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Hi, welcome to your love reading. This is for the collective, especially for those dealing with your twin flame, soulmate, or forever person, however you define them. Let's tap into the energy and see what messages spirit has for us.
Your person is profoundly missing you. They're feeling this longing at a deep soul level, almost experiencing a sense of loss. There's significant regret from their side as they've held back from sharing information. You've often put in 90% of the effort to work things out, asking for just 10% in return, but they couldn't even meet that. This inability to give stems from a deep fear of losing a part of themselves or revealing too much, which genuinely scared them. Additionally, your person might be facing money issues right now, experiencing financial hardship.
For those in no communication with this person, whether you've blocked them or they've blocked you, they are not feeling like an outsider. Despite having somewhere to go, they're choosing to be in an energy of having no one. They're being stubborn like Mercury and Taurus, unable to vocalize their feelings because they're still holding on to past issues. Overwhelmingly, I see your person going to message you to reach out, even preparing the exact words they need to communicate. But then they stopped themselves, pulling back from a place of fear.
For some of you, they chose a past situation because it offered a sense of stability, something tangible. This other relationship, likely with family or someone they've been connected to for a long time, is what they cling to. They hold on to what they know, even if it doesn't bring them happiness. Their perception is almost like the grass isn't always greener or you're too good to be true. So, they cling to what they can control. It's possible they're keeping you at a distance to protect you from potential hurt or to protect themselves from being hurt by you.
Regardless, you've been waiting for this person for a long time. When you become emotional with your person, they withdraw their energy. It scares them. Yet, what they're truly hiding is that they want you to be persistent. Despite this, they remain guarded. They've been through a lot with everything coming at them all at once, leaving them feeling tired and sleep-deprived. This separation between you feels incredibly hard. It's hard because they're undergoing a profound change. The universe or whatever you believe in is actively working on them, showing them a different path, revealing that their past actions weren't worth it, and that there's so much more in the future. However, they feel safer keeping you at a distance to protect their own heart.
Even while waiting for you, they're thinking about you heavily, pondering why they pushed you away and why they act the way they do. The Moon card reveals many hidden emotions and factors. Your person is confused about why you want them, viewing themselves as broken. They're scared you might be an illusion, questioning if you truly love them as deeply as they love you. Their deep emotions are uncomfortable because they don't make logical sense, especially for a masculine energy that tends to be hyperlogical. Emotions are a feminine quality connected to the ethereal and spiritual realms, meant to protect and connect with the divine. The masculine in turn provides and protects in the physical.
You know this person is meant for you. You feel their significance. For some, you've had premonitions and dreams of marrying them and merging families. Your person has had these dreams, too, but struggles with them, thinking, "This doesn't make sense." Whatever is happening in your relationship is divine, defying the odds of logic. They've held with secrets from you. With the symbolism of nines, an ending number, but also a pause before the 10, your person is taking time to deeply contemplate this relationship. They're in profound thought trying to understand what's truly going on.
The Chariot card signifies powerful forward movement. This energy is highly positive and victorious, indicating that both of you are coming together to overcome obstacles as a team. The theme is clear. I'm here to help you as a team. I got you. You got me. Your problem is my problem because we're connected as one. This is a realization your person is beginning to grasp. Something is about to click for them where they'll finally understand because a crucial conversation is coming. With Mercury and Aquarius appearing, communication is indeed coming. However, there's still a level of secrecy.
For those at a distance, you may just want to talk or see them, but your person is shying away from seeing you. They're nervous about this tough conversation that needs to happen for you both to progress. But importantly, your person is tired of being left out and worn down. They're ready to take action, especially with the powerful ace card, a raw, uncharted spark, a new beginning. This person has the tools for success. I believe that during their quiet time, something you previously vocalized to them has given them an aha moment. This solitary reflection combined with a sense of judgment. Capricorn Saturn energy is teaching them a vital lesson.
What are they realizing with this judgment? They're realizing you can have anyone you want and that you are someone worth protecting. Your person wants to move forward with you because honestly, they've been very depressed playing the woe is me role. They compare themselves to you and anyone else you might have been with. Feeling like you can have anyone, so why me? It's like that confusing childhood dynamic where a boy is mean to a girl because he likes her. It doesn't make sense, but it reflects their internal struggle. Your person has tried to push you away, but now they're facing the judgment that they can't move on without you. They are in love with you.
They're realizing that your communication can be viewed positively or negatively. And with this Jupiter Sagittarius energy, it will be positive communication moving forward. They love you. For some, you'll be receiving a phone call from this person perhaps with Venus and Cancer influence where they'll tell you, "I love you. I don't want to hurt you." They are very protective over you. Even if you don't see it, there's a level of harmony, love, and reconciliation coming because you are not only their true love, soulmate, and forever person, but also their best friend. They feel they can tell you anything, good news, bad news, whatever is happening.
Your person kept fighting this situation, this connection, because they kept telling themselves it was too good to be true. Now with justice coming in, they've been able to step back and view everything holistically, both your perspective and theirs. For a while, they were very selfish, only caring about themselves, unaffected by your feelings. But the moment you retracted your energy, they felt the hurt and are now realizing this is how my person feels. They've had to make a decision and take responsibility for their actions. Their past skeletons were swept under the rug, hidden in the closet. But you've come along and shown them that no matter where you put your dirty laundry, it's still dirty and it needs to be cleaned. You can do it together, but they must allow you to help.
Your person has made a clear decision. What decision? They want to open up and communicate with you. Overwhelmingly, your person wants a brand new start with you. They're ready to take that leap of faith. The fool card is a beautiful energy. It embarks on a mission without knowing why, trusting the journey. Your person may not fully understand why they're so drawn to you or the significance of the relationship, but they're listening to their higher self. We all have a higher self, our soul self, the one that's been through multiple lifetimes with you. This person's soul knows it's meant to be with you. Their soul has decided they're ready to take this leap of faith. It's time. The time is now. They don't know why or where you're going, embarking on this unknown path with you, but they're ready to commit.
Your person feels you deserve a stable commitment from them. They know you've put in the work, done everything. The eight of pentacles, the apprentice, indicates your person is aspiring to be your king of pentacles, the stable, deserving partner you desire, but they need you to work with them to understand that this is something new for them. They don't know how to do this perfectly. So, they're learning as they go. This is a learning process. The positive aspect is that this person wants to learn. They are willing to do whatever it takes because they understand this connection between you is very magical and significant. They fought it for a period, but no longer.
The 10 of Pentacles strongly suggests your person has been researching things like rings online. They are now firmly decided. They want to be with you, ready to establish this foundation and take things to the next level. They're ready to show you they're there for you physically, emotionally, mentally, whatever you need. When this person looks into your eyes, they see the universe. You've activated an aspect of them they've never known before. They saw things linearly, but you've opened their eyes to synchronicities, to their soul mission, and to receiving more blessings than they thought they deserved. Again, you've truly helped this person learn a lesson. There's a lesson to be learned from this and they're trying to understand its significance. At the same time, they're saying, "I'm going to trust you, but I need you to trust me because I'm trying to figure out this connection. I've never experienced anything like this before."
Imagine being in the dark in a cave knowing only darkness. Suddenly, you find a pathway to the sun. The sun feels amazing, but if you stay too long, you get burned or your eyes hurt if you look too closely because you're not ready. This is that energy. Your person is trying to understand the significance of this love because it feels unnatural and uncomfortable to them. It feels too good. When something feels too good, we often ask, "What's wrong with it?" This is the energy your person is grappling with, wondering, "Why do you want me? What's wrong with me?" Despite their fears, our love is eternal. It exists in every dimension and cannot be lost.
This connection is forcing your person through a dark night of the soul. They cannot escape it. They can't escape being in love with you, seeing synchronicities, seeing your name everywhere, or noticing 11-11 repeatedly everywhere they go at work or with friends. They see you in everything. They might even smell your perfume and momentarily mistake someone else for you. They constantly ask why they can't get you off their mind. But they're realizing that the farther they run from this connection, the stronger it becomes. You have three powerful 11s here. 11-11 11.
One final message for the collective. I'm going through a dark night of the soul. Nothing in my life makes sense. This person is learning crucial lessons. The numbers from the cards 5 + 3 working equal 8, signifying this dark night of the soul. They are actively working through their issues, which is why they're experiencing this profound internal struggle. The reality is when this person looks into your eyes, they realize it's something much, much more than meets the eye. They can't stop this feeling. They can't stop realizing that their love for you has never faded. It's only increased.
All right, that concludes your reading. Thank you so much for all your love and support. Until next time, bye-bye.