You meet them in person, they can't even like sit through an entire conversation. I'm like, how the [ __ ] to 5 million [ __ ] follow your ass right? You have no ear. Like the dryer than a soap dish. Right. Their perception of reality is it's different. Yeah. It's different. Like, you can see me online and think whatever you want to believe and realize that that's not true. Yeah. I do try to show like good things on the line. People do want to see that. But in real life, like, we all have same issues. You know, how things we need to work on. And I don't, you know, like, people like to make up your story until it for you. Yeah. Time who I am, what I do. And only [ __ ]. And I'm like, did you hear it Rocky? Did last week at 7 p.m. on Thursday night? I'll tell you. Never even met you before in your life. I was drinking a beer 'cause I went home at 9:00. And yeah, that's a wrap. No, sorry. Why are you going L during quarantine? People want to know. Because I'm not scared. Like, God's got me. Like, I, I'm fine. Like, I'm good. I just need to get my kitchen. Oh, my god, guys. It's the same [ __ ]. I usually wear a mask. And I'm not really worried about it. Yeah. I wanna [ __ ] going on. I mean, I understand people are getting sick. Yeah. I don't think. I don't think a lot of people died from coronavirus. They just put it. If you go, good scope, go Google the [ __ ]. Like, people with their life. The doctors are lying. Oh, and they're getting paid to put Corona like overnight teen on death certificates. Okay. They're getting painted like, like 13 grand. And then every ventilator they use on somebody. But they get me 33 grand. Like, it's some scamming [ __ ]. It's it's [ __ ] up. I swear to God. But look it up. I'm, I'm in life. Yeah. I mean, the whole world is kind of weird right now. Like, I want a grocery store. As my dog. Learn mask. And then grows. And like, no one's like communicating anymore. And like, I'm still friendly. In a minute. Like, how are you? Like, how? Why? She's speaking to me? Like, what the [ __ ]? I miss people. Hey, it's weird, right? Yeah. Weird. I mean, I like going to the grocery store. My mouth song. Because nobody knows about that guy. Yeah. So yeah, I would recognize you by your eyes. Actually, if you spoke. We were three aisles down for me at CVS. Is that Rocky? I've had people like before the whole [ __ ] front of ours. I was like, in one aisle and there like, I heard your voice and I had to just look to see if it was you. And it was you. Like, damn, am I really about? Like, thanks. I've had that too. Like twice at CBS. I like my voice. Right. Good [ __ ]. I know. But I feel like wearing mask because I had like some privacy. When did you just get me over it? It's never gonna be over. I don't know. I don't know. That's what people keep saying. In the Mike, what do you mean? The economy's [ __ ]. So like, honestly, online is like where the money's at. Well, you were back in Vegas. You were working on the club, right? Right. I was bartending. So what the [ __ ] are you doing right now? I'm doing [ __ ]. I mean, I am. I actually do have a show them I'm working on. So that's one thing I'm doing. But I've been focusing on my daughter. Yeah. And myself. 'Cause like, I'll never get this free time again. So never. I'm really just taking it in. And I'm just enjoying it. Before I was like, freaking out. Oh my god, like, what we're gonna do? But I'm okay. I'm fine. Like, I'm not worried about [ __ ]. But you know, but when you work in a club, do they protect you at all for like instances like this? Or like, for instance, are they like helping any of their employees? Like with an unemployment check? Or, um, yeah, we got unemployment. Okay. Did you get that? Yeah. No, so I'm totally fine. And like, they give that extra $600 to. I'm like, thanks. I'm still waiting on my stimulus tax. Really? Get a [ __ ] yet? Yeah. And I'm waiting on my second taxes. So I'm like, wait, no. I haven't filed money. And we don't like 16 grand. Really? We're just a bio. Hello there. Just feel like everyone's smiling right now. I should have done it like the first week. I didn't make mine back in like, um, January. I'm like, I've been in California for almost four years. So great. Yeah. I just, we just moved out here. Yeah. Because I was [ __ ] desperate begging everyone to help me stay. Thank you, everyone. Well, good. You know, it does what I say. I know that's. I didn't video go. You know, some of the [ __ ] you do is so embarrassing. I could never want to get on the internet, right? I'm so conceited. My whole life, put myself on a hoist. And then I [ __ ] have to spit. Set my camera. Actually, Gabby's cameras. That couldn't afford one at the time. Anything. Guys, can you pay my rent? Right? And then I was, you know, a few people helped. My family helped. Girl, I want to [ __ ] back together. I'm eventually gonna paint my. Oh, Gaby about like 20 grand. And one day I'm just gonna roll up and give her like 40. Right. You know what? Like, I've been there too. I've been husband has run like a [ __ ]. What the [ __ ] am I gonna do? Yeah. You know, people have this perception of us that we're like, so we got really into dollars for Bad Girls Club and endorsements and club appearances. Not they got rich off of us. That's it. That's it. They got rich off of its off of us. And we got paid like chump change. And they're still getting rich. You know how I know? Because if I do a reaction video, it's like, say your best moments. Mm-hmm. When I upload that, they file a copyright claim. And they get the ads. Really? My video. Yeah. I'm [ __ ] can't even let us have our YouTube's right after extorting us. They did it, dude. They really just like used us and like threw a stick. You know, they didn't give a [ __ ]. I think Bad Girls Club honestly ruined a lot of us. Like, I mean, after a while, you got to kind of pick yourself up and like, hey, this is not the guy who was that [ __ ] before Bad Girls Club. And I'm still that [ __ ] period. Period. But like, honestly, like that shirt really took a toll on a lot of us. Yeah. Oh, like in a negative way. Yeah. Yeah. Like, and then it's like hard to get like another gay. 'Cause you're associated. Oh, yeah. Doors are being shut instead of open. Am I with all my girls up? We don't walk that. Yeah. You fight your drama. We don't. And like, but that's that's what every TV network should want, right? The events are that shows Pappas. You just want people to bring people. Like, I'm not gonna fight. Like, I went to Miami at this, um, this nightclub out there. They hired me. Was that it was dope. They hired me. No [ __ ] problem. They're like, yeah, we want you. I'm like, thank God. I didn't glue limine. Yeah. Looking Fort Lauderdale. Remember I worked for Dr. Miami. Yeah. Let's talk about that really break. First of all, bashed my ass so bad. What are you talking about? Haley. I think it was more focused on like me entertaining on his snack. Yeah. Then he wasn't like giving me the body I asked for. Right. Um, I know like, I won't talk about him. But I know a lot of people have complications. I mean, all wasn't because of you. You were working. They were like, let's go back Rocky. Let's talk about that. Okay. So Paula got her suckers. Polio Halle for my season. She got hurt. She got her ass. No boob. Okay. Um, and I think that. No, no, it was a gen. Somebody got their is done for us. And that's why found that. It was Rima. Because Rima had complications. Don't hurt. I don't know. I'm not sure. I remember I was living up in Miami. And I found him in like, I wanted [ __ ] done. I was so [ __ ] tired. And call me GI job. Like, I've never heard. Yeah. Like, Mitch, you're not a Barbie church. I was like, it's not gonna do your so you have no body. And I'm like, people are so [ __ ] awful. And I know I'm disgusting. And it's just like, it's a reflection of themselves. Right? But even to my address is, I'm like, [ __ ]. You know, thank you. So like, I wanted to get like, my face always been cool. But like, I, I did want stuff done. I never planned on getting boobs. But he was like, oops, done. Yeah. He did my boobs too. Hey, it was a good. Thank you. No, I was like, [ __ ] it. Like, when I met Dr. Miami, he had 8,000 followers. Let's keep it rough. Yeah. So, um, you know, though, you'd be like, I'm like, there endorsed. They're whatever. I posted for him all the time. And I got sad-ass discount on my own surgery. But you do any other surgery for free? No. No, no, no. We definitely did. Yeah. So, um, I got a sawed-off discount on that. And I worked for him for quite some time. And like, he'd blow up everybody. All this, all the railing starts were going to him. Everybody went to him. And looks like once he like got up there, guys, do check. He got like super popular. He was all right. Bye, workaholic. Bye, Rach. You leave. We don't need you anymore. And I'm like, like, fire, dude. Yeah, she probably. You know, I'm like, okay, I think you guys literally just used me for popularity. Because nobody gonna [ __ ] you up. Yeah. Like, literally every single. I feel like every single bad girl that won 10 was because. Yeah. Yeah. Even even all the other rowing stars on MTV and VH1, ET. Like, all of us. Yeah. Like, we all knew him because of you. Yeah. Even like, each Black Ink Crew, Skye got her stumbles on that episode because I was working there. I'm like, yeah, oh, yeah, sure. No. Um, Black Ink. Oh, but he got a show though. Too. They did. Do you see him anywhere? No. It was like, a we. Yeah. I never watched it. I do like the girls there though. But him as a person, like, he's not who we thought. Like, that's how it is. All the time. People like this all the time. Put out fronts and acts. And then you like sit down with that. And they try to have a conversation. I mean, I'm so funny though. Like, I'm still me. Yeah. Immediately. I don't give a [ __ ]. Like, what I'm doing. Like, I want to be myself. But some people are. Yeah. Because a lot of people are actors. Yeah. We're not as is where reality TV personal is just being real. Yeah. The exactly. You will ask long time. I said fake. I'm like, no, but they can slightly instigate stuff. But I'll be talking about you. And they'll post it about Jen. Don't look like some somebody else. So you're not talking to that person. But they make it look like it. Yeah. That's definitely not how that went down. Yeah. It was like nothing you can do about it, right? Right. Yeah. So have you ever gone into a fight outside a Bad Girl? Felt like an actual fistfight before? By girls leg or after? Before? Yes. Really? The only streets fightin. No [ __ ]. I was like, in high school fighting though. Like, I got in some fights. I don't know, maybe like three, four in high school. And then like, maybe like three or four after high school. Before Bad Girls left. But after the Bad Girls Club, I have not gone in a fight. Like at all. Like, it's like, I'm not even a thought that like, I'm I'm gonna fight her. But if so, we're gonna fight me. I'm gonna [ __ ] fight. So I just find them to like, get it over with. Are you done yet? 'Cause I have something else. Not to pull in Jabalia since then. Oh my god. Yeah. I haven't come to fight since. But I mean, whatever. Yeah. It's not worth it. Like, if anyone really works like putting hands on. No, maybe if they [ __ ] with your daughter. Yeah. I'm not trying to go to jail. Yeah. Just like advocate. Like a whole asking. What does my pilot? Like, going to jail for fighting? 'Cause I let somebody like father. Yeah. That would mean. I mean, self-defense. Of self-defense. Yes. I'm so for a self-defense. But I would never go instigate or hit somebody first. You could say what the [ __ ]. Yeah. Nothing's worth it. You can talk about my kid. Do it [ __ ] you want. Like, I'm not gonna fight you for it. Good for you. Going on. I know my daughter's beautiful. It's just [ __ ] great. Daughter's eyes are that I just want to like, put them on my at all to see my eyes. Well, you kind of like her dad has brown eyes. But they're not like, like your eyes are dark. And it's not like her. Like a lighter. And my eyes are like, like round two. Yeah. They're like. But what's easily some kind of the Pens? Yeah. Because they kind of look like really like. Yeah. My, um, my mom has green eyes. Mm-hmm. My mom's why. 'Cause I'm white. You know, you know, Instagram told me like a few days. You know, that your way. No, a few days ago. People said I'm white. I'm not round. Like, I'm just white. And I'm like, okay, I'm whitewash. Okay. Difference. But when I grew up, I grew up in a small country town. Everybody there was like, why the [ __ ]? And I was called black girl. So I grew up Philly. Why? 'Cause I was the only colored person there. Like, what's your nationality? I am Portuguese, Italian, of Puerto Rican, Japanese. Wow. That's craziness. Yeah. Fighting that mouth long minutes. Doesn't my hell. Another [ __ ]. Oh, did they? Anne says she don't allow me. I was like, so you sign the paperwork that says they could own. They own your DNA now, basically. If your DNA is at a crime scene, they probably put it there. Oh, my god. Will they paid me to post it there? Can be really good money. Until they do it from. Oh, okay. That's cool. Yeah. And now they have your DNA. But that's fine. I'm good. [ __ ]. I can't go get the government thinker the [ __ ] we want. Of what they want. They can kill us. And it's okay. My, whatever. I'm still living. But, um, I guess I grew up. I grew up in a really small town. And like, white people was always. If you were like, a Mexican or Puerto Rican, that's like a couple black people. So I was like, black girl. They call me like, big lips. The N-word. Brownie. They go to big lips. 'Cause they're lipstick. Well, like, yeah, they leave nothing there, right? Like doing blue eyes. What everybody? I'm like, okay. And I remember like, when I was like, five years old, I slit go home and cry. Like, in first grade. And I like, mom, I want to be white like you. So I grew up feeling like I was a black person. Yeah. That I moved to a city. I feel like the best way. But you white. And I'm like, okay, well, yeah. Maya, that's it. That's the thing. Like, I feel like people try so hard to like, just have like, one label. We don't. One way, right? I'm so many things. Same. Say it's whatever. I don't want to get to raise. 'Cause I know all day. Like, if I say I'm black, you like, you're not black. That might. Okay. My feel like, well, you're not. Why am I still in love the [ __ ] am I, right? You know, right? But it's just like, it's not like, no matter how many times you have that conversation. That conversation is never gonna be. Oh, yeah. You're never gonna win. No. I'd rather decide again. Yeah. Next. So your father has to weigh in during the filming of. Also, I've got a 1-1. Yes. People want to know how it was going through something that traumatic during filming. Oh, you left and you came back, right? No, I left. Oh. And he never came. I never think I would feel like it. You bet. I did. Um, All-Star Battle 2. Mm-hmm. I did the reunion though. The reunion was like, I know. Me and Shannon came as a rock stars. We're like five. We're so [ __ ] up. We've got like chains and crazy. Yeah. It's crazy. Um, so that was my stepdad. Yeah. So my real dad is alive. And yeah, he's in prison. Um, he's getting out in like five months. What was it? What's he in prison for? Um, so and health morning. Those are three rights. You go to Jerry felonies. You got automatic 25 life. So that's crazy. And kind of unfair. Honest. I know. Because he wasn't a violent person. Never hurt anybody. He was some [ __ ] drugs. And he robbed banks. And Chad. Oh, I was like, well, is there like a stash? Like, can I? Can you let me know where? Yeah. Where is it? Yeah. So that. So that was me. Real tight. So my stepdad that passed away, he was like my dad. Because my dad was never really there. So when that happened, like, I was just so shocked. And I was so, so angry. Because production knew my mom was calling for like eight hours. That's right. And they didn't. They didn't let me have that phone call until they were done filming for the day. So I, I was trashed by other. They filmed you. Yeah. Well, so that. Uh, that all. And I was just so angry. It was hard. It was really hard. Because after that, people would always tag me in the post or it sent it to me or I'm so sorry. And like, for a while, like, it hurt me so much. Kind of rewatch it. I can go Google it right now. Like, I'll just cry all over again. You know, you know, he was a really great guy. And I'm just happy with that. I wish I could make somebody like him, right? Yeah. But good people are hard to come by these. Yeah. Sometimes just like, you know, like the death is death. Like, we all go through it. We're all gonna get there one day. And you just have to accept it. And just make peace with it somehow. And just love those. Those people that are wrong. Yeah. That's all I can really say. 'Cause I, I would stop. How long? But we can imagine he was in pain. You know? Yeah. He's cool. No, he's. Yeah. That's what I think. Because I think remember that. I get selfish. They're like, I wish I could have lost it like five or six more years. But she was in so much pain. You just gotta date. Okay. At least they're not in pain anymore. You know, right? I used to be like, damn, like, I still needed you. Like, I really needed your talk. Yeah. Well, I really like your hugs. Or like, your, you know, these. Whatever you know about me so much. Like, my mom would like, like me to stop [ __ ] drinking. And he would go to the store and buy me a 40. And he'd come in at house. People like, it's in the pits. But it's not in the house. No. Thanks. Well, here's here's my dog. Okay. My mom hated it. But like, he, he knew I was going through. You know, I noticed for me. I never even had to say anything. He just would just know. You know? But my advice would just be to just cherish those people that you loved. And like, just trying to make peace with it. It's so sad. But you have to move on. Yeah. You have no choice but to. You just, you have literally no choice. Yeah. Right. Listen to a song that was his favorite song. That's totally cool. Crying. Yeah. Like, if I think I need to cry it out, I'm gonna cry. I believe anything. I'll cry. Right. Let's cry. Not right now. Okay. So then you try a real dad. He's getting out. So are you guys still cool? Oh, yeah. Um, honestly, season 13, I went and ever. I win my mouth. Like, hate that I'm gay. First of all, your hair got so long. I know. Let's talk about that for a sec. Yeah. There's a buzz cut. I know. They have to have like a zero. Like, what the [ __ ] was I do? I literally, you know, you were kicking ass at the time. Thought that was that was the love. And you just, you, you rocked it. My hair was so [ __ ] up from Bad Girls Club. I got it done. And like, they ruined it. And my [ __ ] was falling out. Oh, blonde. Yeah. Mine is falling the [ __ ] out. Like, like mullet. Like in the back. It was like, oh, my, oh, my god. And I had to cut it. So then after that, it's kind of not like a little crazy with it. I can just shave it. But but it's so long. I know. It's the one knots in a kid. And I take care of my hair now. Do you do? Do you still take prenatals? No [ __ ]. I took my bike. I take hella Bynum. It's actually. Do you believe in vitamins? Thank you. Like, so when you have your period, you take like, it your cramps really bad. You'll speak my all you doin today? Really? Yeah. Okay. What if you have a headache? Let's say Tylenol. No, it's [ __ ] go with it. So you just take vitamins. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. I don't believe in like, I could finish it. I see. I'm gonna see though. I feel like a vicodin. Like, I believe in that. I don't even like. 'Cause they make me. You think if I get anything at Egan once after I think after this surgery, you have to the surgery. And it just gave me this nasty, mystical, awful case. You know, I'm like, yeah, but is that? I'm not honestly. Like, I'm not a fan of pills. I don't have to take something. I won't take it. But vitamins, I believe in vitamins. Because like, a lot of things I take it, like tumeric. And I take Karl. It works good. Yeah. Like this garlic meal. I have stinky breath sometimes. Oh, okay. Good day. I was hella hungover. Right? And I did all my vitamins. And I took fish oil vitamins. And I like birth. And I just smelt like fish and garlic. And actually in it. So I got. But take the pill. Like, someone with the oil on the inside. No, I didn't. You don't smell garlic. But there's the ones that are like, the ones like the white powder. Yeah. Those are awful. Neil definitely likes another girl like that. Playing. What if you had a date and just like, you had to cancel because you remember you take a car? Like, hell no. I don't come on, dude. That's gonna change. I hope so. Sign up for Raya. I wanna Ranna. What's Brad? It's a dating app for people that are in the entertainment business. I've been wait-listed for two years. No [ __ ]. And who know? Like, everyone that you have to be approved to get on that. Like, you can't just be on the app. What we gonna prove with blue child? I have a blue check. And I've been wait-listed for two years. [ __ ]. I think they might like, like white people learn a lot. Maxon. They're gonna love me. Just kidding. Okay. Um, we're talking about my dad. Whatever. Yeah. If you guys are cool. Oh, yeah. We're cool. He gets out in like five months. I think he might be there for my 30th birthday. But I'm gonna do. 'Cause it's quarantine. I'm gonna give him a beer. He's like, all like religious. I'm like, Dad, you're drinking. Religious over to jail. Has he been in there for 25? No, he did. It will be almost 17 years. That's 17 years of my life. So my scene uses a long-ass time. And lock up there more than half of my life. You know, this. Let's talk about him for a second. That's a long time for him. You know, but he's so positive. And like, he writes some letters. And like, they're always so beautiful. They always made me cry. Because he thinks I'm so wonderful. He's like, you're such a beautiful daughter. And I'm so proud of you for being positive. And like, always trying to like, do something with my life. Like, he is a great person. I can't seem to get out. Because I mean, I got his back. Yeah. I'll make sure he's cool. Like, whatever I gotta do. Like, I'll take care of my dad. Yeah. He just [ __ ] do draw. He's still touching everyone. Don't do drugs, guys. Yeah, your [ __ ] life literally. If you could take it back, he would take it back.

Like drugs, they don't. They make you cannot care, and it's so addicting. I feel, I feel like I've seen people do drugs all the time, and they're just like, "Wow." They're like, really inert. So in their own life, like, if there's so many worlds out there, in the world we're in, the same world, but like, there's so many different worlds out there, and people live in like, some crazy-ass world. So after a while, I feel like draw the start to [ __ ] with people's brains. Mm-hmm. So like, the reality they have outside of being, like, outside of being sober is not the actual reality that they're living in. So when they start talking to people, it's like, "What the [ __ ] is this person talking right?" They don't $0.00 right. It's weird. It's so scary, guys. Mm-hmm.

So hate to go back to Bad Girls Club, but I have to get this question asked. As people wanted to know, what was that fight between you, Natalie, and then Red jumped in and [ __ ] over our mouth? Only, what was the actual details about that? You know what? Come closer. Like, me? Nah. We were friends, yeah, before that. So like, being on the TV show, which is so different. And like, it was like, I was like, "Whatever, like, she can do what she wants." Like, we were coop tired of this. And like, now we're like, "Really not." I'm not a follower, and I think everybody knows that. Like, I'll just do my own thing. My stepmom called the show, and she knows Natalie. She knows now his mom. They grew up together. Oh, she actually said babysitting island, which is a little kid. So he knows Natalie. So small. Oh, it's so weird. So, um, when she answered the phone, when she said something like, "Oh, this Ebon," or like, "Whatever." And like, I heard that, and almost like, "Give me the phone." And like, she was like, "Nah." I meant, she like cracked me over the head with it. And yeah, and then we just like, my mic. Come on. I don't know. That was really, I think just because I got to that point, like, she's like, you know, like she had the biggest name, I feel like, out of all the bad girls finally. And like Tanisha. Well, Tanisha is a [ __ ] even now, but you know, I just felt like she didn't want to be like tested or and [ __ ] with her. And I kind of like did that, you know, like by like setting up to her. And then we just end up fighting. And I don't know why Red jumped in, but she did. And I feel awful because fighting us like that's. And that, that boy was gnarliest. But yeah, I got big before it. To, I'm not sure. Hurts. He was a got a tetanus shot. I did it. They don't let me get good now, guys. It was like a year ago. Oh my god. You're not going. You couldn't end this right now. No, I think I'm great. Why did some about you? I don't know why I got into it because I couldn't like get me out of my little like headlock, whatever. It was really bad. Yeah. What if somebody bit me? I'm a drug takes that guy. Do you watch on that again? Like, after they bite you, look, what's the reaction? You just stare at each other? Like, no. Like, they run away. And it's like, "Okay, so you bite really?" Run away. Like a little bit. Yeah. People bite. It's full hair bite, whatever. I don't know. I'd rather just like not like me. Do I'd rather look. That's it. I'll talk [ __ ] till the day I die. I will [ __ ] [ __ ] all [ __ ] the day I die, girl. I don't know. You. Oh my god. You're like queen sent talker. Yeah. But the thing is, is like, half the time I don't even give a [ __ ] to say it. Well, like, if you keep poking the bear so much, it's gonna happen. So I just go over the jagged. I'm like, "Maybe if I say the meanest thing on the face of the planet, they'll shut the [ __ ] up." Right? Like, I don't follow the blog page for our show anymore because I felt like I was just on there all the time engaging in toxicity. Right? And I was like, "That's not even me." Like, I'm like, literally the nicest, happiest person most of the time. But being there with throwing show, the bad parts, they only show the negativity. They, well, they always show like when you [ __ ] graduated from vet school or whatever. The show. Oh, well, Damian brought together to a fight after a podcast, right? For their breaking news. Yeah, it's just negative thoughts. So negative. I don't need this. Like, L. I keep it really short. Like, I'll talk a little bit of [ __ ], but like, I don't have like the capacity to really like think about what to say and how to say it. Anyway, you're like the best person. I come back. Like, I'm not good at it at all. Like, I read your [ __ ] and I'm just like, "Damn, Danny has a [ __ ] slick ass." Smells like I don't have that capacity to think that for. I'm like, I just, I can't. I can't work. You're really doing the confessional. So people don't know what that is. I don't know what to call it to like, people that haven't done reality. Right? It's a green screen. Yeah. Interview. Yeah. Those are fun. Yeah. But eight hours. Oh, I'm gonna get. They give you like one [ __ ] tequila. And she's like, "No, dude." You know what they would do when I would be in there? Well, purses in ten. You know how they read you back stuff? Like, don't read a whole like what happened. Then they, um, they would read me some of that. Oh, sorry, we were supposed to tell you that that was for somebody else. But they would read me all this [ __ ] that people were talking about me that I didn't know about. They're such pieces of [ __ ]. And all that. I got this. I'm like, "Good, good try, guys." Yeah. Mom, we go back in the house and fight [ __ ] because I found out some info that you gave me. Yeah. But I didn't wanna [ __ ] with me so much. Like, he really didn't care for [ __ ]. I'm just like, "Can I just drink a damn beer and have fun?" Like, but yeah, you always wanted to just have fun. It was hard to have fun than new ones. Like, even or a pool. There was some for like two hours, and then the [ __ ] trees covered air. Those house sucks so shitty, so dirty. Your [ __ ] house. Ever now that Bad Girls Club is done for years. To actually do you get annoyed when people still bring it up? I mean, I used to. Sam, but now I'm like, "Dude, they [ __ ] like the damn show." Like, and they're just happy to see me. So loved the show. It was such a popular shadow. What's the rationale? That's a rotten show ever. Good. I really keep saying it's something that I'm like, and Macy would never let that happen. I know somebody, someone. It is. You can say that, right? You're going to read that anywhere, but it doesn't really bother me anymore because some people just now watched it. Like, they watch it even a month ago or a year ago. Like, they didn't watch it when it airs. Like, "Oh, really?" Especially in the UK, like they don't have our station, you know? And right. Yeah, they watch it later on in life. So when you stumble upon like a series, you go, "Let me try this out." You go through it. And I'm like, "Oh, I just watched your show." "Oh my god, I love you." And I'm thinking like, "Okay, like, dude, that was so." Um, I don't mind when people see me in public and they're like excited. They're just like, "You know what? I'm excited for them." You know, like, they're super excited about to get a picture and posted. Like, "Oh my god." You know, and I'm happy for them. And people always ask me, "Oh, like, comment about like my grandmother like passing away." "No time getting or like something serious." And they'll comment, "But you jumped Elyse." I'm like, "Mother [ __ ], like, really need to let it go." I liked her. I thought she's so pretty and [ __ ] and like meeting her on like All-Star Battle. Oh, you met her? That's right. It was such a [ __ ]. She was a pitcher where she would stuff everyone. I loved her. Like she was like a [ __ ] one day. Um, where I can like look. We're like in line up for like, I don't know. It was All-Star Battle. I think we're doing like this. You're like, "Do you like that show?" I mean, I like winning [ __ ] [ __ ] sounds like. But you know, but I mean, but did you like it? I hated it. I liked it. So you would do great on the challenge. When you do the challenge? I would do the chomp with their [ __ ] hating. I mean, I don't like reached out or anything. But no, but you know what it is? Is they had Bad Girls so Bad Girls come on. They had other Bad Girls the members on. And I get ruin it for like future Bad Girls. Really? Nah. I don't know if Angela did a great job or a bad job. But I guess like it like on the X and the beach. Her and Janelle were fighting. I did. I did watch. I'm a few episodes on there. But I watch the whole season. I watched like a few clips because I supposed to be on one of those seasons. Yeah. But I say didn't. Honestly, I don't think I could do that. So I'm like, "We each is." I'd be [ __ ] scared. Who would they bring? Really? I would hope they were great. Baby daddy, girl. No, he got Rocky on season. Next man having expertise for 30-year-olds. They, I don't know if they're gonna be like Zhu Li or something. I would do it. But their baby. This talked about earlier. Exactly. And she had transformation. She looks [ __ ] good. Honestly. I could save it. Actually, yeah. You know, she was a good person. I forget a little bit. Like for two years. Yeah. Yeah. I'm just happy for her because like, she's really who she felt like on the inside. Yeah. It was like when I would see like pictures of her. Like, general Wang Han. She was sexy. She's great body. Yeah. Holy s--t. She was. She's every worked out. Like she was just hot. Like, yeah. And then like, she went to that transformation. I'm cutting her hair. Then like, I was looking at [ __ ] like she's like pose and like sexy and like girl outfits with her hair. And I'm like, "That's not her." Yeah. It wasn't her. I'm like, "She's smiling." Who she is now. I'm like, "I'm happy for her." Want him show us that him? Oh, really? Yeah. I'm happy for Zuly. I'm safely because that's easier for me. I'm happy. I'm happy. Brazilian. She's like, "I was like, be who you were." I thought. Yeah. I think people should just be who they are. Yeah. But they don't [ __ ] skin it. And that's it. Ready? Should I start? It's hard to do that in this world. Yeah. Yeah. And I think he looks great as well. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Do you? So if you could do another reality show, what would you want to do? Six? Yeah. I would. You would do to send it. I'm not because I almost look like I don't want to do the Bachelor. No, I'm wondering to compute other [ __ ] like, what if he doesn't talk like two? And then even from the Bachelor, I, what if I'm lost? Yeah, that's a harlot for sure. Let's making millions of millions of dollars. They don't pay [ __ ]. They don't meet girl. You know, we're victim. Something should I ec the Bachelor? They have money to pay people and they don't though. Notice one be on TV. I wanna be on TV. I didn't even care. I said I like the Shaolin to go on it. And I did. And I'm like, "Oh, we get this much." Okay, whatever. And like, it was awful. But Tunisia's season got thousands. Really? Yeah. And after that, they're like, "We can probably get away with paying with not everyone. We're on TV. People would do it for free if they if they could." If a girl couldn't do it for free, I know. But I think I love this talk about it though. If there was a girl, she won going to be so bad. And they were like, "Okay, well, we're not gonna pay you." Do you? Someone's gonna show. I get nine times out of ten, they how to say yes. Yeah. I would. I had that's a great. Yeah. Yeah. And they would ruin it for everybody else, right? And the problem of Baguio sub is ourselves because all of us could never get past our egos to sit down, guy [ __ ]. No one's doing this spinoff. And so we're getting this set of Mel money, right? But all of us wanted to be [ __ ] on our high horse is right. Cuz yeah, doesn't almost get somebody else. Yeah. No, but I want to be honest. Like, I don't want to pass this up. But if I want to be on another reality TV show, we definitely do like something that would show off my like athletic ability. Yeah, like I don't even work out of it, but like, I like to win [ __ ] and like, I have heart. Okay. Do a Ninja Warrior? An invoice and a bad shits were left. No, I couldn't do that. I'm looking at like, I own. I'm kind of weak. I would really survive or something like that. I'd make fun. I would do another reality show, but I wouldn't want it to be anything like Bad Girls Club or so or Love & Hip Hop. But I want that negativity in my life. Yeah. If there was like a show that was still juicy without like all like that. I don't know. I don't think I don't want to live in house. No. No. And I always say like, I'm a YouTube channel. Like, they should bring a season of Bad Girls Club back where it's like a like a kind of where are they now edition? Where we're all in this city, but we all have our own knives and we get together like the house lives. Right? Like none of us have to be married, right? Or be around ten and a house. Yeah. We just show up for scenes. And if some [ __ ] goes down on the scenes, okay, cool. Right? We don't have to live together, right? And twin size bed, some [ __ ] next to you. Like, right? Sorry. Yeah. Right. I feel you. I would. I mean, that would be cool too because it's like focusing on you in your life where only you know, like, you have your daughter in it, right? You know, you should show like your aspect of your life. But now you don't know me. Danny at brunch. So y'all seen tip baby. The Bad Girls Club mom edition. No, not alone. I'm gonna be on a lookout. Me on. And I'll just show up. Me on the back leg. You get some time, baby. Got me somebody's. You guys are different. Too. Yeah. So twin site. Yours definitely looked up. Remember, I could tell like de Clermont was a little puppet to me. I cannot tell what. No. Oh, it's so weird. And I'm happy for her to be out because they're poor sister. Like, how would you feel if it was like walked up? I'm not like cool with that. I didn't have a conversation with Gabby. Like, if that was us, like, I would not be able by heart. Yeah, I could sum up. I'd be like, "Freaking out. I'm like, is she okay in there?" Right? That's topic. What's going on? That's no joke. But everything happens for a reason. Maybe a life lesson need to be taught. Maybe she teach other people. Exactly. A wise man. I'm going on. I'm so [ __ ] sorry. Good because you're probably. You're going to a party. Okay. We did. Okay. So you are a mother to a beautiful girl. I am. And people want to know what's going on with you and your baby daddy. Only you say what you want because honestly, family's personal. And right. You don't have to dish anything you don't want. Right. Um, I actually talk some [ __ ] just recently. Uh, him. You guys just go back and like, look it up because I'm not gonna repeat it. Yeah. Definitely can be petty. Of stuff. Like, sometimes I can't hold my tongue. But there were times where I would just like, let him get to me. And I would talk to so much [ __ ] online that I'm like, "I look so stupid." You know, like, I look so petty. But sometimes being petty, he's like, it feels good. I like a little bit of drama. I just born with no drama, no skits, no Tassie. Petty. Yeah. You want to do this? Alright, that blast. You're out. Yeah. We are not together. We haven't been together for over a year. We definitely get together for our daughter as much as I can. But like, legit, like, we hate each other. Well, I don't like. I should hate it. But like, God said don't hate. I'm like, "Okay, I don't hate." But like, I think he hates me. Um, I don't think he hates you. You died. He'll hates himself. Maybe. Yes. Probably true. Um, honestly, like, to be honest with you, let's keep it like, just like, really chill. Like, he's a good dad. My daughter when he's there. Other than that, I like a relationship was [ __ ] [ __ ]. Yeah, like straight dog [ __ ]. And people want to know how you like finally like just said, "I'm done." Well, I mean, like, obviously Gers knows it was abusive and toxic and toxic in many ways. And I stayed for a while. I'm like, when you're with somebody that just literally like, just [ __ ] breaks you down completely. And like, you just don't even know who you are anymore. It is so hard to walk away. So hard. Cuz your confidence is gone. You don't know how to like, be yourself. You don't know how to be strong. Like, it's really tough. And I know there's so many women out there that have gone through things that we've gone through. Yeah. And it's really hard to talk about. And it took it took a while. It took a lot of like me being alone. And me like, really, it's like praying. And like, honestly, I've been trying to find my faith in God and stuff like that. I'm gonna sleep. Recently lost like six months of my life. But before that, I was so lost. I didn't know. I had no direction. And I didn't know where to go. I didn't who to talk to. You know what I mean? I don't need pity. But I always needed somebody like, just maybe like, give me advice. And when you see red signs, like no matter how much you want to win, or how much you think you can change him, you cannot. Order. Yeah, you cannot change anybody. You cannot change anybody. People don't. They think that they can. Yeah. Like people that care a lot. They think they could change people. And you just really can't. Yeah. And like, you will end up losing yourself. You'll end up settling. You'll end up in a bad place. And it's so hard to dig yourself out of depression. It's so hard to dig yourself out of a dark place. Yeah. And we will all go through it. Not everybody. But you know what? Don't be down on yourself when you do find yourself like. But you, you really need a, like, I don't know, find her strength somehow. And it's hard though. Yeah. Like, I feel like this year, literally, like, what seems like you're any weary, it's like five months. But six. Wait, five. I have been completely like detached. But before that, like, we were still like messing around and stuff. And like, except like, how am I ever going to move on if we hook up? Right? Brand. Nobody thought like, you're gonna brand on like every month or something like that. It wasn't like all the time, but like, I was like, "I'm never gonna move on." Like, "What if I meet somebody?" You know, I'm like, "I'm still messing around with someone." It's horrible for you. Yeah. Horrible for me. I don't know, girl. I'm just, I'm done settling. I'm so done. Like, if I need a man, like a man, real man, a real man that wants to see me shine, that wants to see me do good things in my life, that's not jealous or controlling. You know, like, that could be like my best friend. Like, I make cheerleader, like, right? And gas me up. Like, I was, I was joking around. And I'm like, "My type of Dune isn't gonna be the dude that's judging me because I had OnlyFans." He'll be the one that's like, "Okay, babe, if you want to shoot your content, you need like a guy like support you no matter what you do." All right. No matter what, right? You know, like, "Okay, make your money." Obviously, if I had a man and not do OnlyFans, then. Right? I want the type of man that wouldn't judge me because I had one before him. Right? You know, on the sick girl, do you thing? Like, is anybody else be in your show? No. No. You know, I've never given a [ __ ] what anybody has ever said about that girl. Like, everyone I have like a Michael only person in America who's never been phased at any comments on social media. I think I have definite man phase. Even though I'm like, I don't give a thought, but like, I think like somehow it like creeps back into my subconscious. Don't like. And it does affect me. That's really. That's why I stopped reading comments. Like, I mean, I do try. I do read mine. But like, I don't. I will not go on these UCT. Really only on others. Oh, like, I'm hosting me, but [ __ ] what everybody else says. My vices. Honestly, like, don't like, don't even do that. Like, I did that like first. I can buy grass up. I would read [ __ ] and I'm like, "Oh my god." Like, and the thing is, other time I was like, "That's why they do it." I didn't care. But they do it. I say you with you that way, right? That's why they do it. They're like, "One person out there angry as hell in their pajamas eating again popcorn, smart food, licking the white cheddar off their fingers is now chiming look terrible comments." Yet, dude, summer. If and they want to like stab my unborn baby with a [ __ ] floor. Yeah. Oh, this is so bad. It's all. I'm like, "What is wrong with like gorgeous parents?" Yeah. Where are you? Yeah. Like, it's nuts. So you'll be more [ __ ] trolls. Yeah. Honestly, like, now, now that I'm like, in a good place and I'm like, single. Side. She's single. Side. Do ya think? Okay. Uh, I'm gonna be a different [ __ ] place. I know what I want. I know the type of person I want to be with. Like, if you're not that [ __ ] person, you can just like, bye. Goodbye. Fine. So wait, you meet someone. They don't live in Vegas. They live in Colorado. What are you doing? What if he asked in a movie? He has all his [ __ ] together. And he was in a nice house. It's of you and your daughter. Pack your bags. You're coming to Colorado. What are you doing? I mean, it's you. So whether it's it. My perfect dream. Got it. Your perfect dream guy. No red flag. Zero. All right. Well, say my first plastic. Yes. I mean, um, I don't know if I ever find that person either. If I, if I honestly, like, really what a good person. Like, and they're, they're out there, girl. Where? Maybe yo also wants to know where we should go to find him. Where is he? Um, I don't probably gonna farm somewhere in like Montana. I would do that. I was gonna date someone like, I so far from Montana. They bring us all. So what did you do for a living? Well, I started off by getting my ass beat on Bad Girls Club. A little, a little therapy on that. Girls Club 13. And now I'm a podcast about sex. But what do you do? Big. Tell them. No, son. - I feel like when they meet me, they look at me like they judge. But like, I mean, I want an Italian man to you. Like, that's my dream. I want like an Italian man. And they, they just don't understand. I feel like I'm like, I'm like, beautiful. You are. My, my like screaming like psychopath or a bad person. No, I was like, I feel like my mom's like, never like, like, how do you dress when you need them? Regular. Let's tango. I have no titties. Like, really covered up like a t-shirt, like Jean or workout clothes. So that's always a safe way to go. What do you mean? It would never work. I was like, spandex, like some like leggings and like a talk with like some sneakers. I get tied up and like, oh, yeah. Hmm. Oh, it's the only mom that really likes me. What? Um, Julie's mom. Oh, yeah. She passed away. In all right. Her mom's awesome. Yeah. She wasn't the only mom that liked me. That's like crazy. Yeah. So yeah, there is a Mr. Right out there for everybody. Don't settle for laughs. No. If you can't find good person, then guess what? Be your own good person. Love your [ __ ] self. Period. Literally. Don't. At the end of the day, like, I get that saying. Okay. I like literally living that saying right now. But even in the back of that saying, you're lonely. We want somebody like to share my life with. Like, I want a best friend that I can like fall asleep with. And like, he gets a little legged old. And we're like, giggling about how we know. You know what love feels like? Those are usually like best friends. I know my dad always says that. He just calls me. You just know. Like, you're usually be elizena. Yeah. Really does. Yeah. I know. Honestly, but they, they're awful too. Yeah. [ __ ] are awful too. I've dated both. But I feel like when you want somebody, like, I get it. You want that, like, you want to cuddle. Yeah. The way I do. I mean, I cuddled not too long ago. But the thought was. And like, you know, that now I'm kind of like, I think I'm ready to like, not like stick around, but like, maybe like a little fun. Have a little fun. Like, I don't live it. It's like any other. In like three years, I've been with the same idiot. And not evenly with it. Believe. I only [ __ ] him. And I'm like, "Okay, like, [ __ ] you're bad. You're getting old." [ __ ] you better use your body. Metal. Like, I'm like, "Miss, you don't." You're getting old. I'm getting ancient. When I have my makeup off sometimes, I'm like, "I look young." You are young. Like, you're looking at you know, but I'm like, 34. You though. You look so young. So when you're older, you're like, young still. For me, I've always been like, okay. Oh, when I was 13, but I look like I was 19. So I'm like, okay, when I'm 13, mother look 39. So I quit smoking cigarettes. Oh, no. You just smoked cigarettes. Okay. Hell, let's figure that's on the table. Means really. Right? Yeah. Well, we haven't talked to her in years. She still works of Gabbi though. Oh, well, baby. Cuz different friends on the show. Yeah. It was a very negative. Yeah. When I want so much stuff. Yeah. If there were cool before, you know, me and Judy were really cool. Once a week, it was a ship. Yeah. Like, I don't like. I didn't think me and Julie we're gonna be friends forever. But I definitely didn't think like that's how fresh to you. Then she's a unique person. Yeah. Yeah. I could say man. Wait. I enjoyed her. Yeah. It was fun. She's out here. You should hit her up. See if she wants to grab a drink with you. Oh, wait. And we're gonna quarantine bar school with what bar is [ __ ] all day? I don't know. Where was I? [Music] Hey, guys. Section. Oh, they're all good. I'm summits are open yet. Okay, so let's get straight to the teen up. We're talking about grace. Okay. What you don't want to know like my closure. Yeah. People want to know how you ended up cleaning up Blueface baby's entire mentals. Is how? Okay, let's let's start from day one. Okay. Um, I forget who sent me this picture. Which is like over a year ago. Okay. Well, I know I got like, "Oh my god, he's like hot." Whatever. So like, I followed him, commented. Alright, now we're following each other. Not like a nerd. So you did what I did. But you didn't even do the damn. You just did the commenting, right? On the same thing. Well, we ended up exchanging numbers. And like, we just talked about regular [ __ ] like a kids, like normal [ __ ]. You know, and then that was that. Cousin, I end up getting back money. Would that be something like, "Okay, whatever, just like stop talking." And like, he think of us. Okay, that's like probably like, there's some. And so we would like text sometimes or whatever. And then like, I saw that video. Them girls fighting. And I said, "They needed leave Bad Girls up to me." And I'll just joking like, "Hahaha, you really thought it was funny." Whatever. And then like, his music video came out. And I had the Bad Girls Club like intro on it. And I'm like, "Yo, this is hella funny." You know? And then he was talking about like cleaning up. And I hit him up. Actually called him. And I did call him. All they long as you're helping. Yeah. Like, "Come over." I'm like, "Oh, no." Like, maybe I was like, "I'm not trying to like fight anybody or any things." I know it's me for fun. I was like, "Okay, well, I'm just coming to clean her house. I'm not trying like [ __ ] or anything." You know? Yeah. And he was like, "No, like, I respect that. Like, it's whatever." And it sounded like it might come over. That was last week. Anything that was last week on Friday. Damn. Times last night. So I'm back in LA again. [ __ ] are you here for Blueface? No, you were in a music video. Tree trace on you. Reds. Yeah. People want to know like, how you made that connection. Did you even know it was him? Okay. Oh, there's a girl. One of the fans. I think was like, Faith Santiago five on Instagram. You're welcome. I have no idea. Is that a family? It's a good fan. And like, he always like, he's always pasta. Yeah. Don't stigma for like us. And he sent me something. And it was like, "Traci's looking for our 2D model." And in Las Vegas, you should write him. That's how I wrote. And I was. I came in Las Vegas. And like, yeah, we want to use you. So they paid me to do a music video. And I met Miley Cyrus's. But yeah, I love Miley Cyrus. And like, I honestly named my daughter Noah. And that's the little sister's name is Noah Cyrus. That's like, I'm like, "Where I got it." I know it's kind of weird. And I'm like, "How the hell am I sitting like on her brother's lab?" Because I love Miley. And I love art. And I love Noah. Like, I love the name Noah for a girl. I kind of where I got it. Did you meet her? Oh, we're gonna make this happen. Miley Cyrus, love you. She wants to meet you. She's kind of a lesbian. Still 210 percent. Love her to death. Loved her when she was a psycho. I loved what she came out onto MTV. And like, smoked to join. Just gave everyone the middle finger. Like, let me know thoughts. Give me an attitude on life. But I 110% sit on her ex-husband's. They're so fun. I understand why she would. You don't wonder what's wrong with him? Oh, like that family is like so perfect. You gotta be so. What's wrong with them? Dude, who's your second famous? Like, I'm a tickets right now. These famous famous people. Like, they have the most issues. The most. The most issues. Like on psychological, emotional. Like, they're the real [ __ ] up life. Yeah. Where does someone? Yeah. I mean, I definitely have issues. Me too. For sure. Me too. Like, 100/0. Said I need a therapist. I am my own therapist. That's what I say too. But it's like, it's like working. And we have any comment for it. I got far. Have you met Jesus? But Diana, you should meet you, sir. What do you mean? He's a great therapist. Oh, you mean like pray? Oh, yeah. Girl, I pray. I'm gonna name it emotionally. Hope not. No, honestly, I think it's being like a positive person. And like praying. And like, really believing in like, I don't even sound like a damn Christian or anything. But I don't the label on me. If I believe in God, yeah. I believe on. I believe in Jesus. Like, - you believe enough. You couldn't go to be bleeding spirit. I did. Lee. Go. You believe in mediums and psychics? Yeah. Why wouldn't you even do this? Like, huge. It was one of us. But like, the most perfect one of us that there ever could be. He just want to show us the way to be. It's a treat people. That's all it really is. And like, people don't get that. Yeah. You're like, [ __ ] what the thigh? I don't know. It's like, that's another topic that we can't even let. Yeah, we can't even like scrape the surface. Yeah, because there's so many different religious and believes people. It's gonna be like, be like, notice. And I'm gonna try, guys. Right now. Like, the, you know, this is really not that great of a thing. Yeah. It's cool. They're like, you have like a plan behind it. But it's not all all that. It's really not. There's a lot of baggage. It does. And you have to have a really thick skin. Yeah. Like, people don't get that. Yeah. Like, like, let's say like, pretty different ones. Like, she was doing really good. And then like, she fell off. Like, she couldn't take the heat. Well, she got so much bad, like backlash that she's a [ __ ] stunning. And she fell off for years. And then she finally came back. I like her music. I love her. I love her. I saw the about her. Like, I did you satisfied? She's down by the side. Listen to my songs. Like, I just wanna [ __ ] with my jams. Yeah. I like her. So once that's your jam, you noting being like, um, it's just the comfort. It does come with a lot. But if you're not, not everybody. Sometimes using a single brain. Not every me. No, I could. But then once you make it, there's no coming back from making it, right? You have made it. Now I took a break. I took a long run for a second. I was. Yes, we did something about in LA. And I was a. Oh, basically the podcast. But other than that, I'm not see. No, what time? I know. I, I just think honestly, even like, I, I've deactivated my accounts for weeks. Hope that's so because of your eggs. Oh, I know. It wasn't exactly for me. I'm good. Piece. Yeah. I needed to stop wasting my time looking at everybody. Thank you. Yeah. There's nothing else to do. Like, you just like, they're gonna grab your phone. And it's like, you go on there to check your [ __ ]. They need to start scrolling. And then you see something you like. Then you click on it. And then you go through there. And then it's just the cycle. So I was like, "Okay, I need to focus on me." And focusing on me was just not social media. It was really just spending time my daughter, spent time with myself. Like, I started doing yoga. I can't even if I can barely [ __ ] touch my toes. Downward. Yeah. Making some was it scorpion or some [ __ ]? I don't know. Whatever. I honestly was like, "I need to do suffer me." Yeah. And that's really all I've been focusing on. Good for you. Yeah. Thank you. That's all you need to do. Because what I'm trying to do. I was depressed. I'm gonna say depressed. That I was not in a good mood for the past two weeks. For no. Really? Not two weeks. Two weeks. Supported out my dog. So before I got Madonna, I kind of felt like cuz I own this wavelength of just filming content for my YouTube over and over and over and over again. Because some weeks I just feel really motivated. And I just want to talk a lot, right? But then this other week, so I'm like, "I don't feel like talking to anybody." So if I feel that way, it's gonna be in my video. And people gonna know my Energy's off. A hundred people will know that your moves are up and down. Course that I get in these centers where I'm like, really depressed. But it's just because I need that moment to just like, feel my own emotions. But I'm not. I'm not depressed to the point where I'm like crying or I really die. I just feel like, okay, let me reach her as my own battery. Right? And that's you need to do that. Um, there was times when I wasn't happy. And I couldn't like. When I would. I'd take a picture because I was like, "Never on social media. My [ __ ] was dry shed." Yeah. And like, I was up posting. I wasn't doing nothing because I wasn't happy, you know? So whenever I would take a picture and like, I've looked at it. I'm like, "[ __ ], you're [ __ ] fake as [ __ ]." Like, I will look at the pitch. I'm like, "That's a fake. It's [ __ ] smile I've ever seen you smile in pictures." I say that. I'm like, "Wow, it's fake." So sometimes I'm like, "I would just stay off." You know? But quit comparing your life better. Yeah. You know what? They have cool for them. Like, that's expecting to get it all, right? But anyway, a lot of people do. You know, like, it's not about that. It's not about what you have like on the outside. It's. I know it like matters in this life. Like, this day and age, like, if you don't have a Lamborghini, you're not cool, right? You're so pro. Like, I'd rather clean the truck, like, or like, like a safe SUV, like, not like a two-seater. Then if it gets hit by an IED, I'm tellin' ya. Like, no chance. If I wrecked, I would just say, honestly, [ __ ] [ __ ]. What everybody thinks that here when they say what they have, like, that does not define who you are. Just because they have this and not that, that doesn't make you like less than. Yeah, cuz they can be [ __ ] [ __ ] and you can be a great person. Yeah. Or you're better than that. Yep. Hearing they don't have five million dollars. You can have five. But who's happier at the end of the day? There's a lot of people that I've met that have money. Blue money. They are not happy. I know. I'm like, "This is what you do." I'll be happy. Cuz I've been broke before. So when I got money, and I'm gonna be happy. Rich things here. Whatever. Close. And I'm like, "Thank you." Like, these guys are grateful. Yeah. People that have gratitude will get so much more benefit out of life than it looks. I just take it for granted. Yeah. People come and go. Money comes a girl. Like, look at like, what happened in crowded buyers. So many people lost their businesses. So many their homes, their cars, everything. But before they're probably like, living the dream. Yeah. Yeah. It's gonna be really roughly. A little bounce back. Yes. I think so. Um, so before I forget. Yeah. Let's get some tea. Okay. We got a little off track. But before I forget. So did you and Blueface, you know, knock boots? Is that the same? What the knock boot? I don't know. Like, my parents say that's a [ __ ]. I know. Did you guys, uh, you know, look? We all who drink beer. He drink. But like, doesn't it go? Okay, yeah, that's cool. But what else? We would not put some challenge. She's pleading the fifth for you guys. Dude, would not cook some [ __ ] show. She chilled. She Netflix and chill. Yeah. When I think I'm Netflix and chilling, that's all gonna set up. And then your baby daddy was online. Oh, [ __ ] so mad. - To I may already be mad. - To you had a bad [ __ ]. She didn't treat her right. And guess what? She ain't yours no more. And now you're gonna like. Now she's gonna [ __ ] be sliding these [ __ ] dance. - Left her on to a game. - They lose the eyes in the leaf. It's all. You say no words. Just that. I know. I'm scared of dams. Why? Cuz people suck. Yeah. Some people won't won't answer or Mon open it. Some people will go after those people that we'll all right. I'm copy a basis. A message to like ten dudes. At least two of them are gonna respond. Are they gonna be good for me though? Probably not. But is any man good for us, girl? I don't hear on these sheets like lying. I mean, I got like excited to dance. That like, I would just like to maybe have like a one-night stand. Way. I'm not really good one night soon. Me neither. I get attached. But actually, I will say after I send songs dance. And we thought I had my mom convinced myself that we were gonna [ __ ] again. I know I got some more. But then he like, he had the decency to hit me. I was like, "I'm gonna be on it." - To the other chick. - And he's like, in a full-blown like public relationship now. So he was with her when I [ __ ] him. Like, he's a piece of [ __ ]. Sex is amazing. I have no regrets about the one-night stand. But he actually made me practice that it can happen. And you will be okay with it, right? Like, I was fine. You know, I say to them, how they do you? Yeah. Like, like, go over [ __ ] the [ __ ] out of them. Slap him across his face. Write it up. And a comment over. Right. I'll see you never. Even though you pray. They hit you like, what do you find me on again? This isn't it. Like, hi. I mean, if if they want to like, fly me out again. What I say yes or no? Yeah. Actually, no. I'm gonna hit him with a no. Not him with that [ __ ]. Yeah. Yeah. Just a lot. Like a small ant. Look, let's not flicks and chill again. We coming back to this blue bottle or here. My string. Blue tears. Blue. But she doesn't leave blue balls. Do you know what that is? It's like when they like their. I think it's one I like about to come. And then you like, kinda like say, "Oh, they like, I'm done." Yeah. Or like, doesn't happen. They have a good eye. Hurts their balls. Yeah. I wonder what that feels like. I was wondering what it was like to have a day. I wouldn't leave anybody with blue balls. I have. And I will again. I think this man unintentionally to look at what's right after our fight. May think this is makeup sex. Oh, actually, I am like, so tired. And I literally roll over. I go to bed. Oh my god. If I'm gonna fly somewhere to like, defy it's a good dick appointment. Like, I'm gonna go to that. Yeah. Saying cuz you only have like 48, 72 hours, right? And like, honestly, like, like you said, like, your sex drive goes up as you get older. Hmm. And like, mine is crazy. And I'm not. I mean, either. But I'm just now starting to feel like [ __ ] it. Yeah. I'm ready. Give me that. But I didn't discriminate. But then again, like, I kind of really [ __ ] picky [ __ ]. Like, you have to be hot. It's not [ __ ] up. I'm so shallow. No, I can't like flex. Unlikely person that's like, rich. Hot. Rich. That's what people do in LA. They [ __ ] like anyone was money. Like, I can't. I just can't. I mean, are you buying me a whole house? No, they're not.

Kevin, goodbye. Goodbye. Are you buying me like a brand new crop? A lot. No. Okay, then why do you, why do you want my number? Why should I give you my number? So, 'cause I'm gonna give you the best sex ever. I don't need that. I got my head. I don't masturbate. Oh, um, literally, it's some guy called me last night. I do. Can we master me? I'm gonna phone together. As like, but I don't like do that. Yeah, yeah. The heart. Yeah. I can't. I can't. You have, have you ever had phone sex? Yeah. I can't do it. I'm just like, I'm a sexy person in the bedroom. I'm not outside of the bedroom. Like, don't even like doing the dryer. I've had just a couple times and it was weird, but that's right. It was my boyfriend. But like, when we're not together, we're like in different shapes. But masturbation school. Like, I just, I just feel like for me, it's like that four seconds of satisfaction. It's not the same as getting a nice hard dick. So I'm gonna pass. I'll wait right that way when I do [ __ ] like I haven't been touched all wars, baby. Right. You're right. I, I don't know. Like, they just depends. I don't want having sex and then like not coming. So I'm like, what the [ __ ]? You. Yeah. You never know. You hate. You don't know if it's gonna be good with a man. You came and I didn't. Like, what? Why don't you give a [ __ ] either? Some guys do. It's not a mix. They want to make sure that you have. No, I asked you, did you come? I'm gonna have to be like, no. I'm like, I don't know. I will not talk about it. I like sometimes I'm just so like quick and I like bits of your stuff at that accurate. Like quicken coming. They become women once. And I said, just depends on how worn you are. But me, like, one and done. Like, can you grant a [ __ ] up now? Oh my god, no. I'm like, number one is not enough. No, because I go so long and I don't judge myself. Oh, I mean, I don't wanna do that all the time. Like, sometimes. But like, what you do is look in your car in a public place? No, weird. That's [ __ ] garage. No, no, no, no. What? What are you? Oh, yeah. I have to Blake it when I was like, in eighth grade. I think that's wrong. Um, I've never hoped a pillow or blanket. I hope there's like four videos about hunting pillows. It's like a thing. Really? I don't want pillows. I don't blankets. When I like just came into my sexuality, I was like, we got anything? No. Oh, girl. I don't do anything rated. I on my only thing. I'm rated PG-13. It is 14. I don't do anything that goes against my morals. It's not if someone's screen record my [ __ ] and post it. Okay. Okay. Yeah, 'cause they could do. Yeah. I'm like, who cares? Right? They can screen record anything, baby girl. Right. I know. Nothing, nothing's private. Guy. Nothing is private. And then is on if minutes on the internet. Once it's on the internet, it's their formula. Yeah. Her [ __ ] legs. It just for a bucket. Is that weird? Ha. Anyways, before we go, we're gonna do. We're gonna. She's gonna answer one truth and line. A have you ever? Oh, ever done? All right. So pick. Pick index card. Any index card. Boy. Oh, my favorite colors. I'm gonna go with this one. Do you read it? Yep. Truth. If you're sex, like sex life had a theme song, what would it be? Oh my god. Um, let me think. 'Cause I'm not really good at this. I'm terrible on the spot thinking. I'm not good at song. Oh, yeah. Have you been on the sensual basic? I want to make babies. You foxes are like, honestly, Brandy. Have you ever? Let me think. You mom. I'm gonna thought I wouldn't change it. Yeah. Obviously. You're not gonna be mid like tick writing like, hola. Um, I'm like, okay. I must. I'm gonna. If I'm with somebody, I can be really sexual and like, I'm gonna give you the best sex. I've really kind of [ __ ] like my vagina will a hand will come out on my grab your dick and really where the [ __ ] is that? That's my feelings are grabbing it, right? And like, some people say Scorpios and like sex. Okay. I'm really talking about because like, we're so like, like emotionally, like we give it our all and it doesn't have to be nasty. Doesn't have to be hard. It's have to be like freaky. Thank you. And Enki. Like, I'm more like, I'd rather like do it slow and little rough, but like slow and like sensual and like, that's really me. 'Cause I've got. I'm like, good. I'll make a love type of person. Yeah. I see. I'm looking a little bit of that, but I also like a little bit of really sweet. Yeah. Yeah. Nasty. And when you have to like throw it in there, like, you know, slow. Yeah. You know, like go a little hard. Out a little bit. Oh, yeah. Look by breathing my ear, dog. Do you like that? Yeah. I'd like it to like. I don't like it. Mmm. It's kiss the inner thighs right now. Oh, yeah. That's nice. So tonight, I'm, you know, like play with your time. Like, yeah. Okay. I can't do any more. Yeah. You know, my baby daddy said, well, exactly basis house. He was like, do that one thing with your time. Can I said, okay. He's a psychopath. 'Cause he knows comparing. Yeah. Cook. Like, I think we did it. Too. We're not gonna get into details. Good. I mean, I'm like [ __ ] grandma now. Okay. Listen. I don't. I'm like, I fell off. You didn't fall off. What is this? Your back and better than ever. First exclusive interview, right? Yeah. Victor got did. He's. Have you ever? Ever loved somebody? That's why I got this. Too. I know. I'm thinking like, da Silveira guy from. Have you ever accidentally sent a nude to a parent? No, but I did said something to my brother and it wasn't a nude, though. What was it? Luis Eckstein. Listen. Yeah. It was a good video of me and I look hella hot and I was like, I stick my tongue out and [ __ ] and he was, what the [ __ ]? And I might've just said, this is like NFL player like back in like 2000 like 16, I think. And I said, isn't my [ __ ] brother bears? Yeah. Oh my god. He's like, what the [ __ ]? And I'm like, oh, I was freaking out. I was like, oh [ __ ] did I do that? Have you ever like sent the wrong ship to the wrong? Gavin screenshot a text message. Text message said it's a good back. So the person I was texting and they like, who the [ __ ] setting that to? Dot ruin one thing for me. I'm gonna said to my best friend and I send it to the guy that was texting and like, he's [Laughter]. Right? Because they wanna be private. Yeah. Whatever, dude. Garrus like you. Yeah. Anyways, that's a wrap. One swallow rocky. Where can they find you on social media wise? Um, she's like thinking about. You want me to give my address? Yeah. Do you help you Maxine? It's Anna. No, it's cool. Um, it's a pretty girl rocky. And just isn't there a house for a pretty girl and it's for Rocky. And there's no eye in girl. So TRL. Yeah. Pretty GRL. I'm just for Rocky. And that's across the board. Yeah. Tommy. It's your channel. Yeah. That's what he'll Santiago. You should do. You post on barely. You need to get on that. I don't. Wait. That's how we're gonna talk after. Listen, I might move out here like in a year or something. I'm gonna be sorry [ __ ] free. Maybe I can just like, if I can just come out here, it's not that far. Legit. Like right there. Whatever you want to come and you can stay with me. That everyone. Yeah. We can you say we do suck? 'Cause like, honest, if you look up to me, [ __ ] I'm not gonna do it. But I know you're. How many subscribers? Tina. Um, I have like 40 mm. That's good. I'm gonna say one thing. Have you posted? If you post it regularly? Try to post once a week. Yeah. Right. I mean, it's amazing. I'm girl. I know. We'll talk about it. Anyways, gotta follow her across the board. She's working on a new project. The brown fox this summer. Mm-hmm. Second chance. Things like, okay. So it. You can talk about it. Okay. I don't want to talk too much. Yeah. I was like, I'm not sure what we can like, actually say about that. Yeah. Honestly, it's gonna be a different. A different light for me. It's about giving people second chances and helping people like in so many different ways. Yeah. Not more than just one. Like, look, whatever government is doing to us, you know, I mean, like, we're here. We need to depend on each other, you know? Yeah. Yeah. Oh, we need to help each other. Yeah. This show was really just about that. This is giving people chances and helping people. Like, there's so much to it. It's like, so much. I don't wanna get into it, but it's gonna be a great thing. And I like helping people. Like, it makes me feel good about myself because I also care. All right. So yeah. So she has a new show coming out. So you can look forward to that. This is her first interview back. Before we get her back on YouTube, so call her on YouTube. Too. She probably hasn't posted in a while. Yeah. I'll be texting her to remind her. I've been doing that with people, right? Mike, don't forget to post in your holy fans today. Don't forget to like a mentor. Yeah. Yeah. As I've been there. I've been like, like, you know, where I don't have any help sometimes. Yeah. So don't use. Only gonna do it. Mentors are [ __ ] amazing, guys. Honestly. Look. Look into it. Look into it because my mentors, the UM, the owners of the show, their name, their names are up. Paul and it's Nene tall. They're married. And let me tell you, like, they're on me. Yeah. Every day I check it. Make sure you doin' good. Send me prayers. We pray. They send me this. All types of positive things every day. Like, I love that. Like, that is so great because I always know. I pray for. I prepare a mentor. And that legit. Yes. Hey, you manifestation is real. Not fake. For sure. It comes true. They're out. Yes. Let me tell you. Yeah. Okay. So, um, don't forget to follow her on Instagram. You can follow me on Instagram. XX Oh, Danielle swell with podcast. I also have two other pages. The official Victor twins for my twin sister and I. And my dog has a page. Little Super the Frenchie. If you want to follow them. It's a French Bulldog. He's really on it. We'll be streaming everywhere. Apple podcasts, Spotify, Google Play, and Stitcher. And the visuals will always be on my YouTube channel at youtube.com/Daniel Victor. Tell a friend, tell a friend. Tune in to swallow. It's open wide. Take it all in. Peace out. [ __ ] come on. Oh, yeah. Take it all in, Rocky. Bye.