Things Aren't Going Well.... I Need Your Help.

I'm back. I'm back. It's been 30 days since I last posted, and it has been, um, a a roller coaster of 30 days for me. It's the longest since I started this YouTube YouTube channel 10 years ago. It's the longest I've ever gone without posting. We hit our 10-year anniversary. Uh, so much was going on with my life. I didn't even recognize it until right now as I'm saying it. Um, happy birthday for Build. Made it to 10. Uh, it's been a roller coaster. Uh, it includes the lowest lows. Um, and uh, I wish I could say the highest highs, but there's been some good moments, and I'm excited to share those with you guys. Uh, yeah, stuff's kind of crazy, and I need your guys' help, and we've got some great updates around the shop to share. The Murciélago's right behind me is kind of cool. Got another new car right there I want to show you guys, and I want to let you guys all know what's going on with me. So you got the full picture of what's been going on. Sounds easy enough. Let's jump into it.

I'm glistening a little extra. It's hot in the shop, but also I'm on some medications that I'll be telling you about that make my hormones like a teenager. I love this boat. We've never even seen it float, and I already love it, and I'm going to be talking about that in today's episode. So let's start in on the medical side of stuff, and chronologically that takes us right back to where we are with the last episode. We're building a waste oil burner. Things were cooking along. We're having a fun time. And I'm, uh, I'm doing my medicine, right? So, the medicine was, uh, called immunotherapy on the street name. I get these bags, and they go into me, and the medicine goes after the cancer cells. Ipi is hard on the body. 1 to 5% of people die from it, um, from life-threatening side effects. That's why I always mentioned I was so happy I had no side effects. 50% of people have to stop taking the medicine because they run into side effects. So, I was just so happy that, and and just stoked that I was like, I was on it. I was doing it. Mild side effects. Got some gray in my beard. Could be unrelated. Little bit of hair loss. That's definitely that. But I like, I'm good. So, I was good, and we were cooking along.

And in the last episode, I finished my third treatment. I went in to get my fourth treatment. They test all of your blood. I looked at my liver, and I was like, "What is going on?" The the markers for the liver when it's pissed off, uh, they they start to rise, and so it was, it was high. And I said, "Well, you know, I've been pretty healthy. I don't think I did this to myself. What's going on?" And the doctor said, "Well, give it a week. Just take a healthy week. We're not going to take the medicine right now." So I stopped the immunotherapy. I did not go for my scheduled fourth dose. Give it a week. Let's see what happens. Also, I had a PET scan scheduled, which is a very thorough cancer scan of the entire body. I had a PET scan scheduled, and she was saying, you know, "I think it's smart to not take another dose of Ipi. Give it a week. Also, review the PET scan, and that'll better tell us if it's worth risking, uh, killing your liver, which would kill you, to get the meds or not." So, I definitely agreed with the doctor on the more cautious approach with that, and that's what we did. I was as healthy as I could possibly imagine being for one week, and my liver markers were skyrocketing, and my liver was going into full failure mode. So, it's scary time now. I was dealing with a life-threatening side effect, and it would have been an absolutely brutal one, which is liver failure. And I was pissed, and that one emotionally, uh, got to me pretty pretty good. Really sad about the idea that I might clock out earlier than early, that the medicine that's trying to kill the cancer, uh, could take me out. And it is a brutal way to go. And so I was upset, and I was scared.

But there was a light point when one of my favorite new vehicles arrived off the boat in Seattle. That is the Jimny. Let me jump off this boat here and show you. If you didn't see the video, uh, Chris Fix and I traveled to Japan, and we both bought Jimnys, uh, with the plans of modifying them in the future. Shortly after I got back from Japan, I got the diagnosis of my cancer, and it, it may have made the plans change, or maybe not. I really don't know. But this car is absolutely wonderful. It's just as pretty as I remember it. Even though it has been on a shipping, uh, boat, it's just so pretty, and I love all the JDM stuff and shipping stuff that it's got written on it. And it's so, so cool. It still runs like a top. Everything is just as great as I remembered it over in Japan. The interior is amazing. And this, this car is just a really cool journey for me because I was able to drive it around Japan and enjoy it in Japan. And it carries like the best memories. It just carries really, really great memories. And one memory you guys might remember is, uh, I stashed a bunch of candy in the back behind the seats, and I was wondering if the, uh, it's called port pirates. People that usually rummage through your car and take anything valuable would see it or find it, but I was able to, um, I'm, I, yeah, I was able to find them. And, uh, so we got some cool, uh, candies from Japan that I can't, I, I can't eat. I mean, I could. I choose not to. So, but they're fun for friends. So, I was happy about the Jimny. I'm happy about my JDM candy, but I ain't eating it because I'm on full health mode, trying to help fix my liver by having a healthy lifestyle. I'm doing everything that I could in that way. And, um, I had found out, hey, it's really not like, really, really not having any effect. Actually, my liver started getting worse. So, I was like, "Oh crap, okay, it's, it's full, just skyrocketing into liver failure." And I was so, Doc's like, "Okay, medicine time. High, high dose, the highest dose that you can take of steroids to try and stop the liver from failing." Why was it failing? How, what, like, what was going on? It's not, not what you would think with how much I love beer. Uh, no, what, what it is, is that the, the Ipi, the drug that I was on, is, is an immunotherapy drug, and the immuno part is important. It boosts your immune system, all your organs, everything, boosts them, skyrockets them, so hopefully your body will attack the cancer and fight it and win. And, um, a side effect of that can be that, you know, when you're young and you're healthy and stuff, or, or I guess it can just happen to anybody, really, is that it boosts your immune system too hard, and then the immune system starts to have an immuno, uh, immune reaction, and basically starts to fight itself. So, the organ was fighting itself. The liver was in a battle with itself, thinking it was a foreign invader. Uh, it's similar like when people have Crohn's disease, their, their GI tract has issues, and that's another life-threatening side effect of this medicine. But for me, it was just the liver.

So the answer was steroids, which is my skin looks fine today, but my skin's like, as greasy as it was when I was in high school. Uh, there's a lot of funny side effects of steroids, but actually the steroids are kind of cool because they have a stimulating effect. Um, so I get on these steroids and still living very healthy. Uh, alcohol is obviously completely out of the question. Nothing that would hurt the liver. And just live healthy and hope these medicines work, cuz if they don't, I think there was few, few fallbacks before. A real potential for unfortunate circumstances. So anyways, I'm taking the medicine, and I'm, I'm feeling very, very good because the steroids make you feel very, very good. And I guess I should point out, I'm still on them. So anyways, first week we see good results. It starts going down, and I'm like, "Okay." Second week, it continues to go down. By the third week, my liver is back in the normal ranges, at a healthy range. And that's awesome. So, now I'm in the process of, I have to continue to test my blood every week, but I'm in the process of phasing out of being on the steroids, cuz if you just stop them all at once, it could be really bad. So, that was the first hump of the, uh, real fun roller coaster.

While that was going on, Kyle's been making progress. You can see there's less space around here and stuff like that. We've been working on, uh, selling the Porsche Carrera 4S. Got somebody coming in maybe tomorrow to put an offer in on that. Chris Fix, uh, bought my dyno. That was cool. So, I'm glad that's going to a friend. And other than that, I feel like I owe some of you guys an apology. When I made the original episode, letting you guys know what's going on and saying, "Hey, I'm selling a bunch of my stuff. Email me." Um, I wasn't ready to handle 300 emails. I wasn't ready to do much. Um, I'm in a much better mental place now. And, uh, everything's in one way or another up for grabs. Everything is in one way or another up for sale. But once I sell enough stuff that I have enough money in the bank that we can just be comfortable paying for this stupidly expensive roof over our head, um, stuff's not going to be for sale anymore because this is my retirement. These are my collections. I love these things. But I do got to make money. So, anyways, if you are interested in one of the builds, we're back on on good terms with you. I'll, I'll email you back now, and, uh, myself or Kyle will email you back. And, um, yeah, it's not a fire sale, but we do have a lot of cars. And actually, I have so many cars that there's cars that you've never even seen on the channel. In front of that Mustang over there, there's a car that's been undercover since we've got this shop. Uh, so I'm actually going to do the next episode is actually my secret car collection that is now for sale. There's, I own 40 vehicles. I don't think there's more than like 12 in this shop. So, anywho, we'll, we'll talk about that in another episode. But, yeah, if you want to get a jump on it and maybe beat the competition, hit me up.

All right. So, the next part is, uh, is sad. It sucks, but whatever. I'm getting through it. So, we'll get through it in story time mode as well. Game plan is wait to get the PET scan to see what the cancer meds did. I know that cancer medication is, is evolving so rapidly in, in my field and in all the fields. I really don't think they're far away from just flat-out curing cancer, but you have to remember they're all different types. I've always said a stop is a win. If we just stop this cancer from growing, and we have a drug that works, just making it stop, um, I'll be happy. But also the way I was feeling physically, the areas that the tumors were, just as a reminder, like in my groin, like right under the belt line, uh, had a bunch of tumors, three, um, three tumors on, on the left side. And I just, it was like halfway through my treatments, like in treatment two and a half, I just felt stuff I thought change in a positive way, and I felt healthier, and I felt better. And as far as like movement and swelling and all sorts of stuff, it just, it got my hopes up. And, um, maybe I was also on the steroids, which make everything more fun. Uh, and anyways, so I'm like, "Let's go do this PET scan. I got this." Um, and I was feeling really good. Luckily, my brain has been my mental side of this has been so good with me. Um, I almost treat it like it's, it's a, it's a, like it's, it's playing along. It's just like it's, it's being cool and doing what I tell it in the sense of like, I've been low anxiety. I've been happy. I've been enjoying my life. And, um, that's what you need to do, right? And, and it helps your, uh, chances of beating the cancer as well. So, so anywho, I'm doing good. I take the PET scan. The next day comes the scariest meeting of my entire life. We have to review with the doctor the PET scan, and then we figure out like what are the next steps. Now, the immuno, the, the steroids to heal the liver, to, to stop the liver from being in immuno overdrive mode, they, they have to, it shuts down all the, the, the cancer drugs. The, so the, whatever was left in me from the third dose, it shuts all the immuno boosting features off. It had to. We had to do that for my whole body. So I'm like, immunosuppressed right now, on purpose. But I still had high hopes. And then the test came back, and I hate to say it, but it was pretty [ __ ] like it was what I considered the second worst possibility. Best case is they're like, "Nah, well, we cured your cancer, right?" Second best would be, "Uh, it's, it's shrinking. You're in remission." Third best would be, "It stopped." Um, worst would be that it's traveled to my brain or my lungs or my GI tract, which are the common places that it will go. And that can be kind of the, that can be the kind of game over thing. So I got, I got feedback that more tumors had grown in just four months. The cancer had spread, spreading what I considered more rapidly, like, cuz the first 6 months I went from having lymph nodes to having three lymph nodes that were double size. I had three tumors. In the next 4 months, I didn't ask too many questions and get into too much detail because it, it really doesn't matter. But I have a tumor on my spine on my C7, uh, that I can feel, which is weird. Actually feels smaller right now, and that I'll get into that, uh, in a minute or two. Um, and, uh, tumors in my abdomen. The one on the C7 that was really, uh, upsetting to me. And the doctor says, you know, "Obviously, this is really bad news, and, uh, we need to follow, we need to follow up with some, uh, scans on your brain again. We got to scan that tumor on your C7, the mass they call it. And, uh, and then we got to scan your brain again to see if, do you have brain cancer?" Uh, so there's level 1, 2, 3, that was like 4.5. Five would just be saying it's in your brain. That was 4.5. It was like, it's a lot more places now. That sucks. And it might be in your brain. I don't know why.

But at this point, I was still feeling pretty positive. I do know why, because I really liked the next medicine that was being, being prescribed for me. So, my cancer, the, the cancer cells that they were able to biopsy has a certain gene mutation. I don't remember what it's called. That's between me and the genes. Uh, there's a special drug. So, I guess if you Google the drug, you'll find out what gene mutation it goes after. I'm just kidding. It's not private. I don't care. Anyways, there's a special drug, and it's called Breftovi or Metovi. I think both of them, Breftoy and Mectovy, I don't know. It's a pill, and it's a protein inhibitor. And what it does is it tries to find the pathway. It tries to get through your body, through all the little pathways and everything, to the genes, cells that have that gene, that gene mutation. That's how it's able to latch on, I think, cuz it's a unique thing in the cancer. And then it inhibits protein from getting to it, which could then stop it from growing, and maybe even in some cases, uh, shrink it or kill it. So, again, for me, a stop is a win. If I can get five more years of technology before, uh, something, I'm positive my cure for my cancer will come. So then I find out like the side effects, like especially fatal, fatal side effects are really, really uncommon. Then I find out that, like, it's just a pill. Um, a lot of pills, but it's just pills. I'm like, "Okay, cool." Uh, I was just kind of like, "Why didn't we do this in the first place?" And to be fair, I don't know, cuz I didn't ask that question. Sometimes ignorance is bliss in this game. So, that's why I was feeling good. I was like, "Damn, this, this really sucks." But the next shot that we got, I look at every cancer treatment that I know of, like a bullet in a revolver. And right now, we have this. Is the protein inhibitor that's going to, it's just like really, it seems like really smart technology. Um, and I'm, I'm happy to not be in the side effect zone where I might just have a total organ failure and pass past anyways. So I look at it like, every one is another shot in the chamber. My job is to stay as healthy as I can to take all those shots and give myself the best chance of beating this thing. Um, and there's like two really valid shots that I know of right now, which is this one. And then there's another one. And then there's, uh, clinical trials. And then there's the Joe Rogan approach. And all of those are valid in their own ways. Kind of can't do the Joe Rogan thing when your liver is failing. By the way, guys, it literally is poison. But so is a lot of other stuff. So, yeah, there I sit. My liver is like healed, tapering off the steroids. I've got my prescription is in for my drugs. I can't get the drugs, but I'm feeling comfortable. And, and I can't get the drugs because insurance company is doing insurance things. Everybody's on my side, and they're fighting back. Uh, Chris Fix and I planned a trip to Disney World, and it was like, "Oh, I can't go cuz I can't get my drugs, and I'm also like, just found out my body is riddled with tumors, and it's been like a week and a half, and I haven't been on any treatment whatsoever." Right? So, this is directly against my goals of like, "Do all the damn treatments before this thing gets you." And I worked really hard, and yesterday I, I had what was going to be a rough day. Uh, hour and a half in an MRI machine. Shout out to my MRI tech husband who watches the show. Thank you. Um, hour and a half in the MRI machine. But I was so positive and so grateful for all the good things that were going on in my life, and just like in such good headspace. It's the only time I've gone into any scanning machine and spent any significant amount of time in there and not had, I don't think I had a single negative thought. And, you know, one of the ways I did that is they let you listen to audio when you're in an MRI machine. I listen to old episodes of BS for Rebuild, the ones where we share journeys with each other, and, uh, I did the organ 500500 episode, and it just put my head in a great space. Be Rebuild kind of off-road limo service.com. Great times. I did all my MRIs. I did not stress about the results. I didn't even think about it.

Then the next phone call that I get is that the medicine is finally moving. They found some. They got some in stock here. Got the insurance people to play ball. Bing, bang, boom. I go to the only pharmacy in the state that has it. Shout out to the pharmacist doctor who watches the show, too. Yo. Um, and I got a month supply of ass [ __ ]. So, I was ready to start my medicine today, this morning, and I did. It's just a bunch of pills. So far, I've gone through the whole day. Side effects are nothing. Handbook says number one thing I could do, stay active. Done. And then here comes the greatest part of this story that I'm still just so stoked about. You guys might think I'm crazy, but this is all about taking the little wins. Is I'm on the phone with my mom. I get a notification on my phone that I got a message from my doctor, and I said, "Mom, this could be, this could be the worst news we've ever got, or could be good, but we're going to read it together." And I read it, and it said the two best things that could have come out of that scan, that MRI, uh, that I had yesterday. And number one thing was that the tumor that's on my spine is not encroaching or growing into right now, um, the things surrounding it. So it's not like attacking my spine. So we don't have to do a surgery. I don't have to do radiation. I don't have to do surgery and radiation. Um, and the other is that my brain, for now, is clear. The old noggin is still cancer-free. Um, so that's wonderful, wonderful news, a reason for celebration. And on the same day that I started my, my new meds, and I'm doing, I'm doing good on the new meds. Honestly, kind of forgot that, you know, meds can have side effects, and I should be thinking about it, cuz, well, they're, it's really safe. So anyways, but it's like, am I nauseous? Am I vomiting? Uh, have I lost my appetite? Did I poop myself today? No, I'm doing good. I'm doing good. I'm here talking with you guys. That roller coastery enough that went, "Yeah, a crap." I went out of chronological order, but I just, I really like the last part of that MRI.

So, I, I, I think we're just going to, I'll, I'll fix it right now. A day before the MRI, 3 days ago, Tvar hits me up, and he, you know, great friend of mine that we go way back, and, and he messaged me, as a lot of my friends have, and said, "Hey, man, like, uh, what can, what can I do to help?" And, uh, I had, we had been talking a long time ago about maybe the potential of him buying the engine and transmission out of this Murciélago, this here Murciélago. He, he was looking for one, and, um, it's not, it's, it's, to put it lightly, it's not the right time for Tavar to be spending his money on spare engines. He's got a lot of projects, a lot of irons in the fire that he needs to wrap up. So, um, but he did, uh, know somebody that was in the market, and he connected us, and I'm going to keep the, uh, the buyer private, just in case, I don't know. But you do know them. They are famous internet people in the car world. And, um, if you remember, I bought this Murciélago for $30,000. It's the cheapest sold Murciélago ever in the entire world. And I'm really happy to say that I was able to sell the engine, transmission, uh, ECUs, wiring harness as a bundle, the powertrain out of this vehicle for, I'm just, again, to keep the, the buyer's privacy, um, for, I sold it for more than I bought the car for, which is really, really cool. I, I'm sure you guys can assume this, but I don't have like some sort of like infinite money glitch in the background. I wasn't born into, uh, some amazing financial situation. When I don't put out episodes on BS for Build, or like this episode when they don't have sponsors, uh, we don't make any money. And, uh, about every month I lose about 25 or more,000. A lot of it is because of this shop. And if you want all the details of that, just make sure you watch the first episode when I announced my cancer stuff because I went into detail about the fact that I'm not that financially reckless. Um, we basically got scammed by a very large company that, and I signed paperwork that said I couldn't tell the world about how they scammed me for another year. So, if I live that long, you're [ __ ]. Sorry about the language if there's children watching. Anyways, so selling stuff is awesome. Takes the stress off. So, that is about to get harvested. It's something that Kyle and I are going to be working on. We're going to harvest that engine out, crate it up, build a really cool box, send it off. So, just another positive thing that happened. That was 3 days before the MRI. MRI and results as freaking good as they could be.

So, let's talk about how I need your guys' help. Just on the off chance that the rich oil barons didn't catch the first episode, if there's anybody with so much money that they could just wire transfer me like a million, two million, whatever, and they wouldn't notice it, I would, I would be remiss if I didn't, you know, throw that out there. But in actual reality, behind me is a seaboat. This might sound a little morbid, but you have to realize that for the last four months, I've been facing mortality. So, let's look at this logically. Uh, in the state that it's in right now, if I die, it is a giant hunk of aluminum that will never see the water unless the right buyer came by, which I doubt they would. And, um, it'd be a real shame. I've spent a lot of time on this. This is something I designed from the ground up. Uh, it's very unique. There's none in the world like it. It's a really cool thing. And it's like this close to being what you would call a boat, but what it is right now is scrap aluminum. The difference is going to happen is when you have a captain's chair, you sit in it, you fire it up, and then the engines go vroom, and that thing is on the water. I think that's going to be a defining moment. It's, it's close. But if the last story that I've told you guys shows anything in my life, it's what's important for me right now. Slightly more important than boat building is spending time with my friends and my family because the unfortunate reality is I really don't know how much time I have, and, um, I'm not willing to risk it. I do love this job though. I've been building stuff in the background. I'll show you guys. Here's a little video. I've been, I've been engineering a wing and ground effect boat plane thing cuz I can't get it out of my mind. Well, um, I was gonna fly it for you guys, but the, the battery immediately caught on fire. Um, I don't know how to deal with this. Yeah. What makes for great YouTube? What the hell just happened? I just plugged it in like I always do. It's a hot day. So, yeah, I wanted to show you guys the project I've been working on, and then it exploded. So, another time. So, I can't stop building stuff, but right now it's at 1/16th scale, so it takes a lot less time. Who would have known?

Anyways, I want to get this boat on the water now that we have sold like the dyno and that engine and maybe that Porsche and like hopefully we'll sell some more cars. Um, I think that the way to do this is to find some people that want to join the team for this project contracting. There are two things that need to be done. One is rigging the engines. So that's the power steering, that's the autopilot, that's installing the Garmin like head unit, that's the controls, the, um, I know there's got to be a lot of people out there that know how to do this stuff. I mean, the engines are hard installed. They're right there. So, it's really like connecting the engines and knowing your way around that. I need to hire people that are specialists in this area, or sorry, I shouldn't say specialists, just have like a vast experience because I'm not going to be here to teach, troubleshoot, work through this, people that can independently tackle this project. So that's one role I'm looking to hire somebody for to help out. Keep in mind, I may not be here very much. Kyle, you're going to probably be working alongside Kyle. And that gets the engines running. The other thing, the only other thing that we can't do on the water, we can't build on the water once the boat gets on the water and proven out is the electrical. So, that's the other person I'd be looking for is finding a person that can help us with the electrical. Now, that's, this is straightforward electrical in the sense that we're talking, why is it so dark right here? We're talking a 12-volt system. We're talking a 110 system. I don't think we have 240 on the boat. It's ABC's electrical. I have the diagrams all done on my computer. I made them, uh, whenever I made the boat. So, like I have the blueprint. Just need somebody to run the wires and start connecting things up, and we can just deadhead the wires cuz the wires sit above the, the waterline, and we're not going to go back and do that. Once we have those two things done, we can actually go through the hilarious and fun process of ripping this thing out of the shop, putting it onto the water, and that would be some monumental stuff that I'd like to be a part of. And then it becomes a boat and not a giant liability. That'd be cool.

So, to recap, I really do need your guys' help. Let's start with finding all of our rich oil baron friends. They could, we could set it in Bitcoin or, you know, however we need to do that. Chris from the future here. I did make it to Disney World. Chris Fix got us such cool rooms. Check that out. That's a giraffe. Two giraffes. Hey, another thing I need help from. There's anybody in law enforcement. We, uh, need some VIN inspections done. Law enforcement agents are the only people in the state of Oregon that can do, uh, VIN inspections and, and certify that a VIN is proper for a vehicle and registration. I bought so many cars over the years. I got a bunch of different cars that I need to register and title so I can, so I can sell them and move them. And they need VIN, uh, inspections done. So, if there's anybody in Oregon law enforcement that watches my show, wants to come out and take a nice tour and, uh, you know, just double check our, our paperwork, uh, we'd love to have you out. Probably illegal to pay you, but dinner's not out of the question. I don't know. Anyways, how cool is that, giraffe, back to the scheduled programming, but then, uh, yeah, no, for real. Uh, if you guys know somebody that, that works in the industry or whatever, or if you want to buy a car, my email is chrisbuild. Just know if I don't email you back, it's not because I didn't want to. It can, it can be really hard when you wake up to a thousand emails. Oh, another thing, and this is like a long shot, but if anybody is driving an empty trailer from Denver to Portland, uh, I've got a thing I got to buy. It's car-sized, but it's not a car. It's a car body. Anyways, I got a car body that I, I, I got to buy. I can't get the, the thought out of my head. I know I need to focus on the boat, and when I come to work, I need to work on the boat. But, um, I have an addiction. If anybody is driving this way and they got room on their trailer or they got whatever, hit me up. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.

Oh, the thing, the interesting thing about the tumor on my back that I can feel. This is the first time I have a tumor that I can actually feel. Um, so if this medicine works really good, I would actually be able to feel the tumors going away. That's pretty cool. Um, it'll make scan time a little less scary, I think. Anywho, um, for the next 30 days, I'm on this medicine. I'm on this protein inhibitor, and I'm like, I don't have to, like, I'm not tied down like I was last time, which means that I do get the opportunity to leave the country for the first time. And given that it might be my last time that I leave the country, uh, I'm gonna, I'm gonna take that opportunity. So, I'm, I'm probably going to, um, probably going to go to Europe and, uh, just see the beauty of the world, um, at least one more time, you know. So, I can't tell you how much stuff will be in the shop. I can't tell you how many episodes will come out. I got no idea what's going on, man. Um, Instagram is where I throw the updates out. That's, you know, anybody that's been following the Instagram. Um, and thank you all so much for the kind words, the well wishes, all of that stuff. Just, it helps me, it helps my family. Um, statistically, it helps cure cancer. It's just a freaking win-win-win. So, thank you guys all so much for that. And, um, so anyways, if you want to, if you want to make sure you don't miss anything, just follow us Before on Instagram. That's where, where I post like instant updates when they come in, no matter how hard it is to post. Um, and then, uh, yeah, I can't wait to show you guys the secret car collection that's for sale as well. And, um, we're just, uh, oh, and I, I got a, I got a cool idea of something. My, my Evora is broken, and I think I can fix it in a miraculous way. So, I think I'm going to go work on that, too. So, a couple things are going to be coming out. Um, but for the next 30 days, we're not going to know other than if you want to come feel my back. We're not going to know, uh, what's going on with the cancer. And, um, that's fine. Operation: Live life, have fun, spend time with family, go travel, do fun [ __ ]. Fix the Evora. That's actually fun for me. I don't know why I'm broken. Thank you guys so much for watching, and thanks for all the support. It, it really does mean the world. I'm a, I'm a really lucky guy in a really unlucky situation. You know what I mean? And hey, that brain scan's clear. So, I will see you on this channel again, uh, for some more fun. Won't be too long. Thanks for watching. See you soon. Peace.