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Hello my ladies and pretty gentlemen. Welcome back to another episode of Look What's Happening in the Spirit Realm with yours truly light. I have a very transcendent message today, and it moves through different lifetimes or timelines.
What I'm getting is a very clear message about you and a specific person, but it's not rooted in this lifetime. This energy, it's almost like you host what a lot of philosophers would call the dark archetypal energies in the collective. And these may not necessarily be bad. This could be a lifetime where you and this energy were very closely bonded. I'm getting a soulmate, a bond that's not really described by words. Someone that you see, and they see you. They truly see you for who you are.
This bond, for some reason, has been a very secret bond, and it's pervaded over lifetimes because what I'm getting is that there was a particular lifetime where, take this how it resonates, but you and this energy could have shared what seemed like a camp of some sort. You may have been soldiers, or even inmates in some way. There was a chance, there was a battle that took place where you and this energy could have been at odds.
I'm going to circle back to the present moment, so bear with me. You and this energy could have had several different disagreements, but what I'm getting is that there's a theme that pervades, a theme that repeats itself in this collective, specific in this specific collective. Whether it be because of this dark archetypal energy being regarding, um, homosexuality, or even a bond that transcends obligation or reason. Because what I saw was these people not really being something that the public can easily categorize, or even eliciting a very strong rejection, especially if there was prior obligations that this person had.
And for some of you, I'm really getting that there's been this theme where this energy has a family. They have what seems like an obligation, an external obligation that always seems to intervene, or that comes in between lifetime after lifetime. It just seems to come in between you and this person. And for some reason, you are the topic of the disagreement, not with them in particular, but you host a lot of the taboo, the more like straightforwardly recognized as unacceptable behaviors. And in the past life, it could have been homosexuality. In this life, it could be just being odd, or having made certain decisions that turned certain people against you because you were expressing yourself in a way that they couldn't readily understand.
And this person hosts the energy of obligation, of clearly having a bond with you but not being able to live in it because they always seem to make prior arrangements or prior engagements before they come across you in a timeline, before you and them, this soulmate of yours, interact. There seems to be something that always creates this fissure, this break point between you and them. And the lesson here is that, I'm sorry, this gives me a headache to be honest with you. Um, because I really picked up on people, these people being so closely bonded. And in the past life, you may have even nurtured or raised a child of theirs, or you may have had the opportunity to be close to them, and nothing really happened. That's the thing, like nothing crosses the line with you and this person, but the bond is so strong. And for some reason, this person is always beholden to obligations.
And in the past life, for some of you, this could be in this current life. When I say past life, this could be actually happening in this life. They end up in an engagement of some sort, in a like, in a situation where they are having to build a life away from from you, having to be responsible for a child or something that needs nurturing. So they can't possibly bring that child or that sensitive being, sensitive project, sensitive obligation, into a world where things aren't clear-cut. There's a fixation that this person has to making sure that things aren't judged by other people or speculated by other people.
And you, in past lives, you could have had this resistance to claim this person. You didn't want to jump the gun or take over and have this person beholden to you. Because I'm getting this bond that's like, if you ever watch movies, you're seeing these two people in love. They never really tell each other that they're in love. They they're bonded. They they they show up for each other. They they could even give each other their lives and still maintain a connection with somebody else. It makes you wonder why. It makes you almost think, is this the thing that makes these people close to each other? Right? Is the fact that they can't be with each other the thing that fuels the dynamic to be transcendental, to be mythic almost? Because it is a mythic layer.
There's a again, a strong association with archetypal energies in the collective that haven't really been dealt with, or that have always been categorized by the surface-level public, so to speak, as negative or taboo or controversial. And you seem to be hosting that energy. But the truth is, you, because you're hosting that deep yang, you're actually expressing in the softer energy. Even if you're a man, you're expressing in the softer, more receptive energy, especially if this is like a, a heter, even a heterosexual or a homosexual relation, it doesn't matter. Like you were hosting the more receptive energies, and they, even though they were appearing to be very receptive or careful or caretaker or nurturing a baby, especially with somebody else, a third party that they may have had a baby with, they were hosting a more yang energy, even though they were appearing to be yin. They were appearing to be nurturing. They were actually hosting that more active energy. Yeah, the active energy, and you were hosting the passive energy.
And so in these lifetimes, I keep seeing these people who, for some reason, they can't quite share a life together. And this is happening here in this present moment as well, because for a lot of you, there's an upheaval taking place from the, the side of the active, the participant of the active energy or the masculine energy. I'm, I'm getting this like upheaval where something's got to give. The path between these people is like destructing itself. And for you, it may feel like certain things are stagnating. You could feel like certain things are losing meaning, or all of a sudden your path is just diverting. And you may not even be concerned about this person anymore. And you may have believed that this person actually isn't concerned about you, because in the past life, this is someone that you may have shared like camaraderie with in a very real sense, where you could have been in life-threatening situations together, or you could have been in one of those like secluded locations where people are trained in some fashion, or even in prison for some of you. I just need to say that.
And the bond was so, so strong. You could have raised this person's child, or you could be an influence of some sort for something that this person is nurturing privately, even if they are in connection with somebody else. And the saddest part is this, right? The person that they're in connection with in the past life, and even in this one, they don't necessarily show up as a karmic right away. They become a karmic because the bond between you and this person solidifies, and God seems to bring you guys together before or after a certain bond has already began with this person, and the person that they have been with ends up being a third party in a way, even if they were the original. Does that make sense?
And this is, this is a very deep, disturbing energy that has played out for centuries in the collective, where in the past life, this person may have used an excuse that was readily available, like, "Hey, we're, we can't possibly accept this bond as a bond because we're, we're gay." Like, "We we can't. We're soldiers." We, we got to like, there's always a reason. There's always a reason. And in this one, it's like, again, you're carrying the more taboo, the more extroverted energy. Even though you are the receptor, even though you are the receiver, you carry more of the spiky energy, the energy that other people can readily see. I hope I'm making myself clear. Other people can readily see and say, "Yeah, this person's history is a little bit rough." Or, and this per, this energy, this soulmate of yours, they have a hard time putting themselves first. They have a hard time setting aside the obligations that they believe that they have to be in.
But every single time, it's a very appropriate bond. I got to say that. It's not like a bond where you and this person are having rendezvous or an affair in the past life or even in this one. That's what makes it so sacred. That's what makes it so painful to witness because it's like you're being preserved, and both of you are supposed to access this. You're supposed to access this shadow and experience this, have this archetypal experience of lost lovers being together. And for a lot of you, it's like this could have been a lifetime. And I don't know, maybe this is, maybe this is there's still a chance of that happening. And you, especially if you're in the receptor, and you could be guided right now, and spirit could be guiding you to make a lot of clearings. Like, and I'm not talking in the religious sense of like, "God is preparing me to be a husband or a wife." I'm so sorry. I'm not trying to say it like that, but that's not what I mean, because this is beyond that. This is beyond that. It's not even about you two. It's about what you represent in the collective, and what the collective has never been able to embody and host without a lot of interruptions, without doubt and fear being hosted simultaneously.
And what this person is realizing is that their comfort is death. Whoever that they're with, and it's funny because I feel like this person knows you. Whoever they're with knows you in the past life, and even in this one, they know you. They know you because in the past life, you could have, and for some of you, when I say past, it's right now, you could have actually taken care of their child, or you could have taught this person that they were with something about their internal childhood that is making them a better partner. However it's showing up. This person knows you, and they don't want to actively say it. They don't want to say this. They don't want to be jealous of you, or actively say, "Oh, like, this is the person that's getting in my bond." Like, they don't want to say that, but they feel it. It's energetic. They feel it, but they can't necessarily up and dismantle their family either, because they have something here. They have a child. They have an obligation.
And a lot of the obligation is actually rooted. It's like a feedback loop from this person, from this soulmate of yours, and how they hold themselves, how they feel like they should hold themselves, whether it be because of their upbringing, because of the past life that they had, and the reason why they ended up being a soldier or in a prison. It's like they're holding themselves accountable to something, to a standard of behavior, the same way that you are. But for you, it may not be readily available to see in the public because you're holding yourself accountable on a soul level, meaning accepting things that are hard to accept, walking in a path that could be very narrow and easily misunderstood. And this is the part of you that this person is learning.
I'm getting this like pressure in my chest and head lately. I don't know if you're feeling it too, but it tells me there's something deeply dormant that's being kicked up in the collective, and that's slowly moving. It's a very dense, dense energy, and it could easily feel like death. It could easily feel like death because it is. It's like a tower of some sort, or a death of some sort, where the masculine and the feminine are beginning to take it upon themselves to merge, because I, I saw this in the past life. You may have shown up as an androgynous character, meaning you are already whole, and this is why you've let this person be with this person. You've let this person move forward with their life, and you haven't tried to claim this connection in some way. You haven't, you haven't tried to own it or possess it, because you are actually a very whole mirror that now this person is beginning to be in that sense, because this is where their obligation ceases to exist.
And I'm, it makes it so hard because there's a lot of life situation, there's a lot of like stuff tied up in the way that they have been given the cards that they've been dealt. They're very inconvenient. And for a lot of you, this is the same person who, as I mentioned, there was a disagreement with you and them, whether it be in the past life where the bond was just like really rough, and you were like bumping heads, but then because of that, your bond deepened, but it never actually led to a lover's bond. But that's the card that you guys have every single time. Whether it be in a soulmate setting or in a setting of like deep romance, but the romance bit has never actually happened. Like, I just want to say, it's never happened. It may have happened in an imaginal space, in a potential space, like the philosophers like to say, it may have happened there, but it's a myth. It's like it's a myth that hasn't manifested itself into reality yet because certain parts of this person's shadow have not yet been dealt with.
And you could feel like you're being set back a few steps. It really could feel like that, especially if you're resonating so far. It feels like you're being set back several steps because you could have been going up and up and up and cruising, but all of a sudden it's like, what is this energy that's coming in my life? What is this energy that's like bup itself in my field constantly? And this is actually your tether, that tether, that red tether that connects you to this person karmically or dharmically, it's being tugged. It's being tugged because there's a sense of life there's, that's why it feels like death, because there's a sense of life coming in. I don't know why. I don't know why. Maybe this person, I don't know why, but there's a, a life, a sense of life coming in where maybe this person is ready. Like, I don't know what they're ready for. Maybe this person is ready to, and I'm not here to, I hate bullshitting people about love. I really do. Maybe this person is ready to step forward in some way, in some way.
Take this upon yourself to meditate on it or pray on it. Whatever you do to actually, you will know if it's for you. I'm just going to say that. You just will know it. As usual, I don't reach out. Those are scammers. Yeah. Everything you need to know is in is in the description box below. Uh, my readings, oh yes, my readings are open, except they're open for only the the lengthiest 50-minute reading. It's like a life love reading. It doesn't have to be love. It's like a crossroads reading, but it's a live reading, a general reading. That's going to be for September. So, if you book that, it's going to be for September. I have removed others for now because October has been booked fully. And I really appreciate those of you who are patient because again, I say this before and I'll say it again, quality over quantity. And I am still educating myself on several different topics so that I can be of better help and legitimate for real. Like, we're not here just to ingest certain things to make us feel better, but we're also here to know ourselves deeper. And that's my mission. That's my mission. Come hell or high water, right? And I'm going to tell you this. Hell has come for me. And so does, so has God, whatever that means. It's not easy. Until next time, everyone.