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Hey guys, Island Turtle here. Welcome to Balmy Spirit. I have a collective message today. We also have the Clyde here on the table. If you're new, don't forget to like, subscribe, share, and comment. All of that really does help all of the videos to reach people that could benefit from these messages. Okay.
Um, oh, excuse me. Very itchy nose as I've been getting into this channeling mode. This is actually the third time I've tried recording a reading. Um, there's just been a couple interruptions here. So, that could also be a theme of something that you guys are working through. Now, keep in mind before we get into this, um, this is a collective channeling transmission message, whatever word you want to use. Um, but some of you may resonate with this at different times. That was made very clear to me. That's that's kind of usually the case anyway just cuz time is not linear. Um, but they wanted me to emphasize that. So keep that in mind. They're highlighting May. So maybe this is something you were experiencing in May. Some of you haven't hit the is it Mercury retrograde yet. Some of you uh this will be coming up. I'm hearing September. And some of you this is happening right now. So take it as you will.
Um, oh my nose sorry my nose just gets really itchy when I'm in like channel channel mode. Um, what was I going to say? Let's go ahead and dive in. I've tried recording this message a few times and there's just been interruptions and so interruptions may be also a theme for you right now. And also Clyde is very adamant about being very close to me at this time. So, we're going to try to have him here as long as we can. But when we start pulling more cards, I am going to have to move him. Especially if you're new and you're not used to my setup or anything. Also, um, you know, especially since I've taken a little bit of a rest bit from going live as instructed by spirit, that was for a very good reason. And once I heeded that call, spirit kind of plunged me into a very deep process, which I've been honoring. Also, why you haven't seen me too much, but you're still going to see me. Don't worry. I also have some other channel messages I want to eventually get out there, but I'm just trusting the flow right now. Okay, that being said, let's finally get to it.
So this morning um as I was coming out of sleep, as I was coming into waking um I saw a river creek and I saw this horse approaching the water and it was actually a brown horse, not a white horse. It was a brown horse, like chocolate color. And as it approached the water, it just like it just sat itself down. And I was like, "Oh." And then I realized I almost like I saw the visual of this card in what they were showing me, the horse that plops down by the river. Um, but what's interesting is that I saw it as a mirrored image to this. I saw the horse on the other side of the water. So there could be something mirror about mirroring um in your, you know, in your life right now or as it pertains to this situation you're finding yourself in. It just feels like this is just where you're at in the way you're existing. Just to emphasize that. And if you are dealing with anybody, it could also indicate that there could be someone going through something similar as you at this time. It's funny, too, because chocolate versus like white, right? It's kind of a yin-yang kind of an energy, but excuse you. I know, buddy. I know. Um, but that's what I saw. And what's interesting is that I was like, "Oh, I know that card that's in the herbal astrology oracle, which is this deck, right?" So, if you guys are curious, um, this is the deck that I pulled the cards from, and I have it linked below if you want to get it yourself or just check it out. But he's getting restless. Um, I swore this one was Rodeiola. And even after I I thought that, Rodeiola kept like permeating through my mind's eye and I was like, "Oh, okay. When I'm ready to do this message, I'll go and pull the card." So, I pulled the card and it's horsetail and I was like, "Oh, interesting." I was like, "Well, Rodeiola's coming up. Let me pull that card, too." And then I did and the image is like so cool. Hold on a second. Excuse me. Look at that. We have a sitting horse and we have a rising unicorn. Some of you may feel like you are, you know, on the brink of a certain eb or you're going through eb and flow. You know, that could absolutely be the case. But rodeiola, even with this imagery, I was like, oh, I can see the progression. I can see that almost like what rodeiola in this card represents energetically is almost the gift of sitting in this horsetail energy. So, that being Hold on. I just don't want him to singe his tail. Got a candle lit over there. I know you can't see his tail, but this is like Yeah. Anyway, horse's tail tail not important. Um, but I can see this progression from horsetail to rodeiola just energetically and we will get to it. But let's talk about this horsetail card first.
So, when they first showed me that visual, why did I do that? Interesting. I know Rodeiola's like, "No, let's talk now. We'll come back to you. We'll come back to you." When they showed me this visual, they didn't really give me much else, but it was giving me the vibe when I saw the horse sit down like that. of temperance and a lot of you know we have been in Saturn Aries cycle suddenly now it doesn't want to focus and Saturn went retrograde not that long ago just trying really hard to get it to focus there we go and with Saturn and Aries one of the lessons is temperance one of the lesson lessons is are you able to have enough wisdom maturity which wisdom is actually part of rode rodeiola energy too do you have enough wisdom the maturity to understand timing and to understand how to navigate um certain situations, certain desires even and certain wants that you have with understanding the right moment of when to act and when not to act. That is very much the Saturn air one of one of the Saturn Aries lessons. And I feel that here with horsetail, but more than anything, when I saw that horse sit down, it was like, oh, like someone was just really needing to not just ground. It's it's bigger than that. It's bigger than that. It almost feels like letting something fully flow naturally, but it feels kind of heavy. It feels kind of emotional. It feels kind of exa It just I keep getting exhausted. like the word exhausted and the word tired um more than anything. I was also getting a little bit of inner I'm getting a little bit of um inner child energy too. You could be working with the inner child. Now on that same note, we do see Saturn and Venus as part of this card. But horsetail specifically is a primordial ancient herb. It's been around for a very very very long time. I want to say prehistoric times actually if I'm not mistaken. So you could be very much in it right now as far as ancestral things, your roots, ancient history, ancient earth history, um past lives sort of things, right? Again, these words ancient, prehistoric, primordial, especially for anybody here who works with the earth. Um, she's been doing some stuff. There's so much I've been wanting to share and talk about, but like I said, spirit plunged me into a deep process, so I've had to honor that. So, I haven't had space to even share a fraction of what's been going on. But anyway, she been doing a lot. So, if you are someone who's very connected to the grid or sensitive to her fluctuations, I wouldn't be shocked if you are resonating with this. This is feel feels like this is a message for someone or many many of you really that are requiring to take a beat to practice temperance to understand that yes there are things you want but maybe something's not going as planned something's not going as expected running into a challenge this is what horsetail also speaks of running into challenges or disappointments or delays and accepting ing that that is what is happening and accepting the gift that may be happening because of that. Again, understanding the gift of timing, whether it's your own timing and even the cosmic timing of things. Even if it's creating a challenge for you, even if it's creating disappointment for you or the unexpected, there is a mastery even in understanding that that is a gift as well. It's not as simple as rejection is protection. That could be how some of you are experiencing it. But that's not all that's in that lesson. Oh, take that as confirmation. Hold on. Let me put that on do not disturb. I know, buddy. I know. But I need in my hand. He was using it as a pillow. Hold on one second. Yeah. Okay. Again, cat hair everywhere. Um, but let's come back. Is there anything else to mention here, spirit, about this? Some of you are feeling kind of frustrated. I'm getting like a five of wands energy because yes, there's things that you want. I'm also getting too some of you are feeling like you're running out of time or you're not in the right timing. So again, interesting this like lesson of timing is part of this whole message here for this collective. But I I yeah like I just I can't shake it. Like you're you're you're being asked to pull back. You're being asked to sit down. You're being asked to rest. Some of you are being asked to reflect. Um I am also getting the moon as I'm talking about this now. H when it comes to hopes, dreams, fantasies, and illusions, these are what they're highlighting right now. There's nothing wrong with having dreams or hopes or fantasies. There's nothing wrong with that. You know, it's very human. But I'm also getting to like an awareness of how much you may have been feeding some of those things versus what's happening here and now. Because with with the horse, you know, horse medicine, it's interesting, right, to see a sitting horse, like what's the medicine of a sitting horse? Because horses and horse medicine, it's like very uh actionoriented even, right? Like stamina, uh freedom, running wild and free, independence, also um beauty and grace and majesty and all that beautiful stuff. Strength as well. Like strength and beauty, right? I I find comes with horse medicine. But we rarely think of a horse as sitting, right? We think of them as if they're not running or walking, they're standing, right? We don't think of them in this position. Oh, sorry. I just I just I just got something. Oh, okay. I'm going to put a pin in that. I'm going come back to that. But the medicine of a sitting horse is the medicine of It is grounding, right? Because horses are earth, the earth element. They embody the earth element. Also fire, I would say. I would argue that. Um, but they embody the earth element. And when you have earth meeting earth, that is, very still, very grounded, very calm, and very safe and very serene. But horses don't like to sit for prolonged periods of time in this manner, right? And it is a little bit of waiting for that right moment to stand back up again. Some of you also would benefit from honoring your own cycles of rest and action, right? Yin and yang. Again, chocolate horse versus white horse. Um, and again it was a mirrored image almost like almost like if I merged the two images together it would be like one white horse over here and then one chocolate horse over here just on either sides of the river. Some of you may be like some of you may be asked to take a little bit of a break from a certain connection as well. I'm also getting that but um the waiting I was so this was the thing that came through and I was like okay let me put a pin in it and let me come back. Waiting. I was getting something about waiting. Um, like waiting on something and I know we kind of talked about that, but this is a different feeling. Um, some of you haven't taken action on something because you've been waiting for something else to happen. Like you've been anticipating some sort of event, some sort of some sort of event, some Yeah, I just I just keep getting some sort of event, some sort of happening that you're like, "No, I think that's going to happen. This must happen. This is going to happen. This is going to happen." and so I'm not going to do this, I'm not going to do that. Spirit's like, uh, it's almost like it's almost drained your energy because there's been things that you've been wanting or even things you've been called to do or experience and at the same time you're like, no, but I can't because I'm waiting on this or I'm waiting on that. And what happens is it kind of creates a little bit of a two of swords energy where a little bit of like being pulled in different directions, but then you're actually not acting towards either one of them. So, some of you actually do need to take a little time out just to actually reclaim your energy here. and then take action and stop waiting on what you think may happen. Yeah. Again, they're saying what's happening here and now, what's happening in the present. Some of you need to hear that. I can just feel I can just feel the water actually. I can just feel this like heaviness of water. Um, you could be clearing at this time as well, especially for anybody working with their inner child, which I don't know if I mentioned it because again, this is like I've tried to record this a couple times. Um, there there has been something going on with that since the full moon in Capricorn. I just haven't had the space to talk about it with the collective energies, but anyway, horsetail.
So, then, let's speak about rodeiola. Where'd you go? This feels like the gift of taking some time. This feels like the gift of exercising temperance. Rhdeiola speaks to wisdom obviously, but it also speaks to uh mastery, um intuition, a knowing. Um also with Mercury and Uranus, I would equate this to breakthroughs as well, especially with the unicorn energy. And it just feel it does it just feels like evolution. Just speaking honestly, it does it just feels like evolution. Some of you could be um resonating with going through a rebirththing process or phoenix rising sort of process, right? this like calm, still sitting and then right some of you may associate with going through an awakening. Everyone's different here, but I can see this progression of coming down into stillness and taking time and learning to be accepting of challenges and delays and the unexpected because it is trying to show you something. And yes, rejection is protection, but it's bigger than that. It's showing you your unique um They're showing me the moon again. It's showing you what you're not seeing about some of these hopes, dreams, fantasies, or illusions and how it may be interfering actually maybe interfering with your compass a little bit or maybe interfering with what's actually happening in the present moment around you. Some of you actually are just finding a lot more joy in escaping through fantasies and dreams and hopes than real life. And that and you know, we're human. I'm not going to I'm not going to judge anybody for that. But it is something to pay attention to when it's time to emerge into this after taking the time here, right? It's almost like earning your horn which is more like third eye which is interesting because uh we have this pine cone here which is like as we know the pine cone is uh associated or akin to the pineal gland right there's some associations there and while horsetail does not speak of intuition I think it's really funny that we do have a pine cone here kind of like emulating that and then here we have a unicorn who has earned its horn with an open third eye and this card does speak of intuition as well so some of you. Um, this is part of that as well. I know a lot of little messages here, but I'm curious to get into some other cards here. So, we're going to move the Clyde stir. Bubby Squeezy, come here. I know. I know. I'm sorry. I know. I know. I know. Thank you. Appreciate you. All right. Yeah, let's do it like that. Okay.
Now, I do have this bag of crystals here. I It just called to me to pull for this um reading, and I may pull after some cards here. Just letting you know what that was. So, we're going to get some animals out here. Horse tail. Can I get an animal or two for horsetail? Some of you are already here. Especially if you were going through this in May, you're already dealing with rodeiola or this could have been an energy that has recently passed. They want me to stop. Um, they're showing me the round and round card from the wisdom of oracle. So, if you've never seen that deck or that card, it's a I think it's a bluish card and it has the spiral and it looks like a little shell. It speaks to cycles. Um now you know all energy moves in a spiral. Nothing in this planet is linear. Nothing. Anyway, neither here or there. Um the round and round card while it does speak of cycles, it also speaks to gaining perspective as you're going through cycles. And I'm feeling that here for whoever is resonating with this like being in this energy and like and sitting down by the river being in temperance exercising temperance. Some of you may feel like you've regressed. You haven't. You haven't regressed. You're just going around the spiral. Okay. And I want to say this is that moment of perspective which is why it would even lead to rodeiola at all. why it would lead to Uranus and Mercury and earning your horn. Some of you may identify that you're going through a moment of graduation or crowning, if you will. That could also be part of this too for some of you. Again, these are just different lenses of perceptions that I'm feeling all of you going through and thinking and feeling for yourself. I know it's very weird to be a channel sometimes. Um, but yeah, you're not regressing. You're not regressing and you didn't fail. Oh, some of y'all need to hear that. You're not regressing and you didn't fail. You are definitely learning something here. I'm also noticing I didn't see that before the little spiral. Oh, hold on. It's a little I have a mirrored image thing going on here again. Mirrored image, but spiral like the round and round card that they brought up. Yeah, you're not regressing. You didn't fail. You're learning something in this moment before you move into this rodeiola vibe. Okay. All right. Horse tail. They're bringing up the mirrored image again of the chocolate horse versus the white horse. Some of you may be reflecting on more shadowy times, more shadowy chapters in your life or even just your, you know, other aspects of self, right? We all have a shadow and we could be very well integrated with that shadow to be in a state of wholeness, right? Some of you are feeling that that's part of your process right now. I feel like I'm speaking to a lot of people right now. Okay, horsetail. They're bringing up a lot of numbers. I'm not saying them out loud because to be honest, they're giving me so many that I'm like, spirit, that's basically all the numbers. Like they gave me like sevens, fours, fives, threes, sixes. I'm like, yeah, it's basically all the numbers. So anyway, oh there's that heart energy my heart feels so heavy in this reading right now. So Otter is my six of cups, two of cups, lovers card. It's the card of play. It's um it's the card of heart-to-he heart connections. I see you, you see me. Let's go and hold hands and fall asleep in the river floating together, you know. Um loyal. I'm hearing loyal loyal connections. This is about connections here. But it's interesting cuz in this space I feel like you are it's almost like you're just like again in this mode of stillness, of grounding, of reflecting. I almost want to say breathing. I'm like I'm feeling the need to breathe a lot all of a sudden. Breathing through a challenge, a delay, an unexpected turn of events that's got you questioning things. But also, I feel like you're being asked to sit before you make any big decisions or other moves because there's something about gaining some perspective. But with Otter here, it's clearly in terms of connections or how you connect to other people. And again, the chocolate horse thing that was coming up before too, right? Can I get another one, please? We got two more. Why does that make me feel exhausted? We have beaver and black egg. You know, it's strange on beaver. I'm actually getting a bit of a controlling energy. Um almost like too filtered. Beaver is normally my like Virgo Taurus. Um I'm working I'm working the everyday thing for my comfort. I'm working the everyday um needs, if you will, right? Like I'm chopping down my wood, I'm building the dam. I'm chopping down my wood and building the dam. It's consistency, but I'm getting a controlling energy on it with black egg is the throat chakra, but you know, this comes out cuz there's other throat chakra cards and you do have the night and gale on the bottom, which is expression. This to me is um trying to express the unexpressed. This is expressing very well and very eloquently again. Something hasn't been acknowledged. Something hasn't been seen. Some sort of truth hasn't been seen or acknowledged here. And that's what you're being asked to see. Again, the cycles thing, the round and round. Some of you may feel like you've been repeating a certain experience over and over and over and over. and you're just like, "What the what the hell? What the hell? What the f?" It feel if that's resonating for you, don't shoot the messenger. Um, it feels like incomplete integration. Incomplete integration of some sort of truth, which means again something hasn't been seen or acknowledged fully. And again, also why you're being you're being encouraged to like practice temperance here and observe something. Observe something, see something. And again, whatever challenge or delays you've been going through, it is trying to get you to see this. This controlling energy, I really don't like it. Um, again, it just feels like a filter. It just feels like a filter, like a little micromanaging energy that is that is occurring in terms of how you give or exchange with others. It could be other people's controlling energies, but I feel like this is about you, not other people. You know what I'm like? Yes, this is the context of relationships. Lord, I'm feeling that Mercury retrograde energy hardcore and it's going through my second house personally. Anyway, yes, the give and take with others, the vulnerability that is shared with other people. There is some sort of micromanaging filter around truth or communication in this. It's time you see it to fully I want to say to fully integrate a lesson. It's a lesson, you know, like I feel like you know this again. You I feel like you've been through this a lot. You've had this experience a lot, but it's like it hasn't been fully integrated is just what I keep getting. Can I get one more on the beaver? I want one like right here touching the beaver and the otter. Interesting. Starfish nighting gale is still on the bottom. Oh, beautiful with the elephant. That is breakthrough. Breaking the truth breaking through. That's the egg cracking open and the truth is recognized and seen and potentially even communicated. But starfish being here with otter and beaver. It's strange because starfish is like a captivating energy sometimes superficial surface and there is some sort of again controlling energy of truth controlling the truth. or controlling so that we don't acknowledge some sort of truth. But captivation, being captivated in relationships, being drawn to certain people, people, some people being drawn to you. This is really interesting, collective. Yeah, I'm feeling like magnetic connections like well like kind of like a soulto- soul connections like when you get soulmate cards when you get two of cups, six of cups, lovers, um that like those kinds of connections like ones that are nice. But it's strange to me because it's like whatever this not fully integrated integrated truth or lesson is it comes up with people that are drawn to you like really drawn to you or people that you're really drawn to like magnetic and something some sort of filter happens some sort of control thing happens here but again I see you working through that. This is a window to finally work through that and finally be done and finally integrate this. I like I I keep getting so much tired and fatigue energy for whoever this is for. Um it's gone on too long. I'm also feeling like this may have to do with some of those collective energies I was feeling about the inner child as it relates to full moon Capricorn. There's been this like pulling the inner child closer, getting to a whole new level of connection with the inner child. Interesting.
Let's go to rodeiola. So again, this feels like what can emerge after fully integrating this. We're going to get more cards on this cuz I'm I'm curious. Actually, you know what? I take that back. Let's do one on beaver and black egg. Can I get a card for beaver and black egg? Well, that was fast. Yeah, control. And look, unicorn on the bottom. I love it. Crow, the card of magic and alchemy. That's my magician card in this deck. Octopus, excuse me. Octopus um speaks of codependency. It speaks of attachments and restrictions like in ways of like oh with good intentions but sometimes you know good intent the road to hell is paid with good intentions right it's my devil card essentially the octopus is being transmuted here I keep getting control I keep getting control some of you this could be about codependency which is just another another form of control in my opinion but yeah this is trying to be transmuted This is trying to be worked through. This is trying to fully integrate. Again, you have been through this lesson many, many, many, many times. This is not the first time. I wouldn't even say this isn't the first three times. Some of you, this is probably the dozenth time. And I know if we get to that number of times, we get tired really quickly. Um, it just hasn't been fully integrated is just what is being said. Like, you've been through it. I think you know, I think you recognize the pattern pretty easily. It's all around the beaver. It's this like shadowy beaver energy that restricts the throat, restricts truth that goes back and forth. Even I would dare I say restricts vulnerability. I feel like it's more about truth though. I feel like it's more about truth. But unicorn at the bottom also highlighting unicorn and rodeola. I feel like it's just a really nice sign as well um about the potential progression here that can be had. Yeah, look at that with zebra. Zebra is a very authentic energy um for me. But let's go into rodeiola here. What's coming after the fact? Tell me about rodeiola. Of course, zebra comes up again. Where do you want to go? Zebra, you want to come down here? Okay. See how many we have. Ooh. Where do you want to go? You want to go right in the middle. Wow. I know. Just taking that in. Right. Wow. So, zebra like I mentioned, very authentic, eccentric kind of energy. Very free energy. Sometimes speaks to travel as well. But then firefly. Firefly is this like catalytic inspired muse like energy where we just get hit with vitality and we're like oo I want to go do that you know it's like a creative spark and then dragonfly solar plexus energy also yang energy because it's solar plexus um but it's also about seeing through the veils of the ego which I keep feeling with this beaver octopus energy and then right in the middle tiger that's where tiger wanted to sit tiger is a card of um awakening divine feminine energy, passion, ferocity, sensuality. Don't know if I said passion, but passion. She's my Queen of Wands card. Doesn't hold back. Doesn't hold back. Again, it feels like integrating this fully leads to a level of freedom and authenticity and expression that just feels so light on the soul. I feel like this has to do with the child. We're again, we're going to get more cards and get into this deeper, but this feels incredibly empowered. The sight, I'm hearing the sight. The sight, the zebra with the third eye, the tiger with the third eye, the dragon. Um, there's something and especially also unicorn just like the aa energy that we were speaking to before. There's something about sight, the the perspective you move to. So in this horsetail energy of temperance of plopping down by the river, right? Seeing what needs to be finally truly fully integrated from a repeated pattern, a repeated cycle that you've gone through. I keep hearing many many many many times. Okay. Also probably why you're so sick and tired of it. But seeing it requires a perspective shift so you can actually see it to fully integrate it. And there's something about the way you shift your perspective that is carrying through into this rodeiola energy. Thank you, spirit. It's a life-changing perspective is what I just heard. It's a lifechanging perspective. Oh, very interesting. Okay, I want to pull some more cards here. Interesting. My crocodile on the bottom. Um, do we want to go straight into tarot here? Are we not doing tarot at all today? I suddenly got drawn to the Kipper Lenorman deck. Um, no, no, no. It feels weird not to do tarot. Let's pull some tarot cards. I haven't forgotten about the crystals. Using glow-in-the-dark tarot for this. Just got to pull back to the tiger. Some of you these cycles again has to do with um connections where there's a high level of magnetism not attraction although that could be you know part of it magnetism like your soul and other another person's soul are just so drawn to each other. This doesn't have to be just romantic. These are also friends. Like when you meet people and you're just like, "Oh, hey buddy. Hey new bestie." And you just hit it off really well. Right? It's like when two people are just so magnetized together. Those kinds of connections. I really want to emphasize this. It is not just romantic. It is also people that you become friends with or end up working with. Okay, that's the stage in which these patterns are have been playing out. But coming to the tiger, this is what is I want to say reclaimed, regained along with the zebra energy. I'm also like the stripes are also striking to me. the white and the black, especially because with this tiger card, they put a white tiger on there, right? Versus a like a regular orange tiger. Um, there's just something about that as well. Just pointing it out. Anyway, with the tiger, it feels like a level of power is being reclaimed here that maybe is diminished in these connections with this shadow beaver pattern. Almost like in being too filtered or too controlling or again maybe you deal with people who are like this too filtered and too controlling. It somehow drains um your connection to your own fire, your connection to your own mana, your connection to your own spirit, your own essence. It almost feels like a leak, like a energetic leak of your mana, of your fire, of your passion, of your spiritual energy, of your own sense of power. by getting involved in dynamics where this is a factor whether it's because of you or someone that you're dealing with again controlling micromanaging filtering the truth these are the themes of the shadow beaver that's part of this pattern for you anyway let's pull some cards out here getting back into the horse tale section I'm not taking it but Look, Temperance. Yep, sounds about right. So, coming over here, I want to get into this otter and starfish energy. Ooh, this is okay. Some of you this might be hard for you. Some of you have a potential to finish this integration by having a healing conversation. But something about that, I can feel the adrenaline and the anxiety. Something about that feels really terrifying. It feels like confronting your fear head on by like living out the fear by having a very unfiltered conversation. And maybe, you know, for some of you that also could be because you know you're going to trigger someone else's like, you know, control, coping, whatever. Practice discernment there. That's not for I would say that's actually not for most of you, but it is coming through as a potential option for some of you. And I think you would already know because you already have a lot of fears about this or hesitation. Oh, King of Cups. Temperance is still at the bottom. My heart's just doing a lot in this reading. So, King of Cups, I am hearing father. Some of you, the truth that you're needing to see about these repeated patterns may have to do with a father figure. um whether they were a King of Cups or not, because some of you it's like this King of Cups energy was lacking in your life. This is like all inner child stuff. I'm feeling this King of Cups energy may have been lacking in your life or maybe you did have this in your life and something about it got lost along the way or like there was only one kind of person you ever felt that with. Take it as you will, but there's something about the like father figure for some of you in relation to King of Cups. King of Cups is Scorpio. Um, King of Cups is water meets air. It is emotional maturity and spiritual mastery actually, especially in terms of the emotional body of how we give and exchange love and compassion and empathy. But the King of Cups has no leaks there. I keep getting something about leaks here. They have no leaks with their emotional energy. They are solid. They are contained. They don't let people feed off of them emotionally. But the King of Cups is someone who is very unconditionally loving. Yeah. Okay. Page of Pentacles again like the magnetism. The magnetism the magnetism. So when you're drawn to certain people or people are drawn to you I just Yeah, this is about inner child stuff. Page of pentacles. Um, all the pages represent childlike energies or mindsets or like new mindsets or new thoughts, right? Child, new, etc. But the King of Cups and the Page of Pentacles, I can't get away from this like yeah, child, father dynamic that may have repeated in certain patterns. And I want to say in terms of what was lacking or how something might have been manipulated or controlled or held back. This is the pattern. This is the pattern. There's also something too about the page coming out with the king that feels like there's a big gap. So come fast forwarding to present moment here. these kinds of connections, these high level of magnetism connections, it's almost like the heart energy, the emotional energy is so vast and so large it almost like feels like a king of cups. Like if you were to give a card for like these kinds of connections of you know how much is being felt it's on the level of a king of cups but how much is being experienced it's a page which to me says a gap that to me says something's not equal something's not balanced something is withheld page of pentacles is not a bad card I really want to emphasize that okay page of pentacles is also like loyalty and trust or building that friendship allyship even but It's like there's a gap. There's a gap. Can I get another card here? Yep. Nine of Wands. Guarded, defensive, exhausted. Wow. Empress. Where do I want to put this T of Wands here? Right there. Okay. On the crow with the T of Wands. It's a lot of wands. That's a lot. And that don't feel good. Again, temperance at the bottom. Still the nine of wands and the 10 of wands. Oh, I just feel like it's weight. It's the weight and it's almost like the density. I just want that's what I want to chop it up to. the density that the beaver creates in these patterns. Some of you, this is actually representing like the weight and density from past experiences in these patterns that you haven't fully relinquished yet. Some of you, this is just in a current situation where you're repeating the pattern again or you're repeating the same experience again with somebody. And I feel like I feel like you guys are the Empresses here. Again, King of Cups and the Page of Pentacles. This feels like the expression of of how these connections are experienced. But it also speaks to the pattern, right? Because if this is how the the um relationships are experienced energetically in the physical like a page, but in the emotional space like a king of cups, that would reflect where this pattern originated from, the dynamic it originated from. And again, I keep getting inner child stuff here. But anyway, the nine of wands with empress and the 10 of wands. This feels like an empress that feels trapped. This feels like an energy of again I want to say this is the collective here that as the empress has so much at your disposal in terms of abundance of uh divinity abundance of abundance of abundance abundance of prosperity uh spiritual energy I want to say even emotional capability like you got a lot going on for yourselves empresses male or female don't matter this is speaking to your to the life experience that you've had. It's speaking to the level of life experience you've had, regardless of your age. You've been around the block a few times. You know, a thing or two, more than the average bear, but you're feeling so weighed down and so trapped here with the nine of wands and the 10 of wands. almost like you're you feel like you're kind of put into a corner a little bit and not it's almost like an empress that's not able to be experienced as an empress. I think this is the pattern for you. You're an empress. You're a high quality person. You may even feel like you have a high quality life. But there's something about relationships here, especially in terms of this dynamic where you don't get to be treated as the empress that you are. You in this horsetail energy is you getting the chance to see why that that this is why this particular pattern plays out to fully integrate whatever this lesson is and be done with it. Be free of it. Let's keep going. Let's get to this octopus. Yeah, actually, let's do that. Let's get to this octopus here. Wow. Wow. Oh, why is this giving me a headache? We have the High Priestess with the octopus. Just so you can like really see it. Look at that. This is all around transmuting this like this pattern, this shadow beaver energy in these kind of connections. It just feels heavy, man. No wonder you're tired. High Priestess is very intuitive. Um, High Priestess is pretty wiz. High Priestess also takes time to kind of, you know, be pulled back in that horsetail energy to commune and to connect in ways that is needed. The fact that the octopus is here with the High Priestess tells me that you empresses are moving into this horsetail energy, this energy of temperance, which again still at the bottom here to finally face this and be done with it. So, it's just really emphasizing the significance and level of impact that this is having on your spirit. Okay. And the amount of space you may need to do this. Now, like I said, some of you may have an opportunity to talk about this or have a conversation with someone, probably someone you share the pattern with. You don't have to do that. I'm just saying if there's an opportunity, there's an opportunity. Do what you want with it. But for the most part, this feels like it's really important that you deal with this internally.
Now, let's come to the rodeiola side here of what's after this. Let's go into zebra. Oh, beautiful. Wow. 10 of pentacles. And it's landing in the sun, too. Um, 10 of pentacles is legacy. It's future. It's it's home. It's wealth. It's health. It's the generational family life. It's security, right? I feel like this is you actually interesting. Hold on a second. I feel like this is you really embracing your future in a way in a different way with this new perspective that you're gaining from the horsetail moment. Like you're seeing Yeah, you're seeing your future differently through eccentric eyes. Through eccentric eyes. I like that. I like that. Doing it your way. Doing it your way. I really like that. doing it your way. Wow. Lovers. My god, so different. So, Lovers and the T of Pentacles. Lovers can be spiritually guided relationships, but it's more about choices that are big life-changing choices. Um, oh, I forget with all of this with YouTube. Hold on. Hold on a second. Maybe this is why I grabbed the crystals. It really wasn't, but I don't know if I have a small enough one. Hold on. Hold on. I try to oblige. I need another one. Um, hold on one second, guys. Ooh, okay. That's an interesting pairing. This is so funny to me. Anyway, lovers and the and the T of Pentacles. Um, it can also be about big big life decisions here. And next to Firefly, it seems like you are making some big ones. It's also about being in alignment with your own essence. For me as a reader, that's how I look at lovers. Um, with firefly with this like burst of inspiration and excitement and like, ooh, what can I do? Um, it seems like you are acting on that firefly energy while you are having this new perspective and like, ooh, now that I have this new perspective and I'm looking at my life differently, I'm looking at my future differently. Ooh, all the things I could do is essentially what's coming through there. Let's keep going. The High Priestess is screaming at me. I may pull an Oh my god, the star. Oh Jesus. All right, hold on. Hold on. Hold on. It's a fat one. Um, it's so silly we have to do this. It's just It's art. I like anyway the star Aquarius um healing healing wish fulfillment hope I feel like it's healing actually more than anything it feels like this perspective that you gain here this final integration of what you haven't seen about this cycle this pattern gives you the new eyes on your own life in a way that is so healing and so uplifting and really lightens your spirit. And I really want to say you may be heading in some very different directions that you didn't expect for yourself, which I think is kind of cool. Okay. Okay. This High Priestess is screaming at me. So, I'm just going to get a card on the High Priestess really quickly that's attached to the octopus. Yep. Five of Wands. We knew that Five of Wands energy was going to come out at some point. We knew that. That's the frustration. Feel like that's the frustration here of repeating this cycle over and over and over. Having the same experience over and over and over, having some sort of gap or imbalance over and over and over, feeling trapped and not not treated like an empress that you are over and over and over. Anyway, let's come by the star. One second guys. Not taking those. And not taking those. I will say though, three of swords and the wheel of fortune. But queen of cups again really emphasizing the healing. Really emphasizing the healing energy there. Also noticing that we have the king of cups and the queen of cups. So again these are about relationships and it's also emphasizing here um with the king and queen of cups that these are relationships where there is high level of magnetism of like wait we should be like you know there's a match here essentially kinship thank you kinship can I get a card for right here please actually let's move this five of wands down a little bit between the five of wands and the queen of cups. Yeah. Even the way the High Priestess was yelling at me energetically. It was like the it's she wanted me to see the five of wands, right? You wanted me to see the five of wands. Again, the five of wands is your frustration. Um, it's just very loud and there's something again about see acknowledge acknowledge acknowledge. What's coming through between the five of wands and the queen of cups? Death. death. It's endings, beginnings, changes, transformations at its core. Right. And we knew that we had the crow here, which did the crow get buried? Yeah, actually. Interesting. The crow got buried a little bit. Oh, the crow got buried a little bit. Again, you may need to take some time to transmute these energies to get to the truth of what has not fully been integrated from these patterns and cycles. But death with the
Queen of Cups here, and the Five of Wands connecting all of this together. I'm going to pull one card right on the tiger below the Five of Wands in a minute. Um, but it's time to be done with this. It's time to not experience this anymore. And I feel your frustration because even as I'm like going through this reading, I can feel some of you going like, "How? How? I've done it. I've done it. I've been through this. I've been through this. I've been through this." Like I can feel like you're yelling, which I I totally understand. Um, you're only going to know by taking that time. And I know, believe me, I know I can feel how much time some of you have already taken on this throughout your life.
Let's continue and get more information here. What's coming underneath the Five of Wands with the tiger? Scoot her down a little bit. Okay. Ooh, actually, why didn't I see that before? Ooh, that shifted things a little, didn't it? Yeah. Make space. Make space. Make space. Make space. Make space. Oh my god. Okay. Some of you guys are not going to be happy what I'm about to say. So, the Empress. The Empress is a state that we come into um in reception. Oops. It's on the top of the deck. Unicorn clearly wants to be here. So, I'm just I'm at least going to leave you like right up in here. Um, interesting in the sun too. The Empress receives, and this is an Empress who clearly is not feeling like they're experiencing Empress life or Empress mode or being treated as such. Almost like you are buried by this density. You're buried by this energy of the pattern of old, old, you know, repeating this pattern over and over. The imbalance of relationships, right? You got to make space. You got to let this go. You got to let these old experiences go. Um, that's part of it. That's part of it. That's part of it. There's more. That's not the only thing, but that is part of it. Clean house.
Let's get a card for right here in the middle. I feel like my Virgos are like are hating that I'm always that I'm going to be moving the cards a lot. What's coming in under the Five of Wands between black egg dragon and above the tiger? It's interesting what cards are buried now, right? Like the beaver, the octopus, the crow. Wow. Exchanging energy with other people. Six of Pentacles is also a card of balance and generosity. But the Six of Pentacles underneath the Five of Wands again, it's it's referring to this feeling of an experience you're having. I keep getting this feeling of like being weighed down or almost like put in a corner or not being seen as the Empress, not being approached as the Empress, not not treating the Empress like an Empress, which is all about the exchanges of energy. There needs to be more room for people to actually treat you that way, for you to be able to receive that way. That's one. That's one of the things for sure. I feel like there's going to be other nuances to your personal experiences or your personal lives, right, that are more specific and more niche to you.
I want to get one more here. With the tiger and the Six of Pentacles, Nine of Cups, excuse me, personal emotional satisfaction of the individual. Feel like that's a wish fulfillment for you just to be treated like the Empress. Um, I want to pull another card here on the King of Cups and the Page of Pentacles just to see if we get anything else. Temperance is trying so hard to be seen. I didn't even notice it was flipped reversed there for a bit. Spirit, can you tell me a little bit more about this King of Cups and Page of Pentacles dynamic? Can you give me a little bit more insight into that? Yep, there's the space. Four of Swords. We knew that. One more, Eight of Pentacles. Some of you deal with people who are very self-focused. Oh, I don't know if you can see that in the camera. Eight of Pentacles and the Four of Swords and the Four of Swords. Um, yeah, it's like this almost feels like escaping into tasks, like busy work is almost what that feels like with the Four of Swords and the Pentacles. Four of Swords is normally like again, taking space or taking a time out to rest, which you're being advised to do here. But I'm also getting this is part of the pattern or this is part of the cycles or the experiences like someone goes and hides and gets into the Eight of Pentacles energy. You may be dealing, you may have dealt with a lot of avoidance, for example. You may struggle with avoidant um attachment style yourself. I don't think so though, to be honest though, with how I'm feeling your vibes. You could oscillate. You could oscillate between anxious and avoidant. Believe there's an anxious avoidant, but anyway, neither here nor there. Um, yeah, I'm just getting escapism with the Four of Swords and the Eight of Pentacles. Like, this is part of the experience. It's part of the dynamic. Interesting.
Okay, I want to get just a final oracle card here. Let's do Wisdom of Oracle and then we'll close this out. I hope this reading has been helpful. I feel like I just highlighted what you already know, honestly um, and maybe some current frustrations that some of you are experiencing in your current relationships. But like I said, whatever is trying to be transmuted here, it feels like it's related to the inner child and this particular pattern of emotionally there's so much going on and physically there's not there's almost nothing going on in your relationship in your relationships or specific dynamics of mag of high level magnetism and then here you are as an Empress not being experienced like an Empress or not being treated like an Empress. Some of you, I don't want to say that, spirit. So, something else that's coming up that may help some of you if you're if you're the Empress, you're identifying as the Empress, you're finding yourself in this whole situation um or this repeated cycle over and over and over again. Some of you need to learn to recognize um to match people's energy sometimes. Like if someone's showing up like this as a Page of Pentacles, even if they're like offering a lot of emotion, but they're only offering this, which again, pages aren't bad, but clearly that's that's a that's a major gap, right? Match their energy. Don't don't give more than someone's giving you. No matter how much you feel or lie or whatever, like match what someone gives you. And if someone's actually giving you more than what you want to give, pull back. I don't know why that wants to come up, but that wants to come up too. So, I'm going to say that again. Match what people are willing to give into a connection. Don't exceed it. You know, don't try to show up the way like I don't want to say this. It's good to show up in the way you want to, but recognize, right? Balance. Balance of give and take. Recognize if someone can't meet you in a certain way, they can't meet you in a certain way. That's how an Empress gets trapped. Like, hello, hello, hello. Right? But vice versa, too. If someone is giving a lot and you don't want to res you don't want to reciprocate that or you're recognizing you don't want to exchange energy like that with somebody, pull back or tell them or have a conversation. Someone else needs to hear that.
But let's pull a Wisdom of Oracle here. Oops. Knocked your little rose rose quartz faux clothing off. Okay. Parting message here for the collective. Parting message or advice for the collective here. Yeah. Between Worlds. The energy of three. I'm not surprised is out here because getting in this horsetail energy, plopping down by the river, shifting your perspective to see what you couldn't see to properly integrate this pattern, this cycle, be done with having the same experience over and over and over and over and over and over and over again, right? You do kind of have to be in that High Priestess energy, which means being in that state of transition, transmuting change before you move into the rodeiola, before you move into this beautiful dragon, zebra, tiger. Ooh, I'm seeing my life differently. Ooh, I can make different choices and ooh, I'm going to do this and I'm going to do that kind of a way, right? It's okay to just be here right now. And remember, you know, coming back full circle to the beginning, remember what I was saying about horsetail that this card comes out when we are experiencing challenges, delays, the unexpected. Something about that word there too, the unexpected in terms of control. Okay. That it is serves us best to accept when something is happening so that we can like in a quicker manner learn to learn to navigate it. Right? If we keep fighting things that are happening that we have no control over, right? It's just going to keep us in a in a 501 state. But if we embrace, okay, this is happening right now, this is happening right now, this is happening right now. What can I do within my control to navigate this that is in alignment with what my needs are, that's in alignment with my boundaries, that what's in in alignment with my joy. But it's okay to recognize that you're in the middle of it. You're in the thick of it. And that you're not totally out yet. Just be in it. And that's okay. The unexpected. That's what I'm feeling like that may be another core piece here for some of you. The truth or the insight or the perspective to to gain here from this repeated cycle, this repeated pattern over and over and over again, this unintegrated lesson. How do you deal with the unexpected when the unexpected happens? Specifically, when people don't show up in the way you think you deserve or they don't treat you the way that you deserve, there's something.
So, God, I hope I don't trigger anybody. If I trigger you, that's not my intention. I'm just the messenger here. Some of you, there's a benefit to contemplating or marinating on the fact that one, we don't control people, right? We don't we shouldn't control people. We are not exactly entitled to be to ha to have a specific experience with a certain person beyond the parameters of the agreed upon connection. I'm going to say that one again because I know it was a little wordy. One, we don't control people. That one's easy, right? But also, we are not entitled to a specific experience with someone beyond the parameters of that existing connection. So, kind of going back to what I was saying before about like understand what someone gives and don't exceed that. Don't try to overreach that. If someone's showing up as a Page of Pentacles, I don't care if they're telling you how much they love you or adore you or how much they they love on you, whatever. If they're showing up as a page, you better show up as a page. And you don't need to be expecting more than a page if that's the agreed upon connection, right? Like if someone is an acquaintance, you wouldn't expect them to like show up at the hospital if you have surgery. You know, you know what I mean? Um, you know, you know what I'm saying? I'm not saying that's all of you. I'm saying that some of you would benefit to sitting with that here because I do keep getting it's like, why am I not being treated like this? Why am I not being treated like this? Why am I not being treated like this? Maybe they don't know you like that. And maybe this is for someone around you. This doesn't have to be for you. But some of you, that's part of it as well. And some of you, there's also a need to recognize too when you're dealing with people that well, to make it very plainly, who are avoidant or also who are not emotionally available or mature. Like if you're showing up as an Empress and someone is showing up as a page, they're not going to be able to really give to you in a way that is in balance. Not in that way. Not if you're like, "Hey, don't you recognize I'm an Empress?" Like that's, you know what I mean? So when people show up in your life, match their energy in alignment with the parameters of the connection. I want to make that very clear. Like if you're dating somebody and they're like and you're getting into a serious relationship and they're still a page, there needs to be a talk, right? That that clearly requires a conversation. I think you guys can understand what I'm saying. I don't need to beat a dead horse here, but it's okay to be in this place of dealing with the unexpected, dealing with challenges, and finding this way of accepting that that's what's happening so you can navigate it and seeing um what hasn't been fully integrated with a repeated cycle or repeated pattern in terms of these magnetized connections and feeling like you're not treated the way you want to be treated here. And I do again see healing and I see liberation and freedom coming through on your side after you integrate this.
Okay. Again, I hope this was helpful. Um, this was a very different way of doing the readings for me and so like I feel a little to be honest feel a little strange in this moment. So, I just hope that you know the message came through and that it has served you guys well. Okay, I'm going. Oh, it's 1:44 on the clock as we depart. Um, so I'm going to go, but I hope you enjoyed this and I will see y'all later. Take care. I keep doing that. Okay, so I'm still here. I tried to I tried to stop the recording and I accidentally turned the monitor off and then I took a peek at the bottom. So that happened for a reason. So we have Yang Loyal Heart Flexible Soulmates and Higher Power Blessed is underneath that. So I think that's also an indication to say understand where people are willing to meet you. And even if you like, let me let me pull back. Understand where people are willing to meet you. Try to meet people where they are as best as you can. And if something has been overpromised or if something has been withheld, talk about it. Definitely talk about it. Don't just take that. Don't just don't take that. Right? But essentially, meet people where they're willing to meet you. And if you don't really like that, if you don't want to meet someone where they're willing to meet you, or there's something about it that doesn't sit right with you, then that's a conversation. And that's where free will comes into play. And that's where, you know, that's how relationships are, right? It's an agreeance between two people of where you both agree to meet each other. But it is a conversation, right? Okay, glad I did that. Now I'm going to go. Hopefully I don't turn the monitor off again. I'll see you guys later. Take care.